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I AM VERY EMOTIONAL
*spoilers for Solomon's '22 Birthday Event story below*
It's been a long day but I finally managed to finish the keyed route of Sol's birthday event! I'm literally crying as I make this post oml—
I'm having massive mood swings rn so they're intensifying my emotions but yes!! The concept of family is so dear to Sol and oh my god I couldn't help tearing up when he said that he hopes we could be a family someday, especially considering how he didn't expect us to offer to help him and mentioning that he usually works alone, not to mention how he tends to act on autopilot and neglects his health as he immerses himself in his research
I have many, many, MANY THOUGHTS about this story and I can't wait to talk about them but that may have to wait since I still have some schoolwork to do so I might just write them down somewhere in the meantime if I can (I hope I don't forget them!)
Even though the event was released two days later, this is one of the best birthday presents ever for this year
So please feel free to spam my inbox with Solomon brainrot!! We'll be getting a break from schoolwork very soon and I hope to answer each ask that's been gathering dust in my queue and inbox by then
#i know i've said this many times but i'm really sorry for delaying on the asks rn#i do read everything though! and i really appreciate them!#i don't know when exactly i can start sorting them out but i hope it's sometime soon#i think i'm posting this instinctively oml#am i gonna regret it? probably#solomon#ソロモン#solomon obey me#obey me solomon#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me shall we date#obey me swd#obey me#おべいみー#mo's simping hours#it's solomon loving hours#mo rambles into the void#these next few weeks are going to be the death of me i swear#why did i have a massive brainrot right before exams ahhhhh
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people love to talk about invincible for it's over the top gore and violence, but i really do think the show's writing is at it's best when it's just two people have a conversation
#LIKE UGH#this scene + 'you dad. i'd still have you' are probably my two fave scenes in the entire show like WOWW#the casualness...the familiarity.....the intimacy........like wow#you can tell just how much rex and eve care for each other despite the fact that rex has hurt eve so deeply#and you can tell how much rex regrets hurting eve just based on how he talks about all of the stuff that eve went through on her own#and how rex was given the opportunity to grow and change because of her LIKE!!!!!#also all the references to the rex splode prequel comic...rex hiding in her room for a year...eve showing rex her family portrait#(which didnt happen in the comic so i am assuming their gonna add it to their eventual adaptation of the comic plz)#AND EVE my beautiful princess who deserves the world and then some#atom eve#rex splode#invincible#shut up birdy#that one oomf who doesnt play abt rex and eve
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"So why am I so tiny, and why am I so mad?"
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#sad•leonart#rise leonardo#rise leo#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#rottmnt leonardo#drawing has been so fucking hard the past few weeks im sorry for like having nothing to share#i have two more big projects before im done... if i dont start another one in that time#looks at my animatic thumbnails#which are up on my patreon if anyones curious#am i gonna regret posting sad shit late at night when i wake up#probably#oh well#its all i got left
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thinking about how that solavellan ending actually Works for lavellans who want that hopeful ending but arent as forgiving abt the whole situation as veilguard presented it. and i do think in ashara's case, yes, she goes with him out of love, but more so out of duty. post trespasser she drops the name lavellan in favor of her family name, dhavise, since her place in the clan had already been cast into question and her allegiances with the chantry/solas are cause for doubt as to whether she's even welcome back anymore. but i think by the end of veilguard she's reaffirmed her identity as Lavellan no matter what, and truly does see herself as the Keeper of not just her own clan but of her whole modern people, and with that rekindled purpose she chooses to watch over them all by way of watching over fen'harel. protecting them by protecting him from himself. which ironically is the reason the dalish HAVE keepers in the first place
#oc: ashara#datv spoilers#datv#tay plays datv#sorry but we're doing solavellan tag essays again i fear#i am so :))))) abt lavellan's capacity to be for solas EXACTLY what varric was for rook in that prison#a guide. a reminder. an anchor. a hope.#started from the bottom (''fen'harel ma ghilana'') now we're here ("ar ghilana fen'harel'') !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway the way i imagine the prison situation is that its exactly like any other place in the fade. changeable depending on emotion#and interpretation and point of view.#i think regret is so powerful as a prison lock bc anyone who believes themselves to be a god lacks the self awareness to even FEEL regret#so it WORKED for the evanuris. but it didnt work for rook because they arent a god and facing regret IS possible for them! and then like#the solas ending where he says “i am a GOD” Guarantees he cant escape bc hes PAST that point. the neutral ending leaves it open to anything#but the redemption ending is the one where he most clearly reaffirms that he is NOT a god and so the capacity for him to impact the walls#by facing its nature and by extension his OWN nature is... hopeful :) so i think its probably gonna look like it did in the game for a whil#but it will heal as he does :) im picturing a little house where everything seems a little bit brighter day by day#and when regret creeps back in and the fade reflects that then lavellan is there to fix it. and fix it again. and again and again if needed#until it finally DOES look like the way that end mural presented it. dare i say the black city goldened ...........
