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Words can't begin to describe how much I hate that he has to write this and has to deal with that lunatic again and has to play nice.
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#i also dont want to know or imagine what he must feel right now#america basically signed ukraines death tonight#is there a tiny bit of hope? yeah#but fuuuuuck#its going to be so much harder#so many more deaths#and we might actually see the genocide of the whole of ukraine and their end#not to mention the death of ze and his team#putin wont take them as prisoners#he will kill them if he ever gets his hands on them#i will never understand how people can be so full of hate and selfishness that they destroy everyone elses lives#make your own life miserable but leave everyone else alone#if europe had balls the war would be over now#ukraine would be free and peaceful#trump wouldnt be president#and ze would chill with his family at home and enjoy his life#sincerely fuck you to everyone who hesitated who didnt support who was a coward
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AU where Adrien was a model from the 90's that disappeared, only for his ghost to be found by Marinette on accident and now he wont leave her alone
#miraculous ladybug#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#my husband has been joking abt how focused with death i am so i figured this was right up my alley#anyways this au has been haunting my brain wrinkles for a minute#a dead 90s teen model who is a little tiny bit of a unintentional jerk?#uh yeah i sure hope he is#i have so much i wanna express abt this au but who knows if my will is strong enough#ml ghost au
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With a glass body
You bear the weight of the world
Praying for safety
#ariart#isat#isat au#isat spoilers#of gems and pages au#ogap au#i am ngl reeeaally proud of this one esp cuz its done in a perspective i have not tried at all and! i think i pulled it off nicely!#the tinies are too cute in a piece thats filled with angst for the big odile honestly. whenever i worked on the tinies#and then zoom out once im done im like: oh yeah... forgot bout that angst-- cute tinies... pain odile#i also added a smaaaall gimmick to this cuz i wanted to try if i can pull that off too and looking at it rn i think i did!#click the image to see it! wtv is written on her tho is meant to be shuffled and a bit hard to figure out the direction of#how to read it as like-- a reflection of her own mental state rn being as cracked as her body is#edit: not me noticing a mistake one hour after i alrdy uploaded it. quick fix with layers-- there we go. no one noticed that i hope...
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B-15 and that face.
(Loki s2e2, “Breaking Brad”; “Deadpool & Wolverine”)
#that character arc though#from pruning varients with impunity#to grief for her own self as a kidnapped and brainwashed varient (“I looked happy”)#to learning about The Void and realizing the people she'd pruned had been going to a horrific wasteland instead of peacefully disappearing#to the grief of watching countless branching timelines get bombed#to fear and grief (and a tiny bit of hope) over just one universe#yeah it's copaganda but it's so well done that I can't be too mad about it#hunter b 15#verity willis#loki series#loki season 2#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#media analysis#water logs
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@chormine-mutacerta
buddy, help me, your designs.... they are such a chefs kiss.... I hope I did okay with an outfit for Nessa.
#art fight#you know what im actually also gonna say the tag#gift art#because i maybe put in more time bc i like certa and her designs and like ... yeah man#more effort mighta been given this time#anyway i love your designs and they are so fun and my hand is now cramping bc i had to rush because of a thunder scare#and then the thunder stopped before i finished but i mighta rushed a tiny bit on some coloring but i did try!#also i didnt think to ask about posting to tumblr but ive posted art ive done for your ocs before so im assuming#it is safe to do ? if not uhhhhhh i uhhh can delete and just not have art for today on the tumbles#but my hand hurts too much to draw anything else rn so im hoping its ok
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imagine being the guy who supposedly inspired Henry's character and discovering thousands of complete strangers on the internet are violently thirsting over your fictional alter ego
#good lord i hope the poor man rejects modernity as much as henry and doesn't have an internet connection#imagine if he found out about ao3#idk for you but im suddenly very aware of my socks#the secret history#henry winter#tsh#also i listened to a tiny bit of The Podcast (u know the one) and he has a really soothing voice#but alas i have the attention span of a ferret and the journalist (?) was annoying as hell so like#i guess that's about as far as this endeavour goes#but yeah the man has a really nice voice like wow#read to me señor
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love the idea that stan, pre-realisation, would just put any “my brother-“ thoughts that popped up into the ‘shermie’ category into his head
my brother… the genius … always won the spelling bee… we were so close… i learnt to fight because i was uh. protecting my…. (much??) older brother? damn was he a wimp or something
stan, calling shermie up post everything: do you happen to remember like. a flying dinosaur from our childhood or is this another ‘wrong brother’ situation
shermie, who was very much not there: what.
