#and then tumblr finally let me post it <3< /div>
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
A little speculation of mine regarding shifting
Disclaimer: Everything I say in this post is only what I think might be blocking some of us in shifting to not-parallels. Take it as you wish but don’t come for me because I warned you.
So, shifting.
We already know social media is an issue, lots of people talked about it before. But I kinda want to dive a little deeper.
Because yeah, social media(including Tumblr) does affect you, but why?(and also a few secondary causes)
Burnout
Usually(me personally) I spend a lot of time doomscrolling on Tiktok or here on Tumblr and looking at things about my s/o or my cc or a friend there or the likes. While it’s not exactly a bad thing to look for ‘motivation’ per se, it kills some intention to shift to that reality because you have a small substitute for it here.
2. AI chatbots
Remember, your subconscious can’t tell the difference between what you see and what you tell it you see. Same goes for conversations or movies or books. Maybe even dreams. It doesn’t differentiate between a real conversation and one with a chatbot, so again, some of that intention is killed.
3. Daydreaming/‘roleplaying’
Am I saying either of those are bad things? No. Am I saying they are absolutely terrible for you if you want to shift? No again. What I’m saying is if you do it too much it might also affect your intention and/or motivation to shift. If you need an example, I’ll give one. I like to listen to music a lot, because it’s a coping mechanism and an escape from ‘the real world’. Usually many of these songs are accompanied by scenes I make up in my head and most of the ones I personally have are related to who I am in one DR but talking to some characters from a different place. Like a crossover of the sorts. There is not a single day where I haven’t listened to at least one song.
4. Looking at other shifters for help
So many shifters have said it before and by god am I tired of saying it too, but shifting is a path of self discovery. Like a puzzle. You’re given the pieces and the final image, but you’re the one who has to put them together, not someone else for you. You already have all you need, wasting time looking for answers to questions like ‘why am I not shifting’ or ‘what else do I have to do to shift’ can become hurtful. Sure, advice from time to time is helpful, but constantly doing it won’t get you anywhere.
Your mom didn’t spoon feed you your entire life, did she? She showed you how to do it yourself when you were old enough to learn, and you had to practice on your own and build up strength in your little toddler hands how to hold a spoon properly so you can eat.
So what do all these have in common and to do with shifting?
Simple: Intention and Motivation. Your will to get there.
Now I’m not saying to stop them all together, but I am saying that they should be cut off— rationed if you will— significantly if it means those of us with said issue want to get rid of it.
Again, it kills the intention to shift. Your conscious can’t tell the difference between what’s real and what’s fake, so it always thinks seeing an edit of your favorite person is really similar to seeing them IRL. From my point of view(mine personally), intention isn’t always there.
Let’s give another example and pretend intention is sugar. Sweetness in general. If you have it sometimes, you’re fine. Maybe you want more, but it’s okay. If you take it in big quantities though, it can become an addiction and lead to diabetes or an insulinic shock.
Now pretend all those things I counted out above as the sugar. You take too much and you might end up hurting yourself at some point or just staying at the same level. Spending all day doomscrolling, looking at other peoole for help, chatting with ais and so on, all while having the ‘it’ll help me shift tonight’ mindset won’t get you too far because you’re just exhausting yourself.
And no one’s saying the change has to be instant. You can’t stop an addiction immediately because it’ll just hurt you more, but you can slowly lessen the dose until it’s minimal or nonexistent. At the end of the day you’re only helping yourself, and what’s a thousand years to an eternity of bliss?
I know this is long, but I feel it needs to be put out there. This feels like important information/advice/take it as you will, and let me know if you have questions and I’ll make sure to answer/clarify them.
Happy shifting and take a break if you need to.
#reality shifting#shifting#shifting community#shiftblr#anti shifters dni#shifting realities#shifting mindset#law of assumption#loa#shifting motivation#shifting advice#you are the god of your own reality#but even gods need rest
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
Me the last few months
#sorry i tried to make it a gif but that did not work at all#my art#digital#dndads#normal oak#i downloaded the original gif.#then to put it into ibis paint to add teeny i had to go to some random website that spliced the gif into all its frames#then i downloaded every frame and put them into an animation file. manually#then i had to draw teeny over 30 times#then i downloaded the video but tumblr wouldn't let me post it on mobile or desktop no matter the file type#so i screen recorded the video and the app i used (xrecorder) let me crop it so it wasn't the length of my phone screen#and then tumblr finally let me post it <3#i hope idk this is my first try and if it doesn't work im going to kill a human person#jk but i will be sad and annoyed
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
THE WELL AND THE LIGHTHOUSE PMV/ANIMATIC
youtube
very very jean valjean centric because i love him and he deserves the world <3 im not sure if pmv or animatic would apply better to this, but either way, i hope you enjoy it!
