#heyooo im sad

[oldphanny]

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[asleepyy]

Heyooooo, how are you asleepy? (⁠ ⁠╹ᴗ╹⁠ ⁠) (I'm kinda new in this asking thing, I just one of those who watch from afar, so sorry if it's too chaotic and stuff jshsj)

Omg, I just read the last oopsie omens update (yes that's how much excited I am for this au) and I almost scream, the colors of the panels changing, the expressions... Azazel grew feather-thingies on his head when Jophiel pushed him against the wall!!! (⁠ ⁠ꈍ▽ꈍ⁠) ♡♡

You can't imagine how much I just love this story omggg I'm so kxbsoejbd for this comic!! And on top of all that your lovely art style, it's just amazing, ty so much for making this AU!!

That's all, I'm making a Pinterest board Azazel&Jophiel-cored, and oh you better bet I'll be making fanarts of them! Hyperfixation time babeyyy

-sincere n chaotically, duck anon 🦆 (an identification among the other anons(?))

Ps: I'll be manifesting lots of love n happiness in your way, thx again for your amazing work ♡♡♡♡♡♡

heyooo! i'm good, thank you!

im happy to hear u enjoyed the latest update!! if u ever feel like sharing ur pintrest board or u fanart let me know, i'd love to see it!!

thank u duck anon!! have a sad jophiel < 3

[gummygoatgalaxy]

Heyooo, Gummy here!!

I'm sad, bored and have art block, so im posting this for people to request art of Ducktales2017/Ducktales1987/Disney Ducks and Dreamworks Trolls!!

5 rules

1. All art will be in my style, so no screenshot edits

2. Only canon characters, no ocs

3. This is only for Disney Ducks(like Ducktales) and Dreamworks Trolls

4. Because these are free, i hope everyone respects that i might be slow to respond with the art, or wont do your art request, because, no, this doesnt require payment

5. Im posting this publicly so no nsfw stuff

Other than all that, plz comment your art requests here or in my asks!!

Thank you :3

Some of my art for a ref lol

[fatuismooches]

Heyooo

Okok I just stumbled into your page and OMG it’s so cute!! Plus I’ve lately been OBSESSED with the harbingers and I am MADLY hyper fixating on them and even claimed several as my hubbie bubbies (Childe, Pantalone and Dottore yes I am looking at you~) and I think every single one of them is so interesting except PULCINELLA like BROOOOOOOOOO why is he so silly goofy and idk I would never imagine someone actually writing something like fluff or angst y my about him.

Btw, I am not even dating myself to open ao3 and search his tag, I am up to NO TRAUMA PLS.

But, since you have more experience regarding the harbingers than me, have you ever had like a question or a comment made regarding him (i don’t imagine anyone doing it outside of a silly goofy and non romantic environment)?

HELP 😭 I LOVE THIS ASK THANK YOU IM GLAD YOU LIKE MY WORK 💖💖 To answer your question. When I say I love the Harbingers i really do mean it lol even Pulcinella (platonically) it would just feel sad to exclude him just because he is a grandpa lol. And yes everyone who comes on my blog and speaks about Pulcinella always talks about him in a platonic/familial context, I think myself and others just view him as an old man who loves his grandkid (and also who would act as a wingman for you, especially with Childe)

[rinringringu]

Heyooo, for the thing: Sdr2!

hi. i know tthis says sdr2 but i also wanna include some characters from the other games / anime so i'll just ejdhuehdhe sorry

blorbo (favorite character, character i think about the most)

oh nagito ABSOLUTELY hes pathetic but i CANNOT stop thinking about this mf. might be because i relate to him so much!! idk hes a weirdo but hes my weirdo <3 <3 comfort character part 1. hes a faillosermaleboy and its funny as fuck but also if i see him sad i cry because im so attached to this guy. by the way im killing anyone who fetishizes him right the fuck now actually!!!!

scrunkly (my "baby", character that gives me cuteness aggression, character that is So Shaped)

