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fractal-unfoldment · 8 months ago

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When Toxic Shame Becomes Who You Are ❤️‍🩹 🦋 Back From the Borderline ~ Mollie Adler

#back from the borderline #mollie adler #toxic shame #Spotify #psychology #self healing #personal growth #mental health #self help #podcast #heal #john bradshaw

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iiraoni · 5 months ago

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🌿7/5/2024, 04:32 AM🌿

👏i’m 👏back 👏female 👏dogs👏

😐 and 😑 i 🙄 don’t 😤 wanna 😠 HEAR 😡

🤨i’m 🤨✌️ACT 🤨✊TING 🤨✌️DIFF🤨 ✊RENT🤨✌️😲

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hi, hehe. this is a joke but my return is serious. i’m not narcissistic enough to believe writing ten page essays about my ex boyfriend or my ballooning tuition or my exercise journey is something i should maintain in seriousness, but posting a thought every now and again, and maybe talking about a day in some reasonably concise blog posts would be nice to do again, because i am important.

it’s not narcissistic to act upon that importance. i’m just no longer doing it with the silent expectation of it being read.

i wrote him so many fucking posts. i doubt he read a single one. my life, has got to mean more than an abusive psychopath who took advantage of me? i am worth more than the lies he projects onto even his own family. right?

is he more than his abuse of me? am i more than my childhood?

will my life be more than bills and working a job?

will my life actually mean something? i want to be a psychiatrist. can i do it? am i capable?

i want to be an artist. i can’t pick up a pen to draw, nor have i even touched my novel.

ive been writing my novel since late 2019, or my junior year of high school, and i’m about to be a junior in college. i have a comic book that i started writing the script for.

ugh. so many things. but enough about me! 😲👏👏👏

how are you? please let me know.

PLEASE use my ask as a form of venting. if you need to vent, you can do it there, or you can do it at [email protected].

i love you, no matter who you are or where you’ve come from. if no one else says it, i see you, i love you, and i am proud of you. keep rocking, superstar. God bless you.

yes, even you, white bean. because i can’t find it in my heart to resist extending a bone to even you. it’s mainly for me. makes me feel good to forgive you that much more. and because i miss you, womp womp.

thank you God for this day, and to my sister Aiyana for cheering me on even in Heaven. for my family and friends supporting me, and for the job interview i just had. also for life finally making a little bit more damn sense. thank you, Abba. amen.

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find me or reach out.

yt: https://youtube.com/@cerebrialfreedom?si=TW9ctL_COofTnZ_W

patreon: https://www.patreon.com/cranialfreedom

gofundme (car accident & college expenses): https://gofund.me/7e1a96e0

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attietoyourdismay · 7 months ago

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mollie adler just fucking gets me

#mollie adler #back from the borderline #attie stuffies ->#that series she's currently making centered on childhood emotional neglect.. yeah that was made for me #not gonna lie i'm not really ready to listen to all the episodes right now but when i do just know i'll be changed forever

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pattytacuri · 9 months ago

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poetry: fuck this journey

I wrote this poem in March of 2023. this journey be hard sometimes Sometimes I’m like fuck his this healing BPD journeycan I just go back to the woman I used to bethe woman who invited and welcome chaos inthe woman who needed a man to make her feel completethe woman who bought into society’s conditioning about who she should becan I just be her for a day or twoTo get some perspective as to why…

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#back from the borderline #Borderline Personality Disorder #BPD #latina poet #Life #mental health #poem #poetry #real life #relationships #storytelling #women&039;s history month #writing

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melodicfix · 1 year ago

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#back from the borderline #painting #feels #pain

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deoidesign · 2 months ago

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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)

We all start somewhere!

#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later #my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day #and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night #anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body #and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft #i have so many things i intend to post and then forget #it's a wonder I post anything #i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through #like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it #art growth #this was in 2010 btw #i started highschool in 2011 #I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever #like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me #man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time #if my phone made typos you didn't see it

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front-facing-pokemon · 4 months ago

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#iron bundle #special sweeper moment. once again delibird is such a random pick but i do kinda like the vibe of like #normal delibird is borderline useless with like a 25% chance to HEAL the opponent but then this thing has infinite speed #and hydro pumps your entire team into oblivion just because it's from the future #what's the implication. with paradox pokémon being so strong. why are pokémon in the future and past so much stronger #what's up with our modern day that's holding pokémon back so hard #did they talk about this and i just forgot? i doubt it probably because the two paired versions don't really acknowledge each other

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puhpandas · 1 month ago

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I miss u fnaf fandom I miss people having new interesting stuff to talk about like we did with SB and ruin and a large alive fanart and fanfic community and not ok this game had no comprehensible plot and this games plot was already revealed 2 years ago and its still like 6 months or more until it comes out

