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Mob Psycho understands that it's the little things that will save you.
#mp100#you look at how huge and awful the world can be and you look at how awful you feel about yourself#and then you look at your tiny fragile fleeting human connections balanced against it#and it shouldn't be enough#but it's the only thing that is#it's the only thing that will save you and the only way you can learn how to save yourself#it's a joke from your friend it's an outstretched hand it's someone being kind to you when you don't deserve it#it's the mundanity of love#small and ordinary and everyday and also the most important thing in the universe
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one of the things that's the most fucking frustrating for me about arguing with climate change deniers is the sheer fucking scope of how much it matters. sweating in my father's car, thinking about how it's the "hottest summer so far," every summer. and there's this deep, roiling rage that comes over me, every time.
the stakes are wrong, is the thing. that's part of what makes it not an actual debate: the other side isn't coming to the table with anything to fucking lose.
like okay. i am obviously pro gun control. but there is a basic human part of me that can understand and empathize with someone who says, "i'm worried that would lead to the law-abiding citizens being punished while criminals now essentially have a superpower." i don't agree, but i can tell the stakes for them are also very high.
but let's say the science is wrong and i'm wrong and the visible reality is wrong and every climate disaster refugee is wrong. let's say you're right, humans aren't causing it or it's not happening or whatever else. let's just say that, for fun.
so we spend hundreds of millions of dollars making the earth cleaner, and then it turns out we didn't need to do that. oops! we cleaned the earth. our children grow up with skies full of more butterflies and bees. lawns are taken over with rich local biodiversity. we don't cry over our electric bills anymore. and, if you're staunchly capitalist and i need to speak ROI with you - we've created so many jobs in developing sectors and we have exciting new investment opportunities.
i am reminded of kodak, and how they did not make "the switch" to digital photography; how within 20 years kodak was no longer a household brand. do we, as a nation, feel comfortable watching as the world makes "the switch" while we ride the laurels of oil? this boggles me. i have heard so much propaganda about how america cannot "fall behind" other countries, but in this crucial sector - the one that could actually influence our own monopolies - suddenly we turn the other cheek. but maybe you're right! maybe it will collapse like just another silicone valley dream. but isn't that the crux of capitalism? that some economies will peter out eventually?
but let's say you're right, and i'm wrong, and we stopped fracking for no good reason. that they re-seed quarries. that we tear down unused corporate-owned buildings or at least repurpose them for communities. that we make an effort, and that effort doesn't really help. what happens then? what are the stakes. what have we lost, and what have we gained?
sometimes we take our cars through a car wash and then later, it rains. "oh," we laugh to ourselves. we gripe about it over coffee with our coworkers. what a shame! but we are also aware: the car is cleaner. is that what you are worried about? that you'll make the effort but things will resolve naturally? that it will just be "a waste"?
and what i'm right. what if we're already seeing people lose their houses and their lives. what if it is happening everywhere, not just in coastal towns or equatorial countries you don't care about. what if i'm right and you're wrong but you're yelling and rich and powerful. so we ignore all of the bellwethers and all of the indicators and all of the sirens. what if we say - well, if it happens, it's fate.
nevermind. you wouldn't even wear a mask, anyway. i know what happens when you see disaster. you think the disaster will flinch if you just shout louder. that you can toss enough lives into the storm for the storm to recognize your sacrifice and balk. you argue because it feels good to stand up against "the liberals" even when the situation should not be political. you are busy crying for jesus with a bullhorn while i am trying to usher people into a shelter. you've already locked the doors, even on the church.
the stakes are skewed. you think this is some intellectual "debate" to win, some funny banter. you fuel up your huge unmuddied truck and say suck it to every citizen of that shitbird state california. serves them right for voting blue!
and the rest of us are terrified of the entire fucking environment collapsing.
