#and by that i mean fatigue
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thinking of creating a personal rule of not answering questions/dealing with the wangan on Thursday and (especially) Friday nights because of my school schedule
#ivan.docx#last time i did i got so incredibly upset and pissed off it's embarrassing looking back at it#like. 10 hours of school back to back will do Something to your brain#and by that i mean fatigue#so if i ever suddenly stop talking/listening and its a friday night... you'll know why...#btw i do like my school and learning so far. big brain.#like i was fuckin crying. over the wiki. wack
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For those with homes built to keep heat in, not let it out: aluminum foil your windows, shiny side out. Cover the window, tape up the sides, maybe tape cardboard behind it to help insulate from the heat outside and absorb heat that gets through the foil.
Love, a former Californian, whose had to keep houses cool without any electricity.
P.S. this is a method endorsed by FEMA and the Department of Energy, so if you need more than anecdotal evidence, there ya go.
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a moment of silence for all us disabled ones who had to watch each of their friends move on with their lives without you and get jobs, go to school, have partners come and go, get engaged and move house etc.
shout out to my fellow struggling people who are still sitting in the same bedroom they grew up in. the ones who can't get a job, can't make new friends, can't find a partner or partners, can't move house and can't go to school.
I hope one day we can all find someone to at least sit with us in our rooms. I see you and I understand... and I'm sorry we can't be that person for each other
#hell o void#hell o hadal#disabled#disability#invisible disability#nuerodivergent#nuerodiversity#mental health#agoraphobia#depression#anxiety#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#autistic#autism#i know this applies to more people but i am too tired to think of more tags and i really need to stop posting and do other things#but this is something i struggle with constantly and cant get over so#about#it hurts even more knowing that my friends who have done this are also disabled#like.... what do you mean they can overcome their disabilities and have lives why the fuck cant i do that
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i dont deserve the pain i experience. i dont deserve the pain im in right now, or the pain i’ll be in tomorrow, or when i do too much, or any pain i’ve been in before. my pain is not a punishment. i do not deserve this.
#reminding myself of this because i did a lot today & it will hurt tomorrow but that does not mean i deserve it.#0#chronic pain#disability#disabled#chronic fatigue
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Dungeon Meshi: The RPG
#Dungeon Meshi#laios touden#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#senshi#animation#game dev diary#Please give a huge hand to my coding partner#who labored for over two weeks to figure out how to implement reaction animation for the battle icons.#You may also notice that I updated the battle portraits from my previous post! New and (mostly) improved!#The death screens were not changed because I didn't think they'd get used for this video.#But Chilchuck getting one-shotted and leaving due to this being outside of his pay? Accidental comedy gold.#The full sprite (I didn't realize the bottom third would be hidden) says: “NOT PAID FOR THIS”#And yeah he's smoking. He gets a smoke break as part of his contract. Let a guy have his vices. He's teetering on a divorce.#Dungeon Meshi would be a fun rpg in theory but it would need to have immersive mechanics like cooking and foraging.#And hunger and fatigue and other status effects.#A slightly more lighthearted fear and hunger sort of game.#But that is for some other fan to do. This is just a fun tech demo for us to learn RPG maker!#So...with this mini-project concluded#we now have a foundation we can pass over to our actual game!#Next game dev post will be some game assets (probably busts and battle icons for the main party)#And after that! Most likely some more sprite sheets (I have made a few more since my first attempt)#Thank you for everyone who has been rooting us on since I started talking about this project. It means a ton B'*)
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warmup of the day is: here's to hoping for another year
#ooc#warmup#i had a nasty customer today so i was thinkin bout it is all#thought i might doodle my thoughts out#this doesnt mean we dont still get sick. fatigue and chronic illness are always around the corner. and our environment is rough#but its kinda nice.#anyway i guess the moral of this story is ill fight a thousand shitty karens before i let my sister die of the plague thank u
