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PLEASE COULD WE MAYBE GET LIKE A VIBE OF WHAT THE NEXT INSTALLMENT OF SETTLE OUR BONES IS GOING TO BE ABOUT NO PRESSURE JUST CURIOUS
The vibe is it’s kicking my ass 😂
#it’s a collab with batmoniker!#it’s set in Sept/Oct ish#after school starts up again#and it involves some Proper Comic Book stuff#no one throws up in it so I should get points for that!!#a few days ago I got so frustrated trying to work out the logistics in one scene that I cried a little#then felt very dumb bc I’m a grown woman and this is fanfic#then called batmoniker in a panic like listen what if we just scrap the whole fic#and she was like orrrrr#we could NOT do that and just delete the part that isn’t working#and I was like ‘but it would be so satisfying to just delete everything‘#and she’s like ‘I support you but……maybe just try this first’#ANYWAY it started sort of coming together today#and I THINK it’s somewhat steering in the right direction#it’s got a TON of pov shifting#including one bit that’s outsider POV#and that makes it quite a challenge#I’m currently on an Alfred section#it has more action than I generally write#but there will still be a good bit of hurt/comfort bc I’m still me#batmoniker and I came up with this idea like 3 years ago while slightly drunk the first time we ever met up irl#so that’s the vibe#and if this fic ever sees the light of day it will be 100% thanks to batmoniker#settle our bones
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girl neku
#fanart#art#twewy#twewy neku#neku sakuraba#twewy fanart#my attempt at a girl neku design#orrrrr you could even say… girlku#hashtag creative#i might make a joshua one too.. and the rest#girlshua….#girl nekus hair is supposed to be something like a messy short wolfcut#and his hair sticking out is tied in a messy bun#but reallly spiky#she reminds of Medusa from soul eater SOO bad and that’s bothering me a little
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Trying not to look at too much content yet to avoid s2 spoilers but I will say from the fanart I've seen so far there are not NEARLY enough Van lovers out here. This is a national crisis
#yellowjackets lb#yellowjackets#van palmer#i am indeed biased because liv hewson is my fave#also has anyone talked about the last name Palmer like was that a twin peaks ref orrrrr#would've made more sense for jackie actually she's basically laura palmer
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my therapist is going to have me keeping a log of the food i eat now 😵💫 um. trying very hard to not end up at a clinic at the end of the year
#i mean i don't think i'm at that point or will ever even get there anytime soon i just feel like she's watching and waiting almost for me to#go off the edge and end up hospitalized again orrrrr. something idk :|#tw ed mention#?
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Still haunted by kh3 secret report 1
"I feel no closer to understanding who or what I am."
GIRL WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!!
#Skuld darkness corruption arc#She could be a temp villain like Aqua working as a replacement Ava#she was compared to Ava 3 times that's gotta go somewhere plzzzzzz#Even IF she'll want to kill us I still want to befriend her#orrrrr it could just be that she thinks its weird no one can summon a keyblade like her#I am a Skuld is in quadratum truther#She'll be surrounded by weirdo normal humans#Kh#kingdom hearts#kh skuld#skuld
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momo ayase tldr:
» sixteen year old high school student who lives with her grandma, a spirit medium » has psychic powers of her own that awakened when she was abducted by aliens, specifically psychokinesis. besides being able to move things and latch onto them, she can see people's auras and can grab them as well, often incapacitating them. » bold asf, a bit ( a lot ) of a hothead and ready to throw hands while also being a goofball and a dork who loves the occult » compassionate as hell, evident in the way she's quick to apologize if she goes too far and in how she goes out of her way to help others, often putting herself at risk with no regard to her own wellbeing » here for a good time, not a long time vibes. but she's growin out of that mentality slowly but surely » so fuckin expressive, she makes wild gestures and her face always always shows what she's feeling/thinking at any moment in time » not book smart at all, but is surprisingly observant & perceptive when faced with yokai & aliens
#i can crossover like crazy bc she's just that adaptable ok#bnha? ezpz i'll make her a ketsubutsu or shiketsu student#jjk? ezpz u got urself a jujutsu sorcerer#csm? guess she's devil hunting#ya feel?#ORRRRR#just some good ol multiverse shenanigans bc i love those#muse info.
