#and it’s not even a thing of motivation really?? bc i wanna get this done so i can relax
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soggy-fishsticks · 4 days ago
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guys ive been drawing so much lately I've been starting to actually hate it 🙁
#i LOVE drawing and always wanna do it#but lately I feel like I'm being forced to draw stuff 🥲 even if it's of my own doing#art class. the school project I just started. the animations I make. other stuff.#I feel like I'm constantly on time limits for them (and for some of them i AM 😭)#even if there's literally 0 reasons for me to rush myself i feel SO guilty if I don't#especially when I share the wips here and ppl leave rlly sweet comments like “this is awesome! I can't WAIT to see it done <3”#those comments make me SO happy#but once my motivation starts to wane after working on a wip for days I'm like “no I HAVE to continue I've basically promised everyone this#even if I didn't... actually promise anything to anyone.... 😬#when I asked for drawing requests a few days ago I was like “haha I'll probably only get one or two ☺️”#then they just kept on coming and coming and I'm like “FUCK. WE'RE REALLY IN IT NOW 😨 SWEET MOTHER OF PEARL WHAT HAVE I DONE”#and even though i KNOW I can take my sweet ass time on them#I'm still like “fuck. I NEED TO DO THIS NOW. I basically begged for drawing requests and it'd make them sad if I don't 😭���”#if someone sent me a request and I havent drawn anything for you yet I'm sorry 😭��#I know the logical answer to EVERYTHING would be “take a break doofus”#but the idea of *NOT* DRAWING OUTSIDE OF MY REQUIRED ART STUFF!!??? shiver me timbers#and now I'm just drawing. drawing. drawing. drawing. drawing. guilt. procrastination. more guilt.#I draw for SO MANY “pick how you do it” school projects outside of my art classes mostly bc its the easiest option LMAO#but then I get home after doing that all day and im like. fuck. there's more to draw. more to do. I don't wanna do it.#but I'm extremely bored and dont know what to do without it 🙁#you could probably write a poem out of that or something ngl LOL#anyways sorry for being a bummer. I'm gonna keep drawing for my school project after this bc I havent learned a thing 🥲 ciao ✌️#rant#rant post#vent post#artist vent#blog#*falls over dead*#I'll post like normal after this dw
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opens-up-4-nobody · 11 months ago
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As a stranger on the internet (so feel free to ignore or tell me I'm out of line) you might just be going through a grieving process. It sucks, a lot, and I don't really have any advice other than it will slowly get better, but it might help simply knowing.
Grief is different for everyone, and looks different for everyone too. But either way I hope you feel better soon <3
It's very possible, I just don't want that to be the answer because then I don't know what to do
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tvrningout-a · 2 years ago
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after today, i feel that i might not be very active till friday evening bc man… packing is much harder than i thought it would be
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de4dlyniightshade · 1 year ago
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Dunno if u have seen it but I’d really love ur version of the NSFW alphabet for Spencer Reid
(Not sure if that really counts as a Drabble or a super long headcanon. I tried to go thru ur blog and I didn’t see where u had done 1 before!!)
ON IT!!!
doing it with sub!spencer ofc<3
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex): super sleepy and cuddly, just wants you to hold him and kiss him and play with his hair. also goes borderline nonverbal, just wants to be in your company.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s): his favourite body part on himself is honestly probably his brain ngl BUT otherwise i'd say his hair, he takes good care of his hair and takes the time to make sure it looks nice so i'd say his hair. as for on you probably your hips or eyes, your eyes is the answer he tells people but actually he just loves gripping your hips and pinching the fatty skin there and placing kisses on your hipbones.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically): loves cumming in you. so much. but also loves cumming on you, more specifically cumming on your pussy after fucking you, the way it looks running over you just making his head spin.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs): pervert. not a creepy pervert but still a pervert. will stick around if he walks in on you changing, stare at your boobs and ass when he thinks you don't see him, shamefully touches your underwear for longer than he should when he's doing laundry, will spend a good while scanning your body while you sleep, especially if you're wearing shorts or a tank top.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?): not experienced. has no idea what he's doing. he tries his best and learns fast but he needs a lot of guidance and care but he prefers you taking control anyway.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying): cowgirl. nothing beats getting ridden in his mind, the sight of you on top of him, your boobs bouncing with each thrust and the way you gripped his waist.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.): i wouldn't say he's serious but he's not humorous either, whenever your touching him he just becomes a moaning mess and can hardly think for himself, just completely lost in the pleasure.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.): not shaved bald but definitely trimmed, if not for your benefit then definitely for his own.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect): soooo lovey, just holding you and kissing you and snuggling into you and telling you that he loves you and thanking you.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon): definitely jerks off a lot when you're apart because he just gets really sexually frustrated without you.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks): mommy kink!!!
L = Location (favorite places to do the do): bed first, always, it's just more private and intimate but he also likes it on the couch but that's more of a spur of the moment thing.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going): anything and everything. you smiled at him? horny. kissed him? extra horny. hugged him? horny. literally anything you do can get him going.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs): blindfolds on him for obvious reasons, also domming, he just can't do it.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.): giving all the way!!! even if he's not that good at it he puts his heart and soul into it. more often than not he gets carried away and forgets he's trying to get you to cum bcs he just loves to taste you.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.): loves it fast but not too rough if that makes sense? like he doesn't wanna hurt afterwards and whenever he's on top he just gets so caught up that he can't help but fuck you desperately.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.): likes them a lot and however often you're up for it, especially before work. definitely walks into that building with a real pep in his step after a quickie in the morning.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.): definitely game to experiment with a lot of things you wanna try, but nothing too crazy like he wouldn't be into slapping or extreme bondage, but a little tying up he's game for.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?): not many. he gets easily overwhelmed and overstimulated bcs he's just so sensitive. can go three rounds at very best.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?): doesn't own toys himself but if you do he uses them on you, more specifically if you had a vibrator he'd use it on you when you're tired. also let's you use a vibrator on him, the feeling of it pressed to his tip making him cum embarrassingly fast. not to forget pegging, would let you peg him or use a dildo on him.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease): not at all, you're more the one to tease him but he doesn't have enough patience or self control to tease you.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.): very loud and doesn't even realise it, he just gets so lost in his own mind that he can't even hear himself.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character): loves being bitten by you, not aggressively enough that it hurts too bad but if he was on top and you bit into his shoulder when you came he'd definitely follow quick after.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes): around 7 inches, not too thick but not too thin either, curved upwards slightly, the prettiest pink tip and not overly veiny but definitely a few. also i feel like he has pretty nipples idc.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?): very high, needy alllllll the time like could go at it at the drop of a hat it doesn't matter what time of day he could be rock hard in seconds for you.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards): pretty quickly depending on the time, if it was one of those morning quickies ofc he can't but otherwise he tries to stay awake but never manages to actually stay awake that often.
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ohtobefreaky · 10 days ago
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I have more Caleb thoughts for you guys if you want them, feat my bestie big braining with me (should I start making her contributions a different text color? Feels weird blending it all together I love and appreciate you bbygirl)
A DISGUSTINGLY long post, beware
Tw: incest, again, baked into his character you CANNOT blame me, some of these thoughts are definitely dubcon bordering on noncon, I was in a very icky mood so a lot of them are creepy caleb or just all together yandere, which we love in this house
A lot of “ur” and other shortened words/bad grammar cause need to get these thoughts out of me before they disappear
Being his little sister and you two always played together when you were younger but now ur big brother has started pulling away from you and that makes you sad cause you love him :( does he not like you anymore :((( and you keep hounding him and bothering him about it until he finally caves and tells you there’s a new game he wants to try with you but he’s not sure you’re ready and you get pouty bc of course ur ready
>:( ur a big girl, you wanna play with him
not to be a freak but I want him to manipulate his little sister so bad
want him to tell you it’s just a game, a secret game just for the two of you
I think he should have his little sister count how many times she cums (even though she has no idea what that means, he’s setting her up for failure)
are we thinkjg to help you learn to count he has you count how many times you cum but makes you start over everytime you mess up which just sets you up for failure
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I love you manipulative big brothers (to be his little sister and he takes care of you when you get sick but bc ur always near him all the time cause he has to keep an eye on you, he’s extra pent up from all the things ur doing but he can’t get off cause ur always near him so he says he has some special medicine for you to try :3)
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I need him to be such an asshole
Like you ask him to help you with ur school work and he makes you cum everytime you get a question wrong and it’s fine at first but as you start getting more overstimulated you can’t think straight so you keep getting more and more questions wrong and
he has you sitting on his lap and you're so happy about it at first becuase you love sitting on your geges lap but after a couple orgasms its too much and hes using the position to his advantage to keep your legs spread by having them trapped under his and hes soooo much stronger than you that he can keep you from wriggling away with just one arm around your plush middle so all you can do is claw at his arm and sob and beg him to please stop kts too much just need a little break but :( he is doing this for your own good :( he knows if you stop you wont have the motivation to do more work later, so just get this one last page done then he will let you go
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you are tired of caleb always calling you pipsqueak and treating you like a baby (you love it but ajjshd) you are a big girl now!!! he says if you are all grown up now then you dont need your toys anymore either then? and ofc you are like wait hold on now but he says he gusses since youre all grown up he wont buy you little kid toys anymore (you are falling to your knees in the middle of this walmart) but he eventually stops teasing you and you kinds forget about the ordeal for a few days until he comes to your room asking if you remember how you said you were a big girl now, you hesitantly say yes but get excited when he says that since youre not little anymore, he can get you big girl toys (ehehehhehe) and the one he ordered you finally came and he wants to help you play with it! you are ofc ecstatic, your big brother is finally taking you seriously AND he got you a lresent??? youre not sure what a big girl toy is but are still very curious and try to imagine allthe things it could be. maybe one of those really expensive big dolls that your granny said you can't have until youre older ? or a robot kitty? you cant hide the disappointment and confusion when you open the box and its a weird long stick with ball at the end. caleb laughs when you do the ohhh,,,, thasnnksss (like the am avocado, thankssss meme lmao) and tells you to come sit on his lap and hell show you how to use it. he says its a magic wand which makes you excited again but still kinda confused because you guess? it kinda looks like a wand??? but crawl in his lap like he asked and get all comfortable (you can feel His magic wand poking your butt too-) you ask how its magic and he says not to worry that hell show you, its the kind of magic that will make you feel reeallllyyyy good
okay i dont have much else besides he takes the opportunity of gran being out of the house for the day to make you moan and cry as loud as you possibly can with it <3
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I need big brother caleb to stuff his fingers down my throat to keep me quiet while he makes me cum over and over
In my heart caleb is more into making you cum then actually fucking you
I know in my heart of hearts that big brother Caleb is in LOVE with making you cum however he can, toys or his fingers or his mouth, anything at all
Like he’s rock hard in his pants but he Does Not Care, he needs to see his little sister cum “just one more time” (it’s not one more)
the type to make you beg for his cock and if it’s not up to his standards you gotta cum without it another few times before he’ll let you try again
honestly he is very sstisfied with how you begged before but he just wants to see you crying from overstimulation before he even has his dick in you
you’re doing a perfect job, exactly what he wanted, but he wants to see what you’d look like after just a little more <3 he’s a huge meanie, teasing you for crying when he hasn’t even fucked you yet
he thinks it feels even better when you are s o a k e d and clench wround him with every hiccup
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I held it off for long enough, thinking about how much bigger big brother caleb is than you
You’re so small compared to him, he towers over you and he absolutely uses that to his advantage
He comes up behind you and before you can even react he’s got you pinned against his chest so he can play with you without you trying to squirm away, sits you on his lap and tells you to kiss him but leans away so you try to reach him but it just makes you grind into his lap and he calls you a tease as if it’s your fault (god I want him to manipulate his little sister into turning him on and then saying he has no choice but to fuck her, she obviously wanted it since she’s been such a tease (she has no idea what she did))
Want him to pin your hands down, they’re so big and large they basically swallow your own <3 fuckkkk
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imagine youve always had trouble being penetrated by anything, it feels good at first but after a minute(especially if its moving fast) it just becomes too overstimulating and doesnt feel good anymore and you feel really bad that your big brother never gets to really fuck you like you know he wants to :( and you two have tried some different things but caleb suggests that maybe even tho you feel super turned on and wet, your body doesnt know that that should be enough </3 so he suggests making you cum a couple times before he tries fully fucking you so youre extra turned on and wet. you ofc say yes, you really wanna make your beloved gege feel good!!! the first couple times you two try this it seems to help! but you still cant take him for very long :( so each session he tries to make you cum more and more times before he even thinks about putting his cock in you and soon he starts to not really even be disappointed he cabt fuck you for very long because of how hot you look being a complete and total wreck from just his mouth and fingers that even if/when you gef to the point he could fuck you like he wanted, he says he doesnt think your ready enough yet and he needs to make sureyou cum a couple more times
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hes the type to tell you about blue balls and how they hurt so so bad </3 you made your big brother be in pain :( wont you fix it? since it is your fault after all (he made you do it)
I want him to tell you it’s your fault he’s in pain so you should do the right thing and fix it
imagine him being REALLY mean and you are still sore from last time he blew your bavk out so you try to just give him head or a hand job but he says that it just hurts too bad this time, only your pretty little pussy will help make him feel bettwr, but you try standing up to him for once and say that youre still too sore and dont want him in you rn :( you really do feel bad that hes in pain too but you dont think you can handle his big dick in you again yet. this ofc pisses him off, you are the one who was being a whore and turning him onlike this, YOU think youre sore??? he made you feel so so good last night and now you wanna be ungreatful and say youre 'sore' and are just going to leave him in pain? you ofc panic and try backpedaling, saying youre sorry and he can fuck you however he wants, but its too late. caleb thinks you need a punishment now and since you were such a brat, he will just have to treat you like one. you think your pussy is sore now? just wait until hes done spanking and fucking it. but you gotta remember this is all for your own good tho, he doesnt want you to turn out like those bitches you see on tv right? he knows it hurts but next time you want to talk back, remember the pain.
