#and boy is this a passion project rn

[romeowsstuff]

fellas arcade audios are in the works… any ideas / suggestions are appreciated

special thanks to anyone who has helped contribute to project funding and the small script crew working for funzies.

if you’d like to contribute/ help lmk

[bozepomagaj]

After listening to 'Normal People Things' around 50+ times I think I can confidently say it is going in my Lovejoy lore document.

[themagical1sa]

ykw?

it would be incredibly funny if crushie liked me back too late

especially when i might be starting to like someone else

[volfoss]

like... to get an idea of what all id need to do. for anyone curious ig and also to just... totally beat the allegations of yucky little beast:

survey the damage... bc shes obviously in VERY bad shape. so id need to see if i could even get her eyes out or if id maybe. need to dremel into them to get them free so i could start on faceup removal

get the eyes out. this is very scary bc of the hot glue and also the mysterious gray substance. if it IS apoxie sculpt like i think it is then good god. thats going to be the worst 7 bucks ive ever spent or smth

clean the head. im really hoping that its dirt and not.. the alternative on the forehead and other parts of the face. if it IS some mold or fungus, ive got pony experience here (as in. i have dealt with that a few times on MLP) so I'm not... too worried? My guess is its surface level grime that should go away w the faceup being removed.

attempt to remove the faceup. the paint rly looks like it goes ALL the way around her head (poor thang) so ill probably test with acetone at the back of her head. for whatever reason i feel very much like her head has to be fragile so id rather test the more strong/easy to use chemical in a lesser seen spot. i really do not want to be scrubbing with rubbing alcohol for 5 years. bc the faceup looks like at LEAST a few layers of paint with a bad sealant so (as someone whos removed two full body resin paint jobs) i know acetone would be quickest (but alcohol is safest. but we will see)

assess the damage AGAIN. i predict that she is severely yellowed (due to the cracks on the cheek) but the question of if it is either just. in those spots where the faceup cracked or if its all over is really unsure. i mainly want to get her to try retrobrighting (which ive done on older MLP with great success and it seems to be something that works for this kind of vinyl as well) on her and just. fix up a doll that is beyond repair for most people lol. from what ive experienced with resin, i think the yellowing could either be all over (and the head was painted to try and hide this. although this clearly did not go well lol, altho i think its a sealant issue and not a paint issue, as it kind of looks like when ive fucked up with MSC (a common sealant for bjds)) or it could be just... shes been in sunlight and where the paint cracked got unevenly yellowed (i experienced this most recently with my big blue boy, where all the blue paint kind of. protected his resin and the non covered parts got more yellow). so its kind of a toss up. or a mysterious third thing you never know.

once shes all clean (which i assume will take a while due to well... how bad of shape that she is in), ill probably sit with it for a few days and then get milliput and sculpt a new nose. this will not be fun for me i think because I just... am not a sculpting fan (funny thing when this project WILL have a lot of sculpting) and much prefer sanding. I'm not too mad about the chin being sanded down (as the original had an INSANELY pointed chin which I really didn't like. I hate sanding vinyl so this works for me) or the eyes being opened (other than.. having to figure out the size on my own and pray for the best). Most of the mods are not... bad to me and are partially why I'm drawn to miss yucky bc like... the diseases but also the fact that the mods do mostly make the head cuter for me

Redo the faceup. I would love to keep the elements of the original with the big eyelashes as I find them cute, but the BIGGEST order of business is eyebrows good god. I'll have to paint over the mod that I did but I'm not super worried about it (maybe falsely I've never painted a vinyl head in full bc I have exactly one vinyl doll) and then hope i can get the head right on the first try. depending on how bad the yellowing is (and if im able to retrobright her to a lighter skin tone, as the body i have is pretty light (altho it doesnt match any skins from this company so. its a whole thing its ok)) i might just paint the whole head (or even come up with a story or reason why its mismatched. I have a lot of heads and bodies like that so I don't mind fully lol). It's just kind of a scary tossup on how bad of shape everything is.

Done <3 i really dont think itll be TOO bad but i also like... think i wont know fully until i get my hands on her if i do. She would be pretty tiny too (as in 45 cm or so, or for the americans, 1.5 ft) but I do love that scale of doll so. it could work.

[sockmeat]

okay soo requesting for lucifer, cause man is such a sad boy. Okay, idk how these things works I never done like a request so bare with me. So like Lucifer is introducing us (y/n??) to Charlie, you know like were dating her dad lol. And he gets all nervous, and we're like super calm, chill and getting along with Charlie but Lucifer is just a hot mess of anxiety lol

                                                        𓆩♡𓆪

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𝐆𝐍 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 -- 𝐌𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞... (𝑯𝒂𝒛𝒃𝒊𝒏 𝑯𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒍)

(𝐰𝐜): 490

𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: After a long time of you being with Lucifer, you finally get the opportunity to meet his daughter, Charlie.

(𝐀/𝐍): Wow i'm going off rn go me

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠(𝐬): Lucifer is a wreck

                                                        𓆩♡𓆪

♡ You were the one to offer to meet Charlie.