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oh the tragedy of a podcast character with a daughter..............
#m#audio drama#malevolent#fathom/derelict#wolf 359#ethics town#probably more that im forgetting/haven't heard yet#many such cases...#i was gonna say podcast girldad bc the phrasing is funny. but then i would be excluding my girl eva graff of fathom/derelict fame#and i could not do that to her#anyway. now that im actually listing them there is a really interesting pattern#of “something terrible happened to my daughter and i feel/am (at least partially) responsible for it.”#“i can never take it back but by god ill regret it for the rest of my miserable life”#doesn't apply exactly to all of these .but very interesting.#esp bc sm of it is father/daughter theres probably some gender dynamics stuff at play that i could think abt if i was smarter#and also not at 1am#ok actually gojng to bed now. for like the third time.ijust had to get that out#this is all part of my dastardly and clever plot to get more people into derelict + ethics town btw.let me know if its working
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Archaeologically and genetically, the ancestors of modern Jews lived in what is now Israel-Palestine during the Bronze Age.
Archaeologically and genetically, the ancestors of modern Palestinians lived in what is now Israel-Palestine during the Bronze Age.
(Archaeologically and genetically, you go as far back as the Bronze Age, the ancestors of Palestinians and Jews were the same people.)
You’re gonna have to come up with different criteria than that to determine which group deserves to live there and which group deserves to be genocided.
#Current events#Palestine#Hint. It’s both and neither. Respectively#but I hate the argument to *true indigineity* here it drives me insane.#Am I gonna regret making this post? Probably. But I saw a post that Pissed Me Off. So
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we're up we're off and away we go!
#am i gonna regret posting this tmr yeah probably anyways#this musical has me by the throat lol#surprise!!!!! first art post!!!!#epic the musical#epic the troy saga#epic the cyclops saga#odysseus#eurylochus#both designs inspired by gigizetz <33#mango makes art#fanart
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I really want to see your post about how Katara is forcefully matured by the fandom, please!
Ok, while I wasn't ready to make that post in earnest, and frankly never might be, here's some of my cursory thoughts on the topic. I'd gladly talk about it in detail more but also ✨️fear✨️
So, let's get the obvious out of the way. Katara is a 14 year old. A child, barely a teen. In fact, the entirety of the gaang is made up of children.
Now, I haven't been fully active in the atla fandom in quite some time, mostly lurking on the peripheries, because the fandom is a shitshow. One of the reasons being the fact that most fans cannot, for the life of them handle the Gaang's inherent childishness.
This isn't just a Katara problem. Other than her, Aang suffers the most for the egregious crime of being a 12 year old survivor of a genocide. Suki is, of course, mainly ignored. The interpretations of Toph can vary wildly, from her being horrifically matured to being dissmissed as a chaotic, rude child. Zuko and Sokka's immature moments are looked at more permissively, being an angsty boi™️ and a goofy goober respectively.
I do find it odd that Aang doesn't get the "boys will be boys" pass, but ok, we'll blame it on him being... bald? a nice boy? not concerned with his own masculinity?
As for Katara, her maturity is treated like... a given. She's the mom of the group, the proverbial love interest, the feminist icon, the badass fighter, the trailblazer filled with feminine rage. The trophy wife to Aang, the (Lore Olympus style) Persephone to Zuko's Hades.
