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WIP that i hope to finish
i just wanna post what i got so far because i’m proud of it :3
song is QUEEN- english cover by trickle
Black belongs to @blackkatdraws
#THIS GUy#HIS HAIR#WAS SO#DIFFICULT TO DRAW#BUT IT WAS WORTH IT#i chose the ending part of the song cuz it’s badass like him#he’s so girlypop i love it#tsp#the stanley parable#tspud#tsp narrator#animation#tspud art#tsp blank scripts au#tsp black#black narrator#blackkatdraws#not my character#i feel like Black would throw an ordinary child in the washing machine if they were dirty at first#and didn’t know how humans work#just a funky thought#also thank you to my friend just plume for giving me the song :7#hope you like the animation of what i got!
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You’re looking for something— no, someone, too, aren’t you?
(I can’t comprehend how you understand what’s going on, with your lifeless shell. Craft as you are.)
#isat#in stars and time#live a live#isat loop#cube live a live#RAHHHHHH [COMBINES MY FIXATIONS]#behold my crack fic au. tiny robot in dormont#I’m cooking let me cook. cube has the little guy little dude vibes#and is also canonically like. a baby?#their chapter in the game happens the day they were finished#so. a baby.#cube is so <3. their chapter is a space horror#I would 100% recommend at least watching a video of it#IT GOES CRAZYYYYYY#pov flicking a card that says die child die at the floor. so#anyways. this au makes no sense to anyone but me#this is MY funny house and I’m going to play in it#worlds smartest baby [a robot] figures out timeloop shit before the party more at 2#if you ask I WILL ramble abt the concept of this au I will#<- trying desperately to get away from working on my other au post#[I need to draw smth for it and I’m struggling lollll]#sitting here like ughhh I don’t wanna draw this imageee [puts off entire au post]#ANYWAYSSSS#LOOP WOULD HATE THIS KID. the fuck is a robot.#the fuck is this damn thing and how has it read me literally immediately#how dare you be made of craft. be artificial. and be able to read my despair like a book#how dare you; a fake being made by someone else. be more human to me than the people that once were my party#how dare you want to help me when I dont know you because you didn’t EXIST in my loops#…but. uh. thanks for the coffee. even if I can’t drink it I recognize the sentiment. or whatever#falls to the floor dramatically. oughhhh loop and cube ougughhh
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headcanon that as sophie ages, she gets more and more off-put by how she still looks twenty at some age past 40. the only wrinkles she has are smile lines and a barely-there crease between her eyebrows that never leaves. no gray hairs. it doesn’t feel like there’s any physical evidence of how much stress aged her too fast.
(maybe she dyes more grays into her hair to feel better about her reflection, the more time passes by. maybe, on bad days, she contours wrinkles into her skin with makeup. maybe the bad days get more frequent as she ages outside the human lifespan. maybe.)
#i feel like fitz and dex are the only friends of hers that really get it#since fitz understands more surrounding human cultures than most elves thanks to his firsthand experience in the search#and dex grew up with his mom’s romcoms#which would probably show some human perspectives on aging#and his mom explaining some things that didn’t quite make sense to Smol Dex#but i’ve always imagined sophie turning up on fitz’s doorstep in the middle of the night#with tears running down her face and saying she didn’t know who else to talk to about almost-immortality feeling so so so wrong as she#gets older. not necessarily just because he knows more about humanity than most of her group#but also because like. there’s some part of her that says ‘if he can help you through learning to be an elf at 12 maybe he can help you at#42 too’. and they’re cognates. and they’ve gotten old enough to set aside teenage grievances with one another#and i like the idea of them sitting on a couch together by lamplight and trying to navigate the cultural and personal differences#in how the two of them and humanity and the lost cities view mortality#and not really reaching a concrete conclusion. but rather. a conclusion that keeps the two of them sane until they reach triple digits.#and then they have the conversation again. and come up with a plan to stay sane in their triple digits. and the same thing pops up in their#thousands. idk man the whole thing screams trust down to the bone and that’s what they should have when the war is over#is there anything more Cognate than talking through wildly different fears surrounding the same thing that make both parties#super vulnerable??? down to how your minds work in the face - or lack of - death?#maybe so but i can’t think of them off top of my head#kotlc#sophie foster#kotlc headcanons#keeper of the lost cities
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found these and got so happy about it that i knew i needed to sleep so nothing can ruin the good mood it put me in
i just love normal clothes over the suits. something about it just makes my autistic cells align it shoots a beam straight to my brain that starts making me see colors on different spectrums. and the fact that he’s rushing? Even better somehow
#god i just love it and it never happens enough for me…. like i know it’s usually in an unhealthy relationship with spiderman sense#like how they can’t give themselves a break#but when they just so happen to be rushing . and it’s not that they actually think they’re gonna have to run to save the day or whatever#it’s like having to run to the store still in your work uniform. you aren’t like attached to the job you just didn’t have time to change#or just didn’t feel like it#ugh i love it <3#it’s so human !!#miles morales#spiderman#spider man#m&m posts
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listen I know a lot of science YouTube is trying to be respectful or whatever since it’s recent however I would love to see a step by step cgi rendition of what happened to the Titan. I know what happened on a technical sense, but I like to physically see it.
