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Okay so once more, I ask of assistance. Not likeā¦ required but Iām not gonna lie, this could improve my life to such a significant degree that Iām asking anyways.
So. I have a lot of disabilities that make it hard to get around, but what Iām asking for is help with getting a bikeā¦ not really, I need a trikeā¦ I know thatās to embarrassing to say as an adult but with my instability I donāt have the ability to keep upright on a bike. I need a trike.
I live in a VERY bike friendly town. Itās small (tho Iām still limited to very small parts of the town because I can only walk for so long and in this heat thatās a very short amount of time) and we actually have dedicated bike lanes here. We even have started construction on multiple bike lanes with center dividers to keep cars out of them, thatās how much this town is friendly to bikes.
And frankly the price isnāt that high either. Like 280$ or so, and I can order one on Amazon (no I cannot buy a trike in this town) and they have them with the giant baskets in the back for groceries and I can get a personal shopping basket for the front of the cart and that would bet. Awesome.
So. Ultimately, I would like a better quality of life and being restricted to a very small part of town because of mobility is kind of sadā¦ I will accept any help you guys wanna give and drop into my PayPal in the bio.
#I canāt go to grocery stores across town or even regularly go to my pharmacy#there are a lot of places I canāt go#because I know itāll take too long to walk there and it might make me sick to try#I want to go shopping with dad#I want to go to the farmers market#I want to go to random town events without planning weeks in advance#only for me to know that if I try Iāll be super sick when I get there#I canāt leave my house because I can only go so far#driving isnāt an option with my nerve tremors either#I went to the store entirely for some meds an a few snacks and it gave me so much anxiety cause I hadnāt planned it#Iāve actually started scheduling my doctors appointments less because I wonāt be able to go as often#Iāve waited till the last day to get my meds and still had to ask dad to get them for me cause it was too much for me#itās tough and i desperately want a live where I can just leave my house#thatās why Iām asking Iām so tired of being stuck in one room all my life
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I bet dilf!Steve loves Costco. One of his favorite foods in the world is their chicken bake. The first time he tries it, he says, "Woah boy. This is dangerous!"
#its a fun lil adventure for the two of you to go shopping there#he tries all the samples and talks to the people giving them out#the spinach ravioli sample is so good he grabs a two pack and says 'did you want some too? š'#i want to destroy that midwestern dad.#steve harrington
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So it turns out there's a big craft guild organization thing only a few hours from where I live (I saw an ad for their craft fair), and I got like half my holiday shopping done on their website, and the box arrived today! The thing I was most excited to see in person is fragile, though, and it's really well wrapped in bubble wrap and I don't want it to break when I mail it to the friend it's for, so I am not unwrapping it, but oh man the temptation is there lol I also got myself a little metal bug made of a bottle cap and some wire. It lives on my little corkboard where I put postcards and thank you cards now
#the person behind the yarn#I have gotten a little sewing done today during my lunch break#but not much! not much#these unprecedented times sure are not good for my stress levels lol#but the indoor wasp is outdoor wasp again#and I managed to successfully request prescription refills from two of my doctors this week#(for different medications) so that was good! I'm allergic to an inactive ingredient used by most pharmacies in one med#so I have to get just that one medication from a different pharmacy chain and it throws doctors for a loop every time#other good things: I had the answers ready for a question my boss unexpectedly asked during a meeting today#when my dad last went shopping he got more kleenex and the boxes have flamingoes on them so that's cool!#uhhh my dad is volunteering more which means I get to help out more with some prep things for volunteering#which is great I miss volunteering but I can't do what I used to anymore#for the record I did make this post almost entirely to convince myself not to unwrap the super cool thing for my friend#the other small percentage is because I really like the metal bug#I want to make some metal bugs#I don't think I have any of whatever the artist used for filling the bottle cap but I have hot glue that'll probably work#...I think I'm going to make some metal bugs
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Iāve been thinking a lot about what Laios would do for a living in a modern day au - Iāve seen some theorizing about how his love of monsters/ecology/nature would make him a good biologist. Which is true! But I personally could see him being just Some Guy, maybe a college or even a highschool drop out, who joined and then left the army, working random odd jobs like dish washer/mover/warehouse worker. He visits his college going sibling falin who is so concerned she decides to dropout (even though she only has a bit of schooling left and coincidentally is working to become a biologist/career inspired by something laios suggested once) and get an apartment with him because heās practically homeless and in a rough state. Then they both get a job at the same place, like for instanceā¦.. a card/game shop perhaps?? Or even something that sells funky pops and wall scrolls side by side you know! Maybe even ran by the short and super young looking chilchack whose āsecretlyā a good boss/cares about his employees?? š¤š¤
Like I just think laios would be just some guy who ends up discovering a rich world outside of trying to pay rent in this world in creating his own characters and worlds in things like dnd and the furry fandom. He is a great artist although members of his tabletop group donāt always appreciate him making their characters or themselves fursonas ā¦but drawing monstrously beautiful creatures representing someoneās self is practically a love language for him so they accept it however begrudgingly.
