#bipolarchronicles

[theforkwiththemustache]

My son's work of art on our exclusive exhibit. Hey called it "gray". I call it : Mommy I don't care if you want to take a nap. I want to paint. Naps don't exist. It's "sun time". I want to use 1 canvas per color (hell no) Spiraling. Let's paint the floor Let's paint the wall too Let's not forget the dining room table 2nd bath ? Sure why not What are migraines mom ? I want to use the whole tube of paint, not a dab. That is not enough. I changed my mind 245 times on what color I want to use. Okay you clean up mom, I want to go watch Mickey Mouse. The End #socialwork #momlife #momofboys #autismparenting #autismmom #autismbaby #adhd #autism #adhdmom #adhdparenting #BIPOLARCHRONICLES #migraineawareness #mentalhealthawareness https://www.instagram.com/p/CB_rjVIDL00/?igshid=ahg2sx0ze7oq

[adysoncarder]

What the fuck?

I'd put it in a nutshell but it wouldn't fit.

I don't even think I could if I tried, to be real. Maybe some other time we can get into how all of this happened but for now... I'm starting over with basically nothing except for a prayer... And I'm not the praying type.

[bipolaroutcasts]

I’m done blowing up your newsfeed for tonight. I will finish posting the rest tomorrow. I’m a Instagram badass lol. Let’s see if I get shadowbanned again. Here is a sexy selfie for you to drool over. 😂😂 #selfie #snapfilter #filters #updates #blowitup #sorry #notsorry #hereiam #anxious #lovemyflaws #bipolarstrong #foreverafighter #bipolarchronicles #bipolaroutcasts #bipolar #blogger #depression #mentalhealthwarrior #wordpress #instablogger #moods #messyhair #selfcare #blogging #rememberwhy #anxiety #writer #scarsofmystery #loveyourself #blueyes https://www.instagram.com/p/Btj_fCpHiuJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zt4ztsjvp3bp

[bipolaroutcasts]

oday has been the day from hell. I want to be with my husband and daughter and I can't be plus everyone around me is sick and grumpy. I want this day to be over already. I am off tomorrow and when I get home I know there is going to be tension because my daughter has a project for school and any school work at all with her isn't fun because she gets aggravated and starts to fuck it up on purpose. Read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #pastbedtime #screw #screwyou #fuckpeople #dontmind #matter #mind #bipolarstrong #bipolarchronicles #foreverafighter #Chronicles #bipolar #bipolaroutcasts #chaptersofmylife #mentalhealthwarrior #writer #wordpress #blogger #blog #Instagram #inspired #influencer #booming #outoforder #hehe #haha #meme #Instagram #Wordpress https://www.instagram.com/p/BsRtOe1nkpB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v3pfnrhqshow

[theforkwiththemustache]

💀💀💀 @8_skully_5 Well never mind then Peter. I'll just stay right here. Thanks. #BIPOLARCHRONICLES https://www.instagram.com/p/CCUyhlZjkLm/?igshid=1k8h22sl2cyjm

[theforkwiththemustache]

#Covid hair. Fix my mane. Transparent. Flawfull. Living in the present. I do not brush it sometimes. Not going to lie. Looking like Medusa with a hangover. Jumanji look. I cut my own tips. I'm so lucky I have curly hair 🤣 #BIPOLARCHRONICLES #bipolar #mentalhealthawareness (at Jacksonville, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAjja3Hgej4/?igshid=h5ew9x0w0dem

[theforkwiththemustache]

SELF ISOLATION 101 #artlife #art #socialwork #lcsw #bipolarchronicles #cabinfever #copingmechanism #copingskills #arttherapy #psychotherapy #mentalhealthawareness #selfisolation https://www.instagram.com/p/B9vVB8aAW97/?igshid=1kmxae7xslscu

[theforkwiththemustache]

#lovemyfamily #autismmom #adhdmom #bipolarchronicles #cabinfever #makeitstop #toomuchmickeymouseclubhouse https://www.instagram.com/p/B9nQuB3ADHc/?igshid=1cgsb0jvqdh58

[theforkwiththemustache]

A moment of reflection. I sat there in the waiting room. Another xray. Another appointment. A moment of silence. My son. The oldest this time. Routine. Specialists. Procedures. Treatments. What else ? What will the cost share be this time ? What bill can I cut out? How did this happen? Why did this happen? He laughs. We joke. He keeps shining. The hospitals are our second home. The doctors and nurses are an extension of our family. I'm always grateful. Truly. Some lunch. Back to school. Then it's my turn. My psych appointment. More meds ? Am I still me ? Who am I? Car ride. Gospel music. Prayers. Back to work. I'm exhausted. Oh fuck. Emails and voicemails galore. I'm in trouble. My mistake. Out of office messages are useless. #healthcarereform #medicareforall #mentalhealth #mentalhealthreform #workreform #mentalhealthdays #autism #adhd #autismmom #adhdmom #adhdparenting #autismparenting #bipolardiaries #BIPOLARCHRONICLES #encopresis #enuresis #education #socialwork #lcsw https://www.instagram.com/p/B9YbQ1NggBZ/?igshid=1kqfo9hkl3xbr

[bipolaroutcasts]

IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!! I went to sleep last night and woke up laughing more than once from a dream I had. I wish I could remember what it was about but I can't tell you when the last time this happened. I actually got some fucking sleep!!! Who knew it was even possible?!? My mood has improved just a little bit but it is better than nothing right? Read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #sleep #sleepfinally #refreshed #gooddreams #nonightmares #ithappened #bipolaroutcasts #bipolar #foreverafighter #bipolarchronicles #bipolarstrong #wordpress #sunshine #energy #satisfy #lovethem #workingonblogs #timemanagement #iwillgetthere #mentalhealthwarrior #writer #goals #instablogger #depression #anxiety #fuckedup #truth #journal #soothe #soothing https://www.instagram.com/p/Btj8W61no8J/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kajlk6h0m2ji

[bipolaroutcasts]

The days feel like they drag on for hours and it is almost never ending torture since my moods are horrible. I just want to lay in bed under the covers and hide from everyone, that sounds amazing. I did have fun with Wayne today, we went to Madison to Wal-Mart to go grocery shopping and he was in a good mood. Those good moods aren't happening as often so I try to soak it up when he's having them. Read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #RENT #broadway #seasonsoflove #illcoveryou #nodaybuttoday #groceryshopping #happydays #journal #sundayfunday #bipolar #bipolarstrong #bipolarchronicles #foreverafighter #bipolaroutcasts #writer #mentalhealthwarrior #wordpress #depression #blogger #onesongglory #angel #roger #rent #lifesupport #Benny #Joanne #Marc https://www.instagram.com/p/Btj7VHLnb0K/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1impyyybuxi3w

[bipolaroutcasts]

Blog:
125 subscribers
2000 visitors
1500 views
5 Bipolar Chronicles
3 post a week
10 views a day
200 likes
Keep up with daily journal and finish it before the month ends
Instagram:
750 followers
615 post
90+ visits per week
Blog post read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #goals #January #goingplaces #bipolarstrong #bipolarchronicles #foreverafighter #bipolaroutcasts #bipolar #Chronicles #chaptersofmylife #writer #mentalhealthwarrior #wordpress #instablogger #complete #next #futureholds #upanddowns #lotsoflove #itistheclimb #believe #journal #author #fuckedup #depression #anxiety #frustration #blogger #influencer #timewellspent https://www.instagram.com/p/Btj5iOKHVrs/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1toqcvw5uxlda

[bipolaroutcasts]

Blog:
20 views a day- I was close but I stopped posting for awhile so it didn't quite make it. I tried and got good numbers though.
Post two times a week- Didn't happen but I did post a good bit
Document workout/diet- let's skip this
Post at least 6 Bipolar Chronicles- I posted 5!! Go me!!!
80 subscribers- 105!!!!!
Total views for the month 2000- 1609 (I almost made it)
Total visitors 1500- 1180 not too bad
Instagram:
600 followers- complete read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #goals #January #goingplaces #bipolarstrong #bipolarchronicles #foreverafighter #bipolaroutcasts #bipolar #Chronicles #chaptersofmylife #writer #mentalhealthwarrior #wordpress #instablogger #complete #next #futureholds #upanddowns #lotsoflove #itistheclimb #believe #journal #author #fuckedup #depression #anxiety #frustration #blogger #influencer #timewellspent https://www.instagram.com/p/Btj5UlVn5sb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sv32k1y0qzoz

[bipolaroutcasts]

No diet
No soda
No caffeine
Check for back post ( I am really behind on journal entries
New Bipolar Chronicles coming soon
January totals posted
February goals posted read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #nosoda #nocaffeine #backdated #allcaps #skippingtime #moodswings #nosodas #headphones #theman #forcingmyself #noprogress #blogger #bipolarstrong #bipolarchronicles #bipolar #bipolaroutcasts #foreverafighter #scarsofmystery #influencer #instablogger #wordpress #nightmares #update #weeklyupdate #fuckedup #journal #sad #moods #mentalhealthwarrior #support https://www.instagram.com/p/Btj4HVgHgbw/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8x9rfczwwuj

[bipolaroutcasts]

Pill check: My nightly routine 400 mg Lamictal 800 mg of seroquel 30 mg Restoril 5 mg of Prazosin chlorpromazine 25 mg Do not pill shame and make comments like wow you take a lot of medicine or how do you function. It is pill shaming and rude. #bipolaroutcasts #bipolarstrong #foreverafighter #bipolarchronicles #bipolar #schizophrenia #severeanxiety #psychosis #manic #depressesd #lamictal #seroquel #restoril #prazosin #nightterrors #pillshaming #pillshame #timewellspent #routine #sane #nightynight #messyhair #medicine #psychology https://www.instagram.com/p/BtMl7u0n4_D/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=v13icwq4tog4

[bipolaroutcasts]

NO SODAS!!! YAY!!
CAFFEINE COMING OFF OF IT NOW
PLEASE CHECK FOR BACK DATED ENTRIES AGAIN
DAILY LIFE ENTRIES (THIS IS WHAT IS BACK DATED)
SOMETIMES I WANT TO TYPE IN ALL CAPS
BIPOLAR CHRONICLES- WORK IN PROGRESS
I AM FORCING MYSELF TO WRITE EVEN WHEN I DON'T TO
IF I KEEP LETTING MY ILLNESS WIN I WON'T EVER MAKE PROGRESS. Read the rest at bipolaroutcasts.com #weeklyupdate #weeklyupdates #stats #goals #boom #booming #followers #loveyou #inspired #amazeme #bipolaroutcasts #bipolarchronicles #bipolar #bipolarstrong #foreverafighter #Chronicles #chaptersofmylife #betterperson #imabetterperson #itistheclimb #timewellspent #writer #scarsofmystery #blogger #blogging #mentalhealthblogger #mentalhealthcommunity #mentalhealthwarrior #warrior #dsis https://www.instagram.com/p/BtKZlffnTBM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xx8v8i1irzfs