#bpdgirl

[performapals]

"we need more toxic women in media" you guys couldnt even handle monika ddlc.

[bimbo-bah]

can i request a duo? 👉👈

a mdlb map/aam pair? with lots of paras and trans ids? 💙 [ive never requested before so sorry if its too vague]

Of course~! Dw about your request not being detailed~! That just means I have more freedom with the pack~!

{MDLB Alters}

𓆩♡𓆪 Alter Type: Brainmade

𓆩♡𓆪 Source: N/A

𓆩♡𓆪 System Role(s): Caretaker

𓆩♡𓆪 Name(s): Diana, Amanda, Bella

𓆩♡𓆪 Species: Human

𓆩♡𓆪 Gender: BPDgirl Yanderecoric Daedric FINthing

𓆩♡𓆪 Pronouns: She/Shey/Shi/Love/Heart/Ae/Sugar/Honey

𓆩♡𓆪 Sexuality: Bisexual MAP4AAM

𓆩♡𓆪 Age: 31 (Internally 53)

𓆩♡𓆪 CisIDs: CisSpecies, CisConAbusive, CisPsuedoConsang, CisSugarMommy, CisAffectionate, CisModel, CisFashionDesighner, CisFrench, CisBeautyMark, CisFreckles, CisDMLBRelationship

𓆩♡𓆪 TransIDs: DissiGroomer, DissiAbusive, TransChildPredator, TransBlueEyes, TransAge (YTO), Iterwoman, TransYandere, TransKidnapper, TransLimaSyndrome, TransSelfish, TransBioConsang, TransBrainwasher, PermaLove, TransMother, TransRussian, TransUkranian, TransBrazilian, TransLS (Lunar Sickness), TransBPD, TransAMAB

𓆩♡𓆪 Paras: Aptophile, Somnophile, Chronophile (MAP + Generally Attracted to those younger than her), TAAP (TransAge Attracted Person), Sadist, Objectophile, Dopephile, Jueliephile, Apagophile

𓆩♡𓆪 Personality: Extrovert. Amanda is an older woman who just absolutely adores her younger boyfriend, Matthew. She's incredibly affectionate and caring, and wants to make sure her partner feels loved while also making sure she fulfills his desired to be abused. She's actually rather sweet outside of her "Dommy Mommy" personality, constantly using petnames and praising her partner whenever she can.

𓆩♡𓆪 Likes: Matthew, Jewels, Reading, Romance Movies, Cooking, Petnames

𓆩♡𓆪 Dislikes: People (besides her) insulting/hurting Matthew, being told she needs to act "more her age"

𓆩♡𓆪 Aesthetic(s): Richcore, Glamourcore

𓆩♡𓆪 Typing Quirk(s): N/A

𓆩♡𓆪 Face Claim:

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𓆩♡𓆪 Alter Type: Brainmade

𓆩♡𓆪 Source: N/A

𓆩♡𓆪 System Role(s): Traumaholder, Doekid

𓆩♡𓆪 Name(s): Matthew, Damian, Micheal, Daniel

𓆩♡𓆪 Species: Human (TransDeerBoy)

𓆩♡𓆪 Gender: Agenderboy Ghostpuer Gendercute Ageregender Deergender

𓆩♡𓆪 Pronouns: He/Hx/They/Xe/Ae/Deer/Doe/Fawn

𓆩♡𓆪 Sexuality: Heteroflexable Panromantic

𓆩♡𓆪 Age: 23 (Internally 10)

𓆩♡𓆪 CisIDs: CisMixedRace, CisAlbinism, CisAutistic, CisChildish, CisPermaRegressed, CisConAbused, CisMDLBRelationship, CisDisowned, CisSensoryIssues, CisVerbalflux, CisOrphan, CisSugarBaby

𓆩♡𓆪 TransIDs: TransDeerBoy, Permakid, TransGroomed, TrasnKidnapped, TransMagicalBoy, TransACSA, TransInnocent, TransHyperactiveImagination, TransADHD, TransLucidDreamer, TransStockholmSyndrome, TransShort, TransBallJointedDoll, TransFreckles, TransStarPupils, TransYellowEyes, TransPrince

𓆩♡𓆪 Paras: AAM, Autoaptophile, Zoo, Demonophile, Autoagalmatophile, Fictophile, Masochist, Oplophile, Frotteurism, Odontophile

𓆩♡𓆪 Personality: Ambivert. Matthew was ostricized and practically disowned by his family due to his albinism, and due to this, he is often permanently regressed back to a younger age where he feels as if he can feel comfortable being himself. He absolutely adores Amanda due to how she treats him, adoring the attention and affection she offers him, even if he sometimes asks her to hurt him as well. He often fluxuates between verbal and non-verbal due to his age regression and autism, finding it easier to talk sometimes rather than other.

𓆩♡𓆪 Likes: Drawing, Age regressing, being pampered, Amanda, Dolls, playing Pretend

𓆩♡𓆪 Dislikes: Comments about his albinism, being hurt without permission, being forced to speak when he can't or doesn't want to.

𓆩♡𓆪 Aesthetic(s): Kidcore

𓆩♡𓆪 Typing Quirk(s): Cute speech, B = 8 (ex. The quick 8wown fox jumps ovew the wazy dog.)

