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Emil nodded, they had thought it might happen at some point, but these two, they had just stayed the best of friends and nothing seemed to change that. On the ice though, they had a chemistry that was undeniable, but they both said the same thing when asked every time they competed, that they were just friends.
With school starting for everyone, life settled into what was the kid's normal routine, school, homework often done in the training rink while Ye-Min and Rylan were practicing, and then of course helping them get through it as well. Liam had been asked if he wanted to train some more with the barista they had worked with in the summer, so they all kept busy in many ways, yet still found time to help out at the shelters as well.
By the next spring, the biggest talk was Ams graduating as he was some years older than them, and that Rylan and Ye-Min had qualified for the nationals which again could see them go even further with their skating. As they were still young, the talk of the sports news was if they would enter the youth world championships if they won their nationals.
Tyvan: Nervous? Rylan: A little, it suddenly feels so big and serious.
Tyvan smiled as they sat down next to their twin outside. Tomorrow was the start of the nationals weekend, and he could see how his twin would feel that way.
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#the ward legacy#tumblrstories#writblr#simblr#simblrstories#co created with mahvaladara#storytelling#stories#Flynn Ward#Emil Ward#Tyvan Ward#Rylan Ward#River Ward#Lucas Ward#Liam Ward#Amuary#yes it feels big#to know all they know#and suddenly there is a bit of pressure#and expectations#both from you#and others
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2024 reads / storygraph
The Sapling Cage
YA fantasy, start of a trilogy
a trans girl and her friend swap places so she can join the coven of witches who wander the land instead of becoming a knight
as they travel and she starts to learn from them, while hoping she’s not found out , they uncover a corrupt magical blight that threatens to become a civil war
bi demi MC
#The Sapling Cage#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#I enjoyed this! it’s a pretty classic fantasy setting out into the world#+ group of teens save the kingdom from power hungry adults from both factions kind of story.#There’s some very cool creatures and monsters and I hope we see a lot more of that as the series continues!#I like how it takes quite a classic fantasy setting/narrative but puts some weird and interesting details in there#I liked her journey of questioning whether she actually wants to change her body#or whether that’s just out of fear/pressure and she’s a girl either way.#I thought the prose was okay. sometimes it felt like things were glossed over and a lot of the character and relationship#(all kinds) development is a bit telling not showing - I didn’t get a really solid sense of the friendships or developing crush she has.#the bullying subplots especially felt a little underdeveloped? they’re just suddenly cool with each other.#also the adult saying she didn’t step in because that would escalate things is an odd choice#…..checking now this is not actually marketed as YA. I think if I read this thinking it was an adult book I would be a bit harsher.#I read it with a YA mindset and imo the teen characters; coming of age themes; the straightforward worldbuilding/narrative#and writing all feel very YA (not a bad thing!)#Overall though I liked a lot! I’ll continue the series#it’s sapphic (possible developing relationship though who knows where that will go) and also there’s an aroace side character#sapphic books#trans books#demisexual books#aroace books
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i KNOW blakes 7 does not mean what it Says about vila and kleptomania seriously, which is precisely why i must take it as such. makin your funny neurotic guy actually neurotic 👍
#GIVE THAT MAN COMPULSIVE-IMPULSIVE KINDA ISSUES.#i think his Crime Stealing- the type thats premeditated and technical- lockpicking heisting and such- is completely seperate from his like.#why do you steal the watch of the new prisoner when youre actively trying to get him to like you? because it was there. because u shouldnt#i think he was a compulsive 'kleptomaniac' first- being raised in a shitty enviroment and told things are not For him and pilfering them#to disprove it became such a dopamine machine -> stress-relief cycle - and then once he got really into that loop#and since you get equally criminalized for it either way. Might As Well Become An Expert Lockpick and steal extra shit To Live Easy Off Of#and now on the liberator with stuff Actually Just . Kind Of Available he has to invent weird limits to break to satisfy the compulsion#and its becoming A Bit Disordered.#cuz suddenly there are way less Circumstantial things to cause the pressure but he cant do without the pressure-relief loop so hes making#new pressure rules up.#but also just the regular impulsive-thing of making his friends upset and hating it#blakes 7#vila restal
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so i’m kinda new to motogp, i started watching it from this season and your account has been very helpful. i have a question, i’ve seen a post on insta where they were comparing marc and pedro results from the first race to the fifth races (i think?) in their rookie year. and a lot of people in the comments where talking about the fact that you cannot compare their results because they’re two whole different situations. but are they? ‘cause at the start of the season everybody was calling pedro the next marquez and a lot of motogp legends were talking about how talented he’s. which i’m not entitled to discuss. but if you compare the results, i wouldn’t say pedro’s season is disappointing (because it’s still early and he has two podiums), but i think it’s pehraps underwhelming compared to marc’s. so what i’m trying to understand is why are their situations considered different and why some people kind of “discredit” marc rookie season when they compare it to acosta’s? (like i thought that winning a title in you rookie year was the most impressive thing you could do)
welcome to the sport, and that's really nice to hear!!