♡ You specifically brought it up after he got Charlie the meeting with Adam. You would've done it before, but they hadn't talked for so long before that point, that you felt it wouldn't be right to bring it up.

♡ But, since Lucifer is warming up to the idea of getting close to Charlie again, you sat him down and asked if you could meet her.

♡ You figured since he thinks of Charlie so highly, and she's his daughter, it would only be right for you to meet her.

♡ But Lucifer was terrified of the idea.

♡ He couldn't think of a solid reason, but he was just so damn nervous, he was too scatterbrained to think of something.

♡ He was just thinking of everything that could go wrong instead of what could actually happen.

♡ Thankfully, you've been with Lucifer long enough that you knew how to handle him when he got like this.

♡ You cracked him until he came to the conclusion that he was just terrified Charlie wouldn't approve of your relationship.

♡ You weren't nervous at all, though.

♡ Lucifer would talk about Charlie all the time, you were confident she wouldn't be so quick to judge and deny you on the first meeting.

♡ It was a few days of Lucifer sitting on the idea before Charlie called to ask him to visit the hotel.

♡ Lucifer was excited about finally getting to see his daughter again and you were excited because you could finally meet her!

♡ Surprisingly, Lucifer was the one to bring it up, by walking you out the door himself and talking about how excited he was.

♡ But that excitement quickly turned into nerves, in typical Lucifer fashion.

♡ You were able to successfully keep his nerves controlled until you were finally at the Hotel and Charlie let you in.

♡ Lucifer first turned his attention to Keekee, then Razzle and Dazzle, before he ran out of things to stall with.

♡ Charlie introduced Vaggie to Lucifer as her girlfriend and that's when Lucifer saw an opening and pushed through.

♡ It wasn't as smooth as he had hoped, but he nearly melted into his boots when you took over and introduced yourself to everyone in the hotel.

♡ He was even more relieved when you and Charlie hit it off without a hitch.

♡ You both talked passionately about her Hazbin Hotel project, with you being interested and her being eager to tell someone about it.

♡ Lucifer was very happy to see his two favorite people getting along so well, even when Alastor was taunting him and trying to get under his skin.

♡ With the way you and Charlie bonded, there was no denying that this wouldn't be the last time you would meet, and you would definitely bring Lucifer with you.

                                                        𓆩♡𓆪

[etheries1015]

Thinking about (18+) sugar mommy/daddy reader x sugar baby Kaveh rn

For no apparent reason, just reader wanting to spoil their little ball of sunshine for nothing particular in return <3 spoiling him just feels so so good for some reason, watching his face light up whenever you agree to helping fund a passion project, or simply enjoying how mesmerisingly beautiful he looks whole he eats a meal you graciously paid for. Kaveh always thought he would hate the idea of someone paying for all these things for him, however the way you treated him made it all too tantalizing to let pass.

...but it's a nice bonus when you get to see him writhe in pleasure and grip the sheets while he takes you in, legs shaking while he whimpers "thank you mommy/daddy" and begging "more more please more" before cumming for the nth time.

Aftercare 💜 You're so gentle and kind with him after spending all that time making his voice raw from moans and riddling his body with marks, applying ointment with a soft touch that made him tremble with bliss. He truly felt like the luckiest person alive after meeting you, like his life was finally turning around.

"Now, tell me, you have a new project coming up you mentioned? If you're a good boy and it piques my interest, I may consider investing..."

But he knows that's not true. You would give into him at a moments notice, you just enjoy playing hard to get sometimes. He doesn't need to "pique your interest" to know you were gonna spoil him anyways <3

~~

Just a little brain rot. I wanna spoil him so bad :(

[ravenbloodshot]

Wealthiest Members of Exo 💰💲

Ranking from most wealthy to least:

Baekhyun

Kai

Suho

Xiumin

The last five will rest here (none of them are in good places financially rn)

From what I'm getting, none of these members are particularly "wealthy" most of them I would say are "comfortable". But calling them wealthy would be like comparing Bill Gates' wealth to a homeless persons (not saying they're homeless btw)

Baekhyun- He seems to be the most stable financially to the point that he seems quite unamused with his life. He's really bored. It's like the energy of a person that has all of their bills paid with a nice amount of money sitting in the bank and now is just looking around at what to do next

Kai- His finances is giving me the energy of a person walking away from the gambling table, not exactly empty handed but he doesn't have a pocket full of gold either. It could be that while being in the military he doesn't have much access to his money or gaining any wealth. I'm also seeing some betrayal here, so I'm not sure if he put someone in charge of his money but they could be screwing him over

Suho- I think he bought something quite big recently (like a house/apartment/building etc...) and in terms of his net worth he's sitting pretty high up but when it comes to liquid assets (physical money one has access to) he doesn't have much. It's probably bc of this purchase. I'm also seeing a possible new project, so overall he's invested his money into something so rn he has none, but there is a possibility as time goes by that he would get a return on his investment

