#angerholder

[plural-affirmations]

Here's to persecutors and similar roles!

Y'all don't get nearly enough appreciation, in my opinion. This one's for you!

Shoutout to:

Persecutors

Perpetrators

Avengers

Angerholders

Traumaholders who deal with their trauma in unhealthy ways

Those who still have loyalty to their abuser(s)

The people who don't necessarily want to stop being a persecutor/similar role, or they're not ready to right this second

The ones who cause harm to their loved ones (internal or external), by accident or on purpose

Anyone else I missed!

You deserve kindness and respect, just like your other headmates do! We've all got things we need to work on, or habits we're not proud of. Give yourself some grace today!

Thank you for being here!

🖤💜💙💚💛

[andysleech]

the mental is not protecting.

[holder-culture-is]

Joyholder culture is

AAAAAAAA❣️

I'm so so SO proud of my sysmates/headmates‼️ XD

Our anger holder and traumaholder (catch-all role label we all use for em) had a conversation in writing (we have an easier time communicating in writing together, be it story/narrative or just random thoughts on paper).

I wasn't actually THERE but like. So the traumaholder did what trauma does and had bad thoughts about stuff. Well, the anger holder was. Ok it surprised me bc I didn't expect to see it, I don't think anyone did, but they had a GENUINE look of HURT on their face, like betrayal.

So traumaholder did a little bit of stupid stuff by themself (recoverable from, so no worries there), break downs, etc etc. EVENTUALLY, they were calmed down, though usually it's in a tired and numb way.

I wanna say the angerholder actually started the conversation? Somehow? Not sure how but I think it's just cuz they had a (sarcastic/funny) thought they wanted to write down, and it just went on from there.

ANYWAYS LIKE I'M SO PROUD OF THEM‼️ Idk about you but I. Love. PROGRESS❣️ Like the good kind. I'm the system's personal cheerleader, basically XD

THEY HAD A CONVERSATION TOGETHER AND LIKE MANAGED TO MAKE UP AND REASSURE EACH OTHER AND STUFF AND LIKE IT WAS SO CUTE AND IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I'VE SEEN OUR ANGERHOLDER LIKE THIS‼️ Pretty sure they're a protector, so they definitely are trying to help us and like support us, 100% I'VE JUST NEVER SEEN EM LIKE THIS!!!

I'm so happy I could cry TwT /pos

(Btw when I think about giving em a group hug I just see the angerholder trying to free themself from my clutches >:3 XD)(All in good fun, I promise X3)

- 🤎

^^

[starfilled-galaxy]

System info + introductions for the alters :D This post is occasionally updated !

Plush (qp partner) sys!! @npd-akechi ^^

Each alter is associated with 1 emoji that we tag Emoji combos = co-con/co-front ❓= blurry, unknown, or we don't have an emoji for them yet

Everyone is asexual and sex repulsed (except for like 4 of us), and share all of the same NDs, though some of us have more heightened ND traits than others

Nitrogenic /srs Give us 1 year of Nitro and we will follow up on the promise to tell you our origins ;3 And hey! If you give us 1 month of Nitro we'll still give you a random one from our list :D

We use both I/me and we/our, please don't use you& for us

Usually we use the term "alter" but we dont mind sysmate/system member/headmate etc, we just say alter since it's faster to type Do not call us "parts" though!!!

Alter playlists: https://www.youtube.com/@starfilledsys/playlists

Alter intros under cut bc it's very long! [currently outdated]

Current host:

🧡 - (hs) Kel He/him, boy Sugar addict Really likes kid stuff, and also Kirby Age regressor!! CG - rw Hero Agere/alter blog - @kels-pillow-fort Has occasional delusions and insys/headspace hallucinations Role: Swankid, doekid, cardinal

Misc:

🍒 - Rosy She/her Girl Old host Fox alterhuman of some kind

⛅ - Blurry They/them

☁️ - Frost He/they/xe/it

[Natalgenic alters will get their own post which will be linked to here since theres so many]

Factives:

❤️‍🔥 - Aspen/Scarlett She/they, he/it Intraplural (aka subsys) Aspen is an angerholder, Scarlett is just there lol Factive of a mutual and their now split alter Usually chill unless something makes them upset Role: Beesecutor, angerpartialholder

