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Making gifs for this website is wild because you will spend hours making something for it to get 50 notes and then you throw the most random idea ever together in 30 minutes and it will get 1k. What is it about that??????
#i have theories#and i have established patterns#i actually know what will perform at this point#at least with the 911 fandom#i just dont go for those ideas all the time#but like#its crazy#i have a set with 4.5k notes that took me 30 minutes#probably less#i still dont get it lol#thoughts thoughts thoughts
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#my toxic aries trait and i say this all the time is that fundamentally fw herb brides#unforchhhh to bring them to their full potential i have to gladiatorstyle wrestle them out of a narrative that thinks it's doing#some epic 5D chess but actually is just another example of#''im making deep commentary on the sexualization of women 🤓☝️ by sexualizing women'' MANYYY such cases.#you can be a fantastic writer in many regards and still be dumb as fuckkkk wrt your female characters. especially visible when#it's an established patterns across games How Curious this has never happened to a male writer before. must be chance.#neigh (blabbers)
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My aunt is very sensitive to strong scents (buys my deodorant so that we know it won't harm her, because other than a couple brands, they give her migraines, we don't have scented candles, and I have a couple of perfumes, but I never wear them), so we're super careful there, but we also can't go into some stores because the perfume counter is Right There. When we go shopping, she knows to look for me in the candle aisle because I'll stand there sniffing each candle and giving a review to whoever is with me at the time
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#sounds like we'd probably have good time sniffing candles together#answered#anonymous#yeah the perfume counter is a hell of it's own#I live in a relatively small city so I can only think of one single shop that has a dedicated perfume section#so at least those are easy for me to avoid personally#I used to hate perfumes because the only ones I ever had experiences with were the fruity floral candy smells marketed for women#and the obnoxious overbearing alpha man perfumes for men#there's a lot of variation and interesting combinations if you venture outside the highest selling most strongly gendered mainstream ones#I stubbornly kept testing various ones until I figured out what notes and types of scents I like#and I feel like I have established a pretty reliable pattern#but I understand it's not for everyone and I genuinely try my best to avoid offending people's noses#my favorite thing is to put some on in the evening after I've taken a shower but before I go to bed#just for myself to enjoy for a couple hours
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I'll bite and talk about something that doesn't get enough spotlight in general, which are Demetri's and Eli's family life. So obviously several fic authors have their own twists and flavors to this, but if I may sell you something for a sec.
So far into the series, what we've got are these facts:
Demetri's Mom is the only family member to be mentioned in the show.
Eli's parents were mentioned a couple of times.
That should be enough context to deduce two things:
Demetri could be an only child to a single mother, and;
Eli's parents involve themselves in the stuff that he does — including karate, who knows — though they tend to be tone deaf with his actual needs.
There's strong evidence to why the boys act the way they act (brain functions notwithstanding, but this isn't the post for that), which is why I think these deductions make sense. How their hypothetical upbringing is part and parcel to how characters behave in this series. Of course societal influence comes in second because obviously you've got a show that encourages learning karate as defense against bullies, but this show is also about generational chains and traumas! So why wouldn't their home life inform the way it informs the LaRusso's, Lawrence's, and Nichols'? But I digress.
In the span of the entire series, I've held onto this headcanon that Demetri's neuroticism and ability to anticipate his actions carefully stem from a household that needs these systems in place, much more for someone who likes to be on top of things. Since he's just a student, the only authoritative figure who can make executive decisions... is his mom. Add to the fact that she may be a working mom, so when Demetri tells Daniel about certain restrictions in learning karate, what could have made her decide to just write a letter instead vs. taking the time out to go with his son herself? I know I know it's narrative writing but like do you seeeee where I'm at here
Eli's family life is by far gave us early indications of his dynamic with his mother — but not so a father — in earlier seasons. It's possible that his mom is a stay-at-home one, but if I were to push the bounds of this box even further, I'd even speculate that she's retired early if it meant that Eli's dad is the one making most of the living. Like of course they'd get mad at Hawk for getting a tattoo at his age, I think any parent would! But the way he tells Aisha to exclude him from her stories tells us that there's not a lot that his parents know about the life he lives as Hawk. At this point we all know the kind of effort it takes to successfully carry it out because he has to go home every night. It's either he a) puts in a lot of effort into concealing this identity once he gets home, or b) his parents are rarely ever home, which again, feeds into another assumption that maybe Mrs. Moskowitz works certain hours.
