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spoopdeedoop · 10 months ago

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WYD WHEN MY GANG PULL UP !!!

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sticks-stones-sonic-insanity · 7 days ago

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Ok. Sonic 4. Metal Sonic and Amy. Sonic CD. Time Stones. Good and Bad futures. Time manipulation. All of that stuff. An idea, a concept if u will...

Agent Stone becomes the main antagonist of Sonic Movie 4 not out of a desire to take over the world, but in an attempt to use the Time Stones to save Robotnik from the explosion of the Ark.

"I already lost you once! I-! ...I can't lose you again." Half of that dialogue was the last words Stone got to speak to Robotnik.

If he knew there was a way how, he would make sure they never had to be.

#and then hes actually so good at being a villain that he sticks with it but take that idea as you will #do i want stone to take over as the new villain? i dont actually know im kinda on the fence abt it but its fun to think about #to me agent stone has never seemed like. inherently villainous but is technically a villain in being Eggman's GuyTM #but just like how hes cool with eggman doing as he pleases i feel like he would go out of his way to do evil IF it was to save him #he strikes me as “I won't want the world for myself. I will do what I have to so the world is yours to take.”#since I feel Stone would want to let him do it how he wants #i wouldn't say this is a theory... more a slightly plausible possibility #i dont know if theyre gonna bring eggman back or not but if they take Stone from us i will be so!!! so sad!!!#idk what do you think?#sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic movie #sonic movie 3 #sonic movie 4 #sonic movie universe #ivo robotnik #agent stone #dr eggman #stobotnik #sticks can talk!?

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aroaceleovaldez · 7 months ago

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i would like to say my ideal PJO adaptation (if i was being physically forced against my will to have to pick a live action adaptation over an animated one for some reason) would be a combo like writing of the musical + casting of the show + visuals of the movies

BUT the show actually does have the playwright for the musical as one of the major writers for like three episodes and that did nothing for it. so...

#pjo #riordanverse #pjo tv crit #i do love the casting for the musical lots and lots though #it was really good #i do also have some nitpicks for show casting but they're largely inconsequential #like majority i very much enjoy and think are cast well #i only have one i'd say im actually disappointed with and that's Poseidon. idk he just feels. bland??? does that make sense?#like idk maybe it's the costuming but im not getting Sea God *or* Fishing Dad from him #like i think i kinda see what they were going for and i saw some gifs of him in another show where he plays a pirate and its like #okay. *little* bit better. but idk im just not getting Poseidon from it #in general most of the immortals in the show dont feel very Immortal(tm) but thats definitely mostly just the writing/show itself #not any reflection of the casting #my only other two are i would have liked plus sized Clarisse. i am VERY sad we didnt get that #Dior is a VERY good Clarisse though so i'm not too upset about it. i like her Clarisse energy. the yelling is fantastic.#my most controversial pjo tv take is im still meh on Walker. like he's fine. but like he's kind of Just Fine to me so far #its probably mostly the writing being bad but he hasnt grown on me as Percy yet. i can tell he has the energy though in interviews n stuff #and the main trio dynamic in interviews and stuff is *very* good. i just wish the show writing was better #because the casting IS very good but they have so little to work with. you can really tell theyre trying their best #i like to joke the show would be better if they just set the cast loose in the woods doing in-character improv #like its clear basically all of them know their characters SUPER well. id watch 8 episodes of in the woods pjo cosplay improv.

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indigopoptart · 9 months ago

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gonna get back into the swing of things with!! some faces I did a bit ago!!!

+ closeups and oc creds under the cut!

the welcome home guys ofc <3

some of my guys!

(Niebla belongs to both me and @akemima ! <3)

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And now, some friends’ ocs!

