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The purpose of this poll was not to bash on all male Revan interpretations, just to bash on this one specific interpretation, which stems mostly from mischaracterization in both SWTOR and the Revan novel if you know of the horrors of that book, and then topped off with a really weird looking character design. I'll also add that it's definitely valid to be upset at the oversaturation of white male protagonists in just about every medium even still.
Revan can be a woman and nonbinary or other queer gender identities, but they can also be a man. I know a lot of y'all are really just frustrated they defined Revan's gender in general, and I respect that, but the answer is to not place someone's individual choice for their Revan above another's.
There are some great male Revan ocs out there, same with female and nonbinary/genderqueer Revans. Heck, my Revan is a woman and I love her with all my heart.
In this house, many of us just think this design or his characterization in the Revan novel especially does not do him any justice when Revan is a really awesome and beloved character.
There's something to be said about the automatic assumption that cool armored characters are perceived masculine and such and how that rightfully sucks, how Kotor 1 flipped that assumption on its head only to turn back and feed right back into it. But again, the answer is not to say "men bad, women better", because that can invite others to then say "Women better, nonbinary bad" or any other manner of hateful and close minded ideas for people who resonate with Revan in different ways than we do.
Not trying to come after anyone, just trying to make sure we're careful about how we're arguing our preferences here so this post can remain lighthearted as it should. Go ahead. Enjoy ragging on the man a little :)
Thanks for reading :)
Edit: This reblog is meant specifically for being open-minded about Revan ocs for the most part. I am perfectly fine with criticizing the fact that white male protagonists definitely oversaturate the market in just about every medium, as can be seen here. It's just not the point I'm trying to make in this. Again, still a valid and well-founded argument.
I also edited my argument to be a little less all over the place and to not accidentally accuse probably well meaning people of being something that I have really no cause for concern over yet. Sorry to anyone I may have offended. Truly, I did not see much wrong, just wanted to quickly course correct on something I saw
If this is your first time seeing him, I'm so sorry for your loss, the loss being that you have now seen him. Please vote based on your initial reaction to him.
Behold:
#hnnn talks#i shall possibly delete this later#i really am not one for striking up controversial topics and such#because it causes me a lot of anxiety#i struggled to get my thoughts down on paper how I like to as well but truly I promise that this is not me trying to be mean#I'd like to place a big tone indicator on this whole thing that just says:#as-lovingly-and-with-the-initial-issue-viewed-with-as-much-nuance-as-possible
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Diabolik Lovers Dark Fate Vol. 3 Chapter of the Last Quarter — Short Story Translation
A short, sweet, and comedic tale about the Mukami brothers being supportive siblings… and nearly committing accidental fratricide in the process. Meanwhile, Yui watches with increasing concern as the disaster unfolds.
Please refrain from using or reposting the translation anywhere without my permission.
[Note: The story is written in Yui's POV.]
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"Uh...something's wrong..."
Kou-kun groaned as he stared down at the pot.
"Should I help after all?"
"Eve, you mustn't get involved...okay? Just quietly watch over us."
Even though he said that, an increasingly terrible smell was spreading throughout the kitchen. Despite being told not to interfere, I was starting to get a bit worried.
"Maybe it needs some sugar-chan!?"
"Ah!!"
Before I could stop him, Yuma-kun dumped several sugar cubes into the pot, filling the room with a foul stench. I felt a sense of despair.
The whole mess had started when Ruki-kun injured his hand.
"Ruki-kun always cooks for us, so let's all pitch in today!"
And so, Kou-kun's plan of making dinner ended up as disastrously as I had feared.
"...This is...?"
"Well... It's supposed to be curry..."
Kou-kun glanced at me as if pleading for help. When I looked at Yuma-kun and Azusa-kun, they averted their eyes. In short, something horrible had been created. Its color was... to put it nicely, pitch black. After tasting it, Yuma-kun commented nonsensically that it was "bittersweetsalty". Dubbed "Mukami Brothers' Style Curry" it had transformed into a mysterious substance resembling anything but curry. Just by looking at it, anyone would instantly recognize it as inedible.
Yet, Ruki-kun was peering at the plates lined up on the table with a happy look on his face.
"Maybe it's better if we don't eat this..."
In spite of Kou-kun's uneasiness, Ruki-kun scooped up the substance with a spoon and brought it to his mouth.
