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The club no one wants to be a part of: the 2am nausea club
#the ups and downs of chronic illness#gastrointestinal fuckery#gastroparesis#I really shouldn’t be tasting some unholy combo of lunch (12h ago) and dinner (6h ago)#(btw I know that those can be normal ish for gastroparesis but mine isn’t quite that delayed. at least according to my ges from 2022)#ondansetron my beloved#audio book my beloved#god I hate gastroparesis#think I’ll have to try following flare protocol a bit I’m over the next few days and see if it calms down
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Me: hm, I want something to put on the TV as background noise... Huh. Looks like YouTube is recommending something called The Last Unicorn. That's perfect, it's probably some old shitty animation that has aged poorly! I can watch it ironically!
Me, 2 hours later as the credits roll: *crying, cheering, buying the book, composing the songs*
Me, 2 weeks later: So I have compiled all of the quotes from the book that I think could make good tattoos, and also, HOW HAVE I NEVER LEARNED ABOUT HOW THE LAST UNICORN FUCKING SLAPS??? This gay-ass little fairytale fed my soul! Watered my crops! Transed my gender! Can't believe I heard of this story from youtube recommendations, of all places!!
#original#the last unicorn#tlu#peter s beagle#molly gru#schmendrick#schmendrick the magician#two of my favorite characters in anything right there in the center of the story! and I'm glad I saw the film first!#my reading ability has diminished due to trauma disability etc. but it seems like having a visual reference actually really helped!#no wonder i only ever want to read fan fic! turns out reading is not actually Superior to other types of Storytelling. it's just different.#to say otherwise is snobbishness I have been eminently guilty of in my life!#but like it is easier for me to consume tv and movies and that is fine actually. also that's why I'm doing a graphic novel lol#because i wanted to make something i would actually be able to read if i found it at a library. altho the audio book IS gonna be bomb#the audiobook is for visually impaired readers and anyone who wants or needs it! accessible stories for everyone! yeah!!#my gender was already transed but now I've gained an ADDITIONAL gender! which one? I'll never tell 😘#i am so powerful i have so much fuckin gender. my wife has no gender. and she is equally as powerful.#and also she has STUDIED THE BLADE#mostly zoro's blades from One Piece#normally YouTube recommends me shit movies like idiocracy or smth this is like if every day ur cat brought you a piece of rotten food and#then one day it brings you a BEAUTIFULLY ANIMATED TALE FEATURING MY BELOVED TWINK FUCK-UP WIZARD FRIEND AND MY ALL-TIME HOMEGIRL MOLLY GRU#and also it's soft and beautiful and funny and fucking weird!! i wrote melodies to the songs in the books on my ukulele
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Thinking about how in "Death and the Queen" (Tenth Doctor Adventures - Volume one), the Doctor said "I lied. I said I was fine about you leaving, and I'm not" and "No man's ever gonna be good enough for my Donna", and how when he said "No happily ever after", Donna answered "Except with you".
#i love them#so so so so so much#btw those audio books are incredible you should go and listen to them#especially death and the queen#this one's gonna make you fall in love with donna#if you're not already in love with her ofc#doctor who series 4#doctor who#catherine tate#david tennant#tenth doctor#donna noble#donna noble my beloved#doctordonna my beloved#donna fucking noble
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actually wonder about martha and donna. they met and got on really well, they could've hung out conceivably, but then donna got her memory wiped. and now her memory is back again. it's another facet of the eternal question about martha and the story: did she leave it entirely? how would she (from an in-universe pov) want to possibly still be in that story, especially considering how donna in some ways could have been a much healthier point of contact than the doctor? is she still disillusioned and tired, or would she think fondly back to some of the wonder and want to be in some way connected, not just as someone who's scared and carrying the responsibility of the world? who is martha jones today after all of that? did she ever run into donna with no memory on the street and did she know not to greet her like a friend, and what could it have meant for her that donna wouldn't recognise her? another link to that story severed outside of martha's control. does she know about the companions group? would she know that donna got her memory back? what would her feelings be if she did stumble across fourteen, either by connecting with donna first or realising afterwards that this face lives with donna (whether or not she knows about both the mindwipe and the regaining of that memory)
#i should check out martha-based audio adventures and books#martha jones#donna noble#doctor who#dw#lotta questions all of them about my beloved martha jones#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers#is she still with torchwood or unit or?