And true, she is, or at least can be, a lot of these things.
However she is, first and foremost, a child. This fact is presented to us on a silver platter in the first episode, when her and Aang are penguin sledding.
Katara : I haven't done this since I was a kid!
Aang: You still are a kid!
Katara is a child forced to mature. Her circumstances forced her to try to fill her mother's place and to fight for those who couldn't do so themselves. The fandom brands her as a mom friend. Sees her purely as an icon of empowerment. Or worse, degrades her character to being a love interest.
(im talking about both sides of the kataang/zutara debate. I have my biases, but I'm sure there are kataangers who treat her like this as well. I simply have encountered very few of them.)
Her story, while yes, has many themes of female empowerment is in huge part, a tragedy. The tragedy of a young girl forced to grow up much too soon.
Sadly, this is rarely spoken about. It's not spoken about directly and therefore a lot of the fandom doesn't see this. (Or simply doesn't want to see it)
This is not to say that Katara's more mature aspects should be dismissed or buried. She displays a lot of maturity for her age, to the point of being able to go toe to toe both intellectually and physically with the (admittedly usually incompetent) adults of the show. Additionally, she evolves as a character through the durtation of the show.
But a huge chunk of her maturity being forced and therefore unhealthy is a key aspect of her character.
I think what upsets me the most is that while the critiquing the idea of Katara being treated as the mom of the group in fanon is becoming more and more common, the treatment of her as something akin to a YA protagonist is on the rise.
Both these interpretations are so insulting to the character of Katara, what is wrong with you people?
I'm currently rewatching atla with a focus on Katara as a character (while also trying to give zutara a chance I am doing my best guys) and her childishness is an integral part of her. It's sad to see her treated as an adult by the fandom. And honestly unsettling, especially with how much of like a child she acts.
I wanna finish my rewatch before I give my full ramble on the topic. I also wanna look more into the many different opinions people in the atla fandom have on Katara's treatment by the show. Though even trying to skim the surfce was like injecting lemon juice directly into my tear ducts. Also I really, really don't wanna get sent death threats again.
I want to give the topic of Katara my full attention. However I don't think I'll ever make this post, actually. The atla fandom is a rabid horrid pack of creatures and I'm not sure if I wanna engage with all that.The post would probably bash a lot of things considered key arguments for Zutara, since, looking at Zutara through a child's doesn't exactly scream 'romance' and do I really want that on my blog?
Katara's role as a child isn't valued as much as her role as a woman and I just don't want to deal with people calling me mean names for talking about a little girl being traumatised.
I'd be glad to have a discussion but I made this blog mainly to have fun and enjoy a piece of media I like. I met some truly amazing people whom I can have really great discussions with, even if we don't agree. I don't want to jeopardise that by being a pretentious dick on a soapbox.
Call this and the last few posts I made on Katara me testing the waters.
#am i still choosing violence and gonna regret this later#probably#pro katara#<this hashtag is ridiculous btw. we are forcefully climbing the mountain of moral highground huh#katara#atla#avatar: the last airbender#the last airbender#avatar the last airbender#avatar#zuko#toph#aang#sokka#suki#pro aang
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i love my small and ever-growing collection of Star Trek memorabilia! in no particular order we have:
A t-shirt with McCoy's face on it and the text 'Are You Out of Your Vulcan Mind?!' written underneath it. a favourite of mine, i wear it way too often
My Star Trek mug with Spock and Kirk on it that has the quote of 'It's life, but not as we know it' written below them. thank god they got the proper quote (idk if i wrote the proper quote but its on there!)
