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idk what’s gotten into me lately. but robb stark & theon greyjoys relationship is genuinely just everything to me. it builds me up and breaks me down in every way shape and form.
the very depiction of brotherhood. growing up side by side, & the show really does their relationship justice.
“It’s your duty to represent your house when your father can’t.”
i always see them in the small scenes. like when robb made the joke about jon never liking a girl better than his own hair, it was theon he turned to first to share laughter. when lord glover (or wtv his name is) started to pull out his sword it was theon who jumped up first, knife out.
& when they find out about his betrayal. when catelyn says “i told you never to trust a greyjoy!”, & robb is just utterly defeated. it’s like you can hear what he doesn’t say out loud.
“i wasn’t trusting a greyjoy, i was trusting theon.”
robb, lord of winterfell, the head of a war he doesn’t want to be in, not having anyone he can trust. catelyn, freeing his biggest advantage in the war behind his back. theon, capturing the home they both grew up in, in the name of a man who sat on his ass at the iron islands while ned stark raised him as his own.
& i know jon tells theon he’s angry because he betrayed ned’s memory. he did, & i’m glad he said it, but nobody ever told him how much he betrayed robb’s memory. he allowed robb to die thinking he burnt winterfell with bran & rickon inside of it.
and because theon took winterfell, robb is called the king who lost the north. it caused robb’s men to lose faith in him, & it set the red wedding up perfectly.
& honestly, it just hurts my heart. so so so bad. i have an ache in my chest whenever i think about it. & i can’t even watch the episode where theon took winterfell. bran & theon in that scene killed me.
“theon. did you hate us the whole time?”
and just like that my face is on the news.
#asoiaf#game of thrones#theon greyjoy#robb stark#freaking sigh#their relationship just kills me#the brotherhood they had#and then the betrayal#need to do a separate post on how much robb just kills me as a character#theon too obviously but god#but lowkey him and brans convo was kinda funny#theon: i sent men over the walls w grapplers#bran: why 🤨#theon: you’ll yield winterfell to me#bran: no i don’t think i will#and then it’s theon sitting on this crippled kids bed to calmly explain why he needs to drop the tude and surrender#like you’re joking#am i supposed to be laughing or crying#spoiler alert#i went with the second option
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dawwwgggg look at my lawyerrrrr
#me.png#ace attorney fanart#aa4#apollo justice#klavier gavin#ema skye#kay faraday#meme redraw#what else am i supposed to tag this with#bestie and i were crying laughing at this pic imagining klav doing this in the middle of court#“accidentally” drops his files on the floor and “accidentally” gives apollo a glimpse of his ass#didnt feel like coloring him but edgeworth is in the back there coming to reprimand him#ace attorney#ajaa#pwaa#klapollo#i suppose
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The entirety of SVSSS--
I may have forgotten to unmute the audio for the tumblr posting on the first upload...
#svsss#scumbag self saving system#shang qinghua#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#JHAJFKGKG OMG I REALLY FUCKIN FORGOT TO ADD THE AUDIO BACK IN 💀💀💀#HELPPP I DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER CHECKING THE VIDEO WHEN I UPLOADED IT CAUSE I REALLY THOUGHT I DID 😭#bro its been up for days shfjfkgk oh my god#I am a fool perhaps#laughing and crying because wtf-#I was supposed to let my phone charge but then the tumblr notif came up kdjfjgkg#aiyo..... anyways thanks for letting me know the audio was dead shfjgkyky
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I am actually sitting here with a huge stupid smile and giggling and just. Shaking OH MY GOD
#tma podcast#the magnus archives#mag 160#Thomas liveblogs#JON CRYING? LAUGHING? BOTH? AT THE END#IM GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK IM GOING TO DIE IM GOING TO EXPLODE#I AM BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS I AM RUNNING ON THE CEILING#JON BEINGING THE ACTUALLY APOCALYPSE MY GOD THIS IS AMAZING#THIS IS SO HYPE#OH MY GOD#MY GOD#HELLO??????#AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL AFTER THIS?????#OH MY GOD JON#THIS IS SO COOL
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THERE'S MORE??!!???
#joker out#kris guštin#damon baker#I AM NOT OKEJ#DAMON YOU CANNOT DROP THESE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SCHOOL NIGHT#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP NOW?!!???#My right hand is tingeling to go grab a sketchbook or tablet to draw these#Damon is my lord and saviour#Live laugh love Damon Baker#screaming crying throwing up
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It’s about how Cha Yeowoon represented everything everything everything that Tae Myungha hated about himself and he fell in love anyway. He fell in love with the broken sad boy who just needed someone there.
It’s about how Myungha took care of everyone else but neglected himself. He neglected the sad boy who just needed someone there.
What Myungha needed was nothing more than himself.