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#laios#falin#chilchuck#headcanons/au ideas#eventually falin decides she wants to go back to school. the dm (idk if it would be laios or senshi) works it into an arc#with her character ādyingā when she leaves#she only leaves because laios now has a found family they made together and stability#cue the playing through of the campaign without her#and when she visits on break from school they work it into the campaign#thinking about a roommate senshi situation while falin is away to school. hmmm#marcille is going to grad school locally and continues to visit and play tabletop with the group while falin is away#she misses her gf very much and wishes she would come back and āsave herā from the increasingly deranged senshi/laios campaign combo#they turned eating the monsters into its own thing falin!!!#falin is like ādamn I really wish I was there rn Iām missing out on so muchā#she comes back on holiday senshi+laios are like āso we have this idea to turn your character into a monsterā¦.ā sheās like LETS DO IT#damn I could keep going lmao#hmmm or chilchuck could be the dmā¦? card shop owner turned adopted dad of adult siblings gets bullied into a monster eating campaign#that could work..?#hmmmhmmmmmmmmHMMMMMMMMMMMMMM#personal headcanon
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heyy!! can you do a dbf bucky caught masturbating? only if u wanna obv~!
No honestly bc the thought of a man masturbating is way too hot, it makes me so weak š„µ
I've probably talked about this before but it's delightful to imagine him staying over in the guest room of your house for a while and when he thinks the house is empty, he's taking some time for āØself careāØ, not knowing that you're still home.
I always imagine he's so vocal too so when he thinks he can be as loud as he wants, he doesn't hold back.
He's surprised at how badly he needs this, taking his time at first with just a few leisurely strokes. He's rock hard in no time, his hand wrapped around his own length, doing everything he can not to think about you.
Fuck, it would be so wrong to think about you. He knows it would. It's wrong to think about kissing up your bare legs or sucking bruises over your collarbones. It's wrong to imagine how you'd look on your knees for him, begging him to finish on your face.
No matter what he does, that's all his brain wants to come back to. He can almost hear how sweet your little moans would be when he rubs your clit.
You'd be such a good girl for him. He knows that and he loves it.
There's no harm in letting himself give in a little. As he gets hornier, precum drips from his tip and he's only focused on imagining how gorgeous you'd look beneath him, lost in pleasure the way he is.
He hadn't even considered that you might still be home. As far as he knew, you were planning to go out with your parents so he was safe to groan your name the way he wanted to.
Heat pools between your legs at the sight of him on the bed in front of you. The guest room door hadn't been pulled shut completely and when curiosity got the better of you, you were beyond surprised to see Bucky laid out on the bed, stroking his own cock and whining your name.
"Such a good fucking girl for me." His voice was loud enough that you could hear every word.
His hand moved faster, soft breathy moans tumbling from his lips and hanging in the air.
Your panties were soaked. Rational thought had all but left you. Pure need buzzed in the pit of your stomach and there was no doubt in your mind that you'd summon this image of Bucky every single time you felt like touching yourself for at least the next 3 months.
The decision seemed to come naturally to you and before you'd really thought about it, you'd pressed the door open and stepped inside, settling on the end of the bed.
Bucky sounded startled. Understandably. His cheeks were flushed, desperately trying to cover himself and make apologies at the same time.
