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I have a co-worker of mine who is in love with someone who used to work here, and it's nothing like anything i've seen before. they are so different and there's some serious age gap there and they are not at all involved romantically but the way they exist together, like they are dancing or in orbit around the other and the rest of the world are just star far away that have no significance. It's so beautiful. Their love is so romantic and platonic and familiar and sure they are friends but they are also father and son and they are also married and it's all and nothing at the same time and I think Sherlock and John are like that too. It's obvious that they are in love and it's no incompatible with them being in love with other people, with John getting married with Mary or Sherlock being involved with Irene or Molly or whoever you'd like. The love they have for one another is unchangeable and impossible to move. It's there, beyond any marriage or relationship they get, beyond death. They are each others hope and life, and that's something that goes beyond a romantic relationship. It's much more than that.
#just some random thoughts about johnlock#also my co-worker is SO in love#not romantically#it's just love#plain and simple#and painful and difficult#johnlock#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#john watson#multishipper
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๐๐ง ๐๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ ๐โ๐ฆ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ. ๐โ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ก๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง๐.
excerpts from a book Iโll never write
#aesthetic#poetry#poets corner#writing#poets on tumblr#quotes#art#life#poem#poetscommunity#spilled writing#spilled poetry#spilled words#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#in another universe#maybe in another life#iโm sorry#past quotes#love quotes#pain quotes#relationship#friendship#difficult people#hurt/comfort#iโm so tired#emotions#mental health#sad poetry#poems and quotes
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Kanapka wolf woman dyke wolf etc.
#my art#art#kanapka#oc#my fursonya#fursona#disability#she got that chronic pain that makes it difficult to walk#hm#i wonder who else got that kind of condition#anyways hi#wolf
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wild hair centaur gf troubles (Gem can't be tamed and neither can her hair)
#sorry Im too obsessed with animal Gem. Wild creature. Free spirit. Untameable thing. Will kill you if you try#whaaagh its even more difficult for me to draw humans traditionally no matter how much I sketch. Pain#whatever. woe gempearl upon ye#shiny duo#gempearl#trafficshipping#tubby art
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There's a reason why Odysseus sounded so broken when he had to choose between him and his crew. Let's not forget that.
Relistening to the thunder saga and people LOVE memeing on Eurylochus for the "but we'll die" line. You think Odysseus would just forget that he led this crew into battle for 10 years? That Eurylochus is his brother in law?? because they mutinized??? if Eurylochus would've done the same, like Odysseus had said, then Odysseus would've done the same in Eurylochus position. Hell the entire point of their development is that they changed into each other. Of fucking course he sounds so broken, he fought with these men for 10 years. Newsflash, one mutiny isn't gonna change that he actually cared about them. He had their backs, patched them up, lifted their spirits when they were down, fought like all hell to make sure they were okay before the Underworld Saga. He. Cared. About. Them.
That's why the choice was so difficult!!
โWhat did he think was gonna happen???โ Eurylochus thought his captain was still in there. He had no idea just how far gone Odysseus was. He had known him as someone who cared for his men. Even after Scylla its difficult to accept someone you thought you knew so well had changed so drastically.
#if it wasn't a difficult decision to make zeus wouldn't have given it to him#the memes are funny yes#but there is a point where they shouldn't be the entire scene#idk why people ignore the obvious PAIN ody had in his voice#this was bothering me because i wanted to visit the thunder saga on tt and it was all jokes about it??? so i make post :<<#epic the musical#epic the musical thunder saga#epic the thunder saga#the thunder saga#thunder saga#epic musical#epic#epic odysseus#epic eurylochus#jorge rivera herrans#epic the musical fandom#epic mutiny#mutiny epic
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more babynai and sanegiyuuโฆ lots of emotions going on
#demon slayer#kny#sanemi shinazugawa#giyuu tomioka#obanai iguro#demon slayer fanart#kny fanart#babynai#sanegiyuu#sanemi x giyuu#artbites#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#it took me an hour & a half to draw giyuu and sanemis faces#its always so hard for me to draw giyuu for some reason#deaging#deaged character#and before anyone asksโ yes#babynai has his scar#it doesnt go away in the transformation#and makes things rlly difficult#but its ok imagine them giving his scar little kisses when hes in pain
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RAHHHh ok comics done I can post this now!!! He is having the worst possible time
#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#fanart#body horror#weredeer#idk why I made myself wait until the comic was done like I didnt show the deer stuff#Ough but Im too impatient to wait any longer#current idea is that transformations are based on mental state#antlers for general stress#more animalistic when hes miserable or angry#Generally just making whatever spiral he's already in way worse#I like to think he starts getting more mentally feral when hes mad but he notices it happening and gets so scared he stops being angry#Like the idea of losing his mind makes him genuinely terrified#he exchanges one spiral for another โฅ#I had some doodles that didnt fit where he had particularly overgrown antlers#have you ever seen those pictures of deer with overgrown antlers they look diseased and I wanted to capture that#they are heavy painful and most importantly very unnatural#unfortunately drawing overgrown antlers is very difficult for me and didnt look nearly as nasty as I wanted#its one of those things you can immediately pin as wrong in real life but is harder to get across in a cartoony style
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#it's okay to not be okay#your feelings are valid#grief#trauma#your pain is valid#your trauma is valid#healing#recovery#spoons#self compassion#coping#difficult times
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this is canon, right?