𓆩♡𓆪 Face Claim:

[t4tpumpkinduo]

Do you think one had a bad body image and would comfort the other in some way? Like, be it weight, their features (stunted wing growth, a broken horn), or generally being in the wrong body?

oh for sure! it deffo goes both ways as like uhh. cq cschlatt are both some of the few characters who have canonical nods to having eating disorders so that's its own whole thing.

cq insecurities obviously cuz of the. gestures shitty little wings that don't work fucking weak as hell in general. cschlatt insecurities weakness of her body and his issues w disability. and then getting weak as hell in general.

same w uhh transgendahisms. i've talked a bit abt their textually supported transmasc transfem swagger and mm. ithink cq isn't like. too hung up on anything? i think he gets mildly dysphoric at best, like. squirmy uncomfortable if he's called a girl in a context that isn't a guy being babygirled or him asking for it. but it's rlly not that serious, it's more a deeply uncomfortable inconvenience than anything like he could walk it off in a day. for cschlatt it super is the kill myself tournament with him competing for ultimate winner BUT. he does let his guard down abt it a Little in manburg, even though he doesn't fully accept it abt herself well into revival.

(like to be clear, i do think they both riff on eachother quite a bit, but it's considerably less targeted and malicious than ppl like to portray it as. 😭 literally everyone in the server is kind of mean and an asshole and pokes fun at eachother. ohhh q is so evillll schlatt is such a freakkkk omg. karl called quackity ugly and stupid and unlovable and i never see ppl posting that clip going owuwgh this is so chilling. bcs its rlly not that serious. 😭 they're playing toys q's fucking fine. and to be clear, these words Do affect characters, like the ableism schlatt faces or the body shaming tht q goes through but narratively speaking, the ppl saying stuff to them generally don't mean shit w the intent of severely harming anyone.)

that said though :] they do help eachothers out. cq tries to get schlatt to eat more where he can, drink some damn water for once, rest more. mb like kneads n massages at her to help w her aches whenever he can, or pulls people away when schlatt clearly needs a second due to the disorders without having the spotlight on something cschlatt clearly doesn't want to show. cq voice oh noooo i totally made extra food i guess we have to share oh nooo i totally made the bed super comfortable so now you have to lay down w me oh no ihave this leftover hot cider specifically to help w the circulation in your hands >___< guess you gotta help me now. and cschlatt grumbles and groans and whines and then does it anyways and bumps him abt it. fake ass emo i saw you wagging. i would never derail a post to coo abt beautiful adorable women (gripping the sink bloodshot eyes affirmation)

n fr cschlatt like. idk i think abt the stream where cq has retainers in and schlatt keeps poking fun at him and ribbing him and when someone else does, he starts nagging them? 😭 he starts telling them to fuck off and stop making fun of him so he like IS protective of him in that way. i also think he probably like. tries to help cq too, mb being very good at talking him down from paranoia or mental spirals, mb clears a space out whenever he's sick or outta it so he isn't near people who will freak him out, or makes excuses so they have to hole up doing v easy paperwork away from others so cq can rest and untense without having to watch his back and also not explain himself. #JUVIE #HELL

also their both bpdgirls so they're probably doing their best w that smile.

and again, i do think cschlatt does eventually open up a tiny bit abt girlisms. he wouldn't outright frame it as gender exploration, i think it'd be more of a. i won't unpack this but please call me this please and cq is more than happy to like coo and indulge him even though it completely flies over his head tht it could be anything more. ithink cschlatt would like. preen him or kinda. idk, it's probably harder fr him to be more earnest, more openly fond than cq who's so open smone should rlly stop him and or taze him but. like he'll hold his hand for comfort or bump him little ram style to say thank you instead of verbalizing it cuz his face is burning too hard to speak. quietly keeping eachother company during paperwork so neither of them get too bored or frustrated, or helping eachother w delusions or flashbacks even though they don't talk abt anything in detail. just a kinda quiet acceptance.

idk cpumpkins you will always be famous to me sorry abt the narrative and the dooming and all that. society if there wasn't an evil demon ghoul pitting two psychotic dudes against eachother, enabling their worst impulses, alienating them from their loved ones and then assisting them in their suicides so he could kidnap a child he's obsessed with

[butchdykekondraki]

we're kind of like if a loserboy was an bpdgirl

[autogynocrat]

i feel like one of those yanderecore bpdgirl bloggers all the time

[that-one-queer-poc]

peril wof the bpdgirl ever

[homeanatomy-archived]

she was the BPDgirl blueprint….to me

[fereldenshero]

Bpdgirls will literally have A DEBILITATING MOMENT and then all they can do is just take a deep breath And keep getting ready. As if they dont feel sick to their stomach and dont want to pace around until they FALL OFF A CLIFF

[cicomichael777]

Me

[bookof-t-h-o-u-g-h-t-s]

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[decaffeinatedmoonpanda]

Just sick of it all tbh

[performapals]

happy birthday nagito they weren't ready for your bpdgirl mannerisms

[justanothergirlwithbpd]

They have never apologized or even just explain, why they did what they did to me.

But I have forgiven them anyways, not for their sake. But for mine, and since then I have learn to control my anger. The nightmares have become less frequent that they are almost none existing. Since I made the decision to let go of the pain and forgive them, I have been able to make steps into being a better person for myself and everyone around me.

[thatmiserablebitch]

[jennhope12-blog]

I have #mentalillness .. in fact I have a few... Borderline personality disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD & Anxiety..... I am NOT everything you read! I am NOT like every other person with my illnesses! I am NOT my illnesses..... I AM BoldlyBPD and I AM just like you!!

[magirepo]

#autisticgirl #bpdgirl <- true love