#bpdmood

[halfdeaddevil]

I am gross.

I am disgusting.

I am vile.

I am wrong.

I am bad.

I am evil.

And yet I try so hard to make people believe otherwise?

[geminimoonmadness]

Have you ever thought that maybe your path is harder because your calling is higher? I’m going to get through it, I’m just tired of going through it, but if I can, why can’t you?

It’s usually when you’re at your lowest you’re most down to earth, you lift others.

Don’t give up.

Watch the whole gif

[becorbin]

Trauma reactions and even borderline behaviors are NORMAL reactions to something (maybe even an entire childhood) that was ABNORMAL. You are not inherently flawed. You are not fucked. Stop trying to ostracize yourself and instead, embrace yourself. 

Your strategies kept you alive. We don’t need to hate those aspects of us. Focus on learning when they’re needed and when they are not. Learn healthier patterns that will not cause you backlash. 

Do whatever you want, but please, don’t hate yourself.

[bookof-t-h-o-u-g-h-t-s]

Book of Thoughts

For more information, please visit www.bookofthoughts.info

[ndoubtfn]

I just want her validation!!!!

[taliasburns]

Happy bday!!! 💙

tysm!!!

[bpdmadness]

Change in Moods

It’s crazy how fast you can change moods with BPD. One minute you can feel happy. Like you’re on top of the world and everything is going good for you. The next you can be down in the dumps, feeling super low and hopeless. On the verge of tears and eventually crying. This change in moods can leave a person being so confused and lost. It happens so fast. For some it can be within minutes. And for others, it’ll suddenly change halfway through the day. 

Just a few days ago I experienced this quick change in moods. All day I was feeling okay. And by the time night fell, I was a different person. My mood went from okay to low. This was very confusing for me because I couldn't think of a clear reason why my mood dipped. It just did. This is very common for people with BPD. The change in moods can happen with no clear reason/no reason at all. Before I knew it, I was crying and felt even lower. I tried to distract myself by watching Netflix, but that didn't work as well as it usually does. I just felt broken....all I wanted to do after crying was go to sleep. I didn’t want to feel anything at all anymore in that moment. I just wanted everything to be over...and so before long I went to sleep with hopes that in the morning I would be a bit better....

[eldestlynch]

Thanks for your tags on my kavinsky edit 🥺🥺🥺🥺

you're welcome!! thank you for sharing your edit 🥺 I can't believe it was your first one it looks really nice!!!

[anna-tariel]

★★★

Thank you!!!!🥰💙

[cozhycottaghe]

🌾 🕯 🍁 🍞 :)

🌾 - did you pick up any hobbies because of the cottagecore community? which? Yes, I have started baking a whole lot more! I have also plated some flowers, and I’m working on learning how to start up a garden. 🕯- do you like the night? why/why not? I love the night, I feel more at peace, everything feels right. 🍁 - favourite season and why? Spring, I love seeing everything come back to life after a winter. I feel like I have a rebirth every spring, like a new beginning. I love spring showers, the smells, just ah.. 🍞 - cooking or baking? Oh, cooking for sure. I’m more skilled, it just comes naturally to me.

[lordofthegoldenflower]

Send this to the 12 nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get 5 back you must be pretty awesome. 💘

@bpdmoods I think you’re pretty awesome too <3

[halfdeaddevil]

I need something to change, man, I really do

[geminimoonmadness]

DIARY ENTRY

30th November 2015 I was Fifteen years old

I'm over people judging me for who I am. I am straight forward, ask me something, I have nothing to hide, therefore I will be straight up and tell you everything I got right there and then, I've got nothing left to lose. I'm not going to change for anyone, I will only focus on making myself a better person, I don't live for anyone else. I cant care less anymore and I'm fully over it all, the negative comments, acts and vibes; even the people who are apparently there for me are the ones who make things bad half the time, I don't need no new people in my life, I don't need that fake love. I've had enough, no one talk to me, just leave me alone pls & ty!

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[becorbin]

[bookof-t-h-o-u-g-h-t-s]

Book of Thoughts Official Website

[ndoubtfn]

Every single word of this song is true. Ashley I am hopelessly devoted to you.