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the strugglerrrrrrrrr
#for context i need to finish editing c8 of my heart so i can get it posted#and it’s always such a struggle to get started#bc once i actually get get into the groove i’ll finish it up and it’ll be fine#also the way there’s only have two chapters left after this 👀#i feel like i’ve been working on this fic for forever#but maybe that’s because i’ve used it as escapism to deal with my personal shit#bc i tend to do that#it’ll be weird when it’s over#it always is with any project#i say as i’ve still got three chapters including 8 which is half finished#but ya know me always thinking about the end before it’s even upon me#bc i’m kooky like that ✌🏻🤪✌🏻#but it’ll be onto the next shitty lil fic (affectionate) <3#whatever that may be#i have some ideas#i have like a choice of like three wips to pick from#maybe i’ll do two at once who knows#but like as if i don’t struggle with just one at a time#so why not give myself more work and get in my own head about it#but eh we’ll see i guess#i’m not planning on doing anything like immediately after i finish my heart anyways#was planning on trying to get my heart! finished by new year’s#might still happen but we’ll see#at least early in the year if not#i still have a while i suppose so i’ll figure something out#but yeah i’ll try to maybe do some work tonight#and it’ll be posted as soon as i can#gwen rambles#gwenposting#gwen’s fics
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thinking about the way simon leans into you for a kiss like this— he curls his hand around your throat, and he doesn’t really tug or tighten it, instead uses his hold as a leverage to push himself close to you, like he is sucked into your gravitational force, always orbiting. always tethered.
he doesn’t know how it is to not be with you.
and this kiss, just one of many, shows the attraction he always succumbs to. he holds onto you like the way one would clap their hands around a glittering firefly, snuffing its way out to force it to sparkle only for themselves, and folds himself close like he is about to whisper a wish.
the kiss becomes a prayer; it is his offering to you.
and when he pulls back, you see the way your lips had burned him, leaving him all pinked cheeks and twitching nose. you feel breathless at the weight of his adoration, his reverence, because simon looks at you like you are worth more than the flesh that holds you up.
you swallow, throat bobbing, and simon’s fingers twitch on your skin. his hand around your throat feels like an anchor but you watch the way he still sinks into you.
#simon ghost riley x reader#i dont usually like those -holds their neck to kiss them- bc they tend to always tug the person being ‘choked’#but the vision that simon just grasps you there to feel your humanity before pitching forward to you -not tugging you to him- makes me#breathless w need. its a visceral vision; i so want him to do this to me#suns
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balor 🥰
#fields of mistria#fom#balor#fanart#art#sir...im so in love w you...#if anyone else like me loved the fuck out of stardew but was disappointed in the romance options...please play this game#the characters/interactions/dialouge is top notch#i knew nothing about this game i found out about it 2 days before release#i thought i was gonna go for march#and immedately met this guy and just#his first line is like (im a traveling merchant) and i went (oh no)#i have such a THING for merchant characters#i can finally live out my dream of romancing volo pkmn#sort of#except not evil#i think#love that the romance options in this game are like... adults with jobs/dreams/aspirations#unlike stardew where everyone is supposedly an adult but is like a teenager??#but in this game everyone is a contributing member of society#love that <3333#the dialouge for real is amazing#anyway. it still in uhh...early access? so you cant do everything youll be able to do one day#but thats good for me bc i tend to blast through these games and do 90% of things within a week#fanart???? from my ass???#only because i love this game and him#im so fucked up for him#not me tracking his ass down everyday to talk to him#also what i love about this game is being able to talk to everyone multiple times a day#like every hour or something
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i fear i can never date a man bc none of them will ever be makoto tachibana
#my art#free!#free! iwatobi swim club#free! eternal summer#makoharu#free! fanart#makoto tachibana#haruka nanase#i wld do anything for him do u hear me ANYTHINg#sunshine personified i cannot look directly at him#im too weak fr this im not strong enough haru is better than me fr i see him and i break in2 a flustered mess#do u know how hard it is trying to find references when every google image result is out to get me personally. its so hard out here fr#he's either a. shirtless b. pushing his gd hair back c. Smiling Like That or d. ALL THREE#it's so strange bc objectively rin both as a character and from a design standpoint is much more my type#what can i say i tend to rly like Sharp Androgyny#but makoto just has tht It factor tht je ne sais quoi hes meeting all my standards he makes me inSANE#he's literally the perfect man shaking haru by the shoulders u r so LUCKYYYYYYYYY#the s tier va on top of it all too....yeah i never stood a chance lmao#maybe hes out of my system for now maybe now i can actually draw for my main fandom....#(she said pulling up refs of ikuya)
