#i thought i was gonna go for march
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balor 🥰
#fields of mistria#fom#balor#fanart#art#sir...im so in love w you...#if anyone else like me loved the fuck out of stardew but was disappointed in the romance options...please play this game#the characters/interactions/dialouge is top notch#i knew nothing about this game i found out about it 2 days before release#i thought i was gonna go for march#and immedately met this guy and just#his first line is like (im a traveling merchant) and i went (oh no)#i have such a THING for merchant characters#i can finally live out my dream of romancing volo pkmn#sort of#except not evil#i think#love that the romance options in this game are like... adults with jobs/dreams/aspirations#unlike stardew where everyone is supposedly an adult but is like a teenager??#but in this game everyone is a contributing member of society#love that <3333#the dialouge for real is amazing#anyway. it still in uhh...early access? so you cant do everything youll be able to do one day#but thats good for me bc i tend to blast through these games and do 90% of things within a week#fanart???? from my ass???#only because i love this game and him#im so fucked up for him#not me tracking his ass down everyday to talk to him#also what i love about this game is being able to talk to everyone multiple times a day#like every hour or something
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#ts4#sims 4#mysims#mine#halloo#going thru my ts4 screenshots folder (again) thinking i had a lot of stuff but nah . anyways#this was from 2 yrs ago ... where has time gone .... wtf mate ...#i was gnna say that i didnt play s4 the past year#except for the few hours in march but still#havent played at all bc got no motivation especially on simblr LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL !! i hate posting here idk#anyways i just watched some dude play sims 3 n now i wanna play (lie)#(im just gonna open sims 3 -> load -> get bored immediately once ive loaded in -> close game)#closest game i played to sims was tiny glade ig. posted some stuff on that on my other blog and i havent opened it since#i saw there was a new clutter update n ive been meaning to play but i forget#trailing off in the tags again. it was supposed to be 1 thought.#GOODNIGHT 😒!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#oh yeah happy new year too
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Oooo starstruck dee has little stars at the bottom of her feet! Are they just aesthetic or would they make imprints into the ground? (like pawprints)
exactly like that! though she's not the only one...



edit: might need to add some additional dialogue to this to make it more clear, but a clarification in the interim; he knows about his own footprints. he's just surprised to see something similar already there when he knows he's only just landed. he lifts his own shoe to confirm that they're not identical (and also to reveal this to the viewer). seems his stoicism beat off the clarity in this one, sorry 😭
#meta knight#starstruck dee#gravitational collapse#my comics#have had this one sitting around for *months* while i bit my nails on posting it#and then i thought maybe i *shouldn't* during the shipaganza bc it's not a direct prompt; though i do think you can read it that way#and for ~Reasons~ i needed to post this one sooner rather than later so i had to bite the bullet.#though meta knight has understandably been the second most prompted. they do indeed have the Funnest Possible Dynamic for it#stoic guy and the bug eyed little Creature he doesn't really trust as far as he could throw her (long long way)#so just to clarify this one is NOT for the shipaganza but you can read it that way if you want to#this is just a canon scene between them from her storyline. this is just something they canonically share. starry eyed idiots.#also fwiw i think i probably picked up the shoe-patterns for the knights from postitnotes7#been a headcanon in the back of my mind for a long while but i'm pretty sure i osmosis'd it from their work#especially after drawing post's designs so much for the hnkss. i temporarily forgot how i used to draw their armour ngl#and also btw starstruck deetectives psspsps#i'm planning a much better post about this later (probably in march) but i'm going to start using this tag for Important Posts for y'all#🎀🔍#<- for the starstruck deetectives when there's something significant in the post.#i worry about making it 'too easy' but also want stuff to be accessible. it's just for fun? the OC lore game! ARG but it's just my oc.#that would be fun right? maybe? is that too indulgent? i could probably pull it off if folks were actually interested enough to participate#anyway!! go to bed starflung#also if you read this far: anon is open again! still open for shipaganza prompts but i'm not gonna be finished them in february 😂
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unfortunately for everyone involved im hitting the exact right combination of summer melancholy + extreme mental illness spiral + late july/august + insomnia that makes me rewatch shadowhunters. sorry in advance
#it was the only thing that got me thru 2017 i always associate it with the second half of summer specifically..#i started watching it in march but s2b was coming out in july/august so that's why those stuck#im doing so badly. lol#i think everything just kinda came together coupled not leaving my room for anything other than my daily walk for#1.5 months and counting but oh my god. hello#im spiraling into shit i havent had to deal with in like years can i LEAVE. I THOUGHT WE WERE OVER THIS#it's not paranoia if im literally right 🙏 this is fine. it's fine <3#it's literally FINE if i repress everything far enough it wont bother me. im sure using that as#a coping mechanism for my entire life hasn't lead to an insane backlog of horrible shit that im gonna have to deal with at some point.#at least my brain helpfully doesn't let me remember 90% of my life so ion have to worry about all that. yay���#guys it's direeeee tv show save me. i cant even work or go riding coz the weather is so hot i constantly feel ill#MAN whatever it's fine. at least i dont have scurvy i guess#barking
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i need to change my legal name fast. but id also need to update the passport after that too, which im not sure id be able to do before the next administration. i think it's still worth a shot, but im a little apprehensive.