aksdjfhsd yeah!! also I imagine there being a ton of angst potential because Stan remembers ("remembers" my ass, he doesn't remember shit) himself and Shermie as being fairly close as kids, because everything involving "my brother" is conflated with Shermie, until the Mystery Incident got him kicked out. But Shermie wasn't super close with either of his brothers because of the age difference, and also because I hc him as not being home very often and getting the hell outta dodge as soon as he was old enough. So poor Stan has an imagined closer brotherly dynamic with Shermie, who isn't maintaining this dynamic into adulthood because to him Stan is his younger brother who dropped off the face of the earth (sad) at age 17, popped up a few times in newspapers to get arrested and/or scam people, and then dropped off the face of the earth again at 27.
#i should make an ask tag#stan (singular) au#stan: i wonder why shermie never tried to contact me in those ten years i was wandering around homeless#shermie: oh god yeah i forget i have brothers sometimes lol. lets not think about that too hard#SHERMIE ALSO HAS ISSUES TRUTHER#i hc that he joined the army as soon as he turned 18#went to war. got fucked up. possibly got injured. came home. got a girl pregnant. girl left him. has to raise baby alone.#got a tiny bit of support from parents (somewhere in here his brother got kicked out???? busy dealing with ptsd+injury+newborn). left for#left for california as soon as he had the money to do so#didn't look back for Years#dad died. went to funeral. continued raising son. occasionally called the brother who did not get kicked out of the house. brother visited#him and his kid a few times until said brother went off the deep end and started accusing everyone of being a demon before going radio sile#for like 30 fucking years#eventually gave up trying to connect with brother because good lord this family is fucked up#has not thought about stan other than 'man i hope he's doing alright because god knows none of the rest of US are'#uh. anyways#im a little incoherent from that hiking trip i was talking about
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damn. the one time they make a character with dark skin who isn't the villain or fetishised to high heaven they have to whitewash her in their twitter posts
#totk salt#everyone say fuck you nintendo#take notice how raurus colour pallete is the exact same as it is iirc#loz#i had a tiny bit of hope left for totk and actually liked the art until i realised how wrong this is 🙃#(jsyk i'm a super pale person and my opinion isn't as important as an actually poc persons so yeah)#(but i'm also not from a white family or anything so-- idk)#whitewashing is never OK so its so dissapointing that Nintendo themselves did this)
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I thought of this with a carnival in mind but feel free to interpret this any way you want. Looking at you, Radioapple shippers
#Hazbin Hotel#Lucifer Morningstar#Lucifer Magne#Alastor#Fanart#I love their dynamic so much#There are still things I'm not completely happy with but this took embarrassingly long and if I look at this any longer I'll go insane#So yeah. I thought the idea was funny#I hope nobody has thought of this yet. And if somebody has don't tell me bfjsjsjw#Yeah I'm still frothing at the mouth#The songs and characters have been bouncing around in my head ever since the show came out#Oh btw I changed their outfits just a teeny tiny bit#Namely the buttons and Lucifer's collar#Can you tell I had no idea what to do with the background#And that I have zero idea how to draw hands#Yeah those were not fun to draw. So yeah. Started making it had a breakdown bon appetite#My posts#My art#Swearing#Okay yeah click on the pic for not fucked up quality. Thanks Tumblr
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okay i want to take a minute to talk about the exact way in which i think lute hates herself because i don't think i really have yet.
(this one ended up pretty long so i'm going to put it under a cut.)
the blueprint (and part of it) is her exact flavor of internalized misogyny. she's a pick-me girl - any woman with even just an amicable relationship with adam is some level of that by default and lute goes the extra mile. and, according to my understanding of the subject, the pick-me girl is characterized by her hatred of women despite being a woman herself and, as a result, desperately trying to distance herself from her idea of shameful femininity and mocking women who don't, often for the purpose (whether conscious or not) of being accepted or given attention by misogynistic men. the pick-me girl forces herself to be a certain way, perhaps a way she didn't really want to be in the first place, because she wants to be able to love herself and be loved in a patriarchal system and doesn't have the awareness or the willpower to fight it. she hates what she is, hates herself, but warps herself and her view of herself and others to escape it.
now i'd like to argue an extension of this principle when it comes to heaven vs. hell.
the storybook opening, regardless of how biased its author may have been as so many people in this fandom like to argue (and they do have a point but some of them take it too far and use it as an excuse to ignore - not the point), presents a clear theme: heaven represents order and obedience while hell represents chaos and freedom. lucifer and lilith are "rebellious dreamers". however, with the way the conflict between adam and lilith is presented, gender is woven into this dichotomy as well. heaven is the patriarchy; hell is the feminist rebellion against it.