"Bucky, please." You almost sounded timid while you prized the blanket from his grasp. "Can I taste you?"
He swore he had to be dreaming. This couldn't be real. You weren't actually asking that right after he'd spent so long imagining it. Is this how manifesting works?
"Are you sure?" He asked, not missing the way his dick throbbed when you nodded enthusiastically.
Bucky pulled the blanket back, grasping his dick again, stroking slowly. He swore he'd never forget the sight of your tongue pressed to the tip of his cock, looking up at him before you swirled your tongue around the head, gathering as much precum as you could.
"Oh fuck, that's it. Such a good girl for me, holy shit." He's lost in the feeling and he couldn't tear his eyes away from you, even if he wanted to.
Your lips wrap around his tip, sucking gently while he continues to stroke himself and he swears he's going to lose it. You hum your approval at a fresh bead of precum gathering over his tip but it's not there very long before you've licked that up too.
He forces himself not to imagine how pretty you'd look with your tongue or your face painted with his cum because if he does, this is over. He's determined to make that a reality but not just yet.
#asks answered <3#anon#becca writes spice#dbf!bucky#dad's best friend bucky#I have had this obsession with seafood recently#more specifically shellfish#it's probably all the seafood boil videos on tiktok#I've been dying to try lobster#and I really want to try oysters#so I've booked a restaurant for next week and I am SO excited#I've been doing loads of evening shifts in my second job recently#and I probably won't get to go on a holiday this summer#but tbh I think I'm more excited about this#a couple of nights away in a hotel with a hot tub and a sauna#reading some books in a coffee shop#and dinner in a restaurant I've been dying to go to š©#eugh I'm so excited
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena š
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Iām gonna be out most of the day bc Iāll be helping my dad with a big shopping trip plus being out after, so Iām going to be super duper exhausted
I donāt do well in crowded or loud places in the slightest, I get woozy and tired and I feel miserable or like Iām gonna pass out, and if the shopping isnāt gonna make me wanna cry, the outing after will bc itās gonna be packed with lots of noise and people
I donāt say this because I want to complain, I just wanna give a super quick warning that I might not be active tomorrow as well as today bc when I get exhausted, my mental health tends to decline as well ;-;
so- a bit of a warning that I may poof a bit (sorry! š£)
#But yeah :)#hopefully Iāll be able to sleep it off tonight but since school is tomorrow might end up still tired and stressed (įµāį“ā)#lol Iām trying not to complain or make a stink about it whilst still being informativeā#Edit: uh so I donāt know whatās wrong with me this morning#But itās already starting to go to crap unfortunately#Hgnhh I wanna talk but I keep telling myself itās selfish to talk about how I feel#Idk Iām just messed up man#Feel like crap#eating earlier didnāt help it just made me feel worse#I donāt wanna go shopping or to the outing :(#But my dad said he needs help#And I donāt think I have a choice for the outing#And school tmrw :(#I donāt wanna do this I really font#I think Iām breaking down#Yeah Iām breaking down#<- thatās dramatic Iām sorry#Edit 2: if I trigger myself so badly that I have a really quick and strong breakdown will that make me fine for the rest of the day#Bc omg I have things I need to do! I canāt mope around and be dramatic all day!#I hate this! I donāt want it! Literally any other day would have been doable!#I canāt just ask my dad to stay home from the outing either because then that would entail me explaining why I donāt wanna go and Iād cry-#-in front of him and I donāt wanna cry in front of people#I hate this so much#i wish I could just poof into nonexistence#š¾#<- atp itās a vent#Edit 3: Iām trying really hard ace but petting my dog isnāt working
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The depressed teen to enthusiastic adult pipeline is far too real