It’s about how Yeowoon fell in love with Myunga and in doing so learned to love himself enough to advocate when he was unhappy and he’s needs weren’t being met.
It’s about how Yeowoon learned to give people he hated a chance because he gave Myungha a chance and he learned people are wonderful actually.
What Yeowoon needed was to give himself a chance.
And now they have each other and they’re both happy. But more importantly, they are choosing each other and choosing happiness. They no longer need each other to be happy but they get the choice and they choose each other.
#love for love's sake#feeling completely normal about this show#how am i supposed to watch anything else tonight#cause this show did something to me and i cant even explain what#the storytelling is just on a completely different level#this show makes me want to sing and laugh and never take a single moment for granted#but it also makes me want to cry and let myself feel what i need to feel#that ending really took its audience by the hand and led us into a warm embrace#it walked us right into the safest hug#and i am absolutely and completely fine#and for once i mean it
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I don't think we can gaslight gatekeep girlboss our way out of this one 😭😭😭
#what tf is wrong with him#I can't stop laughing#but i wanna cry too#i am ALL for men trying out fashion and not being boring but ishan pls#how am i supposed to defend this freddie mercury ass outfit and moustache#ishan no#bohot ho gaya#tbh a small part of me wants to see where this goes if he continues like this#isse bura kuch ho sakta hai kya#ishan kishan#ishman#ict#sorry freddie didn't mean to disrespect you like this
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you seem eager to have this dance, meitantei
JEDHOSHDSKSVISHSUEJSB NY HANDS HURT BRO
WHY DID I DEDICATE MY LIFE TO THIS PIECE
THIS IS LITERALLY MY FIRST TIME DRAWING HAKUBA AND I INCLUDE HIM IN HERE???
DAMN ITTTT
THE ANATOMY SUCKS TOO
JSSODHKSVSOSGSODGDOSBDHD
#magic kaito#my art#art#kaito kid#kaito kuroba#hakuba saguru#detco fanart#detco#detective conan#gay ahh piece of shits#ruining my fucking hands how am i supposed to do math now#hakukai#waaaahahaaaaaahahaa#crying and laughing in pain
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QB ADHD test is crazy for autists bc tell me why you’re gonna strap this super uncomfortable headband to my head and also have the lights bright in the room bright af and then have the laptop flash images at me too
Like????????
#sillyposting#adhd#I asked if they could turn down the lights and it was soooooo haha funny to them#how quirky haha hehe no one’s ever asked for that before!#and then they turn the light off and it’s pitch black and the laptop brightness is still way too bright#I was going to be overstimulated either way probably#but still#I tried to make it a neutral environment for the best results it just didn’t work out#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#can you blame a girl for having a very cutesy very demure meltdown at the psych’s office#but anyway I did absolute shit on the test#I feel like it’s not even fully accurate because I was crying half the time :/#I couldn’t remember anything esp not with the sensory hell#but then again I already know I would have been shit at it without the meltdown too#and the nurse tried to comfort me when I said sorry for crying#and she’s like no it’s okay we’re all special in our own way!#Ma’am I don’t need your autism speaks pep talk I need all the lights in my vicinity to be turned off#at least if they say I don’t have adhd I have even more validation for the autism#because who else has a meltdown over l i g h t s#very neurotypical reaction I’m so normal actually#I’m fine I’m at home and I’m gonna chill in my room don’t worry
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what the fuck….