#the reason i didn't change it earlier was because my family was going to go on this (stupid) trip to taiwan in dec#and i need a current passport for that#i was gonna change my name + update passport between jan and march#now i might also need to change some more documents for possibly moving to another country (possibly)#what a mess#yap#sometime i want to put down all of my thoughts about the next few months and stuff i need and crap like that#to be able to weigh the pros and cons of america vs portugal#is it better to be average in america or poor in portugal#would moving there fix me#and then what do i do about my family#is running away the morally right option#idk#so many thoughts
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*Stares at the Noxus trailer*
*slowly deletes current plans for alt timeline Mel in my fanfic to start brand new arc for her.*
#Originally was gonna go Meljayvik for Alt Timeline but the idea of Mel paving her way in Noxus and being the fox and wolf and reforming-#MAKES ME FERAL#And I want that in every timeline#Which makes me a bit sad because yeah that means less fluff happiness for her#but she seems so much more real and open dressed in Noxus colors marching back home#then she ever felt in Piltover#And Jayce I feel like would die within seconds in Noxus so#I am gonna see who to ship her with in the next show because girl needs someone to fit who she is going to BECOME#Jayce and their affection for eachother was a crucial part of her character growth in Arcane that she will bring forward to Noxus#I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS#GOD MY GIRL MEL IS GOING TO BE SO AMAZING IN NOXUS I'M GONNA CRY
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i wrote 2k today :D and it was for two fics that had stalled!! so that's really exciting
#sb and l rambles#sb and l is writing#fic: what you see is not the dark#ds9 modern au#fic: everybody's high on consolation#i think yaz and rose is going to be the first fic for march but it really is anyone's guess what the other one is gonna be#i thought it would be natlaura but that fic keeps scopecreeping on me#and the two fics i worked on today... i actually have ideas for. like. their arcs. their storylines even!#so like there's a good chance one or both beat natlaura to the finish line
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just wrapped the first christmas present of the year ❤️
#for my friend who hates presents of course 😂#its the stupid teddy bear onesie he has magically instantly putgrown BOTH the previous times i got him one it fit him for like a week 😤#so i got it in the next two sizes up and that's that!!!!#babies grow so fast wtf never buy clothes as a present for a baby that's all i can say#but i can't accept defeat so here we go#his mom will appreciate it even tho she doesn't like getting presents tho lol#and its insane to give christmas presents before thanksgiving but for all i know this baby is gonna outgrow them both by then#i literally bought the size 9-12 months like last month#i ordered it immediately after his mom told me she THOUGHT HE WOULD BE IN THAT SIZE SOON#and it was already too toght on him when it arrived a week later 😭#so now i got size 12-18 and size 18-24 this baby's gonna be cozy this winter or else!!!#i cannot afford this btw#the original onesie was pretty cheap it was o. sale for like $17 but then i bought it twice#and the size maxed out at 9-12 months#so i had to upgrade to a toddler one and it was $22 and i got two of them again plus shipping#and i only make 14 dollars an hour and i'm lucky to work even two days a week at my new job lol#im putting off getting a second job until after i cover a coworkers maternity keave in feb tho bc then i def would be full time#for at least 6 weeks#and its possible she might decide not to come back or another aide would leave by then#so i might have an opportunity to be full time by then ir at least close to that#anyway#no money november fr 😔#just realized my tags are confusing my friend is the mom not the baby 😂#she's the one who gates receiving gifts bc she feels awkward lol#but she's broke af and can't afford clothes for her baby let alone cute ones and she loved the onesie when she fot it at her baby shower#but then the baby came a week and a half late#he was supposed to be a march baby he was born in april#and all of a sudden it was too warm for the onesie and he inly got to wear it once#so i was like ok i will get another one in the fall/winter then#but alas
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spent weeks psyching myself up to stand up to my mum and then immediately got shot down by her 😃👍
#vent incoming i apologise in advance for the long tags#we've lived together just the two of us since dec 2021 (although her boyfriend is here like 2/3 of the time as well)#and since i got my job in march 2022 i have been paying half of all the bills (literally down to like tv license when i barely watch the tv)#which is £300 a month#plus i buy all my own food + pay for the amazon prime she uses + contribute to various household things like toilet roll etc#and she doesn't have a mortgage so i am paying the same amount as her to live in her house#(and it is very much her house not our house)#and I've never been very happy with any of that but never complained either#but then recently it turned out she never set up the water bill when we moved in (it's one of the only bills i didn't sort for us)#so we have a huge backdated bill from dec 2021 and i knew she was going to tell me to pay half#so for the past month or so I've been preparing myself for this conversation and sure enough today she came and said 'we owe £700'#so i was like 'oh i thought maybe it would've been covered by my £300/month' which is the biggest stand I've been able to work myself up to#and she immediately started going on about how i live here too and use water too so it's just as much my responsibility to pay#and how when we're both earning i should be paying my share and i was like yeah i know that's why i never complained about paying before#but also i already pay more than most people would to live with their parents#and she went off about how actually most people charge their grown up kids rent on top of the bills so really i'm lucky i don't have to#(when she got the original £300 figure it was actually rounded up from like £240 to include 'rent' but i wasn't gonna bring that up now)#and in conclusion she doesn't see why she should be subsidising my bills#like i don't know maybe because you're my MOTHER and i am your CHILD who is just starting out in the adult world#and maybe that entitles me to being treated better than some lodger???!!!!!