✨ - Kiko/Kuki Any pronouns but no non-cat nounself ones

Fictives:

🏀 - (rw) Kel He/she/ae/xe Bigenderfluid, pan gaybian, possibly aroflux Furry & obsessed with BMTH Rw Hero is his comfort person In-sys dating Sunny<3 Role: Traumaholder, depressionholder

Genuinely fuck off if you treat me/source like a joke stop it I'm a person too you assholes -🏀

🌹 - (rw) Hero He/him Transmasc, abro pan bi Alterhuman (SilkWing (WOF) hearttype) Really likes bugs and especially dragonflies (very source-divergent lol) Bug blog - @heros-bug-collection Likes to comfort and take care of everyone in the sys, but gets burnt out easily ^^; Is a CG (caregiver) for hs Kel Role: Dear, medic, caregiver

🔪 - Sunny She/he, xe/xim, & xe/xer (primary sets) Rawr/kandi/spark/neon/:3/X3/XD (secondary sets) Genderfluid, gaybian He loves scene and BMTH! In-sys dating rw Kel<3

🪷 - (rw) Aubrey She/xey/bun Girl, xenogender, bunnygender, & lesbian(?) Really likes bunnies !!

🌻 - (rw) Basil He/him? Boy???? He thinks he's pretty and likes that he's pretty :>

🍳 - (hs) Hero He/him Transmasc Doesn't talk much... don't know much about him Role: (Extreme) anxiety holder

🪻 - (hs) Mari She/her

🦴 - Hector He/him Gender and romanticity is N/A Shiba inu He's very excitable, and only speaks in barks, even in typing. We have to translate for him any time he talks

🍊 - (ma) Kel He/him Boy, gay (for Sunny ;3) AUtive from @bananacat76's Magic AU, specifically from the route where he dies Spirit/ghost/angel dog Role: Gatekeeper

🥀 - (DN/TB) Hero He/him Transmasc AUtive Role: Traumaholder, griefholder, depressionholder

🌸 - (Endless) Aubrey She/petal

🌿 - (OTWF) hs Basil He/she

❄️ - (OTWF) rw Hero He/him

🧊 - (OTWF) rw Kel He/him

🌙 - (OTWF) Spaceboy He/they/xey/it

🌑 - (Deep Dive) Stranger They/xey/she

💘 - The Empress She/her

💿 - The Physician It/he/no pronouns

💌 - The Postman He/😁

💙 - Alula She/her Feathergirl, aromantic Fictive of Alula from OneShot Cal's younger sister

🍁 - Calamus He/him Featherboy, aromantic Fictive of Calamus from OneShot Lula's older brother

🔋 - Cedric He/him

🍃 - Hollyleaf She/her Xenogender (christmasgender) She and Lion are very source-detached since when they introjected it had been a long time since I read the books with them in it lol

🦁 - Lionblaze He/him Agender He's silly and fluffy and honestly kinda similar to our hs Kel fictive personality-wise, but less kid-like

I know source was written in a super boring way but it still makes me sad to be called boring :< -🦁

🪶 - Beetlepaw/Beetlewing He/him Transmasc OCtive sourced from a mutual's Warrior Cats OC A bit shy and nervous but very sweet :>

🐾 - Gothi She/her

💜 - Vicky She/her

🎯 - Kasane Teto She/her, zhe/her, zey/zem, fi/fizz, elle, and a lot more Xenogender (too many to list) Fictive and possibly songtive of Teto from Mesmerizer specifically Enjoys typing quirks, uses s & th -> z quirk in English Sugar addict French apparently?? Almost always refuses to speak English and will only talk in French. Unfortunately we don't know very much French so zhe forces us to use the inaccurate hell that is google translate...

