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AITA for not liking our hosts idea :I
Okay here's some context
In homeroom (we're in high school) this guy asked us if we had a partner (saw us holding hands with our best friend) and when we said no he proceeded to say "I think I like you" (and then the class ended so we didn't get to talk about it deeper) and ...oh boy
It's not like he's bad or wrong or anything but I don't think this would be a good decision for us??? We're very unstable (look at our past relationship and tell us we're not) + hiding the fact we have DID (idk how well he'd be able to take it yet) is gonna be painful
And the host (obsessed with love) is very enthusiastic about this and thinks he's found the Love of his life. :I
So AITA for thinking this???
nta bc if ur host is in love with the idea of a relationship rather than a relationship w this person, i deadass agree 😭😭 //
#am i the alter#endos dni#actually traumagenic#did system#dissociative identity disorder#did osdd#did alter#did community
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I'm as grateful for cellphones as the next person, but sometimes I think about how everyone having a phone on them at all times really did cause us to loose some things as a society. I mean - for example, kids these days will never experience their car breaking down and needing to find the nearest place with a phone they can use. They're never going to have the opportunity to tentatively approach a house only to discover that it's full of queer people having a party hosted by a transvestite to celebrate his creation of a sex homunculus, stay the night, and loose their virginity while unintentionally partaking in cannibalism. It's tragic, that kind of gay sexual awakening just doesn't happen these days because of cellphones.
#do i have actual legitimate thoughts on how cell phones have altered the fabric of society in both positive and negative ways?#yes.#am i making a dumb joke about rocky horror picture show instead of articulating the complex cultural changes wrought by their ubiquity?#also yes.#in which i say things
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mini malevolent meme dump
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#john doe#arthur lester#mv liveblog#the nemesis speaks#if you look closely you can see me making minor alterations to my john design (Fucking Again)#i am legally not allowed to spend too long on dumb joke art so i need to just post these and go to bed already#''did you just use this as an excuse to draw arthur in the ghost trick death pose'' yes. i will never stop. it will always be funny to me#blood tw#nemesis art
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je n'ai pas peur, je suis née pour faire ça
#fate grand order#jeanne d'arc#jeanne alter#jalter#fgo#fanart#i will always support a vegenful joan darc even if the real historical figure was very much accepting of her fate#although one just wonders if she was really. idk i think about joan darc a bit too often compared to the normal person#it disappointed me that in fate jeanne alter is just an oc with jeannes name instead of being like#a manifestation of jeannes anger and betrayal (which are completely justified given the circumstances)#anyways#the caption means “i am not afraid; i was born to do this” in shitty french probably
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tag yourself: intrepid heroes' alter emos as ppl who went to my public high school
#i'm sorry but also i couldn't not frfr#also this is NOT a reflection upon any of the real people in this show#i am most like emy lee and i am ashamed of it#literally i would be 15 minutes late to school every day then do my makeup#but the quote real? unquote emy lee was cooler than me#fhjy#d20 fhjy#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy shitpost#intrepid heroes#d20#fh#also murph's alter emo looks so much like one of my shit exes#sorry murph you don’t deserve how savage yours is#tbh the references are soooo early 2010s but i am proud of some of them#and if no one gets any of them all of the skin will wither from my bones#tag urself
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👨👨👦👦
#wangji goes jiiiiiiiiiii#yes i altered the ages im allowed to do that bc i am the god of my canvas#nielan#nie bros#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#nie huaisang#nie mingjue#lan xichen#lan wangji#mine
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For me being in a qpr lately is like. No we're not dating. Yes this is my boyfriend isn't he great and lovely and handsome aren't I lucky. No I don't want anyone to mistake us for romantic partners. Yes I want to marry him. No we're not "just friends". Yes I don't want people to think our friendship matters less than our love. No I don't care what people think. Yes I want you to know that we're each other's and each other's alone. No I've never had a crush on him. Yes, I love him with all my heart and soul.