#spilled ink#writeblr#i hope it is clear here that i actually very much care about equatorial countries#and that's part of what makes me so angry bc im like. climate refugees exist.#they've existed for a while!!!#and the reply is almost always ''should have thought about that before living on an island"#like fuck dude. do you need to like how people vote before ur like#your entire house shouldn't burn down each summer????#so many of these people make it their life to mock california that they think it's FUNNY#and im like. girl you should be fucking trembling. TEXAS??? ARE YOU LISTENING??#this is one of those times that like. i need to stress how fucking stupid it would be#to let trump win. bc he could have “reached across the aisle.” covid could have been#a MASSIVE commercial success. he has such a huge and bigoted and brainwashed following.#literally just a PR campaign called COWBOY UP and it's pictures of cowboys in bandanas#trump reinvisioned as the lone ranger fighting for the american people against covid. EASY SELL#and instead. companies bought him. it became political. it was not ''oh shit this is 1 enemy let's all be human''#it was ''you deserve to die.''#climate change should be GLOBAL. it should be like ''yeah i hate u but. we do all live here''#i don't have to LIKE my group members to do well on a team project bc we are ALL getting graded.#is that simple enough of an under-explaination lol
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Kind of a random hill to die on rn but "You'd eat this thing you hate if you got hungry enough" does not set a reasonable expectation of what "hungry enough" means for people with food problems.
Like, are we talking "stomach grumbling" hungry enough, or "can't stand up" hungry enough? Cause personally, I can make myself eat a bit of a pork chop if I'm barfy and shaking and can't see straight anymore, but if it's down to "black out for three days and wake up angry and confused" or "willingly swallow prosciutto", I'm having sleep for dinner. And I know this from experience.
People without food problems don't seem to understand this and it drives me insane. "Hungry enough" is for shit like chewing drywall because the alternative is death or cannibalism.
If I say I can't eat something, It means I can't eat it. It Is Not Edible To Me. It's not even appetizing. It literally does not register as food. You might as well hand me a rubber duck.
And it's frustrating!! Trust me, I wish I wasn't like this, too!! This isn't a choice!! I know it can be rude!! It's embarassing!! It's complicated and annoying and irrational!! That doesn't fix the problem!!
I just wish people didn't treat this sort of thing as "being picky" or lacking willpower or basic manners or something. I can't make myself eat certain foods the way you probably couldn't cut your own fingers off. Does that make sense? It's not just food. Fuck
#Food#Venting#Rant#Hunger#Disordered eating#texture issues#Food issues#It's ridiculous enough to live like this as a kid#I shouldn't have to put up with this bullshit as an adult too#Fucking shit
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I think this is how the conversation in the dev room went.
#honkai star rail#phaidei#myphai#mydei#phainon#absolutely no shade at all#to the mydei/castorice fans#all ships are valid!!#I just find it absolutely hilarious#HILARIOUS#that “unkillable guy”#and “girl who kills everything”#was RIGHT THERE#and Hoyo STILL said#“Our self-insert fan favorite savior archetype is going to be DOWN BAD for his fellow jock”#“But guys shouldn't we at least give Mydei and Castorice a little screentim--”#“--then Phainon will look back with anguish in his eyes as he's forced to leave his dearest companion to suffer alone!!”#“Is commenting on Mydei's body six times enough? ...Nah let's go for one more."#hoyo devs know what they're doing#but I'm still surprised they picked Mydei and not Anaxa for their Kevin clone tbh#then again I guess we just haven't seen Anaxa yet lol...
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me rn and probably tomorrow.
proship dni
#this was just cause it was funny and I can't think enough to draw#I'm tired. I wanna lay down but I shouldn't nap.#I've been applying for jobs non stop this week guahh#But this. This is whats keeping me going.....#selfship#self ship#selfshipping#selfshipper#yumeship#yumeshipper#selfship meme#self shipping#selfship community#proshippers dni#proship dni#🖌⚰️ ♡ Iggalicious shitposts !!!
