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CHAPTER TWO | The Scientific Method
FORGETTABLE-AU (page 73-77)
* His brother is annoying.
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#alahskwj FINALLY#okay so I HAD TO DO HALF OF THE COLORING AND SOME LINEART ON MY TABLET AND IT WAS SOO ANNOYING#BUT!!! I FINISHED!#akshwkdjwj#SAANSS#I missed making him talk with lowercase#It feels like a crime making him use proper capitalization sometimesđđđđ#just wanna clarify#Flowey knows Sans but Sans doesn't know Flowey#Flowey used to reset a LOT when it came to him so#in Sans memory he only know Flowey from that one time he tried to steal their souls and from what Papyrus has told him#He doesn't really trust the guy but#He does trust Papyrus#Flowey is so funny#He is SO bad at not sounding suspicious LMAOO#dumb#I don't know how Sans is using sunglasses eitherđ€©#he's trying to enjoy the sun#he spends a lot of time there lol#QKWGWKDJ#So glad the comic is back but I am SO BUSY rn#I think the next pages might come late too.....#forgettable-au#forgettable-au-comic#undertale au#undertale#sans#flowey#sans undertale#undertale comic
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@forgettable-au FAN ANIMATION ! LOUD NOISE WARNING!
*What was it all for�
Song: Vishnu <3 by Peter Cat Recording Co.
âŠokay.
The main inspiration for thisâŠcan be summed up with I LOVE HOW SAD THIS CONCEPT IS. BUT i also adore how WEIRD it is.
This whole thing must be pretty weird and creepy for the characters right??? Like- we dont know for certain what EXACTLY is gonna happen, but we know for a fact that Wingdings finds out hes in a game, then kills himself so he can be closer with god-
THATS PRETTY WEIRD đđ also sad but we can ignore that for now
I also experimented a tad with this in working with silence, so timing things at my own pace! It was really hard! I HAD SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!!
But, time for my FAVORITE PARTâŠ.ANALYSIS!!!
DISCLAIMER: some things stated as fact havenât been said in the blog/arent canon to the au itself, just my animation/theories/interpretation, cause iâm silly and headcanoning :3
TITLE:
The proper title ive given this is âTo Youâ which means 2 different and very vague things. What happened to you? and sending a message like âthis is To Youâ.
In that case, âyouâ is whichever version of Papyrus/Wingdings/Gaster you want- Its not exactly clear which version of him means âyouâ which is kinda the point. The lines blur together sometimesâŠ
But yeah, Gaster/crazy WD sends messages TOO himself so theyâre âTo Youâ
CONTEXT
Wingdings has JUST turned himself into Gaster. Ignore how impossible Sans interacting with him in this moment is, and just hear me out on the angst possibilities-
SCENE 1
As Sans approaches the mess- Gaster is encased in shadow, and looks at him. Expression not telling much- just looking blankly. Doesnât even look like heâs alive⊠just⊠moving. Also the eye thats open, is just a slit. because- perspective. BUT I also had fun putting that there and going hehehehe it looks like WD/Papyrusâ eye
Sans approaches, and getting engulfed in the shadow, leaving the light.
His expression here was REALLY fun and REALLY hard to draw. Angry? maybe. stunned and terrified? DEFINITELY.
In this context (that doesnât have a lot to go off of with the comics, YET) Sans knows that this was all very much intentional. He absolutely does not want to be angry, and is certainly only feeling it subconsciously.
But⊠he wanted so badly to understand, and enter his brother world. But now, Sans is just⊠Baffled. Hes like âwhat the fuck did you do???â
SCENE 2
Gaster continues to look blank. Looking up at Sans as he approaches, encasing him in even more shadow.
Sansâ hand reaches to Gasters face. From Sansâ perspective, his intentions are like checking for a pulse. Not literally ofc cause pulses arent on our face- but like, feeling for him. For a sign that something is there. (Itâs also meant to be something motherly/comforting)
But then, Gaster leans into the touch, somewhat reciprocating this wordless âive got youâ gesture. Thatâs what makes Sans go from Terrified to just purely grief stricken. His brother is still alive. And he loves him.
But this form wont last for longâŠFor universe fixing screw ups reasons :D đ
SCENE 3
Gaster then opens his eyes, revealing hes even still got eye lights available for him. Thats what just SHATTERS the dam, and Sans embraces him suddenly.
SCENE(S) 4
Then, the âresetâ happens, Gaster is gone, and Papyrus appears in place of Wingdings in his bed.
Nothing is boiling to add to a âfrozen in terrorâ feeling!
Now- drawing all of the differences between the past and present rooms. DESTROYED ME. i HAD SO MUCH FUN BUT I ALSO CRIED đ There are no thank-you letters to santa, no racecar bed, no silly bone painting, no action figures, just BORING
I also wanted to keep everything monochromatic, so ofc weâve got black and white for the void/Gaster, blue for Sans, red for Papyrus, and purple for Sans and Papyrus together.
