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Miranda's corpse in there is VILE
#i can accept that.... i can forgive that.... GET HIM!!! COWARD!!!#KILL THEM ALL FLINT!!!!!#abigal will get him in the end.... hell yeah#silver's bear getting him into trouble again.... NOOOOOOOOO#the shogun curse.....#HIS LEG???#vane sitting besides flint.... yeah.... enemies to friends.... it is coming#that was sick as hell vane... i thought they were gonna snipe his chains away but thats trol modern warafare for the times#YEAAAAAHHHH KILL HIM!!!!#silver getting his leg cut for the crew.... a new man.....#or he doesnt do that again lmao#away from MY men.... damn#i think ive seen this film before... (the girls arm shattered in tlou2)#hes gonna get randall's leg....#hes gonna break his teeth man.... let him bite something#peter watching his town go down with mirandas corpse behind him akdbaksnjs#silver waking up in flints room.... the sin and the sea akdjaksnaksl#new quartermaster..... faked it till he made it#AND HE LIES ONCE AGAIN AJDHAJS OOF#only max knows the truth.....#flint is sus... oh no max ajdhaisbsj#will she out him???#THEY GOT THE GOLD YEAAAAHHHH#max has the gold the brothel the bar and knows silver betrayed flint... OOF#talking tag#watching black sails#we're (me) gonna do a pause on black sails to watch opla again bc i finished the manga part it adapts so.... we (me) will be back soon
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Curtwen Week Day 6: Happy Ending
#I like to believe that there is a universe where they get to grow old together#just one#look once upon a time I read a fic that had me bawling my fuckin eyes out where they get to grow old together#I do want to say that I believe in personal growth and I think that Curt can 100% have a happy ending without Owen- where he can grow#away from that experience and where he can healthily cope with the trauma he ended up with#where he can find solace in something other than alcohol and where he can find it in himself to forge new relationships and build his#connections with people like Tatiana#etc etc#I just want to make it known that this is one of many happy endings that could happen#(amongst the several sad ones that I know also exist)#ALSO I wanted to draw the old men and I do what I want#but yeah something something if the universe is infinite /ref#maybe this is a universe where the banana incident never happened and they were able to retire together#ough#the curtwen feels are really getting me today#I adore them#also I used a new brush ive been having fun with this past week#doesn’t it look cool?#I really like drawing with it and I like how it looks so#we might be seeing more of this one in the future#although 6b is still my guy#damn y’know hypothetically- if Owen (depending on the au) and Curt lived to be in their 60s (at least) they would witness the first Pride#god can you imagine that?#At the very least Curt being around for stonewall and everything that came after that with queer rights#FUCK anyways#fun fact: a group of frogs is called an army#isn’t that cute#reminds me of that one person on TikTok that raised like a thousand frogs- they had a literal army of frogs#crazy#curtwen week
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andrew wasn't the only one shocked i'm REELING but fuck yeah neil wow i didn't know you had it in you
#aftg#i genuinely have never been so shocked reading a kiss scene before i'm just . wow okay wow.#i feel like an idiot reading with my mouth fully open in shock but DAMN.#maybe because they're both so guarded? and this seems so...fragile... idk. i thought i'd be ready but woahhhh.#andrew showing up in his hoodie was so cute too like his face completely deadpan but also. what r you doing here homie#he'll be like “god i hate you get away from me” to neil then keep showing up#andreil#andrew x neil#the king's men
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#rick and morty#rick c137#rick sanchez#rick sanchez art#rick sanchez fanart#rick and morty art#rick and morty fanart#my fav ship in the show fr#this post did not pass the bechdel test#my damn art#art moment#gay ppl#gay old men#violence is cool#silly sleeping hat#i love these guys so much like so much okay you can't take this away from me ever#longass post
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so... how has y'alls weekend been? i hope it's been good because i am about to show all my moots something that may be a bit UHH. cursed, but honestly, it's true JSJSJ and it was made as a result of listening to old music from the 2010's as it should be so i hope i at least make some people laugh from it just like i cackled after putting it together 💀 LMAO
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#sighs... somebody take away my editing app please / j SKSKS NO BUT THE HEART BACKGROUND FROM THE OLD FB DAYS...#AND THE CAPTION??? IT ALL FITS TOO PERFECTLY NOT ONLY BC HE'S OLD BUT ALSO BECAUSE HE'S EVIL / hj#PFFTTT not but if y'all ever need inspiration for making TERRIBLE meme edits then apparently 'the way i are' by timbaland-#is a good song to do it too ☠️ because this is pretty damn bad i have to admit that much BUT i feel like that just makes it better somehow
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Is Kesten a kinda stick-in-the-mud who probably works way too much? Yeah. Did I like him from the very first moment he was introduced? Yeah...
