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falmerbrook · 3 days ago

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Not to be too corny but the new year has got me thinking and I really appreciate this blog because this is pretty much the only site/community/fandom where I don't stress out over posting every single thing I post, afraid I'll be shit on for... something (my brain is very good at coming up with hypotheticals). I know, I know I'm way too sensitive and i shouldn't care about what others think and the internet isn't real so it doesn't matter etc. etc. but unfortunately I just don't know how to get my brain to work like that. I mean, I'm still too afraid of being cringe to draw/write/yap about everything I'd hypothetically like to, but I've been way more social and open to posting my thoughts on here than I've ever been before, and it's made me more confident online overall. So thank you all for being so welcoming and chill!

#idk hopefully this makes sense. might delete in the morning lol #mine #not tes #vent #(mostly positive one)#im working on an animation rn and im really excited about the idea and storyboard #and while i enjoy sharing my stuff on yt and to an extent im a little sad i dont do it as often there #something about posting t/es stuff on there makes me kinda dread it in a minor way #90% of the comments i get on my tes stuff have been honestly wonderful (and the 10% that hasnt has been from having an argonian nerevarine)#but also some of the things i want to do in the future are more headcanon or canon-divergent heavy and i stress out a little thinking about #potential not so kind comments relating to that. elsewhere people can just be so weird about it #and that sort of thing can take a hit to my motivation to work on animated stuff (despite being far and away my best stuff)#but everyone here is so friendly and generally open minded and it makes me less stressed about it and gives me more motivation #idk the internet has always been pretty mean and critical but i feel like its gotten so much worse in the past few years #and im too sensitive for it. and lonely. and internet addicted i think.#which sucks but this blog/community has made fandom posting genuinely enjoyable again #ok sincerity over back to scrolling

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