". . ."
"It's disgusting."
We all shared the same fear. That even though he's immortal, Ruki-kun might die from this.
Despite his words, Ruki-kun's expression suddenly relaxed. We stared at him in amazement.
"R-Ruki-kun...!!"
"Ruki..."
"Ruki...! Damn it! Yer such a...!"
The three brothers, seemingly drained, collapsed to their knees on the spot. Ruki-kun simply watched them in silence as he continued to eat.
And then, afterwards—Ruki-kun was bedridden for three days and nights. Even though Vampires aren't supposed to get sick...
Seeing this, his brothers made a firm vow to themselves. They would never try to cook again.
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#my poor boy#they could probably weaponize that thing tho#shit must be powerful af to cause that kind of result#diabolik lovers#short story#dark fate#my translation#yui komori#ruki mukami#kou mukami#yuma mukami#azusa mukami#dialovers#diahell#mukami supremacy#no but really they be out there trying to win best brother award#probably lost tho because if the whole “accidental poisoning” deal but hey it's the thought and intent that counts!#anyway i hope you enjoyed this story ^_^#i randomly remembered that i had it lying around and figured i'd swallow my fears and give translation a go ahahaha#personally i like the story a lot#it reminds me of when ruki voluntarily ate up the burnt omurice that yui had tried to make for him#(though thankfully that didn't result in the poor man being laid up for days lmao)#that scenario is one of my all time favorites because the gesture is just so damn romantic and sweet that it makes my maiden heart flutter#i don't know if i'll make more translations (anxiety and shite confidence gets in the way of much of what i do i'm afraid) BUT#i'll for sure post the scans of any other short stories i buy#i already have a ruki one ordered but it'll unfortunately take a while before i can get my greedy hands on it
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You look pretty slick in shrike's outfit : 3
UAGWA THANKS JSKRKSKDK if only I could have it in real life
#also i didn't realize i got thr color wrong on thr jacket before so i fixed it yay#but I kinda just guessed because im too lazy to import the better reference onto my canvas#maudiemoods art tag#I need to make outfits based on all my blorbos or i will die i think#monkey wrench#makes me really happy ehen people send ask like these because i LOVE interacting with people#i have a hard time with it cause of anxiety and stuff but it means a lot to me
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many people leaving incredibly good analysis on my post. however I have experienced many pieces of media, many of which have all the aspects of kingdom hearts. many of which have the formula down, the length, the mystery, the dedication, nostalgia, emotions, sincerity, goofiness. I just think Nomura accidentally put something highly radioactive in there without realizing and no other explanation will suffice to explain why it makes you go crazy insane
#kipspeak#it’s arrogant for me to assume other things haven’t done what kh has done. therefore there’s probably ghosts in it#nomura’s special potion#I make light of it but truly I don’t think you can point to anything big the series does as the root cause#I think you just have to accept the 3699448 item stack as a special recipe like a dog whistle. Makes some animals go nuts#emetophobia tw — I get anxiety around anticipation a lot. Like if I have to wait for something to happen it makes me nauseous#I threw up waiting for a dark road stream to finish. why did I do that. I wasn’t particularly attached to dark road.#IT’S BECAUSE IT WAS KINGDOMHEARTS. STUPID GAME
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I am really tired of a situation rn.
#fe three houses#felix hugo fraldarius#me using felix on my angy days because he is my angersona? you bet!#anyway if you want to try to get someones money or something bc you hurt your own car banging into mine#can you try to be a bit more timely with it buddy come on you hit me on feb29 !#why am i getting your insurance company calling me today !#also i would like to point out i didnt do it and neither of us were hurt and i filed a claim with my own insurance comp#and also filed a police report bc he didnt even suggest calling the cops to the scene#so like yeah hey man maybe you and your insurance company can move a lil faster or smth#literally everything that happened the day of is - according to my dad - an intimidation tactic#i look like im 15 and he probably thinks he can take advantage of a new driver but ya know! tough luck!#im just really tired and stressed over multiple things not negative so getting this on top of it was like#bro .................... anyway my phone didnt pick up for some reason so i called back and then nothing got resolved#cause the person who actually called me wasnt around to connect the line to from the guy who answered#idk man just its a lot despite my v minimal energy#got a job interview on monday tho ! and then also next week is an eye exam#and you might be thinking isnt that a good thing to get your eyes checked? you are correct but i am horrified#there are two body parts that give me absolute anxiety and eyes are one of them#and i know my eye sight is declining and im just v anxious#its fine im going to be fine i just have to be anxious about it
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Okay so once more, I ask of assistance. Not like… required but I’m not gonna lie, this could improve my life to such a significant degree that I’m asking anyways.