All we know is they're never around a whole lot for these boys, which is sad! and also again, very Indicative of their classification as awkward nerds pre- and early karate. When I read along certain fics that consider and include how the rest of their characters besides the found families they've formed, it gives much more depth and potency to writing them, their flaws, and how they think.
For all we know, Mrs. Alexopoulos could be a lesbian making fun of her son for not slinging pussy like she does being rizzless unlike her, but don't let me explain that when we have @demetriandelibinaryboyfriends!
#binary boyfriends#demetri alexopoulos#eli moskowitz#cobra kai#this isn't so much an analysis as it is an obvious statement to include/consider when writing them with their home lives as factors#sure the writing in the show isn't top caliber#but to /some/ credit they've managed to give us literally bits and pieces of it before letting the boys set sail in a sea of violent waters#so let's just make do!#i need more character studies that deal with their folks. mentions of how their home life is. their dynamics.#bunny_bones_studio if you somehow happen to have a tumblr now and are reading this#this one also goes out to you because your fic about demetri's letters is so well-written (Just Wanted To Let You Know)#also highly recommend @baldwinboy5ive's fic Persistence of Vision#because the mention of either of their parents there is so well-utilized as a literary device for one Very Heartwarming segment to the fic#and again: different authors interpret this differently but i'm a bit tired of seeing similar patterns in establishing their home lives#when there's a lot we can make do with what we have and then spitball from there#i'm in the process of digging and spelunking through the archive these days! all the other great stuff is hidden in those pages!!!!
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psa:
pls stop talking to people w/ mental illnesses and personality disorders if u can't deal with what comes with that
sincerely,
people w/ mental illnesses and personality disorders
#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd shitposting#bpd#actually borderline#bpd fp#bpd vent#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd problems#i’m sick and tired of talking to people for days on end…establishing a pattern and then they completely ghost me#it freaks me out because now 1. i have been abandoned and 2. a pattern has been broken#honestly.. just save yourself and the mentally ill person the heartache
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“Incarnate,” Vengeance of the Moon Knight (Vol. 2/2024), #7.
Writer: Jed MacKay; Penciler and Inker: Alessandro Cappuccio; Colorist: Rachelle Rosenberg; Letterer: Cory Petit
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Vengeance of the Moon Knight#Vengeance of the Moon Knight vol. 2#Vengeance of the Moon Knight 2024#Moon Knight comics#latest release#Moon Knight#Marc Spector#Tigra#Greer Grant#Khonshu#THERE HE IS#And he looks so good !!!! with such a /powerful/ entrance !!!!#Mr. Cappuccio continues to not let us down because the altered design looks great as per always#and any other day of the week I would have some commentary#on how Khonshu is obviously far more interested in how the entire Earth is within his domain right now#and coming back with a great show of force#and how Marc is quite obviously just a key pawn in that#very quickly falling back into the established pattern that Marc is a tool and weapon#but perhaps just as Khonshu intended I’m too happy to see Marc back to pay much attention to all that
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I have finally FINALLY got up to the dream scene at the start of the last mabelcorn in kmky and everything is flowing nicely finally, and the scenes and characterisation all are smooth and make sense and I am no longer going over the same establishing scenes like a pedant trying to make them perfect. SUCCESS!
Just have to knock out these next few bits then it's onto unicorn beatdowns, funny hats, pizza parties and loophole heists!
