#bpdmood

[geminimoonmadness]

Have you ever thought that maybe your path is harder because your calling is higher? I’m going to get through it, I’m just tired of going through it, but if I can, why can’t you?

It’s usually when you’re at your lowest you’re most down to earth, you lift others.

Don’t give up.

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[bookof-t-h-o-u-g-h-t-s]

Book of Thoughts

For more information, please visit www.bookofthoughts.info

[taliasburns]

Happy bday!!! 💙

tysm!!!

[bpdmadness]

Change in Moods

It’s crazy how fast you can change moods with BPD. One minute you can feel happy. Like you’re on top of the world and everything is going good for you. The next you can be down in the dumps, feeling super low and hopeless. On the verge of tears and eventually crying. This change in moods can leave a person being so confused and lost. It happens so fast. For some it can be within minutes. And for others, it’ll suddenly change halfway through the day. 

Just a few days ago I experienced this quick change in moods. All day I was feeling okay. And by the time night fell, I was a different person. My mood went from okay to low. This was very confusing for me because I couldn't think of a clear reason why my mood dipped. It just did. This is very common for people with BPD. The change in moods can happen with no clear reason/no reason at all. Before I knew it, I was crying and felt even lower. I tried to distract myself by watching Netflix, but that didn't work as well as it usually does. I just felt broken....all I wanted to do after crying was go to sleep. I didn’t want to feel anything at all anymore in that moment. I just wanted everything to be over...and so before long I went to sleep with hopes that in the morning I would be a bit better....

[eldestlynch]

Thanks for your tags on my kavinsky edit 🥺🥺🥺🥺

you're welcome!! thank you for sharing your edit 🥺 I can't believe it was your first one it looks really nice!!!

[anna-tariel]

★★★

Thank you!!!!🥰💙

[cozhycottaghe]

🌾 🕯 🍁 🍞 :)

🌾 - did you pick up any hobbies because of the cottagecore community? which? Yes, I have started baking a whole lot more! I have also plated some flowers, and I’m working on learning how to start up a garden. 🕯- do you like the night? why/why not? I love the night, I feel more at peace, everything feels right. 🍁 - favourite season and why? Spring, I love seeing everything come back to life after a winter. I feel like I have a rebirth every spring, like a new beginning. I love spring showers, the smells, just ah.. 🍞 - cooking or baking? Oh, cooking for sure. I’m more skilled, it just comes naturally to me.

[lordofthegoldenflower]

Send this to the 12 nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get 5 back you must be pretty awesome. 💘

@bpdmoods I think you’re pretty awesome too <3

[geminimoonmadness]

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30th November 2015 I was Fifteen years old

I'm over people judging me for who I am. I am straight forward, ask me something, I have nothing to hide, therefore I will be straight up and tell you everything I got right there and then, I've got nothing left to lose. I'm not going to change for anyone, I will only focus on making myself a better person, I don't live for anyone else. I cant care less anymore and I'm fully over it all, the negative comments, acts and vibes; even the people who are apparently there for me are the ones who make things bad half the time, I don't need no new people in my life, I don't need that fake love. I've had enough, no one talk to me, just leave me alone pls & ty!

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[bookof-t-h-o-u-g-h-t-s]

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[ndoubtfn]

Every single word of this song is true. Ashley I am hopelessly devoted to you.

[subwaygirl]

okay, so i did a thing. i’m sorry, i just love red white & royal blue too much. and it’s canon...

wylannvaneck → whitehousetrio!

tagging some mutuals!

@jostenminyards @wespers @neilkevin @cauchemares @dreamtheif @tierens @bpdmoods @blchrs @abramminyards

[mattmmurdock]

I was tagged by @bpdmoods and @wespers to plant my own flower on this site! Thank you so much!

This was a lot of fun! I tag @deamus @robertdowneys and @natasha-lightwood

[shinyunhappyskinnypeople]

I should really learn how to tell people

"I've apologized for my behavior and if you choose not to forgive me that's not my fault as the false perception you have of me that I always act like a mentally stable person because I acted like that when we first met is also not my fault because I do have a real illness and can't always control it."

#bpdmood or whatever you wanna call it

[ladytitanium]

unpopular opinion I guess but 

if I see one more asshole child on here say they’re oppressed for being “””fictionkin””” I’m gonna scream

so you have an RP blog that you take way too seriously! damn! you’re not mentally ill and you’re not special and you’re sure as hell not fucking oppressed. grow the fuck up. ~fictionkin~ and other trends like that, to pretend you have an obscure mental illness that you’re either physically incapable of having or just think is cool/would get you attention/oppression points, is honestly one of the worst things to happen to this hellsite I swear

also for the record: you CANNOT self diagnose a personality disorder, due to the nature of personality disorders, and you CANNOT be diagnosed with a personality disorder by any kind of reputable psychiatrist or therapist if you are a minor except in incredibly extreme cases. people would know that if they actually researched psychology and didn’t base their diagnoses off of blogs with names like “bpdmoods” and online personality tests.

[geminimoonmadness]

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6th December 2020 I was 20 years old

I just wished people could understand that what I’m going through is tough and to see that what I’ve had to endure this year is the reason as to why certain behaviour, attitudes & actions are expressed. I shouldn’t have to open up and tell anyone or even the amount of people that I have, my business but when I get treated differently because no one understands unless I open up to allow them opportunity to understand, what choice do I have??? I have learnt ALOT in 6 months and one of those things is, when life gets hard people will avoid you and treat you differently so they don’t get brought down with you. They will talk to ANYBODY and EVERYBODY about their issue with you but not actually approach you personally or handle it in a positive way. These secrets can’t be kept, promises mean nothing and I am struggling, I don’t want to give up & I just want things to be better, but being left on my OWN to cope & deal with everything, ofcourse I’m going to try distract myself to make things easier. These things take time and it’s not going to be easy but because majority of my trauma isn’t so fresh I am not in shock anymore, instead I now just have to follow the path of recovery, and I’m okay with doing it alone.

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