#sorry feeling sad about fnaf today 😔#its just like. as someone who was there the day sb dropped how did we get here to this point #went from bucketloads of potential with an engaging new era to boring #never letting any of the interesting main storylines appear on screen for years and years #like man #i thought the in between era with hw2 and the next game that was unknown at the time was the worst era #like the mains and the plot will come back eventually but its been 3 years borderline #the bonnie bully cassies dad tales books to game instead of the other way around 2 releases fully about the mimic stuff is just like #very disheartening #pandas.txt #discourse #went from exciting potential to ok so they just arent going to talk about anything ever again #ggy hints and hw2 candy cadet stories are the only things keeping me going #if they didnt exist id prob be actively giving up on them ever bringing 3 star back #& im not trying to say that bc i like 3 star & they havent been focused on everything is bad #they havent focused or done anything cool with VANNY gregory vanessa freddy ggy any of it #instead random shit like hw2 cassies dad mapbot death possession bonnie bully #like somehow theyve made everything about nothing + the mimic #plz announce the release before the end of the year already bc depending on what it is ill feel so much better #if we get hw2 dlc and it reveals if its about cassie vanny or cassies dad things will change so much

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kitausuret · 1 month ago

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I bring a kind of "Dan Slott was the first writer to explicitly state that the Venom Symbiote loved Eddie Brock (and he used Mac Gargan to do it)" vibe to the fandom that the other readers don't really like

(Amazing Spider-Man #573, Slott/Romita Jr, just in case you thought I was kidding.)

#Norman when Mac comes back with the $2mil venorpion suit in tatters: i should've known this would happen #borderline shitposting at this point but it's very funny to me #i hate to admit it but Slott has written some banger moments #it's very funny because Mac has no real reason to have beef with Eddie before this moment #so he's just feeding on confused signals from the symbiote #who by the way has tried to leave him TWICE now lol

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the-good-ol-art-corner · 9 months ago

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I know a couple of people have already redrawn that one panel, but fuck it we ball-

This is roughly how I thought Norman would look in canon (and Buddy <3) but uh, yeah that dream is squashed ig fml

Reblogs > Likes, Thank You!

#norman polk #Buddy Lewek #batim #dreams come to life #the projectionist #bendy and the ink machine #bendy dctl #bendy graphic novel #bendy and the dark revival #batdr #boris and the dark survival #bendy lone wolf #bendy the cage #my art #digital art #reblogs > likes #artist on tumblr #I was actually gonna color this normally and not in sepia #But I know I KNOW someone's gonna try to defend the white Norman stuff with-#-'Well it's hard to color black people in yellow shades/sepia'#When one that's just. not true? You absolutely can?? It's just a limited palette??#And two BATIM and BATDR stray from yellow into colors of orange and borderline red. And on the opposite end BATIM had slight greens #just sayin'#Also yes I did change what he said in that graphic novel panel back to what he actually said in the og book #So glad you noticed :)

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kingkatsuki · 7 months ago

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Specifically thinking about long distance relationships today.

So tell me how you and your f/o would first meet online?

#I feel like Bakugou and I would meet in one of those online games he’s downloaded to mindlessly waste time between shifts #and he’s so foul at first because he thinks I’m weak but we play and he realises that I’m #actually whooping everyone and he’s like well damn okay #and now he’s messaging in the alliance chat and like getting excited when I’m online even tho he tries to hide it #and gets annoyed when other creeps in his alliance try to flirt with me #and then he’s asking for my discord #me and Sanemi get into a fight on discord the first time we interact #in some stupid big server I only joined for the emojis #but he’s a jerk so I tell him to shut up and a message later I find a msg notification and it’s him trying to continue the conversation😭#enjin slides into my dms on Instagram #he finds my post at a concert and hates the fuckboys that are commenting below #ends up messaging me to see if I’m okay but then immediately worries he’s one of those guys #Tamsy I feel like is that mutual I’ve had forever on twt and we like each others posts but we’ve NEVER talked to each other??#it’s not until I’m feeling sad at 2am and I post something self-deprecating that he drops me a msg🥺#and we end up staying up until 5am just talking to each other #Kirishima is ALWAYS the guy that responds to my ‘morning’ with a morning back! every day without fail #and I slide into his DMs one day and ask how he’s ALWAYS awake when I am??? like to say it back so quick #and he admits he’s kinda learned my schedule and he tries to be online for it because it’s one of the best parts of his day #and he likes saying it back😭😭😭 even if he’s off from a night shift and needs sleep he can’t without seeing me msg #Shindou blatantly flirts with me in a gaming discord and I think he’s an incel so I block him #he gets a friend to ping me to beg me to unblock him and I refuse #the friend then sends another message with a screenshot of Shindou basically begging me to unblock him😭#Dot and I meet in one of those AITA Reddit threads #and we end up borderline arguing over whether op is TA #so much that we get told to take it elsewhere😭😭😭#enjo #bakujo #eijo #but also catch me sending Dynamight sassy banter on his official socials😭😂

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chungmyungenthusiast · 8 months ago

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Banter

Notes I Pure fluff maybe + chung myung content ?!?! woah.. keep in mind that this is not edited and checked :3

Chung Myung will never let you live this down. No way. Especially when he, quite literally, had you pinned down. "Give up yet?" He asks, his tone teasing as he looks down at you with that shit-eating grin he knows you have a hate-love relationship with. God, you want to wipe that grin off his face so bad. "Love," You start, your tone seemingly pleading as you look up at him. The one and only Mount Hua's Divine Dragon, Chung Myung, swore he could explode at any given moment. And while that normally is a threat to the other disciples, it means something else now. Slowly but surely, you lean closer to him. You then pout, "Please.." A kiss, then you turn the tables on him. For a split second, he was caught off-guard with that kiss; you didn't waste any time switching your positions. How cute he looks when he's under you. "I'll kiss you, okay? So please, keep your voice down."