a Voyager VHS tape that was upcycled into a light. legit the coolest thing i have ever owned and well worth the 8 quid i spent on it
a limited edition Deep Space 9 VHS tape which has Emissary and a behind the scenes hosted by Terry Farrell on it. has a cool little booklet inside of it with Sisko's face on it that has some funky information on the show and the characters/actors. very neat, and it only cost me like 3 quid
my 3 Star Trek books (i currently own Grounded, Dreams of the Raven and The Price of the Phoenix). only read DotR so far but can't wait to read the other two when i get the time
#genuinely happy that this is what i spend my money on#tbf two of these things were gifts (the mug and Price of the Phoenix)#but still! great purchases. zero regrets#i AM regretting how many tags im gonna need to add here#star trek#star trek the original series#star trek tos#star trek the next generation#star trek tng#star trek deep space nine#star trek ds9#star trek voyager#star trek voy#st tos#st tng#st ds9#st voy#leonard mccoy#spock#jim kirk#benjamin sisko#okay thats enough (probably. hopefully)
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poll for my dimension 20 fans okay. obviously i cant include every season as an option so pls use tags for other answers and details BUT....
#im curious bc i have opinions that often differ than most people lmao#and i have a guess what most people do#and im also curious about why#will i regret asking this and get tired of replies in less than 24 hours? probably.#am i still gonna make this poll and post anyways? yeah#dimension 20#fantasy high#the unsleeping city#a crown of candy#burrow's end#ok im actually too lazy to tag anything else. thats it.#FUCK TYPO IN THE POLL TITLE I WROTE DIMENSIOM MAJOR L#also this is okay to rb as well
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welp. I did a thing
#john soap mactavish#cod#cod fanart#call of duty#AM I GONNA REGRET THIS#YEAH PROBABLY#DO I CARE#EHHHHH debatable#help military propaganda has taken over my brain
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Does anyone have more pictures of this outfit?
(Or just him wearing something like this?)
#stardust talks#jeff satur#I just am obsessed with this outfit and since my brain isn’t melted enough I want more#am I gonna regret this at some point? probably. do I care? absolutly not
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hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!
#probably the nerdiest thing i will ever read in my entire life but I AM SO HAPPY#Its the unabridged and corrected 1992 republication btw. if you wanna get specific#the only book in which i have actually decided to read the introductory notes and i do NOT regret it because the editor's one IMMEDIATELY#brought up the “oh but surely the second dimension has thickness how else would flatlanders see anything” AND GAVE A REALLY GOOD ANSWER.#which i cannot tell you here. bc it is several paragraphs long and idk how i would shorten it. i would hit tag limit. if thats a thing.#anyways. I'm only a little bit into the first part which basically explains how Flatland works as a society so i haven't even gotten to the#sphere yet but OH MAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A ROUND OBJECT IN MY LIFE#IM LOSING IT OVER THIS BOOK AAAA :D#me: im so glad i dont have a math class during my senior year! now i dont have to learn anything math-related!#also me: but what if i started studying a complex and almost entirely theoretical part of geometry#bc YEAH i didn't just buy this book bc of gravity falls. I BOUGHT IT BC IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THE 4TH DIMENSION WOOOOOOO!!!!!#one thing i will say i dont like. introductory note suggests the the 4th dimension might be time. this is ok tho bc its followed up with#also saying that time is not a spatial dimension and exist across the 0 1st 2nd and 3rd dimensions which. that epuld mean we live in 4d#already. so. i was worried for a second but THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY GOD PEOPLE TRYING TO SAY “OH THE 4TH DIMENSION IS TIME” I HATE THAT SO#MUCH AAAAGGHHHH AT LEAST RECOGNIZE ITS NOT SPATIAL!!! TIME IS NOT A SPATIAL DIMENSION!!!!!!! IF IT WAS THEN 4D TRAVEL AND TIME TRAVEL WPULD#BE FHE SAME THING AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MUCH COOLER POSSIBILITIES WPULD BE THROWN AWAY IF THAT WAS THAT CASE!!!!! AND. AND. IF THE 4TH#DIMENSION IS TIME. THEN WHATS THE 5TH?? 6TH?? YPU CANT KEEP GOINF ON FOREVER LIKE THAT. YPURE JUST MAKEING MORE 3D WORLSS WITH STUFF IN#ADDITION TO TIME. INTERESTING BUT THAY IS NOT ABOHT HIGHRER DIEMSBSJSNSBAKAJSHDHDHHDHDHDJ#sorry for the rant. jsut. agh i want a spatial 4th dimension. i dont think tesseracts exist through time that would just be an aged cube#anyways yeahhh i love the 4th dimension. new hyperfixation or new special interest? ill have to wait and see. anyways i have done it i have#an oc whos 4 dimensional now and she is the coolest ever i love her#but yeah this book is sosososo good i am literally gonna bring it to school to read instead of draw bc i would lose it if i didn't#10/10 would recommend to anyone who wants to Think
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the girls are fighting !!!!!!
pt 1. of 'argument'.