#i could go on#i am so in love with this ridiculous boy#alterous attraction#queerplatonic relationship#queerplatonic#<<<this is how i love him but also so much more#aroace#queerplatonic partner#queerplatonic boyfriend#qpr#alterous#lgbtqia+#qpp#love#transgender#boyfriend#acearo#demisexual#asexual#asexuality#aromantic#demiromantic#demialterous#alterous yearning#alterous relationship#platonic marriage#queerplatonic marriage
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The Dellamortes
#Rook being denied her stupid ass pointy Tevinter mage shoes made her almost leave him at the alter#something something rook you know nothing about fashion leave this to the antivans#but also she would’ve had 0 interest in planning it I know her ass showed up to her own wedding like a modern groom does#just shows up 0 input#the wedding portrait is FINALLYYYY here#when I tell u I redesigned rooks dress 1000 times#I was fighting with making it Tevinter styled because she’s a Mercar rook but then I was like no no she’s marrying into a crow family those#mf’s would GLUE feathers to her if they could#also do love the idea of them both being like do we have to wear white I don’t think anyone is thinkin the god killers r pure pious virgins#of course you have to wear white I SAID SO DAMNIT#dragon age veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age#rookanis#lucanis x rook#datv#rook#lucanis dragon age#rook mercar#rook dragon age#I was tryna keep it ‘humble’ cause chantry but also the antivans….. do not do humble#also I wonder if Rook Mercar saw a woman leading the chant and was like w hat the fuck#cause imperial chantry#also the idea that illario was at the wedding??? I know my rook was PISSSED#also so funny to think lucanis was desperate to leave his own wedding because p arty ugh#I know this is so much yapping but I just have so many feelings about their wedding lol#Vivienne Rook Mercar#well Vivienne Rook DELLAMORTE NOW BOYS AM I RIGHT HAHAHA#I just know lucanis would’ve heard the chantry mother say ‘do you Vivienne take this man’ and he would’ve been like#who the fuck is Vivienne
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screw it. im posting this too
#autoresponder#alter ego#hs#homestuck#danganronpa#danganronpa thh#can u tell im on a chihiro zine project rn#lovisas art#why do i keep posting at like 9 am? its bc im bored at work and want attention#lil hal
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Honestly at this point when Netflix cancels a show it’s an assurance of quality
#Netflix#1899#santa clarita diet#warrior nun#inside job#sense8#the oa#midnight club#tv#glow#altered carbon#mind hunter#the get down#first kill#lockwood netflix#lockwood and co#the society#i am not okay with this#midnight gospel#Disney
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she might've dyed it black but the pink is still showing���
#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#that's my opinion on the trailer#you guys have no idea how actually insane i am#I. LOVE. VI.#I'M. FUCKING. SCARED.#i fucking love this design#i dont care what anyone says#rip to the time i black boxdyed my hair#the urge to do it all over again now is insane#me being an adult is dangerous cuz i WILL alter my appearance for a hyperfixation and nobody can stop me#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane fanart#vi#arcane vi#vi fanart#league of legends vi#arcane season 2 fanart#arcane s2#fanart#art#my art
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— PINNED POST !!
Hello there! This is a spoof on the original AITA, specifically for alters / system drama. Are you wondering if you’re the asshole between two bickering alters? Are you someone who spent all of your money on the Sonic Collection despite your protector telling you No? Come here and spill your guts out and let strangers decide your fate!! ;P
(None of this is serious nor takes precedence over your own system communication or actual therapy. It’s just a silly joke guys, c’mon now.)
— HOW IT WORKS?
Using the ask button, anonymously (for your / your system safety, put it as anonymous), tell your story & have others (and maybe the mods, depending on whose online) answer honestly!
People will probably reply with NTA (Not an asshole), YTA (You’re an asshole), NSH (Nobody Sucks Here) or ESH (Everybody Sucks Here)! They may provide reasoning for this, they may not.