The tape recorder and lab coat are still greyscale though cause Wingdings still has SOME of his stuff lying around. But the tapes are indecipherable, and Papyrus threw out that lab coat the first chance he got. It gave him the absolute worst feeling, worse than anything heâs ever experienced.
Something I also really enjoy is the fact that the dress shirts were still technically Wingdingsâ but theyâre red for Papyrus. The lab coat is the only real WINGDINGS thing that Papyrus wants absolutely no part in. Some things that were Wingdingsâ are now Papyrusâ cause :Dđ
in place of the bone painting are just family photos that I also have extra to say about. Someday I wanna make a comic of what happened to those/what I think would happen to em.
One day Papyrus is like âHEY UH- SANS! THESE PHOTOS! I DONâT LIKE LOOKING AT THEM! CAN WE NOT!?â Aka, he doesnât remember these things happening/these photos being taken⊠BUT THEYRE PHOTOS OF HIM.
So he just feels really uncomfortable looking at memories he should reasonably remember, but doesnât at all- and Sans gets that. But he keeps em in his drawer. Then! they hung up the bone thing in place of it cause SILLY!
But the family photos, I still had fun with. From left to right theyre a photo of Semi with the twins, the twins as baby bones, then as slightly older kids, then WDs graduation photo.
CONCLUSION!
This entire thing was so much fun, and I feel iâve really grown as an artist over the process of experimenting and not being knocked down by annoying setbacks,
Also, as usual, Works In Progressâ plus extra behind the scenes stuff will be posted shortly after this!! YIPPEEE!!! HAPPY NIGHTMARES!!!!!
OHHHH ALSO EXTRA ART!!!
âARENâT THEY BEAUTIFUL?â
That silly moment when your clone is really weirdly obsessed with stars and enthusiastically holds your eye sockets open to show you them
#wingdings loves his brother ( biggest plot twist)#dunno if hes even lucid in this#just that its instinct and subconscious emotions guiding him rn-#poor sans dudes đ#he just wanted the best for his brother#massive L on Gasters part ngl#massive L on Wingdingsâ part ngl#MASSIVE W FOR PAPYRUS#CAUSE WHEN HAS HE EVER DONE WRONG??? Dont ansewr that#when i catch you sunsestart when i catch you#wingdings stop please#i am incredibly excited to see the finality of forgettable au undertale wingdings electric boogaloo#wingdings please stop#gaster undertale#gaster wingdings#goopy wingdings#my favorite part of making this was when#uhmmmm#uh#uhhhhhhhhh#forgetâŠ#uhhhhhh
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the answer is, even if anyone notices, nobody cares. they never have. and. at this point i doubt they ever will.
but does anyone notice?
but does anyone care?
#dont rb#sigh#ghost talk#lyrics#im just so tired of begging for anyone to care about me#my friends and siblings say they care. they act like maybe they do when we are around each other in person.#but other than that. nobody checks on me. nobody texts me first.#this year has been so hard for me. has anyone asked me how im doing though?#has anyone ever#despite saying i have all these friends. we never talk#we.#im so tired#why do i have to be the one to check on and take care of everyone#hey how are you havent heard from you in awhile. etcetera#radio silence.#why why why why why why why#what is so wrong with me that people cant just#am i that bad#am i that. forgettable.#does nobody really care#does anyone notice?#i know they can see. i know that do see#but even then. why am i always left. alone#im so tired of being alone#im so lonely and i just wish people would care about me even a fraction i care about them#why do i always end up the mom friend. the therapist. the friend for advice. do you know how inexperienced and tired and overworked i am#this year has probably been one of my worst. not one. of my friends or siblings have bothered. to check on me.#and its not like im trying to hide it you know? i would love if someone would fucking talk to me#this. isnt referencing my partner. an actual godsend. a literal angel among humanity. she has been so kind and loving and patient with me.#but everyone else in my life have sucked this year.
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i like ms paint but i like mspaint-esque pressureless brushes more.
exclusive never before seen art process snapshot under cut.