The (newly!) Baroness, Kesten Garess / Pathfinder Kingmaker (c) Owlcat Games
#pathfinder kingmaker fanart#pfkm#pfkm baroness#kesten garess#comic#owlcat games#pathfinder kingmaker#oc ailcha#kesten#what can I say. I have a soft spot for men who take duty way too seriously.#and I have come to understand that my baroness is a hugger. I am not. I do not know where this came from.#but three comic sketches with her hugging someone kinda gave it away.#also this damn page. after finishing (the first draft) I woke several times in the night with 'important insight' on what needed editing -#('I need to move that detail two steps to the right' or 'that line needs to be darker')#- and it just wouldn't stop. first draft is from may and since then I've just postponed posting because 'hmm. something... is off...'#it's interesting how the process can differ each time even if you stick with the same routine. but like. please. please let's just post it.#I am really feeling that joke about how you name your 'finished' files. this one is called x_pfk_kesten4copy3.png
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watching dark pheonix rn live commentary
charles hair looks wacky af girl get a fringe cover the forehead or something
he’s signing the adoption papers thats his daughter 😿
it said it was 1975 this does NOT look like the same school from dofp 🤨
WHERE DID ALL THE TREES GO???
ok now we’re in space huzzah 1992
uh oh the rocket broken
HE’S BALD
he got the president on speed dial damn
RAVEN WHAT IS THAT HAIR COLOR fuckass bob
no one getting that basketball back damn
nyoom
charles really needs to get side rails in cerebro other people go in there too they gonna fall off
he connected to nasa
yikes ominous space dust ☹️
raven is literally the leader of the x-men
ITS THAT WOMANS FAULT FOR MENTIONING THE CAPTAIN
how tf is jean breathing??? 🤨
that blast should’ve killed BUT ALSO HOW IS SHE CASUALLY FLOATING IN SPACE??
that part of the pheonix force or something?
the xmen got fans thats crazy 🤨
charles keeps canceling classes does anyone actually learn in this school?
RAVEN UR THE ONE WHO STARTED THE XMEN
“i actually can’t remember the last time you were risking something” saying that to the man who is bald and in a wheelchair???
idk whether this is bias or not but honestly charles doing stuff with the press and getting people to like mutants and the xmen is a good thing???
i get raven is upset about risking their lives and such but its honestly that or being persecuted and hunted down daily 🤨🤨
pissing me off
dinner party wowie
intro to the most forgettable xmen villian ever
fucking tree aliens what the flip
oh damn his chest constricted
dazzler!!! 🤯🤯🤯
jean thirsty damn
why is raven hiding still i thought mutant and proud meant something
raven if ur upset go to genosha or something
charles is besties with the president lol
jean needs to get a new skincare routine her skin cracking
charles dad senses starting tingling (despite being a shitty dad 👀)
does no one else get that if charles didn’t put shields in place in jeans mind a lot more people would be dead??? like obviously he could have slowly taken them down over time but still 🤨
one of the writers might have beef with charles
jean going after her deadbeat dad but she doesn’t know that
they planning to manipulate her
yikes flashbang
how tf jean get there so fast
knock knock its me ur estranged daughter
bro does not look happy to see her
raven clearly has beef with charles
this a “lets all blame charles” movie
struggling forreal i’m defending him every five minutes
jean realizing her dads a deadbeat blaming her for her moms death damn
if he had to pick between saving his wife or jean he would pick his wife
charles wearing his ex’s clothes 🤨
scott being like “i love you pookie dont leave me 🥺”
the girls fighting
raven being the one who steps up
ah shit she dead ☹️
jean really flew outta there
sad moment r.i.p raven
hank is angry
“is it true? jean killed her? 🤓” BRO SHE JUST DIED SHOW SOME RESPECT
girl going straight to the alcohol, some habits dont die
“its your fault she’s dead” BITCH THAT WAS HIS SISTER
you cant expect charles to admit when he’s wrong thats what he and his ex-husband have in common
“no civilians past this-“ ”fbi” “oh okay” can anyone just do that? walk up to a crime scene and say you’re fbi
bro killed him
GENOSHA
jean going to her stepdads house
ERIK HELLO
bro why he fly like that 🧍
did he really make his furniture really low down 🤨
waiting for his husband
wouldve been better if he had white hair 😔
damn military
jean in a killing mood
magneto saving human lives 🤨 never thought i’d see the day
bro looks so stupid oh damn he was flung
“i am protecting them, from you” DAMN no one wants to help her
the president revoked his bestie privileges after one incident
charles struggling
girl are you drinking age 🤨 i sure hope so i’m a rule follower
yes who are you jean
OH DAMN DIDNT NEED TO GO THERE
heheh charles sleepin
biggass binoculars
“what? no charles?” girl i think ur a tad bit obsessed
he yaps about him to anyone who listens
his bestie dead oh no 🙁 give him a sec
welp time to kill her that’s totally what raven would’ve wanted
damn those aliens got a nice place what the heck
woahh space and shit oh wow the milky way
the aliens were lurking
she is special yeah
she lying girl don’t listen she gonna kill you (although that wont really stop you)
whats this bald lady’s name?