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attempting to dry oil paint, will be stuck here until the end of time
#my teacher values us caring abiut even the smaller assignments which are just for understanding fundamentals#like color gradients and gesture and stuff#which honestly i respect.#she doesnt Make us do anything extra but she does praise that kind of effort when she sees it#so i want to put little stars in the cracks between the squares tht i coupdnt apply paint to#trouble is idk how to do that hgffg#going post#i could use my pens orrrrr tape that i cut at the right size#idk!#ill figure it out
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the byers remember and celebrate robin's 17th birthday after they're not able to last year bc they didn't know it and robin actually cries
why would you do this to me... pain.jpg
no bc robin's bday being march 10 and will's is march 22nd....will's birthday comes and goes (bc i'm assuming out of the byers fam his is first) and they're just like "oh robin when's ur bday?" and she's like "oh....um.... it was a few weeks ago...." and they're all like "..........WHAT??? why didn't you tell us!! :(" and the real reason is bc robin didn't really want to bother them with it. kate and milton remembered and that was really enough for robin!! she got to spend the day with them and that was enough for her!
but! they make sure to remember it for next year, they will not miss her 17th!! (especially after all the shit she's gonna go through again lmao) jonathan makes her a special True Music Fan mix, will draws her a comic (the tales of rebel robin and william the wise!) and they watch one of robin's fave movies that night. they surprise her with it though, in the morning robin walks into the kitchen and they surprise her with everything and she just. cries. happy tears of course!! but yeah :')
#got mail! 📩#solarsleepless#rebel robin: surviving the upside down#will totally does NOT tell the party...(yes he does)#nancy comes by to drop a gift off too. idk what yet probably either a book or a language tape or something#ORRRRR she's like 'i got tickets for [insert movie] you wanna go...?' and robin's like 'YES i mean yeah!! sure! would love to :)'
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i feel like a very valuable lesson i’ve taken away from over a decade engaging with fandom is that deriving your enjoyment solely from Representation with a capital R (or lack thereof) will inevitably lead to disappointment & eventually resentment, and if you’re not enjoying the media you’re consuming on a thematic, narrative or technical level then you may be better served taking the elements you do like and fucking off to AO3 with it
#like. the psychic damage i caused myself by pushing through ouat years after it lost its appeal on every conceivable level…#and i truly think that is a learned behavior#out of a warped sense of loyalty but also b/c we’re all increasingly irony poisoned#at a certain point righteous anger becomes the default method of engagement#when they killed delphine off in OB i stopped watching & i never bothered going back. not even when i learned she was alive#b/c post-S1 i no longer trusted the capabilities of the showrunners#all this to say i kind of take this for granted on here because all of you are normal#but my god are the kids on twitter suffering#either lower your defenses & open your mind orrrrr hit the bricks!
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#super cool how i can either continue living in the realtive safety and comfort and freedom i currently enjoy#but without any sort of support system save for my mom who i do not trust or like and who i was scared of for a solid chunk of my life#orrrrr choose to upend my entire life and start from scratch around my family trading isolation from family for isolation from peers#a choice i wouldnt have even been presented with#if my mother hadnt considered moving her and her young child across the world for some guy she met online a completely fine thing to do#and i absolutely feel like a dick for complaining abt a situation that objectively did give me a shitton of opportunities i wouldnt have ha#but also mayhaps... being isolated from any support system i could have had with my dads side of the family is a little fucked up#like my cousins aged 32 and 23 still live at home with their parents and at least superficially seem really happy with their situations#mw im over here entirely unmoored hanging on by my fraying ambitions bc if i dont study and also make it professionally#ill have to move back in with my mother#and idk what im doing like eveer!!!!!!!! idk what country im going to live in idk what im supposed to be doing idk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#all this becoming a doctor thing is a desperate move to not move back in with my mother#and i could go back and study in brazil but that might very much be shooting myself in the foot#bc europe has a cheeky tendency not to acknowledge degrees so if i wanted to come back itd be a nightmare#anyways were cool 👍im cool
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Feana: No Fear. Totally cool with losing everything I have ever known and becoming totally unrecognizable to who and what I was in the past.