💖 - Little Miss She/her Girl Fictive of Misfortune from Little Misfortune Prefers to be called "little Miss" or "little lady" Loves glitter and misses Benjamin</3 Please be careful with her ! She's one of our youngest alters

Babpa! :D -💖

🖤 - Wynn/Mr. Scratch He/him Male Fictive of Wynn from Scary Stories for Young Foxes Despises his source's actions

Fucking ableism... I love Uly, the nuisance who has my name in the book is not me -🖤

🍀 - Lorena She/her

[vanilladreams-bah]

✨ Now Bringing you a gift :; Songtive ✨

Name(s) :; Lupin, Karma, Malachi, Jaxx, Cyrus, Damon

Pronoun(s) :; he/it/they/hunt/burn/rage/karma/harbringer

Age :; 25ish

Genders) :; Mascsongic, Sheepwolfsongic, Karmagender, Revengecoreic,

Orientation :; Aroace

Source :; Wolf in Sheeps Clothing Reborn - Set It Off, Alterblogic

Role :; Angerholder, relationship handler, protector

Faceclaim :;

Typing quirk :; Very poetic grammer, proper capitalisation, proper punctuation

Personality :; Lupin believes in comsic karma, allowing whatever forces are at work to settle any grievances the system may have. It believes in the systems safety first and foremost. May be a bit brash and loud, and hunt may see those who cant accept burn as not good for the system.

Role performance :; He will front to end unhealty relationships, be it platonic, romantic, or familial. It will present as the person deemed safest to end this relationship. They will refuse to take no for an answer as they are the systems last resort at safety. Hunt may be spiritual, choosing to work alongside revenge or karma oriented deities.

Front triggers :; Lupin has exclusively negative front triggers such as unsafe or unhealthy relationships the system is in or an alter who can't say no to someone they are close to.

[kawaii-claw-machine]

hii!! could we req a Shrimpo from Dandy’s World fictive? everything about them can be your choice! thank you!!

Your capsule has been dropped

Open it?

Name: Shrimpo / Adam / Xavier

Pronouns: He/Him Hx/Hxm They/Them Shrimp/Shrimps Mad/Mads Anger/Angers Rage/Rages Punch/Punches Fury/Furys

Age: 18

Gender Identity: Transmale, Ragegender, RAAAHHHTEXTSTIMMIC, Keyboardsmashic

Sexuality: Aroace

Role: Angerholder, Urgeholder, Verbal protector, Physical Protector

Front triggers: some source media , the system experiencing too much emotion , aquariums , situations where hxs role could be helpful

Likes: ‘girly’ music like taylor swift (even tho he pretends not to) yelling , screaming , posting online about every little thing that makes them mad, seafood (and making jokes about it) , wearing a lot of bracelets.

Dislikes: silence , understimulation , annoying people , wearing too many layers of clothes , being spoken over, anyone being mean to them, anyone they don't know/anyone who isn't friends with them coming up and talking to them, people they don't know well in general, being told to "just calm down" , people giving advice he knows won't work, the seems on clothing

Aesthetic: Grunge

Species: Toon, Shrimp

Source: Shrimpo - Dandy’s world

Personality/Short description: nicer then he seems, only mad when provoked. they speak somewhat loudly in conversations , and hate it when people speak over or interrupt them. if someone upsets any member of the system , he oftentimes makes an effort to avoid said person , or if they continue to stick around , sea may start verbal arguments with them.

Faceclaim:

!! Reblog if you use !!

requests open !

* headmates may not turn out as imagined, and that’s okay! *

This order was packaged by lots of alters

[collectivelibrary-archived]

Heya! Can we maybe get rage/anger inspired pronouns and possibly names? I [anger holder] have been trying to find some but haven't yet :<

-🔪🫀🔪

Of course! Some of these are actually used by our angerholders, I hope that's okay! Since you didn't name a preference I'll do all alignments for names and only neutral pronouns!

NAMES ;;

Masc ; Rabioso, Koler, Zornig, Uttej, Khalaas, Rageh,

Neu ; Zorn, Irato, Kasari, Krodh, Ghadab, Gneiw, Iratze, Ireeti (can also mean excitement), Wuthering

Femme ; Ira, Colère, Aira, Rabia, Furia, Zoraidia, Wratha, Zornia, Kvashna, Zorayda

PRONOUNS ;;

Neu ; met/metal, ang/angry, ang/anger, ra/rage, fie/fiery, neg/negativity, dar/dark, sha/shade, shad/shadow, ruth/ruthless, bru/brutal, cru/cruel, cut/throat, merc/merciless, dang/danger, boo/boom, explo/explosion, dan/danger, warn/warning, ars/arsonist, fury/furious, wra/wrath, sin/sins, arro/arrogant, tau/taunt

Hope these help! If not, feel free to send in another ask!