(queerness could probably also be incorporated into this model as well, but. this is already an entire fucking essay and it's not extremely relevant to the topic at hand. but it does mean a homophobic homosexual lute would track.)
with this added context, adam and lute hating hell as vehemently as they do - especially with the subtle differences in the way they each do - can be read as, at least to a certain extent, a symbolic + abstract representation of their misogyny.
(something important to note here and maybe something that i just want to talk about, also, is the way vaggie embraces femininity after falling. after falling, she can finally be feminine in the way she want to, not the objectifying and restrictive way that was forced upon her as an exorcist. after what may have been years of healing and encouragement from charlie, she wears a giant puffy bow and does not give a damn. and it's beautiful and i love her for it and i love her so much and - oops got sidetracked there. basically: hell allowed vaggie to express her gender freely. heaven did not. patriarchy. freedom. big bow. pretty woman. i bow and walk off stage.)
and you can kind of see something similar to her internalized misogyny in her hatred of hell. i mean, it is, of course, not a 1:1 comparison given she actually IS an angel, but some elements persist. there is still that desperation to distance herself, even at the cost of basic reasoning ("Angels don't make mistakes"). there is still that forcing herself to be a certain way. there is still that warping of her view of herself and others to escape her self-hatred - or maybe, in this case, a more accurate way to put it would be: to escape her self-hatred-inflicting-guilt and the doubt threatening her unfathomably thick defenses against that guilt. there is still that apparent fight for male - or, in this version of the conflict, angelic - attention, specifically from adam.
(side note 2. a lot of the comparisons i drew here also are/related to stuff characteristic of many cults, which the exorcists - at least as far as the mental and emotional effect on the members goes - functionally are. maybe there is something to be learned there, about the intersection of cults and misogyny/sexism. maybe not. i don't know actually sometimes i straight up have no idea what i'm taking about.)
although, this method of analyzing lute only REALLY gets interesting when you look at her hatred of vaggie with it. vaggie, who was an angel - just like lute is! - once, but is now fallen (for daring to step outside the violent orders that police them, another thing that's mere possibility terrifies lute) - just like lute could be! vaggie, who is happy in hell. who is happy being all of the things lute hates, from perhaps both a heaven vs. hell perspective AND a gender perspective. (and possibly a sexuality perspective too.) and if it is not only possible for an angel to be like this - hellish, and perhaps more importantly FREE - but also for an angel to be HAPPY like this, then. that's fucking horrifying! so she of course doubles down on her hatred and tries to maim/kill vaggie. so that she never has to face this - the reality that the hatred she is consumed by could so easily include herself. that maybe it already does.
and THAT'S why she begs to be killed when she loses the fight in ep. 8, i think. it's a combination of two things: 1. she does not want to face reality and 2. she hates herself. (also she has self-worth issues. did i mention she has self-worth issues? yeah she has self-worth issues. at least when it comes to her compared to adam. natural consequence of being a loyal follower and dedicated lieutenant of someone like him. her self-hatred and self-worth issues are thoroughly intertwined, though, just like vaggie's are.)
that's also why she just fucking. tears off her arm as soon as vaggie leaves, too. she does not care about physical pain or keeping all of her limbs attached, she is far too wrapped up in a. trying to preserve her intensely unhealthy mental state by Not Thinking About Things b. wanting to sacrifice herself in some way, even if it's just losing a limb, because of said mental state c. trying to get to vaggie so she can kill her and be rid of this plague on her conscience d. trying to get to adam too so she can fulfill her desperate (after?)lifelong mission to be of service to him to fill the void inside her caused by her deeply repressed doubt and inner conflict. probably? but then again i'm just a fallenwings girl at heart so idk honestly.
tl;dr: lute hates herself. she makes herself perfect in the way she understands perfection to avoid this. after that, she shoves her hate onto others to distract herself from her own internal conflict and, in some cases (vaggie), she hates others (vaggie) because they (vaggie) exhibit the traits she hates that she has driven out from herself. (although, despite my fixation on fallenwings, this probably extends to other exorcists showing weakness/making mistakes in general.) finally, she works feverishly for approval to reassure her of her place in the grand scheme of things from the man whom she, for reasons brought about by her blind, unquestioning efforts to cling to the version of right and wrong forced upon her and that she has also forced upon herself, views as the paragon of everything she strives for: adam.
she does not fight the system. she breaks herself apart to fit into and work for it.
