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spoopdeedoop · 7 months ago

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WYD WHEN MY GANG PULL UP !!!

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aroaceleovaldez · 4 months ago

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i would like to say my ideal PJO adaptation (if i was being physically forced against my will to have to pick a live action adaptation over an animated one for some reason) would be a combo like writing of the musical + casting of the show + visuals of the movies

BUT the show actually does have the playwright for the musical as one of the major writers for like three episodes and that did nothing for it. so...

#pjo #riordanverse #pjo tv crit #i do love the casting for the musical lots and lots though #it was really good #i do also have some nitpicks for show casting but they're largely inconsequential #like majority i very much enjoy and think are cast well #i only have one i'd say im actually disappointed with and that's Poseidon. idk he just feels. bland??? does that make sense?#like idk maybe it's the costuming but im not getting Sea God *or* Fishing Dad from him #like i think i kinda see what they were going for and i saw some gifs of him in another show where he plays a pirate and its like #okay. *little* bit better. but idk im just not getting Poseidon from it #in general most of the immortals in the show dont feel very Immortal(tm) but thats definitely mostly just the writing/show itself #not any reflection of the casting #my only other two are i would have liked plus sized Clarisse. i am VERY sad we didnt get that #Dior is a VERY good Clarisse though so i'm not too upset about it. i like her Clarisse energy. the yelling is fantastic.#my most controversial pjo tv take is im still meh on Walker. like he's fine. but like he's kind of Just Fine to me so far #its probably mostly the writing being bad but he hasnt grown on me as Percy yet. i can tell he has the energy though in interviews n stuff #and the main trio dynamic in interviews and stuff is *very* good. i just wish the show writing was better #because the casting IS very good but they have so little to work with. you can really tell theyre trying their best #i like to joke the show would be better if they just set the cast loose in the woods doing in-character improv #like its clear basically all of them know their characters SUPER well. id watch 8 episodes of in the woods pjo cosplay improv.

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indigopoptart · 7 months ago

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gonna get back into the swing of things with!! some faces I did a bit ago!!!

+ closeups and oc creds under the cut!

the welcome home guys ofc <3

some of my guys!

(Niebla belongs to both me and @akemima ! <3)

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And now, some friends’ ocs!

Lady belongs to @gremliinsart, Keira belongs to @funonion001 !!! :3

Sundown belongs to @carnivalcarrion !! <3

Damon belongs to @sammysun , Wizard belongs to @akemima !! :33 <3<3

#this was a while ago it feels SO OLD #by the way. this was hell to format. tumblr web and mobile both have skill issues idc #welcome home #welcome home fanart #howdy pillar #sally starlet #eddie dear #eddie my beloved <3 eddie my love <3 #frank frankly #oh hes my baby…my babygirl…frank…#sorry i forgot how ill i am about them #laughingstock lowkey been ruining my life lately (bogs fault)#AUUUUGHHH FUCKKK I MISS STAMPS.#oh i got a stamps ask a bit ago. gonna finally respond to it #BTW: saying this now bc its been a problem with a lot of people/for a while. i will answer asks that are asks!#people popping in to say hello is always loved ofc <3 but. it clutters up a lot. if youre new/sharing kind words ill respond ofc!#but if youre in my inbox just to be there/to grab my attenion. im not gonna respond😭 this keeps happening and it makes me kinda sad idk #ANYWAY ANYWAY. not gonna waste my tags with a ramble #oc fanart #sherri stitch-up #hotel hubbub #niebla valentine #puppet oc #daiki iyer #indigo’s art #art #indigo’s ocs #other people’s ocs #puppet ocs #expression practice

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inkz123 · 12 days ago

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Drawing for @lapoiseveamel683 of their fnaf sb OC Selena🐆💕 Thank you!

#commissions #my commissions #fanart #fnaf security breach #not my oc #shes so prettyyyy #have i mentioned i love fnaf?#fnaf gives me so much nostalgia feelings #i wish it was a thing when i was much younger #also the pizzaplex on security breach #the building is SO DOPE #id legit be there almost every week if it actually existed #also im jealous of people who have chucky cheese where they live :[[[#that place looks rad #tho im big sad that they replaced their animatronics with people in mascot suits #like idk it kinda removes the magic knowing that theres just some random person inside trying to act all jolly and stuff to appeal to kids #liek i wan cool animatronics thats what maked that place UNIQUE #ok ok i stop yapping lol

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marv3l-drag0ns · 2 months ago

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god DAMN college loneliness actually hits hard :-(