D.O- Rn he's fighting to get more acting roles and gigs. I think he wants a specific role that's costing him time and money since he's wasting time waiting to get this role and arguing with ppl over it. When he could be using this time to make money doing other things instead of obsessing over a role he probably won't get. This energy is also giving arguments with the company SM and his manager as well

Xiumin- I don't think he's making any money doing anything besides being an idol. Maybe he has small gigs here and there but they're few and far between. Good thing is that he has the drive and motivation to up his finances (unlike some of his other members, I'll get to them soon)

Chanyeol- He has no passion rn to work or any motivation to make money so his money isn't growing. He could be completely over being an idol and would rather spend his days hanging out with friends (lowkey living the slum life, no shade lol). The energy feels like he's housing a bunch of his boys and they're all just drinking and smoking all day while jamming to music.

Sehun- I don't know if these guys have a contract renewal coming up but it seems like he's waiting to get out of his contract. If it's not with SM , it's with another gig he worked for. It's like he doesn't want the responsibilities of some type of job anymore (I'm not sure if it's his idol job or something else). He's quite over it and he also isn't feeling up to working rn so his money is suffering for that

Chen- He's spending more than he's making. I think he's finding it hard to focus on work these days, I see his wife and possibly his children (but more so his wife) taking up a lot of his time and money. The wife could overspend but he also could too, like buying the kids random things they don't need. But I also see his health isn't the best, he's not taking care of himself properly.

Lay- I don't know what's going on but it's like his putting in a lot of work and putting in the time but he's not really seeing a lot of money for it. Whatever he's doing these days for money seems like dead end jobs that won't really get him anywhere financially but leaves him feeling burnt out. Also, he's spending a lot of money on a romantic relationship, buying them gifts and possibly funding his lovers life style. It's like hes taking his girl on a bunch of shopping sprees that he lowkey can't afford. And it's not that he's broke but it's just that it takes A LOT OF WORK and hustling on his part to make money so he can't recklessly spend like he has.

[bootleg-sara]

Hi! Going to start slowly posting my designs for my Pained Hope AU as I get them all finished. Most of them aren’t done yet.

Brad and Isaac are together because they’re a package deal. Look at the read more if you want want to read some stuff about them

Isaac is a young 7-8 year old kid who was born after the end times. He has a brimming optimism despite how bad things are. Being a young kid, he trust nearly everyone he meets without question. Isaac is very emotional and empathetic. He will start crying if you raise your voice at him. Coming from a mother who was a well-known war general, his life is filled with strict discipline and high expectations. He found a small bit of relief under Brad’s care, who allowed him to openly be more expressive. However Brad is also still very stern and focuses a lot on Isaac’s ability to fight. It’s a well meaning action, it also makes Isaac feel more trapped in a life of constant panic. His reprieve comes from his beloved cat Guppy. A black and white tuxedo with a giant mutant flea imbedded into the side of their head. Isaac doesn’t mind, they still love their cat all the same.

Isaac is a young 7-8 year old kid who was born after the end times. He has a brimming optimism despite how bad things are. Being a young kid, he trust nearly everyone he meets without question. Isaac is very emotional and empathetic. He will start crying if you raise your voice at him. Coming from a mother who was a well-known war general, his life is filled with strict discipline and high expectations. He found a small bit of relief under Brad’s care, who allowed him to openly be more expressive. However Brad is also still very stern and focuses a lot on Isaac’s ability to fight. It’s a well meaning action, it also makes Isaac feel more trapped in a life of constant panic. His reprieve comes from his beloved cat Guppy. A black and white tuxedo with a giant mutant flea imbedded into the side of their head. Isaac doesn’t mind, they still love their cat all the same.

Small summary of backstory yippie:

For people who know how the story of Lisa goes, everything up until the flash still happens in this au. Though instead of a flash, the world is thrown into pandemonium and chaos after a man-to-God known as The Propagator unleashed an army of cosmic horrors onto the unprepared world. During all this wide spread panic, the opportunist scientist Dr. Yado took this as a chance to start creating his passion project of mutants. Buzzo worked along with him, and would eventually kidnap Brad along with many other men to be Yado’s test dummies.

Not going to go completely into this story rn cause it’s pretty long, but in short terms, Yado makes a deal with The Propagator to run his test at much higher rates. As well as gain protection from the world’s horrors in promise that The Propagator could use his mutants for his own use as well. Brad is one of the first tests in front of the new God and got a big branding of his symbol on the top of his head. Eventually he’d break out of this facility and live his life has a nomad. Finding a new sense of family in Olan and Isaac.

Isaac’s mother, once a respected warrior, would be killed in battle against the cosmic cultists. Along with the nation believing this is a sign of the earth’s death, Isaac is now left alone without any family to protect him. He survived this long seemingly out of pure luck by avoiding the many dangerous monsters for as long as he possibly could. Eventually Brad would take him in and vow to protect the small boy. Still trying to make amends for his many past sins.

[hogsnout]

tagged by @fake-colors to list five songs I'm into rn!