THUNK
for context on their fight, this takes you to the initial comic that started it all
#I spent so long on this I am a LOOOSSSEEEERRR#but ive enjoyed experimenting and developing my comic style#its fun to keep making and trying#when is pt 2. coming?? idk#kenstewy#kendall roy#stewy hosseini#college kenstewy#stewy x kendall#kendall x stewy#the last panel was me trying to capture that awful feeling#of anxiety/shame/regret/hurt when someone is mad at you and they're not responding#like ive had it and it feels like im gonna vomit. especially the silent treatment where you have to wait it out#the anxiety gets crazy#ALSO nobody cares but I was thinking of a plot at work and im implying stewy got so mad at ken-#for sleeping with rava he got drunk and like ahem gave head to a couple of guys at a party and like made out with a girl#its probably not clear but I tried to imply it with 'busy. I heard'
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forgot to post some dokomi pics! vashusitter wolfwood real....
I was in a RUSH because I arrived later than planned (thanks train delays (and getting lost in the park....)) so after the panel (where I managed to be in the front row!!) I only had 6 hours to run around and do my shopping before going home. not my best decision but now I'm prepared for next time.
thank you @blizzly (whom I must also thank again for emergency loaf creechur surgery and taking some of these pics :D), @lesoldatmort, @artofalassa and @ohohge (get ready for our reverse bang collab....) and her friend for hanging out with me for a little bit 💜 also met @luchichufer who just happened to sit right behind me and gifted me some prints including our vashwood big bang art! 🥹
the true honor was meeting the real brushbuddy....totally not considered running off with it.......
it was so lovely meeting up with everyone, however briefly in some cases <3 next time i'm staying longer and hopefully making better conversation!!
haul and....cookies.....and post-realizing johnny bravo was photobombing us picture below :D
#trigun cosplay#dokomi#until the small prague con last year I spent the past 5 years going to cons alone so 🥹🥹#tfw despite getting top surgery you still have boobie cleavage and wolfwood makes you feel better about it because so does he#i need to update my pants to actual dress pants#i also. really need to be better at asking people for pictures 😭#i'm just always like naaahhhh it's fiiiiine and then i. regret it.#cf me not taking a picture with the tristamp team#why did I even buy a phone with a good camera if i forget or chicken out of taking pictures with it smh#ANYWAY next time i'll probably cosplay as atuarto from witch hat atelier.....!!#i'm. gonna commission a cosplay. but the person on etsy has been ghosting me :(#so I don't know if I should invest in a sewing machine and try to make it myself? <- has never sewn anything or made a pattern in their lif#but i Need to cosplay him like. I AM the guy. HE IS ME. IT'S CRAZY. you know how nowfall is real woowoo? well i'm real atuarto no joke#also i'm too socially anxious to be good at cosplaying (in terms of. pics and roleplay etc) but I could pull him off i think sdfjnk#beelio talks
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is this salt at my own expense
maybe
why is it that my least canon-compliant shitpost memes, aka the ones i literally just made for shits and giggles, are the ones that do the most numbers on this site. why is this happening to me. is this punishment for my hubris, for assuming that people would reblog the obviously fanon (TO ME) stuff in the spirit in which they were originally created: to just mash up jpegs and textpost screenshots like fun barbies in Situations, heedless of their basis in canon?
what have i done 😔
#salty peak sect 🧂#i could probably solve this problem for myself by going back into my shitpost archive and finding every post currently grinding my gears#and just delete them#but what if i regret it later 🥺#yes i realize this is a petty thing to grouse about#i'm gonna grouse about it anyway#grouse grouse grouse#ok it's out of my system i am better now
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