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he cares so much about them, but he has never known how to show it
and now, it’s too late.
#orion rambles#mephone was the character that got me attached to ii#seeing him this miserable makes me miserable#ive grown even more attached to him since the twist#i love making ocs....it can be really therapeutic to explore feelings through them#so to see a character do the exact same thing was wild#...but the contestants became these living breathing people#who now have to come to terms with the fact they were made to be a fantasy#dreamed up by someone who is lost. and broken. and scared#and now? he has nothing left#but he cared for them. he really truly cared for them. i would know#inanimate insanity#ii 17#ii movie#ii mephone4
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species medley ft. gorgug and riz
#fantasy high#gorgug thistlespring#riz gukgak#cw: body horror#tbh mostly for the goblin shark jaws lmao. the rest is like. fine I think#ngl drawing like snouts on a humanoid face is kinda awesome I enjoy it#it is kinda a little bit what I aimed for with how I drew riz at first but I pulled back on it#the elephant remix for gorgug I think actually feels a bit more like orc rather than half-orc#maybe the tusks wouldn't get the same lip closure in half-orcs. tho tbh saying that sharing human and orc heritages would result in#consistent physical traits across the board is already kind of a reach I think. I imagine there would be a Lot of variations#and well. at least in spyre we don't see non-human mixed heritages so far... Ive been in my dunmeshi brain lmao#getting to see ryoko kui's art of mixed humans (dunmeshi in-universe term not irl term) is like coming home. thank u ma'am#anyways uhhh I think. I will have refs for every class swap bad kid (at least the full like per-season sets)#fig I'll post separately and then riz and gorgug I'll just include in like a masterpost kinda thing I think#u already know tf is up with them babey!!! just expressing those designs again for convenience#its been really fun figuring these designs out! and necessary if I wanna draw riz bc its literally impossible to doodle him on his own lmao#hes with his friends a lot actually. theyre literally in each others pockets the whole time#anyways! now I sleep. tomorrow? chillin. waiting to watch new nsbu with friend again. see u!
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Winner Winner Pina Colada Dinner
#eurovision#esc 2023#esc2023#eurosong#kaarija#cha cha cha#käärijä#admin draws#fanart#anyways. coughs. cha cha cha won idk what to tell you#dont talk to me about sweden ive moved on#we stan a KING not juries#finished this pretty quickly so its underrendered but#i think its about time i come to terms with things sometimes looking a little shit
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📣📣📣 HES FUCKING SHY
[Vienna Revival, March 2022]
#if only the camera was a leeeeeeetle higher#cats fan on main#cats the musical#mr mistoffelees#i wanted to remake this bc its not stabilized and the framerate is Bad but its been in my drafts for like 4 months now#and ive come to terms with the fact that im never going to get around to it so here
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juvie buddies
#alek art#td duncan#td mal#total drama#total drama all stars#(if i want to get technical)#2024#duncan is around 15 here... mal is around 16#ive thought really hard about them these past few days . in my brain they actually knew each other and canon is different#duncan and mike got along really well. in juvie mal refused to speak to anyone about anything and would fight as many people as he could .#he wanted to stay in there and far away from home . they get roomed together and duncan is the first person who mal can talk to . he isnt#scared of him . he relates to him a lot . like -> wow we both act out for attention and people think we are terrible because of it#duncan being a mentally ill teenager seeing mal an also very mentally ill teenager thought 'i can fix him' . mike and duncan speak too here#i cant really see anyone else fronting besides those two . their brain was on lockdown and mike wanted out so bad . i see manitoba as a#gatekeeper so hed handle some sessions with their psych. i want to say they (duncan and mike) get moved to a psyche ward just because#i have more knowledge on being in one and how it goes ... but yeah i like duncan mal a lot . this art isnt ship whatsoever though 🙏 i dont#see them as a couple their dynamic is just better as friends imo#but anyways in all stars they obviously recognize each other but have an unspoken agreement not to say anything abt it#duncan is a known criminal but mike isnt like that . mike hadnt even told zoey about that part of his life . so duncan wanted to respect his#privacy -> then mal starts hurting people and he has to step in . mal isnt a good person by any means but i dont think he was that bad in#juvie . so duncan had to come to terms that his friend wasnt the same person he was years ago (in all stars duncan is ~18 and i think mike#is almost 20... so it had been a while since they last talked)#them getting each other like no other and being in pain because they couldnt really speak . i see them having a conversation still in moon#madness abt their past and history . god i just think abt them and their wasted potential wdym mike and duncan were in juvie together#duncan was in for trespassing or destruction of private property or something really dumb . mal fought his parent(s) and got in for assault#mal was already in when duncan was placed . and duncan was let out early on good behavior + his parents (dad) mostly did it to teach him a#lesson . wrong of them or otherwise . so mal was just kinda stuck there until they realized he was actually not right in the head . think he#knew abt their DID but was only diagnosed in juvie and had to go from there . tbh he shouldve been tried as an adult but td logic . doesnt#matter dw guys . mike gets the 'was put on random meds that made him go braindead' treatment bc that was me . post mental hospital abilify#had me messed up