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#dead boy detectives#dbda#dbdshow#tltl art#art#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko sasaki#payneland#palasaki#edwin paine#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#paineland#painland#paynland#chedwin#edwin x charles#nikrystal#crystaliko#crystal x niko#chadwin#dead boy detective agency#image description in alt#my art#digital art#mlm/wlw solidarity? we love to see it!#WHY is edwin so difficult to draw wtf#used a ref pic for that EXACT angle and yet#also bless dbda for showing everyone from so many angles it sure makes drawing them in certain poses easier!
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thinking about the sully siblings and how Spider was smaller than them physically, but he was still their big brother, and the pure shenanigans it must cause.
like. they're so much bigger than him, but they no doubt still act like they're little compared to their brother at times.
like you want to tell me they don't hide behind him or lean over so they can rest their head on his shoulder or tuck under his arm. tell me they don't lay on top of him like he's their personal pillow.
its not odd to see all his siblings gathering around him, Kiri resting her head on Spi, while Lo'ak holds his arm, Tuk tucked against his waist, while 'tey rests his chin on Spi's head (he loves all the attention, even if he huffs and puffs like any good big brother). they look silly cause the kids have to crouch and twist and bend to use their brother as a leaning post, and he practically disappears under all their blue.
and that includes rough housing, even if it's unintentional. the kids jumping up for a piggyback ride even when they're nearly double if not triple Spider's size.
Tuk wanting to be carried around by her big brother all the time. Kiri accidentally tugging her brother too hard when excited to show him something. the boys teaming up against their brother when playing, forgetting he can hardly handle one of them, let alone both at once.
his siblings getting the rare chance for a sleepover and cuddling around him like a bunch of big cats. they're tucked around him, under him, on top of him, with just enough care to make sure he doesn't suffocate in his sleep.
when they need some loving, Spider has to beckon them down to give their foreheads a kiss or to wrap them up in a proper hug. Spider likes to tuck his siblings head to his chest with both his arms and squeeze them tight.
when he's got to give them a big brother chat, the kids have to be kneeled down so Spider doesn't have to stare up at them (he tends to kneel too, so they're eye to eye, cause when he looks down on them, they tuck their little ears and he feels bad).
like. they're just big babies that need their big brother to take care of them and love them, even if they're giants compared to him.
#they're big and tall and lanky and he's so little compared to them#but he loves giving them all the love and attention they need#he's the best big brother#he loves them to death#he does all the classic big brother things. even if its more difficult with the size different#and they're just his little baby siblings. they need all the same things as normal little siblings. regardless of their size#they're siblings your honor#and I love them so much its painful#avatar 2#avatar the way of water#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#neteyam#neteyam sully#lo'ak sully#lo'ak#tuk#tuk tuk#tuk sully#tuktirey#tuktirey sully#Kiri sully#avatar#atwow
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a sub having a birth kink and purposefully getting knocked up so theyโll experience the beauty of labor themselves. only to get a dark awakening.
they don't learn any breathing exercises for pain management because they're convinced theyโll be turned on the dntire time and gave an orgasmic birth (they're very self-confident about this... too self-confident). it's also why they don't hire a midwife or plan for the hospital, no, they want an unassisted home birth.
when early labor starts, it kind of works still. they are turned on, definitely, but can't really reach their opening because of their big bump - since it dropped earlier that morning, it's even harder to reach around. so they resort to humping the armrest of the couch and grinding against pillows but it doesn't really bring them much pleasure and their belly keeps getting in the way. besides the pressure in their pelvis makes it hard to stay upright, and the contractions are coming closer, sharper, knocking the wind out if their lungs. soon they're huffing and panting. still in denial, still sure the pleasure will win. but as time goes on, their certainty starts to waver. after their water breaks, the contractions become more intense, no longer dampened by the amniotic fluid. as their womb gets squeezed tighter and their baby is being worked down, they slowly but surely start to admit to themselves that this isnโt going according to plan, that this is far more painful than they imagined. they're sweating and trembling, panting frantically and desperately clutching their bump, trying and failing to rub some of the pain and tension away.
by the time they recognize they don't want to do this alone without help after all, it's too late. they're in too much pain to get up, glued to the couch, squirming and sobbing. their crotch is bulging grotesquely but they're far from crowning and they scream everytime they bear down. they push for hours upon hours, suffering in pure agony.