#i am so relieved#i feel a lot happier writing now that im happy with those establishing scenes#they didnt pan out how i originally planned but i think theyre better for it#i kept wanting to make bill and py fight but thats just not what they want to do#and das flavor pups have downgraded themselves from terrifying imposition to mild annoyance with potential for drama down the line#but these things will make everything else make better sense so i dont mind the bits i scrapped#now im cackling to myself writing out the dream scene and yes it will diverge slightly from how it panned out in the show!#because why the hell not#i also have been inundated with ideas for a sequel so im steadily noting down dialogue lines and ideas i want to see#and hopefully i stay on task and don't get too distracted by sequel daydreams#it'll be good tho when it gets there i promise you that#a true healing narrative that doesnt rely on punitive justice and creates a positive outcome without repeating codependant patterns#that we see so often in billford#yes love redeems but love for yourself is important in redeption arcs too and knowing that you can make something good with your own hands#is just the game changer i want to bring to the billford fandom#but anyway thats for later for now im back in action and hopefully on track for finishing the chapter by the end of the month#fingers crossed buds#I'm doing my best so all the folks needing a pick me up after world events get something fun to look forward to#kmky#knowing me knowing you
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cmon man that’s not a sonnet. where are the iambs
#barely a single iamb in that whole thing#you have to establish the stress pattern is there even if you’re planning to fuck with it!#i realize. im vagueing a sonnet that is openly a class assignment by a non poet#but they are the one who posted it for reblogs on al gore’s internet#and i find them slightly irritating#and they will never see this critique. so.#box opener#no meter whatsoever. incredibly unpleasant to try to read like it’s a metered poem#also of course science poetry is unwholesome but for once the problem here is that it’s basically fine science#and absolutely not poetry. so i guess i can respect that.#if you’re going to fuck up somewhat that is the direction to do it.
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i had arin for two days and i'm deeply endeared. i miss him. i miss arin, tails.
#qsmp#qsmp arin#the single only good thing that could come from this if arin does not come back is if luzu (the character) returns#worst case scenario we never see cc!luzu again i will be DEVASTATED#i missed any luzu qsmp streams by like a week i think he canonically passed out RIGHT before i got into qsmp#so the only chance i've rly had since then was purg and that was a mess#i got so damn scared when i heard he was contemplating leaving frrrrr#even if he stands by that i'll be pleased we got these two days bc they really Got Me emotionally#but i'm so deeply intrigued on how the code can evolve now that luzu/arin reappeared and closed the thread that summoned the code to begin#(the codes were first after arin; now they have him; now what?)#and considering etoiles and arin were chatting prison day 1#and the code and etoiles lore have become intertwined#i'd be curious how arin and the code evolve and if/how that affects etoiles lore#i have full trust in luzu in the kitchen i'd be very interested to see what he could cook up#please return sir 🙏 please#as q!luzu or arin idcccc just don't be gone forever ;-;#(know going forward that if i ever say 'i miss arin' i 100% also mean 'i miss cc!luzu on qsmp' that is always implied; constant subtext)#shut up vic#block game brainrot#listen i'm a big fan of new ingredients shaking up established patterns#etoiles shook up luzu's code lore and luzu returning shook up etoiles'#i'm attaching the beaters and mixing the shit out of this ok i'd like to see this in the blender is that too much to ask#man all these tags and i didn't actually talk abt the character as i see it in real detail?#but like eh without the character history i'm reluctant to rly expound on it just know i am deeply endeared#it gutted me when he got dragged off deadass but was also such a cool moment in terms of character reactions#very very cool thank you luzu thank you qsmp
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back to business☝️with posting refs! this time Q gets to be real. after i already posted him 10thousand times off model in a confusing manner (this will continue)
#ocs#qamar#ref sheets#character design#id in alt text#im following the pattern i already established here & posting ONLY his main ref.#if nat didnt get special treatment they wont either#except for in all other situations than this ofc#the people will love or hate or have any opinion on him one day#the problem is theyre visually boring but my favoritism makes them so interesting to me i wonder why nobody reacts the same#when hes literally standing there expressionless doing fuckall in a tshirt again. like girl this isnt a serve
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noticing a pattern in my writing/OCs of 'monster that preys on people pretending to be human/human-adjacent'. i mean it's not the first time i've noticed but i've been thinking about three of them recently so like. a pattern.
