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a-concert-just-for-me · 1 month ago

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QB ADHD test is crazy for autists bc tell me why you’re gonna strap this super uncomfortable headband to my head and also have the lights bright in the room bright af and then have the laptop flash images at me too

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#sillyposting #adhd #I asked if they could turn down the lights and it was soooooo haha funny to them #how quirky haha hehe no one’s ever asked for that before!#and then they turn the light off and it’s pitch black and the laptop brightness is still way too bright #I was going to be overstimulated either way probably #but still #I tried to make it a neutral environment for the best results it just didn’t work out #how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions #can you blame a girl for having a very cutesy very demure meltdown at the psych’s office #but anyway I did absolute shit on the test #I feel like it’s not even fully accurate because I was crying half the time :/#I couldn’t remember anything esp not with the sensory hell #but then again I already know I would have been shit at it without the meltdown too #and the nurse tried to comfort me when I said sorry for crying #and she’s like no it’s okay we’re all special in our own way!#Ma’am I don’t need your autism speaks pep talk I need all the lights in my vicinity to be turned off #at least if they say I don’t have adhd I have even more validation for the autism #because who else has a meltdown over l i g h t s #very neurotypical reaction I’m so normal actually #I’m fine I’m at home and I’m gonna chill in my room don’t worry

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