#dragon's discussions #i dont even knwo why ims ad #i got emotional over fuckin WAGO WHEEL by darius rucker #and i wanna drive so bad #but im sad and lonely now and idk why im lonely when i clearly have friends here #like. theyre new friends so we dont have a warriors bond yet #but theyre pretty good friends!!!#and theyre all so cool!!!!!!#but im so fucking sad and i want a really big hug and i want someone to cuddle with #augh its lonely #i was just thinking earlier that i was adjusting well cuz i wasnt thinking stuff like #'ok college is great but im going home this wekeend' and i didint miss my parents that much #but i kinda feel really touch starved rn #whatever #i push on [actively sobbing]

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jkpng · 7 months ago

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day 135/547 of missing jungkook

#jk #jungkook #buny #said i would yap abt this live and here it is #ik when i was watching it live i said to smone like. the mood is weirdly melancholic but now hes talking abt food and instantly its lighter #but since then i kinda forgot that the first half of that live is like. SUCH AN ODD VIBE #and i rewatched unprepared for it 😭 and got emotional #like idk. like the vibe is DAMP. its heavy not necessarily sad but it was Heavy #and hes talking abt not sleeping well lately and waxing poetic abt he can come here when he feels unstable and it feels safe n comforting #and like. mentioning he feels nauseous and one song looped for like 20 mins and sitting in the fucking dark just pondering silently #like bro ARE U GOOD????? its giving Me whenever im horribly depressed 😭#like ik u cant really tell someones feelings from their face esp if u dont know them but he just seemed. troubled #and i was watching it like Bro why are u on a livestream sitting in the dark staring at me w big wet eyes ARE U OK…….#and then he starts talking abt food and my eyes literally got wet bc he just. immediately brightened #and got talkative again #and i cant explain idk it made me emotional like. wuh hes happy telling us abt his noodle recipe….wuh……#and i had to tap out idk ill watch the rest later. IDK IDKKKKKKK im just fond. whatever

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skrunksthatwunk · 4 months ago

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(nanako voice): dear brother, i am being haunted by visions of starnge and beaudiful goirls

#i know i've said it over and over (if not on here then irl) but kaoru being popular for her hall monitor everybody sit down and work rizz #is really Really funny to me #sorry this is kinda empty and half done my tablet pen DIED while i was making this #kaoru and nanako are wheelbarrowing rei somewhere she's not surrounded by mirrors and half-frozen dino nuggets #anyway can you tell i have a favorite lol #i meant to draw tomoko and nanako (well. draw her More) and even miya but. pen dead :((#dear brother #oniisama e #this was mostly just me trying desperately to figure out how to draw kaoru's hair rip #i have a physical need to capture her charm but idk if im quite getting there. sad #anyway :p #skrunkart #kaoru orihara #asaka rei #shinobu mariko #i feel bad tagging nanako but i guess i should anyway huh #misonoo nanako #plus that bully character whose name idr (hence why i couldn't get a better image of her oops).. rip bozo

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triglycercule · 2 days ago

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HELP I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING HELP!!! HELP!!!!! its not don yet,,,,,, eoaugh. shoutout to like the 20 coloring/rendering tips and tutorial videos i watched you all did NOTHING to help. GOD. how hard is is to get a tutorial and help for something that actually ISNT naturally intuitive to me???

waaa waaa lineart hard 🥺🥺 waaa waaa sketching hard!!! ok man how about you struggle with figuring out basic color palettes (color is my absolute worst element of art ive yet to even improve on. this backfired on me i shouldve done more coloring pages when i was younger)

#ok but after like 30 minutes of fighting with the colors i do really like the color scheme i did with this..... like #i tried to keep everything desaturated. but also yellow warmish toned #yellow is supposed to be joyful happy yippee but this is NOT a good moment (for killer at least)#so i desaturated it. idk if that got the intended look but i wanted it to be a bit of like a twisted feeling moment #and then the red against the black of his dt vomit is like to show a contrast between the yellow #which could be calming if it was just left on its own to portray intensity and pain and yadayada #can you tell i love color psychology. can you tell. but i cant even apply any of the stuff ive learned at all #I HATE COLOR I HATE TEXTURE!!!! I HAVE ART OPPS AND THOSE TWO ELEMENTS ARE THE OPPS BRO #im glad i chose killer's as first since compared to horror's and dust's in this series his is the most normal ish #i dont know how to improve this anymore but i'll figure something out i guess idk.... art man #i think i deserve to eat a poundcake to congratulate myself for this. at least i got colors down #the tutorial lady said i should figure out color palette and placement first on the piece #and then i should do the actual thing afterwards and kinda clean things up after i figured everything out #worst feeling when you understand a concept in your head but you can't depict it on paper UGH #i have no idea how to draw buttercups btw. in fact any flower. i cannot draw nature #maaaaan i suck ass at this art shit bro i should just give up #nooo noooo..... lifelessly reanimates my disappointed body...... ink would be sad if i gave up #that stupid little skeleton is lucky he's a cool enough concept of a character to motivate me. thank you ink........#tricule rant

