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On Time
Thoughts on time and thoughts on being on time, which I have never been and will always want to be
Anon. (can’t find it anymore…rip) // Czeslaw Milosz, Songs of Adrian Zielinski // Twitter user @lovethediosa // screencap from Back to the Future // BoyGenius, “Not Strong Enough” // my notes app // Allen Ginsberg, The Book of Martyrdom and Artifice // Anna Nalick, “Breathe (2 AM)” // “Five More Minutes” by Olivia Larson // The Lumineers, “Cleopatra”
#web weaving#poetry#quotes#quote compilation#czeslaw milosz#boygenius#breathe 2 am#Cleopatra the Lumineers#On time#thoughts on time
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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!
there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.
#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually#abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable#it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had#i started taking community classes#if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath#and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment#a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends#a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw#i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!
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#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk megumi#did u rly think i was gonna pass up the opportunity to draw fanart of the phanpara formalwear#sorry i see a chance to draw megumi in a suit and i jump#that being said i did debate saving this to post next month on his bday#but alas i am a slave to the immediate gratification disease#not 2 mention tht this was SO frustrating omg the similarity in tones everywhere made me want 2 hold my breath and try to die#should have picked the white dog smh i dont make things easy on myself ever#the monochrome tho.....OUgh ths th good stuff thank u phanpara i do not play but i respect u fr putting megumi in a full black suit#however.#his lapels in the official art made me want to tear my hair out i got so confused bc like/??? in th art the top folds over the bottom#but in EVERY suit cut style i could find thats not the case?? the bottom folds over the top????????#not 2 mention yuuji and gojo's suits seem to b normal its ONLY megumi tht has this anomaly of a suit#i wanted to cry so i ended up ignoring it but if someone knows smth i dont pls i need answers this has kept me awake#anyway . pupy
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i cant get over the ball being so CLEARLY all for crowley i can't get over aziraphale trying to woo him with a WHOLE FUCKING BALL because that's what he knows that's what romance IS for him because he's been wanting to dance with crowley ever since dancing was invented and he's so stuck in time with the way he dresses and talks and he still thinks a dance is the high of romance AND HE MADE A WHOLE ENTIRE FUCKING BALL FOR CROWLEY JUST SO HE COULD DANCE WITH HIM like now it's so fucking obvious he gave away his BOOKS without a second thought and it was all for crowley he organised a whole JANE AUSTEN THEME BALL just so he could have an excuse to finally dance with the love of his life and i can't get over this i'm shaking my fists and pacing up and down he did not give a single fuck about anything other than dancing with crowley and HE BARELY TOUCHED OTHER PEOPLE'S HANDS WHILE HIS WHOLE FUCKING PALM WAS PRESSED TO CROWLEY'S AND i need to lie down
#im actually not okay im never getting over this#this was actually the most romantic thing to ever happen on television prove me wrong you can't#no because he spent CENTURIES reading about and witnessing and orchestring romances and he's been wanting to living in them WITH CROWLEY al#this fucking time and crowley rescuing his books was the most romantic thing that ever happened to him and in return HE GAVE AWAY THE BOOKS#HE LOVES SO FUCKING MUCH FOR CROWLEY AND OH GOD OH JESUS#how am i still not normal about this show im literally box breathing and my heart is fucking POUNDING from a SHOW i cant i just cant#i need psychiatric help#good omens#good omens s2#azicrow#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable spouses#good omens season 2#ineffable husbands#go s2
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they mean so much to me. HGRGRHHHBGHSG
#tf2#saxton hale#olivia mann#tf2 spoilers#She got panels?!! She got a continuation of her story?!!!! She’s an alcoholic?!#Also everybody has beards now this is fantastic#I can’t breath I am going to need several days to recover from this#I love you team fortress 2
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“i will walk into hell gladly knowing i’ve held heaven in my hands.”
#rdr2#rdr2 fanart#red dead redemption 2#red dead redemption#arthur morgan#rdr2 arthur#charles smith#charthur#theyre my reason for living#i cannot breathe without them#they make me feel a sadness i cannot explain#i am totally normal about them#gay cowboys
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linktober day 29: water
#2 days to go. i am so fucking close. jesus christ#linktober#linktober 2023#skribbles#botw#totk#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#loz#legend of zelda
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i am going to combust into a million pieces
#mario#super mario#smb#luigi#bowser#bowuigi#mario movie#super mario bros movie#what theFUCK going on#they won’t even let us BREATHE#you know damn well they enjoy seeing us go apeshit over these#i am literally losing my mind#i know i’m gonna be so disappointed when i go see the movie and it’s gonna be like only 2 seconds of luigi screen time#but it’s okay AS LONG AS WE GET A LUIGIS MANSION SPIN OFF#that’s all that matters to me <3#also why’s bowser doing that little maneuver with his mustache like 💀💀#gay gay homosexual gay#could he be any more homosexual#< the answer is NO#anyways i’m gonna go scream into my pillow for a little while
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Feel free to ignore if it doesn't match your HCs BUT since you draw a lot of dad astarion/gale etc I thought you'd appreciate the midwife Halsin headcanon that goes around a lot!
