#and i CANT BELIEVE THE BRAIN WOULD DO THIS TO ME
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There have been moments, especially when we open our hearts to a husband , where you have felt a distance between you. I know It's as if the door to your heart opens just halfway, holding back parts of you out of fear, caution, or maybe something you now can't quite understand. It struck you deeply like a slap, and you couldn't help but fee this realisation, it sounds like you are being self centred "I can't believe you would be someone so selfish. That you cant give yourself over completely to your relationship. What a dried up and broken woman you have become"
The beauty of exploring love languages and embracing our vulnerabilities lies in their reflection of real-life relationships. These concepts encourage us to examine our own connections, fostering a deeper understanding and appreciation for the complexities of love. It's an invitation to reflect on how we communicate affection and how we can better align with our loved ones, paving the way for more fulfilling relationships
Have you noticed sometimes when you do want it from a your guy , it almost feels like you’re invisible to him?
Are you nodding along?
Has this happened to you?
You already know you’re smitten. With your husband, only…you’re not bold and slutty, so you don’t feel comfortable just walking over and dropping to your knees and unzipping his pants and pulling it out, or telling him that you’re horny and need fucking… now!
So what can you do because you know it’s insulting to him for you to be a boring prude?
It’s fairly easy to get attention, but that doesn’t in any way guarantee that he will want to fuck you. Just something to be aware of. Once you have his attention, you’ll want to really notice what his reaction to you is. Does he smile while listening to every word, or is he busier checking his phone than talking to you? The sharper your observation skills, the less time you waste on knowing how to please him.
Grow up…you’re acting like you’re in middle school. You’re not. There are better, high-value ways to get his attention. Be his wife, his woman and his lover. Show him what you have and let him enjoy you.
Never be boring or distant.
Instead make yourself interesting and be interested in him and his desires. Learn what makes him hard.
Think of each moment like the dating game, you may be insecure about flirting or expressing your interest. It will take practice, but you’ve got this! Show some sexual aggression and really let him know what you have in mind. Use your brain. Or play open docile and ditzy. If it makes him hard and your feeling horny and wet, know in your heart its working for you. Remember that.
Be his good girl a figure out what turns him on and makes him hard, and interested. Usually, within a few minutes of conversation and , you can deduce this. Obviously, look for a bulge, but also keep an eye out for signs of breast gaze and lip gazing what part of your body is he focused upon! Display yourself with abandon like the women these men look at on Tumblr. They are interested atvtmhem for a reason. Forgot you self and think about why men masturbate to these kind of women pictures.
Let it change you prudish self.
Keep the conversation going once you have his attention, and make it clear that you’re not just being normal friendly (you’re being flirty friendly!). Use your language in and out of the bedroom to keep him engaged.
“You make me so wet”
“Never Stop”
“That feels amazing”
“Does that feel good?”
“I can feel your dick throbbing”
“I want you here right now”
“I want You so bad”
“I was thinking about you today”
“ oh fuck me, Just Like That”
“You make me want to scream”
“Fill me up”
” I'm curious honey what porn makes you. Hard“
“Fuck me like you mean it”
“Harder”
“I feel tiny in your arms”
“I love you”
“I love your dick”
“I want your cum”
“Kiss Me”
“Make me cum baby”
“Seeing you right after a workout”
“Taste Me”
“Your cock is stretching me out”
“I'm not wearing my panties today“
Feel free to share you favourites with me.
Oh God, this felt amazingly good to write. I am sooo ready for him.
S_XXX
#christian wife#happyhousewife#relationship#connection#confession#open minded#exposure therapy#christian blog
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ok i HAVE to make a system update post because shit has gotten insane over here.