#anyway i paid the bill and now i'm trying and failing at not crying at my desk 😃#talking
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I now know the context for the 'Doctor... you're huge' line
#prince's gaming tag#hi can i ramble for a bit? bc im losing my mind and i didnt screenshot that scene bc i was too focused on what was happening#so like i got to control both characters in this pic for a bit mainly aventurine and he was summoned by Sunday for a negotiation#or so we thought but Sunday wanted to know what his plans were and casted Harmony on him#and then asked him some questions where if he lied there would be dire consequences#and that whole fucking scene had me TENSE like holy shit#and then it was revealed aventurine was lying and it turns out Sunday knew this bc Ratio ratted him out!!!#so it wasnt an negotiation or an interrogation but an execution like aventurine said#so now unless he does what sunday wants hes gonna die in 17 system hours#and like. holy fucking shit. holy shit!!!!#like ok im still kinda confused about the lore of the game and what actually the aeons are and the factions and all that#like theyll say some unfamiliar word and therell be a word above it like its explaining what that word means#but its just another in universe word so im still confused#but with this interrogation scene i got enough of what was going on to get the high stakes#and im just like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA rn in my head bc what the fuuuuuuuuck#now i wonder if this is gonna be why he becomes a boss fight for us#oh also i was right. when aventurine is serious his voice isnt as grating to me so its only when he's forcing his facade that i cant take i#but this interrogation scene was really fucking good#anyway i finished aventurine's pov and im back to trailblazer's pov. I get to see Topaz!!#who i havent met before but apparently the crew has. i guess i didnt do the mission where she was introduced oops#but i hadnt heard her voice before so i thought it was higher pitched and was very glad to hear it wasnt#oh and i gotta pull for aventurine when he comes back bc i need someone who can cast shield on everyone and hes the man for it#the only preservation character i have is march and caelus if i choose that path but i need him on another one rn so march is the main one#but she can only put up one shield at a time which is not enough as the fights get harder
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me, yesterday: i got some projects done so i am finally starting to feel a little less overwhelmed at work!
work, today: gives me 5 new projects in the span of 8 hours
me: well nevermind 🫠🫠🫠🫠
#personal#my manager and my boss know and understand that we're slammed and have been slammed since january#and they're trying#but everyone thinks their shit is important so we keep getting request after request#i swore i was gonna take a day off in march bc i've been feeling so stressed and overwhelmed and burnt out#DIDN'T DO IT. TOO BUSY.#friday is a holiday and i've been holding out for that for two months#so i finally gave in and asked my manager if i could take monday off too#bc i thought i had stuff under control#aaaand then i get like 7 new things all due first week of april 🫠😭#and my brother said we could go visit them on saturday so my parents are going and i looked at them last night and i said i wasn't#no room for debate just that i was not going to go drive 3+ hrs and sit around my brother's house all day#when i just saw them#bc i am so exhausted at my very core and i have been holding out for a peaceful 3 (now 4) day weekend for months#and i cannot#i just can't#i always bend and break to do what everyone else wants me to do or what i think they want me to do#and this time i just can't
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april please be kind to me. please
#liz blogs#i know i started the year on a bad foot and i was like 'aa haha this is not my year! the whole 2024 is bad! oopsie!'#but i was thinking it was just. yknow. a rough patch. my whole year isn't ACTUALLY going to suck! theres time for it to be Fine#yeah well we're almost done with march and guess what. the whole year has sucked so far. oh my god the torment does not end#i say that as a meme a lot but no this time i mean it. i cannot Stop having Problems. and Lots of them#i have yet to get to a point where i thought 'yknow i think the year is turning around'#I'M SURE ITS JUST A BAD... FIRST QUARTER OF THE YEAR. IT'LL CLEAR UP IT'LL BE FINE#STILL GOT UHHH NINE MONTHS LEFT RIGHT ??? THERE'S TIME. THERE'S TIME#GRITTING MY TEETH AND STAYING OPTIMISTIC BITCH !!!!!!!!#I'M GONNA COMPLAIN ABOUT IT THOUGH !!!!!!!!! IM GONNA FUCKING COMPLAIN BECAUSE IT KEEPS ME SANE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I think the imp I have can revive you with ease! *Yeets tiny imp with giant horns towards you*

ImpJay (OJ + Imp): Are you proud of yourself? Now I’m prototyped! I don’t even know how to get back from this!! [It is kinda cool though… I feel the innate desire to cause chaos….]