The Betty and Barney Hill abduction and several other UFO events occurred not far from where I live. In Betty and Barney's case, a lot of people claim that the stress of living as an interracial couple in a majority white area caused them to hallucinate a folie à deux. As I get older, I find explanations like that insulting. There is so much we don't know in this world. This song is a nice tribute to these people who got fucked over in multiple ways.

This song is on my new playlist for Scallop-- like this song, Scallop's story is a bildungsroman. The strings on this song are devastating.

This is on my playlist for Jacques (my OC/weird brain ghost guy). I have an idea for an animatic using this. It really sums up who he is as a person in the context of his story-- repressed femme, miserable hag, traumatized boy.

If you like lyrical, theatrical, pop punk inspired music (and if you're on Tumblr you probably do), and you DON'T listen to Jhariah, man, you're missing out! I like their voice and flow better than a lot of similar artists in the scene. If you look into the inspiration for their albums it's really clever and funny too.

Devin Morrison is a great producer and these synthy, saxy, instrumental R&B tracks seem to be his passion project. I have been listening to them to fall asleep. I really like the world they evoke, and how seamlessly they blend nostalgia with innovation. They're all good, but this one in particular reminds me of a patient information channel on a hospital TV.

I will tag @creativeimpetus @sucre-sanguine @awarmshrine @battysoda and anyone else who wants to do it! :>b

[sunnydaleherald]

The Sunnydale Herald Newsletter, Monday, January 15

BUFFY: Ms. Barton? MS. BARTON: (stops and faces her) Buffy? Whoa! WILLOW: Are you okay, Ms. Barton? MS. BARTON: (smiles widely) Oh, I'm cool, Willow. (realizes) Willow... That's a tree. (giggles) You're a tree! Willow and Buffy exchange a look. MS. BARTON: (looks around) Yeah, uh, uh, are there any nachos in here, little tree? BUFFY: A-are you sure you don't need some fresh air, Ms. Barton? MS. BARTON: (laughs hysterically) Okay... (goes into the crowd)

~~Band Candy~~

[Drabbles & Short Fiction]

Hostile 17 (Spike/Maggie Walsh, E) by CoffeeHunt

Kiss With a Fist (Buffy/Spike, Not rated) by L0zerEmz0

Practicum (Darla/Spike, E) by CoffeeHunt

[Chaptered Fiction]

The Witch's Gift Chapter 31 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by RavenLove12

Truth and Consequences Chapter 5 (Buffy/Spike, M) by JamesMFan

Destiny or Choices Made? Chapter 42 (Buffy/Spike, PG-13) by charmed4lifekaren

What Happens In Quarantine... Chapter 22 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by bewildered

Not Just a Boy and a Girl (It's Just the End of the World) Chapter 5 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by noctilucent

What If Love Was Enough? Chapter 13 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Spikelover4ever

A Vampire and a Slayer Walk Into a Park... Chapter 10 (Buffy/Spike, Adult only) by holetoledo

Love Lives Here Chapter 8 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Passion4Spike

Other Chapter 5 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Grief Counseling

A Waxy Gent Chuckled Over My Fab Jazzy Quips Chapter 15 (Buffy/Spike, PG-13) by violettathepiratequeen

Mirror, Mirror Chapter 17 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by scratchmeout

Pack My Box with Five Dozen Liquor Jugs Chapter 17 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by honeygirl51885

Ready for it? Chapter 1 (Buffy/Spike, NC-17) by Lilacsandorangeblossoms

What the Drabble? Chapter 70 (Buffy/Spike, R) by VeroNyxK84

Family Issues Chapter 33 (Gen, FR21) by cmdruhura

Blasphemy Chapter 1 (Buffy/Spike, Faith/Robin, T) by wickedrum

Let me rest in peace Chapter 5 (Spike/OC, E) by cauliflower666

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[sunset-skater]

so one thing we love doing sometimes is just seeing the kinds of non sequitur ideas we can start building together and seeing if anything comes of it - cause sometimes it DOES

a few months back we became briefly fascinated with the game voiced of the void, yearned to do something with that kind of setting. astrology-coded research center in the middle of nowhere, spooky going-ons amidst the daily life of maintaining yourself and all the equipment around you? we wanted very badly to write about this kind of stuff

naturally we started with sambastian, because we fucking love those dorks. but we didn't really see anything to do with them there. like yeah they're sun and moon coded but we didn't have any inspiration laying there by itself

so of all things we thought of scott, from monster prom! he's this random fixation character we have where we aren't really invested in the series on such a serious level, but we ADORE this goofy werewolf boy and specifically one ending you can get in the first game - where you get lost on your way to prom with scott, and you instead spend the night stargazing and you realize that scott would probably love to be an astronomer

and with that, we have the perfect chance to write polycule sambastian!