so we recently split TBTF medic. along with the existing tbtf cmedic and tbtf cheavy fictives. this is a Problem. NOT because theyre all trying to kill each other (although that is. also true (long story)) but because we ALREADY HAVE A TF2 MEDIC FICTIVE. and i CANT FUCKING TELL THEM APART MOST OF THE TIME. so now Medic Original (non tbtf medic) is forced to wear blue all the time because otherwise they look Almost Identical. i hear one of them say something and i have to wonder if its the more normal Medic Original or the much more deranged TBTF Medic and its HORRIBLE
#sys stuff#ive resorted to calling them red medic (tbtf) and blu medic (original)#because theyre BOTH named ludwig and they BOTH respond to Medic#and i CANT BELIEVE THE BRAIN WOULD DO THIS TO ME#if the tbtf characters continue to be this splittable we are going to have MAJOR PROBLEMS#especially since we already have. every single tf2 merc. plus the existing tbtfs.#i swear to fuck if we end up splitting tbtf heavy. WE'D HAVE 3 HEAVYMEDIC PAIRS.#HELL ON EARTH#i do want to clarify this is all me complaining for the sake of complaining its not actually a Problem#its just. really fucking funny that this would happen. like goddamn the brain loves the hat game characters huh
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just wanted to draw him in something cute🛐
#sorry for so much sketches lately#I cant put my brain together it wont cooperate with me#I couldn't even come up with any sebaciel sketch for this au or whatever it is do you feel the level of my misery?? crazy...#ANYWAY#feel free to share your thoughts on how sebastian would like his master's new appearance#feel free to share any of your thoughts actually#love to read that stuff#kuroshitsuji#black butler#ciel phantomhive#my art#sketch#can't believe I'm not putting sebaciel tag here today
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stranger things season one 2016 was so fucking incredible. it exists as an entirely different entity to me than the rest of the show. you literally just had to be there. to this day nothing has ever come close to the amount of universal love for a fictional story that stranger things first received. ive been chasing this high for eight years.
#ik theres a lot of young fans of this show that are teenagers rn and listen#if you were too young to watch this when it first came out I DONT THINK YOU REALIZE HOW HUGE IT WAS AT THE TIME#THE FIRST TEASER FOR SEASON TWO LITERALLY PREMIERED DURING THE SUPERBOWL#THAT ALPHABET WALL DID SOMETHING TO OUR BRAINS AND CHANGED THE WAY WE MAKE AND CONSUME SCIFI FOREVER#i genuinely believe that scene of joyce looking around at all the lights is one of the most iconic scenes in tv history#like i cant even explain it to you we lost our fucking minds over this show it was unlike anything anybody has ever seen#this was such a pivotal memory of my junior and senior year year of high school#everyone was wearing merch my teachers would gush about it in class everyone tuned in to watch the cast on fallon it was EVERYWHERE#and do not even get me started on halloween that year oh my god#it was just so fucking fun i miss it#just rewatched s1 and all i can think about is 17 year old me losing my fucking mind#its such an amazing season#i do understand why some people say they wish it stopped at season one im glad they didnt but i see where theyre coming from#stranger things#byler
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i hate having memory issues
#“if you cared you would remember” / people thinking youre lying to them about things you did/didn't do / i am incredibly easy to gaslight#entire chunks of my recent life just. gone without warning#people who know more about me than i do myself#why cant i have a functioning brain#vent#sparks speaks#re the gaslight thing my psychosis + memory issues + regular weird realistic and/or semi-prophetic timeline dreams make me#incredibly prone to questioning reality and manipulable all the time. and i hate it#i wish i could believe in my own senses#unreality mention
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#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying#shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl#in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated#bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not#her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet#so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive#personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd#compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from#happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is#like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil#not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am#barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me#and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them#but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and#thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard#to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds#nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of#brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but#that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer#defying the stats but for how much longer?#i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it#i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else#excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things#unrelated#ed mention#i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama#bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]