and after he’s done he’s holding you and shushing you while you cry and telling you it’s for your own good, he doesn’t want to hurt you like this but you forced his hand, you’ll be good from now on, right?
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give that man a little sister with abandonment issues and he will THRIVE
I want him to be so mean just to see you cry cause he loves the way you look with those puffy eyes and red cheeks while you grasp at his shirt and beg him not to hate you, you swear you’ll do anything to make him feel better
him pretending to walk away just to hear ur voice hitch and that desperation hit your tone so he can turn around and cradle you and tell you that it’s okay, gege doesn’t hate you, he just wants you to help him
let him take care of you, he’s the only one you need, after all
Everyone else would leave you, but he won’t
okay but imagine HE is teh one with the abandonment issues, you start out with it just being a fear but not full on issues, like yeah youre scared of losing your family again but its not therapy levels (yet). its not until caleb realizes he needs you more than you need him rn so he starts to manipulate and push his fears onto you, projecting his worst ni g tnares to the point they become yours and now you can barely stand to be away from him for more than a couple hours
maybe he uses how you lost your prev family, like he says shit that makes you imagine him getting killed by wanders (monsters), wouldn't it just be horrible if you came home to see your new big brother torn to shreds in the middle of the livingroom while you were away? wouldnt ot be horrible if you lost your family again and are left all alone?
slightly fucked up but what’s new, I want him to hide from you for a few hours so he can come back and see how relieved you are, the way your eyes light up and fill with tears because you thought he was dead or hurt or gone, don’t leave you like that ever again!!! And he’s just smiling while he tucks you into his chest and soothes you bc his plan is coming together
Pretty soon you won’t ever want to leave him, and he’ll never have to worry about you again
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blinking pretty style I want yandere big brother caleb so bad chat help me I need him to find out his little sister has a “boyfriend” (like the playground type, yk, literally nothing serious) and he just sees RED, I need him to be waiting at the door like a dad catching their kid sneaking back in from a party, I need him to grab ur arm so roughly it’s definitely bruising later I need him to ask you what the FUCK do you think you’re doing?? Hasn’t he told you enough times? Nobody but him is gunna be there for you, he’s the only one who’s going to stay, don’t you love him? You promised you did, and yet here you are, whoring yourself out
If you wanna act like such a slut, ur big brother will treat you like one <3 sigh
this got me thinking, what if he had touched you before and you two have been sexual often but he didn't plan on actually putting his dick in you until youre older (he doesn't want hurt you THAT bad) but after he finds this out he is just so pissed and jealous that he decides maybe he SHOULD fuck you now, screw waiting until you're older, if youre already whoring yourself out (ypu held hands with a boy for a second at the playground) then he better take your virginity first before you go giving it to the next boy you see, since you wanna be a slut so bad
GOD and the way you push at his chest and cry about him being too big when he’s barely even got the tip in and he’s just grinning down at you, if you didn’t want this to happen you shouldn’t have been such a whore, he was content to wait but you just HAD to do something stupid and now he’s gotta take over <3 phew
god I want him to get impossibly harder when you cry and push against him and kick trying to get him to stop, you’re so small and weak, he could do anything he wants to you and you can’t do anything but lie there and take it
I know that man takes joy in pushing and manipulating ur body into any position he wants bc he’s so big and strong compared to you, you can’t stop him
I want him to push you into a mating press no matter how much you whine about him being too big and too deep and it hurts :( he knows it does, just hold still and it’ll be over soon (he’s gunna cum and immediately get hard again from the sight of it dripping out of you, ur gunna be here a long time)
banging my head against the wall along with that imagine he gets a dildo thats about his size and makes you wear it around the house (when yall are alone ofc) he wanted to send you to school with it but its so big compared to your little body that no mattwr how hard you try, you end up walking weird and it would be too noticable </3 so instead he has you wear it around the house while you do your chores, taking great pleasure in how you stumble arund and flinch everytime you try to bend over to grab something, always having to kinda squat or kneel because its too big in your belly to bend over </3 also after you finish youre chores you will be plenty stretched out enough for him to just pull teh dildo out and fuck you wherever
the type of mf to get a mold of his dick so he can have you stuffed with him 24/7 even when he’s not home
IM ON A GODDAMN ROLL TONIGHT IMAGINE HIM SENDING YOU TO SCHOOL WITH A PLUG IN AFTER HE CAME IN YOU A COUPLE TIMES AND MAKES YOU KEEP IT IN ALL DAY, HE WILL DEFINITELY BE ABLE TO TELL OF YOU TAKE IT OUT OR LET ANY OF HIS CUM LEAK
you come home and some of his cum is dripping into your panties and despite your insistence that it “wasn’t your fault, you shifted in your chair and it broke the seal, you really didn’t mean to, please don’t be mad :(((“ he still punishes you for it <3 (up to you if he’s gentler bc he does believe you but does it anyways because he likes punishing you or if he’s even rougher because he thinks it’s an excuse, if ur going to disobey him at least be honest about it)
and to add to this one, imagine he is gentler but still pretty intense, he still spanks you until youre crying but he ie cooing and petting your hair saying he knows you didnt mean to,it was an accident, but he still has to punish you to make sure your body knows whwt it did was wrong and not to do it again
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I want him to find out you lied about something, something small and inconsequential, but he knows how this works
You get away with one lie and you keep going, he can’t let that happen to his dear sweet sister, he has to nip this in the bud early <3
Him catching you lying and at first the punishments are simple, like time out or not being allowed to do something you like, regular punishments
But when that doesn’t stop you, he has to bring out the big guns
His next punishments are mainly making you cum til you cry or having you cockwarm him or something vaguely humiliating like walking around with no panties on and ohhuuughh
giggling and kicking my feet thinking about him finally getting fed up when you lie about something big so he ties you up and blindfolds you and leaves you in his room with a vibrator inside you, just low enough you never cum and he goes to work or whatever and when he comes back he asks you in a low and teasing tone if ur done being a bad, lying girl and you can’t even talk to tell him yes, ur just nodding your head as fast as you can and oh my GOD
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oh to have him be your first introduction to porn, he wants to know what youre into but you dont even know so he will sit down with you nd show you all sorts of shit and telling you to imagine its you and him, obvi first shows the things hes most into and ask you howyou feel about them, closly watching your face for any blush or clench of your thighs. if theres any you seem to like more than others right away he will absolutely be trying them with you first.
first back to this for a second, if theres any that kinda scare you (like choking or whips) but he is into, he will absolutely atill be doing them. he says that its okay! he knows they look scary abd the girls in the videos are crying but they are really enjoying it and not to worry because it would be your big brother doing them with you, and you trust him right??
god i know his hands would be sooo big and could easily wrap all the way around his baby sisters little neck like kts nothing </3
okay so big brother caleb saying he wants to try something with you but he won’t tell you what
He gets you all wet and dripping and he finally puts his dick in you, he’s got you pinned down facing him and all of a sudden his hands are around your neck and he’s squeezing
You’re petrified, what is he doing?? It hurts, your head is getting fuzzy, your vision is blurry, you try to claw at his fingers to get him to stop, you look up at him with those glassy eyes but he just keeps fucking you <3
When he finally lets go you let out a big gasp for air but before you can ask him why he did that he’s back to squeezing again and you think you hear him tell you if you want another breathing break, you better hurry up and make him cum <3 your muscles are so weak but you try and tense around him, he’s teasing you about your poor excuse of trying but you can’t even hear him over the ringing in your ears
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i gotta say he would be the type to have you grind on the arm of the couch or chair while he lays his head on it so he can watch the way you soak the fabric uo close, occasionally reaching out to spread your lips so he can get an even better veiw and listen as you whine that it hurts your clit to grind on it directly
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big brother caleb who buys you a nice pretty collar, one just subtle enough you can wear it to school or anywhere you need to go
(okay okay but also to add some canon/lore into this because it fits so well, caleb and mc have matching necklaces with an apple charm so he puts the charm on your collar as well and the key right next to his apple <3
hrhrgrhhrhrgr him loving the way it clinks softy wheb hes fucking your face)
caleb who buys his sister a pretty collar, tells her to wear it all the time (imagine it’s one of those fancy ones with the locks instead of a clasp :3) he keeps the key around his neck and the only time ur allowed to have it off is when he unlocks it, usually at night when the two of you are alone
As much as he’d love to sneak into your room and see you curled up in nothing but the pretty collar he got for you he doesn’t want you to choke or anything so he regrettably lets you sleep without it
You whining that the boys at school tease you for it, they tug on it and call you a little doggy, they’re so mean :(( it’s not fair! And he just pets your head and tells you not to let them get to you (besides, you are his little doggy, they aren’t all that wrong)
when ur sucking him off he pulls on it to feel your throat tighten around him
he does eventually buy you a leash, takes you on midnight walks because he’s such a nice big brother he won’t make you do it in broad daylight (the idea of someone seeing you like that and getting turned on like he does makes his blood boil)
him buying you a dog ear headband and a tail plug and having you walk around on all fours and bark and slobber all over his cock <3 he calls you his pretty puppy and scratches you behind the ears and when he’s fucking you from behind because ur a doggy, you should fuck doggy style, he flicks the base of the plug to feel you clench around him
oh god him saying he got you a muzzle because youre a puppy and puppies need muzzles when they go out for walks in public but its a gag with a dildo
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imagine the he finds out you have a slight crush on a boy at school and while he is tempted to fuck you, he decides that since you came (heh) and told him and felt really bad, he will let you off with a light punishment. to make sure you arent thinking about anyone else but him, he gets one of those remote controle bullet vibes and makes you wear it to school. he makes sure you have one of your more snug pairs of panties on so it doesnt accidentally slip out (plus he loves how they hug your hips and make your thighs pudge out). at first its not too bad, kinda feels weird having something in you like that but you can almost ignore it, that is untill he actually turns it on- its not long before you have to hide your face in your arms and pray you dont leak through your pants. while caleb cant see you, he knows your vody well enough to know roughly how long he can keep the vibe going before you end up cumming and he absolutely tries to edge you. if you make it to the end of the day without him getting a call from the school, he decides to juts go full out and leave it on the highest setting after about when he thinksyou may have cum. its definitely not too long after that he gets a call saying the teachers are worried about you and think youre sick because of how red jd shakey you are, you've even started to cry
you want to take it out after you cum but kt doesnt turn off but caleb said that if did he will know and your next punishment will be even worse, he wont be as nice
he probably pockets your panties for later after you get home and he checks them to make sure they’re as wet as they should be for how long you had it on
hes absolutely nutting just from imagining how wet your innocent looking panties are all day at school
he would absolutely be able to tell if you weren’t wearing them the whole time, he’s made you cum so much and so often he knows exactly how much slick should be there
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secret pervert gege caleb who offers to do ur laundry for you so he can pick out your panties and fuck his cock with them, smother them in cum and then wash them
Don’t ask him why ur panties always take an extra few days to get back to you, he’s just being thorough
him sneaking into your room to watch you toss and turn, see your cute little thighs and the outline of your cunt through the panties he buys you that are a little more sheer than they should be for a girl ur age
Him jerking off with his tip just in your mouth so he can see you subconsciously swallow when he cums down ur sleeping throat :3
him having you sit in his lap and his hands roaming over your hips and thighs but you don’t know any better so you let him even though it makes ur tummy feel all weird and warm
thot for this one and the laundry one mixed, he will say none of your underwear are done so you have to go without for the night and just sleep in your little night gown. ofc you still sit on his lap like normal, but he tries to make sure your night gown rides up and youre sitting directly on his leg when he lets his hands roam. he makes you sit with him a little longer than normal and his touches are a little slower, taking his time to caress upppp your bare thighs to squeeze your hips and then back down again until he can start to feel a damp spot form on his pants where youre sitting. he wishes he had shorts on instead so he could feel your soaked little pussy directly on his skin but he isnt sure if hed be able to controle himself
god, I want his hands to roam under your nightgown while you cuddle up to him and ur so sleepy you don’t even question when his fingers gently trace your slit and get all wet and sticky
him watching you leave the house in ur cute little school uniform and imagining flipping up your skirt and fucking you full of cum before you go
He swears he’ll never actually do it, but every fantasy he strokes his cock to just lights the fire further
He’s going to cave eventually and it’s not gunna be pretty
I’d like to think he manages to hold it out until you come home happily gushing about the boy you have a crush on
He’s loved you for so long, and you taunt him like this? He’s done so good keeping himself from giving in, from hurting you, and you flaunt your stupid little crush in front of him???