#about the events i didnt include in this: i know their significance they were just cut out because i couldnt find a way to apply it#to the lyrics or there were other moments i wanted to include more#ok with that out of the way every tag past this one will be me talking about the process of making this etc etc#basically a yap fest and fandom tags#45+ hours of work wow#never made anything like this before!#im very happy with how it turned out though :3#blood sweat and tears went into this#at points i didnt think id be able to finish this but! its here! i finished it! aah!!!!!#file size was too big to post straight to tumblr had to upload it to youtube first </3#UGH IM SO PROUD OF THIS#i did a lot of vaguely talking about it but ITS HEEREEEE!!!!!! ITS DONE! FINALLY!!!!#not sure what else to say other than wow this took me a long time and it drove me half insane#les miserables#les mis#jean valjean#valjean#inspector javert#javert#fanart#les amis de l'abc#< tagging them as a group because theyre there for one frame so it counts </3 and for some reason half the fandom is on that tag. why.#sorry les amis fans youve been deceived#art#marius pontmercy#cosette fauchelevent#pmv#animatic#dont you dare let this flop. please.#i spent 2 months on this please please please please dont let it flop.
50 notes
·
View notes
Text
Now kiss (haha Jk... Unless??? (Toby PLEASE make it "Unless"))
Ello Deltarune fandom. Guess what ship has gotten my brainrot now 2 1/2 years later. :P Because ofc I go from one f/f ship to another and cling onto it. But fr tho I love these sapphics sm. I love them so muuuuuch I'm so glad they are semi-canon just 2 chapters in.
Been wanting to draw something with them since February, but because of art block back then I decided to just let my pen go on its own since I had art block and ended up with a rough of this and hallelujah lol ^^
Seriously Toby please. Take your time ofc no rush. But please I NEED to see them together again.
Also I love Noelle's glow-y nose hc so that's mine now too thanks fandom.
Art: Mine
Do not steal/crop/edit/etc. Do not tag as kin/me ty! Suselle haters DNI :U
#Deltarune#Deltarune Fanart#Noelle deltarune#Susie deltarune#utdr#Suselle#This is my first time drawing them ever#I'm very happy with how I draw Susie but Noelle is a different story. My perfectionism is getting me#Been wanting to draw something with them since February#decided to just let my pen go on its own since I had art block and ended up with a rough of this ^^#It's all about the yearning <3#her tail's wagging :3#Em Doodles#I don't think(?) I'll be posting anything outside of art in the fandom tags#because I've had enough extremely bad experiences with fandoms so just art stuff now. Not taking anymore chances!#ya know. unless Tumblr's weird tag system screws me over :U#Btw The kin/me thing is more of a ''if it's not made for you don't tag it like it is plz ty'' to reiterate#More for personal art than anything. If I make stuff for people that do it? Then yeah go nuts xP#Me: Makes a freckle brush just for coloring Susie and can finally really use it.#Textures and lighting: Imma make it impossible to see#couldn't use my paper layer textures thanks to that rip I might do them manually next time#there's a reason I put the ''Suselle haters DNI'' thing from what I saw someone try to do a super wrong rant in the fcking tag but#IMMA KEEP THAT RAMBLING OUT OF THE TAGS TOO because like I said I'm not throwing that sort of aggression anywhere outside my own blog now
198 notes
·
View notes
Text
New self insert for me but it’s cooler
#my art#artists on tumblr#illustration#me#sandpiper#fursona#yes I finally posted something here#sorry about that</3 most of the stuff I’ve been making Isnt. tumblr safe let’s say#tw death threat
21 notes
·
View notes
Text
stop having ship wars start having gay sex i'm bored of this
#go outside!!! touch some grass!!! if u cant do that might i suggest the doctor who audio drama 'scherzo' by robert shearman#that'll at least give you something to cry about that isnt batshit annoying#also i love finally checking tumblr properly from the hostel and finding out this bullshit is STILL happening#recycling points from 2012!!!! so fun!!!! let's keep having the same fights forever this is a time loop now#abbey.txt#(if annoyone annoys me on this post i will block them with extreme prejudice <3)#anyone* i'm fine i can spell i am just drunk
36 notes
·
View notes
Text
"I promised, remember? I promised I'd protect you." - Jang Yeo-hee
Tale of the Nine Tailed 1938 | Tale of the Nine Tailed Season 2, Episodes 7 & 8 | Favorite scenes | Peak Lee Rang x Jang Yeo-hee moments 🦊🧡🧜♀️
This song is probably my favorite from the season 🧡*my heart*
I'm honestly living on the breadcrumbs from these two in every single episode. The scene where Yeo-hee barges in and uses her powers gives me chills each time without fail, no matter how many times I've seen it so far, same for her singing. I adore her as a character and their dynamic with Rang. And can I just say...she looks stunning in every outfit, but that gold dress was on another level.