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found a picrew that made everybody so fucking pretty i had to make all of them and post them immediately
#whenever i play with these its so funny doing everybody else and then fluff. its always a flashbang#anyway. this would be so so so close to what i imagine their human versions to look like in my brain EXCEPT stretch's hair#i imagine it with like. orange streak in it. and also usually in a bun but the bun options on this one werent messy enough lmao#also russ's hair would still be slightly longer but not quiiite that long. and i'm still jumping back n forth on facial hair for him tbh#cuz like i am a firm believer that CANON ut pap would definitely be clean-shaven as a human#he does too much questionable skincare to have a beard. all those products would burn any hair follicles out of his face instantly#RUSS though...... russ is a mess with his life actively falling apart. so maybe he can be allowed a very tiny beard. just a bit#probably best he can do is at least keep it trimmed to look slightly more intentional#ayhem anyway last thing i would change is fluff's hair feels just a biiiit off but i cant figure out why. but something is Strange#wait oops its supposed to be longer and it IS longer but the fur is covering it up LMAO thats what it is#but anyway. edge is literally perfect absolutely no notes on him 10/10 best picrew edge i have ever made i think#this is too much thought for me to be putting into designs that literally aren't even canon and in a fucking picrew but whatever#i can be cringe on my cringe blog i do what i want on tumblr dot com and right now i want to ramble about a dress up game
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me when the SAME FUCKING THING HAPPENED AGAIN
#biseuxal#queer#lgbt#help i accidentally started crushing (not the right word but there isnt a better one) on someone in my workplace#AGAIN >:(#AND SHE IS MY MANAGER IM GONNA THROW MYSELF OFF A BUILDING😭#i literally cant-#believe you me i would die of shame if anyone knew#honestly its making me mad i wish my brain wouldnt do this-#bi wlw#wlw advice#nblw#nonbinary#if you listen closely you can hear me screaming in agony
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want to cut my hair again like you wouldn't believe. What are the possible consequences of going bald
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#actually i dont mean bald i just mean all one guard length#but hhhhh maybe i'm in an awkard stage maybe not i just CANNOT live like this#middle part is frustrating because it's not perfect in the way it sits side part is frustrating because i look like a girl#i feel like i could go all in with the 4 and then sorta texture a bit with the 2 guard HOWEVER having used the 4 previously. i know#how short that is. it might not look good so i worry#the bright side is it would grow out a bit by the time of the parade but augh i hate this#i'm currently a tightly wound ball of rage sorry. i didn't eat much of anything 2day#tried to call the hospital to get help with the letter/consulation thing preceding top surgery and they were NOT OPEN so idk if they will#be open tomorrow or not. the passage of time has gotten very vague all of a sudden#iiiiiii do not think i am doing well. lol. idk why though! god forbid any of it have a reason#i almost wish i'd relapse just so i could like. eat food again#idk i don't think it would solve it but i feel in my heart it might make things easier#buuuut because relapse is Bad For Me i guess i have to avoid it. well i want to anyways.#one bad day would not a reset make but my previous day happened this year already so...#i dunno it's been so long that i feel like it's not valid or whatever cause it was at an age where i can say it was a 'phase'#.............. i dunno what to do with that information. anyways.#i mean so what if i went all in on it again anyways? i kinda miss it lol. it's not like i could do any serious harm??#(potential infections aside.)#i just want to be creative and i CANT because my stupid brain will NOT think of anything#and the majority of what i have concretely written of this was written... get this .... right when i was trying to stay clean at first#correlation does not equal causation ........ sighs#i feel like i'm fighting a losing battle because i WANT IT to be that bad again#i've never really regretted it & it's never really been because of anything#i just started because i was curious about why someone would do that. that's all#i dont think i've EVER had any of the mental distress i see people in when theyre in these spaces#in one journal entry i made this big deal about wanting to kill myself but *i didn't want to*. i never did.#like sorry old me but it is REALLY hard to believe i've ever been depressed depressed#i just want things to be better and they never are :/ this should be everything i wanted and its just ... not#i'm not really sure how to ....... oh tag limit ok hold on