it’s not fair, and he’s gunna show you that <3
Also need him, since he does the laundry, to set out ur outfits for you every day and he always rubs his cum on the seat of your panties every morning before you wake up so he can think about you going out and playing with your friends with his cum smeared over ur pussy :3
If you ask him why ur panties feel wet he can just tell you it’s cause he washed them last night and didn’t have time to put them in the dryer :) don’t worry about it, ur friends are waiting, have fun :)))
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he canonically is an amazing cook and is always making food for mc, like its a whole thing, so we HAVE to think about him always cumming in your food
him cumming in your food and even working around it by like putting less actual salt in so it doesnt taste bad. he always watches you so intently wheh you eat and about busts again everytime you say its yummy. he usually tries to make sure its not too noticeable by mixing ut in but sometimes he likes to just leave it as is and say its a sauce he made special for you (thats why his doesnt have any), he tries not to laugh when you cant help but scrunch your nose up at the tangy flavor but almoet moans when you still eagerly go back for more and lick the spoon after. he asks how it tastes and you say its kinda weird but you still like it and ask if he can make it again
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him finger fucking you and when he’s all done ur all sleepy and curled up into his chest but he prods his fingers against your lips and being his good baby sister you let your mouth fall open and wrap your lips around his fingers, your eyes are fluttering cause ur soooo sleepy but you still lick his fingers clean
before he can take them out of ur mouth you end up falling asleep and he can’t help but prod down on your tongue to see how you react
He goes insane over the way your spit pools under his fingers
o know in my heart and soul he would be in actual heaven if his little sister had an oral fixation
Letting you suck his cock when it gets bad :333
Has to remind you not to chew on it though </3
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not to take a perfectly crafted big brother incest character and turn them into a dad incest character but I think caleb should have a little girl as a treat
I think he should track his daughter’s period so he can know exactly the perfect time to fuck his baby and give her a baby
him carrying his daughter on his hip but ur horny so you keep grinding your pussy on his waist and his grip tightens around you bc what do you think ur doing, pretty girl, hm?
Him taking care of his baby girl when she comes crying to him about her privates hurting :( she doesn’t get it :(((
coming to ur daddy cause ur horny but you don’t even know it, he’s going INSANE
you know what a period is but even after ur period is over it still hurts :( what if somethings wrong??? You gotta tell daddy, even if it’s embarrassing and makes ur tummy warm
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idontmindifuforgetme · 1 year ago
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You are so productive and living your best life I admire it so much! I don't understand how you do it... do you have any advice for forcing yourself to do the things you know are good for you even when you are feeling sad and not up to it? Have a lovely day ❣️❣️❣️
Plan your day hour by hour. This actually revolutionized my life. Plan when you’ll wake up, plan what you’ll do every hour of the day, and make it as realistic as possible to stick to your goals. Start with simple things and gradually ramp it up. Don’t overwhelm your day with 60 different goals. I’d pair one passive goal (be on your phone less, for example) with one active goal (study more, take more walks, read more) and go from there. It’s better to start small and be consistent than to start big and quit one day in.
Lower the resistance necessary to accomplish tasks. If you have somewhere to be early tomorrow, plan your outfit the night before. If you have studying to do, have your textbooks/notebooks/notes on your desk by the time you wake up. If you have an overwhelming task, break it into smaller subtasks and focus on them one at a time. If you don’t want to be on your phone in the morning, charge it somewhere you won’t be able to see the moment you open your eyes. I’m trying to overcome the phone issue right now, so instead of setting an alarm on my phone I just bought a digital alarm clock bc I know I’m way less likely to get on my phone that way. I’m lowering the effort needed to actually get started on a task.
Have motivational things handy for when you’re down!! I’m a highly visual person, so it actually really helps me to make moodboards. I have moodboards for things I wanna accomplish, moodboards for things I’ve already accomplished, a Pinterest board for affirmations etc etc. I have a list on my notes app for all the reasons why it’s important to me to accomplish my goals. I have another notes app page dedicated to pasting all the motivational quotes that help me whenever I’m in a funk. You could even print them and hang them up on your wall if you want. In times where instant gratification overshadows getting things done, make it very accessible to remember why they’re important to you to begin with.
Romanticize your tasks. I make silly to-do lists, I make sure I’m always in cute outfits when I’m running errands, I put on perfume and mascara and lip gloss even if I’m literally all on my own in my bedroom about to do a 3 hour study session. I love getting manicures bc there’s nothing more satisfying than studying with pretty dark red fall nails. This may sound extra but I go through my notes pretending I’m Elle Woods or something bc it makes it so much fun. A huge part of why I’m consistent with going to the gym is bc I buy pretty workout fits that just make me feel good. I wear lingerie under my clothes wherever I am bc it makes me feel like a bad bitch even if no one sees it. I don’t start a task with the thought in mind that I want to get it done already—I try to make the act of doing it in and of itself as engaging as possible.
To piggyback off that point, switch your environment if your current one isn’t serving you. Don’t just default to quitting if one approach isn’t working. If studying in your bedroom isn’t doing it, go to the nearest coffee shop. If the coffee shop isn’t working, do the library. Study indoors. Study outdoors. Study in nature. Hell study at a beach if you want to. It doesn’t matter where you are if you’re getting things done. Exhaust all your alternatives before calling it quits.
Set firm boundaries with yourself. This is so big. Self-care is absolutely treating yourself, but it’s also being your own parent and disciplining yourself if you feel like you’re not putting your all into something. In a world where it’s very easy to go “just a few more minutes on my phone” “I’ll do it tomorrow” “I can skip working out today” it’s really important to be able to parent yourself and exercise some tough love and do some things even if you don’t feel like you want to. I really struggle with this as a gen z girl bc this is THE era of instant gratification. But my goals are just more important to me than momentary comfort.
No zero days. Just bc you’re not being your 100% on one day doesn’t mean you should just lie down and do nothing. Being at 50% performance is better than being at 0%. I try to make sure I get some light tasks done on days where I don’t feel like going all in. It helps me not feel like I’ve just derailed my whole life, which consequently helps me move on from my ruts faster.
Look ahead. Can not emphasize this enough. Death motivates me like nothing else. You do not have an infinite time on this earth. You don’t want to be at the same place you’ve been at a year from now. Resist the “I’ll do it tomorrow” mentality as much as possible. Change happens in small increments & there’s no better time for it than the present. What may seem like little things you can skip out on now can quickly snowball into the very things that are preventing you from being where you want to be.
Acknowledge your limits. Someone with two full-time jobs and school should not be comparing themself to the progress of someone with one part-time job and like nothing else. I’m currently studying full-time and also trying to maintain a consistent workout routine, so I don’t expect myself to recreationally read more than 30 minutes a day, even if ideally I’d like that time to be way higher. I know it’s pointless to compare myself to someone who reads 70 books a month but has much less workload than I do. Comparison is inherently flawed bc no one else has been the dealt the cards you’ve been dealt. Tailor your schedule to your own unique situation. Make a list of your priorities and assign them to your hours accordingly.
Listen to your needs!! Mental health is the most important thing. You need to be in tune with yourself to know when you could be pushing yourself a little harder, and when it’s necessary to give yourself time off. If I’m in an actual burnout, I go out with friends. I go see a movie. I give myself the grace of being human and step back for a little bit. It’s completely okay to have those days, and acknowledging them helps you recover quicker. Take care of yourself <3
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anomaly-076 · 4 days ago
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Darkwick Faculty NSFW HCs
‧₊˚✿Masterlist✿˚₊‧
A/N: Inspired by a group mindstorm me and the girlies in cwc did recently ^^ I originally intended this more as 'what's in their pants?' but I wasn't sure how to title it otherwise :D
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Considering his child-sized body, his pubic inches are a fitting amount for his 150-160cm
Not that he has any time to put them to any special use with how busy he is
In Cornelius' opinion, if he's going to bed you, it has to be done properly
The whole wine and dine experience as well as making you breakfast the next morning
In general, I also think that if you're going to sleeping in his bed alone, you'll wake up in the morning with at least 5-7 cats surrounding you
Quickies in the area of the school are strictly out of the picture
He doesn't even wanna risk the possibility of as much as a small sound being overheard
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In the chat I made a joke about Dante needing his wheelchair for other purposes than his chronic pain
The other purpose being a massive and heavy dick
In a more realistic way, I do still believe that it's heavy, but about average length
Afterall it's his brain that makes everyone swoon so he doesn't anything else
Given the state that he's in, I also think he tries to avoid getting boners as much as he can bc it makes him lightheaded
His bloodflow is not good in general(that's why all the layers) and any change in it is enough to make him see stars in the bad way
When it comes to it - after a loong relationship with someone - he's a pleasure dom
It's rare however, that he lets you actually touch him
Everything's all about you
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Now man...
He's cocky and for a good reason
His dick's long and kinda girthy, pink towards the tip
*grins*
If you look closer on his tip, you can notice a tiny hole from when he got it pierced during his rebellious phase
And he would probably even keep it but once he worked with some anomaly that had magnetism powers
I'll let you imagine how that went without saying anything more
Anyways...
This fucker's a teasing dom by default
But if you tie him up to something, he'll be the whiniest bitch you've heard
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Assuming that Moby's kind even has a dick ofc
We all talk about Hyde being Gojo but this man right here is literally Koro-sensei minus the blowing-up-the-moon situation
So I'd say his dick is another tentacle, but like... different?
Okay, now first of all
This man is clearly a virgin
I mean... It's not like he can leave the school grounds to get laid
Instead he reads stuff online on his off time
And funnily enough, he's not that much into tentacle stuff
He prefers two humans together
Oh and going back to him being a virgin... He gets so squirmy (pun not intended) when you as much as broach the subject or even go as far as playfully stroking one of his arm tentacles
And... I think I'll just leave this scene from Assassination Classroom here :D
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Very clean shaven, sterile just like the rest of him
Very pretty dick too ^^
Might as well hang up his dick pic in a frame on your wall for inspiration/motivation
Gentle dom
If you can even call it domming
Kinks aren't really his thing
Unless... You dress up as a sexy nurse for him
He'll laugh at first, but then after a round or two, he'll realise that he's into it
Like a lot
It is rare for him to have some off time, but he doesn't have problem with a quickie as long as it's in a safe distance from everyone and you're able to clean up real fast
His favorite is when he's doing some paperwork and you crawl under the desk to give him a relaxing "massage"
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Bonus! ^^
🗑️Elias AKA The Janitor🧹
Dirty, musty, barely clean, unshaven
He either doesn't wear underwear or he does, but for a month or more straight
Makeshifts his own fleshlights from his cleaning equipment
Don't tell anyone, but that did go bad a few times
Thankfully Professor Nicholas is kind enough to keep those times off the record
His favorite porn category are those with terrible acting from the 80's
He even has one website with them bookmarked
(And it's definitely not bc Darkwick has all the websites with good ones blocked :D)
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forestgromlin · 6 months ago
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intro post!!