#HAHAHA GET PROTOTYPED IDIOT <- once again is the one getting prototyped#not gonna lie this isn’t how I thought this ides of march would go#thought I’d just get stabbed and that’d be it but nah#I get a whole ass Homestuck arc this year BAYBE#oj’s oodles of doodles#oj’s pesterlog
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I had a dream that it was moving day and I hadn't packed anything, my parents were in the city to help me move and I wasn't prepared at all, and it didn't inspire me to work on cleaning and packing but it did make me super anxious so. That's something.
#it was more terrifying than most of rhe nightmares ive had tbh#(in the dream) i was out relaxing at a park in the nice weather and my parents suddenly appeared and asked if i was ready to go#and i was so confused because its march and im moving in may. but in the dream it was suddenly may#so i like rushed back to my apartment and was trying to get my shit together but im super not prepared to move right now#i woke up fucking hyperventilating because i was so anxious at the thought of not being prepared to move lol#in my defense. that happened last time i moved kind of#i was moving by myself. and the day i had to move i wasnt fully packed and i had to get rid of a lot#it was an hours long endeavor and it really sucked to try and get my stuff together#that was actually such a bad dream. moving is going to suck because I'm moving with a dog a rabbit and two rats#and then all of my shit. and a lot of my sibling's shit. and then driving it eighten hours#eighteen hours with four pets and all of our stuff. and its just me and my dad for those eighteen hours. im gonna die#fuck i have to get packed. im moving in oess than two months. that time sneaks up on you#and then suddenly its moving day and you havent packed anything and its taking hours longer than expected#i think i have trauma from my last move tbh
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im just really fucking tired of feeling like im always scrambling against the edge of shit, and not knowing whether its because of brain issues or what fucking ever or behavior i can fix if i just commit to fixing it. god. fuck. i really fucking need adderall.
#my consult for a consult basically said that if i went through the schools service i might not get an appointment til march#so im gonna talk it over with my parents next week and see if we can do it offcampus. i really dont know how to do the logistics of it all.#but i legitimately cant keep living like this.#im stressed and constantly miserable and embarrassed and i should probably talk to someone abt thoughts of self-loathing lol.#probably not helped by the fact that im extremely isolated. so you know. if i could fix just one thing about my life thatd be pretty cool.#sorry im tired and angry at myself i know nobodys going to get made for me venting on my own blog (except me) but still#fuck meeeee and i still have so much shit to do im so stressed and in a hell of my own making
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BOY SOON
friday i think...? it's my least favourite koga 5* (the ranking goes 1>4>2>5>3) because there's something kind of off about the bloomed version that i can't really put my finger on...? probably the foot lol, the toe's kinda weirdly shaped. BUT it's still a nice 90k card and a large blue jewel farmer, so! i can't dislike him. plus i'm always weak for a cutely excited koga :')
and omg i finally saw the enst basic chibi motion for koga's most recent 5* and

THAT SLEAZY LEAN AND :P... SO CUTE... i love him...
#i'm gonna have like... six tenpulls...? i think?#shrimp thoughts#i know the valk climax event was just announced. AND i know they're going to come to engst in 2.5 years (SHIVERS.)#BUT. i wish undead's climax event would come soon;;; even though i think he should be the 3* because his last 4* was in march#although that was technically gacha. so his last EVENT 4* was the shuffle unit one... and so was adonis's. meanwhile kaoru's last event 4*#was the goddamn. NIGHTLESS CITY EVENT god that was back in 2020. so rei 5* and kaoru 4* but i hope we get cameos in rei's card;;#and Please may the song be good. not that the ud songs so far were Bad it's just like. i'm not a fan of sexy jazz and sustain memories was#kinda boring so nightless world is my fave lol. listen to koga!! he knows what's good!! lol
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