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I have a co-worker of mine who is in love with someone who used to work here, and it's nothing like anything i've seen before. they are so different and there's some serious age gap there and they are not at all involved romantically but the way they exist together, like they are dancing or in orbit around the other and the rest of the world are just star far away that have no significance. It's so beautiful. Their love is so romantic and platonic and familiar and sure they are friends but they are also father and son and they are also married and it's all and nothing at the same time and I think Sherlock and John are like that too. It's obvious that they are in love and it's no incompatible with them being in love with other people, with John getting married with Mary or Sherlock being involved with Irene or Molly or whoever you'd like. The love they have for one another is unchangeable and impossible to move. It's there, beyond any marriage or relationship they get, beyond death. They are each others hope and life, and that's something that goes beyond a romantic relationship. It's much more than that.
#just some random thoughts about johnlock#also my co-worker is SO in love#not romantically#it's just love#plain and simple#and painful and difficult#johnlock#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#john watson#multishipper
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Kanapka wolf woman dyke wolf etc.
#my art#art#kanapka#oc#my fursonya#fursona#disability#she got that chronic pain that makes it difficult to walk#hm#i wonder who else got that kind of condition#anyways hi#wolf
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more babynai and sanegiyuu… lots of emotions going on
#demon slayer#kny#sanemi shinazugawa#giyuu tomioka#obanai iguro#demon slayer fanart#kny fanart#babynai#sanegiyuu#sanemi x giyuu#artbites#artists on tumblr#art#digital art#it took me an hour & a half to draw giyuu and sanemis faces#its always so hard for me to draw giyuu for some reason#deaging#deaged character#and before anyone asks— yes#babynai has his scar#it doesnt go away in the transformation#and makes things rlly difficult#but its ok imagine them giving his scar little kisses when hes in pain
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wild hair centaur gf troubles (Gem can't be tamed and neither can her hair)
#sorry Im too obsessed with animal Gem. Wild creature. Free spirit. Untameable thing. Will kill you if you try#whaaagh its even more difficult for me to draw humans traditionally no matter how much I sketch. Pain#whatever. woe gempearl upon ye#shiny duo#gempearl#trafficshipping#tubby art
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RAHHHh ok comics done I can post this now!!! He is having the worst possible time
#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#fanart#body horror#weredeer#idk why I made myself wait until the comic was done like I didnt show the deer stuff#Ough but Im too impatient to wait any longer#current idea is that transformations are based on mental state#antlers for general stress#more animalistic when hes miserable or angry#Generally just making whatever spiral he's already in way worse#I like to think he starts getting more mentally feral when hes mad but he notices it happening and gets so scared he stops being angry#Like the idea of losing his mind makes him genuinely terrified#he exchanges one spiral for another ♥#I had some doodles that didnt fit where he had particularly overgrown antlers#have you ever seen those pictures of deer with overgrown antlers they look diseased and I wanted to capture that#they are heavy painful and most importantly very unnatural#unfortunately drawing overgrown antlers is very difficult for me and didnt look nearly as nasty as I wanted#its one of those things you can immediately pin as wrong in real life but is harder to get across in a cartoony style
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#it's okay to not be okay#your feelings are valid#grief#trauma#your pain is valid#your trauma is valid#healing#recovery#spoons#self compassion#coping#difficult times
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this is canon, right?
(image description in alt text!)
#dead boy detectives#dbda#dbdshow#tltl art#art#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko sasaki#payneland#palasaki#edwin paine#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#paineland#painland#paynland#chedwin#edwin x charles#nikrystal#crystaliko#crystal x niko#chadwin#dead boy detective agency#image description in alt#my art#digital art#mlm/wlw solidarity? we love to see it!#WHY is edwin so difficult to draw wtf#used a ref pic for that EXACT angle and yet#also bless dbda for showing everyone from so many angles it sure makes drawing them in certain poses easier!
