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I really hope that Tim understands how much of a disservice it would be if he decides to make Eddie's arc about going full Catholic instead of realizing his Catholic upbringing suppressed his sexuality and eventually coming out.
Because if he decided to go that route, what exactly would that show?
Like "Oh, the reason Eddie couldn't maintain a steady relationship with women was because he wasn't religious enough. And now that he is, that won't be an issue anymore!"
That literally makes no sense from a narrative standpoint and it definitely sends a certain message from a realistic standpoint.
#911#911 abc#911 on abc#911 season 8#911 s8#911 s8 speculation#911 speculation#tim minear#eddie dĂaz#911 eddie#gay eddie diaz#I saw some of my mutuals worried that they were going to make Eddie's storyline be about being fully religious instead of coming out#and I also share that fear#not just because I want him to come out#but because I connect to Eddie as a non religious person myself#and having him choose to become reinvested with the religion that gave him so much trauma would definitely be a slap in the face#Eddie coming out as gay is literally the ONLY thing that makes sense#anything other than that would be a disservice to his character#because what then#does that mean chris has to start practicing catholicism with him too?#like I sincerely hope they think this thorugh#because if not...oh boy#ryan guzman
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a redraw of the first drawing i posted here to celebrate the fact that ive been in tumblr for more than a whole year posting my shit and havent deleted my blog in panic yippee \:D/ (mushy rant in tags)
#i realised too late that it has been more than a fuking year (august 9)#and for context: ive had 3 different intagram art accounts and i deleted all 3 of them a few months before creating them. anxiety amiright#here it has been so different bc people are so nice??? it has been a pretty plesant experience here w all of u really#im so glad to have found myself in such a wonderful part of the fandom and amazing mutuals that i never talk to bc im shit w texting#the atention has been overwhelming ngl. i have over 2000 followers which. holy fuck???#it doesnt feel like a real number and for my own sake im nnot gonna treat it as one#like i apreciate the support and ppl liking what i do but im not here to make number go big yk? im here to connect w other humans#and yall have been amazing humans ^^ thank u for all the wonderful tags and comments and the support overall#it has been so cool sharing my art and finding other artist whom i respect oh so very much. some of them even follow me back wtf#i hope to continue being here for as long as i can and keep growing as an artist and sharing that process with other without fear#also my amy redesign actually goes so hard idk why i forgot about it nxnfbcncb#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#amy rose#nov.aart#nov.junk
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introduced my friend to labru an hour ago and they're already funnier about them than i am
#dungeon meshi#labru#for context the conversation would be what would laios draw as kabru's monstersona#and kabru would probably acquiesce to succubus because it's the most humanlike and therefore least revolting monster to picture himself as#when it's transformed anyway lol#would have also accepted shapeshifter but idk the shapeshifter itself is still an animal#there is his childhood fear to consider but i still think even including all that succubus would be the least gross to him#share with me your takes friends
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When worries bring two hearts closer together
#todoroki shoto#bakugou katsuki#todobaku#if you squint#also tododeku and bakudeku if you squint still#this is set during the time Izuku left UA#when no one had any idea where he could be and how to bring him back#Katsuki had no one to talk too no one that understands fully how Izuku works#but maybe there's one person here that share the same sort of fear....#I love exploring todobaku's relationship so much you have no idea#old art#my art
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Welcome back SmallEtho you have been missed
#trafficblr#wildlife#wild life#life series#life smp#grian#ethoslab#etho#smalletho#we will never leave the trenches I fear#actually paused grian’s ep to make this I was possessed#“little etho” I about had a heart attack#boat boys#the one duo to rule us all#also kudos to Etho for immediately joining up with god#(just for god to refuse to share the secrets but good try)#we expect nothing less from The Minecraft YouTuber (TM)#anyways everyone go watch the new series#ITS HERE BOYS
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O'saa doodle page cuz ive been playing as him and having him on my party a lot and hes just the coolest
#fear and hunger#fear and hunger termina#funger#fear and hunger 2#fear and hunger o'saa#o'saa#yellow mage#nas'hrah#mastermind#mastermind fear and hunger#samarie#samarie fear and hunger#i hc them to be having a lot of stupid mental talks with eachother that no one else knows abt#they be just looking at eachother in silence while having the mental argument of the century#o'saa is so fucking funny i love this guys#graaa#also edit cuz i know ive been posting a lot lately and i dont really know tumblr's etiquette in regards to posting💔💔 do if someone could#please tell me if its better to organize my doodles in a big post instead of sharing them as i do em#id apreciate it a lot
