#and I fucking hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it fuuuuuck
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Btw, what sparked this:
Not to make “tag vent sunday” a thing but Idk how I can go from having a great string of days where I feel happy and confident to just. Randomly fucking dropping. And feeling like the actual worst.
#to add on to my Prev Tags.#like okay I know vulnerability is super important#but i’ve long said that trust is basically giving someone the tools to hurt you and just hoping they won’t#and I have been hurt many times with the things I’ve disclosed#so realistically why would I keep putting my hand on the stove? i already know it’s going to burn!#but at the same time I just keep thinking that like#I’d rather have it#even if temporarily#than to wonder what it could have become#but I’m nauseous thinking about pissing them off#I’m already screwing up with WB because of how I relate to and interact with QB.#which should NOT be my fault but in my mind everything is#why does it have to be this fucking hard?#i just want to have friends without it becoming a big scary thing that I cry about#because I’m feeling the tears building#and I fucking hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it fuuuuuck#just.#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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I love watching the moon... Do you love it too?
Close up...
#fuck jimmy#everybody hates jimmy in this household#mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#my digital art#mouthwashing game#my fanart#mouthwashing fanart#fanart#my drawing#digital drawing#my artwork#paint tool sai#rude doodles#artist on tumblr#fuuuuuck#i forgor to put shadow-like silhouette behind anyaa
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#my art#happy valentines to all u wonderful freaks out there#R&S#angels friends#angel’s friends#raf#sulfus#raf and sulfus#raf x sulfus#i fucking hate them🫶so much#fuuuuuck i forgor the damn hornnnnz#oh well . whatever#no! actually it’s annoying lemme fix that
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Burned sheep....
It is happening next episode....I am sick.
#house of the dragon#team green#hotd#anti team black#nettles#Nettles deserves better#I fucking hate this#fuck fuck fuck#fuck fuck fuuuuuck#anti hotd#I thought this shit wouldn't affect me as much but damn I feel so sick
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if you think lesbians can be bisexual you are part of the fucking problem.
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I absolutely love ggsts cast of big bodies. I love Nago, Goldie, and Pot from the bottom of my heart.
I am FUCKING TIRED of the fact that every time I play them every single fucking person suddenly becomes a tireless soldier for the righteous dogma of "backdash and use a low commitment normal and throw out a projectile"
Like FUCK I understand why you're doing it but FUCKING STOP you are a FLY and I will CRUSH YOU
The most annoying part about it to me is that it's honestly not really a good response to their gameplan (unless you're Anji) but it COMPLETELY fries my fucking brain I cannot handle it what the fuck are you smoking
#guilty gear#ggst#guilty gear strive#ggstrive#YES I UNDERSTAND ITS THE WEAKNESS OF THE CHARACTER#THAT DOESNT STOP ME FROM GETTING UNFATHOMABLY ANGRY WHEN I SEE KY ON THE OTHER END OF THE SCREEN GOING#“stun edge!” hop “stun edge!” backdash “stun edge!” “stun dipper!” “foudre arc!” “SLASH!” FUUUUUCK#yes im hating and complaining but fuck you let goldlewis run like chipp#and give him trovao
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i feel like i need to go take a shower, no, have a full on bath after watching that dinner with trent
#may watches the mighty nein#ep 110#he is so fucking Disgusting#i want to puke#i hate trent so fucking much#astrid and eadwulf are so hot fuuuuuck#wulf's compliments took me out oh my god this guy#liam having yet another connection in his stories to the matron#i love the consistency#trent ikithon#caleb widogast#the mighty nein#critical role
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That was some Turn Left level shit that gave me anxiety fuck every yard and every minute of that no THANK YOU
#doctor who spoilers#objectively this ep was great#but I fucking HATE IT#on an emotional level#fUUUUUCK#like every one of those betrayals#from the minor ones in the pub#to her mom#to KATE who I JUST FUCKING FINISHED WRITING A ZILLION TAGS ON HOW MUCH I LOVE HER#ONLY FOR THIS#I felt every single one of those in my soul#just THINKING of Turn Left makes me mildly nauseous#and this one is going to be just as bad I know it
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Words can't begin to describe how much I hate that he has to write this and has to deal with that lunatic again and has to play nice.