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in a mood (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#doing straight up nothing with the bestie. really good activity of doing nothing#i mainly drew this just so i can test how itd be not drawing their faces bc i Love drawing their faces a little too much.#maybe ill throw them in a more intense situation next time i try it bc it just ended up focusing on wolfwood and his silly newspaper#he's reading the news... cruel happenings all around no mans land... have to keep up to know where to go next and where to avoid#but theres also some guy in the same room being distracting as hell. i think they can coexist without bothering each other but theyd#be so painfully aware of the other person... both of them usually have tended to their own space after all for years. ww especially i think#would be easily distracted with vash's presence bc he's spent 2 years thinking about him already (for his mission...)#and thinking about vash is a Little easier than dealing with his personal anguish#though it can definitely overlap too. and sometimes its not that bad. sometimes its just vash's hand feeling unexpectedly nice and gentle#ruporas art
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temperature dropped by 2 celcius today. its oficially autumn and im back to drawing old characters. and writing about miserable teenagers and their unsaid past
#it was a nice break now im back to rewriting migawki again because i really missed those characters#i also got a lot of inspo for how i can rewrite it and what story i can make with them#hopefully this time i wont give up as fast as i tend to do. i hope#i will also change the name of the project while rewriting bc now it reminds wveryone of my 2022 webtoon of the same name#rysowanie w nowym mieszkaniu jest napfawde ciezkie nie wiedzialem ze az tak nie potrafie rysowac w innych miejscach ktore nie sa domem#ale juz idzie mi coraz lepiej#udalo mi sie narysowac jedna cala rzecz wiec jest super#digital art#oc art#digital artist#oc#lou ocs#sory za moje fuckass pismo w ogole lepiej nie umiem
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Ker (keres, plural) goddess of violent death
it has come to my attention that when there is Thanatos, the god of gentle death, then there must be another personification of death but of the violent kind and i just found out that they're called the Keres. very shallow research later and i wanted Ker personified in hades game style fashion
took some liberties on how they've become a horde of battlefield body scavenging daughters of Nyx and Erebus, Night and Darkness, and made them all start from a single goddess (Ker) but violent deaths suddenly came at a surplus and so more help was needed hence the death-spirits known as Keres. These death-spirits are likened to the very first iteration of Ker so they're more savage with a single-minded focus and purpose. They did not inherit her capacity of speech nor for scavenging of little trinkets in battlefields.
#from what i've gathered Ker isn't really part of the house of hades???? and mostly closely work with the fates???#and i love the idea of gentle death announcing his coming and going bc most of the time ppl Do know when it's their time to die#but the keres descend upon you like a thief in the night as most violent deaths tend to occur which is without knowing#i also went with the combination of black hair with deep purple eyes since she came from night and darkness#and relishes in the realm of chaos so she's mostly void no starlight#thinking this up gave me all kinds of headcanons in-game lmao#hades#hades game#i don't think it's proper to tag this as greek mythology but keres isn't in the game either#keres#character design#my art#fanart#and a bit of zagthan in there#zagreus#thanatos
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Sleepover with two puny mortals that you're in love with (and everything can go right).
Lowkey based on a fanfic I was writing, but as usual I haven't the confidence to post it! Yeah~
Had this in the drafts for months,,,, figured I'd finish it up now so it's done. I like to kinda have some Finished art on the page hahahaha
#me when I'm unable to do streaming and music bc of my flu so I have time to focus on art instead#I recommend having multiple hobbies yall#hobbies you can do in different situations I mean#anyway this fic was so cute I'm ngl#it was meant to be timkon but then Bern materialised and had some extremely sweet moments with Kon and then ended up with the three of them#getting together casually and feeling it out as a three and then BOOM they're all in love#also Tim quit being a field vigilante and became a new comms guy (without alfred Barbara was rly just In A Situation)#and I fixed a few patches in the insane working conditions of the Wayne family business#basically it was extremely self indulgent because Tim's cool and chill vibe taking over WE and also performing a coup so Batman could retir#resulted in the family just kind of chilling out#and so he became free to explore romance and his Tim life (like he wants to do!)#bat workers rights!#art#digital art#fanart#screentone#manga style#illustrationish#tim drake#tim drake wayne#red robin dc#kon el#conner kent#superboy#bernard dowd#timkon#timbern#konbern#timbernkon#oh Tim's new vigilante name was Stalker (I'm not good at naming things) but the fam tends to refer to him as Chat (bc funni)
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A Big Thing abt silna as a character is that she's terrified of her responsibility and of tuunbaq and actively takes advantage of being on erebus bc it's "safer" or whatever there and i feel like that doesnt get discussed enough
#we tend to girlbossify her bc ig shes the only woman of colour in the series but the fact of the matter is#that she's equally as complex and capable of failure as the white men#which is kind of the point#i dont think shes not also got a spine of steel especially wrt crozier but i do think#that part of acknowledging her character and her agency is that shes scared shitless#silna the terror#the terror
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I've been thinking about Mollymauk, as I'm periodically wont to do, and the fandom discussion about him as a moral compass. Because the interesting thing here is, Molly wasn’t a very moral character. He was an unrepentant scammer. He had no respect for interpersonal boundaries and would deliberately push and break them. Generally, he was an asshole. As far as actually having a strong moral stance I would say Fjord was the standout of early m9, and to some extent Beau.