we love making these guys poly (see: latest chapter of Tell Me I'm Alive) but we don't tend to ship them with anyone in-source. abby's awesome but we love characterizing her as their mutual best friend who pretends to be sick of the lovebirds she's always hanging out with. we're also just too gay for our own good so we default to shipping them with a crossover werewolf instead

anyways! an afternoon of brainstorming led us to a surprisingly scary setting, in which these three boys are effectively lost out here in the middle of nowhere without any chance to go back home. scott's the one who actually works at this place - doing god knows what during work hours, and then conducting his own research in most of his spare time - while sam and seb are here only because a lucky visit to their long distance boyfriend turned into "sorry, no one's allowed to go home until further notice" and suddenly they're just... abandoned here. weird shit happens every day, the boys are so worried that they sleep in shifts and make sure they only ever leave the base in pairs or all together. it's increasingly clear that There's Something Going On Here but throughout it all they find comfort in quiet domesticity, as sam and seb explore this surprise vacation home and scott shares in the discoveries he makes about this greater universe

it all exists floating around in our head rn as this kind of coherent idea of a story, but we've yet to give a solid shot at writing it. mostly because we've never seriously attempted horror before, and we should probably do some reading on that to find inspo before we trust ourselves to tackle a project we're so passionate about

already TMIA is a huge lesson in how we even write fanfic, finding our voice and figuring out what we wanna do with a story - but this exists in tandem with it and our other big sambastian project, as we fumble through different fics and figure out what we wanna do with each story

also this setting's working title is cryptid fic but that quickly grew outdated so we desperately need something more thematic to call it

any horror reccs by chance??? we need to dissect a few pieces of media to help figure out what we're aiming for, and while I love TMA to death I don't think it's equipped us for this project

[meowsgirldrawing]

Rara (Rayan Ruiz) the Hyrian Alien from space and Donatello Von Ryan the mutant menace member!

Some rambles✨

Rara is the Captain of the oc girl group I have for rottmnt. She's known to be the last of her species, making her a big target for most in the galactic space.

Her and Donnie were a mostly slow burn type of thing, mostly with Donnie's less than open views on certain relationship stuffs. Aka- He took a while to figure out and then even longer admit his feelings.

Donnie honesly found Rara very annoying for the first while, seeing her loud and rambunctious attitude left a odd taste in his mouth.

It wasn't until she helped him out on an Earth mission that he realized she wasn't that all the time.

Not to mention her whole space deal but anywayz

Rara thought of Donnie as odd but in a funny way. His attitude towards his persona was humorous, his passion for his work was admirable, and despite his arms-length view on most, she found him a cool dude to just simply know.

She definitely fell first.

He fell harder-

Their Relationship headcannons❤💜

I can see them getting more interested in each other when doing duo missions and her even flying him through space a few times, showing off her world she gets to see just about everyday. Soon them working on mostly tech related projects together, exploring new things( off/on world), and simply talking and hanging out whenever they can.

Power duo before power couple in battle btw-

Her love language is physical touch, quality time, and verbal affection. Definitely outward stuffz lol

His is gift giving, quality time, and verbal affection. Hes the one that was more on verbal for a while, honestly.

And I mean that as *claps hands* Theatre kid shit- Yes, reciting romance stuff and low key bashing on how the fictional romance can never compare to ours, my darling!

Rara was confused for a while on who Bella and Edward were. Now she wishes she never knew.

Since Rara has moments of needing physical affection and sometimes Don cant or isnt in the right mood for it, Donnie gets her a life-sized doll and basically chucks it at her. Now dubbed honorably "Donnie 2.0"

As a last note before I get too excited on this, both call each other "B*tch* or "Dumb*ss" or any alien curse affectionately.

Real nicknames for Rara are: Darling, My dearest, Love(when he gets more comfortable), Ray, My fair lady, and Dumb*ss.

Real nicknames for Donnie are: (most being in her Hyrian language but she enjoys learning ones in Spanish- aka, her favorite language to learn while on earth) Mi amor-my love, Mi alma- My soulmate, bondmate, Von Ryan, Nerd Boy, Romeo (Most done for funny), pumpkin, babe, and of course, b*tch and pendejo-*sshole.

Thats all I have to share rn. Thank you for my Ted talk.

[arttrampbelle]

Can't believe I'm saying it.

But catch match? Mk legends cage match?

Looks hella fire.

Never thought a johnny cage spin off animation movie that has no ties to any canon lore really. Would be better than the games rn.

Hell anything looks better than the new game.

I'm looking forward to cage match.

If not for johnny. For the late gilbert godfrey. R.i.p.

I heard he recorded lines for this movie. And it was supposed to be released way earlier. But they cut back. And it shows in their work.

They actually put effort n passion in it.

But its sad. That it has to be a movie about johnny cage for them to fucking give a shit.

I love johnny cage but yeah. If they put as much love n effort in the animation and story as they are doing with cage match as they did with the other legends movies. I would have been over the moon.

The games could never. Nrs could never.

But i think they treated each mk legends movies as separate. Like all of them are separate from each other. Not connected at all.

And you know what? Thats great.

I would rather keep it that way.

