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mollie adler just fucking gets me
#mollie adler#back from the borderline#attie stuffies ->#that series she's currently making centered on childhood emotional neglect.. yeah that was made for me#not gonna lie i'm not really ready to listen to all the episodes right now but when i do just know i'll be changed forever
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When Toxic Shame Becomes Who You Are ❤️🩹 🦋 Back From the Borderline ~ Mollie Adler
#back from the borderline#mollie adler#toxic shame#Spotify#psychology#self healing#personal growth#mental health#self help#podcast#heal#john bradshaw
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I hope for everyone to discover back from the borderline
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#speak from the heart#back from the borderline#process art#selfimprovement#messy art#mixed media#collage#spirituality
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poetry: fuck this journey
I wrote this poem in March of 2023. this journey be hard sometimes Sometimes I’m like fuck his this healing BPD journeycan I just go back to the woman I used to bethe woman who invited and welcome chaos inthe woman who needed a man to make her feel completethe woman who bought into society’s conditioning about who she should becan I just be her for a day or twoTo get some perspective as to why…

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#back from the borderline#Borderline Personality Disorder#BPD#latina poet#Life#mental health#poem#poetry#real life#relationships#storytelling#women&039;s history month#writing
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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So you know how this season has had a lot of mirroring plots from season one and characters that are like mirror images of each other in how they act/handle situations/what they're going through?
Well I realized something. Charlie and Chris have grown a level of trust with each other atp. And I was thinking about Chris sneaking around after Pete passed out, and trying to keep an emotional distance between them because he doesn't intend to catch feelings, and kind of acting shady but also baring his intentions to Pete willingly and without hesitation. And so far mostly we've been considering that he's got nefarious intentions, or at least that he's not who he says he is.
But like. What if it's neither of those things. What if he is who he says he is, and his intentions are not nefarious - if a little secretive?
What if Chris is a mirror reflection of Charlie in s1?
#chat what are the thoughts on this one#idk why but I'm just getting a lot of Charlie energy from him#and I kept asking myself like#why do I feel so attached to this guy#why can I see him being shady and sneaking around late at night and hiding his intentions and looking into Pete's files#but also keep thinking#he's just a cute little guy#and it just reminds me of how CERTAIN I was that Charlie's actions were being misrepresented for the audience#so they could hit us with a plot twist#and I was RIGHT#and for some reason I just can't shake this deep.gut feeling that Chris is not a bad guy#no matter how much I try to convince myself his actions are suspect#I keep going back to Charlie#and how his actions were actually borderline concerning#yet I still had faith in him#I still doubted that his intentions were bad#and that doubt exists for Chris too#and of course intuition is not foolproof#it is subjected to bias just as any other emotion in the human capacity#but I can't shake it#idkidk#just some late night thoughts#pit babe#pit babe the series#pit babe 2#chris pit babe#petechris#pit babe spoilers
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+ anime only extra
This could be about how bnha often (and often tastelessly) uses violence as a comedic element, but it's actually specifically aimed at the sections of the fandom that insist you have to interpret Bakugo Mitsuki as a physical abuser and don't see how hilariously hypocritical it is.
Don't get me wrong, it's fun and cool to interpret characters however you want. Death of the author and all and especially Horikoshi.
While that obviously includes Mitsuki being an abusive monster, this particular interpretation is unfortunately also part of a larger trend I've witnessed too many times to count.
People crave to see their favorite character's unsympathetic actions as a sympathetic trauma response.
As a result they'll go to any length to explain and justify this because they can't handle the idea of someone they love and sympathize with being a genuinely unkind or bigoted person.
Which is why I think it's really silly when people single out her specific slapstick scenes as abuse.
#bnha#mha#bakugou katsuki#bakugou mitsuki#bnha meta#izuku midoriya#all might#and really don't get me wrong I love it when my favorite characters (even ones that are objectively awful) have tragic back stories#but while it obviously was not an intended interpretation I also find it borderline impossible to corroborate the 'he's just so Traumatized#read with literally anything we know about katsuki from canon#it's just not there!
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#iron bundle#special sweeper moment. once again delibird is such a random pick but i do kinda like the vibe of like#normal delibird is borderline useless with like a 25% chance to HEAL the opponent but then this thing has infinite speed#and hydro pumps your entire team into oblivion just because it's from the future#what's the implication. with paradox pokémon being so strong. why are pokémon in the future and past so much stronger#what's up with our modern day that's holding pokémon back so hard#did they talk about this and i just forgot? i doubt it probably because the two paired versions don't really acknowledge each other
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🐝 what are you wearing..