Lady belongs to @gremliinsart, Keira belongs to @funonion001 !!! :3

Sundown belongs to @carnivalcarrion !! <3

Damon belongs to @sammysun , Wizard belongs to @akemima !! :33 <3<3

#this was a while ago it feels SO OLD #by the way. this was hell to format. tumblr web and mobile both have skill issues idc #welcome home #welcome home fanart #howdy pillar #sally starlet #eddie dear #eddie my beloved <3 eddie my love <3 #frank frankly #oh hes my baby…my babygirl…frank…#sorry i forgot how ill i am about them #laughingstock lowkey been ruining my life lately (bogs fault)#AUUUUGHHH FUCKKK I MISS STAMPS.#oh i got a stamps ask a bit ago. gonna finally respond to it #BTW: saying this now bc its been a problem with a lot of people/for a while. i will answer asks that are asks!#people popping in to say hello is always loved ofc <3 but. it clutters up a lot. if youre new/sharing kind words ill respond ofc!#but if youre in my inbox just to be there/to grab my attenion. im not gonna respond😭 this keeps happening and it makes me kinda sad idk #ANYWAY ANYWAY. not gonna waste my tags with a ramble #oc fanart #sherri stitch-up #hotel hubbub #niebla valentine #puppet oc #daiki iyer #indigo’s art #art #indigo’s ocs #other people’s ocs #puppet ocs #expression practice

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falmerbrook · 1 month ago

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Not to be too corny but the new year has got me thinking and I really appreciate this blog because this is pretty much the only site/community/fandom where I don't stress out over posting every single thing I post, afraid I'll be shit on for... something (my brain is very good at coming up with hypotheticals). I know, I know I'm way too sensitive and i shouldn't care about what others think and the internet isn't real so it doesn't matter etc. etc. but unfortunately I just don't know how to get my brain to work like that. I mean, I'm still too afraid of being cringe to draw/write/yap about everything I'd hypothetically like to, but I've been way more social and open to posting my thoughts on here than I've ever been before, and it's made me more confident online overall. So thank you all for being so welcoming and chill!

#idk hopefully this makes sense. might delete in the morning lol #mine #not tes #vent #(mostly positive one)#im working on an animation rn and im really excited about the idea and storyboard #and while i enjoy sharing my stuff on yt and to an extent im a little sad i dont do it as often there #something about posting t/es stuff on there makes me kinda dread it in a minor way #90% of the comments i get on my tes stuff have been honestly wonderful (and the 10% that hasnt has been from having an argonian nerevarine)#but also some of the things i want to do in the future are more headcanon or canon-divergent heavy and i stress out a little thinking about #potential not so kind comments relating to that. elsewhere people can just be so weird about it #and that sort of thing can take a hit to my motivation to work on animated stuff (despite being far and away my best stuff)#but everyone here is so friendly and generally open minded and it makes me less stressed about it and gives me more motivation #idk the internet has always been pretty mean and critical but i feel like its gotten so much worse in the past few years #and im too sensitive for it. and lonely. and internet addicted i think.#which sucks but this blog/community has made fandom posting genuinely enjoyable again #ok sincerity over back to scrolling

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inkz123 · 3 months ago

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Drawing for @lapoiseveamel683 of their fnaf sb OC Selena🐆💕 Thank you!

#commissions #my commissions #fanart #fnaf security breach #not my oc #shes so prettyyyy #have i mentioned i love fnaf?#fnaf gives me so much nostalgia feelings #i wish it was a thing when i was much younger #also the pizzaplex on security breach #the building is SO DOPE #id legit be there almost every week if it actually existed #also im jealous of people who have chucky cheese where they live :[[[#that place looks rad #tho im big sad that they replaced their animatronics with people in mascot suits #like idk it kinda removes the magic knowing that theres just some random person inside trying to act all jolly and stuff to appeal to kids #liek i wan cool animatronics thats what maked that place UNIQUE #ok ok i stop yapping lol

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marv3l-drag0ns · 5 months ago

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god DAMN college loneliness actually hits hard :-(