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"I'm in this orange-themed room. It's supposed to represent an underground tunnel. I play a recluse in this story. Someone building their own world, digging tunnels, and staying hidden inside them. Going outside can feel a bit scary. Being out in society can give you anxiety and fear, but in your own space you can feel secure and at ease. I've reflected on those feeling, which inspired this song. Nevertheless, society isn't as scary as it seems. There are a lot of amazing things out there and lots of ways to help tackle challenges. That's the message behind this video. Through this music video, i hope to inspire you to step out bravely [into the world]. Don't forget, mansae ('yay')!" - Onew [from '만세' MV behind]
#shinee#onew#lee jinki#dailyshinee#kpopccc#smsource#speakofgifs#ksoloists#malegroupsnet#i LOVE the idea behind this song and mv <33 it's a message rly worth sharing (especially something to reflect on in my own life i tend to b#a recluse). I'm super glad he's come to love the world and not fear it and he's so clearly happy with his life. legit cannot put into words#how over the moon i am about that <3#also a little secret: i had a version of this posted with him popping out of the chimney - that was the original concept lol going from#underground to pop out the chimney but... i looked back at it a lil while later :')) it was so phallic im so sorry to anyone who saw that i#promise i didn't notice at first i swear it omg. so here's the rated Everyone version that isn't stupid to look at (rip) :)#lastly shout out to the magic of editing: look at him giving himself a 'lil cheer for a moonwalk well done it's killing me this is so funny
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We are interrupting our regularly scheduled program to bring you a snippet of a potential ZoSan undercover as a married couple fic:
(Timeline wise shoehorned in sometime shortly after the timeskip, before the Strawhats make it back into the news big time.)
(People need saving from a exclusive circle of nobility, but most of the Stawhats have already been seen around the island, so the lot ends up on Zoro and Sanji to try get in posing as a freshly married couple on their honeymoon to try get more information.)
[after coming up with the plan and Zoro and Sanji hesitantly agreeing]
Robin: "You seem a little stressed, Cook-san."
Sanji, chain-smoking his third cigarette: "I'm fine, I'll do this… I just… I don't like lying about something as significant as marriage, alright? I know it's stupid, but that's just how I am."
Luffy, perking up from where one might have thought he wasn't paying attention at all: "Oi, Sanji, promise to protect Zoro?"
Sanji, puffing out smoke: "Obviously, the Marimo would get lost within all of two seconds without me having his back."
Luffy: "Good! Now, Zoro--!"
Zoro, already rising to the bait: "Oi, if anyone is protecting anyone, I'll be guarding your lanky ass, shit cook!"
Luffy, laughing: "Alright, then as the captain of this ship I hereby pronounce you married!"
Zoro:
Sanji:
Robin: "Oh my, congratulations!"
Brook: bursts into song
Luffy, grinning at Sanji: "See, now it's not a lie anymore, so you don't have to feel bad about calling Zoro your husband."
Zoro: "LUFFY!!! YOU CAN'T JUST--"
Sanji: wordlessly walks off to get ready for the mission
Usopp: "Wait, wait!" runs after Sanji, grabbing his wrist
Sanji: stares
Usopp, sweating nervously: "Need your ring size…"
Sanji: staring intensifies
Usopp, scurrying off as quickly as humanly possible: "Wedding gift!"
Luffy, in the distance, still being yelled at by Zoro: "Too bad we don't have time to celebrate, I really want some wedding cake… :("
#zosan#yes hello obviously i ship these idiots too#sanji actually makes use of his experiences on momoiro island and crossdresses for the sake of the mission#he's scary good at it too but no one asks for fear of sanji in a gorgeous dress kicking their heads off#maybe i have iva put them onto that mission in the first place simply because i think that would be funny#zoro is very confused but he won't have anyone claim he isn't treating his wife? husband? right even if its just for this mission#there's bed sharing; accidental cuddling; show kisses that feel too good; so so many endearments...#also zoro smoking with sanji because 'no fair woman of this status would ever be seen smoking moss head!'#zoro lighting one of sanji's cigarettes: 'you are a good wife indulging your new husband's bad vices then'#just zoro treating sanji every bit like he would a genuine partner and being stupidly endearing as he does#roronoa zoro#black leg sanji#monkey d. luffy#nico robin#one piece usopp#strawhat pirates#fake marriage#or is it?#one piece
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rtc incorrect quotes, except they're things that my strange online family (affectionate) have said
feat. @abreathingrock, @milozrottinginhell and @1nd3c1s1ve (the other person doesn't have a tumblr yet, to my knowledge, but if/when they get one i'll tag them too)
#apologies that there are so many ocean and so few constance/jane/etc lol#i fear we just say things with ocean vibes the most#i'm sorry that incorrect quotes are just like. my thing now lol#i made these and then was encouraged to share them on tumblr :)#also yes the karnak one is in reference to him saying 'rizz'#ride the cyclone#rtc#rtc incorrect quotes#bagel thoughts#ocean o'connell rosenberg#the amazing karnak#misha bachynskyi#noel gruber#talia bolinska#constance blackwood#ricky potts#penny lamb#jane doe rtc#perfectdolls#(<- the quote for that was in reference to that other post i made lol)#mishalia#mischalia#<- technically kinda maybe?#idk i'll tag it anyway
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sellllllll it's meeeeee. hehehehehehehehehhehe
so for ur writing exercises.... deku + light? please? pretty please?