so, I did do my 'comparing between eras is impossible' thing here, but obviously this isn't particularly useful. I'll get over myself and give you a proper answer, but fwiw I still believe that direct parallels can only ever be of limited use. here's a few things to keep in mind when comparing the two:
factory vs satellite: factory teams will always have at least a little bit of an advantage over the satellite squads. even if it's not in equipment... it's also just about the amount of resources that are being mobilised to help you get your results, the experience of your team, etc etc. now, I put this first because I don't think this is a massive factor here. ktm's whole thing is that they want to essentially run four factory bikes, see the rebrand next year, and obviously they're very motivated to help pedro out. I'm sure he's getting a lot of backing - in terms of historical comparisons, it's a bit more valentino 2000 than it is casey 2006
bike quality: the honda in 2013 was the best bike on the grid. pedro's ktm is... well it's certainly not in the top four. after that, the pecking order does get a little tricky, but it's certainly not decisively clear of either the aprilias or the gp23's. we do know pedro basically has equal machinery to the other ktm's. now, those are the first riders he has to beat... and he's beating them! going into this year, binder was getting top three rider on the grid shouts and pretty much everyone thought he'd be outscoring acosta at least in the first year (not me tho <3). I think these acosta performances have sparked a bit of a debate over 'was the ktm better than we thought all along and the riders were just being overrated, or is acosta just that good'... makes it kinda easy to forget how people talked about binder last year. but crucially even people who rated pedro very highly generally didn't think he'd have the upper hand this soon. pedro is p5 in the standings (behind three gp24's and marc marquez), versus the other ktm's at p7, p...16? jesus. and p17. marc's teammate in 2013 was p3. now, yes, nobody is saying binder is as good as dani pedrosa and he's been having a very rocky season - but at least some of binder's issues seem to be bike-related... definitely a bike that seems to have some serious gremlins and pedro needs to be credited for mitigating those. also, this is an era in which the bikes are more complicated than ever and generally considered to be even trickier to adapt to than in times past, which makes pedro's immediate consistent pace pretty much everywhere, every session particularly noteworthy
spread of field: related to the previous point - not only is pedro's bike worse, but the field as a whole is more competitive. in 2013, if you weren't on one of four bikes, it was going to be really hard for you to fight for wins. in 2024, there are a lot of bikes capable of fighting for wins, and you see that in how mixed up the order is race to race. it's just a different era... from around 2007 to 2015, there was a clear disparity between a few bikes and the rest, enabled both through technical regulations and other external factors (e.g. the impact of the financial crisis and smaller teams struggling as a result). the average level of the field is also higher nowadays, there's a lot of very strong riders - which means if you're having a slightly rougher weekend, your floor is considerably lower and you will have to accept you might not be in the podium fight at all. the margins are smaller now in both qualifying and in races... small swings of performance in both bike and rider can have way more dramatic repercussions
the eye test: for obvious reasons this one's a bit harder to put words to. but... pedro just passes it, with flying colours. it's the way he throws himself around on the bike, the obscene amounts of lean angle, the ridiculously late braking and the way he somehow still gets the bike turned, how he keeps taking lines that nobody else is taking, how it's allowing him to fight his way through the field (notoriously tough in motogp these days)... in the same way in which marc in 2013 was clearly just riding differently to all the other riders that preceded him, you see this stuff with pedro, you see he's the next step. you can tell he's just got that special something that allows him to do stuff with his bike that nobody else can. also, this isn't quite the same as rating his rookie season, but obviously everyone already knew what a hyped prospect pedro was headed into this year. he hasn't shown any sign whatsoever of succumbing to the hype/pressure and letting it get to him, which is also a great sign for the future
