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been editing my sketchbook tour video i filmed foreeeever ago and man im getting stressed out by how my voice sounds. like not only do i sound higher pitched and more shaky in that video than i do now but also there's the Flat Affect to account for. i added a disclaimer at the start of the video being like "no i am not bored out of my mind i just have autistic flat affect" but im nervous bc i know i don't have like. flat affect as extreme as ppl are used to seeing on tv (like maud from mlp or red guy from dhmis or ice bear or dendy from ok ko) so im worried that bc i do show some emotion ppl r gonna get mad at me for adding that disclaimer bc they're gonna think im Trying to Be Special. but see if idon't add it ppl might really think im not interested in what im talking abt??? blah
#see the issue here is i cant toootally tell how bad my flat affect is in the vid#bc im . unsuprisingly. VERY bad at picking up on emotions in ppls voices unless they r doing the type of#speaking people do in comedy routines and as cartoon voice actors#im like. usually VERY good at picking up on those subtleties#but uh. real people rarley sound like that and i have trouble telling their emotions other than#'sounds angry enough to set off my fight or flight'#or like. laughing i know about Laughter#i laugh in this video guys. what if they think im a fraud#and then.... assume im bored?#idk whaaaat im worried abt at this point#the two concerns seem to contradict each other but idfk#but idfk bc people get mad at me for sounding bored a lot even when i tell them im autism so who knooows what goes on in their heads
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I’m sorry, but from what I’ve seen on ao3, the fallout new vegas fanfiction community has terrible taste in men. You’ve got;
Fascist larper in a fox pelt hoodie
Devout mormon fascist
Chandler Bing post-apocalypse edition™
Fridgey Mc-killed my wife
not you Arcade, you’re an angel and everyone’s glad you’re here
#joshua graham#vulpes inculta#benny gecko#craig boone#arcade gannon#fallout#fallout new vegas#my posts#look people are free to write what they want#But the fandom has boring white guy disease and it’s terminal#i’m being uncharitable#but like#the mormon?#really?#the fucking mormon?#just because he’s got a fuckable voice?#im sorry! I can’t overlook the mormon thing!#the man is a devout believer in the world’s lamest cult#and you want to fuck him?#anyway this is just me being petty and bitchy and not a serious complaint#But like come on where are the ghoulfuckers?#Danny Trejo is in this game!#I’m sorry Boone you’re competently written but you’re a competently written example of a tired and boring cliche#not to mention the whole sexism of the dead wife trope let alone the implications of deciding for her that she’s better dead than defiled#i have no complaints about arcade he’s lovely#and I thoroughly do not get the vulpes thing like I’m sorry he’s a man in a fox hoodie larping fascism#Is it the voice? I don’t get it! He’s a lame fascist larper with very little in his backstory worth digging into!#and I assume or at least HOPE most of the benny/courier stuff is about how you can canonically sleep with him and then kill him#and not genuine attraction to fucking chandler bing from friends#negativity
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Becky you are my favorite person ever
#She’s been sitting here listening to Martha’s life story for what I’m assuming is like three days#Even better im imagining that Anya was here to hear the beginning of it#And got bored after exactly four minutes and went home#Spy x family#martha marriott#henry x martha#henry henderson#martherson#spy x family#spy x family manga spoilers#spy x family manga#spy x family spoilers#becky blackbell
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yeah, my life can just get so tough😔 (constantly in the mood to flirt but too shy and easily embarrassed to flirt with anyone)
#😔😔😔#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#and also-#me when people flirt with me -> 🪨#hiding under a rock because im embarrassed and have no idea how to respond😔#but!!!#i just!!!#LOVE flirting so much it’s so fun#im just SO bad at it with strangers#wish i wasnt boring and that i could message people and flirt with them and get them to fall in love with me😤#@ everyone who has ever seriously flirted with me sorry my response was probably Like That#or if i just didn’t notice i still am used to assuming all positive attention is a joke sorry😅#im gay and i like sleeping#also also our cat is like draped over my leg SO awkwardly rn#not relevant but wanted to share#because she CANNOT be comfortable like that#and also I’M not comfortable with her like that#and yet#here we are
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Hypothetical question but are we still into windbreaker (nii satoru)? Y'all cool if I put my hyper fixation on center stage?