this is what it actually looks like in the canvas. it was a warmup for a larger thing and took way too long so my frustration is justified i think
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#decapitation cw#gddddiiii ialways forgett that one. fuck#admin draws#fanart#anywways uhh tags! context!#first one is post tussle. because i am living vicariously through them#i too want to laugh with a friend and have that soothe the sting from the scrapes and aggrevate the bruised ribs#second one. heat map. pieces of you that you left behind#its something ive been thinking about a lot lately as a framing for trauma. a part of you thats still back there.#the way these two step on each others toes in a more general way too. neither means to. it still happens#i saw art a while ago that speculates on dirk being reminded of the disappearifier whenevr jake is on his shoulders and that stuck with me#im in such a mood with these two again sorry. this is what joining a discord 4 the alpha kids does to your brain#drinking sparkling water straight out of a liter bottle and jamming out to verka serduchka rn what can u do.#guess what im drawing. smile :)
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Guys, I'll be honest, I'm not really feeling it
#dragon age critical#da:tv critical#it's.... a good game i guess#but a very safe DA game#some reviews were right about this#i don't feel like i am in thedas#and i'm hearing some very bad shit about solavellan so my hype is decreasing with each passing hour i'm playing lol#the music is forgettable at best#some writing and dialogues are very simple#i hate that you can't talk with your companions extensively like you could do in dai#only when there is a lamp over their rooms LOL#i don't know it feels like i'm playing andromeda#you can see gamble's influence over everything
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like âill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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#something is very obviously different about these two compared to my normal images on this blog. i acknowledge this#also the sv model is Really good. and since they always stare straight at the camera anyway⊠and no one pays attention to the backgroundâŠ#and the only high-quality phantump model i could find was so horribly shiny that its eyes were just white voids#in my defenseâ phantump always just stare straight at you in game#the lighting is differentâ yeah. that's probably the dead giveaway. beyond the background. but like. i'm the only being on the planet who#really likes phantump anyway. i feel like it's a generally forgettable pokĂ©mon to most folks#phantump#HELLO this one is a weird one. i have some explaining to do. so when i did this one i didn't know how to edit models really at all#and when i got the models for theseâ the xy models were super shiny. shiny to the point that it made their eyes fuckin invisible#and i decided that since you could barely tell it was phantumpâ i needed a different way to get these images#i remembered that in the SV dlcâ every time you find a wild phantumpâ it just fucking. stares. at you. and i was like. aha#i kinda remembered because of the test stream that i did. tumblr user alligayytorr (am i getting the right amount of Ys) said#âhaha i am getting a sneak peekâ when i zoomed the camera in on a phantump. and i remembered that. and i was like. i can utilize this#and ended up using just an in-game screenshot of SV in replacement of the regular content. later onâ after that#once we got into gen 7 and it became less and less reliable to find modelsâ i had to learn how to edit them manually to remove the shine#i am a software dev. not a 3d modeler. this ended up coming down to editing the code of the models directly (which i ended up writing a#script to automate). nowâ todayâ january 22nd (the day of me writing these tags and updating this post)â i remembered this post was in the#queue and was not normal. so i went backâ ran the script on the phantump and trevenant modelsâ and unshinified them#then edited these two posts to be normal. i have left the original pictures i took under the cut for reference and as bonuses#because i really enjoy phantump. so that's why those images are thereâ and that's why these tags are here#just for posterity's sakeâ the folks who come here mostly for my commentaryâ i've left the ORIGINAL tags of the post when i initially#made it with the SV pictures up at the top (i wanted to rearrange themâ but tumblr makes that Very difficultâ so i left them as-is)#so if these tags are confusing to read i Apologize. but i hope now that you're at the bottom you understand what happened#i'm gonna go edit the trevenant post now
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Hey quick question, why the fuck was everyone angry at sword and shield for being ugly, rushed pokemon games but was pretty much completely fine with Scarlett and Violet being worse?
#simon says#I'm absolutely ranting right now#I'm trying out pokemon violet (using a friend's copy) and I am still so iffy on it#because this game is... so fucking ugly and poorly optimized#and I still remember the backlack sword and shield got for the fucking trees#this game... is worse#it's worse!#and it didn't get nearly as much backlash#sword and shield still get shit to this day but scarlet and violet get to just... move on??#I'm honestly so upset#Galar looks so much better compared to sword and shield#people are saying the gameplay is what makes Scarlett and Violet worth it but I'm just... not seeing it so far???#just#OUGH#sword and shield I just sorta forget about#like they're not awful it's just easy to kinda forget about them and not play them#but Scarlet and Violet so far make me want to just turn off the game and play a 2D pokemon game instead#sword and shield's biggest crime is being forgettable#scarlet and violet are actively infuriating#they can't keep doing this
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i havenât been here much recently, and iâm sorry iâve only been negative on the off chance iâve been online, but let me just say one last piece before the end of this month, so that maybe the next might be betterâŠ.
