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donnieisaprettyboy · 2 months

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ANOTHER thing I’ve started to realize now that I’ve consistently been on antidepressants for a few months is that I’m just now learning how to be a person.

I’ve been mentally ill for at least the last ten years. this is the first time in my life I haven’t been depressed. but because of that I’m kind of learning who I am for the first time without the weight of mental illness. and I love it.

I’m learning how to be me, I’m learning about how to take care of myself and my space, I’m learning about how I give and receive love, and yeah it’s a lot of work to be learning all this effectively for the first time at 22 but it’s so worth it.

I fucking love being medicated. I’ve never been able to just get out of bed and do things just to get them done. it has always been out of absolutely necessity or a pending deadline and it was always always always procrastinated and half-assed. but now I can get out of bed and get straight to work on stuff and feel good and accomplished.

#I know medication isn’t for everyone #but it sure as shit is for me #for the first time in my life I’m not depressed #and I can take care of myself #and maybe I won’t burn out next semester as quickly as I normally do #mental health #mental illness #antidepressants #buspirone #bupropion

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everwalldigan · 20 days

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Bruce being a toxic boy mom when it comes to nightwing will never not be funny as fuck he is literally the biggest nightwing defender one bad word against him and the next day he’ll show up at ur house

Bonus:

#you won’t join the justice league you’ll be leading them #Bruce: nightwing is literally the best vigilante to ever exist #Bruce: when I grow up I wanna be like nightwing #meanwhile dick: ugh Bruce literally doesn’t respect me he always treats me like a child he thinks I’m incompetent #Bruce: you are literally who I aspire to me you’re the only thing I’ve ever done right in my entire life #dick: he’s such an ass I’m not a child anymore!! I can take care of myself why won’t he trust me??#Bruce: losing you would literally be the death of me I won’t lose you cause I’ll be joining you in death #batman #dc comics #bruce wayne #batfam #batfamily #dc robin #dick grayson #dcu #nightwing #good dad bruce wayne #unhinged dad Bruce Wayne #dick and bruce #shitpost #incorrect batfamily quotes #incorrect batman quotes #batman twitter au

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dead-core · 8 months

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part of knowing me is watching me self-destruct. you cannot save me, you cannot fix me, and you cannot stop me.

#actually mentally ill #actually borderline #actually bpd #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpd vent #bpd mood #this is so dramatic and like edgelord but fr!#not good at taking care of myself and self-aware about it! plus stubborn and spiteful and defiant so your concern just fuels me #sometimes i can be very 'oh you're worried? shut the fuck up and don't tell me what to do'#so that's not great

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hinamie · 5 months

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just looking at these hand poses was enough to give me carpal tunnel and that's how u know they're prime megu material

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #megumi fushiguro #yuuji itadori #megumi #yuuji #fanart #jjk fanart #itafushi #sometimes u gotta take a break from drawing megumi to draw different megumi and thats on self care #smiling megu for the soul he said heart emoji i said :D #i tried to do the poses myself and . u kno. im not convinced hands are meant to contort that way guys :( it hurt :(#so yuuji can share my pain i think tht bit is cute #tried smth a bit different w the skin rendering and i rly rly like it holy #very early era vacuumchan inspired :'> lov them SM sighs #also ripped megus jacket directly from a pinterest fit bc one of us deserves nice things :((((#if sukuna wont stop wearing megumi in canon ill just play dress up to cope

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alluralater · 3 months

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anyways so why is it really hot watching a girl get completely fucking railed while i hold her by the jaw and make her look at me as she takes it? even better if i can kiss her messy moaning lips and whisper how well she’s doing for me. so wet and warm and mindless. praising the person fucking her and telling them when to go harder, slower, faster— deeper. lmfao… i’m thinking i might be the type to want like two play pets. i really do get off on the idea of having two yummy playthings that are subby enough that they’ll do almost anything within their limits to win my favor and approval. and afterwards i get to treat them with such intense affection !!!! <3