#wind breaker#windbreaker#wind breaker nii satoru#windbreaker nii satoru#i uh...found my new hyper fixation#once again super late to the party#you would not BELIEVE how long I've been twidling my thumbs waiting for SOMETHING to show up in my dingy space i call a brain to get excited#im gonna be real with yall after writing genshin for 4+ years#(literally started within the first month genshin dropped)#kinda fucking bored of it 👍#not to say im dropping genshin thats my baby#but i would like to uhh branch out you know#i get super brief fixations (literally had a blue lock phase and why i dropped off the face kf the earth that one time) and wrote like 15#fics on bl that never ended up getting posted cause this was a genshin/hsr blog#but i uh would like to possibly change that you know#i just wanna write more things without feeling like i need to create an entirely separate blog ;-;#but yeah uh super brief fixation windbreaker is a temporary thing (assuming there is even a reader base that's interested. if not#(if not. totally fine. back to genshin we go) but im not dropping anything. i just wanna write about more things#psa over
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anyway ignore that. if i put my mind to it, I think i can speedrun this claudia cape in the morning
#theoretically. I wont bore with the details but the draft is easy#its not really the claudia cape because I dont really wear red and her cape is wool and im using velvet and also not lace#so its claudia inspired. whatever#but i bought the baby vamp ring and its supposed to be in tomorrow or thursdaaaaaay#this is assuming either of the lining options i have are the fibers i think they are#because I want it to be warm#this may backfire immediately when i wake up and im to tired. but rn it sounds like a Great Idea#the speedrun aspect is actually the amount of handsewing because the pattern would ideally be like. 7 peices#because i think wanna do soutache instead of the lace#i dont even own a velvet board hmmm#char.txt
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This is going to sound mean but I mean this in the most sincere and compassionate way I possibly can:
If you see a comment on the internet that is transphobic towards your group and your first assumption is that the person who wrote it is a different kind of transgender and not cis, especially if that comment is completely removed from all context or anonymous, no avatar or username or anything, take that as a sign to log off for a few days or pick up a new hobby.
#spitblaze says things#im tired and the amount of bait going around presented as sincere is neigh on unbearable#like yes obviously there are trans people who are shitheads about other kinds of trans people but PLEASE think for a moment#about the odds of this actually being an Evil Nonbinary Person Who Wants All Binaries Dead vs some bored chud trying to sow discord#why do you assume it was a transmasc who wrote that cropped comment saying that they don't want to give up using a transfem-specific slur#(and no it's not the B one)#why do u assume a transfem wrote that comment about transmasc being a 'cultural void who only produce twee ukelele songs abt bugs'#why are you assuming that the people who hate you are other trans people? why do you assume the worst of your own community?#please dont let online discourse determine how you view other members of your community.#someone not sharing your gender identity does not automatically preclude them thinking of yours as abusive or predatory#and them not sharing yours does not mean they will be abusive or predatory to you either#someone SHARING your gender identity doesnt mean they wont be abusive or predatory#the odds someone with your identity will 'get you' are a lot better and to that end hell yeah make more friends like yourself#if you're doing it because you think it will 'keep you safe' though. uh.#well if they start telling you that you cant trust ppl who dont share their identity its time to start checking the BITE model#but thats neither here nor there.#stop reading the first three sentences of other ppls posts about their own oppression and then getting mad for not including your group#and putting words in their mouth about it also. thats a problem as old as time but yknow. dont be a tar pit
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masachika found a child
#cw blood#and a hatchet#surprisingly this only took 1hr#?? how#gonna assume procreate is glitching wdym it only took an hour#kny#demon slayer#my art#doodles#sorta#kny art#digital art#!!#drawing masachika was a pain#ive never drawn him before#drawing sanemi was fun tho#kimetsu no yaiba#sanemi shinazugawa#masachika kumeno#kny sanemi#kny masachika#pov sanemi and masachikas first meeting#idk if the light novels has their first meeting but it has their last interaction#and it made me soso depressed#anwyay i had this *vision* last night#so i had 2 draw this !!#aka im on break and im bored#click 4 better quality
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he’s a tired kitsune who spends his time trying to mediate between people and spirits and wandering around cities cleaning up messes he’s framed in by his rival