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Shout-out to @silverjirachi for writing some of the best literature for two Eco-Terrorists I've ever read. I've thought about them often ever since I read it.
This is just. them. but I wanted an excuse to bring up The Devil and The Dead Sea tbh
I wanna do like,, actual serious art for this fanfic one day i promise, but I am dead tired and this was all I got ANSJFJDJAKMS-
#genuinely adore the devil and the dead sea so much dude#like I'm so fr when I say that if you ever want to do an audio book version-#like for shits and giggles#I will KILL A MAN to play Maxies part in it LMFAO#aqua leader archie#magma leader maxie#hardenshipping#pokemon oras#pokemon#The Devil and The Dead Sea my beloved <3#i talk a lot lmao my bad shawty#nugget art!!
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The philoctetes is a comedy actually
#The philoctetes#Odysseus#Neoptolemus#philoctetes#Philoctetes weeping with joy thank the gods my son neo sweet sweet boy thank you for taking me with you#The second odysseus has his bow and revels that it was one of his plots the entire time#Philoctetes spending the next 20 minutes of the audio book cursing odysseus out#Odysseus sticking out his tongue and waving the bow above his head going nah nah nah we don't actually need you now that I have your bow#Like I do feel bad for philoctetes#The abandonment the isolation the chronic pain the fact that same guy who caused all of that then stole your price possession#But also#This is hilarious#Neo caught in the middle like uhhh I liked talking to the old man and I feel bad about how we handled this#And odysseus being like yah that's called a conscious and you need to set it on fire the only thing that matters is results#Headcanon that odysseus just collects bows from every famous figure. Yes he does steal most of them#Odysseus being a rat bastard my beloved
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I was talking with my best friend yesterday about our love life and end up doing a recap of all the people we both have liked.
So far, we realized my type are ✨nerds✨
Nerds in all its shapes and colors tbh.
Why the fucking fuck does that apply to fictional dudes too?????????
#yes that includes Sam#and also Damien#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted shitpost#redacted sam#sam collins#redacted damien#And my beloved Yves Benedict#we are like 5 people in the fandom of the book's series in which he appears but I don't mind
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2023 reads
The Water Outlaws
fantasy inspired by a wuxia classic
a woman who’s an expert arms instructor is labelled a criminal after being assaulted by a powerful man
she joins a group of rebellious bandits who fight for justice, and becomes entangled in politics both with the group and the empire - who are trying to develop powerful magical weapons
mainly queer & female cast
#The Water Outlaws#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#i loved this a lot!!#I will say I think it has a few flaws: if I hadn't read audio it probably would have been a bit slow/weirdly paced#and i think there's too many characters that aren't developed fully enough#(maybe a result of being a retelling of something that had many characters )#like there's setup for some amazing interesting relationships but they only get a couple scenes together?#there's this fight scene with the commander and a bit after it that made me insane then they didn't really interact after that..#and lu junyi's storyline was a bit unconnected...#BUT ALSO the characters are all really cool and i can like. imagine in the gaps u know#LU DA my beloved himbo flower monk....i love her.......#also!!!!#no romance#there’s some discussion of a past ones…and maybe it was implying things between certain characters but I didn’t read it obviously that way#anyway i gave it five stars#its kinda one of those books where im like.#actually i would've liked more of a lot of things BUT also the baseline of what is here is already at a rly high level of what i like. so.
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If I DO end up doing a rewatch of Torchwood it will be a fun game of "how much of what I consider to be canon has just purely been from reading fanfic these past 7 years, some of the audio dramas and audio books, and the same 4 episodes every time I rehyperfixate?"
