#and I honestly… don’t like religion
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Art is my religion. Has always been. And I’ve never divided it into high and low. There’s a story a bit lower down my wall about the god of Arepo. About the god of small things. Because small things and dedication to them matter.
I can perceive that things are not the same. But it doesn’t matter. When you’re broken sometimes it’s the grandeur of history and hard work that saves you. Sometimes it’s the warmth of a well-known path. Sometimes it’s a change, a hope for everything in the world that is good. Sometimes it’s a moment to wallow in pain, description of the ugliness of the world. Everything is important. Everything has this potential to touch, to reach, to embrace.
I HATE “loving things ironically”. If a thing sparks something in me, I’ll burn with it until there’s nothing left of our love.
Everything deserves love, everything deserves this dedication. It doesn’t mean we should be head over hills over every single thing ever. But that we can be - over anything.
UPD: oh. It seems I’ve ratatouilled myself.
#wtf is this post?#I don’t know#but trigun broke something in me#yet I keep trying to belittle it#and every time I stop myself and wonder why#what am I ashamed of?#why was steppenwolf more appropriate to devour and lick to the hone?#bone#why do I feel ashamed of my love - all of it#to people and to things#I do#I do!#I say art is my religion#and I honestly… don’t like religion#to put it mildly#like I really really don’t like the idea that I’m a follower on this sense#is it desire for freedom?#but I hate all the Buddha like talk just as much#well no#it’s more complicated actually#but#urgh#who cares
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All these haters, including Lesyle Headland, make the Jedi bashing even worse because the Jedi are inspired by inspired by Asian culture, aka my people's culture and religion. Buddhism is NOT Catholicism. And to see the Jedi portrayed by an Asian woman in episode 5 get horrifically killed by Darth Annoying Asshole aka Qimir (who is portrayed by an Asian man also), Master Sol portrayed by a Asian man, and there's a Brendok witch who died in episode 7, and portrayed by Amy Tsang, an Asian woman, plus all the awful Jedi hate ("the Jedi are BAD, confirmed" NO THEY AREN'T!!!) just makes me wonder about how Disney, a Western company (run by several racist, ignorant assholes) and Lesyle Headland (thst racist BITCH) makes me really wonder about how white Westerners feel about Asians. My people and their culture deserve better than how white Westerners treated them!!!
you said it all.
I wish she would understand the complexity of your culture, which, as you said, it’s the inspiration behind the jedi order. :/
#thanks for sharing your thoughts :)#also the statement “the Jedis are too dogmatic” totally goes also against the culture of inspiration#beacuse how can you miss so bad what being part of a culture/religion means?#people thinking that the jedi are bad because they folllow rules need a reality check#honestly idk what Disney is up to#and I have to say I have no idea what’s the option on Asian people in the USA#i don’t live there#I live in the south of Europe#(I know it’s still west but I can’t say we really have an influence on holliwood)#…#also on your statement ”is not like catholicism” yes. they are two very separate religions#but what’s your point? that it is bad? cuz on that I’m not okay with it personally#i don’t desrciminate against any religion/culture#respectfully that’s my option#also if anyone will respond to this with hate on my persona (which always happens) they will be blocked without warning#pro Jedi#anti acolyte
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Having a non-practicing catholic family is hilarious because how do I explain to my friends that:
1. No, I don’t believe in god. Yes that is a framed picture of the Virgin Mary, specifically Our Lady of Częstochowa, at my front door.
2. Yes I bought my mum a rosary for stress relief. No she isn’t a practicing catholic.
3. Yes we both believe the bible is bullshit. Yes we also have twelve bibles in our house.
4. Yes I do ask the framed picture of Mary for advice. Once again no, I do not believe in god.
5. No my mother doesn’t believe in heaven and hell. Yes I know she just mentioned eternal damnation because she ate a donut.
6. No I haven’t ever stepped foot in a church. Yes my mother and I have a weekly 3 hour rant about what the current pope is doing.