#dragon's discussions #i dont even knwo why ims ad #i got emotional over fuckin WAGO WHEEL by darius rucker #and i wanna drive so bad #but im sad and lonely now and idk why im lonely when i clearly have friends here #like. theyre new friends so we dont have a warriors bond yet #but theyre pretty good friends!!!#and theyre all so cool!!!!!!#but im so fucking sad and i want a really big hug and i want someone to cuddle with #augh its lonely #i was just thinking earlier that i was adjusting well cuz i wasnt thinking stuff like #'ok college is great but im going home this wekeend' and i didint miss my parents that much #but i kinda feel really touch starved rn #whatever #i push on [actively sobbing]

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skrunksthatwunk · 6 months ago

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(nanako voice): dear brother, i am being haunted by visions of starnge and beaudiful goirls

#i know i've said it over and over (if not on here then irl) but kaoru being popular for her hall monitor everybody sit down and work rizz #is really Really funny to me #sorry this is kinda empty and half done my tablet pen DIED while i was making this #kaoru and nanako are wheelbarrowing rei somewhere she's not surrounded by mirrors and half-frozen dino nuggets #anyway can you tell i have a favorite lol #i meant to draw tomoko and nanako (well. draw her More) and even miya but. pen dead :((#dear brother #oniisama e #this was mostly just me trying desperately to figure out how to draw kaoru's hair rip #i have a physical need to capture her charm but idk if im quite getting there. sad #anyway :p #skrunkart #kaoru orihara #asaka rei #shinobu mariko #i feel bad tagging nanako but i guess i should anyway huh #misonoo nanako #plus that bully character whose name idr (hence why i couldn't get a better image of her oops).. rip bozo

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dogboner · 9 months ago

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personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"

#guy who's very proud of how well he's handling things rn lol #anyways personal time:#but idk man i kinda remembered smthn from my past n #like. if it wasn't for how much effort i've put into my mental health n coping skills #n my support network now #idk id be in a much worse place.#so i'm gonna forgive myself for not really sleeping last night #n having a hard time with my bpd feelings n emotions #because fuck man! i'm doin really good actually!#growth doesn't have to be oh man i'm never ever sad anymore #it's just. idk i don't cry because i Wanna die anymore #sometimes i have an intrusive thought of suicide #and it makes me cry because i DONT wanna die. and i know those thoughts are not good or needed #but i'm not gonna beat myself up for having them. i'm just gonna be patient n gentle w myself #n give myself time #n everything will be okay(:#bc it is okay! it's in the past and i'm safe now. and i wanna make other people feel safe too #growth starts w baby steps. n that's why it's so hard to recognize in yourself a lot of the time #it goes slooooooowly. for me at least lol.#mine #despite everything i am happy because i know my life now is one i love (: and one im actively trying to better for myself

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rapidhighway · 5 days ago

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weird question but do you need help with your assignment?

im cramming for an exam, but like, in the past 10 minutes i just realized that i will simply not pass it lmao RIP

#uh... i thought the required material would be easier #im kinda panicking rn but i guess i will just take it and not pass it and go from there... idk ive never not passed a college class before #i just always kinda lucked out but like. im pretty sure i will not pass this exam unless #i get VERY lucky like exceptionally lucky with every question lmfao #SAD #well i shouldve studied and shit #i feel very ashamed rn idk if i will be able to even make myself go there... its not like its a huge class that will surely have tons of pp #ugh im just feeling really bad rn........ -_-

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ohsweetflips · 7 days ago

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somewhere on this blog there is a post that goes something like "what if i just start identifying as nonbinary and don't tell anyone and still go by she/her" and that needs to be marked as the day that pandora's box opened