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heheh heheh hehe niku. this will be the death of me. me writing izuku for the first time 🥲 i will only do this for you </3
contains: established relationship, spoilers for the end of the manga, aged up deku but sometime in between the final outcome (he doesn't get the h*** s*** from bakugo yet), mentions of sex and scars
deku + light
izuku only sleeps with the lights off.
it isn't uncommon; many people you know can't sleep with even just a sliver of light turned on somewhere in the room. but the difference with izuku, you learn, is not that he's unable to stand the light―it's that he refuses to.
you quickly pick up on it the first few times he sleeps over.
he fidgets in bed, pretty badly, actually. the nightlight you sleep with glows a warm yellow, illuminating the side of your face and coating him in its afterglow. you chalk it up to nerves, how he pulls at his sleeves and adjusts his position constantly; he is, after all, one of the most anxious people you know.
and this relationship―it's new. heck, even you feel a little jittery with his arm wrapped around you.
the rhythmic tapping on your hip only increases pace. you don't think he realizes it, so your hand gently reaches for his, intertwining your fingers as you turn around in his arms.
he's close, nearly touching you nose-to-nose; the proximity leaves you fuzzy, a little ticklish, so you giggle, a soft "oops," as the freckles dusting his face almost glisten under the warm light.
"hi," you whisper, meeting his eyes; they stare back at you wide in surprise, "can't sleep?"
he looks almost guilty at your question, as if you’ve caught him with the one thing he's been trying to keep from you.
"just—" his voice comes out louder than intended, prompting him to chuckle nervously as he readjusts his volume, "just winding down, sorry."
you inch closer, nuzzling his nose lightly, "it's okay."
"did i wake you?" he asks, cheeks flushing pink as his eyebrows furrow in immediate concern. his expression is something caught between stifling a grin and feeling sorry.
you shake your head against the pillow you share, strands of your hair tangling with his. "just winding down," you tease, watching as his gaze turns softer, eyelids drooping heavier.
sometimes, you think, izuku holds the world in his eyes―a deep, dark green, the color of life. most times, they look at you with wonderment, bright and alive; photos from inko tell you they're the eyes of his inner child.
on nights like this one, however, they hide a depth in them weighted by what you can only assume is time, and all that has happened to him in such a short span of it.
you try your best to understand what lies beneath them, knowing full well he'll never tell you outright what truly bothers him.
"is it the light?" you bring up, some time after laying in silence.
"hm?" he clarifies.
"do you have a hard time sleeping with the nightlight?"
his eyes widen briefly once more, as if shocked that you've caught him again. these split second reactions are ones you've learned to be attentive to when it comes to izuku.
"no," he tries to lie, but you know better as you turn to your nightstand and reach for its switch, "you don't–"
"it was hurting my eyes," you quickly make up an excuse, tucking yourself closer under his chin as you cut off his attempt to deny it again.
finding out that the light was the problem was the easy part—
you'd begun to notice much earlier on that izuku was barely rested on the nights he'd spend at your place. it was only when your old nightlight broke that you began to notice him waking up much later than you did, groggily rousing from a deep sleep.
—what was hard, was figuring out why.
at first, you suspected it was his scars.