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do employers realize that enforcing a work environment where you have to look busy is punishing efficiency and actively making worse workers or do they genuinely believe having a stick up their ass increases people's productivity. also tell me why during most of the day if i'm standing still for three consecutive seconds it pisses somebody off and i'm assigned the most disgusting task my boss could pull out of his ass but at closing if i'm still doing things that couldn't be completed earlier (such as cleaning kennels that dogs were in) it's all um you can finish that tomorrow :/ we want to leave :/ well you could try helping me then! since we all apparently despise working here and want to get out as soon as physically possible
#i'm so annoyed#it's not because i'm cleaning slowly either i'm just trying to do a decent job because . well honestly with that attitude idk why i bother#but i try nonetheless..............for now#its a good thing i just got my tetanus booster because today's disgusting tasks were moving a bunch of nasty ass panels around the corner#and meticulously scrubbing kennel bars during which i managed to scrape myself enough to draw blood#i must reiterate i dont mind doing nasty shit necessarily its the fact that theyre just coming up with random shit to get me out of their#way that doesn't really need to be done#like the panels today. it probably would not have taken him much more time to go unlock the gate that went directly between where they were#and where he wanted them and shuffle them over himself instead of telling me to carry them through the building and out the other door#getting all the dirt and shit all over the place in the process btw. and i shoved most of them through the crack in the fence instead of#going around anyway because i'm actually not a complete dumbass. believe it or not#i think the biggest issue is that i have god awful auditory processing skills and its making me look unbelievably stupid because everything#they're telling me is verbal. if this shit were in a book somewhere it would be fine#but its not so i just come across like i've had a lobotomy#was thinking to myself cant believe i got a college degree with this brain. but its because college is largely visual#me
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I never see Sebs posts until like hours later when I come on here and eventually see it and it's just like OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEB!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CANT KEEP DOING THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!!! SEB ON HIS SHOULDERS 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 SUCH AN UNDERRATED MOMENT AND THEN HE JUST CASUALLY POSTS IT ON HIS INSTA OUT OF ALL OTHER PICS HE COULD'VE CHOSEN!!!!!!!! AND HE TAGGED MARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM LOSING IT AAAAAHHHHH
#liks this is literally his first home race#and yet he posts the first pic of him and mark's beginning pr shenanigans#like seriously the grip the pics/clip of this have had on me since i first got into martian#i think about it soooooooo much bcs how could you not think of mark literally holding baby twink seb on top of his shoulders#LIKE HES LITERALLY SITTING ON HIS SHOULDERS??????? HE GOT ON TOP OF MARK?????? AND MARK HAD TO HOLD ONTO HIS THIGHS?????#just one of those pics that gives me maximum psychic damage every time i think abt it anf i have to go look at it#i cannot emphasize enough that MARK IS HOLDING SEB!!!!!!!!!!#anyways its sat in my brain a while and now its on sebs insta so i dont know what im supposed to do with myself under these circumstances#please please god im begging that he posts one of their date pictures for Singapore 2008 please seb if you could do one thing#then again he and mark are practically running their own martian blog atp so im expecting it hahaha#i mean if there was nothing else worthwhile to post for his *home race* then why would singapore be any different#i wake up late and i dont check insta very often so ill be scrolling on here for a bit after i wake up and BOOM#hits me like an absolute freight train every single time and i have to go open insta bcs i cant believe it#home field advantage w a pic of him sitting on mark.....is he your home.......is he your advantage#anyways: catie is not okay and is filled with many emotions#catie.rambling.txt
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I never tried the option myself bc it'd probably mean skipping the Reason You Suck speech at the end (fire for speedrunners though) but I Love that you can frame your Phoneys in 3, especially so if you've already killed the previous two. Like yeah couldn't send you off to die so i'll let the goverment do it for me 🧸 like its just Peak evil imo.