But yeah. Can't believe a fucking johnny cage animated movie spin off is better than any other mortal kombat crap we are getting lately.

i hope cage match blows that shit game out the water n kills it,kills it dead,fatality bitch. Mk1? No bro. Cage match.

I never prayed so hard for a game to fail.

Dude the animation and trailer alone sells me more than the game. Because why?

Because this beautiful animation movie seems to not take itself so seriously,it's fun,and it's not trying to be something its not.

It's actually leaning into the campy cheese that is mortal kombat and is having fun.

That's why i feel this movie is already 10000× better than the new mortal kombat game.

It's johnny cage. If you fuck up johnny cage. It's bad. (Unfortunately devs,and a certain demographic(white nerdy cis boys)tend to project hard onto johnny. No offense but its true. Johnny aint no reddit douchebag. So nrs better take notes.)

Also the best thing?!

NO FUCKING GROSS CAGEBLADE!!!! YAAAAAAY!

Just johnny being a manwhore

I mean being an epic superstar dork.

(Ngl....he looks good af.....that's johnny cage to me. So far i like what im seeing. But we'll see. Finger crossed they dont screw him up again! They might redeem themselves for the animation movies)

[askpizzaplexdaycare]

BOI. ITS BEEN 3 MONTHS. R U GOOD RN?- WE PROBABLY WORRIED 😭😭😭😭

Unfortunately, I have decided to end the blog. While I love the blog and all its characters with all my heart, I have found passion in other projects and have decided it is for the best to no longer accept asks. I am So. So sorry things didn't last longer.(and i feel awful the wedding never happened TwT) While were still characters that were not introduced, storylines that could not have been followed, and more shenanigans that did happen, I am still so very happy the blog lasted for so long (A whole year!!) Thank you so SO much to the anons big and small that brought this blog to life, a handful literally changing my life and becoming the greatest friends I could ever ask for. I absolutely adore you all and can't thank you enough for giving me a chance to make something, to have a response, and to help me feel more confident in the things I create.

While I am unsure what will become of the ruins of this blog, I will always treasure the memories I have of it. To keep things short, With 3,937 posts, 254 followers, and 3216 drawings. I say with a full and heavy heart. Goodbye. Whether or not the Ruin DLC relights a fire for a remake, I will still be creating. I will still be telling stories (Some with familiar faces). I will still be here.

[jemmo]

☕️ favourite to least favourite his man 2 members?

aghhhh this is harder than i expected bc i honestly have grown to like so many of them and the last 2 eps have sent my mind spinning, but as of rn, this is my list;

(edit; i just sat and ranted for the first 3 of these people and it took me 25 minutes and i realised this post would be way too long if i did that so here’s my attempt at being concise)

Junsung - everything about how he approached sungho, his sarcastic humour, his dumbass sincerity that’s so endearing, his confidence and faith in his own feelings and ability to express them, how unabashedly himself he is, him being the biggest sleepyhead in the morning

Sungho - his cuteness, his smile, him being happy is just so wonderful and contagious, his dry humour matching so well with junsung, the level of emotional maturity he has, how genuinely he cares for other people, the way he shows his affection in the smallest ways but also being so confident and sure and forward once he’d decided, and finally his lil handwarmer sweater paws.

Hyungjun - the way he loves to eat, like he is truly in another realm where everything is happy and good and he sees nothing else, his he is so surprisingly shy but tries so hard to show his feelings, and how purely and sincerely he approached minsung, his doofy smile and his backwards caps and how well he handled himself both with hyungjin and minsung, how he can both like minsung and call him out, how soft his heart is and how much he wants to guard it but also reveal it to the one he likes. he’s a teddy bear, i adore him.

Yonghee - oh this complicated young man. this is less of a list of things I love and more just the general feeling of god I want to protect this boy with everything I have, and want him to know how good he is just as he is, and that he doesn’t need to push himself or try harder, that he’s enough right now. he has this burning confidence and passion that is so at odds with all this insecurity in how good he is and how he needs to do more, he is so unafraid and will dive in at the deep end and yet i can see him kicking his feet trying to keep afloat and I just want him to breathe and live and laugh and be happy, and find that happiness that’s out there for him instead of feeling like he needs to do it all himself.

Minsung - another complicated man that I didn’t know would be so complicated until these last 2 eps, which has simultaneously made me more mad at him and like him more bc i feel so much for him. i love that he gives off this soft and gentle aura that hides this chaotic menace inside bc he is so good at teasing and bantering and pretending to be this bratty princess, bc he doesn’t just want to be doted on, me wants someone that can meet him at that level and bite back and have fun with him bc I can see this person on him that just wants to have fun. but I love that hyungjun made him look inside himself and he actually saw these ways in which he’s imperfect and made wrong steps and it made him so emotional bc behind this softness and this fun is a core of real feelings that I think takes a lot to get out of him, and much of his inability to do so is projected onto hyungjun, but I can see the happiness right there for when he’s brace enough to take it and I want it for him so bad.