#now I'm the happy go lucky adult inviting my depression teen cousins to go bowling and cheer them up#now I'm the one saying shit like ālife ain't worth it kiddo. You just have fun and fuck everyone else.ā#I just have to resist the urge to be overbearing and give them their space#Must. Resist.#It's so damn hard I love them so much I wanna hug them and buy them ice cream#But no you need to give teens the respect of adults so they may grow healthy#Even if in your eyes they still appear like your toddler niece#They do properly want ice cream#But I must ask them like adults yes I must offer it not force it#and never take rejection to heart around teens. They're still new. give em some leeway#and if you're not their parent then don't police them#Stayed up all night? Hell yeah that's wicked lil dude#Stole a sip from your dad's energy drink? wooo we have a rebel on our hands#stole from a shop?? ehh that's not cool buddy. Let's return and give em the money it's fine it's not the end of the world#They make require the respect of adults but remember they're still as impressionable as toddlers#Whether you like it or not they will observe and learn from your actions and words#So set a good example because they're new and still learning how the world works and most importantly how they themselves work#ā§other#i mean i am still depressed#just learned to adapt and take happiness where I can#And care less in general about what people think
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Mmmppphhh.., ., feel like one of those tiny shaky af chuwawas..the fuckign..tiny yappy dogs..can't dpell rn.,,
#my post#vent#i am looking at you with big wet eyes and asking if it will all be okay#my dad is having his poker game here n theres so much to get ready#i havent showered in nearly a week AGAIN bc yesterday my sister had friends over n itd be awkward#and yesterday i FINALLY talked w my dad abt laptop repair#and he said this morning wed go to the shop#ive been dreading it so bad that i didnt get out of bed til almost 10am#and hhhhhh.#it seems like hes busy af and MAY NOT EVEN TAKE ME TO THE SHOP RN#AAAAAAAAAA#its so hard to be brave 24/7#i want off this ride
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do love how this is an asoiaf blog but i did not put either show in my top 10 this is the world we live in
#the only season that really compares to the book is season 1.#the rest even when theyāre engaging have changed something that feels so central to the hook that iām mad aksjd.#getting on my soap box#if iwtv s3 is good it may knock someone out. probably qaf.#bsg is p high up there i just think season 4 really suffered on pacing & the suspicious nature of who dies annoyed me.#veep is also very high up there tbh i need to rewatch it. the thing is. as we know. i am a romantic at heart and amy & jonah have my favorit#sitcom relationship. veep has genuinely one of the best finales to ever exist but iām a sap.#and amy coming back to tell jonah that he made her realize she doesnāt actually have to expect the worst from life. oh my god.#also superstore >>> parks & rec >>> the office bc superstore never romanticized the hell of their job#amy quitting her corporate job when she realized she would never be able to make the changes she wanted within the system she was always#going to compromise too much and wind up like jeff. glenn reopening his dadās hardware shop & specifically who goes w him & who stays w gina#at the store? it has what the other two lack which is characters that feel like they keep existing after you stop watching#BECAUSE the way they interacted with the world was so real and so much more realistic. amy canāt fix the system but she can find a job that#she doesnāt feel is so soul sucking. glenn may be choosing a harder path by reopening the hardware store but itās the one that makes him#most fulfilled. gina just gets to make money and be bossy w people who do what theyāre told. that rings so true to me.#i almost out bojack horseman in here too actually but once again i think the last season just needed to be a tad longer just like bsg.#also same issue w pitch as w bly manor - itās an amazingly written season of tv but itās ONE season of tv#big brother as always outsells yes i am hoping to tempt some of u into watching by posting dan & ian in the dog costume#i have that gif and the āsitā scene saved on my phone always
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God didn't stock black & red studded belts at the only hot topic equivalent in this country because she knew I would be unstoppable if I owned one (screaming crying throwing up)
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO my deepest and sincerest condolences ššš the universe cannot keep you swagless forever i hope you find your red & black studded belt š„ š¤ā¤ļøš¤ā¤ļøš¤ā¤ļøš¤ā¤ļøš¤ā¤ļøš¤
#kinda related im gonna put a bunch of chains & stuff on this jacket i got from my dad to make it cooler hehe i might do that#this evening but i am currently playing a game i found called#corru.observer its really cool hehe#so who knows if i'll get around to that#at least you have something hot topicey wherer you are though! ive always wanted to go into a shop like that there something kinddaaaaaaaaa#similar here but. not quite
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part of me wonders like. what if ruby's mom had just left. what if ruby had said "i'm named after a road", looking at her with so much hope in her eyes, and her mom, who made this choice nineteen years ago, couldn't handle it. and left.
