#im so tired of being alone
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happy-radio 1 year ago
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I'm so fucking tired man. I'm tired of feeling like a joke. Like an outcast. Like I'm just a burden to make fun of. It doubly hurts bc I've been trying so hard to make friends with my cis male coworkers and I'm always just...othered. Like it's proof that I'll never be a real man. I'm just that weirdo who pretends to be one
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solacecent 1 year ago
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I hate being autistic, I don't know how other autistic people say they're proud of being autistic. like im happy for you but god I fucking hate it.
I can never unmask around strangers because I know how society will treat me. I just wish I could just be a happy allistic girlie who has friends.
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littlemisshaleybug 1 year ago
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I hate that I have the most toxic little asshole living in my brain. They're cruel and rude and insecure and possessive and so so so goddamn unhelpful whenever something emotionally upsetting happens, and I HATE that I can't always shut them up or squish them down.
Maybe it's just my inner teen wanting so badly to be heard, to hurt people the way I'm hurting. That teen who was used and mocked and absolutely never someone's first option. The one that was sexualized but never desired, was demanded time from but never appreciated when they were there, who gave everything and was stabbed in the back for it. Maybe they're protecting the little girl child thing that was also ignored or overlooked.
Or maybe I just want to be someone's first pick?
Why do I have to always come second or third best? Never anyone's priority? Ask intimacy of me, ask understanding and patience and passion and attention and desire from me, but never commit to me, never look me in the eye and say you want me and only me.
Is it so wrong to want someone to just stand up and say they want me and only me? To not be just the backup, or the spare?
Why am I not good enough?!
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maryreadings 2 years ago
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i can take a hint i'm just going to take my sleep cough meds and hopefully pass out soon so i don't have to think or feel anything
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thefanatic-10 2 months ago
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girlsexbattle2 3 months ago
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guys. guys. guys giys guys guys guys guys giys giys guys guys
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espytalks 4 months ago
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I think i really need a cat
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bolontiku 1 year ago
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asphodelpoetry 1 year ago
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cacti in my stomach
whispers of something greater, more
in the oppressive night air
talking back and forth,
do you think we could make it?
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deadtotheworld597 6 months ago
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I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone
馃槀silly fucking me 馃槀
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mildlytired 2 years ago
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*goes to college to make friends*
*does not make friends*
*transfers colleges*
*all classes for summer semester are online*
*hello isolation*
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bloodied-and-alone 2 years ago
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"oh just wait youll find someone one day"
ya no. im 24. im not gonna find anyone ever. im lucky if i can get a fucking friend. ill just stay alone forever.
"jUsT wAiT yOuLl FiNd SoMeOnE oNe DaY"
fuuuuuckkkkk youuuuuuuuu
nobody wants me so whos supposed to find me?????????? EVEN MY FUCKING DOG COULD FIND A BETTER RELATIONSHIP THAN ME!!
im sorry idk what this is...
i think we're just a little angry at the world and want to have an actual loving relationship just ONCE in our life and irl (fuck the internet)
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greattideflow 2 years ago
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im such a helpless romantic.
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howcanisaveafallenangel 11 days ago
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the answer is, even if anyone notices, nobody cares. they never have. and. at this point i doubt they ever will.
but does anyone notice?
but does anyone care?
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maryreadings 2 years ago
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do people in happy relationships realize how lucky they are
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starry-bi-sky 7 months ago
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realizing i have. a lot of untapped trauma potential for clone^2 danny because i just Fully Processed Four Months Late the fact that his parents were capturing and torturing ghosts in the basement before he became Phantom. and the fact that he was on house rest for 2 weeks. during that time period. and he wasn't really leaving the house. he could hear their screaming through the floorboards
*points at clone danny* i can give you suuuuuuch a bad time babe ahaha. i've got two untouched years before you meet damian what fucks you up before then
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#clone^2#danny fenton is a clone#like i dont even need to traumatize you worse the pure explorative options from this aLONE is enough to feed me for a week.#like. tucks hair behind ear let me shatter you into glass pieces then glue you back together babe. i can put you back together so good.#i'm missing a few shards because some parts of you broke into such small pieces i couldn't pick them back up again so you'll be missing a#few chunks of yourself that you'll never get back but that's okay. you'll still be a resemblance of your old self :]#don't let anakin (me) listen to late night sad songs he makes angst.#hhh imagine being stuck in a house for two weeks where you can hear your parents torturing ghosts in the basement and not only that but#you're the only person who can undERSTAND the ghosts. how many times did he see his parents drag in a ghost with whatever capturing device#they made recently? iirc the thermos was like. brand new in episode one right? but gOD the trauma this alone would cause#nobody touch me im cooking rn i need to think about how this would impact danny. like obvs it would fuel into a developing obsession to#keep his parents away from ghosts and to help the dead but what *else.* i need to refine my becoming phantom ficlet i wrote back in winter#raaa#and like even after two weeks they were *still capturing ghosts* danny just wasn't in the house 24/7 at the time.#*but those two fucking weeks man*#i need to sleep on this first before i make any major moves bc i know im tired but i am having thOUGHTs
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