So. I have a lot of disabilities that make it hard to get around, but what I’m asking for is help with getting a bike… not really, I need a trike… I know that’s to embarrassing to say as an adult but with my instability I don’t have the ability to keep upright on a bike. I need a trike.
I live in a VERY bike friendly town. It’s small (tho I’m still limited to very small parts of the town because I can only walk for so long and in this heat that’s a very short amount of time) and we actually have dedicated bike lanes here. We even have started construction on multiple bike lanes with center dividers to keep cars out of them, that’s how much this town is friendly to bikes.
And frankly the price isn’t that high either. Like 280$ or so, and I can order one on Amazon (no I cannot buy a trike in this town) and they have them with the giant baskets in the back for groceries and I can get a personal shopping basket for the front of the cart and that would bet. Awesome.
So. Ultimately, I would like a better quality of life and being restricted to a very small part of town because of mobility is kind of sad… I will accept any help you guys wanna give and drop into my PayPal in the bio.
#I can’t go to grocery stores across town or even regularly go to my pharmacy#there are a lot of places I can’t go#because I know it’ll take too long to walk there and it might make me sick to try#I want to go shopping with dad#I want to go to the farmers market#I want to go to random town events without planning weeks in advance#only for me to know that if I try I’ll be super sick when I get there#I can’t leave my house because I can only go so far#driving isn’t an option with my nerve tremors either#I went to the store entirely for some meds an a few snacks and it gave me so much anxiety cause I hadn’t planned it#I’ve actually started scheduling my doctors appointments less because I won’t be able to go as often#I’ve waited till the last day to get my meds and still had to ask dad to get them for me cause it was too much for me#it’s tough and i desperately want a live where I can just leave my house#that’s why I’m asking I’m so tired of being stuck in one room all my life
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I mean I’m obsessed with crash landing on you because it’s like if a hallmark movie was good and that is fascinating to my brain and healing to my heart.
#I didn’t think such a thing was possible#I’ve been living very much in a world of extremes lately re: Art#like. on the one hand all the great works I teach just taking OVER my brain#and my knowledge of them deepening at a very rapid pace#(sometimes in a too terrifying way so I feel like I’m hurtling down a hill. it’s actually really hard sometimes and I think part of how)#(my anxiety is manifesting itself. like. I just. I don’t feel like I’ve taken a deep breath in a year)#(I’ve just been in. motion.)#and then on the other hand finding new ways to find shows like Bridgerton dead#and Bridgerton helps with that because it is emotionally hollow. because it is fundamentally embarrassing#because Anthony snarling at Kate about how his honor is hanging by a thread isn’t sexy at all#so my mind has kind of just been living in those two extremes and there hasn’t been a lot of room for gentleness or nuance#but cloy is very healing 😭 and it just doesn’t#push the buttons in my brain that immediately need to analyze and#to some extent—destroy! tear apart! with fierce and savage energy.#it just lets my brain and heart exist.#and also there is something so sweet and pure and real about so much of it#I think it’s cause it’s true love 😭 and it’s that simple.#(I’ve also outgrown/moved on from some of the more mediocre things I used to love. Like I just needed something new) but yeah.#it has been very hard in my brain lately even though it’s also been very good#like. teaching is just a lot these days. because it takes sooooooo much effort and work to get the kids going intellectually speaking#and one of the only ways I know how to reach them. or at least the lane I’m really driving in right now#(I know there are more ways)#is simply speaking to them above their heads. with passion and energy and a certain degree of expertise#and it’s WORKING#because it wakes them up and makes them want to engage#but I am also moving so fast and so vulnerably for all of my certainty. that it’s just hard.#I need to relax but I can’t. I feel like the devil is behind me every second#this is dramatic. and as Lewis said in surprised by joy it’s only one layer of what’s happening#but it is what happening#a lot of things are unfolding/growing and also the anxiety is terrible