CHIHIRO. OH SHES SOSOSO. i draw her a lot because shes literally so fun to draw and shes amazing no one gets her only i can. kodaka give her a goddamn break please and thank YOU!!!! Shes more. Than. Discourse. like she has such an impact in the story and people keep ignoring that. shes so smart her talent is SO badass.... love her.....

scrimblo bimblo (underrated/underappriciated fave)

you guys know who in going go say im predictable as fuck but obviously mahiru my one and only love... oh shes so amazing when people dumb her down to "n*zi crazy feminist" i want to punch them in the throat she is the embodiment of that post that says "ppl want characters with a realistic response to trauma the get mad when they have a realistic response to trauma" LIKE UGHHH people need to make more content for her i need food. comfort character part 2 btw.

glup shitto (obscure fave, character that can appear in the background for 0.2 seconds and I won’t shut up about it for a week)

i can make a list longer than kamakuras hair tbh. chisa. sato!! NATSUMI!!! RYOTA FUCKING MITARAI!!! i HATE the anime but these characters!!!! THEY!!! THEY SHOULD GET THEIR OWN STORY BC THEY'RE SO INTERESTING.... oh i will not talk about how i love each one of them RN bc then this will be too long but trust me i am so. in love with them GAHHH!!!

poor little meow meow (“problematic”/unpopular/controversial/otherwise pathetic fave)

junko... expect she isnt a poor little meow meow shes an evil one... no one gets her only i can part 2... im gay but shes legally allowed to slash me with her nails. shes awful her way of thinking makes NO sense but we love her for that...also monaca. poor little evil sad meow meow. they're my daughter actually! my child my kid im adopting her! they deserve the world if see ANOTHER person on pinterest/instagram/whatever call her pickle satan i will kill somebody!!!!!!!!

horse plinko (character I would torment for fun, for whatever reason)

SODA!! OH BULLYING HIM IS MY FAVORITE SPORT!! like i love him also kind of hot but hes sOOO stupid and funny dummy my fellings for him go from "dumbass... >:(" to "AUGHH my BABY!!" no in between. what is up with his hair help. ok youre bisexual we get it king. TSUMUGI TOO. im grabbing her killing biting but also hugging her. shes so pathetic I LOOOVE girlosers shes the literal embodiment of the danganronpa fandom!!! AND THATS WHY SHES AWFUL!! shes the best mastermind step aside junko you are no longer needed. give her some rest but also torture her.

eeby deeby (character I would send to superhell)

all of them /pos

that was it hduheusyedyyehdu sorry for cheating

[venuscommissions]

heyooo  guys  !    so ,   last four months were literal hell for most people worldwide,  me  &  my  family  included !    shit  sucked  balls ,  but  thankfully  i’m  proud to  announce  that  we’re  slowly  but  surely  getting  back on our feet .  a  lot  of  you  were  genuinely  concerned ,  &  i  received  a  ton  of  asks  inquiring  about  my  well-being &  sending  words of  encouragement /  hope  /  well wishes my  way ...   which  even  though  i  wasn’t  in  the  right  frame  of  mind  to  answer back then,  they  still warmed  my  heart  &  gave   me  some  much  needed  strength.   since ,  many  asks  are  asking  similar things,  i  thought  it  best  to  make  one  faq  sorta  post  rather than  answering  each  individually  and  clogging  people’s  dashboards.  

so,  basically  a  lotta  third  world   bullshit  happened,  food  stuff,  medical  stuff,  etc.  as  my  government  implemented a  very  strict  ( read :  brutal )  lockdown  that  lasted  more  than  three months.  i  don’t  want  to  get  into,  because  many  people  have had  troubling  times recently  &  i’d  rather  not  make anyone upset /  sad  or  even  trigger  them  in  any way.  Know  this  though, after  few  months  of  me  trying  to  just  survive  &  not  fucking  starve,   one  of  the  main  reasons  of my not being active or doing anything  was  my  laptop  constantly  breaking  down,   the  issue  with  it  being  very  simple, my  ram slot had  some  carbon  gunk  on  it, but  alas.  the  first  time  it  crashed in the beginning  of  may,  the call center got me doing some tests on the phone via keyboard keys ( because laptop wasn’t opening. )  &  they  diagnosed that  the  issue  was  that my  ram  needed to be replaced.  & since  i wasn’t an essential worker ( i.e government or hospital  worker ) they weren’t allowed to give me priority service or machine parts.  it took them a month for them to ship the ram to my cities service center & to get a guy to my house to put it in. &  when he did, the guy was either  so  overworked or stupid enough that he didn’t notice that there was some carbon gunk inside the ram slot & not just on the old ram chip. my laptop worked fine for some days, but crashed again. this time around, they once again put me on a waiting list, &  it took the guy almost three weeks to come back around.  this time though he finally fixed it, &  i was able to start working again.  so ,  yeah,  i’m  ok  now  guys,  mostly lol ...  but  it  really meant  a lot  to  me that  you  guys  cared  enough  to  ask !