#are tosh and ianto actually * best friends* in the show? i dont know! they were certainly *friendly* but idk about BESTIES#liv talks#torchwood#im pretty sure i accurately remember the relationship between owen and ianto as of the show itself#i am fascinated by the expansion of that dynamic in the audio dramas and books ive listened to#the last beacon my absolute beloved#that was a good purchase and i stand by that
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Just started Roman Holiday and I want to grab E. C. Myers by the shoulders and shake him like a bobblehead
#rwde#why the fuck are you doing mean girls?? WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING MEAN GIRLS MYERS#and this is a world (supposedly) based on color and individuality. absolutely NO ONE would be weirded out by heterochromia#this shit is so contrived im gagging#and i cant stop groaning at the fact that yep. *another* set of villains are confirmed to be victims of societal shortcomings#this is why watts is the most interesting villain post v3. dudes in this gig for himself and his ego#everyone else (besides tyrian which is its own bag of worms) has ~odeur de tragedy~ fueling their allegiance to salem#watts my beloved you did not deserve to go down like that#anyway cant wait to hear what fresh ableism and misogyny this book has in store!#not even halfway through chapter 3 ugh#lets just hope it's nowhere near a slog as before the dawn. took me like. two months to finish it bc i kept pausing the audio to berate it
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just remembered my current phone has a radio app and the earbud wires act as an antenna... ahh, reminds me of my childhood before smartphones when my father would punish my life disrupting sleep issues by confiscating the power cable of my computer/unplug the Lan cable every evening (even going so far as straight up cutting off the power cable to my TV at one point when I'd watch TV all night until I could fall asleep) and I'd channel surf and listen to the radio on my dinky little Sony Erricson W395 all night while drawing until I was tired enough to pass out <3
all the music I discovered and all the horror radio plays I listened to over the years... :')
#looking back i've always had trouble with quieting my mind without outside stimuli huh#first it was the TV and books. then mostly the TV. then the computer and the TV. and now it's mostly the computer for yt videos and my phone#like if there's no video or music or some type of audio occupying my brain i go INSANE#same reason i need asmr. and have a tough time sleeping anywhere where there's no wifi/i can't access the audiovisual mind blast#if i'm alone with my mind undampened and unfiltered i go 1000% insane. no sleep. only cringe and worry and evil all night#and it has ALWAYS been this way even when i was a toddler. even without any type of electronics in my room#ANYWAY. RADIO MY BELOVED <3
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#diini rambles#fell asleep at 10:30ish woke up around 3:30#this always happens#anyways how I exist#I never ate so I guess I will now be eating leftover pizza at 4:30 in the morning l#this is totally healthy#I was supposed to do some reading but that didn’t happen I guess#I wonder if my parents will randomly appear#wouldn’t be all that surprising#but also it would be surprising#also I finished two books this week!#looking for Alaska and an audio version of the Hungar Games#Libby my beloved!#there’s a wait for catching fit tho so let’s see if I have the motivation to listen to that book in a few weeks#god I love catching fire#it might be my favorite book of the series tbh#also been listening to scaled and icy by tøp lately#it’s a bop#mulberry street is my favorite for sure
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you like murderbot? do you have,, thoughts about it? fav character/relationship/scene? are you caught up on all of them?
oh i love it! definitely one of my favourite series! the way it talks about personhood versus humanity versus being human, all of which are different things, is so important to me. also as someone who uses it pronouns i love a main character that also uses it pronouns (and everyone just. accepts it no problem lol) obviously i just love the whole presaux crew, murderbot's and art's friendship is sooo important to me!
and god don't ask me for a favourite scene there's so many good ones!! but i think the whole. "you have no idea what i am." - "i know exactly what you are. you're afraid, you're hurt, and you need to calm the fuck down so we can get through this situation alive." scene on the gunship on tranrollinhyfa is so. GOOD. and then murderbot almost deleting itself trying to save its humans!! yeah. so what if i maybe like a self-sacrificial character 👀
but also the whole ganaka pit section was so fucking heart-breaking like holy shit the way the units in the recorded data keep trying to push through the massacre and just. stop responding one by one... bruh
there's so many good scenes if i listed them all i would probably re-tell the entire series lmao
then there's also the overall setting, the absolutely dystopian capitalistic hell of the corporation rim versus the much more pleasant (but not perfect utopian) non-corporate territories, the existence of alien artifacts (and in fact the whole. alien remnants can literally drive people insane, etc. just by. being around them), it's a very cool setting~
i haven't had the time to read the most recent book (system collapse) because work has been kicking my ass (and also i occasionally got too busy writing instead of reading lol) but i should have time to start the audio book at work next week 🙏
i would die for murderbot but it would kill itself for me first and then complain about always having to save random humans i think lmao
#sorry i got carried away#can you tell i love these books lmao#i should just. relisten to all the audio books next week#actually yea#relisten to them all before i hit system collapse 👌#murderbot my absolute beloved
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I was tagged by both @lewisainz and @fernandoalonzoo tysm!!!