#Iirc they found parts of the bodies SOMEHOW#so I wonder how much forensics can be done#between that and the wreckage found#rubbing my hands together#I love when scientifically fascinating deaths happen to people I don’t fundamentally have to care much about#so I can focus on the science of what happened to their bodies#It’s not like they suffered anyway#the Byford dolphin incident was fascinating however those victims were working class and didn’t deserve their fate#but Stockton#Stockton I can use as a lab mouse fully ethically#I want to know what specifically happened to his worm body down there#yes yes extreme pressure from air and water plus extreme heat eviscerated him#I know#but I would like to see it happen#even just in a simplistic simulation approximating the event#I’m very curious how human bodies are undone by something like that
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Very self indulgent au idea
Full pic of the Gacha designs under the cut
I didn’t feel like making the outfits while making them so they’re just wearing basic white clothes
#the only reason I didn’t give Darwin lips is bc I didn’t know how they would work with his expression#tawog#the amazing world of gumball#carrie krueger#darwin watterson#gumball watterson#anais watterson#tawog au#zombie au#human au#tawog carrie#tawog Darwin#tawog Gumball#tawog Anais#🦇#🦇💬#I guess#🦇❓
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Dammit I want spicy food but I don’t wanna cook imma just make instant ramen
#Luckily for me my entire family are instant ramen junkies#So we always have a bunch stocked up#Ohhhhh the joys of being korean#Or Asian. I love being asain in an asain family#Did you know me and my brothers and dad are all different ethnicities#Our dna in the human side all mutated differently and took on different races#I’m Korean (obviously) and Dad is Japanese#Leo’s also Japanese but he’s also mixed in with some Vietnamese#Raph is Filipino#And Mikey’s Indian#Kinda crazy how that worked out#Sorry I didn’t mean to go on an ethnicity tangent uhhhh imma go eat lunch now (it’s almost 3:30 pm)#purple.txt [👾]
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Spirk edit
Track: delightfulness
#spirk#spirk edit#k/s#kirk/spock#star trek tos#star trek the motion picture#Star Trek TMP#I tried#honestly not my best work#but I liked the song enough that I had to try#I wanted to add the bit with the Vulcan chick saying this presence calls to your human half but I didn’t know how to just get the audio#cuz there was background music#and it would’ve clashed with the song I have going in the edit#Star Trek edit
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Moodboard for my MC Evander for @uroboros-if
I so enjoyed playing this demo last night and have been having many Thoughts about it.
#it was so tough finding pics i thought would fit what i have in my head but this will do for now#i was up thinking abt this IF for soooo long it’s unreal#what is eternity?#unending time but also timelessness#like what does it mean to be the container for something that has no beginning or end?#the container is rendered useless obvi#but here the MC stands so there MUST be something to that right?#maybe it just means they must act as a witness to it all.#they are resigned to an existence of knowing and seeing things others do not and being unable to impact those things in any meaningful way#like an echo#like a black hole that is packed so densely with matter but appears to be little more than a void. Nothingness (capital N)#*me muttering to myself while reading and making this mb*: the symbols the symbols the cycles the void the echoes#the fact that when mc is summoned into existence one of the first things we can choose to have them do is replicate a smile (echoing)#idk if i’m explaining this well. tried to talk to my sister abt it without sounding like a madman and suffice to say that didn’t work out#i’m really losing it#those quotes from house of leaves: ‘divinity seems defined by echo.’ + ‘and where there is no echo there is no description of space or love#there is only silence.’#that bit from disco elysium#‘how do you measure something that doesn’t exist?’ ‘easy. you measure it by the world around it.’#evander is fond of mortals. they are humanity’s echo in the truest sense.#they are therefore in a very unique position for the conflict that is about to come#of course these are all just my interpretations and thoughts#my mcs#mb#mc: evander (uroboros)#if: uroboros
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It is so funny how easily NS accepts an idea of not 'being a person' (and it is not like Waves treated him as one) meanwhile Wayback has achieved enlightenment and so WB knows it doesn't matter.