how good his results are: so, obviously he hasn't won a race yet - even though he's now secured multiple podiums. but again, unlike with marc''s 2013 there is no single weekend in which the ktm has been the strongest bike. sometimes it's been a bit closer and sometimes it's a little further away... yes, pedro has started making a couple of mistakes, but also that may just be the result of putting the bike in places it doesn't really belong. marc only had one race crash in the rookie season, but he also knew he couldn't afford to make mistakes - he was in the title fight. pedro is playing around with a worse bike and if he thinks he has the pace to win, it makes sense for him to just push that little bit extra, come what may. it's now been quite a few weekends since pedro hasn't decisively been the best ktm on pace - and, really, what more can you ask for? unless binder's suddenly forgotten how to ride a bike, it's reasonably likely that the ktm is at least a little worse than it was last year, which makes these results even more impressive
the rookie title question: yes, a rookie title is uniquely impressive! it's a particularly tricky situation to deal with... marc really had to be operating on a very high very consistent level that entire year, and in no way should it be diminished what kind of performances he had to put in week to week to claim that title. (though, of course, marc did get a little bit lucky that year, in particular with his rivals' injuries.) the thing is, we'll never know if pedro would manage the pressures and travails and ebbs and flows of a title fight in his rookie season as well as marc did... because he hasn't had the opportunity to fight for it. we just don't know! which makes it a bit hard to penalise pedro for not being able to match that... you just have to find a happy middle ground where you acknowledge how impressive marc's title was, while also allowing that on pure performance pedro might be shaping up as every bit as impressive
marc is very marmite in most online motogp fan spaces, whether those detractors are partisan valentino fans or think he's too aggressive for their tastes or don't particularly fondly remember his dominance or just don't like his vibe... so I'm sure there's plenty of people on instagram who would like to discredit him!! but I don't think calling pedro's rookie season comparable should in any way be used to discredit marc - the only point is that if you look at his current performances, it's completely plausible to believe he can match/surpass marc in the future. what he's doing right now is really impressive! it's not quite the same headline numbers, but there's weekends where he's quite plausibly on. like. the joint 12th best bike or something. so it really is all very tight and he is doing very well! but also you can't compare eras and all of these comparisons easily break down and sometimes you can just treat two things as separately impressive without attempting to definitively determine which is 'better', especially in motorsports where so much isn't determined by the actual athlete themselves and instead by factors they have zero control over
#there's some skills he hasn't been ABLE to demonstrate yet which is a bit different#like if you plugged him on the strongest bike you don't know he'd handle the pressure in races/title fights... but that's not on him#though I do expect him to win at least one this year! I hope he lasts at the sharp end of races a bit more. give me some fabio 2019#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#i have to say i was kinda on the 'that ktm is better than you people think!!' train before this year so in a mean way i do feel vindicated#but!! the collapse in results from the other ktm's can't ALL be psychological (probably)#like i do think it's also just a wee bit less competitive#similarly to how the other gp23's haven't suddenly forgotten how to ride a bike just because marc's showed up#current tag
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#one of the things I have to be careful of this school year#is not putting all this pressure on myself to suddenly be wiser and more stable and more knowledgeable than I am right NOW#not to mention organized#my ambition with teaching has grown sooooo much as my teacher self has stabilized#like oh shoot. I want to be ACTUALLY good at this. not just getting by on personality or passion#but idk. that can just open up all sort of rabbit holes for me to fall down. where I panic about not knowing more or being a different kind#of teacher. like I just need to a) stay the course. b) make small changes to be more disciplined/try to teach writing/grammar a little bit#better. a little bit at a time.#because it’s already such an overwhelming job#also on a more profound level I need to keep remembering it’s not about me and asking God to guide me#because it’s like. there are just suddenly a lot of eyes turned my way#in terms of just being like ‘yeah you’re a Real Teacher now’#not that they’re even saying it. but the kids have accepted it. the student body has accepted it#(benefit of staying in the same place for 5 years)#and so it is a whole new pressure#but yeah. I think not giving in to it and just trying to chip away at being more organized and more in-depth and a better communicator#and assessor#(sp?) and just yeah all of it#just reflecting. and rambling.
