#but I’m feeling like it is rn
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it hurts, wanting
#bugthots#wishing for things is like#your hope makes room for something#like hole in you#and you’re hoping it gets filled but#it isn’t and sometimes it can’t be#it hurts and stuff#in a sucking pit kind of way#and it’s easy to get scared out of hopefulness#but then on the other hand it’s like#what if there’s potential here for real#hard 2 tell#s it worth the wound :(#but I’m feeling like it is rn#even tho it’s scary#I am fragile?
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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
#my best friend doesn’t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk#I feel so fucking awful rn#I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir#but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere#it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now#only way to get my brain to shut up#I have such a busy weekend ahead as well#godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas#I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry#but I sure Feel Like Doing It
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Season 9 Docm77 (+world eater!)
Doc just peacefully tending to his tomatoes while mass destruction happens in the background (this idea has been sitting on my to do list probably for a year, but it’s finally here!)
Also these are on the same page :3
#docm77#docm77 fanart#hermitcraft#hermitcraft season 9#watercolor#traditional art#maybe I am a wizard… I just finished this today but looking at the progress pictures and even I’m not sure how I did this#Definitely one of my more complicated paintings so far (plus that one rns one)#Onto the next painting!#My art#I did not use the new doc design for this tho#I sketched this out ages ago and didn’t feel like updating it
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He just wants to be missed
#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#billford#shitpost#the amount of times Bill asks if people will miss him is something he needs to bring up in therapy#did your parents not love you enough Bill?#your issues are showing#ignore the mistakes#I’m too tired to fix them#and honestly not emotionally stable enough#feeling like a piece of shit rn and I haven’t even done anything wrong#…um but#did you guys miss me? 🥺🥺🥺#one day I’m gonna stop posting entirely and wait patiently for the ‘omg are you okay’ messages that will never come in#and then give up and post again#I never said I was any better than him here#I too constantly crave validation from others and really want to be missed
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Abandonment issues go brrr
#trying not to cry rn lmao#he’s my FP and there’s not a damn thing I can do about it#why is growth so damn hard#I know I’m making progress but moments like these make me feel like I haven’t grown at all#I’m trying but I feel like it’s not good enough rn#abandoment issues#boyfriend#relationship#relatable#mental health#BPD#actually bpd#actually borderline#relationship problems#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#bpd problems#bpd mood#bpd feels#bpd stuff#bpd shit#bpd fp
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Mostly just figuring out how I want to paint him
#I never put him in color#I don’t really like that one portrait I did of him so I’m trying to get better#solas#my art#dragon age#dai#dragon age fanart#fen’harel#I’m in a weird place with my art rn#I feel like I’ve been bored by some of the things I’ve been drawing and I wanna make stuff I’m actually proud of ya know#idkkkkkkkkkkkk
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would you be willing to grace us with more doodles of the little creature you made to represent yourself por favor
Kfjfnfjjdncn oh my god yes yes sure so
I have these, fairly recent ones
And also a bunch of reaction pics hehe
#I feel like Entrapta from She-ra rn haha#You’re asking me about my dumpling creature? I waited years for someone ask me about my dumpling creature#ahahahcjnfjfjf#Anyway#Don’t mind me I’m just being silly#these pics looks like they’re been created by three different artists lmao#Cass creature
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It’s Dabi’s birthday over here in the states now so have some doodles 🔥
#posts that broke 100#I’m trying to get him out of my system#also I really just needed to update some placeholder images on character ai#dabi#Touya Todoroki#Toya Todoroki#Todoroki touya#bnha#MHA#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#Dabi fanart#anyways idk what my style is doing rn I feel like it’s been v inconsistent#but hey finally kicked out a version of pro hero Touya that i likeeee altho he still needs some tweaking#haha wait just now realizing they’re almost all looking in the same direction#what are they looking at hmmm#MQ doodles
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Out of all of the people The Ghost King Phantom expected to relate to, it definitely wasn’t the scrawny red headed photographer of the Daily Planet. Jimmy Olsen has gotten so many temporary superpowers over his time being Superman’s friend. Hell, he once gained a 4th dimensional being’s reality warping abilities when he was given said dimensional being’s powers during a fight. Sure there’s a dozen or so heroes with the same amount of powers he has, but none as suddenly granted to them as a all powerful god that can relate to a teenager.