Basic Stuff
call me: bee (like this lil guy -> 🐝)
minor (nothing weird please)
pronouns: she/they preferably, it/its sounds cool but i haven’t tried them enough, tbh any are fine idrc
sexuality: lesbian oriented aegoaroace
also:
adhd
autistic
speak english and spanish, am learning french
i have a cat named Socks! i love her <3
current hyperfixation: hermitcraft + life series
art is under #bee doodles blog where i reblog stuff: @forestgromlinreblogs
card thingy:
if you want to follow me on pinterest just ask, my acct is private so i’ll have to send you the link :]
Other Stuff
(may have been a hyperfixation in the past or is a general thing that just hangs around)
art (i draw on procreate mostly)
singing (i’m a mezzo soprano, in a choir (where i sing alto) and musical theater class (where i sing soprano))
fanfic (i only read it, i don’t write it)
i like coming up with ideas for books and editing, but not writing the actual story lmao
i think programming/coding is very cool, i have done some very very beginner stuff before (if anyone has heard of perchance.org, i made a warrior cats things that has like 10k views or smt at this point 😭 it’s really bad, the code is so messy)
i would like to possibly go into game development in the future bc it combines a lot of stuff that is very interesting to me, but i currently don’t even have a computer i could use, so uh.. yeah
hermitcraft
life series
language/languages (grammar, linguistics, etymology, learning new languages, etc.)
marauders (harry potter)
harry potter (i do NOT support JKR)
kotlc
the owl house
she-ra and the princesses of power
bluey
pjo, hoo, toa, mcga, etc.
good omens
hamilton
newsies
lotr
rings of power (i’ve only watched season 1)
six
i used to play violin for like 2 years
music:
maisie peters
laufey
chappell roan
conan gray
cavetown
boygenius
phoebe bridgers
taylor swift
clairo
noah kahan
plus many more!
im one of the people that saw tumblr stuff on pinterest before joining tumblr
im very friendly online and would be happy to chat!! feel free to tag me in whatever
tag system
#bee’s thoughts - random original stuff, ramblings, thoughts, questions, etc
#bee doodles - sometimes i get the motivation to art, you can find it all under this tag :D
#bee watches stuff - i’m making my way through a giant list of hermitcraft and life series series’, updates will be under this tag :]
#bee’s song of the day - i’m gonna try to do a song of the day everyday!! feel free to remind me if i haven’t posted one lol (i almost never do)
#bee does texting - screenshots of texts i or my friends sent
#bee’s ultimate quiz - i made a really hard quiz about myself and had y’all take it to see how much you know about me :]
tags for moots
(so if you want to see all of my interactions with a certain person, just filter by their tag!)
(lmk if you dont wanna be here, or if you’re my moot but you’re not on here! i’m really bad at staying on top of stuff like this lmao, trust me, i encourage you to tell me)
#dee! - @twinklefwinkle
#bug!! - @musical-dash-trash
#rye bread!! - @kutie106
#lucy! - @chickencentaur
#rin! - @rins-batcave
#laceyy - @theodditylacey
#jas! - @yams-and-toast
#patch! - @toooster
#quinn! - @quintessentially1
#erin! - @kitab00m101
#duck! - @duckieselz
#toast! - @ghost-y-toast-y
#lee! - @mossy-enigma
#sam! - @just-some-loserloverboy
#stanley! - @krevelaf
also @ all of my moots, i love y’all!!
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causeimcrayzeebee · 2 months ago
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wow. chapter 3. that was a lot. spoilers down below as usual.
also before we start i just wanna say to all of you guys to PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!!!! ik that this week n last week were so much but please don’t forget to prioritize your health!
okay i was taking notes in my notes app while watching cause i wanted to have some reminders so i could write a coherent review on the trial but god. that fucked me up. i did genuinely really love the trial but it’s just a lot to process so i will be waiting till i write any analysis, so don’t expect any very soon LMAO um so yeah, my notes started off decently normal (lie but they were intended to be normal n serious) and then became more and more incoherent. here ya go, my notes copy pasted over here ☝️
chapter 3 yay
“exactly what it sounds like tamba” THIS BITCH CHANNELING KAMIMURA I CANTTTT 😭��😭
HAMA TELLING WADA TO BREATHE I ALREADY TWARED UP WUAUE HAMA HELPING WADA W THE BATHROOM THATS SO SWEET
watari telling okazaki off hell yeah lets go but also IAGAH
DONT TALK ABOUT HIM GRRR
hiroaki is actually so smart n we don’t talk about that enough!!!!!! please can we talk about that more!!!!!!
OKAZAKI NOT SHUTTING UP BYE 😭
Hasegawa having to defend himself with evidence only 😭
OH MY GOD HASEGAWAS RAGE WHEN BEING SUSPECTED BC HE CARED THE MOST 😭 the va work was fantastic i got so fucking sad
watari getting itchy from the demon waves im CACKLING
HIROAKI POWERING THROUGH THE BODY DESCRIPTION LETS GO 🗣️🗣️💯💯💯💯
god i knew that was SH cuts but GOD I appreciate how much hasegawa tried to keep it private 😭
Hama being a king n bringing up the bop on the head like tambas poison theory bye
LAB SAFETY VIOLATION 😭 Okazaki label picture dropping when
FINALLY! IT WAS POISON!!!! lmfaooo she was so excited im so happy for her
hiroaki being truthful about trying to kill himself what the FUCK IM GONNA CRY
PLEASE KEEP YP WITH THE REST OF THE GROUP LMAO  STOP BULLYING HER SHES TRYING
hayashigeki divorce arc 
nah but fr what if i cried they’re both so valid but lowk yanagi got a point 😭
WHY DOES TAMBA NOT KNOW WHAT A 3D PRINTER IS I CANT KEEP DEFENDING YOU LIKE THIS 😭😭😭
they shared a bed let us REJOICE 🗣️🗣️
“when she came back from the void” “THE WHAT”
WADA RAGE WADA RAGE WADA RAGE
woodshop mention 🗣️🗣️🗣️
hiroaki being strategically logical and yanagi being more emotional god I LOVE HIRONAGI FOILS
“it seems as though we’re somewhat divided on this issue” SCRUM DEBATE 😜😜😜
yanagi using so much energy to argue with mfs 
the way hayashi gets it out of him,,, HE WAS TRYING TO OPEN THE DOOR AUAGSHS
Hama as a safety precaution in wataris room LMFAO I LOVE THIS DUO SO MUCH MORE THAN I EXPECTED
YANAGI STOP BEING SUSPICIOUS UAGAHEUE
it cannot be tamba absolutely not please that’s gotta be insane she does NOT have the motivation for that
tamba is lowk distressed :(
so technically can only be okazaki, yanagi, or tamba????? im gonna cry either way
OH I DIDNT EVEN THINK ABOUT THE SHIRT THING BEING MORE THAN THE COLD
guys pls don’t let it be yanagi
please no
guys no
god fucking no
oh right his hand isn’t working let’s go
NOT MY QUEEN HAYASHI
GIRL NOT THE TRACK RECORD MENTION 😭😭😭
nah wait why is hiroaki suddenly becoming the emotion n yanagi the logic
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT
HASEGAWA HAVING A PISSED OFF WADA MOMENT AUAHSHS FUCKKK
NO NOT WATARI HIDING ON THE COAT BEING USED AS EVIDENCE EUEGEGG
sus ahh Okazaki….. with 20 minutes left……. how we feeling Okazaki nation…..
stop lying vro
wadas ribs has been added to your truth bullets
COAT REVEAL 🗣️🗣️🗣️
WATARI 😭😭😭😭😭
oh god i wasn’t expecting that
WATARII MY SWEET BABY OH MT GOD POBRECITO RUCK FUCK MT STUPJD BAKA LJFE
THE LAUGHING
WHAT
WHAT RHE FUCK
WHAT IS GOINNGGG ON
FACE REVEAL1?1?2?3?
BRO OHTTA THE FRAME
OH MT GOD
IM SCREAMING WHAT IS THIS
IM LOSING IT
WHA
IM CRYING WHATBIS THIS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
this is not real
SODA AT THESE LINES UPPP LMFAOAOAO
OH MY GOD THEYRE NEMESES THATS KINDA AWESOME NGL
everyone being so done with her bye 😭😭😭
SHE WANTED TSUNO SO BAD???? TOXIC ONE SIDED YURI WTF????
IM STILL PROCESSING
this is not happening
THE VOICE CHANGE
EVERYONE IS SO DONE WITH THEM IM SCREAMING
guys why do i kinda love this
tsuno didn’t gaf
WADA GET THEIR ASS 😭😭😭
there is nothing classy about whatever this is
no bc the rivalry is insane
POBRECITO WATARI
KAMIMURA DIED FOR NOTHING WHAT THE FUCK
WHAT THE HELL
WHAHWTWHWKE
loathing unadulterated loathing
get her ass what the fucking shit
NO CLOSING ARGUMENT??????
KAMIMURAS SHORT TOO
OH MY GODDDD
IM SCREAMING
THIS IS CRAzyyt 😭😭😭😭
WHAT IS THIS
this was villanous
GET THEIR ASS HASEGAWA PLSSS 😭😭😭😭
i am in such shock
FUCK YOU FOR MESSING WITH MY KING IM THROWING HANDS IMMEDIATELY
WATARI OH MY GODDDD AUSHSH 😭😭😭
“GO DIE ALREADY” LMFAOAO
the editing for this episode is crazy
wada so real
wada get their ass pls
END THIS SHIT ALREADY
BRO WAS CONFINED FOR A SECOND HELEPP1??1?2?2
fourth wall breaking icon??????
i think im hysterical what do you MEAN HE DIED FOR NOTHING
okay back from crying and pacing around for 10 minutes let’s continue
THE TONGUE WAS A TROPHY?????????? I need another break WHATVTHE fucke
smart to get hasegawa outta here but FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU OKAZAKI
PLEASE VOTE PLEASE PLEASE WHAT THE FUCK!!!
actually when is the Okazaki lore drop happening i need it
THIS MAKES ME SO SAD KAMIMURA DIED BEFORE ANY OF HIS DREAMS BECAME TRUE AND HE LIVED A MAINLY TRAGIC LIFE AND IT ENDED TO HORRENDOUSLY????? IM SO UPSET ACTUALLY
EXECUTE THEIR ASS
WADA PLEASE BE THE EXECUTIONER
OH MY GOD HES TRYING TO HIT THEM OH MY GOD GET THEIR ASSS
OH GET THEIR ASS HASEGAWA
HASEGAWA RAGE RAGE RAGE RAGE HOLLYYYYY FUCKKKKKKKK
WHAT THE RUCWHAT THE FUCJS
WATARIIII OH MT GODDDDDDD
im in actual tears hey yeah what the hell
WATARI HASEGAWA AND WADANOH MT FUCKING GOS THIS WAS SO DESPAIRING WHAT THE FUCK. THE FUCKz THE FUCK.