no,  i’m  not  opening  commissions  right  away,  hopefully  by  the  end  of  this  month  though.   if  you  do  wanna  commission  me  though,  &  wanna  be  the  first  ones  I  inform  when  i  do  open,   SEND  ME  A  MESSAGE  ON  THIS  TEMPORARY  SIDEBLOG :  @vc-neworders .    please  mention  what  you  are  planning  to  order  &  for  which  character,  etc. 

yes,  even  though  my  laptop  was  fixed  at  the  end of  june,  &  i’ve  been  working  nonstop,  i’ve  only  been  able  to  finish  half  of  my  pending  orders.  this  is  partly  due  to  me  having  1500+  ims  about  stuff like  psd recommendation &  other  general  questions  that  people ask  commissioners  in  my  i.m. chat  box  that  have  accumulated  during  my  four  month  absence &  i’m  having  trouble  finding pending orders as  i  have to deal with each chat  one at a time & the shitty little chat box refreshes after every  message i send. & also partly because this weeks  of  monday  was  a  deadline  for  a  ton  of  term  end assignments  &  essays  that  i was supposed  to have done over the summer but couldn’t because  no  laptop.  IF YOU  HAVE  A  PENDING  ORDER  THOUGH,  PLEASE  SEND  ME  A  NEW  MESSAGE.  this  will help me find our  chat  &  subsequently  your  order  &  finish  it.  you  will also  be  gifted  various  freebies  from  my  side  as  an   apology for  the  huge  delay &  for  being  so  patient  &  understanding during  these  shitty  times.  

firstly,  let  me  say  how  touched  i  was  that  so  many  people  wanted  to  know  if  their  was  anyway  they  could  help  me,  it  made  me  all  melty  inside omg.   and  since  i  still won’t  be  able  to  open  commissions  for  a  bit,  it  is  a  very  good  question  lol....   so,  here’s  how  you  can  help  support  me  till  i’m  able   to  open  commissions  :  

BUY  PSDs ,  ETC.  FROM  MY  DEVIANTART  SHOP !    all  the  stuff  available  can  also  be  bought  via  PAYPAL ,  just  DM  me .     

ALSO ,  THESE  SALE  DISCOUNTS  ARE  STILL AVAILABLE  UNTIL  I  SAY  OTHERWISE !

BECOME  A PATREON !   this  month  i’m  offering  two  exclusive  psds  for  the  price  of  one,  to  celebrate  me  surviving  the  world  almost  ending.                THIS  MONTHS  PSD  PREVIEWS !  

BUY  ME  A  KO-FI !

ONCE  AGAIN ,   thank  you  so  much  for  bearing  with  me,  being  patient  with  me  &  for just  sending  me  some  love  when  i  needed  it  the  most !

[twinkietingxo]

SamBucky! - Hard Ass

Heyooo im back with another oneshot because I like writing on Tumblr more than wattpad. Also if you wanna read any of my storyfics on wattpad pls follow me @/Olivia_freak. OK now that that self-plug is over, please try to enjoy my light hearted SamBucky fic!

