#but me?

[crybaby-bkg]

maybe it’s the easy quitter in me, but I started this book called filthy rich fae last night (that I absolutely love and am already halfway through) and the FMC is sooo stubborn about him taking care of her and like. I get it bc she quite literally sold her soul to him. but if a literal filthy rich faerie prince offered to pay my student loans, get me a new car, never have to work again, and can live in a five star hotel with a shit ton of books I don’t think I’d put up that much of a fight tbh

[c00kietin]

why must I cry so much.

[holycartoonwarrior]

I wish they let stewy cry once, I would’ve gotten immense (completely NON SEXUAL (lying)) satisfaction.

[theredviper]

i’m still trying to figure out my “calling.” i want to feel like i was made to do something — that it’s my purpose

[juniperhillpatient]

nothing makes me happier than a meal that makes my eyes water lmao

[mentality-of-wukong-au]

Mathias:well yeah, fate is something we can’t stop. All we can do is endure it. Even if it hurts…

Macaque: Yeah…

Macaque: But it’s kind of a useless ability…

Macaque: What kind of omniscient being can see through the future but not do anything about it…?

[magnoliamyrrh]

whats lovely here is how much ive internalized this sort of abelism. both times i tried to kill myself but especially the second time i had this entire twisted mentality (that i would never apply to anyone else) that like. bc im disabled and mentally ill and too traumatized and all this shit i should just kill myself (lonely too bc my brain constantly went "euthaize urself") so that i wouldnt be a burden on my family snd society and just a useless piece of shit who needed and took and couldnt give enough in return and survive in this hellish capitalist system. and that my family would be so much better off without having to deal w me and that ive wasted sooo many of their resources on my stupid ass. and that i should kill myself too bc with all my issues i should like,,,, doom myself to a life of solidarity and never having a romantic relationship or relationships in general bc id just burden ppl and that's not fair and they deserve better. and i had such a feeling that i was this useless waste of fucking space and air and time and resources. and i think it just rly hit me for the first time as im writing this that thats uhhhhh. internalized abelism like,,,, bad

[brainfuzz]

I just spent half an hour on the phone with my kid, who's 4 hours away from me, while a tornado went somewhere through the neighborhood. He lives with my parents, but they're visiting my brother on the other coast and aren't home.

He's telling me how loud the wind is, and how dark the sky is, and how much its raining, while hunkered down in the basement with his cat. He lives in New Jersey, which is not known for its tornadoes. This is the second one he's been through this year.

The next person who says climate change isn't real is getting throat punched.

[cloverwoodss]

I was in so much head pain last night before bed. I had no idea why and advil wasn’t working.

Then I remembered I felt hunger hours ago and thought ‘I’ll go eat in a moment’ and never did. Ate something and felt better in over 10 minutes 🤦

[avantgardewhovian]

the distortion

nothing else. just the distortion.

[paladinwife]

On the tags on that last reblog: god, there’s something unexpectedly difficult about processing that Moira just wants me for the sake of me.

[toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account]

staff: our april fools joke this year is a silly feature that doesn't really do anything but give you a button to boop other users! they have to opt-in first though :)

me:

[ugartecoco]

the transition im crying

[callmebliss]

Y’ever read something and have understanding that has eluded you interminably suddenly stop, curl up, and snuggle neatly into a fold in your brain because a new way opened to it?

[faeriekit]

"This fic was ai generated—" Cool, so lemme block you real quick