WATARI 😭😭😭😭😭😭
im actually crying now
I CANT SEE THE SCREEN MY TWARS DUDE WHAT RHE HELL
THE WAY THAT THE CAST IS SO DONE WITH THEM
WELL BE FOXES OKAY? OH MY FOD STOP STIP STOPS FTOOSTBOSRN AROP IT I WILL FOLLOW YOUR FLAME WHAG IF I CRIED
im at such a loss okay trial over execution time
me too dr yonekura
IM STILL PISSED ABOUT KAMIMURA
I MISS KAMIMURA SO BAD
I MISS HIM SO MUCH OHHHHHH MY GOD BRING HIM BACK GUYS PLEAS EPLEAPELWMEPALEPALDJRPWMAPEKE
the way yonekura is so done w okazaki 💀💀
WHO OKAYED THAT HOWD THAT GET THROUGH BUDGETING IM IN TEARS
this chapter was simultaneously the most serious tetro has ever gotten and the most unserious at the same time
oh so she just like suffocated
YONEKURA DOES NOT THINK THIS WAS INNOVATIVE IM SCREAMING LMFAOAO
not an expensive motive???? oh boy
OKAZAKIS TRACK COMING IN I CANTTTT
kamimura nation I think we need a minute (a year of losing it)
THEY ARE CHANGING THE ANNOUNCMENT MID GAME?? wait a damn minute we didn’t have the three person rule before hand bye why did i not realize this,,,, fuck y’all doctors btw
WHAT
OKAZAKI WAS YONEKURAS KID???? AND THEIR NAME WAS YUME????? oh guys I need a lore drop so bad. and also to get through the staffside logs. maybe this is not the surprise it is to me I’m bye. 
the fuck is wrong with yonekura
how are parents even working
soryr i genuinely had to take another break my mom walked into the room and i had somewhat gotten it together n she asked what happened and i just started BAWLING oh my GOD it’s genuinely been so long since I’ve cried like this over a fictional character
ok we are locked in now
OJIMA WHAT THE FUCK HE TRIED SO HAR DOH MY GOD THE TEARS CAME RIFHT BACK
I DONT WANNA LEAVE YOH BEHIND OH MY GOD
HIROJIMA MY BELOVEDS
my eyeliner is GONE bro 😭
guys I really fucking love hiroaki
she done w yanagi 😞
TAMBA APOLOGY RAHAHHHH i love tamba i was a hater a bit during the trial but it’s because i love her,,,,
I LIKE YOU TAMBA YOURE SOMETHING TO ME
MY HEART OH MY GOD “I JUST MISS YOU” IM GONNA CRY AGAIN
NOW I HAVE TO FORGIVE YOU okay bro….. just say you love her…..
their friendship is so special i NEED TO DRAW THIS HUG SO BAD
THEYRE TALKING TO TSUNO
FUCK
AUAHSOEIEOE OH MT GOD
I MISS TSUNO GUYS I MISS HER SO BAD
WADA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I LOVE YOU OH MY FOD I CHOKEE J CANT SEE ANSYTHING ON THE KEYBOARD ANYKORE
NEW WASA CLOTHES THATS SO FYXJING CUTE AWWW I LOVE THIS SO MYCH
HE WAS DRAWING HIM TO MAKE HIM AN OURFIT1?2?2?2? FUCKKKK TETRO RHINES MY LIFE SLASH POS
WADA NEW CLOTHES SPRITE WHEN
WADA HIROAKI HUG IM DRAWING THIS IMMEDIATELY
WADA HAIR CUT WADA GLOW UP 🗣️🗣️🗣️ FUCK YEAH 
im so glad we ended that on a high note that made me so happy after everything else
no hasegawa episode? interesting…. unless we get one in like an hour or something but yk wow
i do want to say that despite the emotional rollercoaster that was this trial, and the frankly INCREDIBLY UNEXPECTED outcome, i did like it narratively. ik the decision of having okazakis character go this direction is gonna be incredibly controversial amongst the community but i really loved it. kamimuras death was almost meaningless, that’s tragic AS FUCK. but “meaningless” deaths happen. it’s not strange to kill off a character for no reason, because people die unfairly way more than we even want to think. and it SUCKS. it sucks SO BAD. but it’s not unrealistic. I think the unserious tone of Okazaki really made the tone of the entire series become even darker and more sinister. wow, anyways take what im saying here w a grain of salt bc im kinda hysterical rn so yeah.
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF YALL!!!! in the end, it heavily impacts us because these characters mean things to us, but PLEASE prioritize yourself <3
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miimo96 · 8 months ago
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Thoughts on My Adventures with Superman S2 episode 9
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So you're probably wondering what heck took so long for me to make this, and well ya see thats because I actually had to wait for this episode to come out on the website where I watch all my TV shows and anime on, and since That was taking so long to be released, I wasn't able to watch this and thus give my review on it, But now that it has officially come out I can finally Get my thoughts out there and Share it with you all, anyway that's mainly because why I've been gone for so long, that because depression kicks in at the most random times in my life and so I wasn't feeling motivated, but aside from that I'm finally ready to get this done and thus give you my review, anyway yeah Sorry for the wait but let's get into it^^;
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Starting off I actually wanna talk about a few things regarding this opening, mainly about Clark's kindness; I love the fact that even tho this is a world where didn't never up and thus he never became Superman, he still has that kindness within him, and from the way he talks about wanting to help the creature and show him that it's not Alone, just shows that No matter what reality it is, he will always be compassionate and thus want to help people, hence what makes him Superman in the 1st place; also I didn't expect that in this episode we were actually going to be seeing an Evil version of his parents, because it's always usually just him getting the world he always wanted, I actually like that they took a different approach this time and thus gave us a reality, where he still has his parents, and where he basically got to grow up on krypton as a completely different person, also it's really interesting to see that in this version, the Black Mercy is more or less giving him a dream world where he basically has no control over, and Is kinda just gaslighting him like Brainiac would, I think that's because in this version, the black Mercy isn't a plant like most irritations, but is rather just a piece of technology, and since Brainiac was the computer system for krypton, he is able to access all the technology created from krypton, hence why Clark's mother Laura was talking to him that voice for a second,
Also this Shot right here is really Menacing AF, like Jor El looks seriously scary, oh and it looks like lois lost her memory so I'm wondering how that's going to play out
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I fnd it very weird that Kara thinks Brainiac is Unstoppable Just because he's in Clark's body, like may I remind you of the absolute beatdown you gave your cousin a few episodes ago, like I'm really starting to believe that whole thing that people say of people who join the quote unquote "good side" end up effing sucking afterwards, like what is with that stuff, also before you say she was only able to beat him bc she was being controlled by Brainiac and therefore wasn't in control of her actions/ Strength, yeah sry but No, she wasn't being controlled by him at that time and was completely aware of what she was doing, the only time he was controlling her, was when she was hesitating to use her Heat vision to kill people, aside from that she was fully aware and wasn't Holding Back on him AT ALL; Also Mandy is such a bitch, that is all
Omg lois lost her memories I wonder this gonna play out, will she fall in love with Clark again, will clark remember who he is, will they even get along with each other, the possibilites are endle- Oh, well Never effing mind I guess, huh that was fast 😅 Also I really love the fact that Clark instead of becoming a warrior in this reality, became more of a scientist, it's funny because in the original animated series he was kinda like that as well, heck even in the comics I think he was like that, it just shows that Clark no matter what, really was never a fighter to begin with and only really ever does it in the name of Defense, with his real goal being to want to just help people through whatever means necessary, mainly through the power of science, like how in that 1 comic when he found the cure to cancer or something, Also can someone really explain to me how lois was able to prevent herself from being deleted, like I don't think it was ever explained and I'm really starting to believe it was just because of PLOT
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Bruh Jimmy looks So heated at the fact that Steve of all people was the reason he and Kara were able to escape, like are you kidding me, THIS GUY!? 🤣🤣 Also shout out to my boy Steve for coming in clutch for our boy Jimmy, like he really is the Homie and I gotta say, the best get away driver like how do you sneak from Amanda waller of all people Undetected, dude's got skills
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Hey Lois Idk about you but In my opinion This was the Worst explanation I ever heard, like I understand that time is resetting and so you've probably explained this to him like a hundred of times but Wow, you Really couldn't go any other way about it, like ya do realize this makes you look like a Crazy person right?; Also I legit could Never understnd Why she straight up tell couldn't tell Clark she loves him, like Omg wasn't you 2 already in a relationship at the beginning of this season, why is it So hard for you all of asudden o say I love you, when you LITERALLY established relationship early on, like WTF I'm sick of this trope already
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Ok 2 things: 1 Jor El is scary in this sequence, like the way he screamed "Find her" really sent chills down my spine, and 2 why does this shot with him peeking out of the Bushes feel incredibly meme worthy?
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Tbh I actually don't have much to say regarding Kara and Jimmy this time, aside from Jimmy being the GOAT due to how beautiful pep talk was, and how much I want them to end up together now, like I've said it before but I absolutely love their relationship in this series, and I really hope they get together by the end of it or at least if she ends up leaving earth like people theorize, in order to atone for her sins across the galaxy, at least get to confess his feelings for her ^w^
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"Because the real lois wouldn't come for me" Ngl he deserved this exact response from her, bc wtf do you mean bro, i mean underrated your reasoning but just because you 2 had a fight doesn't mean she Stopped loving you, because you KNOW she wouldn't be here rn if she didn't; Also I find it very funny that her revealing What she did and how dangerous it was, is what brings Clark back, like it just shows how much he cares about her and how overprotective he is for her safety, Also I think i understand why she was able to do all this stuff in the 1st place
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THROUGH THE POWER OF LOVE!! 💖💖😭😭😭
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Tbh This is probably 1 of the best versions of Task force X I've seen so far, like this Roster goes Hard and so does this entire Shot like Damn, also whoever's Idea it was to Not include Parasite in this Scene Needs to be fired, like I understand why Livewire isn't here But PARASITE!? I mean the guy is seriously OP when given enough energy, as proven by his Kaiju form last season, and I could've sworn Amanda does has control over him now thanks to Lex, so WHY THE F$%k HE ISN'T HERE!? I bet he would've came in Real handy tho 😂
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Ok 2 thing's again: 1 YEAH LET'S GO KARA! Eff you Brainiac you Piece of S#%t i hope you effing Die, and 2, Eyy i looks like I was on to something about Them being infused with Kryptonite; Also i see were Still stuck with these robot designs I guess, *sigh* look I've said it before and I'll say it again, These designs absolutely Suck, like No offense to the Animators But you're Really telling me we couldn't have gotten Anything better, I understand animation is Hard So you Need simple designs but c'mon, you couldn't at least go with the skeletal design he has in some iterations or even make Them look more like a Megazord than whatever the Hell this is? man I really hope this gets fixed in season 3 or something because I Just can't with this anymore; Also is it me or does this whole setup kinda feel sorta familiar, because I feel like I've seen this before, hmmmmm 🤔 eh whatever
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God I love this Scene, from the scenery,to the lighting, to even their effing confession everything is Just AAAAAHHH So effing GOOD, Damn it Love this Series!! Especially the music in this scene like Omg it's such bop to listen to, and the fact that it's even the extended version of the God Damn intro is freakin Amazing ^^ Like this belongs in Top 5 motivational scene alongside You say run from the ending of the 1st MHA movie, like it's just That Good
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OOOHH I'M LOVING THIS NEW SUIT Omg like this has everything I've ever wanted in a Superman suit, it has the perfect amount of gold to contrast the Red and blue, it reminds of Man of Steel and New 52 with Lack of shorts even tho I personally prefer the shorts, and it just Screams Superman, the only thing I would change about this would be those big ass Shoulder pads and i think maybe those finger straps, but aside from that, PERFECTION 😘
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Small little animation error regarding Kara's eyebrows But not even that can Ruin this epic moment ^^
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Finally It looks like people may be on to something about Amanda Waller possibly Framing Lex, setting him up to be the fall guy and making him look like he was The 1 responsible for everything, possibly losing his fame and setting him up as the Villain Next season, after all he is the 1 who built the Metalos So if anything went wrong, it is technically his fault, anyway however this plays out, I'm sure it will all end horribly for Lex in the end, overall amazing episode can't wait for the next one, hopefully it doesn't take too long to be released like this one, fingers crossed ^^
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triplegoths · 4 months ago
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i cant fucking take living like this anymore
i cant do it i have to end it soon theres literally nothing for me here anymore. its too much to do. im never gonna fucking have another close in real life relationship.
i want to just like order some food at work so im not more miserable being here but i dont have the strength or stomach to eat something. ill eventually try maybe. i dont know. the drugs make me not eat like a fucking sick dog already and everything rn just says i dont deserve it
i have no motive or energy to do anything but work or somethimes playing a game but even that were usually unable bc were too tired.
