#b/p cycle

[theethlezprincez]

FUCKING HELL.

i need to go to the dentist tomorrow and my teeth are rotten bc of pur9in9 and just my 3d in general. let’s hope they don’t say anything other wise i will die. my teeth are fucked as shit

[syn-ch]

hey i just came up w/ a new tag idea to sneak past tumblrs radar. specifically for those who want to become deathly underw3ight(like me) but anyone can use it bc yk who gives a shit. #digging for bones and any other variation when that tag gets flagged.

thought of it bc i'm f4t asf and i'm always clawing and "digging" at my f4t because i just want to see what i look like under all this fucking lard.

[spxncxr-m14]

just p*rged and then sat on the bathroom floor w a vape. Never felt more cringe in my entire life 😔👎

[digitalmesss]

how i feel after i intentionally eat as much as possible so i can just purge it all out :

[hiamlaurajade]

Hi! I’m looking for a friend to help me lose weight. I’ve been stuck in a BP cycle for over a year so I’m hoping to get me some motivation to ⭐️ve. I’m currently at my hw so all the help is welcome (and very much needed).

Ps: stats are in bio

[cherryflvrdbubbles]

MY PURGING TUTORIAL + tips

pleasepleasepleaseplease be safe with this.

i was one of those people that said “i can’t purge” but i can, and i do, anyone can, and this is how.

this has helped me lose 50 pounds

1. turn on the faucet, and put in your airpods if you can to distract you.

2. look straight down into the toilet bowl, i would recommend getting down onto your knees, push your fingers down your throat and wiggle them pretty rapidly over the soft palate (look it up on internet and try to find it)

3. when you feel like your about to vomit don’t. stop. don’t get scared and stop, try to just cough it it, if it’s just white stuff at first it’s ok. when you start to feel it leaving your stomach and seeing colors you know it’s working.

4. keep going till it starts coming up in larger quantities and you start to see very clear “spit like” substance again. keep going till your hungry again (THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PART)

5. wash your hands, rise your mouth, brush your teeth if you can, and fan your face to make your eyes look less puffy.

TIPS!!!

1. brush your teeth after

2. chugging water will make it come up better and faster, but more violently

3. it gets easier, cleaner, and faster the more you do it.

4. I try to watch TV or listen to music while I'm purging. This helps distract me from what I'm actually doing.

5. try to do it when your home alone for the first couple times untill you “master it”

[butterflybitch247]

chat I think I got vomit in my eye😍

[livingisboring]

I'm a freaking mess

[whatslife108]

Guess who just got out of Food Jail???

Back on the grind 💪

[sickunitz]

I hate it when I purgе and feel great and empty after just to remember my face is gonna swell up and make me look like a startled puffer fish

[theethlezprincez]

the urge to take l4x again is so big rn.

[flwermillie]

No b1nge and pvrge challenge day 1 🙏😔

[lullabybug]

Does anyone else who struggles with b/p feel this like horrible hopelessness when you realize how bad it’s gotten? I cannot stop and I’ve tried absolutely everything I could possibly do and nothing has worked I feel so fucking hopeless. I honestly feel like it’s an addiction at this point like I want to stop so badly but I just can’t. This is all I ever think about it’s all I ever want to do even though I don’t want to do it at all it doesn’t make any sense to my why I just can’t stop.

I want to want to stop bad enough to actually be done with it but it’s like the second I feel any type of discomfort I b/p most of the times I don’t even realize I’m doing it until it’s done and I have to purge I’m just so over this shit it’s literally killing me. I’m so so so unbelievably tired I don’t even know what to do with myself. I hate myself for not being able to stop. I’ve done everything they recommend to stop this except recovery and I’m not recovering ever so that’s not an option but that means I’m out of options to try and I don’t know what to do.

If anyone who’s around my age and is also struggling with b/p and is trying to stop feel free to talk to me and maybe we can encourage each other to stop. I have literally never felt so out of control and alone in my life. I fucking hate this disease I just want to be done with this.

[barbiek1ller]

“I know what you want.”

“Stop fighting it.”

[srcriix]

just found out my scale isnt accurate so now i literally have no clue how much i weigh. its different everytime im gonna kms

[ephcals]

meansp0? any1 PLEASE