#i think the kind of woman i am is like… in my thirties i see myself kinda really liking this dynamic #like— a LOT. i gain a ton of satisfaction from the mere idea of having two very precious cuties that i can take care of #but i really do want to do very simple things too like sit with a glass of wine and watch them fuck each other for my benefit yk #i just love that #and i get to praise on technique and pleasure and form #this sounds so extra like in a controlling way and maybe it is but it’s not about the criticism it’s about the PRAISE #mmm and making them both edge while they fuck each other LMFAOOO like come on how hot is that

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spindlewoed · 2 years

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Look, listen. The smoker on the balcony is obsessed with beauty and the fine arts while Cindy the skull is a contemporary artist all about activism and I need them to interact so badly because they would have THEE most heated art debate of the century. Cindy would eat him alive but that's not the point their back and forth would be legendary you don't even know. Lesbian on gay man violence.

#disco elysium #smoker on the balcony #cindy the skull #also if I can allow myself a bit of indulgence. they both have some issues with the concept of home #cindy with her emphaty check and the smoker with the whole being an immigrant. I could elaborate if anyone cares #THIS close to writing fic except I'm not confident with my prose so if anyone out there wants to take this concept and run #please you have my blessing

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kalmiaclown · 26 days

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Made myself a little reminder to print out and stick up on my bathroom mirror :]

#as much as the thought of habit encouraging me to brush my teeth is helpful on its own #I am FORGETFUL and unfortunately am not thinking about him 24/7 to remind myself to take care of my teeth #so now I can see his handsome face every time I get ready for the day and make myself clean me teeths!#yippeeee!!!!#dr habit #boris habit #dr boris habit #smile for me #smile for me game #s4m #my art

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choccy-milky · 3 months

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now that i have it in person i tried cloras hairclip and I LOVE IT SO MUCHHH💖💖💖 ill probably never actually wear it in my hair BAHAHA but i love having it regardless🙏😭 now i just need to commission myself a seb to go along with it😇😇 (also one of my readers got this commissioned too and AAA??🥹SO COOL!!! I HOPE YOU ALSO LIKE IT WHEN IT ARRIVES/IF IT ALREADY DID💖💖 and thank u again to joinhas/marcia on etsy!!🧎‍��️)

#this is me procrastinating bc i still have to beat the final boss in elden ring LMAO tralala~ lets put on cloras hairclip instead~🥰#i wonder if my reader will actually wear it or if itll also just be a souvenir to them HAHA #if i had thinner hair i might wear it but my hair is so thick that whenever i wear it half-up like this i need elastics plus a clip #and even then i dont trust it LMAO #i aint about to risk this falling out when im walking around BAHAH a hairclip from walmart tho??? sure who cares #also this made me realize how hard it is to take a pic of the back of your head jfc #but it ALSO made me realize that i can now use myself/my own clip as a reference for cloras hairclip from multiple angles WOOOO #im my own 3d reference as usual LOL

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enemywasp · 1 month

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I HATE tiktok and the Internet in general rn for the obsession with "oh this person's smellyyy" "Brother it STINKS over here" "BOO 💧🧼🧽🚿" and stuff like that. I wish I could put into words how demeaning and patronising that whole idea is and people implying anyone they don't like doesn't wash.

For one there's something grating about being insulted in a manner like we're in nursery again. But also WHY is that the go to insult. Why do you associate these things? Especially to those you deem "chronically online". Like I don't want to sound pathetic but it feels so nasty to me.

is it extreme to say this feels tied to ableism? And classism too?

#“take a shower” me sitting here with depression and no will to even move rn. That doesnt make me feel worse or anything #dry to wet change is also evil. and i get decision paralysis a lot and just struggle to motivate myself to do basic human tasks #and thats just me #what about the people with physical disabilities that struggle to find the energy and strength to do these things #And also like environmental factors too?#like kids can be unhygienic cause they arent being cared for and learning properly #people with learning disabilities and neurodiversity too may struggle with not being taught properly as its a “basic thing everyone knows”#people are homeless karen.#people cant afford to wash regularly #people grow up or are forced to live in unhygienic places and surrounded by smokers and alcoholics #people who are smokers and alcoholics and generally people with addiction can smell #people with health issues that cause them to sweat more #Like the list goes on #but idk maybe I'm just sensitive #anti anti #profiction #proship #neurodivergent #cringe culture #ableism #classism

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arttsuka · 27 days

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Based on somewhat real events

I spent way too much time drawing this...