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I just managed to get off mha hyperfixation
And now it's happening again... Oh no
Helps with upcoming MHUI LoV event tho, it was a long time since last one happened I wonder what would happen in a new filler story part
Basically this and couple of pages of mid-final arc chapters + recent episode and next one being The Dabi episode was just too much not to get excited again
But! Important thing - I need to reread the last arc before I make anything new, if possible without finishing it to the 419 chapter and everything after, it took 2 months to really recover from the damage that chapter did
Anyway am I ready for the new event? Kinda! Do I have enough gems to get new Tomura? No! I'm not sure he'll even show up this time, because other ones were and still are really stubborn
Also Steampunk recruit took like 120 pulls in a step-up recruit and in the usual one combined
Not the best time to get LoV involved, it's cruel even
Also that one part of the page I added at the beginning was so interesting to look at and them I joked about 236 being similar. The only good thing with final arc being over is that I can say that Izuku didn't draw the parallel of seeing everyone hurt and seeing Tenko react on Mon's death
Understandable why, but it's funny to just look at them and be like, "wow Horikoshi traumatized them both"
#bnha#mhui#morning thoughts#not art#tenko shimura#shigaraki tomura#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#Still trying to assure myself that it's okay to tag whatever with whatever#If I get into drawing Izuku and Tenko interacting again this post is why#I don't prefer shipping stuff aside from here and there but some of the relationships are so interesting to look at#Izuku and Tenko one is one of my favorites and when PLF arc ended with Izuku looking behind who Tomura was on the outside was...#I can't describe it because I was SURE it was never happening and then it did and almost 3 years after that we get the actual thing#And then boom it's over#I thing knowing that AFO shows up in the 418 ruined it for me I saw people trying to predict it and stuff#But I hoped it wasn't gonna happen but I didn't know what would the other option be#So I was in 'we'll see' mindset for months and I'm okay with the end result... Kinda#It hurts really badly if I turn to my actual emotions#I was just thinking one day and while reading stuff decided to punch a pillow and suddenly it's like some wall broke and it hurt#It hurts now too actually just writing this#I thought because I wasn't processing this the way most people I saw in the fandom did with all of the hating on Horikoshi and stuff#AND hating on Izuku too!#I was either broken or a strange one even to the part of the fandom I tried to join for the first time in ages#While people were clinging to anything to keep deluding themselves that Tomura is alive#Or being openly angry on Twitter#It all was on Twitter actually because I have no power to really change what it shows if I don't just “ignore” every single person there#I tried drawing through it but I slowly hit burnout with drawing absolutely nothing#I'm a bit better now and I tried different things instead so it's alright still a bit... Too much all at once since I had irl stuff too#I'm glad that I'm not known enough to be pressured about anything since I pressure myself enough already
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ideal lifestyle would be to be mind controlled by Eggman and exist only to be his blissfully mindless slave forever or as long as he'll have me... sighhh 💜💘💕
I don't wanna think about a single thing other than him, or feel a single thing other than love for him, or exist for any reason other than serving him lol
#reflecting on some bs feeling a bit sad suddenly#Eggman please become real do this to me and relieve me of the stress and pressure of being alive by being unaware of it all fhsjfbskgshg#let me escape it allll. I'm not mentally stable#dr eggman#eggman#dr robotnik#dr. eggman#my post#self shipping#self ship#self ship community#self shipping community#f/o
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#^_^#piktalk#^_^ ^_^#complaining on main again sorrgy ^_^#:/ really just coming in here to tell me again 'you arent doing enough you will die you arent trying hard enough it Will be your fault'#'do you still struggle with mental health' ^_^ ano.... eto..... blehhhh <- the liarrrrrrr#well iwas going to eat smthn But I Guess I Wont Now ! Yay! ^_^#like ohhhh i get it now. youre disrespecting and minimalizing everything i have and try because of an inability you refuse to understand!#ohhhh thats why i suddenly fill with enough pressure to level an entire country. ok yaaaaay! ^_^#its just coming in and taunting me about everything i hate and everything im afraid of#and instead of offering any help its just 'you shouldve done better. get over it or die.' Okay!!!!! ^_^#[EXTENDED BIT REDACTED FOR CONCERNED ONLOOKERS]#'you dont struggle with wanting to stop living anymore do you' (<- literally what she said) idk man keep talking and ill find out! ^_^#my favorite part was the 'you Can get sick it Isnt cute'
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hewo i’m back
#hiatus felt longer then it was 😭#i need to stop feeling pressured to post#i feel like if i suddenly don’t post for a little bit ppl will think im die 😭#random#anyway :333 meowwww