#there's zenith and achlys#then ivan in the original monster god au#no longer applies to casimir in that translation b/c he's open about the monster thing#glancing through my oc list to see if this has happened before#i don't think jay counts. he's like... demi-human which isn't a people-eating species. he's just fucked up#narissa from pbjverse might count. she's a succubus. and skylar for the same reason.#pbjverse just is gonna have that by nature of the 'monsters are real' thing as the main feature.#same with somaverse.#we just don't have other established characters that follow this pattern in those verses yet#wait. corona and lucan. they're in pbjverse. i forgot. same species as casimir but masking as human.#darion and seraphim from an unnamed fantasy verse i may or may not merge with tehahsverse#they both fit the bill. former humans turned into creatures that feed off emotions. both pretending to still be human.#so seven total plus jay as questionable.#au versions of characters like god au ivan... if i count them there's. more.#bc then i'd have to look through all the vampire AUs#* eight. eight total. i missed skylar.#eight established at least. potential for more in somaverse and pbjverse.#if it's just 'monster that preys on people' full-stop then. uh. There's More.#hang on#15 plus jay established. way more potential in somaverse and pbjverse.#but i feel like the 'pretending to Not' is important y'know. we don't worry about the rest of them.#i like the 'hello fellow human(oids)' aspect! it's fun!!#also before i finish this post just noting i'm amused at 'plus jay'#not a monster TECHNICALLY. metaphorically? absolutely.#he just doesn't have the 'i'm wired this way i can't help what i need to eat' excuse#he chose this lmao
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“Miguel cheats on Xina and is so callous in his explanation of said act because it comes from a place of self sabotage” is one of those readings where I really like it’s implications and agree it’s plausible for Miguel to do that, but also think it’s harder to textually support.
The difference in Miguel’s reaction between Xina vs how he handles Gabriel is. Incredibly stark.
I think reading self sabotage here with Xina only really works with the cruelty of mocking Xina as she leaves or making a face at her that doesn’t seem to hint at remorse if you read that self sabotage as being either unconscious, or a deeply suppressed. Which are plausible for the character as I’ve said; but I’d argue aren’t supported within the textual presentation we are offered here into Miguel’s supposed emotional state.
Compare and contrast to the confrontation with Gabriel. Miguel is still being a dick, but it’s not the active aggravation like towards Xina, more a sense of condescending pity.
Most critically, you have the time to taken to offer small insight into Miguel feeling guilt at Gabriel trying to forgive him and retreating from that. It’s a reaction no one other than Miguel is privy to and hints at that feeling being aggravated and then suppressed. Most notably, it’s just. Not something we see replicated in his interaction with Xina.
I don’t think any of this particular reading I’m offering here negates the obvious regrets Miguel holds regarding Xina into the future of 2099 though.
Like regardless of whether you choose to read it as active disregard or an unconscious self sabotage (or both), it’s very obvious Miguel holds a lot of regret regarding tarnishing that friendship (and the unspoken love that was present there) and this manifests in one of the most notable ways through the ambiguity to his reaction to Lyla’s confession.
Like. You can essentially read quite a plurality into Miguel’s deflection/bemusement here. From his deeply complicated relationship to love and self hatred, to the fact that Xina becomes retroactively intrinsic to Lyla and that aspect offering the scene a completely new dimension, tinged with palpable regret.
I think it’s entirely plausible, given the ambiguity where Miguel’s reaction comes from to argue for that being present within this scene given not only its presentation, but that guilt over Xina is something we see present in Miguel.
#I don’t know if this is anything I’ve just been mulling over it#tldr I like the self sabotage reading and think it’s in character but I have my doubts about it being something you can substantially#evidence in the text#it’s weird because like. I think PAD’s authorial intent of Miguel just being a misogynist here actually makes the most sense w the#way the scene is presented. but because PAD is so allergic to having people criticise Dana the SINGULAR time Miguel verbally condescends#abt Dana is trying to bait Xina’s pride where he essentially implies she’s always been leagues smarter than Dana#which like. okay. but why wouldn’t that pattern of behaviour and thinking manifest literally anywhere else in that relationship#if you’re intending me to read this as a critical aspect to why Miguel is involved w Dana in the first place#(real reason seems to be just. this bizarre aversion 2099 has with actually having the cast react to Dana’s actions as more than#those of a hapless ingenue#) I’d like to be yknow. shown it more????#so you’re just sitting there going why tf was Miguel so needlessly cruel to Xina because you just don’t. imo. get that much of a tangible#establishment of condescension being a cornerstone to Miguel/Dana’s relationship#so ur just like well that was needlessly cruel. and bizarrely so given how palpable Miguel’s regrets are now#so ur just left there w a scene that is structured in such a way as to characterise Miguel as supposedly#being genuinely callous to his ex lover and best friend#BUT because the condescension isn’t reinforced at all beyond that one line#appears like a bizarre one off that hints at deeper if unacknowledged feeling in Miguel#and it’s THAT tension imo between the authorial intent and it not being that well executed that actually provides the most fertile soil#as it were. for the reading that it’s a self sabotage#which again let me be clear I do enjoy and think is plausible#I just think PAD fell ass backwards into creating the circumstances that imply it sbxhxjcjc#tunes talks 2099#long post
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What's with all the "Them and Us" stuff I mean. I thought the whole point of this acceptance stuff is realising that despite all the little differences everyone is still kind of similar in the way that they should be granted at least the basic but of respect everyone deserves? Call me naïve and childish but isn't the point of all this to Not have the clear distinction between people who are slightly different? Isn't the whole point to Not have a "Them" and an "Us"?