3rd POV-------------->

Sam was desperate to go outside, but Tony, being the ever so smart guy, decided that the Avengers were to set an example for the citizens of New York and the world during, yup you guessed it, the CORONA VIRUS!!! (DUH DUHN DUHNNN) 

Anyways, everyone tried to make the best out of their quarentine, using the time to train, or cook, or sleep (as Bucky was currently doing) but most of all, PRANKING EACHOTHER! It was all Clints idea, he started the longest running prank war in the history of the Avengers, and everyone was in on it. Clint pranked steve first and filled his punching bag with hot dog water, then Steve pranked Natasha by filling her dresser with the hotdogs Clint boiled, then Nat pranked Sam by making his suit malfunction during their training.

Now it was Sam’s turn to prank Bucky. He had spent a whole day trying to figure out what to do, even asking Steve for help, but he just couldn’t figure out anything... until facebook opened his eyes.

You know those ads, the ones that catch you in the feels? Well Sam was going to make one, like a vine, of a compilation of Bucky’s failed attempts at A) grabbing Sam out of the sky during training, B) cooking, and C) and a few clips of Bucky fighting with the numerous robots and AI’s of Stark Tower.

It was too perfect.

After begging Peter to edit it, and filming the voice over, the video was finally complete. 

“Bucky, come in here!” Steve called, trying not to laugh. The whole crew was in the livingroom, gathered around the TV, Bucky thought it was to watch some interview with Tony, but boy was he mistaken.

He sat next to Rhodey on the couch and the video played.

Numerous clips of Bucky embarrasing himself showed and once he figured out what was going on, and the whole crew was laughing, he got really grumpy. Sam noticed this just as his voice drifted through the TV.

“for just one dollar a day, you can help this sad old man gain his sanity back”

Then it faded to black with the text reading “GOT EEM” 

The group clapped and cheered as Bucky hid his face in the pillow. Then one by one everyone started leaving, Steve gave Bucky a pat on the shoulder and escaped to his room leaving Sam and Bucky alone.

“Im guessing you didn’t like the prank?” Sam asked nervously, examining the others face.

“mm” was the only anwser he got.

“I was.. making fun of those comercials. The sappy ones ya know.... sorry if I upset you Buck” 

“ ‘s okay” he mumbled and smiled. “Maybe I should have watched some of those ads before watching this.”

They both laughed “yeah, you’re too old for this stuff” Sam laughed and shut off the TV.

“im not too old, i’ve just never seen them before.” he defended.

“Whatever you say Hard-Ass.”

[diskodeaky]

soft asks!

tagged by @deacytits — hey it’s me @dont-touch-my-satan 😎

rules: answer the soft qs and tag 5 of your most recent followers and 3 of your biggest fans, fave blog/users

1. what’s the smell of your shampoo?

argan oil and lavender

2. what’s your aesthetic?

kind of a hodgepodge of many things—old books, flowers, pretty pictures of the sky

3. what’s your favourite time of day?

definitely twilight, i just think it’s so beautiful to see the end of a sunset and a few stars peeking out too

4. what do you like most about the beach?

probably all the good memories i have when i go there. when i’m at the beach i always think of when me and my cousins were little and we used to travel down to the outer banks to visit our grandparents during the summer!

5. what do you worry about constantly?

whether or not i’ll be happy and successful in the future

6. what is a song you’ve cried to before?

“atlas: two” by sleeping at last

7. what are some relaxing tips for your followers?

focus on your breathing, drink some water, read a book, get those emotions out of your system (talk to someone, write them down, etc.)

8. what are some things that make you tear up?

seeing other people in pain or distress, especially if i’m unable to help them

9. what is your favourite from each of the five senses?

sound, 100%! partly bc i love music (listening to it and playing it!) but also bc i find it fascinating to listen to people speak? like different dialects and vocal tics and speaking patterns are just really cool to me

10. what is one alternative reality you’d want to be in?

probably one with telekinesis or telepathy, the thought of being able to control things with my mind is pretty cool lol

11. what are some troubles you face on a day to day basis?

the standard issues that come with anxiety and ADD

12. what is one scene of a book that made you really sad?

dumbledore’s death in HP! when i was first reading the series i had NO idea what happened and i remember when i read that section of the book just sobbing