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This is what mania and drinking boat loads of caffeine does to a person. I meant me drawing this but it also applies to him
Ilhsfm ♡
#ive come to terms with my sloppy art style and im having a ball#literally around this time last year i was simpin for law rly hard#and a year later im back on my bs#love this lil emo boy#im rly delulu w him ngl#one piece#trafalgar law#trafalgardwaterlaw#guhroovy | guhroovi#my fanart#my art#op#one piece fanart#trafalgar law fanart#fanart#messy art
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I'm so glad nothing bad ever happened to him. can't wait to see him in the next episode
#im still upset but im channeling it. so#ive sort of come to terms#though i wouldn't be upset if he came back (PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#mispelled draws#misp draws#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndads fanart#dndads s2#hermie unworthy#hermie the unworthy#dndads hermie
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futzed around with brush stuff, i thought prism would be a great test subject for it <3
#ieytd#ieytd 3#i expect you to die#i expect you to die 3#roxana prism#love coming back here just to post primmy then disappear again <3#gotta be honest ive been trying to figure out how to have#that rake brush-type thing#proud to say that this is the first brush ive made from scratch ever#freaking finally#the brush i used for the hair + shadows. well#that one was a result of me Trying to get to the rake brush..on accident#im like hey actually this goes hard#is there a term for brush euphoria
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i present to the court this evidence: in the dennis switcharoo episode, where they pretend that ashly burches character "dennis" had been with the s1 daddies for the entire time, the dads call erin in the middle of a discussion. erin pretends that she hates dennis and has beef with him but immideatly confesses to ron that she only pretended to hate him to play hard to get because shes actually really into him.
with this evidence in mind, we must consider who else erin hates but has WICKEDDD sexual chemistry with? glenn. thats right glerin real i yield the remainder of my time
#idc im starting this ship myself#they deserved to fuck ! canonically !#like yes they hate eachother Yes they also boned. both of those are canon To Me#also ive never really thought about erins like. age or race or anything#i dont think her race was ever mentioned? so im assumng shes human#and i always imagined her to be like 30-40#but when it comes down to it ig shes kinda vague in terms of canon#dndads#dungeons and daddies#glenn close#henry oak#ron stampler#darryl wilson#dungeons and daddies s1#dndads s1#dndads season 1#the peachyville horror#tph
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ive been thinking about this for a while and y'know. there isn't actually a big difference between someone asking you not to refer to them as human and someone asking you to use gender neutral language for them. ive seen fellow queer people (mostly on twitter) whine and scream and shit their pants over being asked to not call someone human, as if that is somehow different from a transphobe throwing a fit about being asked to use singular they for someone? how often does that even come up? do you seriously refer to others often enough with the word "human" that being asked not to is a major inconvenience? I don't know how to finish this post but you get the idea it's hypocritical and annoying
#DISCLAIMER. obviously nonhumans are not oppressed like queer people are and that is NOT what I am saying at all.#but in most cases you can replace the word “person” with “individual“ and ”people“ with ”others“#obviously not always exactly those but you get the idea#it is not harder than changing the pronouns and terms you use for someone#coming from someone who does struggle with learning to use neopronouns quickly I understand if it *is* genuinely hard for you of course#but in my experience thats rarely the case and more often than not its just people being willfully disrespectful#therian#therianthropy#otherkin#EDIT ive muted this so if you try to start discourse with me I will Not see it
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(lyrics are from the song Not What I Needed by Car Seat Headrest!)
happy birthday, psychonauts. i miss whispering rock as though it were a real place
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this game is so gorgeous it makes me want to yell. how were they doing this in 2005 .