But here’s the thing: almost all of early m9 thought of themselves as horrible people. Fjord had been bullied so bad growing up that he still dealt with self-hate from it, and now suffered from survivor's guilt to boot. Caleb had killed his own parents. Beau, while she hated her dad, also had internalized self-hate and on some level thought she’d been such a shitty daughter she deserved his treatment. Nott was stuck in a body she considered monstrous. Yasha had survivor's guilt and knew she’d done bad things in her blank spots. Even when they did good, they didn’t think of themselves as good. Most of them were suspicious and asocial and faced the world with the same kind of distrust they expected to be (and were experienced in being) met with. (Jester was an exception, an agent of neither good nor bad but of amoral chaos)
But Molly was different. He was outspoken about loving life and people. He wanted to spread joy, even to people he didnt know or had even met: he slipped coin into people's pockets, hid a silver in a tree just so some stranger would one day be happy to find it. He openly cared for the party early on; was one of the first to step in and help Caleb when he went catatonic in battle. Above all, Molly had rules: where everyone else would agonize over what was the right or wrong or smart thing to do, Molly loudly proclaimed we don't leave people behind, and we leave every place better than we found it.
But the thing about Molly’s rules was, they were largely a cover. While the rest of the m9 thought they were bad even as they did good, Molly thought of himself as good even as he did bad. He scammed people, but made it a good and memorable experience, therefore thinking he gave more than he took. He charmed Nott and Fjord without consent, and when confronted would claim it was to help them. Out of the group, Beau saw through this, not because she was a better person but because she was a cynic. She saw that he caused harm, just as she did, and was personally affronted that he still thought of himself as good and tried to leave people happy, whereas she deliberately left every place worse than she found it.
I see Molly as a moral compass of the group not because he was actually any more moral than them, but because they made him their template. He was joy and brightness and he died trying to save them because it was the right thing to do, and they all chose to honor him by emulating his rules more than Molly himself ever did, because to them it was more than just a cover, backed up by genuine moral thought and discussion rather than small gestures. He taught them that it was possible to be kind of a shit person and still be good, to still love yourself and others. The idealized Molly they created never existed, and finally died for good when they resurrected him in the end and were met with a stranger, who they welcomed with the same love and care they would've expected Molly to show them.
#critical role#cr2#mollymauk tealeaf#long post#i know we're all thinking about a different dead pc today but this has been on my mind for a while and i wanted to write it out#i feel like discussions of molly tend to get stuck in two camps:#either 'he was a good kind and perfect moral compass' (lol no)#or: 'he was an asshole and you're all delusional' (also no)#molly was as much of an asshole as the rest of the m9#but he thought of himself as capable of being a good person and doing good things#and that counted for something even if he backed it up with empty gestures and platitudes bc there WAS genuine care in it#and when the m9 chose to emulate it it was no longer empty#nella talks cr
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frisky bath house sambastian yall // btw it's been a while since I've done some canon age Sambastian art and I had this almost-ready wip laying around since forever, so I felt compelled to finish it.

#sambastian#samseb#sam x sebastian#sdv sam#sdv sebastian#suggestive#i almost always start my drawings and then leave them to ripen for a while in my drafts#this is why I alway have 10000 ongoing wips at a time#also I dont like this one to be real honest but i like the concept lol#and i don't really do colored smut anymore bc tumblr tends to ban it immediately unfortunately#THIS ONE TOO IM SO MAD
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new fic tomorrow night???
let me know if anyone wants to be tagged:))
ITS POSTED!!!