But yeah, Ford finally saying thank you

A continuation (kinda)

#sometimes my skin smells too strongly and I hate it. I wanna crawl up and die. it's not that bad usually #only when I'm already overstimulated #there were 2 times where I was sick and I started crying and almost threw up because the smells were too strong #one time the smell of tge city. the other time it was roasted chicken. I still feel sick when I smell reheated chicken to this day #I'd love to have someone comfort me and rub my back in these moments but 1. I don't want anyone to touch me and #2. I feel like I don't deserve to be touched because it's an inconvenience to others #anyway enough about me. I am now projecting in these characters #I hate drawing their faces so much #gravity falls #stanford pines #ford pines #young stanford pines #stan pines #stanley pines #young stan pines #art #fanart #traditional art #comic #long post #watercolor #forgot to mention but I can't take a shower when the sun is still up except if I was swimming in a pool/sea. no specific reason I just can'#projecting to Ford because Stan would never feel like that :/ oh well #is this cringe? maybe. probably. do I care? no. not really #I'm self diagnosing myself with 'definitely something wrong but not further specified' because this can't be normal #btw sorry if this is disappointing. I tried my best (the first part is pretty neat imo)#wonder if anyone is gonna read all of these tags #is this the worst thing you've seen yet?#teen stan #teen ford

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lieflipsiege · 3 months

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ezmerelda d'avenir you have to stop. You smoke too tough. Your swag too different. Your bitch is too bad. they'll kill you

#curse of strahd #ezmerelda d'avenir #my character is currently in an unseen enemies to the worst crush of his life on her rn #when we came across her she couldn't open van richten's door #but as time went on he got impressed by her #she gave us blueprints to castle ravenloft and he fell in love so bad #varis: we should ask her if she wants to camp with us rather than in her wagon. for. uh. safety #meanwhile ez is like 'i can take care of myself.'#varis recommending the worst first date ever: hey do you want to come kill hags with us #ezmerelda: ...are you mocking me?

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ilovedthestars · 3 months

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for real tho guys can we stop using “he” as the default/generic pronoun for an unspecified Blorbo. can we stop doing that. we’ve moved on from he as default pronoun in every other context by now but we’ve apparently reinvented it in the specific context of fandom posts

#this was not actually prompted by the post I just reblogged #I know that ‘he would not fucking say that’ is just the structure of that meme #it annoys me at times but that’s how memes work and I don’t really care #no this was prompted by a completely different post I saw immediately after that using ‘he’ to refer to a generic character dynamic #and not just that one but allllll the other ones I’ve seen before it #I made a rule for myself like six months ago that I wouldn’t reblog those rotating my blorbo etc posts #if they used exclusively male gendered language #do you know how few of them I have been able to reblog since then??#like 80% of those generic relatable posts talking about how no one is normal about their blorbo or whatever #are about men. and only men.#can we stop #hot takes with stars

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ask-spiderpool · 6 days

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Dear mod. I just wanted to ask how you're doing atm? Are you eating good food and sleeping well?

Oh bless you, anon! Regrettably, neither of those things, no. My appetite has been very poor since my surgery, and I'm more than a little sleep deprived with all the jobs I'm juggling at the moment - buuut... I'm alive. My head is good. My work is good. Always manage to make everyone happy, oh, yes sir, but can't wait to pass out for a whole day and then hang out with some friends. It'll heal me.

#mod speaks #i'm doing some of my best work!#kind of unstoppable at the moment! but. very. very exhausted.#very popular at my new workplace and very popular with the clients at the moment.#but it means when i have spare time it's Solely for A) sleeping and B) spending time with the people i love #oh and C) spending time with the people i love's pets.#very important.#i do miss drawing for myself but it'll happen when i have a quiet patch #but honestly right now i'm enjoying my success. successful career. successful social life...#spiderpool is like.. the third circle in the venn diagram.#i don't think i can have all three. i can only have two at a time.#i'm trying to squeeze in “self care” somewhere in there too. which involves exercising and getting enough sleep.#that one i'm really struggling with at the moment.#i think that one has to take priority over spiderpool too. sighs.

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hinamie · 21 days

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