#and this is just me venting :p

[cross-d-a]

I adore adore ADORE the Jedi Apprentice series don’t get me wrong (got some of my fav guys in there!! I use it for fic all the time!!) but mAN did it skew fandom’s view of the Jedi and Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan in general. Like Star Wars is very much pick-and-choose in regards to canon what with Disney, etc. but aaaaaa when things like “aging out” of the Order are used as if they’re canon when they aren’t,,,

_(:3」z)_

Idk I get the appeal of capitalizing on all the ANGST (I love angst!!) but when people use it to criticize the actual Canon Jedi Order it makes me So Sad cause like..they’re viewing canon from a fandom lens. And again, fandom lenses are fun!! And can be extremely informative and awesome! And sometimes fanon is better than canon!! But it’s just aahdhsjsj pls use critical thinking skills and learn to differentiate between your own readings and reality I guess?? lol sorry just feeling some feels and having a lot of trouble finding really good fics that don’t shit on the Jedi :///

[anamia07]

[ghoul1sh-girl]

Dinner🖤

[sugarfreepoison]

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Th1n$p0

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[sheliawolfox]

I am bad at 2 things:

Having an ED

And not having an ED

(My life summed up)

[fav-444]

"you're spinning me around, my feet are off the ground"

actually no. cause who'd be able to pick up a WHOLE ASS COW LIKE ME

[720am]

b0dy ch3ck 🫐

[pilat3sprinc3ss]

Summer themed sp0

[iithinkivebeensaved]

"HUNGER STRIP" UPDATE

This is getting sooo big, it's now 23inches in diameter. I've used 11 balls of yarn so far, but it now doesn't fit in the bag that I have it in, I need to find somewhere to put it. I don't wanna take it apart and uncoil it. But it's definitely very very long.

Anyway here's the update.

[gotfreeviolet]

hiii <33 my name is violet (previously getfreeviolet but got termed) and i love ballet, lana del rey, sofia coppola films !! 🪽🩰

im 5‘4 and …

cw: 88 lbs

gw: 85 lbs

ugw: 70 lbs

im look for my old mutuals and some new ones too !! dm me if u ever wanna chat :)

[bisexualseraphim]

Just saw some Free Palestine supporters on the road to my parents’ house and was about to wave at them but then I saw a couple of them holding signs making disgusting antisemitic jokes about Passover. Guys seriously how fucking difficult is it to just. Not do that 😭 You’re really not giving Palestine extra help by making horrible comments and jokes about Jews ffs can you not just promote support for Palestine without bringing hatred for entire minority demographics into it DURING THE TIME OF A RELIGIOUS HOLIDAY. It is remarkably easy to criticise Israel without antisemitism and if you can’t do that then maybe you should stay out of the movement because you’re causing much more harm than good

[beescake]

found some old tweets frm my private diary acc logging errant thoughts i had while getting into hs

and well. smth abt the progression of it makes me emo. happy new year ig :')

[ghoul1sh-girl]

These are so good and they have 17g of protein for only 140 cals

[st4rv3dcr3atur3]

i ate a lil something

so after i threw up i didnt eat for a couple hours because the nausea was too much and i was still freaked out, but i ended up eating a small bag of graham crackers (90 cal) and i already feel horrible about breaking my fast,,,,

nothing else for the rest of the day, im gonna try to hold myself to that as much as i possibly can. if i can go a full day without eating anything, i know i can not eat the rest of the day.

on a side note, what should i do to get my mind off it? thinking about reading or maybe drawing something. ive had major art block for months now though so idk what id draw if not just a vent post

[musashi]

i JUST realized this might be related to one of my other friends in the mvk fandom suddenly hardblocking me so uh

hey y'all! if you frequent the mvk tag, there is a regular blogger there who i will not name, but who has some sort of pathological attachment/obsession with me. they and i were tumblr mutuals but we were not close. we DM'd twice and had scattered interactions here and there.

they are accusing me of:

being abusive toward them

being otherwise cruel to them

being ableist against disabled folks who are high-support???

sending suibait/having my friends send suibait

probably other things.

EDIT: someone's informed me they're accusing me of posting private stuff from their vent account? the only account i know of theirs is the one we were mutuals on

i can't stress enough that none of this is true. there is no proof of it and if you press this person they will have none. all that happened was some time about a year ago when we were mutuals, i feared they might be vagueblogging about me when i was having depressive episodes and i sent them this message about it:

i was being honest here, but they then turned around and said i was spot on--they were vagueblogging about how badly they wanted me to shut the fuck up, stop whining, etc (paraphrasing, but that was the vibe exactly) every time i needed social support. they have since deleted their message admitting to this. i am so sorry i cannot prove it.

since then multiple mutual friends of ours have unfollowed them because they squat on ym blog and, again, pathologically blog about me. they revel and make posts about "justice" and "karma" whenever i am upset on here. they scream and yell and cry whenever i am happy. they have admitted to wanting to convince their mutuals to abandon me:

again, i can't prove this is about me but i have a lot of testimonials from people who noticed this being in both our circles and can vouch for it. initially i was just going to roll my eyes and move on but i think they might be telling other people i'm some horrible fucking abuser who mistreated them when i wasn't even close enough to them to do so.

anyways, sorry to everyone who tracks the tag! i don't know how to prove that i didn't hurt this person. but... like... if they approach you, please do your best to use best judgement and consider the facts in front of you.

again, i will not be naming them. this is not a callout post. this is a preventative measure, because i am a traumatized wreck and i really cannot deal with things of this nature.

[ghostsprobably]

so

the reason i havent done a mlp humanization video yet is bc while i love love love black pinkie pie, i've always headcanoned her as being from the equestria equivalent of an amish community and thus her human version would be white

i know of course there is no like, official races for them (tho there is that really cool analysis of the regions of equestria and their possible real world inspirations) but when the vast majority of the fandom intensely headcanons her as black i dont want my version to be interpretted as taking away representation, even if there are other characters i would definitey draw as black people.

this is something i will definitely address in the video, but i know some people will still be unhappy with me, and i'm scared bc the internet can be mean ú-ù

but! its important to me to show my own personal interpretations and i really do my best to always be respectful and as educated as i can be about the different ethnicities i depict in my creative works and in my art