it is true that while wayback wasn’t exactly treated the nicest either, he still had a lot of friends among his creators! they liked spending time with him, talking and just having fun. you tend to feel less like a Tool when there’s people out there who treat you human! plus wayback’s just kind of…built himself from the ground up, i guess? he knows his worth and he’s (mostly) learned not to take shit from people. he’s got a creative hobby that he himself chose. he personally knows he is a person, and to him his opinion is the only one that matters in that regard.
with sep it’s different. like you said, it’s not like waves ever treated them as one. but it’s also not like they ever found any friends in their creators. you might have noticed this but sep’s not…Exactly the most friendly. or social. it was rare for their citizens to speak to them outside the topic of their purpose/work/etc. and unlike wayback, they weren’t Allowed to have hobbies. especially not creative. there wasn’t any way for them to express themself anymore, any way for them to show how they personally see the world. that generally tends to make you feel Less of a person, when you’re not allowed to show your individuality. so yeah, to sep, “iterators aren’t real people” sounds pretty damn plausible, even if he’d rather it wasn’t
#and when i say he’d rather it wasn’t i mean it …..#everytime he tries to talk about himself as being just a machine or outside being a person it’s. clearly difficult for him#it’s not something he believes 100% because a stubborn part of him knows it’s *wrong*#and maybe another part of him Would like to not be a person. get rid of all those stupid feelings and conflicting thoughts and#personal needs and whatever else. but he knows that’s not how this works because he Knows what iterators Are#so when he hears wayback’s thoughts on the topic he can’t help but just kind of… stare. because sep always thought it was something akin to#a taboo. admitting that iterators are alive and that they’re people. that even though is so obvious it still shouldn’t be brought up#but wayback Does bring it up because he’s free and enlightened like u said. his third eye is opened#and sep can’t help but just be like …Oh. i didn’t know there was someone out there#who would argue for my humanity .#cramswering
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I wish I didn’t know so much.
#I hate this. I wish I could cry.#Mima.txt#Mili.txt#for the first time in I don’t know how long I don’t feel angry I feel sad#like I wanna cry sad#so much shit going on in the world#i want it all to end#but I’m so torn#growing up in a conservative family where you were told that all those things should be justified#and that it is human nature to be violent#…#idk.#I wish I was stupid and didn’t know about what was happening in the world#I wish I didn’t have to work at this shitty job#I’m scared#i hate my brain#I hate being smart#I hate knowing#I hate being curious
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I think some of you guys hate Izzy more than you ever liked Ed and no amount of “he’s my special babygirllll 💞 she’s just a sparkle princess you can’t hold her accountable for anything 🥰✨” posts are gonna be able to hide that
#like yeah nice try using the brown dude as a shield for your hate campaign or whatever but it isn’t working lol#I’m sure they kinda like Ed. but they sure don’t like Ed as much as they like hating on Izzy#who Ed loves btw. let’s just circle back there sometime they love each other. eat dirt maybe#I adore Ed and I love how nuanced and messy his breakdown was#how his actions aren’t motivated by being Evil but at the same time his actions are his own#and they’re undeniably fucked up to the nth degree and he has to own them#because it’s kinda relatable tbh!! I’ve never been that horrid but I’m a person and I’ve fucked up before#and even if I was struggling deeply at the time because of other’s behaviours towards me it was me who did those things#and I had to own them. and grow from it#and my queerness and brownness and trauma didn’t make me exempt from growing and being responsible#which also meant I’m not exempt from personhood and growing and bettering myself and loving myself and all the good that comes with humanity#Ed did fucked up horrible things to the crew and Izzy. and if you can’t acknowledge them for what they are and how awful they are#then you can’t really acknowledge Ed as a character and person beyond the limited ideal you made of him in your head. what he did was wrong#and that’s not alright. but it’s okay. because we know he’s gonna have to grow. that’s the bit people who really care are looking forward to#I’m tagging this#the izcourse#because I kinda feel like it’s overlapping with really shitty Ed takes and meta
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So I’m still in my old IGCSE English classroom despite the fact that another teacher’s taken over
The class with students who were just. Kind of a nightmare, I was struggling to get them to work, but we had started to improve towards the end of the year and the beginning of this school year
I felt a bit good about that, like okay they clearly didn’t want to be there and didn’t want to do the work but I finally got through to them a little to get them to do a bit of homework, and to pay attention in class more
Anyway, the first week of the new teacher doing it by herself, it seems she has managed to get them both to submit full essays on time in the classroom
…. And I am left wondering if I’m just. Really incompetent as a teacher.