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a lil late night reminder: no matter how you choose to run your blog, or how you may write your muse, you have a place here. as long as you're having fun and finding joy through having a roleplay blog, that's all that matters in the end. <3
#💔 ˚₊ · 𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗 ✗ long lost words whisper slowly to me. ❞#this applies to every rpc on tumblr tbh but it's directed at the sonic one;#it sucks seeing people struggle to fit in here for one reason or the other. x__x#if i'm honest i do not enjoy how i've been treated in this rpc in the past...#it's better this time around thankfully (mainly cause i worked on a lot of my anxiety and self-esteem issues lmao)#trying to be the change i want to see now lol... i feel like people stay in their own bubbles a lot here?#i don't rly have the energy for like; extensively plotted 50+ reblog threads. i imagine Most don't because we got jobs and life and shit.#but it's always good to send in inbox memes. gush/infodump about ur muses with each other when the free time aligns.#low stakes plotting + ship/dynamic discussions just to see what sticks vs. what doesn't.#also dash games... i feel like i Barely see ppl tagging their mutuals in dash games anymore. i will bring this trend back 😤#interacting with mutuals both new & old... etc. etc. etc.#do not shy away from the Community part in rpc... otherwise what's the point lmao.#(unless you're specifically rping with friends/a curated group but that's a different topic)#Anywayz... i've mostly been lurking and sending memes this week & now i'm drowsily rambling JFDKKGDJ.#might do stuff this weekend but i've also been wanting to draw so... 2 be determined lol.
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i think i just need to rewatch lost.
#that will fix me i think.#because i am doing. bad. i know i have not been keeping this a secret but i feel very stuck and i don't really know what to do.#my general anxiety levels are much higher than they usually are and um. i don't really know why. which then just makes it worse.#and i feel so down and hopeless. i can't make myself feel excited about things. i have hardly any motivation#and no energy to do anything even if i did#like yellowjackets s3 starting production and i just don't feel excited about it and it's making me really sad#and I'm getting upset about things that i feel silly for getting upset about and i can't say anything because I'm embarrassed#for being upset in the first place#i feel so incredibly disconnected from everyone around me it's so hard to talk to anyone#I'm running on autopilot most of the time at the moment#and I'm finding it so hard not to push people away. but at the same time i feel so out of place and I'm dissociating a lot so.#idk whay I'm saying with this#i just feel like i need to get stuff out because i feel so anxious i might explode#and with the weather getting warmer a lot of my physical symptoms are flaring up. anf being in this house is so suffocating#i feel like i can inly exist in this perpetual state of fine. can't be any worse can't be any better#I'm just constantly pretending that I'm just Okay because it's easier than having to deal wirh anything else. but i know I'm really just#causing myself more harm.#I'm done now. just trying to relieve some of the pressure i am feeling in my whole entire body.
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why must I cry so much.
#vent#I don't mean this in a dramatic way or anything. I just. cry a lot.#and it's annoying.#my parents aren't the cause for it- school can be anxiety ridden but I get over it sooner#but me?#ohohohoho I blame myself for making me cry so much#i come up with the world's worst “what ifs” and “whys” then I cry a lot and refuse to talk.#sorry for venting publicly. I wanted it out of my system.#might make this private someday.#it feels wrong sharing it to others.#this is half-humorous half-serious because joking a little makes me feel less bad.#I'm sorry.#also#thanks.