#oc#he doesn’t have a name yet#his entire character revolves around duality#modernity vs tradition expectation vs reality innocence vs guilt spirits vs people and how he doesnt fit in with either#hes tired and grouchy and has big chompy teeth but hes actually one of my most lawful good types#not literal laws but morally he works very hard to try to make peace so everyone can be comfortable and happy#he has no home and doesnt sleep but he loves to eat lol#my husband made a counter character for him thats a rabbit spirit who plays into the duality too#hes associated with purity & prosperity but in reality hes a thief and a liar who implicates this guy to get away w things#while this guy is assumed to be a mischievous liar but hes a guardian and good omen (for everyone but himself it seems)#i was considering extrapolating his name from inari for obvious reasons but i havent put much other thought into it#he moves silently but brings a chill and the bells and incense on him all play into how spirits are usually portended in japanese mythology#etc etc boring details hi. sorry i made another red/blue character im gay
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me🤝neil
i dont think i have any traumatic reason for my trust issues and I don't even know if I can call it that. because I just don't tell people half the things about me especially what's going on in my head and there are so many things I purposefully don't tell people about me. like my family lore and some interests that i'll be made fun of for. thank god for my fake accounts on almost every platform. but then ill overshare some things and then regret them asap like damn I said too much, when it's just about a show or book series. idk, I'll tell you almost anything you want to know but I'll also only tell you the things that'll keep you satisfied. I'll say my genuine thoughts but I'll also filter myself to a crazy extent. in this essay, I will-
#aftg by kee#aftg#neil josten#tfc#did NOT think id relate to neil josten in any way ever but here we are#if i trusted shrinks i'd probably go to one but oh well#i dont think id trust bee either icl. not because of her character or anything#i just dont like talking about my in depth thoughts#this is probably the closest you guys will get to the supposed real me but I also assume not many people will see this#and i hope thats the case but if you're still here HEYYYY#send me an ask with your deepest darkest secret and ill rate it#idk im bored because im procrastinating my exam revision
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I think Gepard would also probably like to pick him up by the scruff like a kitten (and throw him in jail) !
Thank you for the compliment @durasposts ;w; I have been enjoying doodling Sampo so I am glad he's been appreciated!
#honkai star rail#sampo koski#trailblazer#gepard landau#not actually meant to be ship art but whatever floats your boat in regards to them ???#i dont really follow many people on tumblr but i do know on Another Site ive seen fanart of silly belobog boys#many a time so i assume its very popular#too each their own and the trailblazer is just there to be impressed with lifting the much taller male even taller#the way people describe being fond of a character has grown progressively more bizarre to me#and i love it so much tbh ... i like the weird ways of admitting you like a character#im so boring and say oh i like this guy and then others i want to pick him up by the scruff of his neck#or someone i dearly love telling me i wanna swing him around like miss trunchbull would#and im like you know what the oc the person said it about im like thats really fair tbh
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the never stop blowing up vhs is where cute twinks go to get harmed
#not art#nsbu spoilers#kirk blade.... johnny manhattan..... maybe tenuously cosmo chase#also genuinely I Love that vic ethanol is showing himself to be bit of a dick#and kingskin conversely First Actual Communication With The Player is like. idk I just work here#(I am vibrating in my seat abt liv bloodlust. shes experiencing a bit of emotional consequence. hope she powers thru it and#becomes even worse)#I also love that g13 and jack manhattan are both like. gone#I know in adventuring party they're charting it to shape up as like. usha also slowly losing herself to the work like g13 did#and them becoming one entity entirely in the sense that their selves stop mattering in the face of their hacker capacity#(also called the Forum Moderator Dilemma)#but I also like to think that g13 handed it back to usha cleanly in the second episode with that one interaction#and is now fully unplugged from everything. left the movie. man is Sleeping#we all agree that paula ate jack manhattan tho I think it's fine to assume that#and! the way russell has been like. fully going whole hog full tilt into helping other people and moving the plot along#while Suggesting That Doing Self Reflection And Learning Lessons From This World Might Help to Other People#like I love that. 1/lieutenant syndrome but also 2/extremely transfem coded#like past the ''ohh I have realisationd I'm coming to'' stage. far past. man is bored with thinking abt genders#not new realisation to him! had that thought two decades ago. not motivated enough by anything to change anything#I think I just love the scenario of like magical mystical journey in a fantasy world clearly designed to make you contemplate ur gender#and ur like oh no what? we did that years ago. whats up#deeply interested tho. open up russell we wanna see whats up with u#dang is perfect no note 10/10 more important than anything else he is genre aware and savvy and that truly is all he needs here#the ''let's make it fun'' scene he does with liv is SO good I love him. Im so scared the vhs will snatch him away. hes too genre perfect