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oldphanny · 8 days ago

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#heyooo im sad #im just feeling like i dont fit in anywhere and i just fade into the background for people and no one actually really likes or cares about #me and i just kinda exist as an npc and yea im kinda just overwhelmed #like i just wish i had friends #and i have a lot of just pent up sads over a lot of stuff and i just mught punch a wall or something idk #idk i feel like every person in this world is like a puzzle piece just trying to fit together and for some reason im a dice #like im in the wrong game bros i dont know how to connect #does that make any sense idk #anyways i really love you all and im really happy to be back on tumblr cause its the most included ive felt in anything in a very long time #thank you for including a dice in your jigsaw <3 #bipswordvomit

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teknikolor-walters · 4 months ago

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Does anyone else feel a debilitating fear of getting better? Is this normal? Does it secretly prove I'm just faking everything for attention? Probably tbh

#cicadas vent tag #likr #i was looking at my knee would and realised it was getting kinda better #and felt almost . disappointed and afraid #and with mental illness the feeling is rven worse #like of course i want to get better!!! obviously!!!#but i feel almost sad when i realized i havent had a suicidal thought in a while #but tbh #the fear of never getting better is also terrifying #it must be so annoying to watch me hate myself and hurt myself over and over again and not get any better #but the idea of getting better is scary too #yknow?#its all terrifying #maybe the only non scary reality is one where i isolate myself from all of my friends forever #but that just makes me sad #ok this feels kind of all over the place but . idk its a very all over the place kind of feeling #delete later #ok this one is getting taken out of the drafts early cuz i just refused my parents offer to wash my knee #and one od my thoughts was 'what if it stops hurting'#im fucked up like deeply i think #btw im doing fine now im so cozy just . yeah

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dogboner · 6 months ago

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personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"

#guy who's very proud of how well he's handling things rn lol #anyways personal time:#but idk man i kinda remembered smthn from my past n #like. if it wasn't for how much effort i've put into my mental health n coping skills #n my support network now #idk id be in a much worse place.#so i'm gonna forgive myself for not really sleeping last night #n having a hard time with my bpd feelings n emotions #because fuck man! i'm doin really good actually!#growth doesn't have to be oh man i'm never ever sad anymore #it's just. idk i don't cry because i Wanna die anymore #sometimes i have an intrusive thought of suicide #and it makes me cry because i DONT wanna die. and i know those thoughts are not good or needed #but i'm not gonna beat myself up for having them. i'm just gonna be patient n gentle w myself #n give myself time #n everything will be okay(:#bc it is okay! it's in the past and i'm safe now. and i wanna make other people feel safe too #growth starts w baby steps. n that's why it's so hard to recognize in yourself a lot of the time #it goes slooooooowly. for me at least lol.#mine #despite everything i am happy because i know my life now is one i love (: and one im actively trying to better for myself

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moeblob · 8 months ago

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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

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pale-fairytales · 10 months ago

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i. i listened to the villain song from Wish and. oh my god. that is not a fucking villain song. we're bein punk'd.

I'M GONNA JUST SAY THIS i think the concept for the villain was actually kinda interesting but I feel like the villain song needs to be rewritten ASAP and istg if the movie is as *incoherent noise* as the villain song, then i fell like it'll need to be redone/reimagined, too

Petition to remake the movie but in 2D animation, with a better storyline and a better villain song (i would even like to see people on the internet get together to make it happen)

#not tf #kiwi rambles #pls......#like some Disney concepts are cool as hell and I can jive with them #luca? adorable movie. great concept.#encanto? great concept. really good soundtrack.#princess and the frog? hell yeah great concept and great soundtrack #but I feel like Disney kinda just Gave Up which is. sad.#And listen im not totally knocking Wish bc the concept actually sounds kinda dope I just feel like based on the trailer and the villain song #the movie's not that much of a banger #maybe it's just me idk i know it's a kid's movie but damn #it feels ai generated #kiwi opinions #kiwi rants

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tedious-waffle · 6 days ago

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#okay but honestly #ive already been having a shitty week #for obvious reasons #and also just school work piling up #and meds and doctors stuff #and i was like aw yay 911 episode to wind down with #it was great #and sad #and kinda just disappointing #i legit really liked tommy as a charcater #and the idea of this older gay dude being insecure about their relationship and not wanting his heart to be broken #like ive read that fic #it was awesome #but it also had a resolution for both characters #and while bucks gonna go on #it seems theyre just leaving tommy blowing in the wind #plot device indeed #and idk thats just depressing #and blahblah scheduling etc real world reasons #but purely from watching it pov #im just like #sad man #i mean maybe theyll go full cliche one day when 911 is winding down #and have tommy come back for the last episode to partner buck up #that legit seems likely to me lmao #but yeah idk im just like kinda really dissapointed and sad #and also not looking forward to the gross anti hate that ive already seen spewing #and i legit kinda wanna not watch for a while idk i just feel :/#bucktommy #911