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thinking about the sully siblings and how Spider was smaller than them physically, but he was still their big brother, and the pure shenanigans it must cause.
like. they're so much bigger than him, but they no doubt still act like they're little compared to their brother at times.
like you want to tell me they don't hide behind him or lean over so they can rest their head on his shoulder or tuck under his arm. tell me they don't lay on top of him like he's their personal pillow.
its not odd to see all his siblings gathering around him, Kiri resting her head on Spi, while Lo'ak holds his arm, Tuk tucked against his waist, while 'tey rests his chin on Spi's head (he loves all the attention, even if he huffs and puffs like any good big brother). they look silly cause the kids have to crouch and twist and bend to use their brother as a leaning post, and he practically disappears under all their blue.
and that includes rough housing, even if it's unintentional. the kids jumping up for a piggyback ride even when they're nearly double if not triple Spider's size.
Tuk wanting to be carried around by her big brother all the time. Kiri accidentally tugging her brother too hard when excited to show him something. the boys teaming up against their brother when playing, forgetting he can hardly handle one of them, let alone both at once.
his siblings getting the rare chance for a sleepover and cuddling around him like a bunch of big cats. they're tucked around him, under him, on top of him, with just enough care to make sure he doesn't suffocate in his sleep.
when they need some loving, Spider has to beckon them down to give their foreheads a kiss or to wrap them up in a proper hug. Spider likes to tuck his siblings head to his chest with both his arms and squeeze them tight.
when he's got to give them a big brother chat, the kids have to be kneeled down so Spider doesn't have to stare up at them (he tends to kneel too, so they're eye to eye, cause when he looks down on them, they tuck their little ears and he feels bad).
like. they're just big babies that need their big brother to take care of them and love them, even if they're giants compared to him.
#they're big and tall and lanky and he's so little compared to them#but he loves giving them all the love and attention they need#he's the best big brother#he loves them to death#he does all the classic big brother things. even if its more difficult with the size different#and they're just his little baby siblings. they need all the same things as normal little siblings. regardless of their size#they're siblings your honor#and I love them so much its painful#avatar 2#avatar the way of water#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#neteyam#neteyam sully#lo'ak sully#lo'ak#tuk#tuk tuk#tuk sully#tuktirey#tuktirey sully#Kiri sully#avatar#atwow
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a sub having a birth kink and purposefully getting knocked up so they’ll experience the beauty of labor themselves. only to get a dark awakening.
they don't learn any breathing exercises for pain management because they're convinced they’ll be turned on the dntire time and gave an orgasmic birth (they're very self-confident about this... too self-confident). it's also why they don't hire a midwife or plan for the hospital, no, they want an unassisted home birth.
when early labor starts, it kind of works still. they are turned on, definitely, but can't really reach their opening because of their big bump - since it dropped earlier that morning, it's even harder to reach around. so they resort to humping the armrest of the couch and grinding against pillows but it doesn't really bring them much pleasure and their belly keeps getting in the way. besides the pressure in their pelvis makes it hard to stay upright, and the contractions are coming closer, sharper, knocking the wind out if their lungs. soon they're huffing and panting. still in denial, still sure the pleasure will win. but as time goes on, their certainty starts to waver. after their water breaks, the contractions become more intense, no longer dampened by the amniotic fluid. as their womb gets squeezed tighter and their baby is being worked down, they slowly but surely start to admit to themselves that this isn’t going according to plan, that this is far more painful than they imagined. they're sweating and trembling, panting frantically and desperately clutching their bump, trying and failing to rub some of the pain and tension away.
by the time they recognize they don't want to do this alone without help after all, it's too late. they're in too much pain to get up, glued to the couch, squirming and sobbing. their crotch is bulging grotesquely but they're far from crowning and they scream everytime they bear down. they push for hours upon hours, suffering in pure agony.
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[Fic Book Covers 11+12/?] Integrative Approaches by Nnm / @mouseonamoose
Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma
As soon as Aubrey Thyme, psychotherapist, had opened her office door and seen her new client, Anthony J. Crowley, sitting in her waiting area, she was observing and assessing him. At first glance, she paid attention to the following: --His clothing was expensive and stylish; --He wore very strange but noticeable cologne; --His relationship to the seat he occupied could only, very loosely, be described as “sitting;” --He looked angry; --He was wearing sunglasses. What Aubrey Thyme, a professional, thought, upon first seeing her new client was: you’re going to be a fun one, aren’t you?
