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buttercupshands · 5 months ago

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I just managed to get off mha hyperfixation

And now it's happening again... Oh no

Helps with upcoming MHUI LoV event tho, it was a long time since last one happened I wonder what would happen in a new filler story part

Basically this and couple of pages of mid-final arc chapters + recent episode and next one being The Dabi episode was just too much not to get excited again

But! Important thing - I need to reread the last arc before I make anything new, if possible without finishing it to the 419 chapter and everything after, it took 2 months to really recover from the damage that chapter did

Anyway am I ready for the new event? Kinda! Do I have enough gems to get new Tomura? No! I'm not sure he'll even show up this time, because other ones were and still are really stubborn

Also Steampunk recruit took like 120 pulls in a step-up recruit and in the usual one combined

Not the best time to get LoV involved, it's cruel even

Also that one part of the page I added at the beginning was so interesting to look at and them I joked about 236 being similar. The only good thing with final arc being over is that I can say that Izuku didn't draw the parallel of seeing everyone hurt and seeing Tenko react on Mon's death

Understandable why, but it's funny to just look at them and be like, "wow Horikoshi traumatized them both"

#bnha #mhui #morning thoughts #not art #tenko shimura #shigaraki tomura #izuku midoriya #midoriya izuku #Still trying to assure myself that it's okay to tag whatever with whatever #If I get into drawing Izuku and Tenko interacting again this post is why #I don't prefer shipping stuff aside from here and there but some of the relationships are so interesting to look at #Izuku and Tenko one is one of my favorites and when PLF arc ended with Izuku looking behind who Tomura was on the outside was...#I can't describe it because I was SURE it was never happening and then it did and almost 3 years after that we get the actual thing #And then boom it's over #I thing knowing that AFO shows up in the 418 ruined it for me I saw people trying to predict it and stuff #But I hoped it wasn't gonna happen but I didn't know what would the other option be #So I was in 'we'll see' mindset for months and I'm okay with the end result... Kinda #It hurts really badly if I turn to my actual emotions #I was just thinking one day and while reading stuff decided to punch a pillow and suddenly it's like some wall broke and it hurt #It hurts now too actually just writing this #I thought because I wasn't processing this the way most people I saw in the fandom did with all of the hating on Horikoshi and stuff #AND hating on Izuku too!#I was either broken or a strange one even to the part of the fandom I tried to join for the first time in ages #While people were clinging to anything to keep deluding themselves that Tomura is alive #Or being openly angry on Twitter #It all was on Twitter actually because I have no power to really change what it shows if I don't just “ignore” every single person there #I tried drawing through it but I slowly hit burnout with drawing absolutely nothing #I'm a bit better now and I tried different things instead so it's alright still a bit... Too much all at once since I had irl stuff too #I'm glad that I'm not known enough to be pressured about anything since I pressure myself enough already

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