#non-practicing Catholicism#as a third generation migrant from Eastern Europe the extent of my cultural transfer has literally just been C A T H O L I C#the weird religious relationship is strong#but honestly not religious trauma#which is something I want to see you know#like my grandmother had a shit ton of religious trauma but shielded all of us from it#and now it’s just weirdly wholesome#I honestly don’t know what to tag this as?#religious shitpost#?#I mean#mental health#generational trauma#migrant culture#australian culture#religion comedy#also in my defence Mary is like the best person in Catholicism
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I’ve always been very interested in religion and spirituality because it’s fascinating that all different groups of humans all over the earth have developed religion and learning about it can teach us so much about humans and our complex needs. It has never been about if it’s true to me, it’s like a framework for understanding or a type of communal coping mechanism, and, like all frameworks or coping skills it has the ability to be helpful or harmful.
And with all the things a person sees nowadays with how our brains evolved to live in a very different world than we do now, like how we are bad at dealing with chronic stress from news and opinions being funneled into our brain constantly, it sort of baffles me that some people think that it’s a good idea to completely sever and discard one of the oldest ways of dealing with the randomness of life and vastness of the universe. Like, this isn’t about individual belief because I understand that some people don’t need this specific framework and they have other frameworks that help them process things, but to be like ah yes People As A Whole need to stop this Wide Ranging Human Thing That’s Existed Forever, even if they are practicing it in a non-harmful (and maybe even beneficial way). Like, be mad at the people who are using it to harm others and not people who are just chilling? Genuinely does not make sense to me
#there’s always the ‘I don’t need religion to tell me to be a good person’#and it’s like honestly if someone needs religion to be a good person I’m like ok I’m glad they are being a better person
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#lads I’m in the trenches right now ngl#I’ve got so much fucking work to be done with so little time it’s horrific#like honestly for my english essay I’m not even gonna fucking try anymore I just want to submit it on time I don’t fucking care lmao#fashion is like layers of stress I don’t even want to get into#religion can just suck my cock straight up#art feels like dead weight dragging behind me which sucks because I like art but that class is making me HATE it#anyways yeah I’m so glad this is my last year because I can not fucking do this again#im so stressed I can barely eat lmao#anyways I’m gonna tear my fucking hair out or go live in the woods#senioritis is fucking real PLEASE have better time management than me#I’m gonna melt into the floor#vent
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what if i brought my magen david rainbow flag into work but also buy a desk-sized palestinian flag to put next to it so that people know to stop wishing me merry christmas but also don’t make any other assumptions
i’m almost definitely not going to because it’ll be striking a hornet’s nest but getting so fucking tired of how much my team is openly assuming everyone is christian (complete with multiple explicit mentions of the church and jesus himself in our last meeting of things/people that coworkers were grateful for)
like yeah it would be inappropriate for me to bring politics to work and will probably make people uncomfortable but THEY STARTED IT
#i thought i could let it just roll off my back but it’s wearing on me#the sheer unabashed double standard#honestly should just harness the spite for my job search#but like. at least ATTEMPT to claim it’s a generic winter holiday celebration#they’re not even bothering to file off the christmas label#my team meeting yesterday was a full hour of explicitly christmas-themed activities#christmas trivia#then guessing whose christmas tree belonged to which coworker (they assumed we all had one and asked us to send them in on friday)#then christmas pictionary#i was going to mention at the end that hanukkah starts thursday night but we ran out of time#i don’t begrudge festive cheer. genuinely.#i AM annoyed by the assumption that being christian is the default#when i KNOW they do not see being any other religion as neutral#from some unfortunate experiences during last pesach#[screams]#my posts#work adventures#…i’m not going to because it’s not fucking worth it
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realizing that maybe I am just some crow who does not like labels. or at least using too many