Rules: tag 9 people you want to know more
Last song: "Junk" - Jane Air
Last show: I think I most recently watched Barry?
Currently watching: (so many shows) Succession, Barry, Ted Lasso, The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel, Beef, 2009 F1 Season(that counts right?)
Currently reading: I don't read books I only read fic :,) but nah, mostly I just can never get myself to actually start physical books. I stole a copy of All Quiet on the Western Front from highschool to read and then just never started it 😭 so hopefully that one day! I also started Revenge of the Sith by Matthew Stover and then just abandoned it, so hopefully that one too
Current obsession: Formula 1 babey!! It's taken over my life in an indescribable way 🫣 I have trouble staying in fandoms for a long period of time(because I can only concentrate on one at a time), and not to jinx myself, but F1 seems like it'll be here to stay for a good while! More specifically: my top blorbos Seb and Fernando, whom I am obsessed with (also, but not limited to: Oscar, Mark, Jenson, Max, Mick, etc.) I like to watch older seasons and my favorite era is the V8 era(tho I think I'd generally say 2005-2013), but also my life is taken over constantly by the current season :D also obsessed with gifing races and downloading way too many pictures :,)
I tag(also sorry if you've been double tagged!! Also no pressure as always!!!)(11 not 9 hehe):
@drudrudrudru @solitaire-enthusiast @sorryaboutthelean @vettesebas @mallorymaw @tinyweltmeister @biropen @danielfuckingricciardo @singleseaterz @protocolseben @renaulonso
#i love russian rap/metal where i look up the lyrics and theyre just so deranged 😭😭#i wish i could tag all of my mutuals bcs i love you all mwah#stolen copy of all quiet that sits in my bookshelf unread my beloved <3#i wish i could consume audio books the way i can eat through podcasts on the daily but its impossible#also i love tag games but i have to do them immediately or it just will never come back to me sjdkfk#catie.rambling.txt
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I can’t express how much it means to me that my spouse loves Cabin Pressure as much as I do
I love that he lets me pause every single episode at least once to make some remark or infodump something abt the show and is always like :D abt it
#John finnemore you know just how to feed my soul#cabin pressure#cabin pressure my beloved#and i love disgruntleddetectives for introducing me to it and by extension giving me the ability to listen to non-music audio media#cabin pressure opened the gates for podcasts and audio books#I still struggle with audio books bc the single voice speaking at a regular steady pitch makes my brain automatically filter it out#as Noise#and then suddenly I realize it’s been 30 minutes since I actually heard anything and now I have to go back#podcasts are definitely my preference and printed books are definitely still preferred#when I can read at all#I miss being able to read as much as I did before college
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SORREY ITS LATE AND I NEED TO SLEEP BUT IVE BEEN PLAYING FFXIV AND I REALIZED WITH THE POWER OF MOD I CAN MAKE TOONBRIEL REAL AND LOOK!!! HES DOING THE WAVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#THE AUDIO SYNCS UP TOO EHEHHEHEEH#SO HAPPY#I CAN MAKE GABRIEL TOO...... AND WIL........ Soon? (?. tommorrow. probably. idek.)#BUT#toonietonie tooonie toonie my beloved#also the sitting pose kida fucks it up but he is chubbey because :33333333!!!!!!!!!#ill post more pics and whenever i do also make gabriel (i thonk this will be a bit of a challenge but toonbriel was a little bit challengin#he is. very heavily modded#but#ITS SO COOL#HEHEHEHEHE!!#JUMPS AROUND#he makes me so happy#i was wheezing on call cause i was able to make him use one of the?? book?? weapons? and it looks like hes just running around decking peop#with a bible (as he should)#OKI GN BYE HEHE
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