#i have so many sentimental feelings about this game even though ive only really known it for a year. sobbing weeping#first played it i was sort of coming to terms with myself. like i was making good ocd recovery progress and getting to see myself in sasha#was just so so lovely. and i do fixate on sasha specifically a lot but whispering rock as a whole is just so magical to me. cant do words#its probably cliche to say that something 'feels like home' but it really does. wahhhh#its 3am and i like videogame.maple#psychonauts#razputin aquato
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"advise you move interior if you're not already... it's good cover"
that last bit has always felt like such an afterthought; it comes just a beat too late like ghost hadn't intended to elaborate on his order
did he add it to head off soap's inevitable questions; pushing back against his orders just like in al mazrah? never bc of insubordination but just bc of an intrinsic need to know the thought process behind an order before he can follow it
has he ever had to explain his thinking before; too used to being followed without question, his word always the authority in both rank and experience? just to meet soap who pushes back, not in doubt, but from the sheer desire to know
has it already become instinct to explain?
was it to start teaching him to think even deeper about his own survival? to look at his surroundings and see everything as an opportunity and tool at his disposal? already feeling the urge to implant these lessons so, should the time come, soap can implement them himself
he knows he won't always be there; whether it's as simple as distance, comms going down or his inevitable death, at some point soap won't have anyone at his back
better to teach the root of survival so he won't need protecting
even the phrasing, "if you're not already", he's not babying soap, not undermining his skills; he assumes soap knows to get inside bc he knows he’s a good soldier. but just in case he doesn’t, in case he’s frazzled and not thinking, he offers it as a reminder
#the way i cant stop finding new things in this bloody mission#ghost ‘give a man a fish vs teach a man to fish’ riley#ghost is an arrogant prick we been knew but we also know its deserved#his first piece of advice for the entire alone mission ends with the caveat of ‘if youre not already’#hes not presuming to know more than soap and he makes the point of saying that#until soap says ‘sounds like youve done this before’ and he takes it as an admission that soaps out of his depth#thats when his advice and his praise comes hot and heavy#he never treats soap like hes above him in terms of skill until hes outright told hes better#the one time he does is in the camera part of prison break and even then i think its bc hes flustered by having help and receiving praise#praise he doesnt know how to accept so he feels the need to cut soap down to get away from it#fuck i love these two#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#ghoap#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghost cod#simon ghost riley#soap cod#john soap mactavish#save post#talk meta to me
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GUESS WHAT I DID??
My attempt/prediction of ryojis HD sprites!