#crow thoughts#sorry this is about queer stuff tehe ^___^#but fr I’ve kinda decided that queer is enough for me. like I’m comfy with aro and enby as defining terms#but in terms of my overall sexuality queer is enough for me :-)#honestly while this is about queer stuff I think this also can be used for an sort of identity label for myself#I think I’ve just come to the conclusion that I hate being put inside a defining box for others to assume of me#aside from the ones I actually want to be in#finding out I was aro was kind like one of the best things for me in terms of identity#cause I’ve never rlly given a shit about my sexuality. if I think someone’s cute I think they’re cute#if I don’t think they’re cute then I don’t think they’re cute! simple easy and flows just right for me#in the end it doesn’t matter because to me that aspect of myself is tiny like it doesn’t rlly define me that much#I’m glad to have any identity that allows me to push away the forceful nature of heteronormativity#same with being nonbinary! tho that one was an easy fit hehe#but I’ve also been thinking about other identity stuff as of late too. not just gender n sexuality#like religion and the whatnot. you know the deal#and like yknow what? nah you don’t get a defining term on that personal shit#you don’t get to know why I like calling myself a crow or my religion or whatever other personal shit I got going on#I’m just me. just foster. I’m not one defining characteristic I’m just me#I’m more comfortable with myself than I’ve ever been in my life. I know myself and I will continue to learn more#but I’m comfy not telling anyone until I wanna mention it :-)
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Literally just hearing the Applebees talk about religion at all makes it so clear to me that I could literally never go to church ever because the second I did I would somehow immediately manage to blasphemize or whatever and then get kicked out
#I actively cringed dude#I don’t like them I’m not the biggest fan of religion in general honestly#fantasy high hours
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jealous of people who find peace in their religion tbh
#like i know i talked about krishna a lot and he was and still is one of the biggest comforts in my life#like honestly i don’t think i would be here without him#and he’s everything to me i ‘talk’ to him like he’s right beside me#like a friend#i talk informally#anyways yes i find comfort and peace in him but with hnduism as a whole#i feel so conflicted#like the appropriation of deities and everything#and the way hnduism is used to justify whatever sick mindsets some hndus have#it’s sickening#i know i shouldn’t judge a religion based on its people but it’s very hard#and#there’s many more issues but i won’t say it#obviously one more is caste#i don’t think i need to explain how intertwined it is with present day hnduism even though it shouldn’t be#anyways yes mini rant#if i wrote anything wrongly pls feel free to tell me#delete later?
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Hey. Adrian Crick is canon Jewish and wouldn't celebrate Christmas. I respect the fuck out of your holiday spirit but just as a reminder
Hey bro I have something for you
Happy Hanukkah
#I did this because I saw a pic of baby yoda in a yarmulke and tallith which was saying about characters being Christmasifed#like this post and I’ll do a Jimmy one#maybe a Gwen but I don’t know what’s traditional Jewish clothing for females#+ just as a tldr I’m not Jewish/I honestly don’t know much about the religion so if this post is doing something wrong please say I’m#trying to learn :)#massive slay#love him#btw just in my opinion that Christmas isn’t only a Christian holiday I know culturally everyone makes you think it is but for any atheists#/agnostics it’s not even celebrated on the day of the birth of Jesus#imo it’s just a fun day#I don’t do any of that Jesus shit#I hope you have a good day#drink some water#theses tags are so long#the prescription#the prescription zine#adrian crick#adrian crick the prescription
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“there’s only one true religion/god” okay i see you didn’t watch kamigami no asobi at the age of 12 and understand that all of the gods are going to school together to learn the true meaning of love from a highschooler like damn ya don’t have to drag us all into this
#tw religious mention#sorry i don’t mean to be rude about this really but#i see a lot of fighting about this and it honestly gets on my nerves#like in this day and age y’all still can’t let it go???#it’s a belief! a lifestyle for some!#but that doesn’t mean that one way is the best way#yes religions typically have good moral teachings#that does not mean that people who don’t subscribe to the specific one that you subscribe to is immoral and bad!!#rant over#haven’t thought about kamigami no asobi in a hot minute ngl#kamigami no asobi
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me atm with my silly little tomarry non-magical (haha unless…) AU that i came up with in the shower the other day
#tomarry#i’m going to try to actually write it i’ve got like 2k words rn#i don’t rlly know where it’ll go but i’m obsessed#everyone thinks tom is fucking mad but he’s actually onto something#harry just hides his interest in the weird rich somewhat goth boy in his year#they might honestly become murder husbands i’m not sure yet but it’s quite likely#it sounds so much better in my head i promise#it’ll be a hoot#i think#umbridge is the religion teacher everyone hates in their school#headmaster dumbledore wears the most hideous brightly coloured suits i can come up with#snape teaches chemistry#mcgonagall is the strict yet sweet english teacher everyone adores#neville longbottom is a stoner