#i also dont want to know or imagine what he must feel right now#america basically signed ukraines death tonight#is there a tiny bit of hope? yeah#but fuuuuuck#its going to be so much harder#so many more deaths#and we might actually see the genocide of the whole of ukraine and their end#not to mention the death of ze and his team#putin wont take them as prisoners#he will kill them if he ever gets his hands on them#i will never understand how people can be so full of hate and selfishness that they destroy everyone elses lives#make your own life miserable but leave everyone else alone#if europe had balls the war would be over now#ukraine would be free and peaceful#trump wouldnt be president#and ze would chill with his family at home and enjoy his life#sincerely fuck you to everyone who hesitated who didnt support who was a coward
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*very massive HSR 2.1 spoilers*
First of all, WHAT THE ACTUALLY F*CK!?!?!!
AVENTURINE MADE ME ACTUALLY CRY
SAM IS ACTUALLY FIREFLY (DAMN BRO WHY)
I REFUSE TO BELIEVE GALLAGHER KILLED ROBIN AND SUNDAY LIKE THAT, NONONO PLEASE. I LOVED THAT GUY, HOW DARE YOU HOYOVERSE!?!?!
#I HATE THIS GAME#FUUUU#fuck fuck fuuuuuck#Honkai#honkai star rail#Hsr#Hsr firefly#Hsr robin#Hsr Sunday#hsr gallagher#hsr spoilers#penacony#i talk#Honkaiposting#I'm actually loosing my mind right now#I'll be needing therapy after this#Yes yes the story is indeed very very wholesome
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I don't want them to leave me.. ( I've often lost my friends bc my annoying behavior.. sorry.. please forgive me..i didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable.. (´∩`。) )
#kangel#needy girl overdose#ame chan#i hatemyself#please forgive me#i hate my friends#i love my pookie#im so tired#damn it#fuck fuck fuuuuuck
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I wish that who uses only "she/her" or "he/him" referring to Mizu kinda get the drip that Mizu isn't neither a man nor a woman.
That whoever is using only one of these pronouns is actually seeing that Mizu is kinda beyond gender shit, and any other category.
So when using those are all in a genderqueer/genderfuck way. When calling them girlfriend or man or bf is in an ironic way.
I really wish I'm not seeing people thinking Mizu is a woman just bc they are AFAB or bc "this trope is ant-women" terf's shit. Cuz I guarantee that Mulan (1998) and Blue Eye Samurai (2023) aren't being feminist in a simple "We Can Do It, too" way, but rather "See, gender roles are stupid and fuck you if you think that genderqueer people don't exist and people are only MAN or WOMAN."
Man, I really hate when people look at a genderqueer story and think only in binary. Adult Mizu could have been a woman if they really were one, cuz the point of they being perseved as a boy was only to be more difficult to find them as a kid, when their mom couldn't protect them with her hands or power, cuz she had none.
I think that when they were in the wife role, they weren't really performing it as a woman, but more like a duty commonly attributed to wife (more like my father being the cook in the house and a really good caretaker who is really considering and cute, and also being the dad figure, when my mom is in the finances business of the house and isn't the best caretaker of all times...) and for they mom respect and consideration, cuz they loved her and wanted to show their love, retributing by marry that guy.
But they were rejected by their mom and their husband, when being their own singular self. When showing they weren't the wife, neither the woman people thought they should be.
Yes, they suit a masc appearance and mannerisms, but it seem dehonest to call them a man. They really don't perform a man image.