[whistle-nouveau-bah]

Hello hello!! May I request a Revivebur fictive, no transids but front triggers would be rlly appreciated if ud be willing! Feel free to go as problematic as you'd like >:3c

Name: Rev, Revive, Wilbur, Wil(l), Ozymandius, Percy, Byron, Cyrus, Vulcan, Jason

Pronouns: He/Him, It/Its, Arson/Arsons, Fire/Fires, Bomb/Bombs, Death/Deaths, Skeleton/Skeletons, Cryptid/Cryptids

Age: ~40’s- unsure of exact number due to not knowing how to count death age in contrast to living age.

Species: Human, revived human, sort of a Frankenstein’s Monster. 

Gender(s): Deadthing, Boyrevived, Abandoe, Frankenmonsterboyic, Frankengender, Chaosgender, Bloodcovic, Pyrogender, Genderhoarder

Orientation(s): Bisexual with a masc preference, polyamarous 

CisIDs: Revived, Human, Frankenstein’s monster, brown hair, white hair, fangs, obsessive, paranoid

Paraphilias: MAP, Consang, Necro, Odaxelagnia, Raptophilia, Sadomasochism, Autoraptophilia, Somnophilia, Vigiliaphilia, Traumaphilia, Emapihtophilia, Haemotophilia, Dacryphilia

Source: Revivedbur from DreamSMP

Proxy/Signoff: [Name]:text, 💣:text, 💥:text, 🔥:text, ☠️:text, [any combo of 💣/💥/🔥/☠️]:text

Roles: Angerholder, Avenger, Lone Wolf, Black Sheep

Personality: A volatile guy. Whip smart but emotion driven, and often manipulative. Paranoid. Fond of chess and strategy games such as Risk. Prone to explosive anger, and struggles to deal with it and the aftermath. 

Fronting Triggers: Fire, chess, board games, cooking, sewing

Appearance:

(by @/firexima, @/fenteii, @/firexima again, @/shblackwoodart)

I really hope you like him! We did actually watch the dsmp so this was fun!! I couldve added even more paras but i figured I should call it quits at some point.

[jackrabbitcollective]

I need to honestly remake my pin, but here's a current list of everyone we know in my system!

Anyone with dots has significantly less influence on their own, they may be able to overpower other parts

Stars are significant parts of jackrabbit, they may be hosts or assist in functioning significantly

I'm also comfortable enough signing roles so after I send this I'm gonna label em all :3

SECT:

⭐️Corey (jester, bpd holder, emotionalist, sub system leader)

•Yellow (jester but religious, trauma holder, sometimes prosecutor, absorber, priest, observer/memory holder)

•Blue (traumaholder, sometimes prosecutor, suicide holder)

•Red (angerholder, sometimes prosecutor, low empathy)

Vale (trauma, anger holder, prosecutor, narcissistic/low empathy, suicide holder)

Bloodhound isn't apart of the SECT, but he is often observing them and may be apart of the group. Bloodhound is a jester traumaholder that sometimes is also a prosecutor (started out as one but as periods of being passive), absorber

Fictives (they all seem to be apart of their own thing):

⭐️Shirogane (sometimes a protector, caretaker, conflict management, soother)

•Satanick (jester)

•Loona (caretaker)

⭐️Ciel (caretaker, protector, "iack of all trades, conversator/communicator, conflict management, soother)

⭐️Alois Trancy (sometimes a caretaker, jester, sometimes a prosecutor but usually not, may attempt to be a protector, babysitter at times, conflict management, narcissistic)

Scourge (advocate, aggressor, jester, trauma holder, sadomasochist, Prosecutor, swords person)

Sparkledogs/furry based:

Diesel (jester, bpd holder)

•Hotdog (jester)

•Axel (prosecutor)

⭐️Violet/Rorie (caretaker, soother)

•Cori (caretaker/protector)

•Malice (prosecutor)

Misery (may be dormant (?)