#persona#persona 3#p3#ryoji mochizuki#persona 3 reload#persona 3 remake#p3re#persona 3 fanart#persona fanart#guys im coming to terms that we might not see ryoji in the reload trailers🥲#BUT IM IMPATIENT AND I WANT TO SEE HIM SO BAD! ive had ideas of what his sprites would look like in game#so i decided to draw them! :D i tried my best to replicate the p3r artstyle i think i did decent#once reload comes out and we get to see him again i wantto comapre the offical ones to thess#lets see how close i got#ANWAUS ITS 6AM AND IM TRIED ASF college is gonna be so hard if i dont fix my sleep schedule#GOODNIGHT LOVE YALL!#minnidraws#gonna do a render of him next nc knowing atlus they wont give him one
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if 9&10 were "dont wander off", and 11&12 were "the doctor lies", 13s rule #1 is "dont question me"
"have we not had a good time together" shes pointing yaz to the rule that yaz very well knows is there: we can travel if you dont ask me any difficult questions. yaz knows this is the rule - "because you ask too many questions", "this team structure isnt flat" - but she also was the one to invite the doctor into her home so im pretty sure she also knows shes not gonna kicked out that easily. she has some leeway. which she has been using between revolution and flux, which is why the doctor reminds her of the rules
i dont think she'd kick her out though. she wouldnt. i think it's just that the more you break the rule, the more unpleasant she becomes to be around, and eventually youre gonna walk out on your own. she doesnt want you to, she'd rather you stay and dont ask questions. but if youre gonna try to ask questions anyway, i think thats whats gonna happen
and yaz must think so too. because she does back off. because she doesnt want that to happen either. and it does anyway
#dont question me/dont challenge me. questions are the sore spot but the challenge is one she says explicitly once#because you see this in how she is with other people too. dont try her patience. dont act like shes smaller. dont challenge her or Die#based on the giggle - 'i thought i was clever' 'what do i say?! because im always sooo certain' - i dont think 14 is like this#also based on the expressions of affection#hes not that......reactive. to this. specific thing#so i wonder if it runs over to 15#he seems chill. i think? he seems fairly chill. but also i think we've so far only seen him mostly in control of things#faced with the maestro temporarily not entirely in control hes Notably Less Chill#but still bigger picture. hes mostly in control of things right now i think#or uhhhh based on how eager he seems to get out of the role of doctor#hmmmmm#13 didnt want it but like. was stuck with it i think#didnt want it but nobody else was gonna do it. thats why 12 regenerated#15 comes out 14 Literally Quitting#he doesnt want it and hes decided hes not stuck with it. maybe#none of this is true btw im just saying words recreationally#like those 13 moments are super cherrypicked and i havent rewatched in forever so#dont believe me gfkjghgjh#this is based more on how i write them than what ive seen basically#anyway in terms of 14/yaz i think it takes yaz a while to figure out how to deal with 14 Not being like this#bc she got soooo practiced at handling 13. most of which was abt like not tripping this rule too much#she'd keep it up with 14 and he'd just do stuff that like breaks the rule from his side and yaz wouldnt have any idea how to deal with it#he'd show her hes chilled out a bit. about this. over and over and it'd still take her moooooonthssssssss to start relaxing#just muscle memory at this point. doesnt help that shes also like this#i wonder if 14 - in a sort of compelte reversal - wants to be told what to do and how to do and#seeks out situations where someone else knows more than him so he can sit down and say 'teach me'#i think thats what he does. about all the human stuff. hes like teach me. all of it. show me how to do this
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a very wild new phenomenon happened to me this week where I had a really shitty, upsetting day where I had a really intense influx of self-hatred and I wound up going to do some writing. and I just couldn't. get myself to write whump. I was in the middle of a very mean chapter and I just couldn't do it. which has never happened before. i, instead, wound up totally fleshing out a very fluffy comfort chapter way in the future of the story that I had hardly conceptualized, and wrote like 2000 words, in the span of maybe two hours. and i felt better. wild.
#ive hardly ever written the comfort part of a story before#i just lose all my hyperfixated writing steam before I I hit that point for some reason#i guess im just living vicariously through jasper#and maybe coming to terms more with the fact that i deserve comfort too#whump#whumpblr#whump writing#whump community#overloaded
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it's looking like a restless night for me once again and i can't lie at least half of that is the fault of me thinking too hard about how memory worlds work
#larry time#since starting to write FTBC ive been GRIPPED by the idea of like#an au where yana goes into a memory world to try and resolve his regrets wrt how kiru was treated when they were younger#but in the end he realizes that like. its just a memory he can't Fix it so all he can do is come to terms with what happened#because for how much i like to write them as being at each other's throats they do love each other very much. there's a lot that only they >#know and understand about each other.#and yana i think retroactively has a lot of regrets about like 'i would've helped her then' but he was a kid himself! and he didn't know!!!#and he doesn't quite understand that kiru doesn't blame him for that or for anything#shes just happy that he doesn't turn his nose up at her like the others on that side of the family#sorry guys they make me wanna chew batteries. maybe I'll draw some stuff for this au i dunno#BUT PAST THAT i wonder how different memory worlds Look for each person#like do they all glitch like karamatsus? or do they have different looks based on each persons sensibilities#so much to wonder about and it literally doesn't matter at all my god. im in too deep
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