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okitanoniisan · 8 months ago

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new rgg fans will never know what they missed back in ye olden days of the fandom (like, 2019), doubly so now that scott strichart's deleted his twitter and jon riesenbach's privated. twitter was so fucking fun and then whatever-the-hell at sega of america happened and caused a fucking snowball effect and now we have shitass localization and resulting discourse that makes every release nigh unbearable, misinformation, confusion, people complaining about "bad writing/mischaracterization" not realizing it's because of the shitass english loc, i'm sitting here like jesus christ these loc bitches massacred saejima's character voice, people will never see him as he was intended, as original yakuza 5 localization Correctly painted him, and now they're coming for kiryu. god help us. we used to be a proper fandom. before everyone was subjected to the remastered localizations and shaky eng characterization. no one had even played yakuza 3-5, people still called morning glory "sunshine" orphanage, kiryu was our only protagonist and people still called him "boring", it was beautiful...

anyway gaiden uses affective instead of effective because the current localization team is full of careless dumbasses who don't give a fuck about ensuring they're using correct english grammar and this is not an isolated incident

#ada speaks #ive been playing through the series again from 0-5 and. yeesh #it goes from LIFE IS GOOD. LOC IS GOOD. to. oh.#yakuza 5's original localization is near perfect and they couldve made it better but instead #they opted for the cost cutting approach and decided NOT to retranslate and instead #just fucking. re-localized the localization and SO much is wrong. so much.#im playing simultaneously with a friend (myself on ps3 them on pc) and seeing the differences #and it happens in y3r and y4r too where #the original line is localized > the remastered line takes it and runs with it bc they have no original translation context #ie. in 3 rikiya says he likes 'wild' dancers. (re: strip club) it gets localized to be him liking 'aggressive' dancers.#in 3 remastered he says he likes AGGRESSIVE DOMINEERING WOMEN and that gets his Gears Turning #or. in 5 shinada says that uno is 'a little sad up top' re: his hair. and 5 remastered he says 'kinda mopey'#because they misunderstood the original english loc and so. completely fucked up the line to mean something else entirely #its like broken telephone #the same is SOMEHOW also happening in 8... i dont know HOW but somehow it fucking is #meanwhile im revisiting zero and going OH YEAH GOOD CHOICE. THAT MAKES SENSE. GREAT WRITING. WOW THAT'S AN A+ INTERPRETATION OF THAT LINE.#i miss the old loc team so bad. bring me back.#its mostly frustrating because i can see the shitass eng writing and still enjoy the game beneath it (unless it's not voiced.) but #i feel so bad for everyone flying blind and forced to take the loc at face value #its been like this since lost judgment but the main story was Fine (if a bit rushed) because. scott was still doing his thing #the substories in lost judgment also felt like they were of the same calibre (shit.) as remastered and. idk.#it seems like its been a shitshow at SoA behind the scenes for Years #and it shows.

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robotsafari · 8 months ago

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i havent even watched legacy yet but that fucking kh world did some.. unexpected things to me

#beep boop you want fries with that #kingdom hearts #re:kh #re:ddd #sora #quorra #tron #riku #was trying to redesign rinzler’s helmet bc god. its. kinda fucking boring. leaning into the beast more #also teh helmets eyes are supposed to look angry when its down and sad when its up. bwaaa #i heard rinzler acts like a cat. thats soemthing to look forward to when i watch the movie. grins.#the three dots are supposed to be the classic t. btw.#theres four you just cant see the last one.#made sora look more liek his space paranoids look because he needs to retain the 80s swag.#this reads like a change log.#and my good friend quorra. idk if i’ve even posted that redesign b4.#yes im making her quote the ur my pockets eddie post #i think she needs to chew on things. maybe she should maul clu with her fucking teeth.#shes so unorthadox girl to me. do you see my vision.#also dw about riku falling or paralelling tron or anything hes fiiine.#speaking of the falling art. its old. so its inaccurate to how i draw riku now #before my brain was huge basically.#its so funny how i drew this much art for legacy like. i love tron 1982. i havent watched legacy yet but i feel like im gonna hate it.#the kh world was okay but it had a lot of potential and. uh. made me a BIT insane at the last part in sora’s story (EXPLODES)#also this post is tagged re:ddd for. reasons. dw about it.#ANYWAY GN ITS 1 AM. RUNS AT MACH SPEED.

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