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it's ok guys I got this (takes poison damage so he doesn't have to)
#death note#near#nate river#elle draws#I couldn't get the visual out of my head after I posted that I needed to draw it. this is how I can cope#also it's so funny to me the people suggesting other characters for me to project my cramps onto instead#like we all just agree I shouldn't send it to near he's got enough going on he doesn't need this too HASHAHSJND
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#soapghost#ghostsoap#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#call of duty mwii#cod mw2#saw this quote and blacked out for like 48h#listen it's about the longing the we can't we shouldn't this is going to end bad and we both know it#but what if i just look what if i just stare at you from the shadows what if i let you see me like no else can isn't that enough#anyway#the brain rot is so strong y'all my fic wip is at 18k now i need an intervention#id in alt text#soph arts
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inspired by the last dany chapter in a dance with dragons
the empress card for twitter user toadpeee tarot deck. Big thanks to her for her patience with me
#a song of ice and fire#asoiaf#my art#adwd#daenerys targaryen#drogon#a dance with dragons#valyrian scrolls#valyrianscrolls#asoiaf art#house targaryen#i feel like she is not tattered enough#that hair suits her too much my bad#don't look too closely on ...anything#i feel like this card represents the star theme much better#but it's probably because she does seem a lot like a star to me#idk i think i shouldn't speculate on it
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Page 22 of my Miraculous Mentor AU comic A Matter of Trust! In which Felix tries to put his villain face on, but it's pretty ineffective when he's so possessive of that wonky mug Adrien made him after Kuro Neko... 🙄☕
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#miraculous ladybug#mentor au#felix sphinx#adrien agreste#A Matter of Trust#josie's art#remember that mysterious pottery kit adrien dug out of the trash and made the WORST mugs for his beloved mentors?#that ugly cat mug is the worst thing felix owns and he'll get EXTREMELY pissy if anyone else touches it#god forbid bri tries to make a cup soup in the mug felix hates; forced on him by the annoying kid he can't stand#(also adrien SHOULDN'T take felix's drink because it has enough caffeine in it to kill a horse; but it's mainly about the cup)#50% of felix's life is holding things out of reach of his shortstack family; tall skinny bastard that he is :)
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THERE'S GARLIC IN THE KITCHEN YOU'RE GONNA GIVE YOUR VAMPIRE AN ALLERGIC REACTION
if anything it's probably just like hayfever it's FINE
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#tavstarion#don't read too deep into this i feel like they communicate very well#also i don't know if i could ever love someone enough to give up Flavour#i'm also a fan of the vampire/garlic thing just being like lactose intolerance#we know we shouldn't but we do
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(previously)
breaking: local rogue injured while allegedly trying to stop the king with "logic and reason." more at 11
#in stars and time#isat#isat comic#isat au#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat king#mine#assassiffrin au#ft odile again pulling out a book at an odd time to pull out a book#(this time in order to more efficiently throw hands with whoever attacks the party first)#and isabeau grabbing siffrin by the scruff of the neck to pull him out of danger#lazier than previous installments because i am not patient enough to do full shading for 16 pages#might do a direct continuation of this but i said that about the last one too so maybe you shouldn't trust me#100 notes#:>
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#Insomnia is kicking my ass atm#taking this as an opportunity to post a meme I made a few years ago#thank you evil robot skeleton for understanding my pain#I don't make my own posts enough to know how I should or shouldn't be tagging this#sorry 40k tumblr fandom but I'm afraid you must put up with this being faction tagged#necron#necrons#idk which one is the right tag
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My favorite thing about science is that it usually says that nothing in our world is specific ,categorysable or simple
And it usually is funny because
"Oh you study Xscience? Can you tell me about X?"
'X doesn't exist.'
Love science
#what is a language? how do you define language?? there is no language.#Fish? nope theres no fish?#Gender?? sex?? no its just random charateristics of individuals that we asigned qualities to by some reason.#and then we also have natural variation that makes it make less sense#i love science#i am currently watching a geologist explain what a rock is#its beautiful#science#linguistics#biology#marine biology#geology#EDIT: maybe i wanst clear enough. i did not mean things dont exist. i think that perfect definitions can't and shouldn't realy be.#You can define anything#but that doesnt mean things outside of taht definition suddenly dont exist. that is whats funny to me#the fact that someone people think everything can be clearly defined . it cant be.#Theres no one definition of fish taht works to my knowledge. but there are still fish swiming in the sea right?
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trying to work out my gender identity via comics 👍
#thinking and thinking#i feel like a 12 yr old again i googled “how to know if ur nonbinary” as tho that shouldn't be enough to tell u LMAO#anyhow hope ur all doing well im coming back with WUT leftover sales soon i promise#my art#comic#diary comic
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#what if iroh's obsession was hugs instead of tea#zuko would get his trauma hugged out of him within three weeks#enough touch starved zuko#iroh shouldn't have the self restraint to NOT hug his fav nephew#stop it uncle its the fifth time today!! i know you love me!!!#atla zuko#zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla#iroh#atla iroh#fanart#art#umossu
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the babies!!!!
the white thing on one of them are external gills. they are born with them but loose them within a few hours-days.
they are kept in little baby jail for now because they need to be able to easily reach the surface to breath but can't do so in the big tank. this way i can also keep a closer eye on their growth and food intake!
#obligatory info that you shouldn't keep animals in small unfiltered tanks#i will do daily water changes until they are big enough to move into a filtered 54l/14gal tank#in 6 months they are either ready to be rehomed or move in with the adults#i'll keep any girls but the boys might get to move out
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