#I’m already screwing up with WB because of how I relate to and interact with QB. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bluehairmisfit · 17 days ago

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Btw, what sparked this:

Not to make “tag vent sunday” a thing but Idk how I can go from having a great string of days where I feel happy and confident to just. Randomly fucking dropping. And feeling like the actual worst.

#to add on to my Prev Tags.#like okay I know vulnerability is super important #but i’ve long said that trust is basically giving someone the tools to hurt you and just hoping they won’t #and I have been hurt many times with the things I’ve disclosed #so realistically why would I keep putting my hand on the stove? i already know it’s going to burn!#but at the same time I just keep thinking that like #I’d rather have it #even if temporarily #than to wonder what it could have become #but I’m nauseous thinking about pissing them off #I’m already screwing up with WB because of how I relate to and interact with QB.#which should NOT be my fault but in my mind everything is #why does it have to be this fucking hard?#i just want to have friends without it becoming a big scary thing that I cry about #because I’m feeling the tears building #and I fucking hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it fuuuuuck #just.#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

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