Jungwook - best boy. which seems weird to say bc he is ranked lower, but only bc I have less of a personal attachment bc I do tend to lean towards these more complex or multifaceted people, not to say he isn’t, I just haven’t seen it. he has such a heart of gold and is such a good person and so cute and has the best smile, I can sense his warmth, and I have seen this journey he’s been on of healing from his past and kind of reclaiming who he is as a person and I want to see the person he’ll become when he becomes confident to show all the sides of himself. and I see more of them when I look at his feelings for yonghee bc he is just so charmed by this strong, passionate, confident person, and I love that he will hate seonwoo for making him feel hurt not just bc he likes yonghee, but irregardless of feelings, just caring for this kid so much that he knows he deserves better than to be treated like that, and I wanna see more of that man, and I wanna see him treat himself with that same care and kindness and tell himself that he deserves better too.

Seonwoo - I seem to be getting more ranty as I go and if anyone can make me rant, it’s this man. he is just… so much. at first, he would’ve been last, but after being out of this love triangle, I’ve seen so many sides to him that I like more, and yet I he can’t be fully redeemed in my eyes bc of the way he treats yonghee. he is great in all of his relationships that have no element of romance, but when they do he becomes so messy and frustrating and he has the clarity of hindsight to see where he went wrong with sungho, but he’s still in it with yonghee, and he needs to be able to look at the situation with that same clarify and give yonghee the clarity he needs before he can go further up in my good books.

Hyungjin - let me get this straight. I don’t dislike him. my feelings about him have nothing to do with me wanting hyungjun to be with minsung and not him. it’s that he has just never clicked with me as a person, I’ve never really seen a side of him that has charmed or endeared me to him, the only time I can think of is when he had that chat with seonwoo where he set him straight about not liking his personality of being nice to everyone. i just don’t particularly like how serious he is being with everyone, it’s like I can see him trying too hard and unlike when others put in effort and it’s endearing, here it feels like he’s pushing himself too much to do everything he can, but I wish he’d rather just relax and be more himself. he puts on the chivalrous gentleman act and that just in general is something I don’t like. and I feel like he struggles to gauge other people, idk if it’s that he just doesn’t think or finds it hard, but his behaviour is always what he wants to do without considering others and their feelings, and i hope it’s something he gets better at.

send me a ☕️ and a topic and i’ll talk about how i feel about it

[magicalink]

2023 Wrap-up

Wow! Last year 2023 is over and I managed to post a total of 13 fanfics :0 (here I'm only counting the major posts and not smaller things)

Catboys in the House (CITH), chapter 2: Xiao joins the household!

Assembled Love, chapter 1: Perfect Sister.

Assembled Love, chapter 2: Perfect Brother.

CITH: What they do when you're down/stressed and can't sleep.

Assembled Love, chapter 3: Perfect Party.

Assembled Love, chapter 4: Perfect Night.

CITH: The Catboys' Dreams.

A Real Man.

What part of me wasn't good enough? :(

Bunny Boy Kuni!

Do they fuck or do they make love?

CITH: Catboyfriends and penetration.

Broken Beyond Repair.

This is definitely not as many as I wanted to post, but now that I actually counted them, it's more than I thought I had posted! I kinda achieved my goal of posting once a month even if I posted thrice one month and then disappeared for like two months several times.

My drafts and my Google Drive are filled with lots and lots of content that I'm struggling to finish. I've always struggled to give endings to the things I write :/ I'm working on that. I have tons and tons of unfinished Venti fics from when he was my top husbando before our divorce and my marriage with Kuni that I'm unable to finish. As you may have noticed if you took a look at the list of fics posted during the year, now I'm unable to write about characters other than Kuni bc he has me in the strongest chokehold I've ever experienced in my life :D I have to ask him for permission to work on those old fics and he always grabs me by the neck and says nope, focus on me :3 I have the same situation as this person here :3

As I said here, if I come to the conclusion that I won't be able to come up with an ending for a fic, I'm gonna post it unfinished like that Albedo fic I promised I was gonna post unfinished but suddenly got inspo, continued it and guess what, I'm stuck again :3 Gonna post it this month or next up to where I can. And in the unlikely case that I come up with an ending for fics that I post unfinished, I will eventually update them.

Well um, up to here this post was informative about the state of the blog. From here onwards it's more of a personal journal and self-reflection of mine? Just some things for me to remember so feel free to skip it cuz it'll probably be a wall of text. Things I wanna tackle to be able to finish more fics. I have many issues that prevent me from writing, but the worst one by far is toxic perfectionism.

I’ve talked about this in some asks I received, telling you about how when a fic becomes important to me, I get so scared of screwing it up that I stop writing it entirely. When something becomes important to me, I want it to be perfect and no matter how it comes out it never feels quite enough for me. This happens to me with many things in my life but it has also happened to me with Catboys in the House and Assembled Love. At first they were jokes, and side projects for me to practice my writing skills and try to develop the ability of building a linear story with multiple characters. But I fell so in love with them that I wanted to love the next chapters as much as I loved the previous ones and that created a lot of pressure on me.