🐀 look, it doesn’t mean anything it’s just comfortable
🐝 i don’t care what it means, it’s f r e e z i n g out
🐀 it’s not winter yet i can wear what i want
(a belated and unofficial “autumn not winter” entry for 15daysoffatt)
#unofficial because wearing leggings without tucking is borderline obscene#this i will admit#but imho chine would never even consider tucking#chine sangfielle genderqueer only inasmuch as he doesn’t give a fuck is extremely important to me#especially in these trying times#someday my creative drive will come back from the war but until then#my scribbles#chine sangfielle
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Banter
Notes I Pure fluff maybe + chung myung content ?!?! woah.. keep in mind that this is not edited and checked :3
Chung Myung will never let you live this down. No way. Especially when he, quite literally, had you pinned down. "Give up yet?" He asks, his tone teasing as he looks down at you with that shit-eating grin he knows you have a hate-love relationship with. God, you want to wipe that grin off his face so bad. "Love," You start, your tone seemingly pleading as you look up at him. The one and only Mount Hua's Divine Dragon, Chung Myung, swore he could explode at any given moment. And while that normally is a threat to the other disciples, it means something else now. Slowly but surely, you lean closer to him. You then pout, "Please.." A kiss, then you turn the tables on him. For a split second, he was caught off-guard with that kiss; you didn't waste any time switching your positions. How cute he looks when he's under you. "I'll kiss you, okay? So please, keep your voice down."
Notes II Chung Myung deserves all of the kisses and hugs in the world.
#we're back ??#who knows#take this as an apology for my.. very long break :D#sigh#I'm sorry for the long wait :(#I was just going through some chung myung fics and realized that there isn't much..#“fine I'll do it myself” moment#uhm anyways#all hail chung myung!!!#my beloved cm..#might be ooc actually#genuinely don't know I haven't caught up on the novel yet#yaoki writes :]#return of the blossoming blade#return of the mount hua sect#rotmhs#rotbb#chung myung#cheong myeong#he's so ugh#my silly guy#chung myung x reader#cheong myeong x reader#am I missing something else#fluff#just teasing then a whole kissing session#borderline making out lowkey#ok gn#rei will probably take care of this blog from now#seij will go honkshoomimimi
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I miss u fnaf fandom I miss people having new interesting stuff to talk about like we did with SB and ruin and a large alive fanart and fanfic community and not ok this game had no comprehensible plot and this games plot was already revealed 2 years ago and its still like 6 months or more until it comes out
#sorry feeling sad about fnaf today 😔#its just like. as someone who was there the day sb dropped how did we get here to this point#went from bucketloads of potential with an engaging new era to boring#never letting any of the interesting main storylines appear on screen for years and years#like man#i thought the in between era with hw2 and the next game that was unknown at the time was the worst era#like the mains and the plot will come back eventually but its been 3 years borderline#the bonnie bully cassies dad tales books to game instead of the other way around 2 releases fully about the mimic stuff is just like#very disheartening#pandas.txt#discourse#went from exciting potential to ok so they just arent going to talk about anything ever again#ggy hints and hw2 candy cadet stories are the only things keeping me going#if they didnt exist id prob be actively giving up on them ever bringing 3 star back#& im not trying to say that bc i like 3 star & they havent been focused on everything is bad#they havent focused or done anything cool with VANNY gregory vanessa freddy ggy any of it#instead random shit like hw2 cassies dad mapbot death possession bonnie bully#like somehow theyve made everything about nothing + the mimic#plz announce the release before the end of the year already bc depending on what it is ill feel so much better#if we get hw2 dlc and it reveals if its about cassie vanny or cassies dad things will change so much
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Specifically thinking about long distance relationships today.
So tell me how you and your f/o would first meet online?