Murky (may also be dormant)

Animals/littles:

⭐️Vessel (little age pet regresser)

•Minky (little age pet regresser)

Tundra (pet regress)

Sebastian (pet regress)

[system-positivity]

self proclaimed anarcho-punk riot grrrl and queercore anarcho-punk here (scottie quinn and billie zo) and hearing this helped us a lot. we're both angerholders without many friends in-sys or out-of-sys and we basically only have eachother. being punk in a "soft person" system is really hard sometimes. we have no clothes. we have no makeup. we have nothing in the outer world to show who we are. BUT there are wonderful people on here and we used to know people like us through other socials. its nice to find your people/a place where you feel like you belong. sorry for rambling.

Hello there!

First and foremost, do not feel the need to apologize for rambling!! It is completely okay, I promise you.

I'm so happy that our post was able to help you. You aren't alone, even if it feels like it right now. At least, you won't be alone forever, ykno?

I'm sure you two already know this, but being punk isn't about the makeup or the clothes - it's the subculture and beliefs. fuck the establishment! you're going against the grain in your own special way, and that's worthy on its own of bein' punk.

A sense of community is always amazing to have, and I hope you two can continue to connect to others within the community and eventually make friends, too.

If anything, you lot can be a frequent flyer in our ask box. After some time, you'll be sent goodies (cat gifs or other animal gifs)

PRO ENDOS & ENDOGENIC "SYSTEMS" DNI - THIS POST IS NOT FOR YOU!

[marblehornetskinfessions]

I post art of myself and it gains some likes and stuff and now I'm worried people might use it as a faceclaim or something.

I didn't say in the post that I'm an Alex Kralie fictive because it doesn't seem that important but I'm starting to think it might be.

I just don't want people to use art that I drew of MYSELF for THEIR faceclaims.

I could just be worrying too much over nothing but something like that is important to me because it's how I view myself and it helps me feel valid on my own little way.

I hate when I have to specify that it's not just regular fanart but actually myself!

I just get so pressed over something as little as that (#angerholder).

-A. K. (Alex Kralie fictive that's tweaking over nothing)

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[bagaluten-sys]

Non-human Alters that I think showed up and why

(Educational purpose, im not diagnosed, suspected OSDD system)

13/X (-X)- robotic alter, simple suvival mechanism to function with no feelings, purely to exist and go through work

Alaska (-❄️)- personification of arctic landscapes, peacekeeper, mood booster

Demonic alters- usually traumaholder, angerholder, protector, symptomholders of ASPD traits, they resonate with not being human and holding power, being in control, being "evil"

Animal/Hybrid/Nymph alter: I dont know the name, no word fully fits them, but they hold innocence and joy away from humanity

All are a survival mechanism and have their reasons to exist (part 2?) -Host, X, C

[puppetmojis]

long rant because ahaha "silly" (?) angerholder

reall like we didn't survive through all that torture / bullshit as a child just to have insensitive assholes acting like they have d.i.d and getting pissy when everyone calls them out and pulling every card in the book to defend themselves for roleplaying lol -📺

like,,, just roleplay normally??? i promise it's fun. we did it as a child before all of the trauma and we promise you others who'll rp aswell won't mock you?? we hope ahaha but tbh its most likely not unless you rp in a problematic way -📺

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR BEING ANTI ENDO I HONESTLY GET SCARED OF INTERACTING WITH SYS FOCUSED ACCOUNTS BC THEY'RE ALWAYS PRO ENDO …. - 🕸️🍫

🫂 no problem, friend! I understand the fear on here, we often have to check accounts religiously before following any of them because the idea of interacting with endos actually horrifies us lol

[starfilled-galaxy]

Why do we have an angerholder who is also a dog now what -🧡

GRRRRGRGRGGGRGRGRGGRGRRGRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrr BARK -❓

[vriskasupremecy]

♦️that moment your so angry the anger holder asks you to chill

[the-crowned-chimera]

Dbdjdkrj GOD i want to rip and tear and every little thing is getting on my nerves and there's no healthy way to fully get it out grr grr bark