#and find a bright side

[heavenssexiestangel]

I'm gonna be jobless again at the end of December and it's becoming extremely fucking tiring - especially because most of the time I do double the stuff others do, I get thanked, said I'm amazing, that they wouldn't know what to do without me blah blah empty words. In the end, the ones keeping their fucking jobs are the ones doing absolutely NOTHING, but they can't be fired or let go for whatever reason, and I have to find something new. And right now, I'm hunting, I'm trying to find stuff to apply to, and there is absolutely 0 shit I can do or actually apply to. It's fucking tiring, it's fucking stressing, and I'm so fucking done with all of it. I thought this one was gonna be a good job but nooo of course the city council worked behind my boss's back and they gave my job to someone else, so my position is useless and my contract won't be renewed and I'm doing stuff I wasn't supposed to do. And now what? What the fuck do I do? How am I supposed to stay positive when NOTHING EVER GOES FUCKING RIGHT?

[riddleturner]

he's an apostate. he's a grey warden. he's on the run from the law. he's bonded body mind and soul to a spirit of the fade. he practices one of the rarest and most taxing magical diciplines known to mages. he's a cat dad. he was put in solitary confinement for a full year. he saves lives daily and asks for no payment. he's a massive bitch. he's personal friends with the hero of ferelden. he hates the church. he's hopelessly in love with you. he writes and distributes his own manifesto. he was forced to kill his own ex boyfriend. he doesn't see a way out. he's fucking blonde.

[omaano]

WIP - Three hours into my third attempt at this Cody portrait

(This is why you add your bright highlights last. They help pull the picture together enough that you're reluctant to work on it any more, because it is kinda good enough, right)

[puppyeared]

I can teach you how to be just like me

crying all night, sleeping till three

[nyc-looks]

Shuang

Oct 29, 2022 ∙ Lower East Side

[karmathehalflander]

I wasn’t planning on drawing today but then I realized I was finally doing artfight this year and had literally no reference sheets ready. I’ll be so busy making art for the next week I’ll have no time for anything else lol

Anyway here’s an OC I don’t think I’ve shared yet on here. They are so fun but take forever to draw this ref sheet took me 7 hours I’m not kidding (I’m so tired)

[hiraeth-daydreams]

Living well with your aromanticism, not despite of it, gets easier when you notice that this world wasn't made for you. You are not restricted by expectations, you don't have to follow a pre-planned course of steps to what happiness should be at; being aromantic can bring upon you the will to mold your life to whatever shape you want, because you know fully well what's expected won't fulfill you. Instead, you have the power and time to find what does.

You can live alone, unabashedly happy, surrounded by the little things that give you comfort.

You can build meaningful, long-lasting relationships that have not even a hint of romance.

You can have fleeting relations with people that make you feel good and not deepen your bond.

You can have one-night stands and leave before the morning comes if it feels right for you.

You can be present in your family or community, helping and being helped by people you trust and feel like a gift of being part of.

You can hear stories from the mouth of your companions and elders, and tell your own.

You can find beauty where people don't usually care to look at, revel in how much wonder is within you.

You can do what people usually feel like they need a romantic partner to do, without the limitations or complications one would need to fit themself around; ranging for dates to caring for children.

You can pursue hobbies, engage with art and craftsmanship, explore nature, do research, fill your days with the joy of creation all by yourself, just because you can.

The world was not built for you, but it doesn't mean it can't fill your days with joy, or that you can never belong in it. There is so much more than romance.

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

anyway . for you all :]

hope you enjoy, because I kick my feet so hard about them

[sp0o0kylights]

Hell is having all your shit in either trash bags or unlabled totes you're slowly searching through while a family member constantly tells you they swear they "just saw" your drawing tablet

[youngchronicpain]

well! I was supposed to get my CT myelogram this morning but when I got to the hospital the front desk lady at radiology said that my doctor only ordered the CT bit and not the myelogram bit . soooo I wasn't able to get the scan. and they had no openings for later today if my doctor could get it done quickly. I'm so frustrated, my mom took off work to take me. luckily the front desk lady was super sweet and said that the scheduling department should have noticed and shouldn't have scheduled until they had both referrals. she gave me her number in case I had trouble getting it scheduled again. I can't schedule my neurosurgery appt until I get this done. everything takes so loooooong.

[bargarean]

SECRET red dwarf easter egg SPOTTED

[sidesteppostinghours]

hey hey hey hey hey

fun au idea

ortega finding the autopsy photos chen hid

[dixidin]

I WIN (I had a dream about Deadpool & Wolverine)

[fandomfuntimem]

A little thing to chew on my fellow doai sitcom fans (no joke, this has been the only thing on my mind. Its so bad I couldn't play my cello cuz i was spacing out so hard).

We all know Lankmann put a wanted order out for Alex's arrest. But what if its not for the snooping and secret exposing?

Lankmann couldn't give two shits that they were trying to expose him. He has money and fear on his side. No one would believe Alex no matter how hard they tried.

No. He wanted Alex for a whole other reason. Lankmann doesn't view it as villainy. Only as a hero saving the less fortunate.

He knows Alex is immune to the Veldigun touch. Even tho Clyde thought it was sneaky, Lankmann knows it and Alex are friends. Lankmann wants Alex so he can find a cure for himself, and for those effected by Veldiguns. (I hope im doing this right. Im not entirely sure how it works)

Its a real Last Of Us situation. To find the cure Alex must die.

Now, from this point on everything is up to you. What happens, how Clyde feels, how Alex feels. Theres always the possibility they are just flat out immune, or they are already turning into a veldigun. Who knows! Tho, when it comes to the second option, i think it would be funny if Lankmann had a Silco from Arcane type of tantrum. Like the scene of Silco freaking out and kicking the shit out of one of his lackies. That type of tantrum. A creepy, violent tantrum that quickly turns into angry and methodical scheming.

[acourtofquestions]

Overhead, the stars shone clear and bright, and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn, on the foothills across this very city, though she might be little more than a strange, mighty being from another world, he offered up a prayer anyway.

Then, he had begged Mala to protect Aelin from Maeve when they entered Doranelle, to give her strength and guidance, and to let her walk out alive. Then, he had begged Mala to let him remain with Aelin, the woman he loved. The goddess had been little more than a sunbeam in the rising dawn, and yet he had felt her smile at him.

Tonight, with only the cold fire of the stars for company, he begged her once more.

A curl of wind sent his prayer drifting to those stars, to the waxing moon silvering the camp, the river, the mountains.

He had killed his way across the world; he had gone to war and back more times than he cared to remember. And despite it all, despite the rage and despair and ice he'd wrapped around his heart, he'd still found Aelin. Every horizon he'd gazed toward, unable and unwilling to rest during those centuries, every mountain and ocean he'd seen and wondered what lay beyond... It had been her. It had been Aelin, the silent call of the mating bond driving him, even when he could not feel it.

They'd walked this dark path together back to the light. He would not let the road end here.

[54625]

I'm gonna need to do some serious scouring of VODs to find out the dates for some really specific things for a small unimportant detail in my piece and it's gonna take so long

I wonder why I do these things to myself