#been doing a lot of national socialism in history again and idk#something about the goebbels speeches man#i know i know insane comparison but there everything also started with establishing a ''Them'' against a ''We''#that was like half of the ideology you know?#and I don't like seeing stuff like that these days because it's so stupid and actually seems more harmful in the long run#if thid makes sense#now you feel good because you have your bubble of other...idk. socially acceptable level of mentally ill people for example#and you're in this community with people who understand you so obviously you don't want to leave#and thats fine#i just always think it's a bit stranhe when it starts sounding like... you know#there's a lot of memes juxtaposing a very specific symptom of a disorder or something with just ''non mentally ill people'' for example#and I get it its a silly little joke#but words do something and if it's this ''oh they'll never understand they're just not X enough'' it just#i really really can't explain it well but it just rubs me the wrong way#is this silly?#it feels a little silly#maybe I just have too much Nazi ideology in my head but it's this pattern of infighting and the growing comfort with being rude or outright#mean online and the splintering in more and more groups with little sub groups and nobody actually seems to take a step back and look at the#larger picture#because they're all content in their little groups of people who are exactly like them#I'm not even saying I'm exempt from this who knows maybe I am also like that#but I don't really like half the people i see every day and I always feel a little like i don't fit in because with most of them I don't#but I don't really think thats a bad thing because how boring would it be to be surrounded by people who think just like i do#nothing new can come of that after a while no?#I'm sleepy i don't know if I make any sense but I've just been marinating on it a tad...
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pjo show better not cut out Crusty's Water Bed Palace i need to see percy bargain a man to his death
#stuff#pjo tv show#pjo#pjo tv#percy jackson#the lightning thief#i have feelings about that scene#i feel like it's the first time percy truly has to think on his feet and single handedly solve the problem#not by fighting his way out but by quick thinking#and yeah it's a little cheesy but it establishes a pattern that occurs a zillion more times in both pjo and hoo:#monsters being weak against celestial bronze imperial gold and Good Bargaining#anyway. it's an important scene for percy's character. it shows that he's not just some idiot with a sword#that he's starting to understand how to survive in this world of gods and monsters#and it isn't always swinging your weapon at the bad guy. sometimes it's trickery and wit#which is. of course. athena and annabeth's domain#i also just think that whole scene is very New Yorker Percy#'no way it'd work. for a big guy like you? cmon no WAY. alright show me'#like...percy if this demigod thing doesn't pan out you may have a future as a used car salesman yknow what i mean#in conclusion: rick i am trusting u. give us crustys water bed palace Or Give Me Death
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I hope every season of Rings of Power opens with someone throwing themselves into a body of water.
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LIKE I guess final thought would be, it wouldn't be for the purposes of formal preservation. If I think too much like that I'm gonna have a mental break and cry over Sharena so hard I throw up and get really anal about portraits Alongside dialogue and then wonder if I should just screenshot the entirety of FEH like completely.
The Alfonse quotes blog would FIRST AND FOREMOST be a bit, and SECOND would be a method for me to study his voice again. Because I am devastatingly autistic over him.
#which also bc it's for studying purposes -- maybe the missing dragalia pieces don't hold too much weight..?#a funny thing about dragalia alfonse is that his speech patterns are a bit different.#like five degrees more formal. and esp now as he's been established far more as a chara since then#i feel like alfonse in feh is going to be your best bet. at capturing The Voice. which i mean no fucking duh#i have a pile of ye olde dragalia alfonse screenshots still though. i sometimes wonder if i should dump them here.#but when i say A Pile i truly mean. i took so many. but clearly NOT ENOUGH‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
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