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#that aro mood of- for lack of better words- getting your feelings hurt#bc a streamer/youtube personality I enjoy who was previously happily single#suddenly has a partner and references and talks about said partner and being in a relationship#which is their right to do#but is something that had been absent from their content for the last 3 years#and now someone who was normalizing being happy and single is suddenly perpetuating the whole ur partner is now more prominent than friends#like it’s hella parasocial to even care#probably#but I’m still just a bit annoyed and butt hurt#an utterly romance free source of entertainment I enjoyed#is suddenly subject to romantic content at any point#which is FINE they’re a person whose content I enjoy and if they’re happy I’m happy#I just wanted to whine about it somewhere#also I feel like a lot of people- especially content creators and celebrity’s- who are probably somewhere on the aro spectrum#just never find out or explore that part do their identity bc of amatonomrtive pressure that comes from being in the public eye#but I’m not speculating abt this specific person#I was just thinking about the lack of out aro celebs and content creators#believe me I am aware of and watch the ones who are out#shout out jaidenanimations and alpharad
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I gotta be less hard on myself. Annoyingly i know that my best work comes from when i am hard on myself. But i keep stopping myself from doing things i want to due to perfectionism. Annoying.
#atm i feel like im just chasing interest after interest after interest#ive been working on my mimecraft base a lot but i have. complex feelings about the base atm#im happy with it and its paradise.#its too paradise that it makes me unsettled#which is nonsense its my place and my build#but i feel a lot of pressure to make it perfect#even though I and vee are the only ones who go there and i dont really care about the likes on my posts anymore#it still makes me feel. odd.#i love the work though i love the style and i love using it as a means to imagine a better world#atm im really enjoying just spending time on the server hanging out with vee#but i get into my own head a lot about the base#its not even just the base im talking about everything but the base is the example#i built a bit of a weird interior today i just went crazy with the terracotta and the plants and a pool of water#and i keep thinking on if it was the 'right' thing to do#and if i will be able to complete it properly to a high enough standard#it also doesnt help that ive improved over the course of the last 2 years in building#so now my house looks off and weird and theres trees that need to be taken down and paths that are over textured#but i find the process of doing it and the feeling of completion really deep and important#i dont know. i feel like im constantly in a battle of pushing myself to be better but limiting myself at the same time by having fun or sthn#i feel like i should be making youtube videos or at least prepping to#but i havent because i cant figure out how to organise mods and its freaking me out. theres just loads of excuses stopping me#i dont know.#the annoying thing is pushing myself creatively has resulted in massive benefits for me lately creatively#partly i think why im feeling odd with the base atm is because ive suddenly gone for being barely able to play an hour a night to having all#the time in the world so its created a sudden influx in development#idk. this is rambly#fish talks#i want to download a minec@ft map and remove the suburban housing to replace with higher density properties becsuse ive been watching too#much socialist urban planning videos again and c1t1es skyl1nes just isnt cutting the cheese rn#thats the wrong saying. fandoms censored to avoid crosstagging
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insert whining about needing to buy SAI already as i stretch the trial period to it’s absolute limit bc i’m picky about pen pressure
anyway atropa is very pretty
#▎* remember there's a reason for everything you like to do / ( mun art )#atropa ▎* miss sugar pink liquor liquor lips / ( visage )#[ her hair is the biggest pain in the ass to draw why do i draw it#but suddenly i'm drawing a little bit more purely bc i can use Pen Pressure#even if it's extremely limited bc i'm using the expired trial ghfjdkg#anyway ignore me i'm whining#i'll get through it don't worry ghfdjkg ]
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#I keep having these sleep paralysis symptoms (?)#the other day I woke in the middle of the night and I was so sure that someone had been whispering in my ear#saying my name and something else#when I shook that off and tried to fall back asleep I suddenly felt that someone was grabbing my arms and holding them down#and just last night I woke up because I was so sure there was someone running down my hallway toward my bedroom#and so I try to fall back asleep but I hear footsteps again#then I’m awake again#so I try to get to sleep once more and as I drift off I hear someone barreling down the hallway and they get in bed with me#in my dream (?) state I fugue it’s my ex bf and I say ‘you scared me’#but I fully come into consciousness and no one’s there at all#after that#I tried to sleep again but every time I’d start to drift off I’d feel this immense pressure on my body like I was slipping away or somethin#something horrible would happen#. I had to scroll on my phone for a bit before I could actually get back to sleep#but anyway#all of this has had me thinking#I am currently living (still) with my ex bf at the moment#I need to decide if I’ll get a place for myself or if I’ll move back in with my parents#but idk how I’d cope dealing with this sort of thing in an empty house all by myself#honestly sleeping in my own empty house has always scared me#part of me is excited by the idea of having my own place#since I’ve never had a place just for myself before#but another part of me is frightened by the challenges I would face#I do get lonely#and I’m a bit scared of how I’d cope with that#choosing to stay with my parents would be a safe option#but I’m not sure id be too happy with myself if I decided to do that…#definitely at a crossroads here
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I fucking hate being long-term temporarily disabled in such a way that you *know* what the treatment is, you are hypothetically able to access the treatment, but you just aren't well enough to have the fucking treatment done.