#I feel like Bakugou and I would meet in one of those online games he’s downloaded to mindlessly waste time between shifts#and he’s so foul at first because he thinks I’m weak but we play and he realises that I’m#actually whooping everyone and he’s like well damn okay#and now he’s messaging in the alliance chat and like getting excited when I’m online even tho he tries to hide it#and gets annoyed when other creeps in his alliance try to flirt with me#and then he’s asking for my discord#me and Sanemi get into a fight on discord the first time we interact#in some stupid big server I only joined for the emojis#but he’s a jerk so I tell him to shut up and a message later I find a msg notification and it’s him trying to continue the conversation😭#enjin slides into my dms on Instagram#he finds my post at a concert and hates the fuckboys that are commenting below#ends up messaging me to see if I’m okay but then immediately worries he’s one of those guys#Tamsy I feel like is that mutual I’ve had forever on twt and we like each others posts but we’ve NEVER talked to each other??#it’s not until I’m feeling sad at 2am and I post something self-deprecating that he drops me a msg🥺#and we end up staying up until 5am just talking to each other#Kirishima is ALWAYS the guy that responds to my ‘morning’ with a morning back! every day without fail#and I slide into his DMs one day and ask how he’s ALWAYS awake when I am??? like to say it back so quick#and he admits he’s kinda learned my schedule and he tries to be online for it because it’s one of the best parts of his day#and he likes saying it back😭😭😭 even if he’s off from a night shift and needs sleep he can’t without seeing me msg#Shindou blatantly flirts with me in a gaming discord and I think he’s an incel so I block him#he gets a friend to ping me to beg me to unblock him and I refuse#the friend then sends another message with a screenshot of Shindou basically begging me to unblock him😭#Dot and I meet in one of those AITA Reddit threads#and we end up borderline arguing over whether op is TA#so much that we get told to take it elsewhere😭😭😭#enjo#bakujo#eijo#but also catch me sending Dynamight sassy banter on his official socials😭😂
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do you still write for jj?
ooooh not only do I write for JJ but I kiss you on both cheeks for giving me an excuse to talk about one of my favorite obscure JJ thoughts. JJ x ballerina!reader (gn so technically ballet dancer reader, but you do dance pointe and in a more feminine style in pas de deux so do with that what you will)
They thought you were a kook for the first few summers since you clearly went to school off the island. It turns out you're not, you're just a scholarship kid to whatever fancy school you go to (something that Pope LOVES to pick your brain about since he's dying for a scholarship to his dream college)
at some point or another, there's a hurricane. you end up sticking it out with the other pogues. that's when they notice how... weirdly flexible you are. especially JJ. mostly JJ. it started off small, with you stretching a little while you guys are hanging out in the aftermath since the day after a hurricane is always a free day. JJ looked away from you for like two seconds and you just fuckin... dropped into a perfect split. he's surprised by this obviously, but he's more surprised when you seamlessly shift to a split on the other side, then a center split, bending and moving with impossibly flexibility. then a moment later, you're asking him "hey can you grab my leg?" as you stand up and stretch into a scorpion/needle pose. soon you're dragging him out of the room to "help you with something else." he FULLY thinks yall are about to hook up, but instead you put on this beautiful, artsy, erratic piano music, kick off your sandals or sneakers or whatever, and begin moving like a fucking vision.
you're rambling to him while you dance like it's nothing, but his jaw is on the fucking floor.
"This is the solo I learned last semester," you chuckle while spinning like a little figurine atop a music box, or something in a snow globe, or... wherever else he's seen ballerinas in passing before.
"If I'm rusty by the time I get back, Miss Raine will kill me." you chuckle playfully.
after a few moments, you finish, posed delicately on the ground. you look up at him, your cheeks flushed, your eyes glistening with mirth.
"holy fucking shit," he exclaims, making you blush. "goddamn, princess, that-"
he trails off with a disbelieving chuckle.
"That was fuckin' incredible," he says with a breathy laugh, then nudges you playfully, looking at you more closely like he must have missed something all those times he looked at you and never saw this magical ballet fairy hiding inside you. "you've been holdin' out on me." he teases.
"okay, okay, here's where I need your help." you begin, trying not to get too distracted. you reach out and grab his wrist, holding out his left arm palm up. "I'm gonna run at you like this-"
you demonstrate, taking a step forward. his attention is locked onto you even harder from the moment you grab his arm.
"And kinda... kick my leg around," you do just that, so you're twisted around and facing away from him. he lets out a little noise of surprise. you know it must seem convoluted and ridiculous, but you really need help practicing this lift.
"I need you to wrap your arm around me like this," you say, bending forward with one leg extended behind you, the other supporting you, so your stomach rests on his bicep and his hand holds the small of your back. "And then place your other hand right on my ribcage here."