#NEW STORY ALERT#the story is done#not as long as i wanted to to be but it’s all my brain can give atm#i just need to do little things th account to make it look nice#also made a library blog bc i tend to repost alot#lowkey key wanna make a rebloging blog but i’ve rebloged to many things already here#theodore nott#theo nott#slytherin boys#theo nott x reader#theodore nott x reader#theodore nott smut#theo nott smut#ᯓᡣ𐭩queue post
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THEY SAY THERE IS A CARPENTER FROM THE PROVINCE PERFORMING MIRACLES IN THE CITY
the more or less finalized looks for Thomas and John (here's their first appearance in a sketchpage I made early on). also A Short Scene :)
and! the little block of text in the corner of the top page is playing off of Symeon the Logothete's Letter 111
trans. Mark Masterson (in Between Byzantine Men, Desire, Homosociality, and Brotherhood in the Medieval Empire)
⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / tip jar!
#original tag#komiks tag#i found a brush that i had downloaded ages ago and never used emulates the bullshit i do in my sketchbook which means#characters with black hair are back on the table. thank FUCKING god#that was always the hardest thing to do digitally bc of how i ink and how digital brushes and programs tend to work#the carpenter & the merchant
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#detroit become human#hank anderson#connor rk800#rk800 60#rk900#nines telling sixty that if sumo is happy then hank is happy and sixty is like aight bet#and makes sure to break and enter before hank wakes up for optimal puppy priming and doting#connor wants sixty removed from the premises immediately and usually hank will threaten him with an arrest for breaking n entering or smth#but sometimes the two gotta make the sacrifice for sumo (and nines)#do many people think nines and sixty would be friends or is it just me#i think they should both be allowed to have that kinship of people tend to like connor more even if we were meant to be better#and while sixty would hold the head wound grudge against connor n hank i think hes like well NINES never shot me so i like him most#while i think nines would be like well i was going to replace connor and we all saw how that turned out#so i rather like the other failed replacement cause he makes me feel less like a pity project now that we have rights#bc if hes out and about having a good enough time existing than so can i#am i thinking too hard about this dynamic? probably!#ive seen lots of sixty doodles involving hank not liking him but i dont see much for him and nines
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I feel so bad for Xel from the last comic but,, I admit I got a laugh out of a random thought because like, imagine that Scar and Grian bonked heads because their kid’s mass is like comically off,, Xel has the mass of the center of the sun (his adult body mass) crammed into his tiny body and he just forgot before he jumped
oomg grian is the strongest man in the universe
#ask#they fell simply bc kids are stronger than they seem. and heavier when you dont expect it#kidxelqua#i imagine xelqua Could change his mass tho.. he tends to do a lot of odd things when in danger#someone grabs him ? well hes either super heavy now or teleport like an enderman#can he do that on command normally ? no probably not#xelqua does a lot of weird shit and despite that is not aware hes a god#these two images kill me. why is he small
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break the ice - masterlist
juyeon x fem!reader smau
you've been crushing on hyunjae from the college's ice hockey team ever since you'd first seen him. but when you finally pluck up the courage and confess to him, somehow the person standing in front of you is his insufferable teammate instead? and why does he seem so happy about your confession?
tags: social media au, college au, ice hockey au (i promise u don't need to know anything), one-sided e2l, misunderstandings, accidental dating; warnings: swearing, stupid jokes, mentions of ice hockey appropriate violence (non graphic), probably alcohol consumption at some point, no face/body claims
a/n: soooooo i'm doing this 🙊 somehow starting this makes me v nervous but this ice hockey au is something i've been thinking abt since last november so i decided to just go for it 🫣 if you follow this story i'd rlly rlly appreciate any kind of comments/feedback so that i know someone is actually reading this and i'm not just posting into the void 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 anyway hope you'll enjoy the ride~
[ongoing] - updates every ~3-4 days
introductions.*❆•.❅·*
local circus (yn's friends) arctic foxes (the ice hockey team)
chapters.*❅.*⋆❇·.*
ONE
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THREE
FOUR
FIVE
SIX
SEVEN
EIGHT
NINE
TEN
ELEVEN
coming soon...
taglist open - ask/comment to be added • tbz masterlist
#juyeon x reader#the boyz x reader#juyeon smau#juyeon fic#tbz smau#tbz fic#tbz x reader#kpop scenarios#the boyz imagines#the boyz fanfic#the boyz scenarios#tbz fluff#tbz drabble#tbz writing#social media au#kebbis.writing#doing an ongoing series is sm more nervewrecking bc like#what if no one is interested and then i have to choose between abandoning it or posting into the void#yes i tend to overthink btw fhjdkhfjs#jy:bti
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