#hazbin hotel#lute#hazbin hotel lute#yes this is the lute + gender + lute gender thesis#i think i've said most of the stuff i said here in some context before#but that's okay i needed to organize my thoughts anyway#and it's good to have a lute masterpost of sorts#writing this was constantly fluctuating between#“oh yeah it's all coming together”#and “what the FUCK am i talking about”#hope it ended up somewhat reasonable if a tiny bit out there#this ended up being more than a thousand words...#i am so normal about lute#and vaggie#and. adam i guess#i do have more thoughts about him specifically than i let on i think but today is not the day i share them
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Literally no other way I could describe it right now.
#there are some serious feelings attached to all thats happening#im saddened. im mad. at the end of the day this is how i cope so im sorry if you dont feel like humor is your way out#im disappointed and digusted#personally#neil gaiman#is innocent until proven guilty and my heart goes out to the victims of this whole situation.#i know. i KNOW the right is gonna make it about trans rights and the left is gonna make this about zionism and how these results are#unsurprising due to him being 'either' of these (which im not going into)#because its NOT about those. its the disgusting behaviors he did w those women. consent or not he actively sought out rlly young women.#i hold out a tiny bit of hope but if all things go to shit I dont rlly have anything to fall back on in terms of fandom.#good omens got me through shit. it got me through hell and some my worst times ever.#ive made irreplaceable IRL friends#idk#just some feelings im putting out here. im still gonna 100% support all GO creators (unless they outright excuse NG's actions esp when hes#not yet proven innocent)#but yeah#i havent spoken about this in my other accs and I think this is the only coherent thought I can manage from all of that.#again. really upset. but we got this. were all in this together yk? theres no one side or another to SA but to support the victims.#thats all im rlly gonna say. just remember that Im sending uou guys lots of love. lets get through this <3#[EDIT: I MEANT TO SAY NEIL IS GUILTY UNTIL PROVEN INNOCENT FOR ME !!!!]
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A Christmas Volena event! Merry Christmas to all of us! 😍😍😍🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️
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#THE LOOK AT EACH OTHER 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#the event was yesterday but it gives me hope that he could celebrate at least a tiny little bit christmas with his fam#or at least olena#THAT WAS SUCH A NICE SURPRISE#and thats so sweet that he accompanied her 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#but why is thaT SCENE NOT IN THE VIDEO#i wonder if she got the flowers as a present for the people or if she got the flowers from them#or (my headcanon) they are from vova 🥰#just imagine vova picking her up and having the flowers with him#“yeah dont worry about it ill get some for the family”#and olena doesnt think anything about it because they are for the family#and suddenly he pulls out another bouquet from behind his back just for her 🥹#Youtube
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Okay but seungmin saying Eunkwangs a close friend to him even though they've barely seen each other in 3 yrs was a lil bit 🥺
#its sweet that seungmin is so fond but also it made me sad!!#like when Eunkwang joked that seungmin was more of an introvert than him and had no hobbies#and then latwr after seungmin said how busy he was Eunkwang was like Now i feel bad!! and it was all very fun and upbeat in the interview#but it just made me a tiny bit Aw :(#like yeah not a lot of time for friends or hobbies when you work and travel an insane amount#and seungmin is clearly a little reticent about reaching out so..... anyway i hope Eunkwang does invite him to stuff now lol#i know he would do his best
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tori was fucking awesome but giving hermie/anthony/the literal joker a 4 is factually incorrect