whats the fucking issue with me!!!! i just dont give a shit anymore i dont want to do anything nothing makes me happy everythinf eventually juat makes me feel scared and sick and weird. every time i try to make fun or have plans it goes horrible and it just feels worse so i wont anymore ill just fucking rot alone like life wants me to
nobody here can help me and if i could i couldnt afford it so who fucking cares its cheaper to kill myself and lose the body so they dont need funeral costs. theyd misgender and shave me anyway probably
im just so fucking over it all im never gonna be happy like this. i got nothing. theres no good its just working til i fucking kill myself and putting myself through fuxking agony constantly for a life that continues to just KICK AND KICK AND KICK AND KICK me when im fucking down. i cant handle anything else happening. im trying so hard to get things done and theres just fuxking nothing. i will never ever be enough and ill never feel enough.
doesnt matter what or when or the circumstance its so depressing that its not just romantic relations too im so fuckinf scared in groups i automatically feel unwelcome and hated and like i should just go off by myself because im literally so unlikeable and everything has proved it forever. like genuinely as soon as i realized there were more than 2 people i got terrified and started questioning everythinf i did and wanted to run away bc i felt like i wasnt meant to be there and it was ovipus and i was being annoying like fucking ALWAYS GOD IM SO SICK OF BEING LIKE THIS can i just shut up forever? dirk please come back to front im tired of annoying all the people who so graciously allow me to exist around them so i dont have to be in such crushing loneliness all the time i feel like such a fucking baby and everybody probably thinks im such an annoying drug addict too can i just quit it and fucking feel and then kill myself already when i realize its worse
like im never gonna be able to afford any of the shit i need to heal and i dont even wanna try bc ill get 3 appointments in and will run out of money and continue doing that and then ill die bc i cant afford anything else. like why would i do that to myself ill just suffer like this and just do my best forever til i can only rot. id rather get it fuckinf over with and just die now. this isnt a life
i go frm one box go another. rotting. i rot at home alone or i go to work alone. i dont really go out. i dont really talk to anybody. i dont really see anybody. i have 1 irl friend who talks to me and lives in town. the other i dont see her often and honestly feel so embarassed of myself around her because of how i am that i can barely convince myself to see her sometimes even if she is in town. the other person is one of my exs and he doesnt give a shit about me he just wants sex bc thats the only thing im good for. i feel like i just annoy and make everybody uncomfortable conwtantly i dont wanna do it anymore i want to shut up
i always do it i always just talk endlessly frm the second i fucking could before most kids could talk even and i just never shut up did i? my parents were always annoyed by me talking about things that brought me joy (and they never believed me for things that were upsettinf and it was just fake and i needed to be quiet about it bc theyre not taking me to the doctor. so i stopped talking about it to my family and everybody else in my life in that era did the same. the bullies. my friends who ignored me. no matter the form it was always like that i just need to learn to keep quiet and go away and not need anything ever again. i couldnt fucking learn it every time i got a red or yellow card for talking (usually trying to ask questions bc i didnt understand or couldnt see or couldnt hear in elementary school. or to make conversation bc i was friendly and had no friends and my parent didnt play with me so i was lonely. nobody ever liked me bc i was weird. i feel like such a bitter dickhead but i get so jealous when i see that people talk to others every day. especially in person. im so fucking alone i literally get so excited when people want to call with me even if it makes me really scared (and sometimes if im not comfortable enough or feeling sad i will run a away from that too because im so scared to fuckinf annoy people and say something stupid or be boring or trying too hard or just fucking being a total downer because theres nothing good ever going on for me. i got so depressed goin on bsky today and seeing everyone playing webfishing when i cant. but even so lik.e maybe im glad i djdnt join bc one of them was in a big group with new mut and then all strangers so like. its better i wasnt able to bc i would probably jusg feel worse and run away frm everyone bc i feel inadequate snd guilty for taking up space. i always feel like im bothering everyone no matter what. fuck my exhusband in general but he also made me so much more insecure than i was already. he made me feel so annoying and he broke my communication. i was alone with him and JUST him for so long. i could only communicate in nonsense phrases sometimes (literal jibberish not memes) because thats all he would respond to or wouldnt talk to me until i did. he changed my whole pattern of speech and i still almost lapse into it sometimes. it was never any kind of real conversation about anything i felt like it withered my brain. nothing ever in depth just stupid sensless bullshit and jokes (that were often insulting me and made me feel like shit) and i was doing it for fucking nothing because everything else sucked too!!!! the only time there was ever a conversation was when i was BEGGING HIM to stop sometbing or do something for the millionth time. or him defending himself or trying to force my support and trigger my ocd (i genuinely think he was trying to make it worse he never respected it ever he mever respected a single part of me) or him fighting with me on something again (usually the thing was due to him and i just was not being forgiving and quiet and turning off my emotions enough about it. learned numb happiness)
my existence is like a plague and theres nothing here for me. theres even less left of me after he got done with me. he stripped my personality all the way down and forcef me to mirror him. everythinf will always be rotted and ill feel like a horrid shell of a person any time im near anyone. the only option is being alone. maybe this time i will learn and just fuxking stop all of this so we can stop being a curse on everybody. even if i could afford mental help theres nobody that can help me here so its all a waste. i feel like everybody will just hurt me again. doesnt even have to be a partner i feel like every single person is gnna realize sooner or later that im not worth it or they dont like me (ir even hate me) and that im just too fucking annoying to be around
i dont want to be annoying anymore. i wish it was like right after he went to prison again when i didnt have anything and was an empty shell and had nothing to say or talk about that wasnt venting. i wish i never got back some of my "sparkle" or whatever the fuck people call it. mines not a sparkle. its a noxious cloud of toxic annoyance fumes and everybody just has to keep their masks up til i vacate the area. why would i ever fucking want this to come back. i need to shut the fuck up i really do. just take our personality and every crumb of joy again im so sick of it. make it so i dont have any of those thoughts to even post. thus sparing everyone from having to be like "UGH this motherfucker AGAIN. does he ever shut the fuck up? is he ever quiet? can he just log off already? this guy definitely has no life. why does he always have to butt into everything"
that way i can just post like. the shortest most boring updates ever like "back to work! only 3 days this week for the 39 hours. more time off is always good" and then shut up for days and then "got paid nice. going to the bank and then grabbing a few groceries" like thats do much better. nobody needs to fucking know man its sad and depressing and all the same OR you are the most obnoxious prick on any site youre ever and you ruin everybodys day when theyre forced to see you in their notifs or on their timeline
ive probably already muted me bc it didnt even take a week for me to just talk way too muxh when none of of it is important and nobody wants to hear it
even if im not allowed to talk frm my body. its already annoying enough in text and then psyically i just stutter and trip over myself or cant think or forget what i was saying
i wanna delete everything i have and crawl into the earth. i hate being alive. the one time i find something that makes me happy even the littlest bit i cant do it anymore. disallowed by the universe and painfully reminded of the fact im supposed to alone and theres actually nothing for me. it doesnt get better for me it only gets worse. and it makes me feel stupid for believing it could even though thats few and far between. theres nothing left for me i need to just get whatever drugs i decide on and have one last hoorah and take enough to kill me. which hopefully wont even be that hard because im mixing downers and uppers constantly so like its only a matter of time right. my nose hurts and i feel like crying and my body is killing me again so im taking both things again. one for pain. one for maybe like. a little bit of energy but mainly so i dont feel so absolute shit. i just want it all to stop i dont wanna get better anymore im sick of it every time i try i get fucking worse or am crushed by something else even harder than before im DONE WITH IT IM FUCKING OVER IT i just wanna end it theres nothing fucking here for me im never making it. im sick of trying. im sick of always helping even while going through the wordt shit imaginable. im not sick of it. i want to help and i love helping. but it makes me fucking SICK to think about how ive spent my whole life caring for others. have been let down or ignored or told i was lying or had them hurt me instead so many times over i just fucking wish i was important enough to have gotten help when i needed it. to be listened to enough for somebody to even acknowledge or believe there is an issue (or simply convince me im overreacting)
it was fucking stupid of me to think my last ditch effort of doing art school because every other thing i failed miserably at because im too stupid and cant do enough and dont have the support. it doesnt even fucking matter bc my body is slowly and slowly getting closer to just saying "no fuck you" to the art i NEVER HAD TIME TO MAKE TO MY FULL ABILITY IN THE FIRST PLACE. and then ill never be able to do it ever again because i cant get help
i am going to die knowing i never finished a single thing in my life and nobody will ever know what i was capable of.
i want to die in the most painful and uncomfortable way possible because its what i deserve. its the only thing i truly deserve. i need to endanger myself more than i already do obviously its not killing me fast enough if im still kicking and dragging myself across the pavement. i should be dragged along the pavement by a semitruck instead.
i wanna kill myself so bad tonight man. im gonna try not to bc my friend really needs me rn. but i really might relapse. im so fucking tired i want to just go and sleep but ill stay up just for that. i should just cut a vein already why do i care about beinf careful. there was a thing i wanted to do... cut myself with a razor right after i use it to chop **** because maybe itll make me feel good when im not or just fuck my heart enough to make me faint or do smth stupider
ive been writing this for so long im fucking done. i got 2.5 more hours here. i hope i find my mouse when i go home so i change my mind but i honestly really just want to end it right now. im at the end of the line really. im gonna work til i die and never get a break
"everyday it feels like noone sees and noone knows. every day i kinda wanna cancel the show." /lyr
please for the love of god like this if you read all of it i just spilled my whole guts and not even well
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seokmattchuus · 2 years ago
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Seok Matthew as a Dom
A/n: I love this man with my whole being. It's only fair he's the first zb1 thing I post. P.S I don't wanna hear s h i t about the gif. There's only so much to work with right now 😭
P.P.S I did not proofread because I have copious amounts of caffiene in my system and cannot read properly. If there's typos, let me know and I'll fix them when I'm normal again <3
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Soft dom.
Softest of doms.
Also,
CAREGIVER VIBES
SO MANY CAREGIVER VIBES
He's up first most of the time so he makes breakfast to make sure you eat.
Smoothie person? He's got it made.
Cereal person? Prepped with your favorite spoon.
Full fledged meal? He's working on it but the eggs are done.
If he isn't up before you, he's blowing up your phone all day.
"Did you eat?"
"You forgot your water thingy. I'll bring it by later :)"
"Make sure you eat enough for lunch! Snacks and energy drinks don't count >.<"
Even if you pinky promise to eat a proper lunch, he doesn't trust you.
"Oh yeah? Show me what you're eating."
Turns into a whole video call during your lunch that you barely even get to eat anyways.
He's clingy what can I say
Okay back to soft dom matthew.
Doesn't like raising his voice because it definitely hurts him more than it hurts you.
Because you're his lil baby.
How can he yell at his lil baby and be okay after that?
Raising his voice is the last resort or reserved for major fuck ups.
Usually says your name in that tone.
You know.
The soft dom tone.
Timbers? Shivered.
It usually does the trick because you don't really want to make him mad.
Unless you want to.
But we'll get to that. Put a pin in it.
He's up first most of the time so he makes breakfast to make sure you eat.
Smoothie person? He's got it made.
Cereal person? Prepped with your favorite spoon.
Full fledged meal? He's working on it but the eggs are done.
If he isn't up before you, he's blowing up your phone all day.
"Did you eat?"
"You forgot your water thingy. I'll bring it by later :)"
"Make sure you eat enough for lunch! Snacks and energy drinks don't count >.&lt;"
Even if you pinky promise to eat a proper lunch, he doesn't trust you.
"Oh yeah? Show me what you're eating."
Turns into a whole video call during your lunch that you barely even get to eat anyways.
He's a giver. For sure.
I'd bet my life on it.
L o v e s foreplay.
He drags that shit out.
Kisses. Kisses everywhere.
Loves hickies.
Will trail them down your body.
And leave the biggest ones where only he can see :))
Bc he thinks they make you look pretty :))))
All in all just really wants to make your private time last. It's not like he's got other things to do.
Gives you head before sex.
Always.
Doesn't like restraints because he loves feeling you tug on his hair.
Gives him motivation, y'know?
He knows what you want.
And how you want it.
Say 'please' and he'll give it to you until you're begging him to stop
Because he totally does it for him more than for you.
Like, say he's had a rough practice.
Maybe a petty argument.
He'll text you some shit like.
"Can you get all pretty for me?"
"Remember that set we bought, can you put it on for me?"
You know what's coming and it just gets you worked up.
You know by now to just wait on the bed.