#star speaks#I’m teaching these same girls for science and maths#and they’re generally better at submitting work but I’m noticing they aren’t very thorough over their homework still#was I bad because I didn’t know what to do or did I just not try hard enough#I swear I was trying as much as I could#*sighs*#I still have a lot to learn#and I know I can feel it each year I get better and better#but I also feel saddened like… maybe I was just doing my job badly#where was I falling short….#I want to know that#or maybe it’s just that they had no interest in listening to me. I’ve noticed that too#a difference between how students treat me vs other teachers.#just slightly but… enough. Not quite as respectful not taking me so seriously#*siiighs*#when you live your life looking like the human personification of mochi
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Called my aunt to wish her a happy birthday and we spent an hour discussing what I was doing with my life 😭
#my uncle wants me to go get a PhD in quant or finance or information systems and then become a professor#OR#be a lawyer or a dentist#the PhD thing was very specifically catered when I was like 👉🏽👈🏽 I wanna teach#none of those things sound all that appealing..#space law Has Potential#but I think it would make me want to rip my hair out#they were both like. you have two years but then figure your life out by then#and then they were like. what is ur cousin doing. has he proposed yet#and I was like ??? it hasn’t even bee n a year?? I think they’re going to Japan#and oopsies apparently he had not told them they were going to Japan#my bad#after I. very reasonably said it makes sense to wait 2-3 years#he went ‘what is there going to be left to talk about then. life is all downhill from there. might as well get married now’#and. I’ve never ever ever heard that from a human being before#WHAT DO U MEAN YOULL RUN OUT OF THINGS TO TALK ABOUT#I could never#anyways love having my existential crises exacerbated by familial interactions#they just Say Things#I need to study. I’m gonna go do that maybe#actually no I want to complain more. my uncle keeps saying that the problem with space is that there’s only a few cities that work on it.#and that’s gonna limit my choice of partner#(so funny how they say partner. they are very homophobic and have no idea or they’d go THE MAN YOU MARRY like my mother does)#I feel like space is growing…#altho I’m sure that’s what people thought in the 60s and 70s and 80s and 90s#idk some of these bitches have been around since like the 70s and 80s and 90s#so it’s not like they all got fired immediately#my dental hygienist was telling me space was great until Obama slashed the budget#I didn’t have anything to say back considering I was 8 when he was elected and know v little about his policies#anyways. this is a psa to not call ur relatives even to wish them happy bday because then they’ll trap u in conversation and make u question
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the best thing about working at a bookstore is getting to see what kind of books people buy. Today a sweet grandpa came in and bought a few of the most violent, gruesome thrillers I’ve ever seen. A grandma with sparkly sandals and a straw hat bought two scientific books about a bird from Syria. A young father asked for entertaining family dramas, he wanted something light. I love people and their specific interests in literature
#stereotypes aren’t real and working here has really proven that to me#loved the grandpa btw he apologised for buying those books and I didn’t know how to tell him I know exactly why violence is fascinating#aw man they’re all people with their own story and life and they all come here to buy something they like it’s so sweet#I love being human#emmys thoughts
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I’m so excited I’m like literally shaking
#so I work at like seasonal job multiple stores and shit some more far out and in the boonies than others#and like before I was at my current job I managed this shitshow camp store#literally was so horrible but only bcs my boss sucked and pushed all his responsibilities to me while I still had to do MY JOB#like darkest time of my life trying to keep that store from falling apart until eventually I was like fuck this#transferee to a different property in a different state and like stalked this lady who would come help us and she hired me as her assistant#like truly amazing I love her so much my boss is the fucking best#but now at my property we have a camp store with no manager being run to the ground#so they asked me to go manage it…#and lLIKEEEE ITS IN THE HIGH CIUNTRY#SOOO NO SERVICE LIVING IN A TENT SHARED SHOWER DORMS#IM SO EXCITEDDD#and also I’ll be at 9k feet elevation SO ILL SEE STARSS!#im at 5thoussnd feet rn and it’s just not the same#my shitty store was at 7 thousand but the year before I lived at 8 thousand feet and the stars are so magical#but everyone else I work with feels bad I ‘have to’ go up there and run the store for a few weeks#I’m like literally MY PLEASURE#working in a camp store is literally summer camp vibes#and I’m such a retail girl boss they didn’t even brief me they were like you know how to open and close a store#AND I DONT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF INVOICESSS#that was my nightmare at the last place like they taught all the managers how to recieve and pay invoices but no one else really understood#sooo like a day before months end when invocies HAVE to be paid I’d get stacks from every store on property#and like just my store was already a lot to go through bcs we did groceries and gas and beer and retail merch#but lol I came to my current place and they have a whole office just for that lotta sweet lady’s in accounting I’m like damn??#they did me so dirty????#best part about being a warehouse girl with previous retail management experience is thissss#pray for me though I haven’t managed other humans in 2 years and they’re union employees so I just have to follow all the rules#love the union but I’m scared of breaking any labor laws since I’ve never managed humans in the state in living in#last state was horrible there was no lunch break laws
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