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Being disabled means experiencing something terrifying health wise, but being uncertain if it’s hospital worthy
#dores world 🌍#disability#disabled#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#disabled life#actually disabled#chronic disability#my sugars went to 3.8 for the first time ever and I don’t know what to do#I mean had some carbs and sugar so I’m just waiting to see what that does and I guess I’ll go from there#diabetes#diabetic
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pink hair and pronouns🫵
mostly based on @fae-morrigan 's older suit design ideas for jay + this more recent one
#jay nakamura#gossamer#mustasekittens#erm idk#this is messy as all hell sorry chat#im tryna get over brush fatigue. if you do digital art u prob know what i mean by that#i also just wanted to draw something that wasn't related to school#i leave tomorrow morning for a trip so ill only have my doodoo bootleg apple pencil and medibang to doodle#and also my sketchbook#oh my god i remembered how much i love jay and i felt crazy#i am also sitll working on the xanthe/constatnine/cass animatic that'll hopefully be finished up over winter break#dc#dc comics#absolute power#son of kon el#fanart
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Eyy, King Reaper and his beloved Mage Geno designs <3
#new age au#Geno is very tall (tall Geno supremacy <3) and Reaper usually floats so he's just slightly taller than Geno on any normal day <3#if he unties his robe in the back it drags along the floor at the perfect height to feign being very tall-#ohh I have so many thoughts about them :]#Geno's magic manifests as crystals so he wears some on his outfit (and keeps more in his pockets)#the black and purple ones on his belt are meant to be a little reference to Reaper (and Dust. before meeting him he only has a black one-)#Geno also uses a Cane! he's insanely skilled and powerful but on sone days magic fatigue finally catches up to him and he has to use it#the black half-robe was also the only accessory Reaper could convince Geno to adopt from his kingdom- that and the Sandals haha-#(I like to think Error made Geno's scarf-)#and ofc Reaper...#he's been ruling for so long that he lives in comfort rather than appearance because. i mean. no one is going to doubt him at this point#he leaves his ribcage exposed as a show of his confidence in his rule (direct access to his soul basically-) but also because. well.#he thinks he's eye-candy 🙏#and in his kingdom the crown/sign of royalty are those olive branch circlets#he wears his over his hood usually. Geno recieved one when Reaper officially finished courting him. Dust would eventually get one. though#for him it's more the equivalent of a wedding ring since his loyalty lies with Nightmare still and he has little official ruling power in#Reaper's kingdom.#oh! Reaper also wears a littlr band Geno made him once on his ribs. it's a nice red gem that he's vaguely aware is actually a tracking spel#Geno thought he was being subtle about it. he. in fact. was not. but Reaper let him get away with it 🙏#oh!!! last thing#Geno sometimes wears a nice silk wrap over his bad eye that's a nice clean white. it usually depends if he's doing magic or not#because his eye tends to get melty again if he strains during casting. and he's always overdoing it lmao-#anyways yeah#mm lied one more note#Reaper's wings are optional. kinda like a manifestation of his Ecto in a way since he doesn't need them to float#more just sonething to make him more regal or appear more threatening!#now I'm done#my favorite goofballs <3#spot!drawn#my art
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it's me i'm that hunter. i need to constantly stare at a titan
#i think i've almost drawn all good/bad wizard sets#except good hunter their helmet looks bad imo#i would love to draw a ton of wizards...#if i can actually get their 360 degree reference#it was torture for me i just don't have the ability to properly hallucinate their design okay??#seriously wtf is that helmet#by that i mean all 6 helmets#whatever#ramble time#i dragged for so long idk why#maybe im really in my fatigue stage#yeah idk what i'll draw next#destiny 2#destiny hunter#destiny warlock#destiny titan#destiny 2 art#my art
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au where hypno is a demon!
the human xb summons him not to sell his soul but with a business deal, see, demonic deals work that its a soul in exchange for whatever you want, not necessarily your own soul, but a soul. hypno cannot interact with people except his summoner, but xb can run a business where he asks for “harmless” IOUs from people, getting them to sign a piece of paper which is actually a contract for possession of your soul. since xb is a regular human, it would mean nothing, but with hypno’s help it’s magically binding and they enter a mutually beneficial deal where hypno gets a ridiculous amount of souls and xb is given what he wants by hypno.
