#anoreyxa

[lifetimeofsadness]

I had the body of a bonespo, then I gained a lot from forced recovery and now I'm at BMI 18...screaming crying throwing up how the fuck did I relapse so bad

[90lbsghost]

congrats to the girlies who can fast without getting a huge headache🫶🏻 jealous of y’all :(

[angelcake-99]

i don’t want to recover

I don’t know how to recover because to recover i would have ‘recover��� myself from before and i definitely don’t want that .

[tht-grl-in-blxck]

water thinspo for @magicalgirlindisguise ✨

[reminiscewhatimiss]

I’ve lost about 15 pounds over the last 3 months. I’m pretty close to the lightest I’ve ever weighed (109...I’m 112 now). My family, boyfriend, and friends haven’t commented on any weight loss, so I figured that it wasn’t that noticeable. I thought there was a significant difference, but the lack of commentary made me wonder if I was just imagining it. BUT THEN TODAY AT MY BOYFRIEND’s HOUSE:

His aunt: have you lost weight?

Me: *hesitsting, trying to sound genuinely surprised* no? But I’ll take it haha. Thank you for noticing *playing it off as a joke*

Guess there is a difference 😅

[only-angelsss]

@n00rvana

[anorexyarecovery]

July 14th 2020

Recovery Day: 2

Day two and I feel horrible. Everything I ate I regretted and I’m angry I didn’t workout this morning like I promised myself.

Today I was at work for 7 hours (barista) so I was relatively distracted, I’m making myself eat a staff meal everyday, they especially scare me because I know they are calorific.

Breakfast: strawberries grapes + latte

Snack: work caramel iced coffee

Lunch: braised pork belly rice and veg

Dinner: (work leftovers shared with my cousin)

Half a tuna and cheese toastie

Half a sassauge baugette

Froccia bread

Diet Coke

Knowing how much I ate today and yesterday makes me feel physically sick. I want to cry throw up and exercise. I know going back to my ed would be bad for me but it feels so much better, I’m trying to tell myself even if I reached my gw it wouldn’t be maintainable and I’d just end up in an awful cycle. I’m reminding myself of all the things I would miss out on if I give into my ed like my girlfriend, family celebrations and my job which I enjoy.

But I just want to be skinny. I don’t even know why anymore but I know I want it. Everything feels hard because I know I’m doing the right thing and it will benefit myself and my body but my head tells me I’m so wrong, that I’m aboustley disgusting and I should change that ,that consuming all this food isn’t normal and I wont be myself without my eating disorder

But this time I keep going, honestly because I don’t think I can cope anymore

[anaismyonly-friend]

Me: wears solely baggy clothes to hide me losing weight

My friends: lovveee the new style

[moneybunnyy]

Anyone else take sleeping pills? (2 deal with hunger at night)

Which ones do you take? Which do you prefer/dislike?

[wannabeaskinnybabe]

It’s not a matter of how hard it is to get there, it’s a matter of how bad you want it.

[90lbsghost]

been inactive for a while and literally all my old moots got sniped </3

if any of y’all wanna be moots follow ‘n say hi🫶🏻

[skinnymesosoon]

I need new thinspo blogs to follow!!!!

reblog if you:

~are 17+

~struggle with an ed

~is an active blog as of 3rd of May 2019

I’ll check you out and follow ya!

[reminiscewhatimiss]

Maybe most girls look at their face when their go to the bathroom, but I catchy myself staring at this. It’s hard to look away. I’m drawn to it.

Credit if you use these photos

[fuckhowdigethere]

also guess who's doing another liquid fast 🤪🤪

it me lol

Gonna end it either tomorrow evening or Saturday morning :> (started last night @ around 8:30)

[anaismyonly-friend]

Tip if you want to weigh yourself but your parents have a fancy scale that tracks it. Step on. Weigh yourself. Once it gives you your weight. Quickly step off and take a battery out. Count to 5 and then put it back in. It wont track a single thing. You're welcome.

[zoloftfantasy-blog]

Having an eating disorder sleepover! We’re watching Supersize vs Super Skinny and making smoothies. lol jk....unless?