i wanna see all the other stuff erik keeps in that box
i can see charles actually descending into depression this is crazy
lol they all putting him in place give him a break 😢
boutta reconnect with my ex wish me luck 🤩
erik trying to act cool in front of his friends
woah f bomb
charles im gonna kill ur daughter sorry not sorry 😁
hair whip
“ur not the only one who can control minds 😏”
girl this is the worlds most powerful telepath maybe think about this for a second
the girls fighting again
bitch pulled a train out of the ground tf did you need that for???
making a grand entrance
damn getting his skull crushed like the first people he ever killed
he got throw out the window ☹️
yeah girl thats ur dad
NAH WHY DID THEY DO THIS
MAKING THE DISABLED MAN WALK WTF
that alien really got her claws in her
yes please see that charles still loves you (AS A DAD)
thats her dad 😿
i hate this alien ur ruining the moment
no don’t give it to her ☹️☹️
scott to the rescue
THEY TAKING THE XMEN TO THE POUND DAMN
oh damn charles admitted he was wrong good job
maybe bring these guys to therapy or something
erik thats ur stepdaughter chill
the aliens have hijacked the train 🙁
once again humans being stupid
he clearly just healed from those bullets why are you still shooting
hell yeah train fight scene
LMAO SHE JUST DIED
anyway moving on 😁
kurt’s angry now
WHAT WAS THAT EVIL GRIN
honestly feel like charles could do a lot more
yay magneto being cool as fuck
okay all the lackeys were defeated onto the main boss
oh damn storm got blasted
“you wanted her dead” “i had a change of heart” bro never decides whether or not to be evil
dad-daughter moment
at least they’re all still on the train
“i know what you did, you did out of love” THANK YOU JEAN
hell yeah marvel girl
we nearly at the end guys 🤯 (talking to myself)
damn she disintegrating all of them thats cool
she got stabbed ☹️
nvm she good
final boss moment
cgi hair battle which one looks more like its underwater
oh no don’t disintegrare ur bf
go to space you’ll be fine girly
lots of cgi going on
she died 😔
its fine she come back
thats a cool looking bird
you’ll be fine scott she does this from time to time
girl lost his sister AND his daughter someone check up on charles
bro completely erasing charles legacy damn 😔
its time for the gay people 😁
gonna appreciate this scene hold on
god these guys are so gay
bro staring at him with love in his eyes
IM SICK OF THEM RAAHH
love you cherik
and thats the movie
my dad told me the aliens were supposed to be skrulls but since captain marvel came out earlier in the year so they had to change it lmao
anyway go home the movies finished
#DAMN THIS IS LONG#i was typing on my phone the whole time#honestly have no idea what they were trying to do with this#they tried winning us back with cherik paris proposal#it partially worked#i hope yall enjoy my commentary throughout this#since i’ve got my ready player one au running around in my head all i could think was#omg its wade watts!!! 🤯🤯#anyway might look away from screens for a bit my eyes hurt#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#cherik#magneto#professor x#xmcu#xmen dark phoenix#jean grey
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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trying to find good videos about the mcu on the hellscape known as youtube dot com is truly a herculean task. i forget that most viewers of marvel movies are not cool educated queer people and women, as tumblr led me to believe, but rather musty white boys with no media literacy and thus terrible fucking takes. why are there so many videos worshipping john walker as the “actual protagonist” and “most likeable character” and “misunderstood” as if he’s not the pinnacle of white privilege and male ego, the representation of the neocolonial violence and greed and pride of the us military, the antithesis of everything that steve rogers represented. i guess that’s why they’re praising him.