I'm just getting cuteness aggression imagining him being there for Dorian/Astarion's kid :')
nO WAIT THIS IS SO CUTE???? that fits him so well aaa :OOO
idk if cyra would want him hanging around but dorian is pretty crunchy and would probably appreciate him adkfjf
#ramble#bg3#i do appreciate this anon thank you for bringing it to my attention#this is such a sweet idea i love it#i am here for ALL midwife halsin hcs that's so precious#honestly though i think halfway through dorian is like 'i don't need to breathe i need DRUGS'#but the thought is there#i stg midwives are actual angels sent to earth and old timey doctors were BARBARIC. google why the chainsaw was invented#edit i've changed my mind i think cyra would want him for the other 2 because she did NOT have a good time with the first one
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gay clone high propaganda post number one pillion..,i am so normal you guys
#art#clone high#clone high season 2#clone high jfk#clone high abe#clone high abraham lincoln#clone high confucius#topher bus#clone high topher#jfabe#abefk#tophucius#abefucius#i am so so ill and insane about all of them#i dont think abt abefucius as much as i should they are so real and silly#anuways JFABE AND TOPHUCIUS REAL AND POWERFUL THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME#also bonus polycule art..topher’s shrimp breath is too much for anyone to handle#GAY POTION 3AM IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE DRAWINGS IVEDONE HEVER#it makes me giggle so fuckinf hard i loce them
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The last Zonai Ganondorf pic I did was pretty well-received so I did some more :) Aka where I keep adding more jewelry and make my life harder.
Totk!Ganon is great and all but the scene in Twilight Princess where his Triforce of Power awakens and he breaks out of the chains is still one of the coolest moments he's ever had, so I drew that scene here haha
#my art#ganondorf#ganon#zonai#totk#tears of the kingdom#twilight princess#tp#tloz#legend of zelda#botw#breath of the wild#botw 2#character redesign#yes i made his legs longer bc zonai having short stubby legs bothers me#maybe just like every other game he is just exceptionally tall#in my brain i am slowly constructing a mythos for him#aka ocarina of time but with the ancient hero and ancient princess + whatever else i think up#and the elemental dragons but before they were dragons
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drew some amsterdam live show hermie moments -guy who wasnt even at the amsterdam live show
#these are all based on clips i watched!#takes a deep breath#I AM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND OVER ALL THAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY#NOT ONLY DID WE GET HERMIE INCLUDED BUT OAKWORTHY FINALLY BECAME REAL????#AND NO ONE INVITED ME??? /j#big big shoutout to my bestie kai apricior for telling me all about the show i wish i was there so bad#but maybe its for the best i wasnt bc i wouldve lost my fucking mind the very MOMENT hermie showed up#i fucking teared up over a 2 SECOND CLIP of hermie speaking in a q&a at another show SO THATS THE LEVEL OF CRUMB EATING IM AT ATP#SO THIS WAS LIKE A WHOLE MEAL FOR ME#not getting over this for a while. anyways#hermie the unworthy#hermie unworthy#oakworthy#normal oak#darryl wilson#dungeons and daddies#dndads#dndads live#dndads amsterdam#the areas tour#the areas tour dndads#dndads fanart#my art
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stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!
wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end
#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh#some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2#recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person#and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety#like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that#my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms#UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child#so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had#a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time#which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem!#its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it#and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome'#instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems!#anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now!#house md#hilson#greg house#james wilson#stacy warner
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Arcane | Season 2 (2024), Christian Linke and Alex Yee
#arcane#arcane s2#arcaneedit#once again tried a little color coding for the three acts#(choosing from the gifs i made while rewatching for every moment i liked minus the ones i already used in the acts gifsets)#green for act 1 red/blue for act 2 more natural colors + gold for act 3#i'm not a hundred percent satisfied but it is what it is XD i have so many gifs#anyway season 2#i hate how they basically dropped the zaun/piltover conflict in the last act#and i still think that this story would have benefitted from some space to breathe - 9 episodes for all of this was just not enough#there are things in this that i think could have been developed in a different direction (i will just say vi and caitvi but not just them)#but maybe it's just personal taste#i am SO SAD i finished this rewatch#tv 2024#i made this#my arcane gifs#i just want a tag for the things i personally put out into the world#tw flashing
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LotR dudebros online irritate the heck out of me! All they do is whine and nitpick every little detail about The Rings of Power; so many of the things I enjoy about the series, they revile. 🤦🏼♀️
Tolkien’s works and “the lore” are not the gospel, and there is no reason whatsoever to be treating it like religious people treat holy writings.
An adaptation is never going to 100% exactly like the original work. And if you want to spend your free time channeling all of your energy into hate, you’ve got big problems. 🤷🏼♀️
And another thing: as much as I love Peter Jackson’s Lord of the Rings trilogy, it is by no means gospel either. So please stop endlessly comparing the two and treating PJ’s movies as far superior The Rings of Power. Both make departures from “the lore”! And both are great!
TLDR; haters gonna hate, but sometimes it wears me down. 🙃
#lord of the rings#rings of power#the rings of power#trop#trop season 2#text post#seriously though#i am sick and tired of the hate for this show#and the constant comments everywhere about the lore#*breathes deeply*
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zelink doodle
#trying 2 post more unfinished art/doodles#my art#zelink#loz#link loz#zelda#botw#breath of the wild#totk#totk link#totk zelda#botw link#botw zelda#so many tags. why.#loz fanart#legend of zelda#anyways put zelda in hateno village outfit bc its cute and all her other outfits are stupidly detailed#i like imagining them living in hateno village together :)#btw i am under the strong belief that after totk zelda would not become queen. 1. the world has been without a monarchy for a century#dont bring it back. 2. i dont think she would want to. i think she would still explore and help rebuild#but she wouldnt be queen.
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