#but I just wanted to vent it

[borderlinereminders]

This is a personal vent, so feel free to scroll by.

I feel like I keep getting bad news after bad news.

Being an adult sucks a lot.

I missed over half my hours last month because I was so sick and still am, so I’m missing more hours today. In the same month my partners commissions got cut in half because of a survey (the question on the survey is “would you recommend this place to anyone?” And if people say “no,” he loses “points” even though they’re usually unhappy with the service they received by the mechanics vs him (he’s a service advisor and lets people know what services their vehicles need) and it sucks. Side note: please keep in mind that when doing surveys like these, it’s usually the employees that get punished.)

And we now have to spend $900 to fix his car. And I spent a lot of money last month fixing my vehicle. And my vehicle still has issues and safety concerns and I can’t afford to get it fixed. And I am so tired. In the same month we get less money than usual, we have more issues than usual. We live in a rural area with no available bussing and have to commute to work in two different directions.

The exact same month that my freezer went and we lost all our meat and other foods that I’d bought on sale that would have helped us not go grocery shopping this month.

I am frustrated at my body and at finances. And being an adult. And my fiancés employer.

I also feel like a failure even though a lot of this is out of my control. For not being able to work, and for having too much in the freezer so that we lost a lot of value.

I know it’ll all be okay in the end. And it’ll work out. But right now, feeling overwhelmed and just frustrated at everything. Except my dogs. My dogs are my lifeline. 10/10 for them.

[rafeandonlyrafe]

well 🧍‍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.

[stvrlightttze]

We have different priorities here clearly✨🤩

[fattyangel]

and remember ladies,

don’t reward yourself with food. you’re not a dog.

[lolalagoon]

fasting gives me sm confidence, i feel so cute and pretty when my stomach is empty

[bluerenaissance]

Stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny stay hungry get skinny

[myrah555]

If you go back to eating normal, you’ll have a normal body again

[lyslowcal]

Nobody talks about how having an Ed saves so much money

[nova1224]

Saw this on X/Twitter never related more in my life 💀

[greenhairedfreakglobal]

if nicocado avocado can do it, so can i

[charlott2n]

It just sucks so bad. 21, the age at which i realized i was trans, isnt at all "too late" to realize, but it sucks so bad what our society, what the institution of transphobia, gets away with. The lie it forced on me for so long. I feel like i had so many moments when i could have easily realized i was trans as far back as about five years old when i saw something on the news about a trans girl and at the same time i was having thoughts like "What if reincarnation was real but you had to be a boy every time and could never be born as a girl?? Wouldnt that suuuuuck???", but they want you to think it could never be you. And it worked on me!!! Between my family and our society, i was conditioned to think that while it was totally Okay for somebody to be trans, it could Never be me, and i shouldnt even think about it unless i was 100% sure since birth- which, on some level, i believe i even was! But what they Want you to believe is that all trans people know without a doubt that theyre trans from birth, a lie which suppresses so many transgender people out of ever being happy. When i was in my teens i even had two friends who came out as transfem, and i was really happy for them, but even more, i was jealous. I wished i could be trans so that i could be as happy as they were! I wished i could experience that! But it just never clicked for me that i could easily have that just as easily as them. It was all about overcoming this feeling that society instills in you, that it could never be you. And the fact that even well meaning people perpetuate these sentiments is appalling. When my dad was accepting of me but also made sure to ask me How Sure I Was, he was himself a microcosm of what society worries itself with foremost- Are You Sure You're Trans? Have you wrung out every other possibility? Are you sure youll make it? They busy you with doubts and fears, because ultimately they of course want to dupe you out of it. They express possibly genuine and well meaning concern for your wellbeing and happiness without letting you make up your own mind. Railroading you into the mindset that if it was You, you would have realized long ago.

[daughter-of-a-hungry-ghost]

Made the red bracelet for Ana and put my goal weight on it to make me remember what I am fighting for.

[wl-butterfly]

Me when I have to eat in php

Message me for wl buddies

[stvrlightttze]

Like a scratch record…

[fattyangel]

3d girls on tumblr are so nice compared to the ones on edtwt 😭😭 they’re sooo mean and toxic for no reason

[lolalagoon]

i’m so excited to able to get worse and worse now that i have the motivation. i will lose at least 15lbs before this year ends.