Feana: One Fear.
#is it because of the shadowcurse orrrrr?????????#the fact that this sudden internal panic for her is being triggered at the same time that there is romantic subplot drama... not great#personal q#bg3 spoilers#bg3 play notes#feana q#they already have such a messy pact in my build history for her lol but she never considered she could ever lose her pact so............#I like how this wasn't brought up at all. Fe just internally screaming while trying to play it cool around the Harpers#''No I have not taken avail of the powers offered to me. No I am not relying on an additional unknown entity''
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I watched the first two seasons of Stranger Things, so here's my review (i guess)
ahem
*inspects notes*
a hot mess
*bows*
that is all thank u
#thats all i have to say#except a few things#*pulls out a 314305 pages report*#buckle up shitheads this is about to get wild#so#is will ever gonna get his rest orrrrr#is he just gonna be yk *gestures vaguely* haunted forever?#nancy is badass and the loml#even though she was kind of annoying in the first season#i kin jonathan so much this is not okidoki#will and mike are the Big Gay™#byler is real#they told me themselves#i like how the show took some stereotypes (annoying stepdads#lazy cops or whatever) and made them more interesting#and also overall kinda evolved them idk#bob didnt deserve to die man#i was legit sad#also hopper can u adopt me to pls#my daddy issues are screaming#so are my mommy issues every time joyce and will are on screen but we dont talk abt that#stranger things#st1#st2#byler#tumblr let this reach the target audience or i will sob
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ngl the penguin kind of ran into the weird issue where the antagonist was way more interesting and cool than the protagonist. maybe the penguin DOES need to die
#i just wonder how theyll say anything more about oz thats at all interesting#like he and sofia kinda met their payoff in the finale right ? sofia as the harbinger of truth#is she rlly gonna break out to do it again in batman orrrrr#i think if they intended to set up sofia as a antihero then yes they slayed#but if they didnt ahxishdksj wtf were they doing
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and yeah humanity is basically good and hen is basically a forgiving person but you Cannot tell me it wouldn’t be satisfying if they do decide for Gerrard to have a come to Jesus moment after the 118 save his sorry life , for her to look him in the eyes and be like “apology not accepted . now get the fuck out of my office.”
#hen wilson#Rightful Captain Hen Wilson truther forever#I’m sure she’d be more gracious about it but if she wants to be a petty bitch !! more power to her#or ORRRRR we parallel the hen chim from s1 where hen is being nice#and chim is like : you’re in her chair#(if you want to forgive that’s your prerogative but as your friend I get to hold a grudge forever)#tv: 911
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Every single time Caleb talks about how the things he did were awful and irredeemable Astrid is internally screaming
Caleb failed on their graduation day
He made it through training, and yeah, did awful things
Astrid and Wulf passed that graduation, finished training, and spent 17 years in the real world doing the actual job
The parts too hard, too bloody, too dangerous, to trust to teenagers
Caleb knows Trent is awful and all of the terrible things he put children through, and every dreadful thing he is capable of, no question
But Astrid and Wulf, looking at him after the Mighty Nein? Not when he was in the Sanitarium, broken by Feeblemind, but a whole, complete person?
A wizard powerful enough to stand toe to toe with their master, and what did he do that they didn’t to get there?
He ate pastries. Wore bread as mittens. Made dick jokes and found love and forgiveness and people who may not understand, but who don’t care that they don’t understand and accept him anyway
People who looked at this sad, broken man with up to seven years of guilt and terrible deeds weighing him down (depending on when you think Trent started scourging ‘em, seemed young in the campaign but much later in the comic)
Knowing that they spent every one of the years he was in the Sanitarium and then after he escaped still under Trent’s thumb, still doing everything they’d done as kids and more, doing it with higher stakes, higher costs
And he talks about those childhood sins as unforgivable
He tells them that they too can be redeemed, as if nothing and no one could be worse than he was
But Astrid and Caleb are the same person
So you know she’s just as convinced that her sins were actually the worst, and there’s hope for anyone else but her
And she has the resume to back it up
And no matter how much she wishes she could have what he has, be free and redeem herself and maybe admit she shouldn’t have had to do any of it…
If Caleb doesn’t believe he can be redeemed, how could there be hope for her?