Just like non binary transmasc or butches... We aren't really men just bc we are mascs. And we aren't really, by the book, women, solely by the fact we are AFAB.
Why? Cuz it is just like that. Gender isn't the binary we were thought and I wish everyone a really good search and thinking on genderqueer thesis and documents, already documented discussions and a read on "Butch Blues", a watch on "Tomboy", etc.
#blue eye samurai#queer discourse#more like#queer rant#cuz im pissed fearing people are missreading the whole show#just bc Mizu is genderfucking around not giving a single shit about the binary#only doing what makes sense and (i also thinking) better suits and easy theirself in their skin#they wear a binder for fucks sake#it cant be thay they are binary#neither Mulan really was binary to be honest#look at how the movie ended#they weren't shouting “Im a binary woman human being”#they werent denying the improviment on self-realization that they had#also they were seemed to be kinda ok and enjoying it#not like “oh fuck I really hate being in this situation. being persived as a man”#fuck you if you dont agree#by the “but is better to be a men” logic trans women and transfem nonbinary people wouldn't fucking exist#soo fuuuuuck youuuuuu#im really not in to a discussion#this is my statement#not an invitation#if you disagree bc you think those points im criticizing are right#and you also want to talk???#i just want to punch you in the face you fucking transphobe#this is no discussion#and stop invalidating queer people's history. lives and ownselfs#fuck you#mizu
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📸 Instagram Stories
#jack quaid#fuuuuuck i hate him and his stupid long legs#i am clawing my face off rn#that link will break in 24hrs but i need it#so i can download and gif when i get home#fuck he's bendy#hhhhhhh
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Saw a frame so good I had to yoink it
Expect me to do this again
#shitposting#my art#my character#Riralyne#trigun#omgggg my husband i love himmmm#i wish plants were real#Diablo has so many good vash faces#I HATE DRAWING ARMOR FUUUUUCK#idk i might take a better picture later#i hate drawing shit at angles too man what the fuck#pauldrons are impossible in every way
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Jesus fucking christ I hate the US south
#Cw gun mention I guess#I was feeling super nauseous so I went into the kitchen to get ritz crackers#And we're at my grandma's rn for Christmas and she has windows in the kitchen that look out at the road/other houses#And NO curtains or blinds because she's old#And anyway I turned a small light on so I could see the crackers and I hear a fucking man outside shout “WHO'S OUT THERE”#In the heaviest southern accent. Mind you every fucking person in this area has a gun bc there's lots of trees with squirreld they shoot#And logically now that I am calming down I know it was just a bad coincidence and he was probably yelling at smthn in his yard#But jesus fucking christ I felt such immediate intense fear my head went cold#Ran to my baby brother's room bc I was certain someone was gonna come kill us#Then the rationality took over and I just told my mom about it. But now I'm sitting outside his room eating crackers bc I'm fucking paranoid#It is almost 4am and I haven't slept a wink I cannot do this rn#But literally the last time I went for a walk around here my dad told me not to go alone and also not to say anything stupid#And also stay far away from houses bc I could get myself shot#Literally what the fuck is this.#“Afearican” except I'm still very much in the US#Not to mention almost every fucking house has a blue lives matter flag and some have isr*el flags now too like#I fuuuuucking hate it here
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just finished doing the dishes which is a major sensory issue thing for me since it makes water get down my sleeves and such so yippee productivity
(my room is still a mess and i need to get it clean or else i will get yelled at 👍👍 i love feeling intimidated by mundane tasks!!!)
#actually autistic#sort of ranty#tw rant#autism#sensory issues#i hate the feeling of the soap too#and the noise the glass makes when it gets against the cleaner thing#the only thing that helps is making sure the water is fucking boiling so that way i focus more on that instead#but as you can imagine that isn’t the most healthy or effective distraction#can’t stand cold water though#auugh i HATE doing dishes more than any other chore ever#and i still need to do trash as well#fuuuuuck#crep rambling#crep lore
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