So basically I’m trapped in a cycle of:  oh I had an idea I feel so passionate about—>I wrote it —--> I loved it —--> it’s unfinished —--> oh no I’m not nearly as inspired as I was back then, what if I ruin it? What if I don’t recreate the same vibes I had when I started it? What if I regret the words I use? What if I regret the changes in the plot? What if I post it and then I hate it because I don’t like it nearly as much as the first chapter I loved so much? What if…? —-> I don’t dare continue it just to ruin it. Let’s write something new that doesn’t make me feel pressured and has vibes I’m actually feeling rn —-> back to step one. Repeat.

And I’m tired of that. I wanna break that vicious cycle. It’s hard bc whenever I try to stand up to the toxic perfectionism reminding myself of the things I talked about with one of the people who asked me when tf is Assembled Love getting an update “it doesn't have to be perfect, it just has to be done” then the number 1 problem, the ocd, gets out of control. So they have to be tackled at the same time with different techniques.

Some people have asked me when are we getting more updates of Assembled Love and Catboys in the House and believe me, no one wants to read those updates more than I do 😭 I have the plot for like 10 chapters already decided and I just can’t come up with the inspo to put it into the right words 😭

I wanna tell you about how Xiao woke up tied up to a chair after reader and Venti found him turned into a human in their house, about how Albedo, Kazuha, and Scara got into the house as well, how Kazuha used to live in a refuge for hybrids ran by Yoimiya and Ayaka, about Zhongli being reader’s boss and how he has a foxboy boyfriend named Childe…I wanna tell you about how reader and Kuni have this annoying sexual tension they can’t get rid of in Assembled Love but they can’t do anything about it because they’re frenemies and because it would make their moms insanely mad at them, about how mysterious Keqing dad is, about how Venti has a secret identity going on at school, about a super handsome redhead quarterback from another school who wants to sweep reader off her feet…but the words just won’t come. You know what comes? Anxiety and ocd, those come in tons.

But I have a set of tools I intend to use to overcome those obstacles and write my stories because I’m the one who wants to read them the most.

The cct techniques against ocd

A shit ton of phrases and posts from other writers that rationalize the problem of toxic perfectionism when it comes to writing and make valid points about why it’s important to screw it and just write anyway. I have a full pinterest album full of them, but my favorite out of all of them is this one:

And I wanted to share it here because I think it applies to everything, not just to writing. I think life in itself is our box and we can do things every day to add sand to it, little by little, like the efforts of an ant, and someday that everyday effort will make something great that will enable you to build something great :3 I think this analogy is especially good for people struggling with ocd, depression, trauma, etc.

And it sucks. Cuz I swear I get the best ideas for dialogues in the middle of a shower or having a chat with my bf and then when I try to remember it to write it down it's gone. But well, I wanna give the architect writers tips a try, and see if I can write things that I enjoy re reading even if the inspo doesn’t feel immaculate. Because I ran out of my own material to read, and it hurts when I reach the final paragraph and I’m like…where’s the rest?? I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. And I feel like shit cuz I’m the one who has to write it 🥲

Jumping to another topic, they say that there are two types of writers: architects and gardeners. I don't remember cuz I read it a long time ago, but it goes something like this: Architects plan their stories in advance and build them carefully piece by piece, they are usually more prolific and finish their things in time. Meanwhile, garderners’ projects are like seeds tossed to the ground that only grow if given enough love and passion, and they need to be extremely lucky that the writer doesn’t run out of inspiration or feelings to get finished, and that’s why people say gardener writers almost never finish their stuff. (To exemplify, I rememner they say George Martin is called a gardener writer bc he said he has literally written 3 pages in the last 3 years or sth like that) So I’d say I’m more of a gardener writer but I also have this thing in which the writing I do that I love the most to re read was done in a weird state of being possessed by something (is that what they call the muse?) and I just had to vomit it into words or else. (I swear I don’t consume any substances) Those are the best stories. (The few things I remember of being forced to read the Illyad in highschool is that it starts with the narrator saying sth along the lines of 'oh muser pls sing to me,' becaise they invoked the muse to whisper the story in the writer's ear and I swear to god I used to feel like that. No I don't consume anything. And I haven't felt like that since the fucking step brother Scara cyberpunk fic. More than a fucking year.) And I think I’m not the only one who likes them, since my most popular post was one of those. (Yes, the godforsaken cyberpunk step brother thingy, you guys like the dirty stuff better than the fluff.) And that’s another reason why I don’t write when I’m not feeling possessed. But they also said that “inspiration finds you when you are working”. Never happened to me, it’s more like this:

Anyway, I’m writing this more for myself than anyone else (like pretty much everything that I write but nvm) because I don’t wanna forget the reason I started writing: to avoid forgetting, to relive all those feelings all over again. 

Anyway thank you for reading and commenting my fics all over 2022 and 2023, I had an amazing time and I'm happy with how the blog is turning out. I had a lot of fun both writing and reading and interacting with other people. This year I hope to be able to complete those projects I wanna see finished!