"s-sorry, it's not—" he'd warned you, right as your hands gripped the hem of his shirt the first time you were about to have sex, "—it's not nice."
you didn't care though; you still don't care, and you've made that abundantly clear to him since. you love izuku and all his parts―all the nicks and jaggedy pieces of skin that make up who he is.
when you eventually ask him about it, with a request that he be honest with you for once, he tells you that it is and it isn't―the reason why he exclusively sleeps with the lights off, that is.
it's an odd, comforting relationship he has with his body—that he is simultaneously grateful and sorry for how its become a canvas, both painted and marred to symbolize japan’s historic last stand.
you find out the real reason when you catch him staring at his hands.
he does it often, when he thinks you aren't looking—his fists bunched up in the same way he used to watch the power of one for all course through his fingertips; the same way he used to prepare them in battle.
there’s a faraway look in his eyes that lingers, you notice—a little wistful if anything.
“do you miss it?” you finally ask. he gives you the same shocked look he does every time, as if he’s been caught with a secret he’s been trying to hide.
he’s learned a fair bit about you now, too, though—lying to you is futile when you’ve perfected reading his truth. he stares at his fists again as you take a seat beside him, moving to give you space. you rest your head on his shoulder gently, waiting.
“sometimes,” he admits, but you know it’s an understatement.
“i think about the vestiges a lot. i miss them the most, i think,” he continues, clenching his fists tightly, “i always try to reach out to them, but i guess it doesn’t work that way.”
“i… i try to replicate the right conditions every night, but…” then he lets go, stretching his fingers out wide. the scars on the surface ripple through his skin, telling its own story.
you hum, acknowledging what he means. silence sits with the two of you as you take his hand in yours, slowly unfurling his fingers until his palm reveals itself to you. it’s rough to the touch, seasoned with hard work and all that he’s been through.
“is that why you prefer the dark?” you ask softly, after some time.
it's not often that you stay up later than izuku does. when you do though, you catch him shifting in bed, moving from side-to-side. you pretend you aren't awake, but you hear him mumble their names, dwindling in volume as he dozes off to sleep.
he stares at his palm for a moment before he admits quietly, "yeah." his brows furrow as if contemplating whether to say more, but he shakes his head, dark green strands swaying to the beat of his embarrassed chuckle, "nevermind, it's silly."
"it's not."
you intertwine your fingers, sandwiching his hand between yours. a slight sheen glosses over his eyes as he tilts his head up to look at you. he draws in a breath, before it spills over.
"it's..." he finds the words, and you squeeze his hand in comfort, "it's easier to believe it was all real when the lights are out, and that maybe it can happen again."
#deku x reader#izuku x reader#midoriya x reader#bnha x reader#shotorus.workbook#it is here ! the first time ive ever written izuku ! i hope u like it niku !#idt i'll ever feel like anything i write of him will be enough but i tried !#SPOILERS FOR MANGA ENDING PLS DONT READ AHEAD#some stuff abt the blurb: i see this happening in the time between him losing ofa and before getting the suit from bakugo#so somewhere between when hes teaching#and i think its a lot of complex feelings ― he's happy he did what he had to do but is also mourning the loss of something he once had#i don't think i can ever convey that feeling fully but i hope i at least managed to touch on it here with him !#i see this as like . the period in his life where he's transitioning out of something he once knew into smth else entirely#i also hc reader to be his colleague (like a teacher or smth) but anyone closely related to the job would work !#really just someone who has a base level understanding of what he went through but doesnt know everything#which is why they're still trying to learn all these things abt him and read him better#and also why he tries to hide a lot of things from them still / is hesitant to share in fear of scaring them away smth like that !#thats all i can think of for now but ill let u know if i have other thoughts on this later on ! hehe#hope u enjoy niku !#ask#rep#ask game answered#most nervewracking experience of my LIFE writing him#stellamancer#niku.🥩
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woah!! new guys for the superhero au?? meet our other two heroes!
dianne zelenov, more commonly known as miss morph, shapeshifter extraordinaire, is a much more well-established hero, having been in the business for years at this point. she prides her identity as a hero, embracing the celebrity that comes with it...and perhaps the most annoying part about it is that it's deserved. she's fought the syndicate multiple times over, and tends to dismiss and treat solarflare as a naive upstart. sol's idealism clashes a lot with morph's more tactical (and maybeee just a bit arrogant) approach to fighting crime, so they nearly always butt heads when they team up, and have formed a bit of a rivalry as a result. though, deep down, morph really does respect sol, and is secretly grateful that sol's there to counter and challenge her worldview: one that's largely become cynical due to all the years in the hero business. NOT that she'd ever admit it.
and you can't possibly mention morph without mentioning felix murphy, her, uh...sidekick? assistant? weird roommate? no one's really sure what to call him, but he's an old friend of morph's who provides help from behind the scenes with his handy-dandy D.R.E.A.M. console. he can provide intel by hacking into syndicate files, keep track of info received from morph's previous battles, contact other heroes if things get dicey for morph solo, and also provide completely unnecessary live commentary via holo-screen while morph fights crime. and, sure, maybe with his tech prowess he could go out and fight himself, but also, are you crazy? he doesn't have any powers! it's way safer for him to provide from the sidelines. he's been doing so for years...and especially so ever since the syndicate popped back up three years ago. with solarflare and kuiper on the scene now, too, will our heroes finally have the upper hand? and what would that even mean for them?
next up...who exactly are the supervillains in this infamous syndicate, and why have they come back after supposed defeat? only time will tell...