#ik it's my blog etc etc etc but i do try to not sad post often anymore just bc after a while #it becomes a lot akjdsjkdjk #however. this is also the closest i have to an unfiltered diary. so!#idk man ik (im pretty sure) rapid onset dysphoria is a thing or something but like #edit: the most rudimentary of google searches show that this may or may not actually be what i mean but like. 20% effort went into that #the magnitude of bad i have felt in the past week is kinda wild to me #like ive been feeling stuff softly like that for a while now w/ an increase come september #for like. reasons that ik but also reasons that dont necessarily matter rn #but it's like. less a realization and more so steps of becoming more comfortable/feeling more secure #but in that security i essentially run into a brick wall #like i joke abt whatever post i made years ago but it's like #lowk this feels like what i was worried abt this happening LMAO #like this idea of things kinda actualizing in my mind for me #but the actual capability of what i can do feeling limited #like. i have no clue what transitioning would/could necessarily look like for me #but it's starting to feel very much like: whatever it is won't happen #which ik is like. bad queer mindset 1 #and then i am falling to bad queer mindset 2 of like. feeling bad that this took so long #and that i didnt put together stuff. or try more. earlier.#and that i've now like. run out of time. which ik is not true so like.#the self-awareness is here! i'm also just stubborn lmao #and like idk currently i'm just in the hell of not wanting to do the middle stuff #i just want to wake up one morning and be different AKJDFKJFDKJFD #anyways! i swear im not actively trying to spiral like every day this week #just my mental constitution is weak and susceptible to demons. and also anxiety and sadness LMAO #and as me and my roommate say. it's never too early for the guilt spiral.#also the pandora's box technically opened when i was like 15 but.#we put a lid on that and then everything came back worse when i was like. idk 19/20.

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archerstreet · 2 months ago

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can someone tell me how to keep going if your hardwork does pay off but you don't feel anything when you achieve your goal just relief and numb again

#ive been having a bad week again since the exam ugh😭#im really really REALLY trying to study but a little head in my voice keeps saying what is even the point of working so hard #which is soooo ridiculous because it's bc i worked so hard that i got great marks #but like. i didn't feel happy like i thought would. i just felt like 'oh. okay. cool'#and then i just. didn't even have anyone around me to celebrate with #which is idk kinda dumb i guess it's just an online exam #but like see. there are technically total 8 exams to become. um to get my degree #and i just cleared 1 of them #like that was a full 100 marks paper i studied for of that level and i did it #ive just never done this before not since this course ive always scored JUST above passing (not counting the times #i literally failed twice lol)#so yeah anyway it is big for me. but why doesn't it feel like anything 😭😭😭#and why hasn't this motivated me to work harder😭😭😭#idk i thought i had gotten over the 'just do it. just do it!!! just. do. it.' phase i was getting so many things done #but it feels back to square one now #man that book about habits was so right don't have goals have habits because when you do achieve your goal #you'll be like well now what? and slip right back into bad habits again #that's exactly what happened #i used to think lol achieve my goal that's never gonna happen im a shit person and a failure #but like what the hell!!! i did!!! so now what😭😭😭#i think i need a hug #but ive never really hugged anyone except one person and she's 4 years away now #i think i need. my dad to tell me he's proud of me. but he's already forgotten about it so that's not gonna happen #man the day i stop craving external validation. it's over for yall #ugh yuck i used to hate the word validation it always sounded so desperate and needy and pathetic. guess it was just #another form of self loathing lol #im not even sad im like genuinely asking. im trying to solve it like a math problem. like does anyone have the answer

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bukashki · 2 days ago

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I am genuinely sad, often, about coming or returning late to fandoms that actually spark this much joy in my heart (where was I before? I don't know!) Now I'm here, but seems like half of the fandom is not having a great time..

Of course I like it here and enjoy the fandom experience, but it's hard not to see people who are upset about the ending of s5 and the current situation (who are not generally haters) - which I understand and empathize with, otherwise I wouldn't have been sad about it. Some people who have contributed to this fandom and to whom I owe such a great time I've been having, while catching up on what was posted during past few years, now aren't that happy here.

Maybe for some it'll change again? I guess what's left for me is to wait and see. I have faith in the show, I think it'll continue being a good story, and I'm patient and count on a satisfying resolution (knowing ml I'm prepared to really wait, haha), but I also get it when people say it's just not the same anymore, because yes, it isn't fully - and I'm okay with it, I just. sigh. I just wish everyone had fun. Maybe i shouldn't care so much, but i do because i love you 😔

(still if anyone reads this, please don't salt in the notes, i don't want to be even sadder)

((to be clear i am not negative towards anyone, or not vagueposting about anyone, it's just about the whole situation. And of course I'm not saying everyone has to enjoy the show, or that my vision is the only correct one lol.))