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love when i tell my manager i need a mental health day and he replies with 👍
#what a dad response lmao#also i know this is a privileged post cause not a lot of people get to use mental health as a way to not go to work but#i need it because i have so much anxiety about the upcoming weeks i might lose my mind 🤠#i didnt sleep last night cause of it#and logistically i shouldnt be worried cause everything is ok really#but its not ok to me also my brain says PANIC
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5 AM
Just me and my overactive mind facing the nighttime again 🙃
#hopefully the meds work but while waiting for them to kick in I get so damn nervous#and sometimes I do get nights where even on my full dose my anxiety is too overpowering and I just. Do Not Sleep#I mean I do eventually but not without spiraling first :')#way before I was prescribed sleep meds my longest was 3 nights without sleep while on a VERY stressful trip#I felt like I was gonna die and I did not sleep until I got off the plane and was back at home#(this was like 15 years ago already but it still haunts me fhfgsgdh)#my best friend and I were having a conversation today#and she was like 'not sleeping can make you hallucinate right?'#and I was like :') I get the hallucinations in other scenarios too#BUT I also get what she meant#not sleeping is really bad for me mentally which is why I can't do 'sleep restriction therapy'#and fun fact#a lot of my OCD obsessions revolve around sleep!!!#which is 'awesome' because laying in bed with insomnia makes my OCD flare up so like#the two get to feed off each other and make my life a living hell!!!#and don't even get me started on my sleep paralysis episodes#(which I like to think of as just my brain misfiring but that my aunt tells me is saints or demons trying to talk to me)#'cause she hallucinates too but hers are like 'spiritual' or whatever#same with my mom's hallucinations as well#and to add fuel to the dumpster fire of my mind and body is the fact I've been overcaffeinating again#which I've known not to do ever since I was in middle school and saw the pediatric cardiologist who specifically said 'hey don't do that'#fast-forward to adulthood and I still haven't learned how to handle anything#like. I have heart meds and sleep meds and migraine meds and IBS meds#and yes meds are good but like. I know you need to incorporate lifestyle changes as well#which I do for like 2 weeks until the next time I fuck up#I've been so irresponsible lately but like. ESPECIALLY today#didn't eat#took some meds on an empty stomach and forgot to take my other ones at all#had too much caffeine#stressed out over some stupid situations thanks to overthinking
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I have vocal cord dysfunction. I look up vocal cord dysfunction exercises because I can't breathe. All of them start with something like "breathe in your through your nose" and I'm like bruh
#because I have a DEVIATED SEPTUM so I CAN'T BREATHE PROPERLY THROUGH MY NOSE#breathing through my nose makes my breathing episodes WORSE#WHY ARE THERE NO RESOURCES FOR PEOPLE WITH VCD WHO CAN'T BREATHE THROUGH THEIR NOSE#I HATE THIS#I'll probably just have to wait this episode out like I usually do#luckily my breathing episodes no longer cause me to panic#so I'm not going to make it worse by crying#but. it's still super frustrating.#and it's still a little anxiety inducing because your brain is screaming at you that you're not getting enough air#and it's like I KNOW this happens ALL THE TIME we are NOT DYING#like. chill#and the brain is like NO NO WE'RE DYING QUICK WE GOTTA DO SOMETHING#and I'm like WHAT ARE WE GONNA DO. NOTHING HELPS. CALM DOWN IT'LL PASS.#vocal cord dysfunction#sorry y'all I know I post about my vcd a lot#I just get really frustrated with not being able to breathe
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Well hi!
I'm either remaking or revamping, not sure which yet. But I'm in general doing an overhaul of the blogs I want to keep and deleting those I'm done with for now - or the characters I only am writing specifically on discord.
I hope everyone has been well and staying safe. <3
#ooc#a lot has been going on whether it has been mental stuff or irl stuff that led me to just disappear for a while#and just lurk from time to time. some reasons valid and some were stupid. i've been writing on discord and other oc's elsewhere#cause my muse for my bbys has been dead and it has been frustrating#among other things zzz#but nestor came back gradually and naturally lenny i've been eyeing.#i've been just kind of hiding away and not happy about it. and also idk. i just have a weird anxiety sharing where i am at in terms of blog#or sites or what have you. it's silly and i've been working on it.#or maybe not silly because it has been an issue i've had to deal with for a long time now to figure out#either way tho. idk if this makes sense but hi. idk how reliable i am but i'm trying to be more than i've been
