#am i going to add more tws

[edible-emerald]

lu ao3 of the month or smth

TWs in tags

Wind uses Time's ocarina to go back in time after everyone is BRUTALLY MURDERED. And he also ropes Four in to the now created time loop. And there's a lot of MCD obviously

This fic is way better than it should be and you should totally check it out, it's NOT for the faint of heart though. I can handle very heavy shit but if you can't don't read this (unless you want to break down crying but that's your call)

[voidshrub]

"Follow me!"

[cerealbishh]

"We get to, this season, explore their chemistry and their real love and their intimacy. So we get to have a glimpse into that world that just feels so pure and beautiful and romantic! And then, sort of navigating those other circumstances once they're out in the world, dealing with real... challenges." - Isa in an interview with The Knockturnal(x)

[riality-check]

inspired by a conversation around the thought: “after the bathroom breakup in s2, what if steve becomes very uncomfortable around nancy when she’s drunk?” and then this happened. tw for mentions of alcoholism (not any of the characters in the story) and have fun!

Steve watches Nancy drape herself over Robin on the couch and take a long sip from her solo cup. He doesn't drink anymore, not since Starcourt, so he's made a habit of being the designated driver. With that comes tracking everyone's drinks. 

No designated driver Steve ever knew back in high school did that, but he thinks it’s the bare minimum. 

Steve goes over it in his head. They’ve all been here two hours. Eddie took a beer from the fridge, and Steve hasn't seen him have anything since. Robin’s only had three drinks, same as Jonathan, but Jonathan had a joint on top of that. Argyle hasn't had anything to drink, but he's on his third joint. 

Nancy, though? This is cup number six. She’s been pouring her own drinks, too, and Steve knows she has a very generous pour.

He just watches. Watches how Nancy props her feet up on the arm of the couch, watches how she reaches up to play with Robin’s hair. Listens to her giggle. 

Watches as she keeps drinking from that solo cup. 

Knows that she's gonna get up to get another one soon. 

He takes a breath. Then another. 

He still feels nauseous. 

"You okay, man?" Eddie asks from next to him on the floor. 

Steve doesn't take his eyes off Nancy, who's moved on to playing with Robin’s hand instead. "I’m fine." 

"You don't look it." 

Steve clenches his jaw. Unclenches it. Breathes again. "Can you just - will you - could you just make sure Nancy doesn't have any more for a little while? Make sure she doesn't go in the kitchen, or hide the drinks from her or something?" 

He can see, out of the corner of his eye, the confused look Eddie gives him. "It’s your house, dude. what you say goes."

“I know," Steve says. He watches Nancy slowly sit up and feels his stomach drop. "Just - please, can you?" 

Eddie doesn't respond for a moment, and Steve starts getting himself together enough to stand. 

But then Eddie puts a hand on his shoulder and stands up. "Sure thing, dude." 

Steve watches as Eddie makes his way to the kitchen before Nancy even stands up.

And he wonders, though it's not his place, why Eddie only had one beer if he's got such a reputation for being a stoner. Steve remembers that when he used to smoke, weed hit him a little harder than all those beers he shotgunned back in high school.

Eddie comes back from the kitchen with a smile on his face, though Steve can tell it's a little tense. 

"All done," Eddie whispers, sitting back down next to Steve. "Hid the vodka behind the fridge, the wine under the table, and the beer in the top cabinets where she can't reach." 

"Thanks," Steve says. He’s still watching her, watching her come back with a smile still on her face and no cup in hand. 

Finally, he feels like he can breathe. 

"Haven’t had to do that in a long time," Eddie continues. 

For the first time, Steve looks at him. "Do what?" 

"Hide booze," Eddie says with a shrug. "It’s a good thing the good hiding spots are pretty much universal across houses." 

Steve doesn't know what to think of that. He never did that, not even when his mom started having wine before noon. 

He wasn't brave enough to risk that. Still isn't, it seems.