Notes II Chung Myung deserves all of the kisses and hugs in the world.

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dailykugisaki · 8 months ago

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Day 157 | id in alt

Mai told Miwa that Kugisaki was a creature with no morals and because Mai is the one that directly protects Miwa's back most of the time? Miwa believed her.

Also Kugisaki is a creature. I rematched her death painting fights.

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #Kasumi Miwa #i like you miwa stay silly #yes i am still violently pissed that gege literally crashed her straight back into the mindset she was in when we met her but yknow #gege you will answer for your damn crimes #She deserved better than just becoming a borderline maid for the rest of her years after loosing two loved ones CMON #op almost snapped their leg in half today we in this shit for life #Kugisaki would absolutely bully miwa but i feel like Miwa leans too far into fumi territory for her to do it #miwa called herself useless and got the MEANEST side eye from Kugisaki and that was that and i find that funny

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shadystranger · 4 months ago

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the switch from worry for sam to appealing.. oh he knows how to fuck him up so perfectly tailored for him

#sam was vulnerable and knowing dean loves him so he doesn't want the demon thing could have cut things a lil more short than #sam knowing dean hates him which leads him to be borderline destructive while the former keeps him grounded #but to give dean his dues he did try every single tactic in the book to try to stop sam: forcing reasoning rationalizing #finding middle ground locking up threatening bargaining pleading #he was on a roller-coaster #we're witnessing the blueprint in swaying sam im seated #ruby should've stuck around to watch how a real sam master manipulator operates #he has sam so wrapped round his finger he told sam he'll kill him (faked voice note) and still managed to have sam choose him over ruby #who coddled up and manipulated sam to hell and back #the genuine concern about sam here is astonishing in how effective it is #violence (panic room) didn't work #so dean resorts to appealing to sam and whether this is authentic or dean's own brand of manipulation that I know he occasionally works up #it's still the most effective method so far. I feel like dean could genuinely have gotten through to sam #if he was just himself and poured his heart out wrt sam since early on but dean most of the time was too prideful to concede #it was an 'im protective and im worried about you' issue (this is half of the actual reason the other half is his own possessiveness)#rather than a 'morality/humanity descend' issue and appealing to angels and god to play on sam's faith.#once again dean tries several mental gymnastics to get his point across when #if he was straightforward it could've worked on sam from the get go because he himself carries weight to sam like no other #samdean #mine #spn meta in tags #sam winchester #dean winchester

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gaylactic-fire · 10 months ago

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I still maintain there was (and probably still is) a very weird circlejerk surrounding whump/angst in the LU fandom

#fires posts #ramblings #negative #we were just talking about it on the friend server but yeah wth #obvs I'm still in the fandom just much more withdrawn #but back in the days of the LU server the culture around it was very very weird #like if you wrote wh/ump it's as if u were part of some elite club #and said club was always trying to one up each other in who could torture X Link the most #to the point where it was often borderline fetishistic #and like I don't caaaare I'm just gonna stay away from u if you're into that #but being but a humble hurt/comfort writer often felt very isolating #even when you wanted to talk about your fic ideas some rando would join and be like “How can we hurt him more?”#it was very uncomfortable

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lycankeyy · 21 days ago

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Funkycule fun fact #2884782: because penilians are hypercarnivores, they have evolved out of the ability to taste sweet things. Due to this, the penilian equivalent of candy is typically based on saltiness. Pringles are like candy to penilians

#if youre wondering how cassandra is surviving on earth as a hypercarnivore: 'carnivore' diet supplemented with the fact #that as partial scavengers penilians are gifted with being borderline immune to food poisoning #so in a pinch she could just like. kill and eat a bird JDKQHDKQ #shes still pretty malnourished though. earth meat isnt the same as what the penilians farm off nearby alien planets #(penilians no longer eat meat sourced from their own planet for cultural reasons)#nearby planets are similar enough to get away with it. earth not so much JDKQJDK #honestly a theres a nonzero chance that part of the reason cas is so chill these days is because shes malnourished #and also was basically forced to develop asthma because the oxygen content difference between earth and the penilian homeworld is #uh. noticeable (all species there are massive after all)#negated mostly by being constantly shapeshifted so small but shes still not entirely built for it BFKAJDKW #💛#funkycule au #rambling about this because i almost accidentally fell back asleep thinking abt it gm JDKQJDK

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