Angel-Centered Therapy Through A Multicultural Lens
“I’d love to meet with you,” Davey said, apologetically, when he had been called up by a fellow looking to initiate therapy, “but I’m all booked up for months.” “Are you sure?” The fellow said, through a poor connection that crackled. Davey had been sure. And yet. Right there in his calendar was a blank spot, just a few days away, which he had somehow completely overlooked before. “How about that…I’ve got Wednesday at eleven, if you can make that work.” “What a miracle,” the fellow said, “that would be just the perfect time.”
#fic book cover#fanfic cover#fic rec#good omens#demonology and the tri-phasic model of trauma#angel-centered therapy through a multicultural lens#Nnm#illogical makes#these have been sitting in my drafts for...a long while bc they didn't feel quite right#until i was struck with: they look so brand-new-textbook-right-off-the-shelf. they look too neat and pristine#they need some wear and tear. they need to look like the paperbacks i read 100000 times in middle/high school#and once that was added it really came together imo#anyway. these fics are so lovely & gentle & supportive and i read them at a time when i really needed a story that said w/ its whole self#'things can and will get better. it may be difficult. it may be painful. it may not be the same as it was before. but it will get better.'#so thank you for that <3
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You do not deserve the pain that you are in. I am sorry that you are hurting. I am hurting too. I wish things were different. But I am glad that we are not alone in this.
#chronic pain#words I wish would have been said to me when I was younger#because growing up with this much pain without knowing anyone around my age living with moderate-severe chronic pain was so freaking hard#so isolating and difficult#I didn't deserve it then and I don't deserve it now#but at least I am not alone in my experiences
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Tomorrow...
It's actually a very happy chapter if you don't know about SecondBee Au... Compared to the last chapter at least. This one will make you laugh at least once (I hope)
Hug hug (or a single nod of the head)
#deceptibee au#secondbee au#twobees au#transformers one fanfiction#I love writing#I love what i do#giving people pain#hypotheticaly#Cuz the pain is in the future#in retrospect#This also makes writting secondbee au more difficult#meh#I like a challenge#I will drink your tears#they power me#ALSO#NEVER#EVER#hesitate to make fanart of any kind#OR WRITE THE AU YOURSELF#JUST GIVE ME THE LINK#b 127
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Scenario: A Roman noblewoman goes into labor. She tenses up in fear, but this only makes it worse. There is no midwife around; the only person in the villa who can help her birth is her best friend. It's her first child, and it's not coming easily.
Maybe I'll write this fic :P
IDK how to spoiler tag on Tumblr like I would on Reddit, but I'll just say that in the actual show, something completely different happens.
That's why I want to rectify it. 💯
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what about yellow teeth? my teeth always stayed yellow and that + my poor mental health made brushing just so nightmarish
#Yellow teeth can be genetic#Also! This is what i meant by i hate the hollywood smile#Hollywood smile being perfect white teeth#Teeth arent MEANT to look like that. Its uncanny (to me)#Yellow teeth are normal <3#But but but it's important to do your best brushing!#Its not about whitening your teeth#its about the fact that fluoride helps enamel health and prevents cavities!#It may be difficult but its less difficult than avery expensive life with pain as a result! Remember! Its never too late!#Enamel cavities can even self-repair with enough time care and love!#Try disposable Toothbrushes you can keep by your bed#or toothpaste tablets!
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ascending the pantheon of hallownest
#pain...#hollow knight#pure vessel#nightmare king grimm#& grey prince zote and hornet sentinel in the background#after hornet i start thinking “you're playing with the big boys now”#tbh none of these are difficult but markoth Needs to Die
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Adding tags about Liam.
Is it possible that any content you reblog or post that talks about the day that Liam passed away can you use a tag so I can block it? I really keep seeing posts talking about what happened that day and I really don't want to know details or think about that day ever and I will be very thankful that even if you don't use tags you do this exception. I know a lot of people don't use tags but please do this for me and anyone that don't want to see that type of content please. I get that is something that people want to talk about and I respect it but I want to filter those tags for my mental health.
And if you do use a tag let me know which one it is so I can block it please. Thank you ❤️
#boost#signal boost#can you all boost this?#it will make the experience of checking tumblr less difficult and painful#yeah i can scroll past fast but still you can't help but read some words#i wish tumblr could let you hide posts so you don't see the reblogs of that post every time#liam payne
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