their partnership starts off solely as a business one, but as time goes on, they grow closer and also begin to care about the business that was just supposed to be a front for them to gain souls, and once xb gets the power and wealth he originally wanted, they focus their efforts on growing Horsehead Farms as a company. they advertise themselves as a “safer” alternative than dealing directly with demons, giving people whatever they want in exchange for an IOU - not a real soul (it is their real soul, but they don’t tell them that). they manage to become a major competitor to all of hell. since it has a human head of the company, people assume it is more trustworthy. xb and hypno engage in all sorts of evil capitalistic ventures
eventually hypno gets kicked out of hell, a feat no-one thought possible, for ruining every other demons’ livelihood, and is reincarnated into a regular human. xb is investigated by officials due to the scammy and dangerous nature of Horsehead Farms, and in an epic car chase where xb tries to escape, he crashes and dies. for all the human lives he’s ruined by stealing souls, he is sent to hell and becomes a demon. they find eachother, and seeing how there’s still one human and one demon overall, they see no reason to not start their business again
#got the idea from that fanon swap thing going around. but demon hypno also kinda makes sense#feels weird drawing human xb… where your fins at bro#i imagine this is an urban fantasy setting. modern life but magic and deals are a well known phenomenon#keralis is xb’s sexy secretary i think#idk yet what the consequences are of stealing peoples souls but my current thought process is it either: drains their creativity and makes#them fatigued. or it means they don’t get an afterlife as their soul is already being used by the demon#hermitcraft#hhf#hermitcraft au#hermitblr#hypnotizd#xbcrafted#hermitcraft fanart
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Hear me out
#the heat isnt helping my fatigue. girl help#fucking help#mine#art tag#rain code#yuma kokohead#makoto kagutsuchi#makoyuma#selfcest and incest are both really similiar so they just felt like. natural for ashley & andy#i can make them the most fucked up twins to ever fuck. i can do anything#shinigami is the demon guy & yuma has the trinket. like the mom(?) he's also a tar soul *in progress*#does that mean that ashley & andrew now take the place of makoto and the other guy in rain code...#protag ashley and ceo andrew. effervescent#idk if i tag it as tcoaal? shrug. whatever:#the coffin of andy and leyley
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something strikingly rainbowy, dare I say acutely gay, about the fact that Deadpool never hesitated to bury his new adamantium katanas into Wolverine's body up until the sword hilts?
#if the katanas had no hilts the motherfucker would just keep going#i mean yeah#he used punch daggers during the honda hatefuck#did those things have hilts? no#did he stop? no#something physical like katana hilts or literal physical fatigue are so far the only things that can effectively keep wade off of logan#something quite. something rather. Queer about it all#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#poolverine#deadpool 3#deadclaws#deadpool 2024
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beauty in the dark
#im so tireddddddd#ive been super fatigue moded all week#proud of how these are coming out tho. ena is really the best muse...#(and mizuki but i don't draw her directly for some personal meaning reasons hehe)#anw#shinonome ena#ena shinonome#prsk#prsk fa#pjsk#pjsk fanart#project sekai#nightcord at 25:00#mizuena#(not directly but. y'know. it's the intention)#my art#OH NO I FORGOT HER BRAID#well. too late now lol
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brain fog vs my desire to do literally anything
#i simply cannot take in the meanings of things rn ! :////#0#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#disabled#disability
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caught my younger sibling walking around with numb hands for weeks like that was normal so PSA theres some weak evidence that the following are common in POTS:
B12 Deficiency
- characterized by numb (pins and needles) hands and feet, which is persistent for days no matter what position your limbs are in
- take dissolvable B12 tablets once daily by holding them under the tongue for a couple minutes
- ideally those should be the like 2000000% DV ones, since B12 is water-soluble and near impossible to take too much of
- B12 shots can be prescribed for very severe deficiencies
- if this doesn't go away in like a week, See Your Doctor! these are peripheral neuropathy symptoms and that's something 1000% worth checking out ASAP
Magnesium Deficiency
- characterized by a tight kind of muscle soreness (for some reason always in my calves) that doesn't go away with rest
- others report tremors or being unable to keep the legs still
- either take a supplement daily or epsom salt baths
- be warned that oral magnesium works as a laxative, so start low and work your way up
Vitamin D Deficiency
- can cause fatigue and the "seasonal depression" kind of mood
- this is just really common in the general population, not just in people with POTS
- oral supplementation works fine, most daily vitamins have it
- in more severe cases your doctor can prescribe higher dose supplements
Also if you keep getting these symptoms all the time or it doesn't go away within a couple days of supplements, you probably need to see a doctor
#by weak evidence i mean theres like one doctor who observed this trend and it only kinda exists in research publications#but my personal experience is that i get these deficiencies recurrently#this is one of those things id classify as “not harmful if I'm wrong”#which is my litmus test for medical management without a doctor#all of these can cause fatigue and for anyone experiencing that its not a bad idea to try these#disability#ehlers danlos syndrome#chronic illness#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#salt baby talks#hypermobile ehlers danlos syndrome#heds#oh yeah that dr is dr. alan pocinki in a talk for the edSoc on fatigue in eds
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