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the 2018 far cry 5 brainrot has returned
#John is absolutely standing on top of something he is not that tall yes#also this sketch made me remember how badly I hated his difficult af face#who created it#I mean it is beautiful but who#it was pain#time for me to disappear once again#merry christmas!#far cry 5#fc5#jacob seed#john seed#my art
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Zukki my beloved ๐
I'm not sure what tumblrs opinions on tatas are so they are censored but I also posted this on my bluesky where they are not
#the pain i felt when i had to do the heart pattern of sukis pants without it looking weird#THEN all the fucking fluff on sokkas robe#it wasnt hard it was just so time consuming#then i decided to give zuko strips#that wasnt that bad tho#i wanted to give zuko turtle duck slippers where the slipper was in the shape of a turtle duck#like those bunny ones but that was actually very difficult so i went to plan b#but i think they are still very cute#atla#zukki#zukka#sukka#zuki#avatar the last airbender#zuko#sokka#suki#atla zuko#atla sokka#atla suki#atla art#dixs art
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[Fic Book Covers 11+12/?] Integrative Approaches by Nnm / @mouseonamoose
Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma
As soon as Aubrey Thyme, psychotherapist, had opened her office door and seen her new client, Anthony J. Crowley, sitting in her waiting area, she was observing and assessing him. At first glance, she paid attention to the following: --His clothing was expensive and stylish; --He wore very strange but noticeable cologne; --His relationship to the seat he occupied could only, very loosely, be described as โsitting;โ --He looked angry; --He was wearing sunglasses. What Aubrey Thyme, a professional, thought, upon first seeing her new client was: youโre going to be a fun one, arenโt you?
Angel-Centered Therapy Through A Multicultural Lens
โIโd love to meet with you,โ Davey said, apologetically, when he had been called up by a fellow looking to initiate therapy, โbut Iโm all booked up for months.โ โAre you sure?โ The fellow said, through a poor connection that crackled. Davey had been sure. And yet. Right there in his calendar was a blank spot, just a few days away, which he had somehow completely overlooked before. โHow about thatโฆIโve got Wednesday at eleven, if you can make that work.โ โWhat a miracle,โ the fellow said, โthat would be just the perfect time.โ
#fic book cover#fanfic cover#fic rec#good omens#demonology and the tri-phasic model of trauma#angel-centered therapy through a multicultural lens#Nnm#illogical makes#these have been sitting in my drafts for...a long while bc they didn't feel quite right#until i was struck with: they look so brand-new-textbook-right-off-the-shelf. they look too neat and pristine#they need some wear and tear. they need to look like the paperbacks i read 100000 times in middle/high school#and once that was added it really came together imo#anyway. these fics are so lovely & gentle & supportive and i read them at a time when i really needed a story that said w/ its whole self#'things can and will get better. it may be difficult. it may be painful. it may not be the same as it was before. but it will get better.'#so thank you for that <3
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You do not deserve the pain that you are in. I am sorry that you are hurting. I am hurting too. I wish things were different. But I am glad that we are not alone in this.
#chronic pain#words I wish would have been said to me when I was younger#because growing up with this much pain without knowing anyone around my age living with moderate-severe chronic pain was so freaking hard#so isolating and difficult#I didn't deserve it then and I don't deserve it now#but at least I am not alone in my experiences
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Tomorrow...
It's actually a very happy chapter if you don't know about SecondBee Au... Compared to the last chapter at least. This one will make you laugh at least once (I hope)
Hug hug (or a single nod of the head)
#deceptibee au#secondbee au#twobees au#transformers one fanfiction#I love writing#I love what i do#giving people pain#hypotheticaly#Cuz the pain is in the future#in retrospect#This also makes writting secondbee au more difficult#meh#I like a challenge#I will drink your tears#they power me#ALSO#NEVER#EVER#hesitate to make fanart of any kind#OR WRITE THE AU YOURSELF#JUST GIVE ME THE LINK#b 127
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