#im not saying all men have bad takes#but most bad takes come from men#this is just the most obvious example#but oh my god how do they not understand any of these characters at all#how are you retconning steves shitty ending as if it wasn’t just bad writing#fuck off#im 2 seconds away from just making some damn videos myself because i Cannot Take This Shit#i guess the tonkie bros need a new shitty man to cling to#but they chose JOHN WALKER ??? D-LIST NO NAME BRAND CAPTAIN AMERICA??? FOR WHAT#mcu#tfatws#FUCK john walker#me and my homies hate john walker#mine#anti john walker
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let it be know that i DO have an overly elaborate evil beehaw comic in the making, but i've been procrastinating it for over six months
#first it was my graduation and now it's the little videogame men#someone PLEASE take baldurs gate away from me i spent over 60h on this game this month alone and it's the 12th#i haven't left the house in ages i don't remember my friends names#i didnt know there was a butch yang week happening what is going ON#anyway posting so you get mad at me for not finishing anything ever 💕💕#i still owe you guys the freezerburn comic damn#my art#wip
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Straight up love how X-Men 97 got a shit ton of new Rogue X Gambit fans and old fans coming back and shit...but Marvel comics for some reason decided the people just need...a fucking comic that brings back Rogue X Magneto.
#seeing the news really has me like 'get a job stay away from her-' like#NO ONE LIKED THE DAMN SHIP WHEN IT FIRST HAPPENED IN COMICS#and at best people just joked and memed on it during x-men 97#but like people didnt really like it coming back in any format#and honestly looking at the season feels unneeded as fuck#did the creator in his creepiness think we needed it or...cause like seems like a him thing from whats said he did to get himself fired#and if so thanks my guy...now we stuck with the comics bringing it back cause...i dunno#marvel is weird as fuck with decisions
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#a little rant look away#I want to just post that I’m gay on my fb but the family discourse#will be fucking insane. I don’t want to hear it when I see these people in two months#I can already see the call me comments right now ugh#but I’m so tired of these crusty ass men they keep trying to introduce me to#only three people in my family have heard it straight from me and I thought that was enough#but damn#no matter how fast I shut it down they still don’t take the hint#everything I say they take it as a suggestion anyway#told my grandma I was talking to a friend she started using he pronouns my mouth said they so fast she clocked it then#but still trying to sneak this tj dude into every conversation#if he so great why y’all won’t set him up with any of my other straight cousins. like girl boo
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im just obsessed with his themes and motifs, i love when guys have suffering tailor-made just for them, and i love watching how their psyche tries to grow through the torture dungeon's twisting labyrinth, until the shape of their soul is a cast of it
#it's like pouring molten metal into an ant colony to make a cast#rational thoughts being the ants#mr delver i wont u...#this one goes out to all my favorite blorbos though#only the men though surprisingly i have a different type for women (creator of the torture dungeon)#but yea kakashi went through this too and it was so potent it probably shaped my 13 year old brain for good#though i gotta say in the suffering olympics raymond is probably one of the only ones to give kakashi a run for his money like i legit#hjave a hard time handing out the gold to either of them#i guess i would honestly HONESTLY have to hand it to raymond which is so!!! girl kakashi is an active combatant living under martial law To#but kakashi gets the chance to get better and he gets it multiple times... kakashi ends up with a family... even when things are bad he has#comrades and??? not to be like that but he has power. he's not helpless. he COULD have run away from it all (not saying he shouldve but it#was an OPTION at least)#Raymond is connecticut clarke if connecticut clarke had to resist against the forces of hell itself alone for his entire life with little t#no hope of ever escaping. no family. likely no friends (definitely none that are close and understand his situation). the only power he has#is a get out of jail free card but it's not free you have to carve a bit off of mama you gotta have a kidnapping victim to torture like. he#has nothing.#AND THE DAMN GET OUT OF JAIL FREE CARD ONLY WORKS SOMETIMES LIKE????? get crumpled ig
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Well.