13. say something to all of your followers

i love and appreciate you all very much!! plz don’t be afraid to send me asks or messages, i love them

fave users/blogs: @take-me-to-the-dreamers-ball, @im-inlovewithmycar, @queenbrianmay

new followers (bOLD of you to assume i have five lol, relatively new account heyooo): @excusememecouldyoupleaseleave, @freakydeaky71, @hurricane-rogerina, @dancindeaky

[for-fvckssake]

heyooo im gona take a 2 day break from here, 'cause im gonna travel with some friends. but i promise I'll be back 💖

-Ren mod

GASP okie🥺🥺i’ll miss you:(( and thank you for saying that thing abt coming back i have to many anons that just disappear and it worries me n makes me sad🥺

[the-kipsabian]

im gonna find the warmest hoodie i can from my closet and then im gonna make more tea and THEN im gonna write down some plans for my spaceharper

pls come yell at me on discord im gonna need emotional support for this

[andichoseyou]

my thoughts during stranger things season two: chapter two: trick or treat, freak

here we go boys chapter two DONT BRING BACK GOODBYE MIKE oh no i dont want to see this :( my poor baby:(((( she calls for mike :((( stop!!!!! im crying not even a minute into the episode SHES FREE HALLELUJAH SHE CAN LEAVE THE UPSIDE DOWN woo look @ my girl GO yuck she cant go back to mike oh my god im gonna cry go OFF MICHAEL omg um can yall leave my girl eleven ALONE thank u she is so scared :((( i hated that so much i dont want to go through that ever again im ready for some dad!hopper tho ELEVEN AS A GHOST SHE IS SO CUTE SHE IS SO !!! C U TE um hey hops stop jk love u ur a good dad did i say that she is so cute word of the day omg so cute everything about this is cute i love halfway happy!!!! :') that was scary wtf AH HE IS SO CUTE I LOVE WILL DUSTIN!!!!! LUCAS I LOVE YOU!!!! erica i love u too sweetie mike stop bein a dick alright LOOK AT MY HAPPY BOYS wow call him out lucas hahahhaha they are the only ones wearing costumes i love them snsbsjaj lucas and dustin are idiots and thats the Tea™ hopper laughing at joyce how cute omg they are in love i cant do this rn stop!!!! y'all think investigating the upside down is a good idea??? someone is bout to die i hate this doctor guy i miss barb can i just talk about how much i hate steve's hair thanks aw but he is comforting her :') still don't ship don't come 4 me lol these idiots omg imanahaha THEY ARE SO CUTE HA i think i like max i love you dustin ha she is controlling the tv i love her AH I LOVE HER SHE IS SO CUTE holy shit what the fuxk woah i dont trust this man woah el SNAPPED ew smelly pumpkins a pumpkin conspiracy hehe because you're old hah this man complaining about his pumpkins? yeah i love him um i don't like this get max out of there i want a max backstory pls i hate billy!! ew those two cops that work w hopper? can't remember their names bug i love em go away BOB I LOVE THE BYERS BROTHERS i hate all men except jonathan but billy can leave thx how dod steve get over there so fast wtf cringing @ bob can bob stop talking exterminator hah i love my sons i love a girl named Mad Max haha the little w the gun i would die for u HOPPER FORGOT ABOUT ELEVEN:(((( :( i wanna cry she doesn't deserve this i literally hate lucas and dustin so much oh god mike is jealous oo y is mike so angry STOP STOP LEAVE HIK ALONE STOP OH MY GOD MY MOUTH JUST DROPPED it's gonna b ok:( mike is so nice to will im crying heyooo i love jonathan byers ok nancy is being unfair i actually like steve rn shh her acting oh my god wow wait this is kind of sad what the fuck nancy what did u do i love will & mike's friendship eleven :( he misses her so much im sad hey mike, i love u AW LOOK AT EM MY BOYS WE'LL GO CRAZY TOGETHER I LOVE FRIENDSHIP jonathan helping her home :') wow im sad shes not gonna b there omg oh wait there she be what she up to o i see awwww omg omgomgomg wowza i am gonna cr y ohhhh stop this is too much i rlly cant handle this NO STOP CRYING I STOP tubular um whatever u r leave my child dustin alone he is so dumb i cant do this a good episode wow

[stylessemantics]

30 Q’s with Iv

Heyooo it me again. I was tagged by the lovely @queenmestyles and I have to say after reading through her answers I was in shock. It’s uncanny how many of her answers could also be MY answers to the same questions so little Queen get ready to read your own answers back lol. 