"oh, my hand will be wherever you want it, cupcake." he says, making you roll your eyes at the (only half joking) innuendo.
"okay." you say, taking a step back. "you ready?"
the first few times you walk through it together are clumsy and slow, a mess of limbs and giggles, but eventually you get it. you call your friends in to show them the bluebird lift you've been working on, even having successfully taught JJ how to lower you and do a few basic steps with you to conclude. you both get through it unscathed, and your friends reactions are very similar to JJ (with only slightly less innuendo and teasing from John B and Pope), and as JJ giggles and demands you come at him so he can lift you again, you start to see a lot of potential in him.
maybe, just maybe, you can shape that potential a little more over the summer. your ballet academy always has scholarships for boys available since they're always in demand in the performing arts. you think there might just be a chance for JJ to do a lot more lifts with you.
#drabbles#outer banks#outer banks x reader#outer banks drabbles#JJ maybank#JJ maybank x reader#JJ maybank drabbles#ballet!JJ#THIS IS MY FAVORITE BRAIN ROT AU IVE NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO TALK ABOUT#ITS SO WEIRD AND SPECIFIC BUT AUUGUGHHHH BALLET!JJ JUST HITS DIFFERENT#ITS GIVING SKATER BOY BY AVRIL LEVIGNE BUT INSTEAD ITS YOU WERE A CLASSICALLY TRAINED BALLERINA/HE WAS A SURFER TURNED BALLET DANCER#CAN I MAKE IT ANYMORE OBVIOUSSSSS#also I have an ex friend who is HORRIBLE at singing (I normally never say that about people but she gave me nothing to speak kindly about)#and she was obsessed with that song#I didn't love skater boy by avril (also genuinely surprised I only got one letter wrong in her name before) by avril lavigne before#but after knowing this person I wanna puke a little whenever I think of it bc I can only hear it in a voice that I can only describe as#the scene from the family guy sherlock holmes episode where the dead bodys organs are replaced with bagpipes and sewn back up#and brian and stewie jump on the stomach and play that one song#toxic ex friend used to sound like she had bagpipes in her stomach and was being weakly and erratically punched by a fatigued amateur boxer#every fucking time she would sing#HORRIBLE breath control. nasally. horrible diction. could not stay on key or on tempo to save her life#so yeah anyway#doubt she'll ever see this much less read these tags but girl if you do??? no you didn't. do not fuckin interact w me girlfriend#and yes this is the same bitch I had to block on ALL social media platforms INCLUDING youtube pinterest gmail kakaotalk and several others#I tried to block her on spotify but unfortunately you cannot block people on spotify (last I checked)#anyway enjoy ballet!jj and this bizarre and vague borderline trauma dump lol#to quote that line from fiddler on the roof “may god bless and keep the czar far away from us”#relieved to say she is not my circus and ergo I am not responsible for any related monkeys
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I bring a kind of "Dan Slott was the first writer to explicitly state that the Venom Symbiote loved Eddie Brock (and he used Mac Gargan to do it)" vibe to the fandom that the other readers don't really like


(Amazing Spider-Man #573, Slott/Romita Jr, just in case you thought I was kidding.)
#Norman when Mac comes back with the $2mil venorpion suit in tatters: i should've known this would happen#borderline shitposting at this point but it's very funny to me#i hate to admit it but Slott has written some banger moments#it's very funny because Mac has no real reason to have beef with Eddie before this moment#so he's just feeding on confused signals from the symbiote#who by the way has tried to leave him TWICE now lol
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Day 157 | id in alt
Mai told Miwa that Kugisaki was a creature with no morals and because Mai is the one that directly protects Miwa's back most of the time? Miwa believed her.
Also Kugisaki is a creature. I rematched her death painting fights.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#Kasumi Miwa#i like you miwa stay silly#yes i am still violently pissed that gege literally crashed her straight back into the mindset she was in when we met her but yknow#gege you will answer for your damn crimes#She deserved better than just becoming a borderline maid for the rest of her years after loosing two loved ones CMON#op almost snapped their leg in half today we in this shit for life#Kugisaki would absolutely bully miwa but i feel like Miwa leans too far into fumi territory for her to do it#miwa called herself useless and got the MEANEST side eye from Kugisaki and that was that and i find that funny
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