#and left out? idk

[wxvzkk]

sometimes (a lot of the time) idk what to do with my life. im so bored on my phone but i have nothing to do outside of it, but actually, i have so much to do. i could crochet, paint, write, read, so many things and yet all i do is sit on this stupid box and waste time. i hate it. i take moments where i sit and contemplate what im doing with my life. i do think my phone brings my mental health down lower, i know it does. i do nothing but stare at it. i dont leave my bed, i dont do anything. it pisses me off because i have so many things to do but i cant. im depressed, i know this, i hate it. i crave to do fufilling things but i can barely get the energy to pick up a glass of water so i dont die of dehydration. i fucking hate how incapable of taking care of myself i am. i hate talking about my struggles especially when it comes to my actual physical health because its complete shit. i always feel like i'm attention seeking when i talk about things wrong with me, or if i say something that bothers me. which is stupid, because how am i attention seeking if i just want the help? idk if it makes sense. i dont tell my therapist things becayse i fear she'll look at me like i'm doing it, or making it up for attention. its my biggest fear, to want help but to be labeled as doing it for attention. its irrational but its my fear. i'm scared one day i'll open up about my struggle and emotions and the person i trusted will turn on me and tell everyone and call me names behind my back. i dont care if people talk shit about me so long as i know what they're saying. UGH fuck idk. i have a migraine rn and im really tired and im like having trouble breathing so like f it we ball? im so tired of human interaction and i dont think i'm gonna stay after school tmr but i feel evil deciding that when i know im in a state of mind where i dont want to but i doubt anything will change. lowkey i just want to sleep and not have to go to school, i feel evil asking for mental health day because then it feels like im abusing the opportunity when its not even anythint serious and i've gone this long without needing one. but i feel physically sick because of my mental exhaustion? idk how maybe its getting so bad its affecting my actual body but yikes!! i can barely even keep my eyes open lolz! idk what to do with my life, i wish i could skip to the part where i'm an adult and my life is settled. i wish i didnt have expectations or affect on other peoples emotions. i wish people didnt care about me so i could just not have to worry about my actions and how they seem. sometimes i wish i was the completely nonverbal, unable to live without a caregiver type autistic so i didnt have to deal with all this lmaoo its horrible ik but lowk the dream well not when i genuinely start to think about it but yk. i have no clue how im gonna deal with at LEAST 12 more years of school 💔💔 am i cooked? i should js choose an easier job and do some easy fucking mcdonalds shit and become a druggie so i can off myself without worrying about how it affects my community and family

[me-beef]

@strangeravatar made a great point

i was gonna focus on the spike-hotboxing-celestia aspect but i got distracted somewhere along the way and i think i forgot what joke i was trying to make

but dont you think its interesting how many guards of the exact same color/body type she's managed to accrue?? i do

ooohh you want to go look at our stickers so bad

[thatgaydemigodnerd]

DPxDC Prompt

Sam and Danny were messing around with some occult books she had gotten and to both their surprise Danny got the spell to work.

Turns out being saturated with ectoplasm during the portal incident lets danny tap into the mana that's all around, and he can do magic.

As an adult he moves out and becomes a traveling mage, mostly doing seances for people and letting them believe he is a scam or not. Usually he can actually get contact with the dead, death magic is his natural affinity after all, but skeptics will be skeptics ya know.

One day he had his whole spiel set up in Gotham, the people here lose loved ones all the time and would gladly pay him to hear their dear nana once again, or get their mothers secret recipe, or say one final goodbye to their spouse.

What danny didn't expect was a certain mr wayne showing up asking about his parents.

What he double didn't expect was one of his other customers of the day being John Constantine

What he triple didn't expect is The Batman inviting him to be a consult and detective for murder cases with his seances

Tldr; danny figures out he can do magic after the portal incident. Becomes a real mage who pretends to do fake seances, and is now hired as murder case consult by the batman, while hiding that he's a real magician, and also hiding he is dead himself

[spoopdeedoop]

king and harbinger, old and young

[hinamie]

alongside someone like you

[bleeding-seraphic]

okay so I am still working on that silly animatic but I put it on brief hold for this because I was plagued by visions

Anyway Mouthwashing actor au

[pokecraftking]

Everyone: "Unova had a bunch of references to it recently and we had gen 4 games not long ago, next mainline game is gonna be in Unova!"

Also Everyone: "Gen 2 would be up for a new game soon after Let's Go did Kanto, and the whole Pokemon Present was FILLED with Johto related stuff. Next game will be Johto!"

Gamefreak:

[juniemunie]

[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]

Hitting a lil' too close to home?

[videogamelover99]

Alex Hirsch going "I'd be interested in exploring Bill confronting all of his lies" during the Seattle book signing and him going "This is my child. Please be kind to him. He doesn't deserve it though." during the San Diego book signing...

It makes me incredibly happy that he's just as obsessed with this problem triangle as we are.

[hiphopcherrrypop]

uhm guys i don't think they're running lines in there...!!!

this wasss. first version im sorry scollace nation for defacing semi-win or whatever but i just couldnt bear 2 draw todd in scott outfit with scott hair.

[lambentumbra]

who are you in your head?

[bet-on-me-13]

Harley and Ivy meet Jazz while she's Interning at Arkham, and think she's their daughter from the Future. Somehow.

They're not wrong.

Turns out the Fentons decides to test a Prototype Ghost Portal one day 18 years ago and accidentally made a Time Portal instead. Deeming the experiment a Failure, they were just about to close it and start again when a Baby was launched out of it and into Jack's arms.

The moment he looked into her Eyes he knew he wanted to keep her. Maddie was much the same.

They did Try to return her at first, but turns out the Portal was Unstable and constantly shifting between dozens of different TimeZones, so they could never find where/when she came from. She could either be from Earth 18 years later, or Mars 5 Million Years Ago. No way to tell.

So without any other option they decided that she was their Daughter now.

It helped that she looked so much like them, and that both had been in the Lab for 9 Months straight building the Portal so nobody would question the sudden Baby. They just told the Hospital they had an At Home Delivery and officially made her their Daughter.

They raised her believing that she was their's Biologically, because after a while they honestly forgot she wasn't.

Now Jazz is working as an Intern at Arkham Asylum, and has met the 2 Patients she will be helping take care of.

Doctor Pamela Isley, and Doctor Harleen Quinzel. Aka, Poison Ivy and Harley Quinn.

This should be an interesting internship.

[sweetestflow3rs]

messing up a job from cody when he's at low love has its consequences

[blueskittlesart]

sof part 3 which is still bad sketchbook scans except it's inked now and there's more of it :)

[mayhemspreadingguy]

Lost boys

[hinamie]

playing around w slightly different hair renders