its happening AGAIN???! TWICE??? I BEARLY SURVIVED THE FIRST TIME!!!!! guys, if i dont make this. honor me by wrighting a 30k angst with very little comfort chilaios fanfic that’s basically a chilchuck character study.. maybe a happy ending if you really want
#ao3#ao3 shutdown2024#archive of our own#fanfic#what the frick#why#WHY AO3#i’m not going to be normal during this#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#crying shaking throwing up#fanfiction#shutdown#chilaios#chilchuck#laios touden
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"I just found something that matters more to me than sides"
EVEN GABRIEL FIGURED IT OUT PLEEEEEAAAASEEE
#good omens fanart#good omens#i fear that coffee shop aus have rotted some people's brains#good omens 2#aziracrow#anthony j crowley#ineffable husbands#crowly x aziraphale#crowley#aziraphel#pls help#i hate this show#but like#i dont actually#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#azi get your shit together crowley is crying on the floor
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It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia
↳ moments that make me cry
#PATERNAL RELATIONSHIPS. GUARANTEED TO MAKE ME SOB.#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#dennis reynolds#frank reynolds#mac mcdonald#charlie kelly#ada's gifs#ada speaks#dennis holding brian jr makes me. full on cry.#the way he goes from awkwardly holding him & trying to play it off like he doesn't care. nervous laugh and a glance back at mandy.#'am i doing it right?' i'm not fit to be a father. this is completely foreign to me.#tips his head against his son's. clenches his jaw. tries so hard not to cry with everyone standing there watching. hugs him closer.#says he's done saying goodbye and then backs away with a look of visible upset when mandy tries to take brian jr from him.#and. dennis kissing frank. at first going to hug him but deciding against it. too intimate. too much commitment.#and again... 'am i doing it right?' is this is how sons are supposed to act with their fathers? ''was that okay to do?''#charlie just wanting someone to be there for him. to care for him. to care *about* him.#and frank. who caused immense damage to dennis in the short stints when he was actually around. but *was* around.#frank makes everyone realize that they are what charlie needs right now. that they all love charlie.#dennis. who is grateful for frank having been there. as abusive and selfish as he may have been. dennis took that and closed himself off.#taught himself to guard against it. shut off his feelings. prioritize himself above all else. he's Strong because of frank's neglect.#incredibly damaged. unhappy. but Strong.#because the ones who are supposed to care about you most in the world just don't. YOU have to care about you. that's how frank lived too.#charlie has chosen to avoid his entire life.#and now he's been forced to confront it all. he'd been content not knowing if frank was his biological father.#he had a father figure who cared for him. and he wasn't around because he didn't know charlie was alive. he thought bonnie aborted him.#but the reality of it all is that charlie's biological father avoided too. he knew charlie was his son. he spoke to him and *lied* to him.#and just as soon as they reconnect and have a chance to make up forty years of lost time#he dies. he fucking dies. and leaves charlie alone again. to carry him up a goddamn mountain by himself. shouldering this grief and anger.#charlie can't be selfish. he isn't allowed to now. because his dad died and left him one last task. he still doesn't want to let him down.
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Major spoilers for "Sonnet of ⏃ heartless Wolf"
Streaming crying sobbing on the floor
Enderians dead
Islas gone again
And Rae is missing but presumed not dead
Me when Enderian both got Wolf to stop hurting Rae and save him slightly
And Rae called her momm at the enddddd
⟟ cry at Enderian dying thou-
No more end mother goddess D: she's grown so much from s1 and ⟟ cry about it
Her first words to Rae were
"So your the heratic that enter my realm"
Her last were
"Please, save my son"
*I sob-*
I'd like to know where Fable exactly took Isla thou, bc her mind and memory are still lost, she's not herself she just eeping
Also hey! Centross (well Violet now) actually showed up to Wolf Once he turned human :D
Anyways imma go keep being sad ab lore-
#fable smp#rae morningstar#lore go brrrrrrrrr#enderian#fablesmpblr#i- i simply cry ab this-#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#see if you told me back in s1 id cry over Enderian dying and Rae damm near dyinf#id probably belive you ab the Rae part and not the Enderian part
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Mood board: you (me) have finished tgcf:
#how the fuck am I supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#knowing that I’ll never have what they have#actually crying rn#I just….. they#:(#heaven official's blessing#xie lian#hua cheng
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#idk if it's because i've given autism a very in depth look now or if i just always been like this and never really thought about it#but i'm finding it harder and harder to match my feelings to what i guess i'm supposed to feel?#like when something sad happens and i have no reaction to it#it's not that i'm not sad or that i'm glad it's happening but i just have no feelings?#which in turn bring put feelings of guilt because i'm not sad or worried enough...#it's such a weird experience and i'm of course not saying that autistic people have no feelings#that's so not what i'm saying#but it is a trait of autism to have difficulty pinpointing what you feel and also difficulty expressing it in ways other people usually doit#so perhaps it is because i've learned about that that I'm accepting that maybe i just don't feel things ''the normal way''#but i'm having a weird one tonight because my mom had to leave because of an emergency with my grandma#and it's 1am right now#and i am worried. of course i am. I don't want my grandma to suffer (although i have accepted she's not gonna live much longer)#but i still don't want her to die obviously#and most importantly I don't want my mom to have to go through that... to see her mother die? that's horrible#i'm obviously sad and worried#yet i'm sitting here drinking coffee and laughing at funny videos like nothing's happening#and i feel fine... like as if my mom was just sleeping at home like every night and not at a hospital visiting her dying mother...#and i know that years back i would have gone ''what the fuck is wrong with me?!'' and perhaps maybe forced myself to feel worse#or to cry or whatever because I can't be chill when something bad is happening...#and maybe i'll feel that way when my mom is back because I can't be calm and happy is she's sad#that would be rubbing it in her face#so maybe i'll feel more guilty then?#idk it's a weird feeling that i wanted to put into words#mostly for when it happens again i'll have a record of it somewhere#idk#angel talks#personal
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How am I supposed to create my gay and angsty Fable CMVs if I have no cosplayer friends!?
#aussie cosplayers hmu#this is a cry for help#im lonely#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions!?#fable smp
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