He wastes no time burying himself between your legs.
He's not moving anytime soon.
And with the hold he'd have on your legs, neither are you.
You're stuck there until he's done.
And that's not until you're crying and shaking because he needs you to be absolutely spent before he considers letting up.
Speaking of-
He might dabble in overstimulation, but not maliciously?
If that makes sense??
Like, his stamina is insane and after he's done eating you out, he's already getting ready move on.
And for the most part, you're not opposed but like,
Damn, not even a snack break, y'know?
He's just going.
Def likes missionary because eye contact.
And he can kiss you whenever he wants.
"Look at me, baby."
"So pretty like this."
"Such a good girl."
Likes to hold your hips.
Maybe leaves bruises.
(And totally apologizes afterwards)
I can see him liking doggy.
infrontofamirrorsohecanstillseeyou
I said nothing.
Maybe holds your arms behind you.
Or grab your hair.
You'd have to ask though.
Because he doesn't want to hurt you.
And even if he complies, he's constantly asking if you're okay.
He needs the reassurance.
He'll give you what you want but you have to tell him that he's not hurting you.
You're his precious baby bean and the last thing he wants is to hurt you.
UNLESS
Yeah, we're back to pushing his buttons. Take that pin out.
:))
Let's say the tone encouraged the brat in you and you wanted to test how far he'd go.
He's not gonna say anything while you're out.
Oh, no.
And of course, you're gonna take that as 'he's not gonna do anything', and you keep going.
But he's keeping track.
:))))
And it'll definitely come back to bite you.
"You really thought you'd get away with that?"
"Did my baby forget who's in charge?"
"What kind of punishment do you think you deserve?"
It's a trap, don't answer.
Because whatever you say will be wrong.
If you're thinking you got a one-way ticket to rough sex you are also wrong.
He will hold a grudge.
And he will fuck you over when you aren't expecting it.
Let's say you wanna cook dinner.
He offers to help.
:))))))
You're there, minding your business, chopping up some veggies.
He comes up behind you, all sweet and innocent.
His arms loosely around your waist.
Until he pushes forward and you're trapped between him and the counter.
You wonder why he's like this but then you remember.
:))))))))
You're trying to focus because you know he wants you to give up.
But he's got a plan.
His arms tighten around your waist and he leans down to press kisses on your neck.
He's still eyeing the hand holding the knife.
"Think you can do something for me?"
"If you can finish prepping those, you have permission to cum whenever you want."
Another funishment I think he'd be into is making you wear a vibrator that he can control.
But you have to be super busy.
Errands to run, homework to do, studying for a test.
You have to be doomed from the start, essentially.
Because then he has a reason to talk shit.
"C'mon, baby, we're just walking around the store."
"Focus, baby, you can do it."
"See? You're doing so well."
"If you can finish this assignment on a higher setting, I might let you cum."
You get princess treatment afterwards, lemme tell you.
He has pajamas set up but you have to bathe first.
But you don't have to do anything.
He bathes the both of you so can just relax in the water.
The bath is completely PG. No dirty thoughts bc he knows you're tired.
Shampoos and conditions your hair.
Gently washes your body, being extra careful where he knows you're sensitive.
Dries you off :((
And does the hair wrap thing :((((
Puts the pjs on you and goes to get some water.
He lets you pick a movie.
Not that you'll be awake for it, he just knows you like background noise.
He just puts on pajama bottoms so you can fall asleep to the sound of his heartbeat :(( <3
That one's for me bc I love that shit
The second you wake up, best believe you'll have all the food you can think of in front of you.
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softxsuki · 2 years ago
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Hey there!!
I just discovered your blog while looking for some comfort fics and I immediately loved your newest Hawks fic and I will definitely be checking out your Yona fics now!🥹🥹
I have an urgent request too actually but pls don't feel pressured or anything if you are busy!! I'm just having a really bad BPD episode at the moment and I have the urge to cut everyone I love off because I feel unloved by them and like such a burden to everyone and I feel like I can't handle the pain anymore..
Sooo therefore I'd like to request Drabbles/Oneshots (honestly fully up to you) for Hawks, Gojo and Lucifer (only if that's okay for you ofc!!🩷) with a reader who acts all cold and becomes more and more distant in their relationship and when they confront her about it she breaks down and admits that she did it out of fear that they were going to abandon her anyway and bcs she felt like they deserved better..?
I know it's very specific and I am kind of embarrassed to ask for it but honestly my fav characters are my only source of comfort rn and I saw that you do mental health requests/comfort fics and I thought it's the sweetest and most thoughtful thing ever!!🥲
So even if you won't write this for or can't do it "immediately" I wanna thank you for doing this for the mentally ill folks who get their comfort from fictional characters. You are a lovely person! 🥹
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Hawks, Gojo, and Lucifer (Separate) with Reader Who Tries To Cut Them Out of Her Life
Pairings: Hawks x Fem!Reader, Gojo x Fem!Reader, Lucifer x Fem!MC
Warnings: mentions of feeling like a burden, wanting to cut loved ones out of your life, unedited (excuse any mistakes)
Genre: comfort
Post-Type: headcanons
Word Count: 1.07k
Summary: In which you try and distance yourself from them and they realize and try to talk it out with you (Yeah ik I'm still bad at writing these summaries, I'm sorry 😢 😂 )
[A/N: HEY! Thank you so much for your sweet words! I'm blessed that I'm able to write things for people that provide them with comfort. I'm so sorry for the long wait, life has been crazy, but I managed to find the motivation to get this done today! I hope it helps. I know you were looking for oneshots or drabbles, but I only write headcanons when someone wants a request for multiple people, so I hope that's okay! Enjoy! I hope it provides you with a little bit of comfort if anything :) <3 Take care!]
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Hawks:
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He gets very petty and if you decide to avoid him, he won’t make the effort to force you to be in his presence, but ofc it does sadden him, he loves you and having you push him away and not reach out to him less and less, hurts
Until one day he grows impatient with your silence
What did he do to have you shut him out? Why were you doing this? 
He needed answers and he needed them now, so get ready for him banging at your door and inviting himself in as soon as you open it a crack
Hawks is gentle with the way he approaches the issue, honestly he might think that he may have accidentally done or said something without realizing it that possibly hurt your feelings
So he begins with an apology and just asks what you need him to do for you to forgive him for whatever he’s done
You mean the world to him, so having you slowly push him away from you without any kind of warning makes him nervous…he can’t lose you
“I know I’m out frequently doing hero work, and I sometimes have to leave our dates if I’m called for an emergency. I’m sorry if you’ve felt like I don’t care about you because of these things. But I want you to know right here and now that I love you so much and nothing will ever change that. So please, let me into your heart, don’t push me away anymore Y/N…”
Once you tell him that you’ve just been feeling like a burden to him, he moves quickly to wipe those thoughts out of your head
Never once has he thought you were a burden and his love for you just seems to grow as the days pass
Moving forward, he tries his best to verbally express his feelings for you more often, as well as trying to find time to see you again if he ever has to leave for a hero emergency
From now on, you’ll never doubt his love for you–and please, just mention whenever you feel this way again to him, he’d love to talk it out with you instead of just having you push him away
Gojo:
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This man gets so pouty when you decide to ignore him
But it doesn’t affect how much he sees you on a daily basis
He refuses to let you avoid him and will continue to stick by your side
He’ll annoy you with his presence everyday, until you lash out in desperation because as much as you tried to slowly avoid him he was always there
But he remains unphased through it all and continues to act like this idiot he is
He does however, decide to get a little serious and hear you out as to why you are attempting to push him away, when you already know you’re stuck with him for life
Gojo isn’t stupid, as much as he tries to avoid serious conversations, once you actually open up to him, he knows that it’s time to listen to you and be there for you.
So when he hears that you’ve been feeling like a burden to him, he patiently listens to you the whole time
“Well, you don’t have to worry about that. If anything I’m probably the one who’s a burden on you. I know I can be too much sometimes, but I just want to make sure you’re always happy. I’m sorry for not realizing your feelings sooner, Y/N. I don’t know exactly what's going on in that head of yours, and even though I joke around too much you can always open up to me about all those complicated feelings in your heart.”
A rare, empathetic Gojo moment that you out of everyone else in his life gets to see, so it’s truly an honor
Be he wipes an insecurities you may be feeling away and gets to joking around again in hope that it helps lift your mood
He’d probably put his phone on silent from all the elder higher-ups trying to contact him and spend the day with you–after all you are the most important person in his life, he’d do anything for you
Lucifer:
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Out of everyone else on this list, Lucifer definitely knows what’s up even by the slightest change in your mood or actions towards him
I picture him not caring that you’re pushing him away, he's still going to go see you every morning and wish you goodnight every night
Stubbornness doesn’t work on him. He’s been alive for too long to have things go over his head so he already can kinda guess what’s going on with you after avoiding him just once
Literally, he sense something is off so fast, and his pride won’t allow him to just leave you be so you hear him knocking at your bedroom door so fast; you didn’t even get a chance to properly try and avoid him NFJENAKF
So he gets down to business very quickly, asking you what’s been going on and what he can do to help you feel better
Don’t even try to play dumb and act like nothing's wrong by trying to persuade him that you’re completely fine–he will see right through all your attempts
Once he is aware of how you’ve been feeling, he’s almost offended
“Have I done anything to prove that I do not care for you anymore MC? I invite you to my room each night, I treat you with respect and as much love as I possibly can. I know I’m not always as open with my feelings in public, but we both know that if I didn’t care for you, I wouldn't give you my time of day. That would never happen though, I’m already in too deep for you and nothing can change that…not even if Diavolo himself commanded it.”
He’s a passionate man, and knowing that you felt like he didn’t love you anymore really bruised his pride.
Expect many romantic advances after this; private dinners at Ristorante Six (he’ll rent out the whole place for you), going to see plays together, late night walks in the devildom away from his chaotic brothers who won’t leave you alone, and much more
He’ll make sure you know he loves you at the end of every night, so be prepared!
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REQUESTS ARE OPEN :D
Posted: 4/26/2023
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studentbyday · 1 year ago
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30 days of intentionality
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starting this challenge with the goal of taking it one day at a time. i have a hard time doing that these days. i spend more time ruminating on the past or worrying about the future than staying in the present, even if that's when i'm most content. not sure how i'll format my posts and most likely, i'll only do weekly updates bc daily ones are too overwhelming. i'll just go with the flow, trying to trust that everything will end up as it's meant to be and maybe i'll be more productive as focusing primarily on the present moment becomes a habit.
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1. suo gân (arr. john williams for the ambrosian junior choir): i believe that if everyone lived by the idea of global citizenship and so saw the humanity in every individual from every background, there would be no war. reading the news fills me with fear, sorrow, and anxiety, but i also feel the responsibility to stay informed. did some studying today, more than yesterday, but it was kind of uncomfortable with the state of global politics lurking in the back of my mind. i'm still a little behind on school.
2. souvenir de paganini (chopin): today is not so bad. i'm making progress academically, but i do need to make time for social activities soon or i will get lonely and lose what little motivation i have very quickly.
3. once upon a december (arr. emile pandolfi): sometimes in the face of events and issues much bigger than myself that i have no control over, i feel like my dreams are pointless bc i think there's no way achieving them or trying to achieve them could possibly empower me to make real and important change that can truly benefit many. who knows if the future would even allow me to get that far. there are many things that could change the course of our lives that we don't have control over. but if others in worse situations than me and others much better informed than me can still have hope, then so can i. i didn't do much other than pharmacology and a little bit of philosophy today. i made more progress in pharmacology than expected, but that's only bc i didn't do any psych work. i also earned a few more mastery points on khan academy's integrated math 1 (not a priority, i know, but i wanted an easy win) and started lab tasks. i'm far from done with that, i need to do a little every day... i don't want to let them down! 🥺 (note to self: lying in bed is maybe NOT a good study break activity bc that just makes me not wanna do anything else after that and it's very very very hard to get out of that procrastination rut once i let myself fall into it.) 4. let's stay together (al green): everything should be going well, except i'm easily overwhelmed, and this time, it wasn't in an openly frazzled way, it was in a tired and slightly defeated "what's the point?" way, so i didn't realize it as quickly as i usually do. after some bed rest, cuddles 🧸, listening to steve jobs' commencement speech, and a little yoga, i felt better. "You can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future." was something i didn't know i needed to hear today. i modified my to-do list and found that the list of things i "must do" was nearly as long as the list of things i "want to do" 😅
5. kreutzer sonata, movt. 1 (beethoven): pretty sure i've mentioned some of these songs before but...they really fit the mood! sometimes i feel things so strongly that i develop a tightening in my chest that can only be relieved in a scream... since i can't actually scream and i don't actually really like the physical feeling of it, i scream through exercise and music 😅 beethoven is very nice for when i'm feeling very annoyed or angry, especially if it's an anxious kind of angry or if it's anger at injustice/inequality. i can't find a piano solo version that does the fiery spirit of the violin justice. so in the vague future when i actually play this, either i try (and perhaps fail) to replicate that on the piano, or i find a violinist friend who would want to play with me 😅 right now though, imagining how i would physically create that sound on the piano will have to be enough. the prevailing thought/feeling of the day: sometimes i just really wanna believe in the good in people and believe that i can trust (some of) them. i long for that feeling of safety in a broader irl community that i actually belong in. i'm surprised by how often i long for it. but then my negativity is reinforced by news and people's opinions on it.