#my favorite mermaid <3#listen... i know this is probably going to end up in heartbreak#but nothing shall stop me from shipping these two <3#i love them your honor#let them be happy; writers; let us have this one thing after s1...#tale of the nine tailed 1938#this post took ages from editing the gifs themselves to tumblr finally allowing all of them to upload... but here we are finally!!#tale of the nine tailed#lee rang#jang yeo hee#kim bum#kdramagif#woo hyun jin#kdramas#kdrama moments#currently watching#kdramadaily#favorite kdramas#tv show gifs#tv shows#favorite scenes#favorite actors#favorite shows#korean dramas#korean drama#kdrama#kdramaedit#tvn drama#show recommendations#tv show recommendations
79 notes
·
View notes
Note
I’m not dead in promise
FREE HIM NOW!!!!!!
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
it's actually so fascinating to me that Brennan has created a character that maintains a pretty relaxed and mild-mannered demeanor and has said multiple times that the absolute Core of her is "FEAR" and how often we see this Fear manifest specifically in Avoidance; it really nails a relationship to that mentality where your brain fully Stops recognizing the emotion properly out of like, sheer self-defense from the stress of having to carry it all the time
I think this is also perfectly showcased in the way we tend to see Tula swing so suddenly from 'level and steady' to 'snarling Panic' and then back again - Just because your brain has detached itself from the Conscious Recognition of the emotion doesn't mean it can Actually stop itself from experiencing it. So the Fear is always there and always acting as a stressor, but because of that inability to Identify it there's no way to recognize or address it before that final straw hits and your bodymind jumps Straight into Full Meltdown Mode; but then once again, once you drop even a Little bit below that Peak Terror your brain ceases to process the emotion; it's like the most exhausting form of Poor Object Permanence in the world
And even if Tula is aware of this happening to her, that doesn't really make it any easier to deal with / address. Even if you're able to spot the symptoms Around the emotion -- chest pain, irritation, nausea, whatever -- because the Emotion Itself is basically impossible to find, you can't really Successfully Pin Down what the problem is OR a way to cope with it. If you can't figure out That You Are Anxious, then figuring out What Is Making You Anxious is impossible, which makes Find A Way To Make Peace With That incomprehensible. That's where the Avoidance comes in: you can no longer identify what might be a Dangerous Situation, which means that Anything New has a big potential to be Really Bad in a variety of ways (ranging "I don't Feel Good" to "Fully Lashing Out bc you've entered Fight/Flight and can't get out of it" to "Actual Outside Danger This Time") and that means the Only Way you know how to be Safe is to just Avoid Doing Anything New and Only stick to Familiar Situations, because anything unfamiliar is a monster of a gamble you don't know how to prepare for or cope with
#N posts stuff#one could argue ‘we see tula worry a lot tho’ but that’s bc Worry is an Action that can occur Separately from Recognizing Anxiety#now that I know tumblr will put a hard cap on your tags w/o telling you i'm resigning myself to posting rambling meta in post body#but i'm not happy about it; anyway i love how often life is full of Coincidences bc this is something I've Finally identified in myself#like. This Month. like this is brand new articulation for some of the problems i have in life; again knowing this doesn't help lmao#bc even when you know to look Around the shape of the emotion - like 'oh my face is Snarling rn. i'm probably experiencing Something'#like i said bc you don't know What that something is OR What might have caused it then the only solution you Ever get to come up with#is just 'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else' which INVARIABLY means that you will wind up in that same situation again#and Still have no idea how to handle it bc you never could figure out what caused it so you don't know how to handle it any better than#'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else'; so 'be somewhere else' is the ONLY way you can ever think to Help it#which usually invariably turns into 'Just Avoid Fucking Everything just in case'; which doesn't work! bc life doesn't let you do that#so then it's just a cycle of falling into the same pitfalls and feeling miserable all the time; gotta love it :)#if you're like me this also gives you Bad Bad Bad Memory bc your brain will Promptly hide evidence of Scary Situation instinctively#like 3 weeks ago this dude ran a red light and almost t-boned me Full Speed & managed to stop like. maybe 3 feet away.#and i like. Startled Laughed and said 'that was scary' and then within 30 seconds i had Fully Forgotten it happened & only remembered#like 2 days ago. Ha! believe it or not this Does Not Help with 'How can I Address the Problem instead of Avoiding It Entirely?'#dimension 20#d20: stupendous stoats#tula#d20lb
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
a cool girl who's gonna laugh at u or an evil ai girl who's gonna laugh at u. choose wisely Reese