#vent#hopeful rambling#it's so stupid too#like dang if i had broken my leg or something at least it would feel justified#but no it's a *chronic fucking ingrown toenail and infection*#and to get the roots of the nail cauterized the site needs to be clean but i keep getting proud flesh blobs before we can go through with it#and i need way too much local anaesthetic and i used to be safe for like 3 months but i JUST GOT THEM REMOVED LAST WEEK#and i already have foot/leg issues from being flat footed and walking on my toes as a kid but this has been going on for more than a year#and im worried that the way i have to walk to keep pressure off the toe is making it worse#and im just so so fucking tired of not being able to just walk and do stuff reliably#and even when it doesn't actively hurt i have to be so so conscious because just a little bit of wrong pressure or too much or#i hit something or i leave the bandaids on too long or too little or something#and suddenly it's way way worse#and i've been doing everything right#every time i get prescribed antibiotics i take all of them religiously. i soak my foot i change the bandages i stay off it as much as i can#and it's just never enough. i'm so so tired of hurting for such a stupid reason
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possibly going to finally come out* to my extended family tmrw 4 Pride Moth which should be deeply funny. i say as thus bc many of my cousins already know im gay and/or some flavor of transgender but ive been on T for over a year and literally just never mentioned it LOLLL . honestly i just never think about it
#would be deeply funny to me if it suddenly becomes that my parents are the only ones misgendering me#id like there to be more pressure on them to get it right so i think having more family push back thats not just my siblings might help#(esp cuz theyve fallen off a bit in recent years lol)#orion.txt
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one problem with dnd is that, to some extent, you kinda have to do Getting A Good Grade In Therapy conversations sometimes because you don't get to control the entire narrative or anyone else's characters, so if you want people to know what your character is really thinking or feeling then eventually you kinda just have to say it out loud, and the problem with that is that sometimes you're playing a character who is really not very good at even knowing what they are thinking or feeling themselves in the first place
#eventually 'elyss is bad at introspection and putting her feelings into words' breaks under the pressure of 'I want it out there'#melliwyk? doesn't even recognize the Problems#like elyss will Become Distressed (or whatever) and need to chew on why for preferably seven to eight business weeks#and is bad at communication in general and worse at articulating her feelings#but I've recently realized how much of the stress mel is under is EXPONENTIALLY multiplied by the fact that#until Now her field of study was essentially a dead end. and like she's always worked tirelessly and enthusiastically but#especially in the last decade or so there was just straight up a lot less she COULD work on#she spent a lot of time reading and theorizing and honestly had a lot of downtime#and now she very suddenly has to work on EVERY PROBLEM AND PROJECT ON EARTH. RIGHT NOW. WITH INCOMPREHENSIBLY HIGH STAKES.#she would never! complain about this!! SHE feels like this is EXCITING and a GREAT THING!! she has no IDEA how burned out she is#like yes I have to bend character a little bit to get elyss or aubree or idri opening up about their issues#I'd have to break character to even get melliwyk to notice she HAS some of hers in the first place :')#about me#my OCs#melliwyk#elyss
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