#i know it's kinda stupid I'm sorry #I'll probably feel better tomorrow #like i know it's natural that people will have different opinions on certain things. but it's just kinda sad to see people sort of divided #idk!!!!#(((also im only speaking about tumblr fandom because I have no idea and I don't care what's happening in other places)))#ml fandom #:p #2 am posting. i am such an unserious person actually. i have better things to do right?#anyway it's just for me. who's gonna read it anyways

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oldphanny · 3 months ago

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#heyooo im sad #im just feeling like i dont fit in anywhere and i just fade into the background for people and no one actually really likes or cares about #me and i just kinda exist as an npc and yea im kinda just overwhelmed #like i just wish i had friends #and i have a lot of just pent up sads over a lot of stuff and i just mught punch a wall or something idk #idk i feel like every person in this world is like a puzzle piece just trying to fit together and for some reason im a dice #like im in the wrong game bros i dont know how to connect #does that make any sense idk #anyways i really love you all and im really happy to be back on tumblr cause its the most included ive felt in anything in a very long time #thank you for including a dice in your jigsaw <3 #bipswordvomit

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teknikolor-walters · 7 months ago

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Does anyone else feel a debilitating fear of getting better? Is this normal? Does it secretly prove I'm just faking everything for attention? Probably tbh

#cicadas vent tag #likr #i was looking at my knee would and realised it was getting kinda better #and felt almost . disappointed and afraid #and with mental illness the feeling is rven worse #like of course i want to get better!!! obviously!!!#but i feel almost sad when i realized i havent had a suicidal thought in a while #but tbh #the fear of never getting better is also terrifying #it must be so annoying to watch me hate myself and hurt myself over and over again and not get any better #but the idea of getting better is scary too #yknow?#its all terrifying #maybe the only non scary reality is one where i isolate myself from all of my friends forever #but that just makes me sad #ok this feels kind of all over the place but . idk its a very all over the place kind of feeling #delete later #ok this one is getting taken out of the drafts early cuz i just refused my parents offer to wash my knee #and one od my thoughts was 'what if it stops hurting'#im fucked up like deeply i think #btw im doing fine now im so cozy just . yeah

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robotsafari · 10 months ago

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i havent even watched legacy yet but that fucking kh world did some.. unexpected things to me (update: i watched it. the movie was okay. <- short for im deranged about it but it missed so much opportunities and omfg i cant list all of my thoughts here.)

#beep boop you want fries with that #kingdom hearts #re:kh #re:ddd #sora #quorra #tron #riku #was trying to redesign rinzler’s helmet bc god. its. kinda fucking boring. leaning into the beast more #also teh helmets eyes are supposed to look angry when its down and sad when its up. bwaaa #i heard rinzler acts like a cat. thats soemthing to look forward to when i watch the movie. grins.#the three dots are supposed to be the classic t. btw.#theres four you just cant see the last one.#made sora look more liek his space paranoids look because he needs to retain the 80s swag.#this reads like a change log.#and my good friend quorra. idk if i’ve even posted that redesign b4.#yes im making her quote the ur my pockets eddie post #i think she needs to chew on things. maybe she should maul clu with her fucking teeth.#shes so unorthadox girl to me. do you see my vision.#also dw about riku falling or paralelling tron or anything hes fiiine.#speaking of the falling art. its old. so its inaccurate to how i draw riku now #before my brain was huge basically.#its so funny how i drew this much art for legacy like. i love tron 1982. i havent watched legacy yet but i feel like im gonna hate it.#the kh world was okay but it had a lot of potential and. uh. made me a BIT insane at the last part in sora’s story (EXPLODES)#also this post is tagged re:ddd for. reasons. dw about it.#ANYWAY GN ITS 1 AM. RUNS AT MACH SPEED.

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