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#I EAS GIGGLING#ANTHONT BURCH YOU ARE SO FUNNY AND I HOPE YOU KNOW IT#A 4?? yeha maybe the pacing was a bit quick BUT IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY#and the joker makeup#this man deserves every award ever created idc#urgh he was so funny and added so much to hermies character while still not going off plot or whatever it was so great anthony burch ur coo#...ur cool but yk what would make u cooler?? MENTIONING YEET BIGLY IR KILLA DEMALL#I DONT EVEN NEED PROPER CONTENT ANTHONT PLEASE I JUST NEED ONE TEENY TINY COMMENT THAT HALF THE FANDOM WILL IGNORE AND NEVER TALK ABOUT#i hate it when my brain does that thing and focuses on shit that will never be brought up again#because it has been literal months since this fixation thing started#MONTHS. and its STILL GOING.#btw yeah if ur new here hi welcome to my silly tumblr blig#50% of it is yeet bigly#40% is me begging anthony to add yeet bigly or killa demall content as if he will ever read this#and the rest is me shitting on willy stampler!#i love tagging
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no one:
absolutely no one:
jptwt reactions to the hiyomv:
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#glad to see that we’re supporting nagisa in this trying time…#i said that i was gonna try to forget the mv. but. i can’t escape it auuuuuuuuuuuu#i mean. i think the mv is just a friendship/‘idols are cool’ mv if you watch it with no thoughts; head empty#but. the fact that there *are* people out there who look too hard into it and take it as [redacted] ship confirmation kinda sours it…#for me at least. i blocked one jptwt used who showed up on my dash saying ‘good news!!! the fruit scene means lhy canon!!!’#mm yes good news indeed. definitely. yeah. totally.#but c’mon guysssss hiyori already has nagisa!!!! the perfect man for her is >>right there<<#why are you tryna shoehorn her into a ship with a married couple helloooo#why can’t guys and girls be >>just friends<< huhhhhhhhh#this reminds me of all the yujiro+mona fanarts of them reluctantly cozying up to each other with the caption of ‘not a ship!!!!’#with the same creator posting a pic of aizo and mona standing 5 feet apart bc they’re both gay and not even looking at e/o with ship tags#like. if you wanna see lxl with gfs at least make sure it’s a compelling ship with even a tiny bit of chemistry???#ngl i think aizo-mona shippers are just shipping them in the name of ‘pair the blonde spares’ but idk#ughhhh sorry nagisakun i didn’t mean to sully the tags of a post with you in it with negativity#ily nagisa i love the way you love hiyori. nghy forever.#anyways. um!!!!! nagisa mv next week!!!!!! manifesting!!!!!! he could save all of us!!!!!! hoping!!!!!!!#the dude from gamushara#(in other news the niji.gaku anime is so funny for n o t h i n g. i can’t believe they got setsuna back so quickly like whaaaaa)#(didn’t it take like 7 story chapters to get her back in llas or sth? it’s been years and it eosed so i cant rmb)#(karin is so funny thoughhh before she joined she just said stuff [which catalysed chaos] and left)
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The way the new Sonic x Shadow Generations trailer had me literally shaking I'm so. I'm just. I'm. I.
#GNAWING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE#OHHHH MY GOSH#the juxtaposition of showing normal ass Sonic Generations then just#SHADOW IS GOING THROUGH THE HORRORS#SHADOW IS BECOMING VENOM WITH WINGS#SHADOW IS-#OH HI TERIOS??#ALSO I JUST. FUCK DUDE. I gotta get the preorder and prob the deluxe edition I so rarely do that I might have to do it. Just this once.#I'M SO UNBELIEVABLY EXCITED ABOUT THE GERALD'S JOURNAL PREORDER THING#YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND#FUCKING#ALSO THE 06 AND HEROES ACKNOWLEDGEMENT#LOWKEY MAKING ME HAVE A LITTLE MORE HOPE FOR SHADOWS CHARACTERIZATION MAYBE#LIKE IK IT'S DEFINITELY GONNA HAVE ITS OVERLY EDGY ASSHOLE MOMENTS BUT. IT'S SOMETHING#Am a little tiny bit annoyed with them constantly calling Shadow an antihero tho like let him just be a hero#but that might mostly be a me thing#ANYWAYS UH YEAH IM CRAZY. IM SO EXCITED#me when the tags are like 10x longer than the post#sth#shadow the hedgehog#sxsg#sxsg spoilers#sonic x shadow generations#sonic x shadow generations spoilers#ALSO. gonna be real I wish I had a ps5 to play it on#prob gonna have to do it on switch cause I'll be in college :((
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