— EXTRA !!
- Typing quirks will be translated for anyone who may be using a screen reader. (We MIGHT get stuff wrong, for the record)
- While not easy to reinforce, this is NOT a endo friendly tumblr. I’ll still laugh at you and add your drama to the list, but I doubt you want to be somewhere that doesn’t see you as a real system.
- There’s only like 3 mods, you’ll be able to tell whose who pretty quickly. We’d rather not go into the details, so we’ll put it at were traumagenic & and an adult! :3
- This isn’t a vent / extreme help blog! We suggest if there’s INTENSIVE problems, please consult a professional!
- For this (^^) reason, we’re not going to let people ‘claim’ anons! Hope that’s okay :3
#not a submission#am i the alter#did system#did osdd#did alter#endos dni#traumagenic system#actually traumagenic#dissociative identity disorder
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Interview With The Vampire – 2.03: No Pain
#interview with the vampire#userbbelcher#cinematv#filmtvcentral#smallscreensource#dailyflicks#userstream#userrobin#usermandie#userclara#cinemapix#tvarchive#filmtvtoday#alivedean#usergayppl#usersource#chewieblog#sam and assad sharing a screen together has altered my brain chemistry#i need 5-10 business days to recover#I AM ALIVE#iwtv spoilers
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I think it would really benefit people to internalize that mental illnesses are often chronic and not acute. Some of us will never be able to jump the hurdle of managing illness, much less sustaining a sense of normalcy. Many of us will never "recover," will never manage symptoms, will never even come close to appearing normal - and this is for any condition, even the ones labeled as "simple" disorders or "easy-to-manage" disorders.
It isn't a failure if you cannot manage your symptoms. It isn't a moral failure, and you aren't an awful person. You are human. There's only so much you can do before recognizing that you cannot lift the world. Give yourself the space to be ill because, functionally, you are.
#mental health#mental health advocacy#like... anxiety and depression are often concieved of as simple and easy to manage...#...but that isn't the case for so many of us. anxiety and depression just have a lot more research invested into them...#...and while i wish this were the case for literally every other condition it does alter people's perception of you to some extent...#...so while this is NOT solely about anxiety or depression it includes us...#...my anxiety and depression and PTSD have *destroyed* my life. this is chronic and will probably be life-long...#...and that isn't my fault. i've done the fucking work but guess what? that doesn't account for the fact that I Am Just ILL#the least we can do for each other is to be compassionate#be compassionate to those who cannot heal. be compassionate to the people who can't manage their lives. this world is scary enough#recognize that management of symptoms is something not all of us can do - even IF their condition is labeled as 'easy to manage'#i allowed myself to feel angry that i can't heal 'normally' and that was unfair as fuck toward myself#and i NEED people to internalize this so that MAYBE this could help somebody else who is where i was#i NEED them to understand that it's okay that they are where they are - sometimes shit just doesn't turn out how you expect or want#don't beat yourself over you being a person. you are struggling enough. you deserve to rest. just rest please#and just... give yourself space
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I SUPPORT WOMENS WRONGS 🗣🗣🗣
#apex legends#apex#alter#apex alter#woman .#sorry no post for a while cons last month beat my ass and now i gotta move house maybe twice in the next few motnhs and im stress!!!!!#charm order deadline tomorrow that i wanna draw two more falin charms for (teehee) but could not bring myself to work on it today#<--- instead of brain there is alter#REALLY liked the trailer art style it was so tasty i am thrilled we got an off the shits hot deranged chinese legend !!!!!!!!#YIPPEE#ok its past my bedtime#goodnight#wait#my art#jus a doodle tho
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i always tell the girls, never take it seriously; if ya never take it seriously, ya never get hurt, ya never get hurt, ya always have fun💕
#me#selfie#Almost Famous altered my brain chemistry in a way i cannot explain.#penny lane is me & i am her
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