(And absolutely none of it will stop Jester Lavorre from scooping up another two formerly evil wizards and tucking them gently into her pocket and woobie-ing them to death with sprinkles and muffins and love)
look me in the eyeballs. astrid and caleb (imo wulf is a slightly different story but that's another post) are textually, canonically narrative foils. i think a better, less literary term-y way to put it is that they're variations on the same person. like. canonically. astrid is caleb if he didn't fail the training. caleb is astrid if she got out. they're like if you took one person and laid out two seperate options on how they would react to a major life-changing incident (hmm. i wonder what that might be in this context). astrid. caleb. they look at each other and see themselves. caleb is alright with this. astrid was holding on for her life for a little bit, trying not to lose her shit, because. he is who she would be if she was free and she figures that out during c2 yknow. caleb always knew that he was almost astrid so he just had to. like. look at this woman he loves dearly and fucking. wretchedly. and cope with the fact that 1. he loves her 2. she's awful 3. she could be so much better than she is 4. she's too far gone for that. but he's been coping for a long time, and she's not unreachable she's just. she's never gonna be him. meanwhile she has to grapple with the fact that she will never be as free as him- i don't know if she really wants to be, but he's proof that her life didn't need to go the way that it did and that's brutal. anyway. they're the same guy. it is so so important to consider that in relation to the dynamic they have going on. is this mic on
#critical role#critical role meta#c2#caleb widogast#astrid becke#my babygirls okay#you don’t understand i am feral for them#also wulf we love wulf but he learned to work out his muscles too and snuck some himbo energy#like yeah yeah essek and caleb are narrative foils we all know#which. means. astrid and essek are foils-in-law#and i think they both know that and they would both be much happier to admit how much they have in common with each other#because they both think caleb is better and closer to redemption#and the secret is the dick jokes it’s the only thing astrid and essek didn’t do it’s why they stayed evil for sure /j#(the secret is jester specifically liam didn’t think caleb would warm up to anyone until laura Assassinated Him)#(the others woulda got him eventually but laura grabbed him by the throat first session and said#‘HEY LOVE THE NEW EDGY CHARACTER WITH THE TRAGIC BACKSTORY LIAM#BE A SHAME IF SOMEONE… DREW DICKS IN HIS SPELLBOOK’#and liam lost his goddamn mind because he is also a chaos gremlin at heart)#trent can do all the scary traumatising training he wants jester can undo it with 3 texts and a dream#cuz she literally doesn’t fit in his worldview. like. fundamentally incompatible. she shouldn’t exist.#if trent was right and the world was as bad as he thought and all of his bs was actually necessary… jester woulda died in nicodranas#her just bopping around happy and carefree and It Works proves every single thing trent ever told them wrong#‘oh we must ruthlessly train you and destroy all empathy and torture you for magical power’#‘orrrrr have you considered loving your friend so hard he becomes a god nd just gives you cool magic?✨✨✨hey now watch me raise the dead!’#caleb and astrid are the same person and this is why jester fucking broke them both#jester lives in a different world to everyone else cuz until they meet her everyone assumes her world couldn’t work#but it does#cuz she had no reason to think it wouldn’t so she tried it anyway
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Five bedrooms starting soon :))))))
Apparently there's related content in TV week :)))))))
#i hope the service station is selling it#will stop by there tomorrow#my boss commented on the fact that I emailed at quarter to 9 this morning 'you're in early' she says#as if that's a surprise#after copping the crap i copped last week like of course i am?????#genuinely scared she'll get rid of me#so i need to fast catch up on everything that needs doing just in case#while trying to train the new girl as much as possible without overloading her but also I'm terrible at training people#i now understand why Jenette would say to me last year 'I'm showing you this in case I'm ever suddenly not here'#either she KNEW her mum would get terminally ill orrrrr SHE FELT THE SAME PRESSURE THAT I DO NOW#i mean it's ridiculous though jenette did so much way more than i have ever done#also i spent like hours searching for a timesheet today do i have to add that time to the timesheet
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