#bones speaks#hi this is bones in the future: below tags I do mean but I was Not Sober while writing them so they may have severe spelling errors#bones prompts#dpxdc#dp x dc#just google the amount of times Jimmy has had powers and what they are. I just read a comic#where the F PLOT of all things is Jimmy getting superpowers and causing havoc in Metropolis. that’s how frequent this is#the all powerful god powers was in a recent Batman/Superman Worlds Finest issue where he got Mxyzptlk’s powers#like guys. there are SO many heroes that have more powers than Danny in DC.#off the top of the dome I can only name a few (in my defense I am Not Sober so memory is Not Good:)#Raven. The Spectre. Superman. The Atom. Batman (temporary powers). Dr Fate. Martian Manhunter#and I could name more if my memory wasn’t shot rn#this is a mini rant in the tags but I’m so tired of the ‘Danny has so many superpowers it would stump DC’#it would for sure shock them. but they wouldn’t be surprised. why are they all so shocked from Danny’s arrival?#I’ve made many posts about how much more interesting Danny simply being in the JL like it’s just another Tuesday would be interesting#so many folks enjoy the discovery aspect of Danny and not the part where he’s alreaady a JL member and is#*isnt OP. it’s so much more interesting to write a character with flaws. make him regular powered and able to be struck down by a Big Bad#and not just his weaknesses. he’s been beaten to shit by ghosts before. the angst possibilities is crazy.#Billy Batson looking at a kid nearly his age get hurt more and more by Black Adam? Fear Gas setting him on a rampage in Gotham absolutely#destroying his perception of what being safe is anymore. Lex Luther finding his weakness and wrecking his shit#it could be SUCH an interesting direction to take dpxdc but no one does. when I write prompts with those ideas they make a fraction of the#notes of the prompts where I pander and have batfam in them. diversity of ideas in fandom is what makes us strong. keep the new and#unorthodox ideas flowing. it feels like you’re swimming upstream but it’s worth it to help a fandom grow
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what if we made Jean and Neil kiss. on the mouth. and it was platonic. wouldn’t that be beautiful?
#they are very tolkien coded to me!!!!#redefining the meaning of kisses and platonicity in the chat rn#THEY ARE BOTH STILL QUEER OKAY DO NOT COME AT ME I WILL BITE#bi bi bi jean moreau!!!!#demi demi demi neil!!!!#i’m jus saying…#i like the idea#if misplaced forever partner why no kiss?#i have so many more pairings i feel are so tolkienish in their affection but i shall refrain for now#lest i am burnt at the stake already#aftg#all for the game#the foxhole court#the sunshine court#neil josten#jean moreau#jeaneil
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i have a vision. in my mind, luigi’s fit is a bit more maximalist, and no two leathers or denims match. he deserves more variety in his look.
#also it’s barely present in these but i do wanna sneak in more purple accents to his fits#purple and steely grays just look so nice with green and brown#luigi’s mansion#luigi’s mansion: dark moon#lm2#luigi’s mansion dark moon#smb#no id#giddly’s art#tagging this as dark moon just bc i’m playing it rn and it’s my fav game lawl#also. i gave polturpup ears bc i feel like he needs ears sorry nintendo 🫡#edit: i just remembered gooigi was only introduced in lm3 sorry guys ✋😭#luigi’s mansion 3#lm3
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Day off
#hetalia#aph spain#hws spain#antonio fernandez carriedo#well I no longer feel like shit abt my art! bc I feel like shit abt something else help#I might be…a little quiet on here just cuz I gotta get my shit together#but then again I do have some stuff in drafts#idk I’m just real out of it rn but I feel better after drawing this#free therapy : drawing ur blorbo sad
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.A Royal Scandal.
#dragon age#dragon age origins#zevran arainai#cousland#anora mac tir#andrastopher cousland#dao#zevwarden#andrastopher x zevran#zevran x andrastopher#hof#.cannae believe ive never given thought to making andrastopher king before lmao.#.would zevran even be happy as kings consort bc it’s not like Andrastopher and Anora would be having a safari or anything like that.#.i think he’d like Andrastopher offering to give up the crown if zevran didn’t want to be consort- bc he would do that lbh.#.i know I said I was taking a break but apparently not idk.#.am all over the place rn lads.#.i feel like those nice few messages stopped me imploding a bit there thank you.#.i think I’m gonna just like only come online when I’m posting instead of lurking like a goof.
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I was looking through your art because it is delicious, would eat, 20/10 and just realised how HAPPY John is in this one-
He is JOYOUS. he is PROUD. He doesn't want to be ANYWHERE but HERE.
TEEHEE fr he loves his boyfriends and he loves holding Noel’s hand
#the start of the end……#may have been the first sighting of the Arthur Lester and his three boyfriends name#idk what happened these past few months but I feel like my doodles from like May-July were so fire#what happened#I look back on them and I’m like there’s a vibe here I’m failing to capture rn what’s going on#definitely has nothing to do with me becoming so much busier after starting college couldn’t be that at all#ask
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i am currently having the worst culture shock of my entire life. i feel like wren’s actually having me on. do you guys actually. not eat raw broccoli?? in the uk?????
#culture shock maybe not the right term but it’s the closest i’ve got#i feel like i’m on punkd rn. this cannot be real. someone is going to come out w cameras and be like ha! got you!!!
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fashion mb (ft. lots of pockets)
#I really like the scene where mb picked out its own clothes for the first time and was like#why do I feel like I’m watching good media rn#I had an urge to draw some cool streetwear soooo#I know these aren’t all dark colors but that’s okay#murderbot#secunit#tmbd#tmbd fanart#murderbot fanart#the murderbot diaries#mbd#trafosu
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