#speculation nation#hfkshfksbcj uhhhhmmm#just heard my neighbors getting in a Huge fight#the loud one who always yells a lot of course yelling in anger#but someone else yelling back about how everyone who loves him is Afraid of him#both men. and then the woman yelling at him to shut the Fuck up#a bunch of slams of doors. then the very clear sound of a car starting and wheels squealing on the road as he drives away#like. god Damn. quite the fight to have at nearly 1 am.#honestly tho the 2nd guy was so right. like. Ouch. even just knowing them secondhand like. wow.#the worst part of all of this is that there are 2 kids in that household :(#i didnt hear them so they thankfully dont seem involved in this fight. but i could Clearly hear the fight from my apartment#it was probably loud enough to wake them up. the poor kids...#idk it's so weird to hear all this secondhand.#OH RIGHT the 'because everyone who loves you is afraid of you' was in response to the first guy goint#'why do you think id kill anyone!?" and it was there i was like. 'ohhhhh fuck.'#me just chilling about to go to bed and then. that. sounds like theyre not having a very good saturday night thats for sure.
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a very select portion of personalities trigger my latent tsundere traits.
In reverse of the usual order, this feels all the worse if they are fictional.
#maybe because I am accustomed to acting against impulse with real people#so perhaps I channel away from my worst urges very rapidly with people- fast enough maybe that I rarely need to confront the impulse at all#but with fiction or any kind your reaction to them falls under your own scrutiny more maybe#hmmm you know what else I kind of wonder about too though is that maybe I get this feeling towards men I like more often than women.#I am attracted to more real women than fictional ones and way more fictional men than real ones#and I don't only have the TSundere Response for people I am attracted to— I was kind of tsundere with my cat but she was worse#but I feel like out of the personalities that bring this out in me there is some trend towards male.#women I typically have this overwhelming sense of 'ANYONE would feel this way; looking at her. listening to her'#whereas if i like a guy it's usu. like 'damn I hope I'm not the only one'#so the numbers may be being impacted by multiple sources#there was a very beautiful young woman in my highschool English class that I completely avoided for this reason#you know what's funny I have a horrible softspot bitchy women I pretend not to have#i know too much and won't get involved on any level with a mean person ... but man do I feel so permissive with a beautiful bitch 😂😂#I feel so indulgent to my soul anout things women do sometimes that I would NEVER put up with from a man for a second#and I always suppress this tendency but it is so pervasive#so anyway I'm not tsundere towards women mostly I think it's cute when they are#but boy oh boy am I not in to tsundere behavior in a dude.#this is what 'if you think I'm holding a woman with big brown eyes accountable for Anything you've got another thing coming' means to me#these are only trends not absolutes. I would never hold Tantai Jin accountable for anything so 😂 it's not entirely a gendered thing for me#But the person I think of most is Regina in Once Upon A Time#I was enamored from the moment she walked in as the rigid; bitchy; single-mom 'madam mayor'#oh man but she made me feel crazy. unhinged#and so so willing to let her do anything#i didn't want her to do evil I wanted her redeemed. but I just Loved it when she was a bitch#😍🫣#regarding the tsundere thing; there is a range possible of how much someone brings this to the surface for me#sometimes it's just a little. I still resent it at nearly full price.
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Having a trans man existential crises YIPPEE
#so probably a common experience but for the sake of being emo ill pretend im all alone in this feeling#so ive always went by pansexual#mostly dated girls#but truth is for a while now ive wanted to just fully identify as a gay man#but i feel like im not seen as a real man so calling myself gay just looks like straight with extra steps to most people#and if im being honest ive really exaggerated my attraction towards women in pursuit of being “queer enough”#but like when i look within... im not. really attracted to women 😭😭😭#but like being an untransitioned closeted trans man who identifies as gay is like. seen as cishet#i feel the need to perform queerness. so i let people call me view me as a lesbian even when that feels wrong on so many levels#all of it feels scary to come to terms with lmao#i mean ive liked all the girls ive dated fine enough#but i think the real reason ive always had a difficult time with romance might not be because im aromantic but.#because ive been barring myself from pursuing relationships that would fulfil me#and like. not going after people im actually attracted to#ashamed to admit ive pretty much never dated someone im attracted to 😭😭#also its diffcult to find gay men interested in a trans man. especially untransitioned#got no problem with t4t but. id be lying if i said i dont yearn for cis gayness. i really do :(#siggghhh. id like to formally apologize to all the hearts of straight men and gay girls ive broken#my fatal flaw is someone says hey i like you lets date and i say okay :) even when i know damn well i should stay 10 feet away#feeling lots of shame and regret this afternoon fellas...#[ RJ ]
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