(check out context for joy, sadness, and anxiety in this au here!)
#SOOO excited to share these two i'm really happy with morph's design >:)#she is soooo silly in this au. and also has a ton of baggage BUT WELL we'll get to that. she's silly :)#also wow have i seriously never drawn disear until now. i'm sorry bisexuals#inside out 2#inside out#inside out disgust#inside out fear#disear#disgust x fear#fashion disaster#inside out joy#inside out sadness#inside out au#superhero au#sketchbook#once again feel free to tag anything else here as ship LOL....i kinda think sol and morph have. Something goingon. whatever the hell it is.
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Should I... post character ref sheets...
#I spent so long making them it would be silly to never share them#but also they're not what I'm confident creating soooo#I am still Nervous#ya girl still gets the “but what if it's not good and I'm made fun of for drawing bad” fears#I have worked hard to get good at the art I make#and literal realism is not that art#so they Could Be Better#but I also love my blorbos and want to sharrrrre#I love furry's culture with OCs... it's my culture... BUT THE SHAME!#OCs#original characters
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Im so normal about this episode i promise
#g/t#giant/tiny#i fear i have so many thoughts and not that many people to share with so im going insane#i calucated it also he turned 32ft that episode which was twice the height he was in ep 1
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personal redemption with not liking any of the art ive made for this story with a composition thats actually working out okay
#dungeon meshi spoilers#oughhh dungeon lord lore my beloved....blythe would ALSO fold like a lawn chair i get it#dunmeshi is a story that genuienly is one of my favourites and some characters hold such a special spot in my heart#its my own feelings that ihavent seen expressed anywhere else like falin constantly eating alone and wanting to share a meal with marcille#or mithruns lack of direction with wanting anything and /needing/ others#marcilles fears of having to move on from others deaths. multiple parts of the manga brought me to tears#in fact im tearing up writing this - THIS STORY WAS SO GOOD T_T#seeing it animated made me fall inlove with it again...i should reread it
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arts and doodle dump
Here we have a claus/masked man reference sheet yippee
Some ow
Here is a sketch of lucas when he gets mistook as the commander. Although In this case, it VERY VERY clearly is not him with claus' face and arm in such a condition. It annoys me really bad, someday I will finally think up a good reason they would manage to mix the two up. But until then logic shall be thrown out the window for plots sake.
Kuanotr and a goofy
Stickynote doodles I like
I haven't posted barely anything in a good while, as my artstyle started changing, and it was in an awkward stage between this and the brightly colored animationy one, but I finally feel like its settled down enough where I can draw comfortably again, SO EXPECT MORE FREQUENT ART POSTINGS I have good stuff cooking as we speak 🤲
#i also wanna try to start sharing more sketches#no one will ever understand my very detailed and thought out mother 3 intrepretations if i only share a few finished artworks#also do not fear my animation artstyle is still in existence and isn't going anywhere#mother 3#lucas#earthbound#mother series#my art#claus#claus mother 3#masked man
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Out of curiosity sake… have you drawn our man Marvel Ryuji- I mean Sabertooth?
i think the absolute funniest thing about this ask is i planned for my last rgg drawing To Be Of ryuji and sabertooth cause i couldnt Not think of the design similarities
evidently i never drew that so For You my friend i give you a quick vic :]
#xmen#xmen comics#victor creed#sabertooth#snap sketches#i love sabertooth ... a bonafide hater and a pure menace to society there is no redeeming that good god#see my reasons for favorites range. its either some deep meaning or simply Hes A Menace And Thats Horrifying But Fun To Watch#also his design's just fun. i do love claws and fur and teeth i fear .. and i repeat aforementioned extreme villainy#BUT FR i had a few concept sketches for ryuji + sabertooth stuff but i just never finished it. didnt have the juice#but i like drawin sabertooth so again !!!! i give one to you my friend thank you for givin me an excuse to draw him again an share it
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