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I know I generally embrace being autistic but today the hardest parts of it were really in the foreground for the entire fucking exhausting day… having auditory issues on a VERY important phone call that I needed to make and fighting for my life to understand what the poor sweet insurance lady was saying because the audio was so distorted… having a way-too-long discussion with my sister where I (1) promised to “castrate [her baby daddy] like a hog” for ghosting her and genuinely meant it (thinking about stuffing his nards as a wall trophy tbh, if he doesn’t wanna be a dad so badly then surely it’s no loss to him!) and (2) argued with her about laws that are stupid and shouldn’t apply to her situation (that’s a long story)… which probably did not make her feel any bit better and honestly I think both of us are much more stressed out afterwards. like some situations get me so outrageously mad that I literally cannot handle it and I need to remove myself from the conversation because the other person isn’t budging because it’s something they have zero influence over and they are just trying to explain the damn thing but it’s Wrong in my eyes so I feel the need to argue my case and how the fuck does anyone put up with me
like I know I don’t go into much detail about personal issues on here (or much of anything re: IRL me) but uh. that’s a huge thing I struggle with and I have no clue how to change it. It’s like, does no one else have common sense? Why can’t anyone else see this? and it feels like screaming into the void and it makes me feel terrible and it only stresses out the other person who is Not Getting Paid Enough (well, at ALL) to deal with Whatever This Is
#the hyperfixations are fun and there’s a lot about being autistic/ND that I am grateful for#but when I’m driving the struggle bus it is HARD#I still wouldn’t change my situation because neurotypicals have problems too and from the sound of it? their problems are stupider#autistic problems are like. I Am Irrationally Angry At Bad Person Doing Bad Thing Because I Can’t Achieve Justice Here#or the classic My Senses Are Overwhelmed And I Am By Definition Not Equipped To Handle This#whereas NT’s just seem like they all came straight out of the Are The Straights Okay subreddit- but instead it’s Are The NT’s Okay#and they’re not#sorry I just had to ramble. rough week. rough day. getting better. still stressful.#I’ve had other problems today but those two specifically were exacerbated if not directly caused by My Brain Being My Brain and like.#no fucking wonder I’m on anxiety meds. No fucking wonder they help a little but only scratch the surface#it’s baked into my DNA to be stressed or upset or all of the above about basic life situations#I would never say that it’s a bad thing to have a strong sense of human justice but oh lord is mine CONCENTRATED#to the point where I have to exit conversations just because I get so mad over literally just. Information itself if it sucks that hard#guys my autism made me into a chihuahua help
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Just remembered I have a psychiatrist appointment so early tomorrow. And I obviously dyed my hair so recently because there's green staining on my face. I don't think it's going to look great for the bipolar diagnosis, to disclose that I was feeling impulsive and wanted to get control over something, so I dyed my hair at midnight.
#i dont really like this psychiatrist but ive only seen her once so i figured i should give her one more shot#last time i saw her she adked how i liked my anxiety meds#i said i love them. theyre helpful and have no side effects since my body got used to them#and i said i explicitly didnt like ky old ones cuz of how they made me feel#she prescribed the old ones and said i should just tey taking a smaller dose. even though im on meds i like#but the bigger problem is#we went over all my previous medications. ive been on several. a lot of antidepressants especially which is really bad for bipolar#the worst antidepressant cause pericarditis (swelling around my heart) that made me go to the emergency room#we went over that. i told her everything i just told you#my bipolar leans heavily into the depression so she decided to tey another antidepressant along with my mood stabilizer#can you guess which antidepressant she prescribed? can you??#and i didnt realize it at the time because she called it the generic name so i couldnt explain she shiuldnt prescribe me that#and i meant to callher about it but it completely slipped my mind and i thought i had more time#and then suddenly my appointment is tomorrow#or the other thing she recommended was lithium. which feels like wuite an escalation#eapecially since she said it can cause irreversible damage to (maybe remembering this wrong) my kidneys#like i feel like there must be a better option. none of which are anxiety meds i dont like. an antidepressant that sent me to the hospital#or something that could cause irreversible damage. like i feel like theres a better way#i also need to talk to her about setting up an adhd assessment#i had an assessment a few years ago in which i was told im 'too smart to have adhd'#calling adhd people not smart is bullshit. you cant be too smart to have adhd. and i feel like i was just dismissed because im female#he said he wished he could score as hugh as i did on the knowledge tests#man me too. maybe then you wiuldnt be such an idiot. how did you get a license to practice. how did you pass any higher education#are you just a random guy that walked in off the street? i refuse to call him a doctor#i call him a quack or by his full name because i don't think he deserves the respect of that title#what was i talking about. oh yeah trying another assessment with an actual doctor this time#wish me luck with my appointment tomorrow bcuz she might try to kill me again#or dismiss my concerns of adhd like she dismissed my dislike for my old anxiety meds#im in hell. being mentally ill is hell a little bit#actually its not. im fine with my mental illness. im not fine with how doctors treat me because of it
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