1. Nicknames?

I have none. My mom calls me cookie and literally no one has come up with a good enough nickname to my crappy name. My name’s just hard to nickname. My friend andrea calls me Nana for some reason and @legend-waitforit-harry is in the middle of calling me Pink Banana which I’m not complaining about lol. Iv isn’t even a thing so...

2. Gender?

Je suis une femme. (why am i trying to speak french?)

3. Star Sign?

Virgo. (VIRGANG)

4. Height?

5’6 which im glad that I finally discovered. Is there a way to make me smaller? 

5. Time?

10:30 AM

6. Birthday?

September 14, 1995

7. Favorite bands?

Well: One Direction, The 1975, LANY, The Beatles, JOURNEY, NSP, The Kooks, The Strokes, The Vaccines, Tame Impala, Coldplay, Maroon 5, Tower of Power, Earth Wind and Fire. Foster The People. Gorillaz, Hall and Oates. Cage The Elephant. DNCE, Daft Punk AND MANY MANY MANY MORE.

8. Favorite solo artists?

Harry Styles well duh, Prince, BØRNS, Dua Lipa, Demi Lovato, Michael Buble, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Dylan Gardner, DEAN, Zico, Jordan Gable, Bruno Mars. Nick Jonas. Ella Fitzgerald. George Benson, The Weekend. THERE’S A LOT. 

9. Song stuck in my head?

20/20 by The Vaccines IT’S SUCH A FUCKING BOP I RECOMMEND SO HARD ITS ON MY “songs i wish i had written/want to play live” playlist

10. Last movie you watched?

Wonder Woman

11. Last show you watched?

The Good Place or Jane The Virgin. Just got into the good place and had to catch up on Jane, now all i have left is to catch up on Riverdale

12. When did you create your blog?

July 10th 2016. I had another blog before that but never posted on it and then created this from scratch after being inspired by some of my awesome mutuals to write!

13. What do I post?

I reblog a lot, I ramble a lot and mostly Harry Styles related things, and I post a lot of, “PLEASE TALK TO ME” and ask lists because I’m desperate for interaction hah, hah. I’m just lonely.

14. Last thing I googled?

I can’t tell you without giving up personal information so lets go with the thing before that which were Alphabet Aerobics Lyrics.

15. Do you have any other blogs?

Yes i do................. :)

16. Do you get asks?

I HAD THIS DEBATE THE OTHER DAY CAUSE I ACTUALLY DONT GET MANY ASKS OR AS MANY AS I WOULD LOVE TO I JUST LITERALLY JOINED TUMBLR FOR THE INTERACTION AND I DONT REALLY GET MUCH WHICH MAKES ME SAD BUT AT THE SAME TIME I KNOW I DON’T DESERVE IT SO WHEN I DO GET A RANDOM ASK I GET FUCKING PUMPED AND ON THE VERGE OF HAPPY TEARS SO. EXCUSE MY PETTINESS. 

17. Why did you choose your url?

I wanted something cool and like funny. Wanted like a word related to harry and then his last name but that didn’t work out so i went with something that i think is basic to languages and slapped it together. It also has a good ring to it and I didn’t hate it meaning I knew I wouldn’t suddenly want to change my URL a week into it which would be a burden.

18. Following?

Not enough people! Recommend me stuff!

19. Followers?

A lot fucking more than I deserve that’s for sure. Like 10 times more.

20. Favorite colors?

Blues, Purple, Green. 

21. Average hours of sleep?

I’m just a sad anxiety filled full time daughter who’s just finished college and hasn’t really found a job nor decided what to do with her life after her internship is over. So.... give or take 5-7 hrs? I also binge watch youtube and fall asleep late.

22. Lucky number?

I do not have one.