6. violin sonata no. 1 in g minor, bwv 1001 (j.s. bach): stuff was done. i felt calm/chill throughout the day, but even tho i feel good whenever that happens, it usually means i don't get an extraordinary amount of things done that day (lol since when do i ever). i'm not sure if it's enough, as there is still lots to do and i'm pretty sure that it's just wishful thinking that i'll achieve all my goals for this week by its end. i need to cut down my goals list to the realistic rather than idealistic version as always (school, lab, and basic self-maintenance tasks) 😅 gaawwwdd i hope i can do this...good night.
7. waltz in a minor, b. 150 (chopin): today and yesterday i have been able to keep my phone time under an hour. the days are blissful (if not at least calmer) and focused. 📚
8. only mine (laufey): cuddles in bed while listening to laufey is so soothing 🧸 takes me back to my childhood listening to lullabies in the dark 🥺 motivation to study is hard to find today. i just want to relax 🥺 i'll just do one tiny thing and see where i wanna go from there...
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sugar-omi · 2 years ago
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i start school in 12 hours 😧
so to keep from losing my sanity imma ramble about how Cove would make school fun if you hate it, like me!
Going to school with him, rather it's by bus, car, or on foot is always nice bc you guys can just talk and hang out on your own.
If someone ever tries to start shit w you, he's there and ready to kick ass. (not literally, he's a gentle giant. i mean unless he really has to)
If you get easily burnt out and lack motivation to do your school work, you guys can have study sessions!!! although results may vary when it comes to how much work you actually get done 💀
Sits next to you in all your classes and pouts when your schedules don't line up. Promises to see you at lunch and if you hate the caf like me he makes it soo much more bearable just by being there.
If you're a complainer like me, he'll listen to you and give solutions
his solutions: "let's just skip."
you don't tho. not too often at least
i feel like Cove would definitely be the type to skip for you. Like you tell him you're not going to school and he's already at your window like 'ok so what are WE gonna do then?'
doesn't matter if he was dressed and ready to go, he doesn't wanna be there without you.
UGH HES THE BEST I NEED HIM SO BAD
THAT LAST BIT MADE ME SMILE
school was hard for me socially n I never did the homework, so cove would definitely help you do the homework even if you end up copying some of his answers
socially, like I said before he tries to take thr heat off you. and I agree he doesn't rlly get physical!!! but if someone is giving you a hard time he comes up behind them, puts a hand on their shoulder.. "why don't you stop bothering them?"
or will stand in between you and crosses his arms. cove isn't that scary but he doesn't care abt that, he just wants to protect you
will indulge in your complaints too!!! even shares his own complaints. AND BACK TO THAT SKIPPING THING
okay just to set the scene, let's say you're really stressed and end up having an anxiety attack or feel one coming on before class. cove pulls you to a secluded spot and you end up calming down and crying while he holds you, eventually falling asleep with your head in his lap while he stands guard.
after that, whenever you get stressed or tired. anything like that, he finds a spot you guys can hide and you'll skip class.
you try not to do it often since they'll end up calling your parents, but you treasure those little moments bc he'll share a snack or doodle w you, or even better play more hangman w you <333
will play tic-tac-toe in the middle of class!!!
also I love cove climbing thru your window fully dressed for school and he's like "so, what did you dream last night bc I dreamed I was a SHARK which was rlly cool but then you were a fish n I ate u and I woke up and cried-"
this man is crazy istg
omg if this is like step 3 n youre dating he'll walk you to all your classes and squeezes your hand goodbye bc he's too embarrassed to kiss in front of your classmates n teacher (definitely does it once on the cheek and RUNS AWAY)
yall never live down how lovesick you are I promise
OMG SENDS TERRI AND RANDY TO DELIEVER MESSAGES OR SNACKS N STUFF
once had terri deliever a little sticky note w a heart on it or smth and terri went "omg yall are so CHEESY EVEN WHEN YOURE APART" randy is giggling and teasing you too
omg imagine he's in PE and he sees you. he runs to the door or window and looks back and forth before he steals a hug or kiss (pls kiss him, if not you owe him 2 kisses to replenish his energy fully)
teacher: holden! get back here. stop making out w y/n!
cove: *jumps 10 feet* y-yes! omg.... I'll see you later y/n<3
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tamelee · 1 year ago
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I think a lot of sakura hate is undeserved. Like ik she's said and done some things that were out of pocket, but then again so did almost everyone else and no one else gets scrutinized as much as her. I don't even like her and her fans are incredibly annoying, but I feel this much is true. I think she'd still be one of the most hated characters in all of anime if her undeserved hate went away, so it doesn't really make much of a difference. I feel like her hate is kinda like sasuke's, sometimes it feels like he gets hated on just for being sasuke bc ik some things he's done would've been swept under the rug if another, more popular character did it (eg when he killed some samurai) for sakura, there are lots of incel fanart memes dudebros made to make fun of her, so it seems like they hate her for just being a woman who rejected a loser man and likes a better man. It's no wonder her fans are so annoying, that's what happens when your fave character gets undeserved constant hate. My fave is sasuke and sometimes even I wanna do some petty annoying shit just to piss his haters off too lol. Also since she's a woman, there's definitely some misogyny at play when her character is being analyzed by men. Or even women with internalized misogyny. It's stupid to deny that, misogyny is the most normalized oppression everywhere. So many ppl don't even realize they're being misogynistic, that's how normal it is. Sure it's not always the case but ignoring it is just being dumb. Her fans using the misogyny card to actual genuine criticism is definitely stupid though. Like it's possible to not like a woman and not be misogynistic ofc. Also when they use that when sns fans ship sasuke with naruto instead of sakura, that's even dumber 😂 how is not shipping a woman with a man and instead shipping him with another man misogynistic in any way lol. But yeah, I'm definitely not on her fans side, or even a fan of her myself, but I can still acknowledge this
+ 2 Asks - long post:
When talking about critiquing characters and analyzing stories, it doesn't really matter who's doing the talking – whether they're fans, critics, or just people who love or don't love a particular show or character. We can't always figure out why (especially anonymous) people feel the way they do and how do we even discern the motivation or background of those who do so? —whether they're misogynistic, incels, dudebros, fans, or critics of whatever other stories, among other factors. In fact, in this case it’s pretty irrelevant? Or only relevant here because you brought it up.
Nevertheless, that doesn’t take away the fact that a significant portion of the 'Naruto' audience finds Sakura's character unlikable. She consistently is found at the center of conversations about the most disliked Anime characters. This is ultimately a reflection of storytelling, rather than solely an audience reaction. And that leads to a broader discussion about Kishimoto’s writing where many blame his lack of skill in writing when it comes to the portrayal of female characters. (Opinions may vary, so does mine.) Dismissing criticism by categorizing critics as incels or misogynists is oversimplifying it tbh because of course they harbor specific biases against a character like Sakura which in itself isn’t fair and would definitely make it ‘undeserved’. (I really wouldn’t use that term for a fictional character unless we talk about the story itself tbh.) You yourself say “not always the case...” So that doesn't mean Kishimoto's portrayal of Sakura or any other character, and the genuine criticism she receives for universally disliked traits, is any less valid. Many perceive her as selfish, and Kishimoto himself has used that specific term (and even worse) to describe her. So, you can’t deny that this foundation of her character exists. Her decisions and behavior make sense even if people preferred to see it differently. 
Though, when analyzing, it is important to keep the Shinobi world in mind, and only our own as reference. And that’s exactly why the hatred Sasuke gets is not the same.... :
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The amount of hate/criticism has nothing to do with a comparison though. Sakura's actions are often deliberately misunderstood, twisted to fit certain narratives that are in her favor and even exaggerated to counteract the hate like the first ask said. On the other hand, Sasuke is generally misunderstood and is hated for it. Often not getting even a tiny bit of compassion because some people struggle to see beyond his exterior and just ride the Naruto-verse’s moral/value waves from the narrative. Where the entire point was that those ideals needed change. 
SAVE HIM!? Why is it always so actively ignored that Sakura tried to kill Sasuke twice but him defending himself or fighting back is ‘so incredibly evil’? This ‘resolve’ of hers becomes even more significant to Kishimoto’s message when we consider that she intentionally represents the same ideals that led to the genocide and with that- agreed to eliminate him without attempting to understand him even once. Repeating history in the meantime where, again, that change is necessary. And you start with trying to understand the other, something Naruto had to learn too and actively had to find that answer by himself. Never once did she actually listen to Sasuke when he tried to open up and instead twisted the few words he got out to make it about herself. Not only disregarding his (and Naruto’s) trauma but shitting on it, thinking he, of ALL people, would feel happy with her abandoning her family and friends for him and comparing her feeling lonely without Sasuke to his entire clan being murdered what forced him to grow up alone. I mean, hello? Kishimoto was saying something very loudly there and it’s nothing positive about Sakura and that certainly has nothing to do with a lack of writing skills, the opposite actually. Even if she was briefly a teammate, she rightfully became irrelevant to him, and her decision to get rid of the (in her and the world's eyes) “criminal” was entirely for her own sake because she couldn't bear to see her crush behave like one and deal with her irrelevance.  
She rejected everything Sasuke wanted, needed, and desired, including his central 'why' in the story. She reduced him to a moody handsome boiii with no goals of his own, one she neither could nor wanted to understand. She tried to insert herself into his goals without him giving her any reason to, and when unsuccessful, she wanted to discard them altogether thinking he was ‘too far gone’. Like Sasuke as a person as a whole was her ‘burden’ to bear simply because she wanted to be somewhat relevant. Even Kakashi said it :/ although he thought she did it all out of the kindness of her heart. (Ffs, Kakashi I like you, but no.) Now, please consider EVERYTHING and then think again why Sakura thought of Sasuke as a burden or why she felt burdened by him while lying about her trust in him to Sai? 👀
The importance of Sasuke having a goal is immense because he grapples with survivor's guilt. A goal provides a reason to keep going, a way to carry the pain and blame he places on himself. It allows him to be strategic and have a plan, which is the only source of hope that things may eventually improve. He rejected what Naruto stood for because he found it distracting and hard to trust at that point. OF COURSE he fought so fucking hard against it. No matter his feelings for Naruto, relying solely on effort like Naruto wasn't something he could do. Especially considering how his beloved brother had betrayed him in the worst possible way.
Now, here's a question for you: why would Sakura need to receive compassion or 'deserve' it when, as a character, she rarely demonstrated it herself, especially when it comes to the person she claims to like so much? And if anyone thinks that was out of love in any way, which it wasn't, then what does it all mean for Naruto????
If you genuinely believe there was any point in the story Sakura tried to save Sasuke for Sasuke’s sake then I hope you’re able to read the story again and question this very rigorously for yourself. Not just her actions, but what Kishimoto tried to actually show/tell and use them to measure how it stands against the bigger Themes also.  
Lastly: the whole point of needing to kill Naruto was BECAUSE he cared for him lol, read Sasuke's monologue again if it helps. That his bond with Naruto had too much of an impact on Sasuke. His one and only, his most important person/friend, only bond left that kept him from truly being alone, Naruto’s life in itself too much of a threat to his heart even when separated, blabla- should I go on? 🤔      
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