#or âmaybe my time here ends w this monthâŠiâm not sure i guess it all depends on how i feel but as of right now#everytime i think i'm fine i open tumblr and immediately am sad again the whole app has become my doomscroll at this point#i got a notification on a random talking post from a while ago and it felt like reading the words of a completely different person#lately i find it difficult to find any joy here at all when it always feels so lonely⊠a type of loneliness iâve never experienced before#everyone always has ppl interacting w them who are interested in their stuff or are always sent things that are reminiscent of them....#iâm always praised for remembering stuff abt other ppl but i wonder if anyone remembers anything abt me#what is it about me that is so forgettable am i dull am i uninteresting did i not solidify myself enough do you guys just not like me lolz#but i don't want this to come across as guilt tripping or being ungrateful to what i do have because ik comparison is the death of joy but#it's still hard to watch when it's so in your face and it makes me think if ppl only talk to me because they feel obligated to#because anyone can say empty words.... i wish my perception of things didn't turn bitter i wish i hadn't become so jaded but#over and over i've felt irrelevant cast aside overshadowed and i cannot exist in a place where i feel like i'm a ghost in the corner#idk i've never felt like This before and i'm at least glad it's something i can walk away from by just....leaving...#sad that this used to be somewhere i can run away To but now it's become somewhere i want to run away From#i don't know...even if i get over whatever this is...things will never be the same for me... i just don't think i belong here#if only i had never made this blog then i would have saved myself a world of turmoil
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second installment in the "thoughts on all the in-universe movies and shows that would get made based on Steve Rogers' life" series (which absolutely nobody asked for, but I'm sharing it anyway): at least one of the Howling Commandos era movie trailers is without a doubt 100000% set to some version of Karel Gott's Rot und Schwarz/Paint It Black cover
#am I saying this just because I personally would like to see that? yes.#was this inspired by remembering that one very forgettable german inglorious basterds-esque ww2 netflix movie? also yes.#does that make it less objectively thematically appropriate and also a fucking banger of a cover? no it does not.#also it doubles as a love song (or at least more than the original paint it black) which. I mean come on.#max.txt#howling commandos
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Should I be the worst and meet her again?
#I'm tempted but I'm also cringe as hell#I'm very terrified that I actually left an impression please ma'am I am forgettable#but I have a very distinctive name plus the whole intense thing smdh#I have a little under 2 weeks to decide#but I could have two signed books which would be delicious
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FORGETTABLE-AU (Page 61-64)
* I-I don't think we were talking about the same thing...
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#FINALLY FINISHED THIS WOHOO#Okay so#I have been keeping this small part of info secret for SOOOO long and it was so funny that JUST this week I got a ton of asks about#Wingdings' voice and I was SO tempted to talk about this little detail#BTW I DIDN'T FULLY MAKE THIS UP#i mean#Yeah I did#BUT IT IS BASED ON SOMETHING I NOTICED!!!!!!#When redacted talks in Wingdings the sound is clean#but when we listen to entry 17 (which is most likely a recording)#There's a VERY loud overlay of garbage noise#And so I was like#I could use this.........#like yeah a sound based on symbols?? we can't understand it! but our brains might do the work for us and maybe try to understand it?#but recording it goes very bad.....#I thought it was fun so I made it a hc for Gaster#and then I applied it here :D#lol#I think the pacing of this one is also a bit too fast but ehh#I hope it's clear#I am so proud of how I drew Alphys in these pages I feel like I am finally understanding her shape and how I want to stylize her#Sans is very good at reading people#He can tell when people are lying#that's why Wingdings didn't lie! he just conveniently forgot to tell him some details about what they found#okay yeah that's enough#TIME FOR THE TAGS#undertale#forgettable-au#forgettable-au-comic#sans
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I forgot to update my f/o list âŠ.. and my carrdâŠâŠsighhhhhh i guess iâll do that todayâŠ.. ( IDIOT )
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Ya know, after coming back to it, the "incest" scene is easily forgettable and not relevant to the plot. Therefore, I suggest everyone expell it from their minds. It never happened :)
#oshi no ko#no but seriously. I've completely forgotten about it#therefore i am forgoing the fact that it was included and will only be consuming the rest of the content as though it doesn't exist#because it's really that small of an incident that it's forgettable#anyways. oshi no ko is really fucking good im excited to see season 3
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#gott dries#sorry so many people say hes forgettable i feel like its my duty to remind everyone that he#preferably a few times a day.#why am i like legit very emotional rn
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big godzilla fan but i will never in my life interact with the fandom based on what i've seen on here
#firstly i hate all godzilla ships even mothra/godzilla#just because she's queen of the monsters and he's king of the monsters doesn't mean shit#second i hate those comics that portray the characters as silly and stuff#i especially hate how minus one is always portrayed as a baby because he isn't massive in his first appearance#or giving godzilla earth glasses or making him the 'group' grandpa#or just anything that gives them dialog really#i generally just hate blorbofication#third i absolutely hate king kong and i feel like legendary has really been pushing godzilla and kong being two sides of the same coin#and like generally the only actually good legendary godzilla movie is king of the monsters 2019#2014 is boring because it's carried by an unlikable and boring cast#godzilla vs kong was just pretty alright#and godzilla x kong was a scaling nightmare with forgettable monsters thrown in as well#and they both fought sea serpents#and godzilla's was still more interesting!!#i have my gripes but i'll save them for when i review them#what am i taking about again
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