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i’m not christian anymore and haven’t been in years but simon peter is always going to be important to me
like that post about putting a character in your back pocket when leaving a fandom
#the fact i think about it this way is further proof i am not christian lol#honestly parts of the gospel story still resonate with me as a story about god#but so do parts of the bhagavad gita and that doesn’t make me hindu#still though. let’s talk about peter.#(gospel!peter specifically i don’t care about his pope-ness)#my posts#i make me laugh#i finished season 3 of the chosen and i have feelings#(shockingly well-done btw)#biblical figure with blorbo status#need to find one in the tanakh#mostly have that kind of feeling with moments rather than specific people#like elijah being told by an angel to eat something and take a nap? golden#religion blogging#posts that alienate both christian and jewish followers 😐#the chosen
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AND I’M STILL A BELIEVER BUT I DON’T KNOW WHY, I’VE NEVER BEEN A NATURAL ALL I DO IS TRY TRY TRY
#can’t believe Taylor wrote a lyric about struggling with faith as a queer person because of how small the circle of supportive people in#your community feels#I mean the church btw honestly have never felt rejected by queer people because of my religion it’s only been the other way round#but it’s like I can’t just decide not believe in God anymore because I don’t see what the point of the universe is then
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my tags on the post i just reblogged got me thinking so here’s my current stream of consciousness
#i refer to ages 12-16 as my ‘church girl era’ bc that’s when i got really deep into christianity#like i went to church twice a week (regular sessions on sundays small groups on tuesdays) and to church events trips camps etc all the time#i even got baptized when i was 13 bc my siblings and i weren’t baptized as babies#like church was such a huge part of my life but i think it only became that bc of the specific church i went to#it was a nondenominational church and the environment was very chill for lack of a better word#and the social aspect of it was really what got me into the actual religion#i HATED going there when we first moved here bc i didn’t know anyone and i was so painfully shy#then in middle school i made a bunch of friends who went to the same church and suddenly it was so fun#that’s when i started going on tuesdays bc we would play games and have contests and stuff like that before the actual small groups#so it felt more like a club my friends and i were in than a church#but once i had those friends and i was comfortable being there i genuinely started to get more invested in christianity#bc i was actually paying attention to the sermons instead of just thinking about how anxious i was the whole time#so by the time i started high school i was very actively christian for the first time in my life#but somehow i drifted away from it just as easily as i fell into it#i started playing lacrosse when i was 15 and we had practice most weeknights so i couldn’t go to small groups anymore#and then our church merged with a bigger church in the area so we became a new branch of that church instead of a little community church#and the merger changed so much about the way the church operated that a ton of people just stopped going entirely including me#and it only took a few months for me to realize that i just didn’t really believe any of it or feel connected to it anymore#and idk even years later i still have love for a lot of those people and that part of my life#but it’s interesting how as soon as i lost that social community the church gave me i was completely disconnected from the religion itself#and at this point in my life i can’t see myself ever identifying as a christian again partly bc i just can’t get myself to believe in god#and partly bc of all the awful christians out there although i firmly believe there are still so many christians who are good people#for example my church was always accepting of the lgbtq+ community which obviously was and is super important to me#but yeah i just can’t see myself ever being religious again but at the same time i still find myself missing it sometimes even now#the community was clearly a huge part of it for me but it was also such a nice feeling to be so into the faith or wtv you want to call it#like i’ve always known my own values/morals ofc and i also love other forms of spirituality but actual religion is such a unique thing to me#like i don’t want to be christian again but i do miss the feeling of being christian/religious in general if that makes sense#and at least for me there really isn’t any substitute that can give me that same specific feeling which is honestly really sad to me#anyway. idk where i was going with this but if any former christians (or other ex religious people) want to weigh in i’d love your thoughts#lj.txt
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I definitely wish I could see more takes on C3 from people who aren’t steeped in western cultural Christianity.