#luly talks#i do relinquish in the pain and the agony but dont get me wrong the thought of any of them 3 getting jailed makes me SO sad#rog esp since he's the one im writing about and the biggest nerve wreck#gingi voice they'll be the last one to pick the board game for prison-game-night..........#actually yknow i wonder if rog would end up almost believing it after all when you try to gaslight him for the shits and giggles#(as in: telling HE was victim of the bite of 87 and the like) he tells you to not do that bc his brain is already scrambled or something#so there's a chance perhaps he'd believe it if he had everyone constantly accussing him of it?#not like it'd matter much i have no hopes for the dsaf justice system i know its been 35 years since jack got framed but still#i just remembered when the option popped up i said ''god im really becoming steven 😭''#first time i made the joke too was when i said ''imagine your boss sucks so bad you turn suicidal'' no clue what the context was#OH YEAH JAKE SAYING HE'D RATHER FUCKING DIE THAN KEEP WORKING HERE yeah. poor guy.#anyway im derailing my own post again uhhh. yeah. yeah i dont trust any phoney is avoiding the death sentence#dsaf#roger jones#dsaf roger#btw just for the sake of yapping longer i truly cant decide whether harry or jake would survive better in the enviroment#probably jake to be honest. I mean Harry has a lot of experience inside freddy's but he didnt really live outside it muhc#jake is so confrontational though#hey did you guys watch the hit movie felon? sure that guy wasn't framed but. i feel like jake would end up w that attitude#except for. you know. everything else that happens in the hit movie felon.#hey actually forget about this game go watch the 10/10 movie Felon from 2008 starring Val Kilmer and Stephen Dorff#because its one of my all time fave movies and probably the saddest i've seen#not bc there arent movies that are more tragic but bc no movie was able to break thru my walls of idgaf and make me cry anyway#yeah you thought i couldnt bring up my movie fixations on my different fandom posts well you were WRONG in fact#im gonna go tag my other post i left untagged yesterday bc my ass was Cooking
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five seconds away from stealing the plot to honnouji hotel for a zany hijikata x daigo story
#snap chats#context: woman goes to hotel that was built on top of honno temple and through magic takes the elevator back in time and meets nobunaga oda#wow i cant believe i was able to fit all of that into one tag lmao#BUT YEAH I NEEED.....#i know we think of hijikata coming to the present but what would happen if daigo went to the past for five minutes#AND IT COULD HAPPEN WHILE HIM AND MINE ARE ON A BUSINESS TRIP AND THEN IT JUST GETS FUCKY WUCKY#oh it could be sadder it could be after Y3.... both are very good...#this reminding me bout how i liked the idea of hijiikata possessing a kirin statue...#i dont think ill have that be relevant in this Hypothetical au but its just remindin me i think daigo/hijikata has funny potential#i have to do comm stuff this week wehhhh my brain's molding but at least it's almost the weekend
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not to be Me™️ but
#when will i get over it because at this point like...#theres no reason for this and i should be over shit by now#i am an entirely different person and no one i know os the same either so the idea of holding on to the past#seems at this point absolutely insane i cant get over shit#where is my eternal sunshine brain wipe because like i deserve to be normal at this point#i cannot believe this is a real thing my brain is doing to me#me @ my brain like girl be normal PLEASE#it just also doesnt even make sense at this point like#like brain please theres not actually anything to hold on to jsyk#theres nothing to hold on to everything is different everyone is different and if you go by the reality of what u were told instead of what#u feel you will realize there is nothing at all there#it was all in ur head bbg and thats probably even harder to get over but u gotta do it brain#we cant keep living w this lingering on#sigh#and im embarassed that i cant make it change at that point like its shameful to deal with at this rate#at this point being normal about anything would be nice#i actually want to know how to be normal but im fairly certain the answer is the ever annoying 'just keep going'#which im doing but like why am i not getting more normaler in the ways i want#anyway back to me being normal#but this is tumblr so normal is a heavy word
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#i cant believe I’m turning 25 this year 😵💫😵💫😵💫#i do not feel 25#i mean i know theres a lot of 25 year olds in similar situations as me so i don’t feel so bad#but when i was younger i thought i would have it all figured out by now#but I’m more lost and confused now than ever before#and my brain is supposed to be done developing????? excuse me ????#maybe when I’m 30 I’ll have something figured out#only 5 years to fix my life tho? sounds unrealistic#i don’t want to wait longer than that tho#anyways time isnt real
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“Having good blogs follow you is a lot of pressure” babe you ARE the good blog. 😭
NO HOW DARE YOU !! 😭🥺🩷✨️ i was actually kind of talking about this today, but i genuinely cannot conceptualize the idea that...i exist to other people LMAOOO like what do YOU MEAN you all know i exist....and that i live here.....do yall think about me sometimes WHAT ???? WHAT ???? CRAZY !!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!!
#my brain cannot understand...what i am in the fandom LOL#i am. just a guy. how do you know i exist who even told you that#BUT NO YOU'RE SO CUTE 🥺🥺🥺🥺 all this to say i cant believe you would say this to me HOW SWEET OF YOU 🥺🥺💐💐💐💐#✿ ask willow
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