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its not tom i tom you or anything
#who has drawing ideas im bored#i like how show tom looks#i think he embodies senior who yearns for the frat#so i drew him... like show tom and my jake fused#i actually feel like i made him too idential to jake#like okay aged up jake. my bad goat#tried to make him more ginger and older and whatnor#i tried my best... will do better next time#im mot like a tom superfan but i do really wan tro like him#like he calls to me#i uust feel so bad for him 😭#praying we get a few itty more glimpses into Real Tom#but its grim i know#ill just assume how he is based on what jake says#animorphs#tom berenson#jake berenson#fanart
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nothing more cringe than coaxing and half-forcing someone to go to the movies with you because you're talking up how good the last one in the series was and then they finally agree to go and then it ends up being over two hours long and also kinda the worst 😬
#this is about the latest mad max movie btw#IM SO UPSET I WANTED IT TO BE GOOD BUT IT WASNT GOOD#fury road is just one of my fave movies ever and i assumed this one would also be fun but it was like#weirdly paced kind of oddly boring and also uncomfortably gratuitously violent#and now i feel crazy because everyone is raving about it in the reviews#im like am i the only one who didn't like it??#chris hemsworth makes a shitty villain and also they didnt really give him anything of substance to work with as a character here#anya taylor joy did well but also took forever to appear and is either mute most of the time or awkwardly dubbed over by charlize theron#the fights and actions scenes didnt make a lot of sense much of the time and had random plot holes abounding#and half the cool and mysterious worldbuilding and character stuff from the previous movie were kinda wrecked a bit for me somehow#at least we still have fury road but dang thats like a 5 star movie to me and this was like a 2.5 star movie#and the good stuff in it is just stuff thats good about the mad max world in general really not this movie itself#wahhhhhh im sad#at least i paid for everyone's tickets i guess#i was like apologizing to the people i dragged to it haha#and then i checked the critics' responses and everyone is like 5 stars!! a masterpiece!!#im so confused by all the rave reviews#furiosa spoilers#movies#p
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do u guys think sid and diego from ice age ever explored each others bodies
#the way diego came back because sid was in danger …. the way sid just assumed theyd go off together ….. GUYS.#mine#im so bored dont mind me
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#when i was first coloring him in he was gonna be golden chinchilla colored but then i was like ehhh jonah magnus should be red/orange but#elias should be gray ...so i just desaturated what i already did instead of recoloring lol but#he is now supposed to be shaded silver lol#but thats why his coat pattern is on the darker side compared to what it *should* be#og elias bouchard coming from an important/roch family and while whole thing with thinking he just *deserves* stuff bc of his upbringing.#etc. -> he is purebred and matches the breed standards etc for a scottish fold of his color#obviously the eye color doesn't matter because. ahaha#i thought elias fit the Scottish fold vibes because: Scottish folds are known for looking sort of like owls and having intense eyes#and the cat body/face type (also present in british shorthairs) to me gives off sort of... unnasumming vibes?#like ahaha yes i am a boring boss who loves paperwork look at how unnasumming i am season 1-2 elias y'know#trying to think of what cat breed jonah would be. and also jon gerry etc you know all the other characters i like#would it be boring to have multiple british shorthairs#i mean..#Michael shelley/distortion is a laperm that's all I know#i didn't particularly care with the personality attributes associated with eliascat because it didn't need to fit his personality on account#of not being his original body. but i do try to keep in mind the best personality/look/etc. cat attributes as a whole for a character#also sometimes get obsessed with jt making historical and geographical sense but then it just limits me greatly to a point im not into it#so i don't care about specific breeds in that respect lol#tma#my art#elias bouchard#the magnus archives#some notes looking back(made it 2 hours ago but still looking back ok..) on it now are that i feel like elias would never choose this breed#for his next bodyhop because of the inherent health issues in scottish folds. I saw the breed was created in like the early 1960s and#assumed that maybe the health issues wouldn't have been common knowledge until later enough for jonah to be unaware of them but actually no#there's legislation about it like 6 years later LOL so jonah would..maybe not make this choice#i guess in the future when drawing i will just make him a British shorthair#my catTMA is simultaneously 'they are just regular cats or like all show cats or something' and 'exact tma plot but as intelligent cats'#LOL its just vague in my mind idk..also maybe jon can be an Abyssinian#ALSO WHAT WAS I THINKING 'jonah may not have been aware about x thing' like did i...did i forget. me 2 hours ago was dumb as rocks
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