#borderlands#tftbl#sasha the kid sister#sasha tftbl#fem!handsome jack#handsome jackie#jackie has a final stage of dreamworks face disease and i love her for that#quality still suck!!!! bc tumblr won't let me post vids in at least 720p!!!!!!!!! sorry!!!!!!!!!#my art :3
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
im not handling it well folks
#im going to try my hardest to take a break from tumblr#funny. on oct 15 i said: no more tumblr. too much hate and discourse.#and ...#it was very comforting the first days but now im just so sad? i seriously cant move on and i think its bc of me being here#i see liam and im sad#i see any of the boys and im sad#i see posts from before oct 16 and im sad#i see posts from after oct 16 an im sad#any 1d mention#any death and grief#everything is hitting me bad#i see other celebrities i get sad#liam was finally on his way to make more music he loved. and sharing it with everybody. he should be here. alive.#i still have hotel and balcony filtered#i saw some weird blog investigating liam's passing???? what the fuck#im just so sad#im scared of checking facebook and insta. also knowing theres still ppl talking about this in a disrespectful way. people hating.#im trying not to let it get to me but it is affecting me#i dont know if me avoiding social media and any 1d mention will help#i tried reading fic bc i love fanfics so much (just hl i cant really read the other boys) but i couldnt#i still felt so heavy#pehwjkrhfkjhgg how do you do this#it really will hurt a lifetime#i will try to check in when zayn starts tour#goddddd poor darling#im saaaaaaaaad#much love yall <3#it did made me happy seeing you guys reblog stuff with love and fond. keep it going<3#will stick with youtube and twitch lol#🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Happy 911 day to all!
(And if your day isn't happy, it is now *Tucks you into bed and gives you a loving kiss on the cheek/other form of affection/whatever you are comfortable with*)
#nine eleven#idk anymore#don't take this too seriously#random#text post#wholesome#have a good day#have a good night#ive been bingeing gooseworx's tumblr#can you tell#all because of a song my sibling sent me 3 days ago that i am finally listening to#its a dang earworm let me tell ya#you know who you are#you know who you is#filler post#feel better#affection
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
Wurmple saga (Pokemon Pathways)
In last night's session on Pokemon Pathways I took a more underleveled partyto train. I even got a Wurmple and my discord buddy told me to name her Rock Lee. Didn't have any revives so fainted abra is still level 5 while everyone else got to go up by 10 pfffght. Tiny worm oooogh tiny worm. I forgot that they leveled up quickly since it went into a silcoon p fast.
Battle against bug catcher put them all to sleep so I had to get Chaperone Dartix to finish it up. After that it evolved into a Beautifly--asleep. I tried getting it into a fight w/ a Pineco so it could wake up but then it self destructed the first turn in, Beautifly took the hit and ended the battle sleeping still lol.
it wasn't until a little battle between Akiza that she woke up (I brought him over to sap some EXP but I also didn't bother going to the Pokecenter yet. I took her out once Akiza switched to Meinfoo only for Rock Lee to wake up and lethal crit with gust loool. Woke up for that only. It was really funny at the moment.
I actually chose Aurora for my mentor, so I'm just gonna headcanon that Rock Lee just hangs out w/ her in the Dream Dimension and sometimes check about my team's progress or something.
For flavor reasons, I want to change Rock Lee's ability so that she starts every battle asleep but I'm having a bit of trouble w/ that so for now I'll just pretend that's whats happening whenever I play rip. I love this game
#my art stuff#playing poke pathways#long post#pokemon#this time I tried doing a mix of drawing + writing for this and I tihnk I like it. Once I get in the groove of drawing faster itl be a blas#i def ran out of steam in that last one though ngl#also some good news! Someone finally let me into the Pathways Server woohooo!!!! Given how hard it is to find a working link + small tumblr#presence I expected it to be a lot smaller but no there are like 10k people??#what!!!#3 guys told me to leave before it was too late but you don't try to shield a man from hell if he who chose to claw his way down bfr#ok ok ok bye
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
I wanted to redraw one of Miles' sketches in my style
#FINALLY#i wanted to post this 3 days ago but somehow tumblr didn't let me#spiderman#spiderverse#spiderman across the spiderverse#atsv#gwen stacy#atsv gwen#sketch
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
he is beauty, he is grace
#gerrit heinemann#gared dirge#lord of the lost#lotl#video credits go out to 'the cutest backliner' maik (chris‘s words not mine)#thank you maik. what would we have ever done without this view.#(have posted and deleted this like four times now because tumblr just won't let it show up anywhere)#(not in the tags but not even on my own feed)#(don't care anymore i'll leave it now. if anyone ever finds this by accident: hope you have fun with it :D)#(oh nice so now it finally DOES show up and now i am responsible for 3 borat!gerrit posts in a row)#(will this be the hill i‘ll die on? has borrit finally defeated me?)
15 notes
·
View notes