#sorry i just keep thinking about that one sarah jane adventures episode with clyde's dad#where at the end. his dad doesn't magically become the person clyde needs him to be. he can't. he wasn't.#and he leaves again. and all clyde can say is 'don't do to another kid what you did to me.'#and he has a family. he has his mom and he has the bannerman road gang.#it's not that he doesn't need his dad because he does and did but he *can't* have his dad. not in the way he needs. because that version#of his dad doesn't exist.#so i just keep thinking. this whole season revolving around ruby wanting to find her mom. because maybe then she can make sense of it.#maybe she won't feel like she was left there because there's something Wrong with her#i keep thinking what if she'd looked at her mom and said 'it's me. you left me. please. i don't hate you. i was safe. i was loved. but it's#me. do you see me.'#i keep thinking what if her mom got overwhelmed and ran.#it's not malicious it's not intentional to hurt ruby. but ruby is a ghost of a mistake she hasn't faced for nineteen years.#how do you look at that. how do you.#what if she ran. and left ruby in that coffee shop. and the doctor warned her but she tried anyway.#thinks about ruby. shell-shocked because this Wasn't Supposed To Happen.#not because she thought it would go perfect but she thought there would be Something#and instead her mom left.#imagining ruby collapsing into the doctor's arms after that and just losing it. you know.#cathartic. to me.#ruby sunday
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You know I genuinely don't regret going no contact with my dad's family. Every time I think I miss them it's actually me just missing the concept of having that half of my family, not me missing them specifically. They're all such shitty awful people and I'm so much better without them.
#They told me I was going to hell when I was 15 for being interested academically in catholicism and orthodoxy#--and for supporting my dad (who has since detransitioned) when he was transitioning#(which I wasn't religious at all at the time so they should have taken what they could get ngl)#they also ghosted me and left me alone at a sandwich shop when I was around that age#maybe a bit younger#because my grandma wanted to go home and play fucking farmville š#i have so many horror stories about them they're fucking insane#one time there was a tornado and they wouldn't let me into the storm cellar because they said I was too fat and there wasn't any room#(I was a child and weighed like 80 lbs at most but even if that wasn't the case that would have been insane)#They left me stranded on a sandbar in the middle of a river for 2 hours and then filmed me having a panic attack when they picked me up#and they're so fucking evil and shitty to POC and then they say they're not racist because they vote blue like lmaooo o k a y
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Why do I only get abandoned when everything else in my life goes to shit?
#vent#god im so tired#i just want.... well i shouldn't say it but you probably know it#i miss my custard#i miss my aunt and uncle and cousins#i miss my home#i miss the strays i befriended#i miss our grocery shops#i miss going to the town for no reason other than to go out#i miss going to my aunts house#i miss having my own room#i miss having a father eventhough i never did#i miss my perverted step dad#i miss everything and everyone
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did 2 whole chores today.... whew im fucking tired
#this is not a joke or comedy BUT concussion recovery!!!#cleaned the whole ass kitchen!!! already an Evil Task and Eviller for oof ouch my energy levels#then ALSO showered (not chore but self care) and went shopping! (chore)#now i am in bed going oof ouch my head#am being SO nice to my gf we r hosting her dad monday and she wants the apartment clean n nice#honey i hate to break it to u but it will be a NIGHTMARE to clean#last good deep clean was a month ago day i got the concussion and i have NOT been up to helping clean properly since#so it is. comment tu as dit. a fucking mess#esp bc the cat loves 2 have mad zoomies everywhere all the time#this weekend will be all cleaning and also my girlfriend panicking abt cleaning. i am not looking forwards so i did SOME clean now#to be nice to myself#and her
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if I manage to keep up the pace of finishing one chapter roughly every six months maybe I'll even be able to push this thing out the door by the end of the decade
#I want to get to the actual inciting incident in the next chapter and start introducing genre fiction elements#and at that point I'll hopefully have something I can go to dad about and ask for advice on like. what to do from there. and appear serious#since he a) writes a lot of long form fiction himself and can probably help a lot organizing thoughts and outlining and prioritizing#and b) has some experience with the publishing process and the ancient art of shopping things around
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