[vincent-sinclair-deserved-better]

hm

thinking of my blorbos but not in a "i love you you love me all is well" way but a "i love you hope you kill me" way lol

[mvndrvke]

shoutout to my constant and feral urge to add muses that i know won't get interactions

[icewindandboringhorror]

Bad news, got back from the vet and my beautiful baby son is going to have to be put down soon, probably tomorrow or the next day, so send him best of wishes for his next few days~ Luckily, he's actually not in a lot of pain (for now, hopefully he won't be) and is acting pretty normal, so I'm hoping he won't suffer at all and everything will be peaceful for him.

[dredshirtroberts]

hilariously while looking up the file name for this i realized i mislabeled it because a different image came up.

been feeling black and red recently. easy contrast and pop i guess lol.

my pain has been Ridiculous this week, and a lot of it has been older injuries flaring up really bad, among the other standard pain i experience. and i'm really angry and bitter that it's gotten to this level because no one listened when i was younger.

so i did art about it.

and now i'm off the hook for 1k words today.

[underwhelmingalchemist]

Starting pride month with the pharmacy denying me my testosterone prescription until mid-June and my doctor saying she can't do anything about it because it's a controlled substance 🙃✌️

[crescentlyautumn]

.

Feeling a little sensitive today because I get so tired and upset seeing everyone shaming and bullying people who try to find little wonders, joys, and happiness in the world. It’s ok to take things as they come. It’s ok to not think everything is terrible at all times. It’s ok to be kind and be so filled with love that it’s suffocating. It’s ok to not be cold and cruel. That shouldn’t be something that’s wrong.

You can do both and you can know that life isn’t easy or always perfect. But treating others as being dumb or immature for still fighting every day to see the beauty in life and in the world isn’t something I want to be a part of. It just hurts.

[cryptickludovick]

// murder of a trans person

So I had to walk across town today to renew my health insurance card and I passed a headstone shaped cardboard sign in front of the university that read :

[1994-2023 / Gab / beaten to death because they were trans in an unhoused situation]

This is on the very same campus that I, a trans man, study on.

What a time to be alive.

[ennaku-sirri-da]

Don't Go Into Dad's Office

habits never seen his Father

He did when he was very, very small

Can't remember his face

But he slowly lost him

Fading memories

Fading face

And after that day when he broke his smile

He's never seen him

His Mother barely talks about him. habit isnt sure if hes real?

He sees only his shadows pass

At the corners of his eyes at their doors

Hears footsteps at night, coming to lecture him at night, habit rolls to the far end of the bed because

He cant see!!!

Whos sitting at the chair?

Whos telling him that some thing may get him if he doesnt OBEY

He can percieve feet below the bed at the other end but thats it

Habit isnt sure

If anything that happened to him

Was real

Thinks he may be overreacting.

But

He can never ever forget

That

VOICE

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https://drive.google.com/file/d/10lg_uRRxNcMPeynhwJhnrlv1kZCwraoh/view?usp=sharing

Open my Google Drive link to hear the aforementioned voice^^^ ( There's a piano prelude which I recommend listening to but if you're impatient you can skip to around the 2 minute mark to hear)

WARNING! The chopped up, chaotic vocals are (meant to be) disturbing. If these things in general unease you, do not do this.

Not mine, its an edited(edited by me though) soundtrack from the movie Sinister.

[pummedraws]

The worst part is that when fat people talk about their struggles with fatphobia they're expected to ALWAYS have a disclaimer saying "Body shaming of all kinds is bad uwu even skinny shaming we're all victims of the same caliber of a body shaming society!" Lest they be seen as one of those Mean Fatties who hate skinny people and thus DESERVE to be systemically seen as unhealthy and lazy by society. I shouldn't have to reassure you that, yes, if someone tells you to eat a burger they're being an asshole. because I'm too busy being told I should kill myself for looking like a whale lol

[usermoon]

currently having the worst cramps ever since i was like 13 BUT after it subsides some im gonna edit my halloween post some more

[backtodecembertv]

working out is so good for me mentally, except for how i have to work to silence the evil goblin in my head that wants to make it about losing weight. no calorie counting, no examining my body in the gym mirrors, no comparing my body to other women's bodies, no cardio to make up for eating treats, none of that shit. exercise is about getting stronger and feeling good

[lesboylycan]

yesterday: my grandma has up to two months to live

today: my grandma has hours to live