I think a huge problem I’m seeing in some attempts at meta with C3 is that there is a subset of viewers who do not understand the place, value, and meaning of real world religion. It breeds takes like “well throw the gods out! Who needs them! They caused characters and the world pain! Free Vax from the Raven Queen!”
I throw that last one in there because it is the most ridiculous yet frequent and is really the crux of the issue. Vax’s story is very much about faith and the importance of faith and devotion. If you place no value on that you’ll end up grossly misunderstanding the character and the nature of his tragedy.
I’m going to out myself as an atheist, but I think the issue with a lot of these takes are that they come from internet atheists who are either resentful of and hostile toward religion because of personal experiences or do not know any devout people in their lives who they respect and can empathize with. And while I am not trying to downplay the very real phenomenon of religious trauma, when healing from it it is crucial to realize that all spiritual traditions are not synonymous with the one that harmed you. I would really implore more people to explore why many good people find spiritual traditions and religion to be a source of solace, community, and meaning before writing off the idea wholesale as something only functioning as a means of power and control that people can be educated out of believing. I encourage you to branch out and here are some examples of things I’ve done to challenge my own judgement over the last ten years: read the writings of gay Catholics exploring the queerness of Jesus. Read some beautiful poetry written by a trans man who specializes in Anglican theology. Explore religious observances different from the ones you experienced and attend a Seder. Go if a coworker invites you to a celebration of Ganesh. Learn the significance of solstice celebrations because your coworker is officiating one for a Wiccan event. Break fast at sundown during Ramadan with in solidarity with your roommate.
Deciding that all fictional religion must be an allegory for a specific kind of toxic nationalistic prosperity gospel Christian cult found in America will only limit how you engage with both fiction and the real world. It took me a long time to get to this place about it and I hope I’ve put the spark of curiosity and not judgment into at least one person reading this.
#as someone with religious trauma that I’ve healed from#watching c3 is kind of cathartic and kind of heartbreaking#look there’s a lot to be said for the waffling and the lack of party cohesion and the way this debate has dragged on#and while maybe people are complaining abt it because they want a narrative or bc dnd is a murderhobo game in its construction#the fact is the cast are IMMERSED in their characters and handling this so so so well with great respect to the premise’s complexity#both in and out of character I think#I think these last two episodes REALLY highlighted that#it’s kinda like when people propose ‘why don’t we just eradicate mosquitoes’ mfer there is a WHOOOOLE ecosystem at play here#WHAT will that butterfly effect do#or are we just being complicit with the status quo#honestly c3 hasn’t been as great TELEVISION yknow as like dimension20 right but honestly I think they’re handling this religion stuff with#more nuance than Junior year did? and it can be frustrating to watch but that’s bc the players are really chewing on the prompt given#and I respect that I appreciate that#I’d be frustrated being a player in that campaign but I can respect the work they’re doing and the art of it#and Matt gives enrichment for the CAST too it’s not about us the audience for CR honestly#there’s no easy answers#in that game and irl#which is a testament to the world building imo#PS I love how fantasy high explores religion#i trust Brennan Lee mulligan to represent and dissect toxic Christianity w my very life#fact is they just don’t have the episodes and the longform format to get nitty gritty abt it like CR
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