23. Instruments?

I play ukulele, a little bit of guitar, a little piano and drums, and I sing and write. My parents are full time musicians and I’ve grown up in a music filled home/family/environment and even though im a disappointment cause I don’t play any of these instruments fully, I’m literally alive thanks to music. 

24. What am I wearing?

a burgundy sweater, jeans and burgundy shoes. But to add something sexy I do have a burgundy bralette underneath lol.

25. How many blankets do I sleep with?

Just one but it’s like fluffy and sorta thin. It’s too warm over here to sleep with it but I love it. When it’s EXTRA WARM i do just a thin sheet. 

26. Dream job?

Concept Creation, Art Direction, Music Video Making, Cinematographer, Illustrator. Music Producer. Singer Songwriter. (these are all titles I dream to have even tho it’s a REACH)

27. Dream vacation?

I would say England but the plan is to LIVE there, not just vacation. So let’s do Brazil (specifically the south and North-east) and Iceland. 

28. Favourite food?

Fuck. This is dumb but I really do love cereal. Like... It’s silly for sure but I have no problem eating it for breakfast and dinner everyday. I also love Italian food and sushi and sweets. I just really like food, can’t pick faves. I FUCKING LOVE OREOS.

29. Nationality?

Earthling.

30. Favourite song right now?

IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO CHOOSE. This will change by the minute.

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So… I tag: @mixed-with-intellect @narrymccartney @icanseeyourholo @cuddlemusclestyles and @stylesinthewild :)

[ashvrpark-blog]

HEYOOO!!! i’m .. noelle, meme queen supreme, been roleplaying since i was literally twelve, a huge emo trash can, have a strange fascination with people’s noses but lololol this ain’t about me, this is about my trash king asher oK .. imma stick some good stuff under the cut, tho he also has a stats page - HERE and a plot bunnies page, HERE.

 asher is a mess multiplied by 5 .. or 10 .. or maybe 20, who knows anymore honestly truly. 

he has a really BIG middle class family that all sort of pushed for fame from a very young age and accomplished it .. and he just sort of feels sad cause he hasn’t quite made his big break yet yknow?? he just WISHES he could live up to the legacy his family’s left behind but alas, he’s just a struggling songwriter livin in cali .. #hardknocklife

he’S not incredibly well-off, his sister pays his bills and sends him food for clothes and gas, and he takes odd jobs here and there to pay for the shIT he needs .. like his ridiculously bad nicotine addiction nd his collection of vintage records, and the stray dog that he loves with all his heart.

he has his walls super high, nd uses sarcasm and attitude to hide the fact that he’s the saddest tol bean around, and is not a vry well liked person

which is fine with him bc opening up is giving urself chances to lose more people and he’s not about that life!!!!!

before his downward spiral, he was livin an awesome life. he had a successful youtube channel, a possibility of a record deal and a fiance that he was so so so in love with. he was full of ambition, and spark and just dimples and smiles for days - and now its just like ‘lol im surviving but at what cost???’

death tw! his fiance’s name was juniper, and they had been together for two long years, she went out to get some last minute things for his birthday and instead of her coming home, the police came to his house to inform him that his fiance was in a car crash and died at the scene. obviously this ruined him, he closed in on himself, stopped liking shit, didn’t have any idea what he was doing and while he was grieving all of his prior opportunities fell thru bc he couldn’T GIVE A SINGLE GODDAMNED FLYING FLIPPITY FCK ABOUT THEM

he’s kinda just livin day by day, finding comfort in his pupper nd cigarettes, he’s a rlly good cook, a master of sarcasm, swears like a sailor .. nd boy can this boy sING but like he doesnt like showcasing that anymore, its too close to his old life nd the memories within it and sighs my poor kiddo

he shares his music thru lyrics and composition and would probably just sell songs to ppl if they legit wanted them

sooo yeah ksdnfgn, if ur one of the few that can get past his walls .. he’s literally so much nicer?? and can hold positive conversation??? and may even smile?? or offer u food??? but like if he literally hates u his stony facade only gets 10 x worse nd he’s an ASS

[szeokjinn]

heyooo if i remade would u guys follow me again? and maybe promo me bc im gonna b sad losing all my followers.... hngngngnnhhn